E12 - You Cried for Me

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SIGN    "Antique Used" "Shiraki Books"
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    In the hospital from a summer cold?!
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    Your father's getting older.
[00:05] ---
    Oh dear, what am I to do with the shop?
[00:08] ---
    You can close the shop at times like these.
[00:10] ---
    I couldn't! It would
    inconvenience our regulars.
[00:13] ---
    Oh, what if something
    happens to your father?
[00:17] ---
    Fine, fine. I'll watch the shop.
[00:21] ---
    Will you? I'll leave it to you, then!
[00:25] ---
    Jeez. Teachers are actually
    pretty busy during the summer, too.
[00:33] ---
    Oh, come on!
[00:40] ---
    If there was a way to
    restore their happiness,
[00:45] ---
    I would've already tried to find out how.
[00:49] ---
    Welcom--
[00:55] ---
    Hey, it's Mayu! It's been ages!
SIGN    "Antique Used" "Shiraki Books"
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    You really should've inherited this shop.
[01:05] ---
    Then why don't you sit here for me?
[01:10] ---
    Jeez, it's just his hobby.
    He should just close while he's hospitalized.
[01:15] ---
    As a regular, that would be an inconvenience.
[01:18] ---
    How is the guy I sadly
    broke up with a regular here?
[01:22] ---
    Quite amorous to have frequent meetings
    in secret even though we broke up, huh?
[01:26] ---
    There's nothing damn amorous about us.
[01:30] ---
    By the way, the book you ordered
    won't come in until tomorrow.
[01:36] ---
    Jeez, I still see him sometimes
    for some reason or another,
[01:41] ---
    and then the Soma kids are at my school.
[01:46] ---
    Even though it's been
    over two years since that day.
[01:52] ---
    Let me introduce you.
[01:54] ---
    This is Mayuko Shiraki. My best friend
    that I'm always telling you about.
[01:59] ---
    Mayu, this is the Soma
    family doctor, Hatori-san.
[02:02] ---
    I'm his assistant.
[02:05] ---
    Neither of them said so, but I could tell
    immediately that they were dating.
[02:12] ---
    I knew right away, but I was such an idiot.
[02:16] ---
    Why did I start liking him?
[02:20] ---
    Hey, can I tell Hatori
    about your family's bookstore?
[02:25] ---
    You have a lot of old books that he'd like.
[02:29] ---
    My chest burned with guilt every time
    the unknowing Mayu smiled at me.
[02:36] ---
    Sorry. Was Kana too pushy?
[02:40] ---
    'Course not.
[02:42] ---
    I'll just pick some things out.
    You don't have to stay with me, Mayu.
[02:48] ---
    You have some nerve
    to call me by my nickname.
[02:50] ---
    Oh, sorry. Kana always calls you that.
    I got it from her.
[02:55] ---
    She talks about you often. She trusts you.
[03:00] ---
    That's because we're best friends.
[03:02] ---
    We met in college, and we're still
    good friends after graduating.
[03:07] ---
    It's strange. Whenever I'm with Kana,
    I feel like even I can be kind, too.
[03:14] ---
    She laughs when she's happy
    and cries when she's sad.
[03:17] ---
    She's cheerful and carefree.
[03:20] ---
    I wish I could be like her.
[03:24] ---
    Yeah.
[03:26] ---
    I know what you mean.
[03:31] ---
    I hear you have best friends,
    too, Hatori-kun.
[03:34] ---
    Let's see... The two
    called Shigure and Ayame.
[03:38] ---
    Those guys are my best friends?
[03:41] ---
    Don't ask me.
[03:44] ---
    I loved that quiet chuckle of his.
[03:50] ---
    Then I met Shigure and Aya-kun
    and learned a little more about him.
[03:57] ---
    I loved his voice, his eyes,
    his stature... his very existence.
[04:04] ---
    Even though it'd never
    happen in a million years...
[04:07] ---
    Even though it was impossible...
[04:10] ---
    I should've just forgotten about him.
[04:15] ---
    Kana-chan invited everyone to drink again.
[04:20] ---
    They're dating, right?
[04:24] ---
    Why are they keeping it a secret?
[04:27] ---
    Sometimes you're better off not knowing.
[04:31] ---
    Kana-chan must think it's more harmonious
    to keep it low key for your secret love.
[04:37] ---
    How'd you find out?
[04:39] ---
    Well, I'm pretty perceptive
    about these things.
[04:43] ---
    You should just steal him.
[04:46] ---
    Stop joking around.
[04:48] ---
    I could never be like Kana.
[04:51] ---
    I look up to her,
    because I could never be like her.
[04:54] ---
    Rather, I want them to be happy.
[04:58] ---
    I want them to go so far
    out of reach to make me realize
[05:03] ---
    that I couldn't even dream of having him.
[05:07] ---
    How wise of you.
    Why don't you go out with me, then?
[05:11] ---
    What? How does that even make sense?
[05:15] ---
    You seem lonely.
[05:20] ---
    You just want someone to be with
    and anyone will do, right?
[05:24] ---
    I'm getting bored myself.
    I'll go out with you.
[05:30] ---
    Their speechless faces when I told them
[05:33] ---
    I was dating Shigure were a little funny.
[05:39] ---
    I couldn't really describe Shigure.
    He was like a ripple on the water.
[05:45] ---
    We didn't kiss or embrace.
[05:49] ---
    He was somehow always with me.
[06:01] ---
    What?
[06:07] ---
    It's nothing.
[06:12] ---
    Mayu, are things going okay with Shigure?
[06:15] ---
    Huh? Why are you asking all of a sudden?
[06:18] ---
    You restrain yourself sometimes,
    because you're too considerate of others.
[06:22] ---
    I was worried whether
    you're really happy or not.
[06:26] ---
    I see. You don't trust Shigure one bit, huh?
[06:31] ---
    What? Oh, sorry, I didn't mean it that way--
[06:34] ---
    --Um... Well...
    --Thanks. I'm okay.
[06:37] ---
    --Oh, you.
    --Thanks. I'm okay.
[06:38] ---
    --Oh, you.
    --You're the one I want to find happiness...
[06:41] ---
    To be happy.
[06:47] ---
    Oh, it's you, Mayu.
[06:49] ---
    Did you come to see me?
[06:53] ---
    Sorry, to be such a mess when it's been
    so long since we've seen each other.
[06:59] ---
    It's me. You don't have to worry about that.
[07:02] ---
    It's really been so long.
[07:05] ---
    I was worried since I
    couldn't get a hold of you.
[07:08] ---
    I asked Shigure to help me sneak in today.
[07:12] ---
    Have you seen Hatori?
[07:14] ---
    No, I haven't.
[07:18] ---
    Hatori...
[07:20] ---
    You see, Hatori...
[07:23] ---
    ...injured his eye.
[07:26] ---
    --It... It was all my
    fault! What should I do?
[07:28] ---
    --Kana...
    --It... It was all my fault! What should I do?
[07:30] ---
    Hey, what I should do?!
[07:32] ---
    Can't... Can't be undone!
    And it was my fault!
[07:38] ---
    Even though I was right next to him...
[07:41] ---
    But... But he was hurt so terribly!
[07:46] ---
    I... I couldn't protect him!
[07:53] ---
    I couldn't protect...
[07:59] ---
    See? I told you it'd be
    better not to see her.
[08:05] ---
    Want to see Hatori, too?
[08:08] ---
    I didn't care why
[08:12] ---
    or how...
[08:15] ---
    ...but their happiness was broken and done.
[08:22] ---
    I must have worried you,
    being stuck in bed for so long.
[08:26] ---
    I'm fine now.
[08:28] ---
    Are you really?
[08:29] ---
    Aren't your cheeks still sunken in?
[08:32] ---
    Yeah, Hatori-san told me
    to spend time recuperating for a while.
[08:38] ---
    So I'm thinking of going back to
    my mom's house and taking it easy for a bit.
[08:43] ---
    You really did forget.
[08:45] ---
    --Huh?
    --Nothing.
[08:48] ---
    The one thing Shigure told me about
    was the suppression of memories.
[08:53] ---
    How did Hatori feel when
    he did that to her memories?
[08:57] ---
    Oh, yeah, Mayu. Is it true
    you broke up with Shigure-san?
[09:02] ---
    Ah, yeah.
[09:04] ---
    I'm actually a little relieved.
[09:08] ---
    It felt like Shigure-san
    was cold to you in some ways.
[09:12] ---
    For you...
[09:15] ---
    Oh, I know! Someone like
    Hatori-san would be great.
[09:18] ---
    Yes, you'd make a good couple!
[09:21] ---
    You'd be better with him.
[09:23] ---
    Huh? No way!
[09:26] ---
    I look up to him, but we'd never get along.
[09:32] ---
    I wanted you to be happy...
[09:35] ---
    to be happy...
[09:42] ---
    Mayu?
[09:44] ---
    Mayu, what's wrong?
[09:47] ---
    People don't fall in love with others
    to be sad or lonely.
[09:51] ---
    It shouldn't be like that.
[09:55] ---
    It wasn't the two of them from that day
[09:59] ---
    that I wanted to be forgotten and lost...
[10:04] ---
    Doesn't it feel like you're
    the only one left behind?
[10:09] ---
    Even now, after over two years.
[10:11] ---
    What do you mean?
[10:13] ---
    That you haven't met up with Hatori
    since that day is solid proof.
[10:18] ---
    It's very considerate of you,
    but you don't need to be so cautious anymore.
[10:25] ---
    Kana-chan's married,
    and Hatori has a girlfriend.
[10:31] ---
    --You're kidding.
    --It's true.
[10:32] ---
    I haven't talked to her before,
    but she's a Soma.
[10:36] ---
    Her name is Satsuki-san, I believe?
[10:41] ---
    She's reminds me a little of Kana-chan.
[10:43] ---
    I see.
[10:46] ---
    I see, he finally also...
[10:51] ---
    Don't you think you're an idiot?
[10:55] ---
    Those two have found their own happiness,
[10:57] ---
    and you're the only one left behind.
[11:00] ---
    It all ended with Hatori before
    you could do anything about your feelings.
[11:03] ---
    Doesn't that make you feel lonely?
[11:06] ---
    Want me to go out with you again?
[11:09] ---
    No thanks. No way. Allow me to refrain.
[11:12] ---
    That's cold.
[11:13] ---
    Me or you?
[11:15] ---
    You should stop playing around.
[11:18] ---
    I won't date someone
    just because I feel lonely anymore.
[11:24] ---
    Because I know now that
    it'll just make me feel even lonelier.
[11:28] ---
    That's what I'm saying is idiotic.
[11:31] ---
    I helped you kill some time, right?
[11:34] ---
    Yeah. I don't dislike idiotic women.
[11:39] ---
    He liked you well enough, you know.
[11:46] ---
    Well thanks.
[11:54] ---
    Should I go find my own happiness, too?
[12:00] ---
    I wonder if I'll find it this time?
[12:05] ---
    Welco--
[12:08] ---
    It won't make me lonelier...
[12:13] ---
    the next time around.
[12:17] ---
    It's been a long time, Shiraki.
[12:21] ---
    It's been two years--
    no, more than two years.
[12:26] ---
    This shop hasn't changed a bit.
[12:30] ---
    Neither have you.
[12:32] ---
    Hatori... kun.
[12:36] ---
    Just looking at you
    in that suit makes me sweat.
[12:39] ---
    Sorry.
[12:41] ---
    Oh, sorry. You surprised me.
[12:43] ---
    Whoa, you seriously scared me!
    I thought I was seeing things.
[12:48] ---
    Shigure was just here,
    and we started talking about things...
[12:52] ---
    I came to pick up the book
    Shigure ordered for me.
[12:56] ---
    What? That book was for you?!
[12:59] ---
    He didn't tell you?
[13:01] ---
    "He didn't say a word."
[13:04] ---
    He did it on purpose!
    That man did it on purpose!
[13:08] ---
    No, that book won't come until tomorrow.
[13:11] ---
    I see. He told me it was today.
[13:15] ---
    He wanted us to bump into each other!
    He has a sick sense of humor!
[13:19] ---
    It's fine, I'll come again tomorrow.
[13:21] ---
    It's okay. I'll ship it to you.
[13:24] ---
    Aren't you busy, as always?
[13:28] ---
    No, it's fine.
[13:29] ---
    I'll come back.
[13:31] ---
    See you.
[13:32] ---
    Hatori-kun!
[13:35] ---
    U-Uh, I mean... See you tomorrow.
[13:40] ---
    Right. Sorry for the sudden visit today.
[13:50] ---
    Ah, dammit! It's summer break,
    so the kids might pick up if I call Shigure!
[13:57] ---
    Seriously, what is he thinking?
[14:02] ---
    Hatori-kun was as matter-of-fact
    as I remembered him to be.
[14:07] ---
    I couldn't tell him I was happy
    for him and his new girlfriend.
[14:11] ---
    But I was expecting him
    to exude more happiness.
[14:18] ---
    But Hatori-kun just now was...
[14:24] ---
    Hatori-san, where were you?
[14:28] ---
    Akito-san has been calling for you.
[14:32] ---
    Don't keep--
[14:33] ---
    I'll go immediately.
[14:34] ---
    Please do so. Poor Akito-*san *Nis in low spirits.
[14:41] ---
    Hatori-san, I see that you go out
    as you please.
[14:45] ---
    What of an emergency?
[14:48] ---
    Above all, Akito-san trusts you most.
[14:52] ---
    If you are considerate
    of Akito-san's feelings,
[14:54] ---
    you should constantly be by Akito-san's side.
[15:02] ---
    My, I wonder why they're
    crying so loudly?
[15:06] ---
    How shameful.
[15:09] ---
    Now, Hatori-san. Please make haste.
[15:23] ---
    Mayuko, here's the book Shigure-san ordered.
[15:26] ---
    Oh, right.
[15:28] ---
    Say, Mayuko, why won't you marry Shigure-san?
[15:33] ---
    I told you, I broke up with him!
[15:37] ---
    But Kana-chan is married.
    It's about time you settled down.
[15:42] ---
    I'll settle down when I settle down.
    Leave me be!
[15:45] ---
    Then at least meet some people
    we choose for you!
[15:47] ---
    Your father's already in the hospital.
[15:49] ---
    If something happened to us,
    you'd be all alone!
[15:55] ---
    Oh! Welcome!
[15:56] ---
    Fake tears?!
[15:57] ---
    Oh, Hatori-kun.
[15:59] ---
    Am I interrupting?
[16:01] ---
    Oh my, Mayuko, is this your new boyf--
[16:04] ---
    Thank you for your purchase!
    Let's go outside!
[16:06] ---
    Outside! Let's get outside already!
[16:12] ---
    Well? Why did we come all the way out here?
[16:15] ---
    It's a secret. A woman has ups and downs
    in life she must overcome.
[16:21] ---
    I don't really understand,
    but it sounds tough.
[16:23] ---
    Oh? You're not wearing a suit today.
[16:27] ---
    No, I tried to wear something that
    wouldn't make you sweat when you saw me.
[16:35] ---
    Did I say something funny?
[16:37] ---
    Sorry, it's not that. You're just so earnest.
[16:41] ---
    Just easily influenced.
[16:45] ---
    Did I hurt your feelings?
[16:47] ---
    No, it's nothing.
[16:49] ---
    What's the matter, Hatori-kun?
[16:51] ---
    You don't seem well.
     I thought so yesterday, too.
[16:55] ---
    My body is in good health.
[16:57] ---
    I'm not talking about physically.
[17:01] ---
    How can I explain...
    You're not happy and cheery.
[17:05] ---
    Cheery?
[17:07] ---
    You're not like you were back then...
    not exuding happiness.
[17:14] ---
    You got over Kana and have
    a new girlfriend, right?
[17:18] ---
    If that's so, then how come?
[17:21] ---
    I don't know what you're trying to tell me,
[17:24] ---
    but happiness isn't for me. That's all.
[17:32] ---
    I... don't get it.
[17:35] ---
    I don't get what you're saying, Hatori-kun.
[17:39] ---
    No way.
[17:41] ---
    What continues gnawing at his heart?
[17:49] ---
    No way! Look how blue the sky is!
    Look how brilliant the water is!
[17:55] ---
    Everyone is smiling so happily!
[17:59] ---
    So it can't be true!
[18:00] ---
    It can't... It can't be true
    that you can't be happy!
[18:07] ---
    Then I don't believe in anything anymore!
[18:09] ---
    You're being nonsensical.
[18:11] ---
    It's fine!
[18:13] ---
    Jeez... It's fine!
[18:16] ---
    Help him! Please release this man!
[18:22] ---
    I'll wish for it with the utmost selfishness!
[18:37] ---
    Huh?
[18:39] ---
    Hey, Shiraki.
[18:42] ---
    You're going overboard. You're an adult.
[18:57] ---
    Are you misunderstanding something?
[19:04] ---
    I just wanted to go out for a little.
[19:09] ---
    I wanted a reason...
[19:12] ---
    ...to run away.
[19:15] ---
    I was just tired.
[19:17] ---
    Right, crying might actually
    make me feel better.
[19:24] ---
    To bawl my eyes out like a child.
[19:30] ---
    You lose the ability.
[19:32] ---
    The older you get,
    the less you're able to do it.
[19:37] ---
    Where does that put me?
[19:40] ---
    Right.
[19:43] ---
    You cried for me so loudly.
[19:50] ---
    Thank you.
[19:53] ---
    I-I'm glad I could be of help!
[19:56] ---
    After this... This is really
    the last time, you know!
[20:00] ---
    You have a girlfriend. Make her cry for you.
[20:05] ---
    I don't have a girlfriend.
[20:08] ---
    Huh? B-But Shigure told
    me you had a girlfriend
[20:11] ---
    by the name of Satsuki-san. Wha--?
[20:14] ---
    Satsuki? Are you talking about...
[20:18] ---
    --...the mother of a relative?
    --I'm his mom! I'm a klutz!
[20:21] ---
    --...the mother of a relative?
    --Hiro-chan scolds me constantly!
[20:21] ---
    --She couldn't be my girlfriend. Absurd.
    --Hiro-chan scolds me constantly!
[20:24] ---
    Shigure was teasing you.
[20:26] ---
    Give them back! Give back
    my tears with interest right now!
[20:30] ---
    Saying nonsensical things again.
[20:31] ---
    Ah, dammit! This is the most
    idiotic thing I've done in my life!
[20:36] ---
    I fell for it!
[20:38] ---
    You free right now?
[20:40] ---
    If you are, want to grab a bite to eat?
[20:44] ---
    As an apology and thanks.
[20:46] ---
    I can't believe you're asking me
    to go out when my face is such a mess.
[20:50] ---
    --You won't come?
    --I'll go!
[20:53] ---
    Thought so.
[20:55] ---
    It's such a fine day, after all.
[21:05] ---
    I'm having a beer! Draft beer!
[21:07] ---
    You're drinking in front of
    the designated driver?
[21:09] ---
    Yep!
[21:14] ---
    I told you. He liked you well enough.
[21:18] ---
    I just wanted to give
    your love a little push.
[21:22] ---
    No need to thank me, of course.
[21:26] ---
    Oh? You had absolutely
    no intention of doing so?
[21:29] ---
    Anyway, it's up to you
    from here on out, so give it your all.
[21:33] ---
    I don't know how many years
    it'll take for Haa-san,
[21:37] ---
    but you, who stubbornly held on to
    your feelings for years, should be fine.
[21:40] ---
    Even if it takes five or ten years--
[21:42] ---
    Don't call me anymore!
[21:45] ---
    Oh, dear!
[21:46] ---
    Well sorry for being stubborn!
[21:50] ---
    Mayuko, over here!
[21:52] ---
    Yeah?
[21:55] ---
    Five or ten years from
    now is an exaggeration,
[21:59] ---
    but the time when I would cut my hair short,
[22:02] ---
    he would start calling me "Mayu" again,
[22:07] ---
    and the two of us would
    go out on a clear day...
[22:11] ---
    ...was still a little ways ahead.
[23:45] ---
    "Sure Thing"
[23:46] ---
    Sure thing.
[23:49] ---