E10 - I Just Love Her
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I wish I could've lived my life
without any missteps along the way.
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I wish I could've lived in a kinder world.
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One without any unease or fear,
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where I didn't hurt anyone,
and no one hurt me.
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I wish I could've taken the shortest path
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to the kinder world I want,
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without ever doing anything "wrong."
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"Fruits Basket"
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"Student Council Room"
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Yun-Yun.
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Is Honda-san really in the hospital?
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Huh? How did you know that?
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Someone in your class told me.
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And I hear the redheaded hottie
has been absent for days!
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Is he okay?
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Don't know, don't care.
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Hey!
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I've been wondering forever.
What is that Honda girl to you, Yun-Yun?
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His mom.
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That's not even funny!
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Yun-Yun, Kakeru's saying creepy stuff!
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Why's that creepy?
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She protected Yun-Yun when
he was weak as a baby deer. Right?
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You piss me off!
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Huh? So, like, does that mean
she's his girlfriend?
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--No! I told you, she's Mom!
--Do your jobs! Argh!
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What? I don't get it.
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Just drop it!
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Hey, President.
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You have guests.
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"Soma General Hospital"
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I can't believe Kyon ran away from home.
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He hasn't shown his face here, either.
What's up with him?
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Good question, especially since
Tohru-kun refuses to talk about him.
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What the hell happened between those two?
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Tohru gave us the one-minute
summary of what happened
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between her and Akito Soma.
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I don't know what she told you,
but it's my fault she got hurt.
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Tohru-kun doesn't think
it's anyone's fault.
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Also... I heard about you and Kureno.
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Kureno is a patient here right now, too.
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Because...
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...I stabbed him.
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I tied him down and trampled on him.
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But he won't blame me, so what do I--
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You're...
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...female, aren't you?
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When Kureno-san said he had
"someone he needs to stay with,"
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he meant you.
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It wasn't just her existence
that stung me.
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It was more about the fact...
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...that I got left in the cold.
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That I was barely even a participant
in Kureno-san's 26 years.
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I was polishing a single day's memories
like they were some diamond,
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and it made me feel a little pathetic.
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That stung.
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I thought you wouldn't come.
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Why?
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I... don't deserve you.
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You spoke with Akito, right?
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There's something else
I still need to do for her.
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Which is?
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Leave her sight.
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If I stay, she'll feel bad
about me forever.
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Right up until the very end...
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Well, then. Go wherever you want.
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Doesn't matter to me.
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I'll go with you.
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Do you know why?
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If you don't, I'm not telling you.
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It's fine.
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I don't mind.
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I can wait, for now.
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But that thing where I'm not
a participant? That's over.
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Convenience store breakfast?
What a miserable life!
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What else would we do? We don't have
rice, bread, or anything else.
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Yeah, we've only gotten worse at adulting
since Tohru-kun moved in.
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But today she's being released!
What should we ask her to cook?
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Don't overwork her during recovery.
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I wonder where Kyo-kun is, though...
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Welcome home.
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H-Haru? What?
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Huh, did I forget to lock the door again?
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--Shigure...
--Yep.
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Lucky for me. Easy conquest.
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I could slide right between--
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Don't be crass!
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How's Honda-san?
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The hospital is releasing her
this afternoon.
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Oh. That's good.
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Rin was impressively worried.
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"Impressively"?
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She turned blue, white,
then brown. It's a must-see.
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She's not a movie, Haru.
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Also...
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...her boobs got bigger.
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Are you trying to lighten the mood,
brag, or sexually harass me?!
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All three?
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All three, huh...
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Is that Kyo-kun?
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Eh... Maybe he unlocked the door?
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Kyo never visited the hospital, right?
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He...
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...has his own pain and his own reasons.
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But...
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They don't matter right now.
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See you later.
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Where were you?
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Why didn't you visit her?
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Honda-san is being released
today, you know.
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Gonna run away?
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Say what you want.
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Me being here would hurt her.
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I can't protect her.
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It's better if you're with her.
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I see. So that's how it is.
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This is why I didn't want boys.
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Hey, can I order pizza?
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You "can't protect her"?
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What does that mean?
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Should you be able to catch her
before she falls off a cliff?
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Or brilliantly save her from getting
hit by a car--would that satisfy you?
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That'd be impressive.
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Who do you think you are,
some kind of superhero?
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You're just a stupid cat.
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Shut up! When I did I say that?!
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Yeah, sure, you're probably that great.
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But if I could be like you,
I already would be!
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I wanted to!
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I wanted to be you!
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Fight all you want--I don't care anymore.
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Can I get nuggets, too?
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Screw you.
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Screw you! Screw you! Screw you!
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Screw--
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So did I!
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I wanted to be like you!
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I admired you so much.
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Why the hell did you have to say it
before I did?! Easily, like it's nothing!
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Screw you!
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Screw you!
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But...
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You're only you. And I'm only me.
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We can only be ourselves.
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We have to accept ourselves,
and... face ourselves.
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You did protect her!
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You did protect her, dumbass.
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Maybe gladness and happiness
don't mean much...
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Maybe it's not like a hero's
supernatural power...
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But you made Honda-san smile
when you were with her!
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Do you seriously think I could
do the same thing?
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Cut the crap!
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Get a clue and realize
there are things only you can do!
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Don't make her cry!
Get your damn act together!
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Don't just sit there.
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Me, the guy you admire,
just gave you a pep talk. Dumb cat.
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Damn it.
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I hate that guy.
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Things only I can do...
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That's right. Before I see her...
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...there's something I have to do first.
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It's okay.
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Nobody will hate you, Hiro-chan. I'm sure.
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I'm happy to be the first one
you told about your curse breaking.
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Kisa...
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Kisa, does me not being
a zodiac member anymore bother you?
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What about you?
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Does it bother you to have
a possessed person with you?
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Of course not--
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Big Brother Kyo?
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I heard he hasn't been home
since the incident...
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Um, sir?
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Who said you could let him in?!
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B-But sir--
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Why did you come here?
What do you want?!
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You have some nerve, setting foot
in this house with no guilt on your face!
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Isn't it early in the day
to start drinking?
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--I bet you're not working like--
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--Shut up!
--I bet you're not working like--
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I work plenty hard! I'm just...
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I'm just taking a vacation because
I haven't been feeling well.
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And whose fault is that?!
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You think it's mine.
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You bet I do! So how about you
finally admit that you killed Mom?!
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--You can't get away with it just because
you didn't physically hurt her.
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--I feel sick.
--You can't get away with it just because
you didn't physically hurt her.
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--I feel sick.
--Your own mother's death is your fault!
You'll never be forgiven!
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--It's as if all these emotions,
like hatred and fear and grief,
--Your own mother's death is your fault! You'll never be forgiven!
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--got tossed into a pot
and boiled like stew.
--You have to atone for your crimes!
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--got tossed into a pot
and boiled like stew.
--You have to spend the rest of your life apologizing to your mother and to me!
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--Gotta get my act together.
--You have to spend the rest of your life
apologizing to your mother and to me!
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--Atone for your crimes forever--
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--You're right.
--Atone for your crimes forever--
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It's my fault.
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He admitted it! He finally admitted it!
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I heard it. You did, too, right?!
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--Yes...
--Call the main family.
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Make them come get him right now!
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Y-Yes, sir!
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You can stay jailed for your crime
for the rest of your life!
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I refuse.
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I won't go in there.
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I'll live outside.
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No matter what.
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I came here to tell you that.
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There's someone I want to be with.
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Forever, from now on...
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No.
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What are you talking about?
You're unforgivable.
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Obviously, you're unforgivable.
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You? Live normally?
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I won't let you! I'll never forgive you!
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You need to atone for your crime!
You need to make amends to me!
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Do you know how badly I've been shamed?!
How my life's been wrecked?!
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All because you were born!
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All because she birthed you!
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"You bore this disgusting child."
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I'll never forgive you! Never, dammit!
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"Get out of my sight."
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Do you two just enjoy disgracing me?!
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I never want to see either of you again!
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You...
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Did you say that?
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To Mom?
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Are you trying to pin your crime on me?
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It's not my fault.
You drove her to depression.
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It's your fault she died, not mine!
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It's not my fault!
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It's not my fault a monster
like you was born!
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I didn't do anything wrong.
It's all your fault!
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Were you lonely?
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Were you suffering because
you had to bottle up your pain?
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I was too young to understand that.
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I won't claim "I would've realized
as I got older," like I'm so great, but...
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But...
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...I'll never know now. We never got
another chance, because you died.
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I wanted you to stay alive.
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I wish you hadn't died.
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I wish you hadn't thrown yourself away.
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While you were alive... Mom...
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I won't throw myself away. Not anymore.
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I'll try. While I'm still alive,
I'll... try living.
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For real.
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I won't allow--
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Let go--
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He'll kill me!
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Someone-- Someone come help!
He'll kill me!
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He'll kill me! He'll kill me!
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Shall I have someone go fetch the Cat,
like his father wants?
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No, I'll go.
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I have something to tell
his father anyway.
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Kyo is free. And I'm
destroying that cottage.
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You're serious?
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Yes.
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You think his father will accept that?
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No. But I've made up my mind.
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I envy the young.
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They can change
their whole way of life so easily.
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I was born and raised on the Soma estate.
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I don't know any life
outside of this place.
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But it's too late for me
to change the way of life
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that I've spent 40...
50... 60 years building!
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I'm... I'm too old to change!
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Then stay where you are.
As long as you want.
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But I'm going.
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The answer and the method are both simple.
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So simple... but difficult as hell.
It was so hard for me to get them.
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And that's exactly why I treasure them.
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I'll visit again.
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W-Wait! I...
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Oi! I won't allow this!
I'll never, ever forgive you!
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I wish I could've lived my life without
any missteps along the way,
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but that's not humanly possible.
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We fail, we stumble,
we get lost, we make missteps...
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We just have to keep walking
the path anyway, one step at a time.
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On our own two feet,
however much we get hurt.
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We have to move toward that something...
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...or that someone at our destination.
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Hello? Machi, what's wrong?
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U-Um, I'm sorry.
I know this is sudden, but...
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...there's something I want to give you.
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Machi, where are you?!
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Huh?
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Um, one station away from the school.
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Wait for me! I'm headed your way!
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I want to see you right away, Machi!
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Time to say a prayer and start walking.
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But...
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After what I said...
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...will she still accept me?
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And me?
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Do I still really love her?
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Why do I love her?
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What do I love about her?
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How much do I...
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Oh.
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None of that matters.
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I love her.
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I love her.
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I just... love her. Like crazy.
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Toh--
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She ran away like a bat out of hell.
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No choice but to laugh.
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I'd like to laugh until my belly hurts.
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Dammit, I'm faster than you are!
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I won't let you go.
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It's crazy how much...
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Seriously--
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--you shouldn't be sprinting
the second you get out of the hospital!
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...I want her.
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"Goodbye"
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Goodbye.
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