E19 - Be Still My Beating Heart

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    Stepping out on
    an ordinary Sunday
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    Stepping out!
    A miracle's gonna happen
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    It's my day!
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    Maybe I'll throw off my pajamas
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    and head out to see her right now
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    I always turned my eyes away,
    thinking she'd hate me
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    Now I'm saying goodbye
    to that negative attitude
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    My favorite shoes
    will always take me
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    To a place where I'll be happy
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    It's not someone else
    I want to embrace
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    But a version of
    myself that's not fake
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    I just want to walk
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    Not on tip-toe
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    Not downcast, either
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    Just I'm stepping out
    on an ordinary Sunday
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    Stepping out!
    Making a little try, try, try
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    It's my day!
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    Why don't you forget Tsukasa...
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    and go out with me?
[01:59] ---
    Huh?
[02:01] ---
    Am I less desirable than Tsukasa?
[02:05] ---
    Who is this person?
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    Shut up...
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    I'm not interested in other people...
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    I'll never understand women.
[02:21] ---
    Is this really Rui Hanazawa?
[02:25] ---
    This pick-up artist is really
    the same Rui Hanazawa I know?
[02:37] ---
    Hey, it's a joke! I'm kidding.
[02:39] ---
    You're so serious.
[02:41] ---
    You're really funny sometimes.
[02:44] ---
    A-a joke?!
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    "Be Still My Beating Heart"
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    After all, Tsukasa is my friend.
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    It'd be a bad scene all around.
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    Or are you disappointed?
[03:05] ---
    Well, then...
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    We could date on the sly.
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    That's a joke too, right?
    How funny!
[03:16] ---
    Well, I've got class now, so...
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    Makino.
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    You've gotten a lot cuter.
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    Thanks.
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    Oh, my.
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    Hold on... was that for real?
    What's going on?
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    Why is he so casual now?
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    He's become just like
    Nishikado and Mimasaka.
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    You've gotten a lot cuter.
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    My heart's pounding.
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    What's wrong with me?
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    Makino?
[04:36] ---
    What's wrong, Makino?
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    Did I scare you? I'm sorry.
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    Wh-what do you want?
[04:45] ---
    Wh-what's up with her?
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    Tsukushi, thanks for what you did
    the other day.
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    I hadn't thanked you yet.
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    I really appreciated it... a lot.
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    You backed me up, even though
    I did such a terrible thing to you...
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    I was so happy.
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    I guess it's a little late for this...
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    but it's true that I looked up to you.
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    You and your never-say-die attitude...
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    ...though it also made me feel inferior.
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    But I'm not giving up on Domyoji.
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    Huh?
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    I may have been ugly in the past...
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    ...but look how cute I am now.
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    And I've got curves out to here.
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    I wear a C-cup.
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    No matter how I look at it...
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    ...it's hard to believe
    that he'd choose you over me.
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    Anyway, that's all I had to say.
[05:58] ---
    Let's go nightclubbing
    together some time, okay?
[06:08] ---
    Makino.
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    Yeah?
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    You were just with Hanazawa, right?
[06:13] ---
    Huh?
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    Because you were blushing.
[06:19] ---
    Wha...
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    What a witch.
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    Get in.
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    What's going on?
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    We're going to my family's villa.
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    V-villa? This is the
    first I've heard of it!
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    It's an awesome place.
    Blue skies, miles of ocean.
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    But you never asked!
    Listen to me!
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    He's calling all the shots.
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    He was always pushy,
    but he's getting worse.
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    I have to nip this in the bud.
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    I'm not going.
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    My parents will get mad at me...
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    ...so take me home.
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    I made a call to your house already.
[07:34] ---
    I talked to your father...
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    and I could hear him dancing with joy.
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    Huh?
[07:51] ---
    Why are my parents so awful?!
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    Is everyone aboard?
[07:58] ---
    Yes, master.
    Your guests are all here.
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    An airplane?
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    Hey, what are you doing? Get in.
[08:18] ---
    Get in?
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    Can't you tell?
    It's my family's private jet.
[08:24] ---
    What?!
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    I never rode in a plane before.
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    We're going to crash!
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    We're all going to die!
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    Y-y-you're choking me.
[08:39] ---
    L-look outside.
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    Oh! How pretty! It's beautiful!
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    Hey, wow!
    We're flying above the clouds!
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    Shut up.
    What's up with that girl...
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    ...yelling and screaming.
[09:04] ---
    Wow! I can't believe
    I'm riding in an airplane.
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    So, where are we headed?
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    To an island that my family owns.
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    An island?!
    Your family owns an island?
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    Yeah.
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    Th-this is unbelievable.
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    He's not your ordinary rich kid.
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    His family is really loaded.
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    Makino. Let me introduce you.
    Come here.
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    These two are from
    Yamanote All-Girls School.
[09:36] ---
    I'm Hiroko.
[09:37] ---
    I'm Noriko. Nice to meet you.
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    S-same here.
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    Gee. They're your textbook
    young ladies.
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    And this is my girlfriend.
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    Charmed.
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    H-hi. Pleased to meet you.
[09:54] ---
    Akira.
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    I'm thirsty.
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    Okay, okay.
[10:01] ---
    I heard he seduced
    older women, but...
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    How perverse.
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    That light brown hair...
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    He's here.
[10:35] ---
    It's been a year, huh?
[10:37] ---
    Let's put our luggage in the rooms.
[10:45] ---
    I almost made eye contact.
[10:49] ---
    Makino. Let me take
     you to your room.
[10:51] ---
    Oh... okay.
[10:55] ---
    Woah!
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    Do you like it?
[11:04] ---
    It's the room with the best view.
[11:06] ---
    Yeah! It's beautiful!
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    What a lovely ocean.
[11:45] ---
    This will be...
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    our room.
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    Cheers!
[12:13] ---
    Delicious!
[12:15] ---
    Everything tastes great
    when the air is this clean.
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    Domyoji, your family is so impressive.
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    They own such a lovely island.
[12:26] ---
    Amen to that.
[12:27] ---
    At our school, a lot of our fathers
    are presidents of companies...
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    ...but no one owns an island.
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    Tsukasa, your family has ten
    other places worldwide, right?
[12:36] ---
    We only have two...
    one in Karuizawa and one in L.A.
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    Where were yours, Sojiro?
[12:42] ---
    Hawaii and Hokkaido...
    and one in Monaco.
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    My father likes to act big...
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    ...although he's the head
    of a tea ceremony school.
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    What about you, Rui?
[12:52] ---
    My family has one
     in Australia and Tahiti...
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    ...and Okinawa in Japan.
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    Wow! Awesome!
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    You F4 boys are really...
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    ...such a wealthy group of young men!
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    I'm so embarrassed.
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    In our families, our fathers
    are presidents of companies...
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    ...but we only own
    one villa each in Karuizawa.
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    What about you, Makino?
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    Where is your family's villa?
[13:18] ---
    I guess... my grandma's house
    in the country would be our villa.
[13:23] ---
    Huh?
[13:26] ---
    Grandma?
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    It doesn't make sense to own one
    if you don't use it.
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    We don't even take care of our villas
    in the off season.
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    Hey, the steaks are ready. Eat.
[13:43] ---
    Oh! It looks so delicious!
    Thank you.
[13:46] ---
    What kind of sauce is this?
[13:48] ---
    It's a red wine fond de veau.
[13:52] ---
    Makino...
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    This is yours... P-please eat.
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    This will be... our room.
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    I wonder if...
[14:21] ---
    If he's thinking that we're going to...
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    There was only the one king-sized bed.
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    I still feel his warmth...
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    ...pressing against my back.
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    But first things first.
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    I haven't told him how I feel yet.
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    It's hard to imagine myself
    with Domyoji...
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    ...who I hated so much at first.
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    Not yet...
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    It's still inconceivable.
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    I'm so jealous of you, Makino.
[15:20] ---
    Huh?
[15:22] ---
    Aren't you going to sleep
    with Domyoji tonight?
[15:25] ---
    Wh-where did that come from?
    We're not at that point yet.
[15:29] ---
    I'm a little scared.
[15:31] ---
    Don't worry! I'm sure...
[15:33] ---
    You're right. Both Hanazawa
    and Nishikado seem experienced anyway.
[15:38] ---
    Huh? D-did you say Hanazawa?
[15:40] ---
    Yes. I'm sharing a room with him.
[15:45] ---
    Oh! It all seems like a dream!
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    My heart's pounding.
[15:49] ---
    Of all the boys in the F4,
    I liked Hanazawa the best!
[16:06] ---
    How could this have happened?
[16:09] ---
    Why isn't he with Shizuka?
[16:12] ---
    This is so stupid of me.
[16:15] ---
    I thought I put an end to it...
[16:17] ---
    ...when Rui Hanazawa went to France
    to chase after Shizuka.
[16:21] ---
    Oh, Hanazawa!
[16:27] ---
    I can't. I can't watch this anymore.
[16:46] ---
    Makino... what's wrong?
[16:55] ---
    Makino!
[17:00] ---
    I... I'm going back to the room.
[17:04] ---
    I'm a little tired.
[17:18] ---
    It's like there's a little bird
    in my heart fluttering around.
[17:30] ---
    Why am I feeling like this now?
[17:37] ---
    Do you feel sick?
[17:39] ---
    Oh... I'm fine.
    I'm just a little tired.
[17:42] ---
    Why don't you lie down on the bed?
[17:44] ---
    What? The bed?
[17:46] ---
    H-hold on. I'm not ready to...
[17:50] ---
    I'll sleep on that sofa bed.
[17:53] ---
    Sofa bed?
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    Let me tell you something.
    Don't get me wrong.
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    I told you how I feel about you.
[18:04] ---
    But you haven't told me
    how you feel.
[18:09] ---
    I don't want to sleep with a girl
    who doesn't love me.
[18:14] ---
    Domyoji...
[18:16] ---
    Well, I am a guy.
[18:18] ---
    And if I told you that I didn't want to,
    it'd be a lie.
[18:27] ---
    Makino... hurry up and decide.
[18:30] ---
    I'm getting tired of waiting.
[18:53] ---
    I wish...
[18:57] ---
    ...that I could feel...
[19:00] ---
    ...the same way, too...
[19:16] ---
    But... the little bird in my heart...
[19:27] ---
    Is rustling around...
[19:37] ---
    Wh-what are you doing there?
[19:41] ---
    Nothing. What about you?
[19:44] ---
    Where's Tsukasa?
[19:45] ---
    H-he went to bed.
[20:00] ---
    Tell me... are you planning
    to stay here all night long?
[20:04] ---
    Yeah.
[20:08] ---
    Do you feel sick?
[20:09] ---
    You must've gotten a cold
    from sitting here all this time.
[20:15] ---
    Wh-what are you doing?
[20:18] ---
    Ten minutes...
[20:20] ---
    no, just five will do...
[20:21] ---
    ...hold me.
[20:23] ---
    What?
[20:26] ---
    I'm fine during the day,
    but I can't handle the nights.
[20:30] ---
    I'm so cold I can't stand it.
[20:33] ---
    But... why don't you hook up
    with that girl?
[20:36] ---
    I can't.
    I don't know a thing about her.
[22:06] ---
    You let your hair down a little
[22:14] ---
    You hid the fact
    that you were crying
[22:22] ---
    I noticed, but I
    couldn't ask you why
[22:30] ---
    I can never be
    honest about how I feel
[22:38] ---
    Until after we've split
    up after a bad fight
[22:46] ---
    I can say it now,
    though, over and over
[22:46] ---
    (Sorry girl, I was
    wrong and I love you)
[22:54] ---
    I can say "I love you"...
[22:54] ---
    (Sorry girl, I was
    wrong and I love you)
[23:04] ---
    Do you really hate me this time?
[23:12] ---
    Will you end up running to him?
[23:20] ---
    I can say it now,
    though, over and over
[23:20] ---
    (Sorry girl, I was
    wrong and I love you)
[23:28] ---
    I can say "I love you"...
[23:28] ---
    (Sorry girl, I was
    wrong and I love you)
[23:49] ---
    I lied to Domyoji.
[23:51] ---
    I couldn't leave Rui Hanazawa
    hurting and alone.
[23:54] ---
    But I felt guilty,
    as if I had done something wrong...
[23:58] ---
    ...and I lied to Domyoji.
[24:00] ---
    Rui Hanazawa is the only thing
    that's on my mind.
[24:04] ---
    Next on Hana Yori Dango:
    "Night of Betrayal"
[24:08] ---
    Why can't you be happy?