E9 - What's Your Name?

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    I let them die.
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    I thought, "That's sad,
    if it's really true."
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    But...
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    It's too late.
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    Akito-san?
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    It's the end. The end is coming.
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    I'm disappointed in you.
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    But what was worse in that moment...
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    The eyes half-hidden behind
    his coppery hair were screaming,
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    "I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad."
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    That was even sadder to me.
    It tugged at my heart...
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    ...even more than my mom.
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    Will you throw me away?
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    Abandon me?
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    --Leave me behind?
    --Leave me behind?
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    The feeling of being left behind...
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    "Fruits Basket"
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    Shigure!
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    Hey there. Good morning!
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    On your way here, did you--
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    --You reek of booze!
    --Yep, I was drinking
    with my author buddies.
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    Drinking? All night?!
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    Just until the first morning train!
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    You're technically our guardian,
    so could you maybe moderate your--
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    No, Yuki, forget this creep!
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    Wow, rude.
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    Have you seen the idiot?!
    The idiot! On your way here!
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    The idiot? Oh, Kyo-kun!
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    No, I didn't.
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    He must've turned the other way.
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    What, did Kyo-kun do something?
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    I don't know the details, but...
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    That idiot.
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    How dare he make her cry?
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    Are you happy? You won.
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    You stole my whole place in the world.
    You made me the odd one out.
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    Everyone likes you.
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    Does that feel good?
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    The loneliness of being left behind...
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    Thanks to you, I'm alone!
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    A mistake.
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    The bad guy.
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    Does that feel good?!
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    I hate you!
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    Oh! I finally...
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    ...see you.
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    You wreck my whole world
    and still get to be the "pure" one.
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    You're the dirtiest of us all!
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    Akito-san...
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    I finally found you!
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    Stay away! Stay away, you make me sick!
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    I hate how thoughtless
    I've been not to notice her.
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    Akito-san!
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    Stay away!
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    All this time...
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    You've been putting up a brave front
    because you've been lonely.
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    From the beginning...
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    Ever since she was born,
    she was treated as "special"--
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    someone who's not part of
    the circle, but above it.
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    But that's just like being abandoned.
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    The reason you keep talking about
    "eternity" and "unchanging" things...
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    ...is because otherwise it's scary.
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    It's too scary to bear!
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    Shut up!
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    You know nothing!
    Are you looking down on me?!
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    I won't let you fool me or win me over!
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    I...
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    I...!
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    I'm dirty.
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    You're right, Akito-san.
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    The truth is,
    even as I rejected your eternity...
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    ...I wished for the same things you did.
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    Unchanging feelings.
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    Bonds.
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    But...
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    Mom, I've fallen in love with someone.
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    I agonized over it...
    and he says he's disappointed in me...
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    ...but I love him.
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    Even if he doesn't love me back,
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    I've decided not to stand still anymore.
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    I'm going on ahead, Mom.
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    People and feelings can't be bound down.
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    I think you've already
    realized that, haven't you?
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    And that's stung you all this time...
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    It's been sad, and painful,
    and lonely, hasn't it?
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    I don't want this!
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    No, no! I don't want to be left behind!
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    --Why?!
    --Aki--
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    I'm scared.
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    No! I don't want this!
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    I don't want this world!
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    I don't want a world
    where no one needs me,
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    a world full of strangers...
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    --Akito-san!
    --I'm done!
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    It's too late to realize that now!
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    I can't live with strangers now,
    without any promises or bonds or eternity!
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    I'm scared.
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    I can't live surrounded by strangers,
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    without any guarantee I'll be loved.
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    I can't...
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    I'm scared of the world.
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    In that case, Akito-san,
    could you begin with me?
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    Here. Now.
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    We met the wrong way.
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    Hello.
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    My name is Tohru Honda.
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    What's your name?
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    I'd like you to be my friend.
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    Liar!
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    You say that, but if I cry,
    you'll get sick of me right away!
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    If I complain, you'll get mad at me...
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    You'll stop liking me,
    and you'll throw me out of your life!
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    There you are.
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    I found you.
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    What's your name?
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    I'd like you to be my friend.
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    Don't cry anymore.
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    Some... Someone help!
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    Someone! Anyone! Someone come here!
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    Someone...
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    ...help!
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    Akito-san, don't cry.
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    It's all right. It'll be all right.
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    All the scary times...
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    ...are over.
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    Whoa.
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    You startled me.
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    Shi... gure...
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    H-Help. Please.
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    She fell! F-From the cl-cliff!
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    She's not moving. She's not moving.
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    What do I do? She's not moving.
    She's totally still.
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    Akito.
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    Calm down and tell me slowly.
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    Who fell?
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    Toh... Tohru.
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    Where did she fall?
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    There. Straight that way.
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    Shigure, I'm calling an ambulance.
    Meet it when it gets here!
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    What do we do? She won't move.
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    --Shigure, I--
    --Did you push her?
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    N-No, I didn't!
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    But... I don't know.
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    But the ground crumbled.
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    It suddenly...!
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    But...
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    ...I'm the one who stabbed Kureno.
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    Hello, Hatori?
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    It's me.
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    Did anything happen at the main estate?
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    Akito is here.
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    Yes, here.
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    I heard. How is he?
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    I see... No, actually we have
    an emergency here, too.
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    No, Akito's fine.
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    But Tohru-kun...
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    Yeah. She apparently fell off the cliff.
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    Right.
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    Yeah, I'll call you.
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    He says Kureno isn't dying.
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    Tohru...?
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    Don't touch her.
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    I... think she probably hit her head hard.
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    Wa-Wait.
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    Wait. This is wrong.
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    No, this isn't what I wanted!
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    Tohru... wait.
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    This is...!
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    Don't cry.
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    Don't cry anymore.
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    Who's crying?
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    Akito-san? Kyo-kun?
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    Oh, I have to chase Kyo-kun.
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    I have to tell him, too.
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    I love you so much...
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    I'm glad I met you.
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    Maybe all it brought you was pain,
    but... I'm happy we met.
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    Your awkward kindness made me happy.
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    Your smiling face, and your shy face...
    they both made me so happy.
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    And little by little,
    over time they became precious.
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    My treasures.
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    I chased you so desperately that day
    just because I was in love with you.
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    I love you, so I didn't want you
    to go anywhere.
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    Me being with you meant
    my feelings hurt you, but...
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    But don't cry anymore.
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    Just like the happy
    or fun times eventually end,
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    the scary or sad times end, too.
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    Always.
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    Even if you can't believe it
    at the time, please...
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    Please, keep living and don't give up.
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    I want you to live.
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    It's okay if you make mistakes
    or take the long way around.
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    But please, please live.
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    Don't give up on walking forward.
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    Please, just don't stop walking.
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    It's okay if I'm...
    if I'm not by your side.
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    Tohru?
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    It's all right.
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    It's... all right now.
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    Can you hear me?
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    Am I reaching you?
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    Please let me...
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    Never mind. It's okay now.
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    I get it. It's okay, so...
    just stay quiet.
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    ...reach you.
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    "Soma General Hospital"
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    Thank you for everything. Go on home
    and leave the rest to us for tonight.
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    Yes, sir. I'll be back tomorrow.
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    Don't you skip school.
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    It would make her fret.
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    Bye.
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    Oh, wait.
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    Where's the redhead?
    Doesn't he know about this?
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    He's...
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    "Soma General Hospital"
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    Visiting someone?
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    Did you come alone?
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    Kureno, or Tohru?
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    I'm glad they're both all right.
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    I hear a lot happened after you left.
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    Akito... are you okay now?
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    They should blame me.
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    Get angry, or complain, or something.
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    Why don't they? Are they idiots?
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    If they forgive me no matter
    what I do or say to them,
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    that's more than softhearted
    or naïve--it's just idiotic.
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    They're hopeless idiots.
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    Good thing, right?
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    You're "not guilty" of your crimes
    thanks to those two being idiots.
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    So that's good for you, right?
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    Idiots are useful.
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    Why are you crying?
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    I wondered what Kureno would do
    if I answered, "Not yet."
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    Would he decide to be with me again?
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    I got the feeling he would.
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    Kureno struck me as that kind of person.
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    Hopelessly soft and kind.
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    Just always kind.
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    And for a long time, I've...
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    ...been killing him.
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    It stings. I'm so bitter at myself.
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    I'm sorry. I'm sorry!
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    My meaningless apologies
    didn't change anything,
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    but he just listened
    and accepted them.
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    Why was I only capable
    of hurting someone like that?
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    Then treasure them from now on.
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    Even if other people think
    they're idiots, as long as you don't...
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    ...then just treasure them
    and take care of them.
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    That's all.
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    This is just like the idiotic traveler.
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    It's a story.
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    Want to hear it?
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    Once you hear it...
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    ...you'll definitely want to go see Tohru.
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    Wow, so Akito really did
    go to the hospital alone.
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    That's progress.
    Maybe the stabbing spree was cathartic?
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    I assume there was an encounter
    with Honda-kun, too.
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    Yeah... seems like it...
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    She sat down. Not far away,
    or somewhere above me...
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    She sat next to me. Nearby.
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    She started talking to me.
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    "There you are," she said.
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    Did everything go according to your plan?
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    Huh?
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    Oh... Yeah, I guess so.
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    I'm feeling a little remorseful
    about parts of it.
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    "A little"?
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    Come on, Haa-san, baby steps!
[22:06] ---
    Now I sorta see what the point of
    "meeting someone halfway" would be.
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    It's progress, really!
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    "I Just Love Her"
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    I just... love her.
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