# E9 - What's Your Name?
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/G8WUN2N7V/whats-your-name)
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I let them die.
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I thought, "That's sad,
if it's really true."
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But...
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It's too late.
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Akito-*san*?
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It's the end. The end is coming.
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I'm disappointed in you.
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But what was worse in that moment...
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The eyes half-hidden behind
his coppery hair were screaming,
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"I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad."
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That was even sadder to me.
It tugged at my heart...
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...even more than my mom.
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Will you throw me away?
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Abandon me?
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--Leave me behind?
--Leave me behind?
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The feeling of being left behind...
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"Fruits Basket"
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Shigure!
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Hey there. Good morning!
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On your way here, did you--
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--You reek of booze!
--Yep, I was drinking
with my author buddies.
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Drinking? All night?!
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Just until the first morning train!
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You're technically our guardian,
so could you maybe moderate your--
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No, Yuki, forget this creep!
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Wow, rude.
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Have you seen the idiot?!
The idiot! On your way here!
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The idiot? Oh, Kyo-*kun*!
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No, I didn't.
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He must've turned the other way.
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What, did Kyo-*kun* do something?
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I don't know the details, but...
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That idiot.
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How dare he make her cry?
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Are you happy? You won.
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You stole my whole place in the world.
You made me the odd one out.
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Everyone likes you.
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Does that feel good?
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The loneliness of being left behind...
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Thanks to you, I'm alone!
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A mistake.
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The bad guy.
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Does that feel good?!
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I *hate* you!
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Oh! I finally...
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...see you.
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You wreck my whole world
and still get to be the "pure" one.
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You're the dirtiest of us all!
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Akito-*san*...
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I finally found you!
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Stay away! Stay away, you make me sick!
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I hate how thoughtless
I've been not to notice her.
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Akito-*san*!
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Stay away!
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All this time...
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You've been putting up a brave front
because you've been lonely.
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From the beginning...
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Ever since she was born,
she was treated as "special"--
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someone who's not part of
the circle, but above it.
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But that's just like being abandoned.
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The reason you keep talking about
"eternity" and "unchanging" things...
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...is because otherwise it's scary.
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It's too scary to bear!
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Shut up!
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You know nothing!
Are you looking down on me?!
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I won't let you fool me or win me over!
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I...
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I...!
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I'm dirty.
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You're right, Akito-*san*.
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The truth is,
even as I rejected your eternity...
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...I wished for the same things you did.
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Unchanging feelings.
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Bonds.
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But...
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Mom, I've fallen in love with someone.
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I agonized over it...
and he says he's disappointed in me...
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...but I love him.
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Even if he doesn't love me back,
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I've decided not to stand still anymore.
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I'm going on ahead, Mom.
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People and feelings can't be bound down.
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I think you've already
realized that, haven't you?
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And that's stung you all this time...
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It's been sad, and painful,
and lonely, hasn't it?
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I don't want this!
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No, no! I don't want to be left behind!
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--Why?!
--Aki--
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I'm scared.
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No! I don't want this!
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I don't want this world!
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I don't want a world
where no one needs me,
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a world full of strangers...
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--Akito-*san*!
--I'm done!
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It's too late to realize that now!
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I can't live with strangers now,
without any promises or bonds or eternity!
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I'm scared.
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I can't live surrounded by strangers,
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without any guarantee I'll be loved.
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I can't...
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I'm scared of the world.
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In that case, Akito-*san*,
could you begin with me?
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Here. Now.
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We met the wrong way.
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Hello.
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My name is Tohru Honda.
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What's your name?
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I'd like you to be my friend.
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Liar!
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You say that, but if I cry,
you'll get sick of me right away!
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If I complain, you'll get mad at me...
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You'll stop liking me,
and you'll throw me out of your life!
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There you are.
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I found you.
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What's your name?
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I'd like you to be my friend.
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Don't cry anymore.
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Some... Someone help!
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Someone! Anyone! Someone come here!
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Someone...
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...help!
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Akito-*san*, don't cry.
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It's all right. It'll be all right.
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All the scary times...
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...are over.
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Whoa.
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You startled me.
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Shi... gure...
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H-Help. Please.
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She fell! F-From the cl-cliff!
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She's not moving. She's not moving.
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What do I do? She's not moving.
She's totally still.
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Akito.
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Calm down and tell me slowly.
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Who fell?
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Toh... Tohru.
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Where did she fall?
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There. Straight that way.
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Shigure, I'm calling an ambulance.
Meet it when it gets here!
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What do we do? She won't move.
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--Shigure, I--
--Did you push her?
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N-No, I didn't!
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But... I don't know.
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But the ground crumbled.
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It suddenly...!
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But...
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...I'm the one who stabbed Kureno.
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Hello, Hatori?
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It's me.
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Did anything happen at the main estate?
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Akito is here.
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Yes, here.
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I heard. How is he?
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I see... No, actually we have
an emergency here, too.
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No, Akito's fine.
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But Tohru-*kun*...
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Yeah. She apparently fell off the cliff.
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Right.
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Yeah, I'll call you.
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He says Kureno isn't dying.
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Tohru...?
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Don't touch her.
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I... think she probably hit her head hard.
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Wa-Wait.
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Wait. This is wrong.
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No, this isn't what I wanted!
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Tohru... wait.
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This is...!
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Don't cry.
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Don't cry anymore.
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Who's crying?
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Akito-*san*? Kyo-*kun*?
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Oh, I have to chase Kyo-*kun*.
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I have to tell him, too.
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I love you so much...
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I'm glad I met you.
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Maybe all it brought you was pain,
but... I'm happy we met.
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Your awkward kindness made me happy.
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Your smiling face, and your shy face...
they both made me so happy.
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And little by little,
over time they became precious.
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My treasures.
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I chased you so desperately that day
just because I was in love with you.
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I love you, so I didn't want you
to go anywhere.
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Me being with you meant
my feelings hurt you, but...
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But don't cry anymore.
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Just like the happy
or fun times eventually end,
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the scary or sad times end, too.
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Always.
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Even if you can't believe it
at the time, please...
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Please, keep living and don't give up.
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I want you to live.
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It's okay if you make mistakes
or take the long way around.
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But please, please live.
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Don't give up on walking forward.
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Please, just don't stop walking.
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It's okay if I'm...
if I'm not by your side.
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Tohru?
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It's all right.
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It's... all right now.
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Can you hear me?
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Am I reaching you?
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Please let me...
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Never mind. It's okay now.
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I get it. It's okay, so...
just stay quiet.
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...reach you.
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"Soma General Hospital"
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Thank you for everything. Go on home
and leave the rest to us for tonight.
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Yes, sir. I'll be back tomorrow.
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Don't you skip school.
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It would make her fret.
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Bye.
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Oh, wait.
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Where's the redhead?
Doesn't he know about this?
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He's...
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"Soma General Hospital"
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Visiting someone?
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Did you come alone?
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Kureno, or Tohru?
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I'm glad they're both all right.
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I hear a lot happened after you left.
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Akito... are you okay now?
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They should blame me.
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Get angry, or complain, or *something*.
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Why don't they? Are they idiots?
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If they forgive me no matter
what I do or say to them,
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that's more than softhearted
or naïve--it's just idiotic.
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They're hopeless idiots.
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Good thing, right?
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You're "not guilty" of your crimes
thanks to those two being idiots.
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So that's good for you, right?
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Idiots are useful.
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Why are you crying?
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I wondered what Kureno would do
if I answered, "Not yet."
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Would he decide to be with me again?
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I got the feeling he would.
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Kureno struck me as that kind of person.
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Hopelessly soft and kind.
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Just always kind.
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And for a long time, I've...
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...been killing him.
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It stings. I'm so bitter at myself.
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I'm sorry. I'm sorry!
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My meaningless apologies
didn't change anything,
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but he just listened
and accepted them.
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Why was I only capable
of hurting someone like that?
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Then treasure them from now on.
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Even if other people think
they're idiots, as long as you don't...
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...then just treasure them
and take care of them.
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That's all.
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This is just like the idiotic traveler.
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It's a story.
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Want to hear it?
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Once you hear it...
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...you'll definitely want to go see Tohru.
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Wow, so Akito really did
go to the hospital alone.
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That's progress.
Maybe the stabbing spree was cathartic?
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I assume there was an encounter
with Honda-*kun*, too.
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Yeah... seems like it...
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She sat down. Not far away,
or somewhere above me...
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She sat next to me. Nearby.
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She started talking to me.
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"There you are," she said.
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Did everything go according to your plan?
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Huh?
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Oh... Yeah, I guess so.
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I'm feeling a little remorseful
about parts of it.
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"A little"?
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Come on, Haa-*san*, baby steps!
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Now I sorta see what the point of
"meeting someone halfway" would be.
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It's progress, really!
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"I Just Love Her"
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I just... love her.
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