E22 - That Isn't What I Want!

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    I wasn't really aware of it.
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    At the beginning, she was just
    a weird classmate who lived in a tent.
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    I invited her to stay at the house,
    because she was in need.
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    But I also did it because
    I had a stupid desire
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    to rebel against the Somas and zodiac spirits.
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    But then, she said it so purely and sincerely...
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    If my memories get erased,
    please make friends with me again, okay?
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    "Fruits Basket"
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    A mother. So she's like a mother?
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    Why would... uh...
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    I don't get it. Want my mom?
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    I'd always yearned for it.
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    I'd never known a parent's love.
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    That's why it made me happy.
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    When she stayed and listened
    to me complaining without disgust.
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    She accepted me.
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    She didn't reject the fact that
    there are people as weak as me.
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    It made me happy.
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    It made me feel at peace.
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    Kindness that continues to shower me.
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    To sleep knowing that I'm loved unconditionally.
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    Like a child, abandoning myself
    and entrusting my whole body and mind.
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    A place to be cared for.
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    Rin. That's how you felt, too, right?
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    You yearned for a mom, to have a mother's love
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    from Honda-san... without realizing.
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    Even though she's a girl our age.
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    Yeah.
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    How did I realize? I think it was that night.
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    The night Kyo transformed.
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    She looked like a woman
    when she chased after him.
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    I don't know why,
    but she really seemed like one to me.
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    But rather than being someone
    I was romantically attracted to,
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    she felt more like a mother to me.
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    What I longed for.
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    There was no motive behind it.
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    I just desperately wanted a comfortable place
    to be cared for... always.
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    I panicked.
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    I was baffled when I
    realized what I was thinking.
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    I was terribly embarrassed.
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    I didn't want to acknowledge it,
    so I pretended I'd never realized it.
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    I shut it away... immediately.
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    I tried to convince myself it wasn't true
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    and tried to interact with her
    like a man does a woman.
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    But it felt wrong.
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    Gather up!
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    --Okay.
    --Okay.
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    But hey, is it really a bad thing?
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    People look for a partner
    similar to their mom all the time.
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    Aren't you just twisting the logic that way,
    because you've given up on her?
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    To the other guy, Kyo.
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    'Cause you don't think
    you can beat him or something?
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    That's not it.
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    Yeah, it's true that part of me
    aspired to be like him.
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    But he properly sees her as a woman.
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    He loves her. You can see it in his eyes.
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    Her, too. The way she looks at him...
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    But that's not the reason why.
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    Not being able to beat him,
    whether it's good or bad,
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    or whether it's right or wrong...
    I don't care about all that!
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    There are people who make it
    work out with those feelings.
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    There's nothing wrong with that.
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    Those things don't matter.
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    But I... I don't want that!
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    That isn't what I want!
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    I'd feel... so lonely.
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    This time, I want to discover it... on my own.
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    I want to walk forth again, encouraged by
    the kindness and warmth you gave me.
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    I don't want to be defeated by the darkness.
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    I want to believe and move forward.
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    This time, I won't let it go to waste.
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    I'm not giving up.
    I don't know when to give up.
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    I'm actually really greedy.
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    I want to discover
    my own special purpose in life.
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    I've never seen anyone so desperate to live on.
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    Don't cry, Yun-Yun!
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    That hurt!
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    You're going to give me a nosebleed!
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    What the heck?! I'm trying to cheer you up!
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    Gimme your phone! I'll snap a pic
    of your nose gushing blood!
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    Too bad! It's in my bag!
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    What?! What's the point of having a cell phone
    if you don't carry it around--
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    --Kakeru, you're so violent.
    What are you doing to Yun-Yun's face?
    --Man... that really hurt...
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    Tough luck.
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    Thanks, Kimi. Did you come to check on me?
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    Yeah! You never came back.
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    Um, is anyone worried about me
    lying on the ground here?
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    Are you feeling better?
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    --Ignored.
    --Feeling better?
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    Yeah, you said you were feeling
    nauseous from the paint fumes.
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    I think it cleared up.
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    Maybe it's because I shared something
    I'd never told anyone before.
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    Well, good for you.
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    --Maybe it's because I shared with someone
    who lives in an entirely different world.
    --Huh? What's going on?
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    --Maybe because he's actually very kind.
    --Nothing at all.
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    Hey, Nabe. Pass the ball back.
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    'Kay!
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    Oh, come on. Are you two
    keeping secrets from me?
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    What did you talk about?
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    Talk about?
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    Painful stuff?
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    What? No way, indecent talk?
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    Why's that the first thing you think of?
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    'Cause we love that stuff.
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    But how come you didn't tell her about all that?
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    I didn't want to worry her.
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    --I don't want to burden her
    in the slightest right now.
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    --Oh, Inoue-kun!
    --I don't want to burden her
    in the slightest right now.
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    We'll be living together for a little longer.
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    She prioritizes others over herself,
    so she might get too worried about it.
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    You're such a serious dude.
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    Wait, so it's okay to burden me?
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    Huh? Was it a burden to you?
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    What a burden! So burdening!
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    It'll haunt me in my dreams!
    I'll lose my appetite!
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    Drama queen.
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    The day when I can tell her
    will come... I'm sure.
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    What should I do?
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    I read through the script, but I have
    an overwhelming number of lines...
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    I-I'm not sure that I can remember
    all of my lines properly...
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    A play? What's it about?
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    Come on, show me.
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    Oh, Cinderella?
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    No way! Kyo-kun's the Prince?!
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    Oh, yes!
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    Now I've got to watch this.
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    I'll have to record it!
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    Tohru!
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    Yes?!
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    --What the heck are you doing?!
    He doesn't need to know about this crap!
    --The Prince. Kyo-kun as the Prince!
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    --Stifling your laugh doesn't help!
    --The Prince. Kyo-kun as the Prince!
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    Confiscated!
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    O-Oh no!
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    I can't memorize my lines if you confiscate it!
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    Don't look at this in the house.
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    Oh yeah, and you'd better not
    breathe a word to Shisho about this.
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    --Okay.
    --Look me in the eyes and say it!
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    Gleam!
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    Gotcha!
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    Gotcha!
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    And gotcha!
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    Too slow.
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    I-I won't lose!
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    Let me tell you, I'm playing
    the bullying Evil Stepmother--
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    You're the one being bullied here.
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    Childish.
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    Yuki-kun!
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    I hate to disturb you, but can I
    at least get past the entryway?
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    H-How long have you been there?!
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    Hmm, I wonder?
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    Welcome home, Yuki-kun.
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    Thanks.
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    Oh, is that the script?
    They handed them out?
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    Yes. I have yours, too--
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    Tohru-kun! The pot's boiling.
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    S-Sorry, I'll be right there!
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    --Kyo.
    --What?
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    That hat. Honda-san has it now.
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    I don't need to return it, do I?
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    You two, dinner's ready.
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    Okay. I'm hungry.
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    I think I'll eat first.
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    I'll... eat later.
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    Huh?
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    Guess it was something
    he didn't want brought up.
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    H-Huh?
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    But I don't know what'll happen if
    he doesn't get his act together soon.
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    You're precious. I look up to you.
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    I cherish you, because you provided for me
    what I desperately longed for.
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    More than anyone else,
    I want you to be happy.
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    It's okay for you to find
    your special purpose in life, too.
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    A place that you can be true
    to yourself and act freely.
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    Where you can sulk occasionally or get upset.
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    You'll find it someday.
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    When you do, I should be able to tell you.
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    Along with an abundance of gratitude.
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    Purely and sincerely.
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    "Ayame"
    "Most Trusted" "Most Caring"
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    I have heard!
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    So your class is doing a play
    for the culture festival, Yuki?
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    Well, now. I'm already aware of what you need!
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    Leave the costumes to yours truly!
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    I shall pull out all the stops to make sure
    my beloved brother shines most brightly
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    on the grand stage!
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    Now, how many costume changes will you have?
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    It's not a wedding, you know.
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    Why, Cinderella! The castle ball
    will take place tomorrow!
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    Get my dress done quickly!
    You are such a sloth.
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    You say something to her, too!
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    Okay...
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    I-If you don't finish quickly,
    th-there will be... n-no...
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    No... no d-dinner for you!
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    Don't cry!
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    I'm so happy that you would cry for me.
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    Why the heck are you two embracing?!
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    Don't you get it?!
    You're supposed to be evil!
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    --You're the Evil Stepsister!
    --Someone shut her up.
[13:19] ---
    --R-Right!
    --So intense.
[13:20] ---
    Then be cruel down to your very bones!
    Torment until there's no hope of recovery!
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    Wow, Kinoshita-san.
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    You're so passionate.
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    No!
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    --Don't look, Yuki-kun!
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    --Wait, Minami!
    --Don't look, Yuki-kun!
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    It's only a slight wound, Kinoshita!
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    --Don't look!
    --What's wrong? Are you not well?
[13:37] ---
    I should say that I'm unwell.
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    Hmm... I can't shake the feeling
    that we've miscast the play.
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    I'm sorry. I've only caused you trouble.
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    That ain't true. You're doing your best.
[13:50] ---
    B-But I'll keep trying.
    I'll try harder next time.
[13:54] ---
    Allow me to try again.
[13:56] ---
    I'll go without dinner if I have to!
[13:58] ---
    No point in the stepsister skipping dinner.
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    "Cinderella
    2-D"
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    I can't keep going like this.
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    I have to try harder to make this
    into a wonderful play.
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    Yes. Also as an expression of gratitude
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    to Ayame-san and Mine-san
    for making the costumes.
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    Greetings, my lost lambs!
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    I have arrived!
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    We're here!
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    Time is money!
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    Get lined up before me at once
    and reveal everything to me!
[14:27] ---
    Mainly your measurements!
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    You really came, Big Brother.
[14:31] ---
    --"Big Brother"?!
    --"Big Brother"?!
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    Oh, Honey! But of course.
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    I am a man who never leaves
    his promises unkept!
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    Outsiders aren't allowed on school grounds.
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    Worry not.
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    I can easily slip through and infiltrate
    any barrier that stands between our love.
[14:49] ---
    You'll get arrested.
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    "Okay."
[14:50] ---
    We got proper permission here.
[14:52] ---
    How'd you get that?
[14:54] ---
    Indeed!
[14:55] ---
    We received permission from the principal
    on behalf of the heavens and earth!
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    Shall we begin, Mine?
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    Yessir, Manager!
[15:02] ---
    Hey! It's been a while, huh, Tohru-kun?
[15:05] ---
    Long time no see!
[15:07] ---
    Um, do you know her, Honda-san?
[15:09] ---
    Yes.
[15:11] ---
    Try on clothes.
    Do you like trying on clothes?
[15:13] ---
    Oh, Mine-san! Get a hold of yourself!
[15:16] ---
    'Sup, I'm Uotani. You know her, Tohru?
[15:19] ---
    Yes, this is Mine-san.
[15:22] ---
    I'm Hanajima.
[15:23] ---
    Wow! Nice to meet you.
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    Do you like trying on clothes?
[15:27] ---
    --What?
    --Uh, well...
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    --I'll be making all of your costumes.
    --Now, Yuki! Behave and let me
    get your measurements.
[15:31] ---
    --I'll be making all of your costumes.
    --I'll make you into a gorgeous
    and slender Prince!
[15:32] ---
    --Oh, yeah?
    --I'll make you into a gorgeous
    and slender Prince!
[15:34] ---
    --Oh, my. I hope you'll make
    my dress pure black.
    --I'll make you into a gorgeous and slender Prince!
[15:34] ---
    --Oh, my. I hope you'll make
    my dress pure black.
    --No. I'm not the Prince.
[15:37] ---
    --Pure bl--
    --Not pure white?
[15:40] ---
    I guess it's fine. Wait, not for Cinderella.
[15:43] ---
    Pure black. Pure black?
[15:45] ---
    That has a nice ring to it.
[15:47] ---
    --She's unperturbed.
    --Rather, she likes it.
[15:50] ---
    --Now, my lost lambs!
    Reveal all to my measuring tape!
[15:51] ---
    --I can't let their kindness go to waste.
    --Now, my lost lambs!
    Reveal all to my measuring tape!
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    I have to try harder.
[15:57] ---
    Th-Th-Th-Then, I won't go without
    dinner and will do my best!
[16:02] ---
    Just relax for now.
[16:05] ---
    All right.
[16:06] ---
    If this is the case, I'll rewrite the script!
[16:10] ---
    If the casting doesn't fit with our story,
    then I'll just make the story fit with our cast!
[16:15] ---
    What?! That's crazy!
[16:17] ---
    It's cool to change the story?
[16:19] ---
    It's fine! I mean, look at
    the class doing Mito Komon.
[16:22] ---
    Their version has both Komon-sama
    and Suke-san as women
[16:26] ---
    and has them wreaking havoc on the bad guys!
[16:30] ---
    A Japanese Charlie's Angels!
[16:32] ---
    Full Throttle.
[16:33] ---
    Does that mean it won't just be
    Ogin in the bath scenes?!
[16:37] ---
    I'm pretty sure their teacher
    won't allow those scenes.
[16:41] ---
    Aw, man. That play sounds like so much more fun.
[16:44] ---
    Don't be envious of the other class's play!
[16:47] ---
    All right, let's rewrite this thing!
[16:48] ---
    I'm fired up!
[16:49] ---
    Um...
[16:51] ---
    If you're rewriting it,
[16:53] ---
    would you also consider adjusting
    the Prince's character a bit?
[16:58] ---
    Hmm...
[16:59] ---
    Um, to make the Prince role easier for Kyo.
[17:04] ---
    He may be more likely to join our rehearsals.
[17:09] ---
    Oh, I see.
[17:11] ---
    Kyon-Kyon ran off somewhere again, huh?
[17:14] ---
    And I wanted to see him act, too.
[17:17] ---
    --To laugh my head off.
    --To laugh my head off.
[17:19] ---
    That might be one of the reasons why he ran off.
[17:23] ---
    Um, I'll... go find--
[17:25] ---
    I'm heading back to the student council,
    so I'll look for him on my way.
[17:36] ---
    Gross.
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    I don't want it anymore if he touched it.
[17:43] ---
    I don't care about it anymore if he touched it.
[17:47] ---
    I don't... want it.
[17:51] ---
    Why are you sulking like a little kid?
[17:55] ---
    Get back to rehearsal. They're waiting for you.
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    I'm not sulking. I ain't gonna do the play
    or whatever the hell it is.
[18:04] ---
    Seeing you there will just piss me off.
[18:08] ---
    Then complain to me directly.
[18:11] ---
    You like making them, including Honda-san,
[18:15] ---
    --worry about you because of
    that attitude of yours?
    --Don't say a damn word about her!
[18:18] ---
    Making a fool of me.
[18:20] ---
    Even though you know nothing.
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    You have a dad and mom--you're praised
    by others and are needed by them.
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    Someone who can surpass me easily
    while I desperately struggle
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    can never understand
    what it feels like to be me!
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    You're a prince who's always had
    everything you ever needed.
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    You'll never understand
    what it feels like to be the idiot
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    that never gets anything and wants
    an idiotically impossible thing--
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    Don't you want it that way?
[18:53] ---
    You wouldn't want...
    not having anyone to hate, right?
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    Go to hell.
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    Oh, sempai.
[19:19] ---
    --Hmm?
    --Soma-sempai, what are
    you doing here of all places?
[19:24] ---
    Whoa! What's this? What happened?
[19:28] ---
    It's nothing. Don't worry.
[19:30] ---
    Hello, Yamagishi-san and Machi.
[19:33] ---
    Hello!
[19:35] ---
    Hello.
[19:36] ---
    Prepping for the culture festival?
[19:38] ---
    The class you're both in
    is doing a bazaar, right?
[19:41] ---
    Yes, that's right!
[19:42] ---
    And your class is doing Cinderella, right?
[19:45] ---
    I'm looking forward to it.
[19:47] ---
    Thanks.
[19:48] ---
    But I'm not very happy
    that you're not the Prince.
[19:53] ---
    'Cause you're the most prince-like person
    I can think of, Soma-sempai.
[19:57] ---
    Right? Don't you think so too, Kuragi-san?
[20:00] ---
    No, I don't.
[20:03] ---
    The president is nothing like a prince.
[20:11] ---
    Wait, Kuragi-san!
[20:14] ---
    Sheesh, she's always like that.
[20:18] ---
    It's like she's always looking down
    on people. She sticks out in class.
[20:23] ---
    Maybe she thinks she'll get attention
    if she says weird things.
[20:27] ---
    That doesn't seem very nice, huh?
[20:34] ---
    Oh, Kyo-kun! I'm glad you're here.
[20:36] ---
    Yuki-kun never came back after
    he went looking for you.
[20:41] ---
    What are you doing here by yourself?
[20:44] ---
    Where're the rest?
[20:46] ---
    They've gone home.
[20:47] ---
    We finished rehearsing for the day.
[20:50] ---
    You were waiting for me?
[20:51] ---
    "Revised Cinderella (TBD)
    2-D"
[20:51] ---
    Look! I wanted you to see this!
[20:54] ---
    It's the edited script!
[20:55] ---
    It's amazing. She really rewrote it!
[20:59] ---
    So I wanted you to read through it.
[21:03] ---
    I'm sure you'll find it easier
    to act out your role this time!
[21:07] ---
    She also rewrote my character
    to make it easier for me.
[21:11] ---
    Oh, but for me, it was because
    of my terrible acting.
[21:17] ---
    What were you thinking about
    while you waited all alone?
[21:23] ---
    Why are you sulking?
[21:26] ---
    Do you like making Honda-san worry?
[21:30] ---
    Oh, right!
[21:32] ---
    The biggest change was--
[21:35] ---
    Kyo-kun. Your hand's injured--
[21:41] ---
    I-Injured...
[21:51] ---
    Fine. I guess I'll do it.
[21:57] ---
    You'd better not laugh at me.
[22:01] ---
    All right, let's go home.
[22:04] ---
    Come on.
[22:09] ---
    Okay!
[23:45] ---
    "'Something Like Cinderella'!"
[23:46] ---
    "Something Like Cinderella"!
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