9 - Created Feelings

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    I still have too long a life ahead
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    to get rid of these feelings, right?
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    I want to try doing over
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    the things I've left undone
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    I thought I was running after
    something carried over from my dreams
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    Yet I'm stumbling into people
    on this narrow, winding road
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    It's not like I want to go back
    to the way things were back then
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    I'm just searching for the sky
    I've been losing
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    Here's hoping you'll understand
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    Stop making that sad face
    as though you were a victim
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    Sins don't end with tears,
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    you have to carry the pain forever
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    Who am I waiting for, in this maze of emotions
[00:53] ---
    with no way out in sight?
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    I want to purge myself more simply,
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    as if writing in a blank notebook
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    What is it I want to escape from?
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    ...is it reality?
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    It makes me want to scream that we're alive
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    for things to come true. Can you hear me?
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    I can't put up with playing it safe
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    ...I've got nowhere to go home to
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    I'm always grateful for kindness
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    That's why I want to grow stronger
    (I'm on the way)
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    I even welcome this pain
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    for the things I miss
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    In search of the secrets
    of the Philosopher's Stone,
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    Ed and Al break into the 5th Laboratory,
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    where they encounter people who
    have had their souls bonded to armor.
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    In the midst of their fight,
    Al begins to have suspicions
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    that he might be a
    counterfeit soul, created by Ed,
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    because of what Number 66 says to him.
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    I see you're able to sit up now, huh?
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    How is the 5th Laboratory?
[02:10] ---
    Well, you see...
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    It was blown up by somebody,
    and there's nothing left of it.
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    Damn it! Everything's been wiped out?!
[02:18] ---
    Aah! That hurt!
[02:21] ---
    D-Damn...
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    I was so close to
    getting hold of the truth, too.
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    This is no time for me to be in the hospital!
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    Fullmetal Alchemist, sir!
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    We apologize in advance for this!
[02:37] ---
    Huh?
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    That was a selfish thing to do!
[02:47] ---
    You could have lost your life in there,
    if you hadn't been so lucky!
[02:52] ---
    Don't try to do everything just by yourselves,
    turn to those who are around you!
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    You can put more trust in adults, you know.
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    That is all!
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    Please forgive the abusive words
    and conduct unbecoming our rank!
[03:16] ---
    Ah, nah. I'm sorry.
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    What about censuring me for slapping you?
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    I wouldn't do anything like that.
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    Why are you so anxious?
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    State Alchemists have the military
    rank equivalent to major, and all.
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    It's not as though I got my
    state certification because of that.
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    And you don't have
    to speak so politely to me, either.
[03:41] ---
    Oh, really?
[03:42] ---
    Huh, guess we were worried for nothing.
[03:45] ---
    You sure adjusted fast.
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    Come to think of it, where's Al?
[03:50] ---
    I gave Alphonse a little
    lecture earlier, with my fist.
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    Oh, oww...
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    There's still one more event remaining,
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    where I'm gonna get royally chewed out.
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    Yes, Rockbell Prosthetic Limb Outfitters.
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    Ed?
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    It's pretty unusual for you to call, isn't it?
[04:16] ---
    Uh... listen, I hate to ask,
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    but could you come out to
    Central on a service call for me?
[04:23] ---
    Service call?
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    Yeah, it's my right arm.
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    I can move the fingers,
    but I can't lift the arm at all.
[04:36] ---
    No dice after all, huh?
[04:38] ---
    Huh?
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    Nothing, just talking to myself.
[04:41] ---
    Did you do anything to it
    before it stopped working?
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    I was in an all-out fight.
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    Again?! How can you use my automail for that?!
[04:58] ---
    H-Hello? Winry, ma'am?
[05:02] ---
    Guess I've got no choice, huh?
    Where in Central?
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    You sure seem nice today--
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    I mean, nothing... Mm-hmm... Mm-hmm...
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    Sorry. Thanks for doing this.
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    Mm-hmm... bye, now.
[05:20] ---
    Calling your girlfriend?
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    Who are you calling my girlfriend?!
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    Aw, how dull. Back when I was your age...
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    Huh?
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    What are you doing over there?
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    Hey, Al!
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    Brother...
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    Why don't you come to the room?
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    Mm-mm, it's nothing. You go on ahead.
[05:49] ---
    Okay...
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    Bye-bye!
[06:17] ---
    Are you sure you're not a suit-of-armor
    puppet, created by your so-called brother?
[06:30] ---
    Aah, my bottom hurts.
[06:33] ---
    I'm surprised Ed and Al can ride these things.
[06:39] ---
    He said there would be a familiar
    marker standing at the west exit,
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    and I would know it right away.
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    Major Armstrong!
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    Oh, Miss Winry!
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    Where are those dumb Elric brothers?
[06:58] ---
    As it happens...
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    Ed is in the hospital?!
[07:10] ---
    T-That was fast.
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    Now, you're going to charge
    me for express service, right?
[07:17] ---
    Well, I didn't service your automail just right,
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    so it broke, and you got
    yourself this seriously injured, right?
[07:29] ---
    I-It's not your fault, Winry.
[07:32] ---
    The cause of this was me
    using it in a reckless way.
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    Your maintenance was
    as flawless as it always is.
[07:38] ---
    He hasn't noticed that
    I forgot to put in that screw?
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    Besides, you could say
    that because my arm broke,
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    I got out of it without getting hurt even worse.
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    Don't worry about it, okay? Okay?
[07:50] ---
    You mean, it turned out all right?
[07:54] ---
    Well then, let's get right to
    discussing this service call.
[07:57] ---
    I will be including a rush order fee, of course.
[08:03] ---
    You left your milk.
[08:07] ---
    I hate milk.
[08:09] ---
    You're going to be a beansprout
    forever because you keep saying that!
[08:13] ---
    Shut up! If I hate it, I hate it!
[08:16] ---
    You're being inconsiderate, Edward Elric!
[08:20] ---
    Every child drinks it.
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    If you don't drink your milk,
    you won't be popular with the girls.
[08:26] ---
    Al?
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    Al has been acting weird lately.
[08:40] ---
    Weird how?
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    It's like there's something bothering him.
[09:00] ---
    Are you sure you're not a suit-of-armor
    puppet, created by your so-called brother?
[09:04] ---
    Go ahead and admit it. You'll feel better.
[09:15] ---
    All right, maintenance complete!
[09:17] ---
    Oh, you did it!
    Ah, it's finally fixed. Thank you.
[09:23] ---
    You're welcome.
[09:26] ---
    Yo, Ed!
[09:28] ---
    I'm told you invited a girl into your
    hospital room, and you were getting frisky?
[09:32] ---
    She's just my automail mechanic!
[09:35] ---
    Oh! You've seduced your mechanic, have you?
[09:39] ---
    I say one thing, and you
    completely turn it around!
[09:43] ---
    Maes Hughes. Pleased to meet you.
[09:45] ---
    Winry Rockbell.
[09:48] ---
    Are you sure you should be skipping work?
[09:51] ---
    Not to worry.
[09:53] ---
    I gave Sheska some overtime.
[09:55] ---
    You're such a demon.
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    By the way,
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    I hear you guys aren't going to
    be under guard for much longer.
[10:01] ---
    Really?
[10:03] ---
    Under guard?
[10:05] ---
    Hold on, how much trouble
    have you gotten yourself into?
[10:09] ---
    Er, well, you see...
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    I-It's not a big deal!
[10:25] ---
    Right. You two brothers won't
    talk to me when I ask anyhow.
[10:31] ---
    Well, I'll see you tomorrow.
[10:34] ---
    I have to go find a place to stay tonight.
[10:37] ---
    What? In that case,
    come stay over at my place.
[10:41] ---
    But...
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    Don't worry! My wife and
    daughter will be delighted.
[10:44] ---
    --No, I, uh...
    --All right, let's do it!
[10:46] ---
    Huh? Um, hold on...
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    Come on, come on, let's go!
[10:51] ---
    Hang on!
[11:00] ---
    Congratulations, Elicia!
[11:06] ---
    U-Um, Mr. Hughes, what is this?
[11:10] ---
    I'm so glad you asked.
    Today is Elicia's birthday. That it is!
[11:16] ---
    That it is!
[11:19] ---
    How old are you now, Elicia?
[11:22] ---
    Tw--
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    Three!
[11:26] ---
    H--
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    H--
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    How cute!
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    I've always been with them,
    ever since we were little,
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    so they're like brothers to me.
[11:46] ---
    You must always be worried
    about them, the way they are.
[11:48] ---
    That's the truth.
[11:50] ---
    On the rare occasion that they do
    come back, his arm will be all busted up...
[11:58] ---
    Now that I get called out here,
    Ed has been seriously injured,
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    and Al is upset about something or other.
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    But they won't ever tell me what happened.
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    It's the same as when they left Resembool.
[12:15] ---
    There wasn't any need to discuss it, right?
[12:19] ---
    They figured that knowing you, Winry,
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    you would understand
    without them saying anything.
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    But there are some things that don't
    get across unless you say them out loud.
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    What am I going to do with you?
[12:36] ---
    Men are creatures that let their
    actions speak louder than words.
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    When they're in pain,
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    they don't want to burden
    anyone else, if they can help it.
[12:45] ---
    They don't want to make others worry, either.
[12:48] ---
    That's why they don't say anything.
[12:52] ---
    Even so, when those brothers
    do give in and cry for help,
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    that's when you make sure
    to be receptive to them.
[13:01] ---
    Isn't that good enough?
[13:05] ---
    Elicia, let's play.
[13:08] ---
    I want down!
[13:09] ---
    Okay, there you go.
[13:12] ---
    No way, Elicia is gonna play with me!
[13:15] ---
    --Your daughter is quite popular, huh?
    --Huh? No, with me.
[13:17] ---
    --Your daughter is quite popular, huh?
    --With me.
[13:21] ---
    Hey, you kids, you try
    anything funny with my daughter,
[13:24] ---
    and you'll pay for it!
[13:26] ---
    Your actions are speaking too loudly!
[13:34] ---
    Are you sure?
[13:35] ---
    You're welcome to stay with
    us for as long as you're here.
[13:39] ---
    I couldn't be so presumptuous.
[13:44] ---
    She's gotten completely attached to you.
[13:48] ---
    Looking at you like this,
    it's just like you're sisters.
[13:50] ---
    Sissy, be safe out there.
    Come back soon, okay?
[13:56] ---
    I guess that settles
    where you're staying tonight.
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    I'm so glad I found a little sister.
[14:11] ---
    You're here again today, are you, you bastard?
[14:17] ---
    Brother, you have a living body...
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    so you have to drink it.
[14:25] ---
    If I hate it, I hate it.
[14:27] ---
    It may not look like it, but I have grown some.
[14:29] ---
    And yet everyone calls me shorty, shorty.
[14:33] ---
    I wish I were like you, Al.
[14:36] ---
    Your body as big as it is...
[14:41] ---
    I didn't get this body because I wanted it!
[14:46] ---
    S-Sorry. You're right.
[14:50] ---
    It's my fault you ended
    up like this, too, isn't it?
[14:53] ---
    That's why I want to get
    you back in your original body.
[14:55] ---
    Can you guarantee that you'll
    ever really get my original body back?!
[14:59] ---
    I'll get you back. Believe me!
[15:02] ---
    Believe you?!
[15:04] ---
    What am I supposed to believe,
    when I'm in this hollow body?!
[15:07] ---
    I mean, when you boil it down,
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    memories are just a bunch of information.
[15:11] ---
    It should also be possible
    to artificially construct them!
[15:15] ---
    What are you talking about?
[15:16] ---
    Brother, you told me before that
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    there was something you were
    too afraid to talk to me about, right?
[15:21] ---
    Was it, by any chance, that I...
[15:25] ---
    my soul and my memories, are both
    really counterfeits that you just invented?
[15:33] ---
    And that Winry, you and Granny...
[15:36] ---
    are all trying to fool me, aren't you?
[15:39] ---
    How about it, Brother?!
[15:45] ---
    Did you have that pent up all this time?
[15:52] ---
    Is that everything you wanted to say?
[16:01] ---
    Okay.
[16:13] ---
    Ed...
[16:15] ---
    Ed!
[16:19] ---
    Al, you...
[16:21] ---
    idiot!
[16:25] ---
    W-Where did that suddenly come from?!
[16:33] ---
    Winry?
[16:34] ---
    Al, you dummy!
[16:37] ---
    You have no idea how Ed feels!
[16:40] ---
    You know what Ed was so
    afraid to talk to you about?
[16:44] ---
    Whether or not you resent
    him for what happened!
[16:50] ---
    It's all... my fault.
[16:53] ---
    He can no longer eat, or sleep, or feel pain.
[17:00] ---
    I'm sure he must resent me for that.
[17:03] ---
    Al is not the sort of boy who would resent you.
[17:06] ---
    Ask him, and you'll see.
[17:09] ---
    I-I'm too afraid... I'm too afraid to ask him...
[17:16] ---
    And... and yet...
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    you just had to...!
[17:23] ---
    In what world do you
    find someone so dumb
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    that he's prepared to give his
    own life to create a fake brother?
[17:32] ---
    You two brothers are all you've got, aren't you?
[17:41] ---
    Now, go after him!
[17:45] ---
    Run!
[17:46] ---
    Right!
[18:03] ---
    Broth--
[18:03] ---
    Come to think of it,
[18:05] ---
    we haven't sparred in a while,
    and I'm starting to get flabby.
[18:18] ---
    Huh? Hey--
[18:21] ---
    J-Just a minute, Brother!
[18:24] ---
    Wait!
[18:27] ---
    You're gonna open your wounds up!
[18:37] ---
    I won!
[18:39] ---
    That's the first time I've ever beaten you!
[18:43] ---
    No fair, Brother.
[18:46] ---
    Shut up! A win is a win!
[18:50] ---
    We've fought a lot,
    ever since we were little, huh?
[18:54] ---
    Mm-hmm.
[18:55] ---
    Thinking back on it now,
    we fought over some stupid things.
[18:59] ---
    Like who got the top or bottom of the bunk beds.
[19:02] ---
    Yeah.
[19:03] ---
    We even fought over candy, huh?
[19:05] ---
    And we squabbled over that toy.
[19:07] ---
    I won that one. And when we
    were playing at Rain River, too.
[19:10] ---
    I got pushed into the river, didn't I?
[19:13] ---
    We fought while we were training, too, huh?
[19:15] ---
    Teacher told us we were
    making too much noise,
[19:17] ---
    and beat us half to death.
    That one was a draw.
[19:20] ---
    We even fought over which one
    of us was going to marry Winry.
[19:23] ---
    Eh? I don't remember that!
[19:25] ---
    I won. But then she shot me down.
[19:29] ---
    Oh, yeah?
[19:39] ---
    And you're telling me those were all lies?
[19:41] ---
    I'm sorry.
[19:43] ---
    You're saying that your feeling
    of wanting to get your body back,
[19:46] ---
    no matter what it takes, is also fake?
[19:49] ---
    It's not fake.
[19:51] ---
    That's right.
[19:52] ---
    The two of us decided that
    we'd get back to normal together.
[19:55] ---
    We're gonna keep on pushing forward.
[19:58] ---
    Push forward, and make our
    hearts and fighting skills stronger.
[20:02] ---
    What about the milk?
[20:04] ---
    I'll drink... as much as I can...
[20:09] ---
    Let's go get much, much stronger.
[20:11] ---
    Mm-hmm.
[20:13] ---
    Mr. Hughes...
[20:15] ---
    There really are some things that get across,
    even without saying them out loud, huh?
[20:21] ---
    There sure are.
[20:40] ---
    My brother...
[20:42] ---
    Master...
[20:43] ---
    Where are you all?
[20:46] ---
    Hey.
[20:48] ---
    You're not Ishvalan, are you?
[20:51] ---
    Oh, pardon me, we haven't had the pleasure yet.
[20:55] ---
    I am the State Alchemist in
    charge of exterminating this sector.
[21:08] ---
    Ah, you're awake.
[21:11] ---
    Where am I?
[21:12] ---
    A slum, just outside of East City.
[21:17] ---
    Old man, who are you?
[21:20] ---
    An Ishvalan, just as you are.
[21:23] ---
    Relax, we will not sell out one of our own.
[21:27] ---
    Then, there are other Ishvalan survivors here?
[21:31] ---
    Yes, indeed there are.
    You can say "there's no place like home,"
[21:36] ---
    even here, where it reeks of soot,
[21:38] ---
    but the whole world is the
    bosom of our god, Ishvala.
[21:46] ---
    You don't say.
[21:49] ---
    Don't force yourself.
[21:51] ---
    You're injured all over,
    and were floating down in the sewers.
[22:02] ---
    Say, is my right arm still attached?
[22:06] ---
    Yeah, it's still there.
[22:11] ---
    This tattoo sure is awesome.
[22:16] ---
    Yeah. It's a precious bond I got...
[22:20] ---
    ...from my family.
[22:27] ---
    Do you remember the ruby sky
[22:33] ---
    we saw that day?
[22:38] ---
    The two of us drew close,
    encircled by promises, vows
[22:44] ---
    and an early summer's breeze
[22:52] ---
    I hide the shadow
[22:57] ---
    that stretches out behind my forced smile
[23:03] ---
    So pretending not to notice, I choose rebirth
[23:14] ---
    I kept waiting for settling news on the table,
[23:25] ---
    knowing all about the empty night,
[23:30] ---
    and the morning that would not come
[23:34] ---
    Someday, you will remember the ruby sky
[23:40] ---
    we saw that day
[23:45] ---
    Embracing the promise we couldn't keep,
[23:51] ---
    the two of us start walking
[23:59] ---
    A good friend becomes a
    comrade in arms over time,
[24:02] ---
    and his presence becomes taken for granted.
[24:05] ---
    Although the future they spoke of
    has now taken on a leaden gray tone,
[24:11] ---
    his good friend was, as ever, there beside him.
[24:14] ---
    Next time on Hagane no Renkinjutsushi:
    Fullmetal Alchemist,
[24:18] ---
    Episode 10: "Separate Destinations."
[24:22] ---
    A presence you can take for granted is
    something that nothing can take the place of.