E9 - Deep Memories

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[00:01] Beholder
    Fushi lives alongside Gugu and the others.
[00:05] Beholder
    Through his daily routines,
    he slowly gains more stimulation.
[00:14] Beholder
    Following a falling-out with Gugu,
[00:17] Beholder
    Fushi takes Pioran's advice to go and find him...
[00:31] Beholder
    And they reunite.
[02:06] Man A
    Look. I heard this is it.
[02:09] Man A
    This is where the monster lives?
[02:11] Man B
    I don't see anyone here.
[02:13] Woman A
    I'm scared.
[02:18] Man A
    There it is!
[02:19] Woman A
    It's the monster!
[02:22] Gugu
    Nice, Fushi!
[02:25] N
    The stronger the stimulation,
    the deeper it's engraved in memory.
[02:30] N
    For example, encountering a monster.
[02:42] N
    One boy became brothers with a monster.
[02:49] Gugu
    Did you see that face?
[02:51] Gugu
    That was hilarious.
[02:52] Fushi
    Gugu.
[02:54] Fushi
    Aren't you going back to Booze Man's place?
[03:00] Gugu
    No way.
[03:03] Gugu
    Haven't you heard?
    Beer Gramps put booze in me.
[03:13] Fushi
    Gugu!
[03:14] Gugu
    Weird...
[03:16] Gugu
    I can't move my body.
SIGN    Deep Memories
[03:28] Gugu
    I haven't had anything
    to eat in a long time.
[03:31] Gugu
    Fushi, do you have anything?
[03:34] Fushi
    I don't.
[03:35] Gugu
    Okay.
[03:56] Fushi
    I got some!
[03:57] Fushi
    I got some, Gugu!
[03:59] Fushi
    Wait, I'll make more.
[04:04] Fushi
    I did it! Eat!
[04:06] Gugu
    Yum!
[04:08] Gugu
    I never knew you could make food, too.
[04:11] Beholder
    The more something stimulated him,
    the easier it was for him to create it.
[04:17] Gugu
    Wow, this is amazing. What else can you make?
[04:17] Beholder
    The stronger the stimulation,
    the deeper it's engraved in memory.
[04:19] Fushi
    Only this.
[04:20] Gugu
    Oh, okay...
[04:22] Beholder
    But depending on how he grows going forward,
[04:25] Beholder
    he may become able to recall
    well and recreate things
[04:28] Beholder
    that he'd gained through
    even slight stimulation.
[04:32] Gugu
    I'm so full.
[04:40] Fushi
    Joaan.
[04:42] Gugu
    Meer!
[04:43] Gugu
    Did you run away from home again?
[04:46] Fushi
    Joaan.
[04:46] Gugu
    That's not right.
[04:48] Gugu
    This is Meer, Rean's dog.
[04:51] Gugu
    What's that "Joaan" you mentioned?
[04:55] Fushi
    Joaan...
[04:56] Fushi
    Someone said that when he saw my face.
[05:00] Gugu
    Then that must be your name.
[05:03] Gugu
    Was it your parents who called you that?
[05:06] Fushi
    I don't know.
[05:07] Fushi
    But that person was my first person.
[05:11] Fushi
    He stopped moving and became
    empty, so I became him.
[05:19] Gugu
    I see.
[05:20] Gugu
    So the appearance you have now is someone
    else's, and that person is dead now.
[05:27] Fushi
    Dead?
[05:28] Gugu
    Yeah.
[05:29] Gugu
    Their time came.
[05:30] Gugu
    You could become a girl, too, right?
[05:33] Gugu
    Did that girl die, too?
[05:37] Gugu
    And that big bear and the wolf?
[05:42] Fushi
    What's "die"?
[05:43] Gugu
    It's what you call becoming empty.
[05:46] Gugu
    Once that happens, you can't
    go back to how you were.
[05:50] Gugu
    That's what death is.
[05:54] Gugu
    You make new things in
    reaction to pain, right?
[05:58] Gugu
    I wonder if that means you
    react to emotional pain, too.
[06:02] Gugu
    For example, if I die and you become
    upset, you could become me.
[06:08] Gugu
    That's how it works, right?
[06:10] Fushi
    I think so.
[06:11] Gugu
    Wow, that's cool. I really like that.
[06:14] Fushi
    Why?
[06:15] Gugu
    Even if I die, you'd still think of me.
[06:22] Fushi
    Yeah.
[06:23] Gugu
    I'm a loner, you know.
[06:26] Gugu
    If I'd been born to a normal family,
    I'd never miss a meal.
[06:32] Gugu
    I'd have a soft place to sleep.
[06:35] Gugu
    If I had a fever, I'd have a
    mother to take care of me,
[06:38] Gugu
    and a father to ask, "How're you feeling?"
[06:42] Gugu
    And twin older siblings who can be mean,
    but still make time to play with me.
[06:46] Gugu
    And an older brother who teaches me things.
[06:50] Gugu
    A normal life is one where a lot
    of people think of you, right?
[06:56] Gugu
    And... And then, one day,
    I noticed something was wrong.
[07:02] (Flashback) Employer Mom
    Come, children.
[07:04] (Flashback) Employer Mom
    We have cake.
[07:05] (Flashback) Employer Mom
    Let's eat together.
[07:06] (Flashback) Employer Sister 1
    Yay!
[07:08] (Flashback) Employer Sister 1
    You remembered our promise!
[07:10] (Flashback) Employer Sister 2
    Cherry cake, right?
[07:12] (Flashback) Employer Sister 2
    I love cherry cake!
[07:14] (Flashback) Shin
    Wait, Gugu.
[07:16] (Flashback) Shin
    Wait.
[07:18] (Flashback) Shin
    That's the rule.
[07:19] (Flashback) Employer Mom
    What are you waiting for, you two?
[07:23] (Flashback) Employer Grandmother
    Yeah.
[07:24] (Flashback) Employer Grandmother
    Come over here and eat.
[07:26] (Flashback) Shin
    Okay. Thank you.
[07:28] Gugu
    After a while, our family moved
    because of my father's work.
[07:36] Gugu
    But they didn't take us with them.
[07:40] (Flashback) Shin
    It's just the two of us left.
[07:43] (Flashback) Shin
    Well, where should we work next?
[07:48] Gugu
    The people I thought were family
    were just our employers.
[07:53] Gugu
    The only one who thought
    of me was my brother.
[07:58] Gugu
    My brother was nice to me,
    even when it was just the two of us.
[08:03] Gugu
    But that's over now, too.
[08:05] Gugu
    Things happened, and now I'm all alone.
[08:08] Gugu
    But you're here now.
[08:12] Gugu
    Sorry about the other day, Fushi.
[08:14] Gugu
    For hurting you.
[08:18] Gugu
    If I die, become me, Fushi.
[08:23] Fushi
    Okay.
[08:26] Gugu
    I'm kind of sleepy.
[08:29] Fushi
    Did you eat too much?
[08:30] Gugu
    I'm really happy right now.
[08:35] Gugu
    Only you came here worried for me.
[08:42] Gugu
    It's almost like we're a real family.
[08:59] Fushi
    Gugu?
[09:13] Rean
    There you are! Way out here!
[09:16] Gugu
    Rean!
[09:17] Rean
    Sheesh. I looked everywhere for you, you know.
[09:20] Gugu
    How did you know I was here?
[09:22] Rean
    I heard Meer barking.
[09:24] Rean
    He has a habit of running away from home.
[09:38] Rean
    Why won't you come back?!
[09:39] Gugu
    Why would you tell me to go back?!
[09:42] Gugu
    I'm a victim!
[09:44] Rean
    The old man says he's sorry.
[09:47] Rean
    He says he'll take the
    thing out of your stomach.
[09:50] Rean
    For free!
[09:51] Gugu
    For free?!
[09:52] Gugu
    Of course it'll be free!
[09:54] Rean
    So you're coming back, right?
[09:56] Rean
    Let's go.
[09:57] Gugu
    Wait.
[09:58] Gugu
    Does that mean everyone wants me back?
[10:01] Gugu
    Why?
[10:03] Rean
    Everyone needs you.
[10:06] Rean
    We love you.
[10:07] Gugu
    R-Really?
[10:10] Gugu
    Even you?
[10:12] Rean
    Yes.
[10:13] (Flashback) Rean
    Grandfather, Grandmother, I've made lunch.
[10:20] (Flashback) Rean
    Why don't you cook for yourselves
    if you have complaints?
[10:22] (Flashback) Pioran
    Don't wanna.
[10:24] (Flashback) Booze Man
    Too much work.
[10:26] (Flashback) Rean
    I'm not babysitting those two!
[10:33] Gugu
    I'm not going back, though.
[10:36] Gugu
    I threw away my mask.
[10:38] Gugu
    That means I threw away
    my life as a human being.
[10:42] Rean
    I thought that mask was
    for attracting customers.
[10:45] Gugu
    I'm sorry. I lied.
[10:49] Gugu
    That mask was for hiding my face injuries.
[10:52] Rean
    You poor thing.
[10:53] Rean
    So that's why you're hiding.
[10:59] Gugu
    Wh-What are you doing?!
[11:02] Gugu
    You're awful! Pervert! Lowlife!
[11:05] Rean
    What are you doing,
    clinging to that tree like a bug?
[11:08] Rean
    I don't care about your face.
[11:11] Gugu
    Well, I care!
[11:13] Gugu
    I don't want people to see it!
[11:15] Gugu
    Particularly you.
[11:16] Fushi
    You were showing your face all this time.
[11:19] Fushi
    Why?
[11:20] Gugu
    Just be quiet for a second.
[11:22] Rean
    What?
[11:22] Rean
    Are you saying you aren't
    going to show me your face?
[11:26] Gugu
    No, that's not really...
[11:27] Rean
    Fine.
[11:29] Rean
    You'll stop pretending you're like
    a bug if you have your mask, right?
[11:32] Rean
    I'll go get it.
[11:33] Rean
    Tell me where you threw it out.
[11:35] Gugu
    Gee, I don't remember.
[11:38] Fushi
    Gugu.
[11:39] Gugu
    Wh-What?
[11:46] Fushi
    Gugu, your chest hurts every
    time you talk to Rean.
[11:51] Fushi
    Will it stop if you have your mask?
[11:53] Gugu
    Wh-Wh-What is your problem?!
[11:56] Gugu
    What are you talking about?!
[11:59] Fushi
    I'll go find it!
[12:01] Gugu
    H-Hey! Don't leave me here!
[12:04] Rean
    What a strange man.
[12:06] Rean
    But he's kind.
[12:13] Rean
    Hey, want to see my wound?
[12:18] Gugu
    Huh?
[12:19] Rean
    It's a really bad wound.
[12:21] Rean
    It might make you realize
    yours isn't that bad.
[12:27] Gugu
    W-Wait!
[12:35] Rean
    See?
[12:36] Rean
    Isn't it bad?
[12:39] Gugu
    That's nothing!
[12:40] Rean
    Nothing?!
[12:42] Rean
    Th-That's awful!
[12:43] Rean
    It's been weighing on me a lot!
[12:45] Gugu
    It's a ball of snot compared to mine!
[12:48] Rean
    Oh, really? Let's see yours, then!
[12:52] Gugu
    Listen, your wound's almost
    completely healed!
[12:56] Gugu
    You're an idiot for worrying about that!
[12:59] Gugu
    An idiot!
[13:00] Gugu
    You can't seriously be so dramatic!
[13:03] Rean
    How could you...
[13:07] Rean
    You say the same things Mom and Dad do.
[13:11] Gugu
    Sorry... Um...
[13:14] Gugu
    Wait, things aren't going well with your parents?
[13:17] Rean
    Don't worry about me.
[13:19] Rean
    I'm just being dramatic.
[13:21] Gugu
    But... I mean...
[13:24] Gugu
    Don't cry.
[13:26] Gugu
    Come back, Fushi.
[13:29] Rean
    Those people think I'm a pet or something.
[13:33] Rean
    They want me to do everything as they say.
[13:36] Rean
    They're horrible.
[13:38] Rean
    I like purple, but they keep buying me green
    things because that's the family color.
[13:44] Gugu
    Huh? I like green.
[13:47] Rean
    That's not all.
[13:49] Rean
    I was drawing when Mom hired a teacher.
[13:53] Rean
    I didn't like that, so I started knitting,
    and then Mom hired a knitting teacher.
[13:58] Rean
    I just want to be free.
[14:01] Rean
    But I was always surrounded by grown-ups.
[14:05] Rean
    Any time I'd sneeze,
    someone would come to me.
[14:10] Rean
    They'd make me eat,
    even when I said I wasn't hungry.
[14:14] Rean
    They combed my hair four times a day.
[14:17] Rean
    And even when I got sick of it and went
    outside, a servant would come with me.
[14:22] Rean
    I never had time to myself in my life.
[14:27] Rean
    It's like they haven't accepted
    me as an individual.
[14:31] Rean
    As long as I'm at that home...
[14:33] Gugu
    That's so stupid.
[14:35] Gugu
    They sound like good parents.
[14:37] Gugu
    You're the awful one.
[14:39] Gugu
    You count people's kindness as misfortune
    and brag as though you're complaining.
[14:45] Gugu
    That's how it looks to me.
[14:47] Rean
    You've got the wrong idea!
[14:49] Rean
    I never expected to be able
    to share your values, either.
[14:53] Rean
    I would have never had this wound
    if I hadn't been born to that family.
[14:57] Gugu
    What?
[15:00] Rean
    Someone pushed me from behind.
[15:03] Rean
    People say it must be
    someone who hates my dad.
[15:08] Rean
    Yet no one worries about me.
[15:15] Gugu
    That's wrong.
[15:18] Rean
    Did you say I'm wrong?
[15:20] Gugu
    No.
[15:21] Gugu
    I said you're an idiot.
[15:24] Rean
    Hey!
[15:25] Rean
    How many times can you call
    me an idiot in one day?
[15:47] Rean
    Hey, Meer...
[15:48] Rean
    Was what I said really that awful?
[15:51] Rean
    It woofsn't!
[15:54] Rean
    Hey, how did you hurt your face?
[15:57] Gugu
    I'm not saying.
[15:59] Gugu
    You'll hate me if I do.
[16:01] Rean
    What do you mean by that?
[16:06] Rean
    Do you like me?
[16:10] Gugu
    I'm not saying.
[16:11] Gugu
    You'll hate me if I do.
[16:13] Rean
    You're not telling me anything, huh?
[16:18] Gugu
    I'm a freak.
[16:20] Gugu
    That's all you need to know.
[16:29] Rean
    Um...
[16:30] Rean
    Oh, right!
[16:32] Rean
    The mask!
[16:33] Rean
    I brought this as a gift for you.
[16:36] Rean
    The old man says it's from
    a traditional tribe.
[16:40] Rean
    Isn't that amazing?
[16:42] Rean
    You can use it if you'd like.
[16:47] Gugu
    I-I don't need this!
[16:51] Rean
    You're so silly.
[16:59] Rean
    I don't care if you're a monster or a human.
[17:04] Rean
    You're still you either way, aren't you?
[17:08] Rean
    I like how weird you are either way,
[17:10] Rean
    whether you're spilling your guts out
    or you can't help but hide everything.
[17:15] Rean
    That's you.
[17:16] Rean
    You're you.
[17:18] Rean
    Come out already.
[17:20] Rean
    You aren't going to avoid looking at
    me for the rest of your life, are you?
[17:25] Rean
    I want to get to know you better.
[17:28] Rean
    Even if you have to hide your face.
[17:34] Rean
    Hey, the wind's nice.
[17:43] Rean
    Fushi-san's taking his time, huh?
[17:44] Rean
    Should we wait? Or should we look for him?
[17:47] Gugu
    Let's go.
[17:49] Gugu
    Sorry for the awful things I said earlier.
[17:52] Rean
    What was it again?
[18:05] Fushi
    Found it!
[18:12] Beholder
    Are you enjoying playing human?
[18:27] Beholder
    The enemy is always looking
    for an opportunity.
[18:32] Beholder
    Be cautious.
[18:35] Gugu
    I threw my mask out over this way.
[18:38] Gugu
    So Fushi should be around here, too.
[18:40] Rean
    Aren't we going to miss each other?
[18:42] Gugu
    Don't worry.
[18:44] Gugu
    He'll find us.
[18:46] Rean
    How do you know?
[18:48] Gugu
    Well, because he's him, of course.
[18:50] Rean
    Say what? That makes no sense.
[18:54] Man C
    Rean-sama.
[18:55] Man C
    Let's go home now.
[18:57] Rean
    No! Let me go!
[18:58] Gugu
    Wh-Who is he?
[19:00] Rean
    He's a hired thug!
[19:02] Rean
    I wonder how much money
    he's making for catching me!
[19:06] Woman B
    She's the Cropps' daughter.
[19:08] Shopkeeper
    What, she ran away from home again?
[19:10] Rean
    Let me go!
[19:11] Rean
    Let me go!
[19:14] Rean
    No!
[19:20] Gugu
    Run!
[19:32] Gugu
    Hey, you were running away from home?
[19:34] Rean
    Yeah, that's right.
[19:36] Rean
    I bet Dad's hired at least twenty people.
[19:40] Rean
    They're wandering around town to find me.
[19:45] Gugu
    Why did you leave home?
[19:46] Gugu
    Tell me everything.
[19:48] Rean
    What? I already told you.
[19:50] Gugu
    What you told me earlier?
[19:52] Gugu
    That's it?
[19:53] Rean
    What? Is that weird?
[19:55] Gugu
    I mean...
[19:58] Gugu
    Was this mask so that
    they wouldn't find you?
[20:02] Rean
    That's right.
[20:04] Rean
    I didn't want to get dragged
    home before I found you two.
[20:08] Rean
    Sorry I lied about it being a gift.
[20:12] Rean
    Are you disappointed?
[20:20] Gugu
    Have it back.
[20:24] Gugu
    Thanks for lending me the mask.
[20:27] Gugu
    I understand you a little better now.
[20:36] Rean
    Don't worry, I won't look at you.
[20:39] Gugu
    It doesn't matter anymore.
[20:44] Gugu
    Thanks.
[20:55] Fushi
    I got it!
[20:56] Rean
    Fushi-san!
[21:01] Gugu
    All right, let's go back to Booze Man's place.
[21:04] Rean
    Are you sure?
[21:05] Rean
    You said you didn't want to go back earlier.
[21:08] Gugu
    That's the best place for you, isn't it?
[21:11] Rean
    Yeah.
[21:12] Rean
    But are you not angry at
    the old man anymore?
[21:16] Gugu
    I don't care anymore,
[21:18] Gugu
    about what he did to me or how I felt.
[21:21] Gugu
    It's not that I've forgiven him...
[21:27] Gugu
    But I've lost interest in
    my own circumstances.
[21:32] Gugu
    That's all.
[21:33] Gugu
    So I can go back now.
[21:35] Gugu
    Let's go.
[21:40] Rean
    Okay.
[21:53] Handmaiden
    Young lady!
[21:55] Handmaiden
    Where have you been?
[21:57] Handmaiden
    You aren't going to fool me with that mask.
[22:01] Handmaiden
    Let's go home.
[22:02] Handmaiden
    Your father and the others
    are worried about you.
[22:05] Rean
    You must have the wrong person.
[22:07] Rean
    I don't know of a Rean.
[22:10] Handmaiden
    You're as endearing as ever.
[22:12] Handmaiden
    I never said "Rean."
[22:16] Handmaiden
    Now surrender, and let's go home.
[22:18] Rean
    No way. That's such a pain.
[22:23] Gugu
    Just ignore her!
[22:28] Handmaiden
    Young lady!
[22:30] Handmaiden
    Young lady!
[22:31] Rean
    Oh, no! She's still following me!
[22:33] Gugu
    There'll be trouble if she follows us home.
[22:36] Gugu
    Fushi, take care of her.
[22:38] Fushi
    Okay.
[22:38] Handmaiden
    Wait!
[22:40] Handmaiden
    Young la—
[22:45] Handmaiden
    Who is this child?
[22:48] Handmaiden
    What shall I do?
[22:51] FushiMarch
    It hurts.
[22:52] FushiMarch
    It hurts. It hurts.
[22:53] Handmaiden
    She's bleeding! Oh, no!
[22:57] Gugu
    There it is! We're almost home!
[22:59] Rean
    Hey, what about Fushi-san?
[23:01] Gugu
    Don't worry. He'll be right with us.
[23:03] Beholder
    I don't know about that.
[23:09] Beholder
    I don't think he will.
[23:11] Beholder
    For two reasons.
[23:14] Beholder
    First, he hasn't acquired anything
    of use since the last battle.
[23:20] Beholder
    Second, it made the first move.
[23:32] Rean
    Was that a scream?
[23:33] Gugu
    Fushi sure is making a scene.
[23:36] Handmaiden
    Somebody! Somebody help!
[23:38] Handmaiden
    It's a monster!
[23:39] Rean
    A monster?
[23:41] Gugu
    I'll go take a look. Go home, I'll be right there.
[23:43] Rean
    Wait!
[23:44] Rean
    Don't leave me by myself!
[23:45] ---
    Huh?
[23:47] Rean
    I said I can go back by myself.
[23:50] Gugu
    Right. Get back safe.
[23:54] Rean
    Okay. You, too.
[23:59] Gugu
    Fushi!
[24:02] Gugu
    What the... Was that blood?
[24:06] Gugu
    Fushi!
[24:08] Gugu
    Fushi!
[24:09] Gugu
    Fushi! Fushi!
[24:17] Gugu
    What is this?
SIGN    Preview
[24:31] N
    The unknowable enemy has come again.
[24:36] N
    Fushi is attacked viciously in the forest.
[24:41] N
    Gugu rushes to his aid.
[24:44] N
    The bond between the brothers
    offers a narrow escape from death.
SIGN    New Family