E10 - The Lonely Ice and Small Flame

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[00:01] Spirit
    Is she absorbing the power from my heart?
[00:05] Tzveta
    On a cold, cold winter's night...
[00:08] Tzveta
    Pesha's tiny hand...
[00:12] Tzveta
    The candle that just wouldn't
    light on shivering nights...
[00:15] Tzveta
    The moon that looked down
    upon us from the night sky...
[00:19] Tzveta
    The lake that seemed like an abyss...
[00:22] Tzveta
    Hey, why? Why did everyone lie to me?
[00:28] Tzveta
    I believed in all of you.
[00:32] Tzveta
    But the outside world is just so...
[00:35] Tzveta
    full of shit!
SIGN    Episode 10
    The Lonely Ice
    and Small Flame
[02:13] Letana
    The few years I had after
    leaving the orphanage
[02:16] Letana
    were more than enough to learn
    just how cold the outside world was.
[02:22] (Flashback) Letana
    Please take one.
[02:24] (Flashback) Letana
    How about one for your little one?
[02:26] (Flashback) Letana
    It'll make them happy.
[02:28] (Flashback) Letana
    Please take one. Please.
[02:52] (Flashback) Letana
    I'm...
[02:54] (Flashback) Letana
    going to have to find more work.
[02:59] (Flashback) Letana
    It's so cold.
[03:13] (Flashback) Letana
    What's the matter, Pesha?
[03:15] (Flashback) Letana
    Are you hungry?
[03:20] (Flashback) Letana
    Right. I'm sorry.
[03:24] (Flashback) Letana
    I'll make you something.
[03:26] (Flashback) Letana
    Wait a moment, okay?
[03:34] Letana
    Pesha is my one and only light.
[03:38] Letana
    I won't let you feel hungry or sad...
[03:52] (Flashback) Employee
    Letana-san. Do you have a moment?
[03:57] (Flashback) Employee
    I'm sorry, but could you quit
    at the end of the month?
[04:01] (Flashback) Letana
    Huh?
[04:02] (Flashback) Employee
    You know... We're in a recession right now.
[04:04] (Flashback) Employee
    We're struggling with job cuts.
[04:10] (Flashback) Letana
    I see... I understand.
[04:16] Letana
    I'm going to need to find my next job...
[04:23] (Flashback) Letana
    Pesha, my dear...
[04:25] (Flashback) Letana
    You can't fall asleep here.
[04:33] Letana
    Pesha and I are both... smiling?
[04:36] Letana
    And a cake?
[04:40] Letana
    Have I ever even made a face like this?
[04:46] (Flashback) Letana
    I'm so sorry, Pesha,
[04:48] (Flashback) Letana
    that I can't let you eat
    all this wonderful food.
[04:53] (Flashback) Letana
    But someday... Someday I will...
[05:06] Letana
    I can't cut down our food budget any further.
[05:09] Letana
    I need to find more work
    quickly, or Pesha will...
[05:18] (Flashback) Letana
    Yes? Can I help you?
[05:18] (Flashback) Landlady
    Damn it, Letana-san!
[05:21] (Flashback) Landlady
    You know why I'm here!
[05:22] (Flashback) Landlady
    Your rent! You're already six months behind!
[05:28] (Flashback) Letana
    I'm so sorry... I'm having a
    really hard time finding work.
[05:33] (Flashback) Landlady
    Things are hard for me, too.
[05:35] (Flashback) Landlady
    I'm no monster, so I hate to say this...
[05:38] (Flashback) Landlady
    But if this continues, I'm going
    to have to ask you to leave.
[05:43] (Flashback) Letana
    I'm sorry. I just need a little more time...
[05:59] (Flashback) Letana
    What's the matter, Pesha?
[06:02] (Flashback) Letana
    You're not going to eat?
[06:06] (Flashback) Letana
    You can't be a picky eater.
[06:08] (Flashback) Letana
    You need to eat everything you can.
[06:14] (Flashback) Letana
    Come on, Pesha. I know you understand.
[06:17] (Flashback) Letana
    Please, just eat. Be a good girl.
[06:20] (Flashback) Letana
    Come on. Please... Pesha.
[06:25] (Flashback) Letana
    That's enough!
[06:31] (Flashback) Letana
    Pesha, no... I-I was just...
[06:35] (Flashback) Pepesha
    Ma...
[06:37] (Flashback) Pepesha
    Mama... You... h-haven't
    eaten anything in so long...
[06:43] (Flashback) Pepesha
    I just wanted to tell you...
    th-that you should eat my share...
[06:49] (Flashback) Pepesha
    I'm sorry...
[06:52] (Flashback) Pepesha
    I'm sorry...
[06:55] (Flashback) Pepesha
    I'm sorry...
[06:57] Letana
    I can't.
[07:00] Letana
    I can't be this child's mother.
[07:04] Letana
    Because of me, she'll never be happy.
[07:11] Letana
    If I were to just disappear...
[07:22] Letana
    If I just disappeared...
[07:28] Letana
    I wonder if Pesha would also be able
    to go to that orphanage and be happy...
[07:34] Letana
    I wish I could go back to those days.
[07:37] Letana
    To that warm... happy place.
[07:42] Letana
    I can't bear these cold winter nights anymore.
[07:48] Letana
    Since this is the end...
[07:50] Letana
    I want to let her have some
    delicious cake, just this once.
[07:58] (Flashback) Bakery employee
    Oh, welcome.
[08:01] (Flashback) Bakery employee
    What kind of cake are you looking for?
[08:04] (Flashback) Letana
    Um... I was thinking about getting
    a delicious cake for my daughter...
[08:11] (Flashback) Letana
    But I'll actually just take
    one of these cookies...
[08:15] (Flashback) Bakery employee
    Oh, dear. Just a moment.
[08:19] (Flashback) Bakery employee
    Here you go. This is the
    cake that I recommend.
[08:22] (Flashback) Bakery employee
    It's very delicious.
[08:24] (Flashback) Letana
    Huh? But... I can't afford this.
[08:27] (Flashback) Letana
    This is so extravagant.
[08:29] (Flashback) Bakery Employee
    Oh, it's fine. Please take it.
[08:33] (Flashback) Letana
    Huh?
[08:34] (Flashback) Bakery Employee
    But in return, once you eat it, please come
    back to tell me if you liked it or not.
[08:38] (Flashback) Bakery Employee
    And when you do, bring
    your daughter with you.
[08:43] (Flashback) Letana
    Thank you... truly.
[08:46] (Flashback) Letana
    I promise... I'll come back again.
[08:57] Letana
    I can't...
[08:59] Letana
    I can't give up yet...
    For Pesha's sake, as well.
[09:04] Letana
    I need to apologize for yelling at her.
[09:09] Letana
    I wonder if Pesha hates me now.
[09:13] Letana
    I need to tell her...
[09:26] Letana
    that even so, I'm wishing for her happiness.
[09:32] Letana
    Come to think of it... I've never
    properly told her how I felt.
[09:45] (Flashback) Vagrant
    You had the nerve to buy
    cake? You rich bitch.
[09:57] Letana
    The world... took everything away from me...
[10:02] Letana
    But that's fine.
[10:06] Letana
    Even if I go to hell...
[10:15] Letana
    Pesha.
[10:17] Letana
    May you and so many children like you
[10:21] Letana
    never know about this world
    that's so filled with pain.
[10:26] Letana
    To ensure that happens,
[10:28] Letana
    I'd even become a demon
    and destroy this world...
[10:33] Letana
    Oh...
[10:35] Letana
    It's so cold.
[10:41] Spirit
    Ma...
[10:43] Spirit
    Mama...
[10:45] Tzveta
    Say, Pesha...
[10:47] Tzveta
    I'll protect all of you from this hell.
[10:53] Shy
    Pepesha-san!
[10:55] Shy
    What I just saw... Was that...
    Pepesha-san's mom's memories?
[10:59] Kufufu
    Did you see that, too, you pain in the butt?
[11:02] Kufufu
    Tzveta-chan's unfortunate memories
    that you can't even laugh at?
[11:06] Kufufu
    And now, quiz time!
[11:08] Kufufu
    Here!
SIGN    Pain in the Butt
[11:10] Kufufu
    Will the heroes be able to
    make Tzveta-chan smile?
[11:18] Kufufu
    Welp, too bad! You're out of time!
[11:20] Kufufu
    You can explody now!
SIGN    Pain in the Butt
[11:23] Shy
    I-I should've expected that!
[11:28] Spirit
    Are you... really Mama? Really?
[11:32] Tzveta
    Yes. The Mama you hate.
[11:36] Tzveta
    You loathed me, didn't you?
[11:39] Tzveta
    Because I couldn't make you happy.
[11:43] Spirit
    Why... Why would you say that?
[11:47] Tzveta
    But that's fine.
[11:49] Tzveta
    Even if my flesh goes up in flames,
[11:51] Tzveta
    I just wish for your happiness...
[11:54] Spirit
    She's wrong. I have to tell her.
[11:58] Tzveta
    I'll even embrace all the
    hatred in this world...
[12:01] Spirit
    I have to tell her. I...
[12:04] Tzveta
    ...and sing a lullaby.
[12:08] Spirit
    Mama—
[12:15] Pepesha
    I can't... My heart is already...
[12:19] Tzveta
    Pesha. You don't need to suffer anymore.
[12:24] Tzveta
    Suffering doesn't belong here.
[12:27] Tzveta
    This place is what created
    you as you are right now.
[12:31] Tzveta
    The you that I ruined.
[12:34] Tzveta
    Come now, Pesha. Don't cry.
[12:37] Tzveta
    I'm truly happy...
[12:41] Tzveta
    to see that you've become
    so happy without me.
[12:49] Shy
    You're wrong!
SIGN    Pain in the Butt
[13:01] Kufufu
    Huh? Where'd ya go?
[13:04] Shy
    You're forgetting something very important!
[13:07] Shy
    You have no idea just how precious
    you are to Pepesha-san!
[13:12] Shy
    The kindness you showed her...
    continues to live in Spirit's heart!
[13:18] Pepesha
    That's when I remembered a small
    flame from a candle I'd seen once.
[13:26] Pepesha
    The flame stood no chance
    against the cold that day,
[13:30] Pepesha
    so it was tiny and flickering...
[13:34] Pepesha
    But even so, it was more than enough
    to let me dream about tomorrow.
[13:38] Pepesha
    That's how strong and warm it was.
[13:41] Shy
    Your dark, frozen heart...
[13:46] Shy
    I'm...
[13:47] Shy
    going to light it back up!
[13:53] Shy
    Shy.
SIGN     Spirit
    Real Name: Pepesha Andreanova
    Nationality: Russian
     Likes: Alcohol, bread
     An airy hero who uses smoke.
[14:07] Tzveta
    Warm flames...
[14:09] Tzveta
    Flames you just want to cozy up to forever...
[14:15] Tzveta
    But I don't need them anymore.
[14:19] Tzveta
    Those flames won't reach anywhere.
[14:24] Tzveta
    Now that my emotions and
    memories have returned,
[14:27] Tzveta
    my heart has been completed.
[14:33] Tzveta
    My Amarariruku...
[14:40] Tzveta
    is even bigger now!
[14:49] Tzveta
    It'll continue to spread!
[14:54] Kufufu
    Tzveta-chan's got wings now!
[14:57] Kufufu
    Oh, crap, crap, crap, crap, crap...
[15:01] Pepesha
    Her powers have grown even stronger?
[15:03] Tzveta
    You cannot stop me.
[15:14] Pepesha
    It's so cold... It's almost
    enough to freeze even my lungs.
[15:23] Tzveta
    Oh?
[15:28] Tzveta
    You're so persistent.
[15:49] Tzveta
    In that case...
[16:04] Tzveta
    What? What's going on?
[16:12] Tzveta
    My powers have definitely gotten stronger.
[16:18] Tzveta
    So why is this child...
[16:37] Tzveta
    Just who are you?
[16:42] Shy
    All I can sense from your ice is loneliness.
[16:47] Shy
    Your sad powers can't harm me.
[16:51] Tzveta
    You foolish child!
[16:52] Tzveta
    You think you can understand
    my heart at all?!
[16:55] Shy
    Of course I can, because
    I'm very familiar with it.
[16:59] Shy
    I've seen those tears before.
[17:03] Shy
    Those tears...
[17:05] Shy
    are the tears you cry when you harm
    yourself for the sake of someone else.
[17:10] Shy
    You're okay with being the only one to suffer.
[17:13] Shy
    You're willing to sacrifice yourself...
[17:17] Shy
    You've been ignoring how Pepesha-san
    feels this whole time.
[17:21] Tzveta
    Shut your mouth!
[17:25] Tzveta
    You know nothing about me!
[17:27] Tzveta
    Don't speak as though you do!
[17:29] Tzveta
    I don't care what happens to me!
[17:33] Tzveta
    I don't care if no one cares about me!
[17:35] Tzveta
    I'll endure any pain for
    the sake of the children!
[17:44] Shy
    Pepesha-san!
[17:47] Shy
    The reason Pepesha-san is here right now...
[17:49] Shy
    is because of the love...
[17:52] Shy
    she clearly inherited from you!
[17:56] Shy
    The kind of love that, given
    even the smallest opportunity,
[18:00] Shy
    she shares with others!
[18:04] Shy
    Her kind heart that allows
    her to care for others!
[18:07] Shy
    She inherited that from you!
[18:12] Shy
    It's because she admired you so much
[18:15] Shy
    that she became a world-saving hero!
[18:17] Tzveta
    That can't be.
[18:20] Tzveta
    I couldn't do anything for Pesha.
[18:25] Tzveta
    That's why I'm here right now...
[18:28] Tzveta
    So that no more failures
    like myself are born!
[18:32] Shy
    You're just scared.
[18:34] Shy
    You keep saying that you don't
    care what happens to you...
[18:39] Shy
    But no person is okay with not being loved!
[18:42] Shy
    You're...
[18:43] Tzveta
    I don't need any of that!
[18:56] Pepesha
    Teru-chan...
[18:58] Pepesha
    Why are you so...
[19:02] Shy
    Spirit.
[19:18] Shy
    It'll be okay.
[19:19] Shy
    I promise.
[19:22] Shy
    So please, tell her properly.
[19:24] Shy
    Actually use your words.
[19:28] Shy
    I'll help take on some of the pain.
[19:32] Shy
    So please... Tell her how you really feel.
[19:38] Tzveta
    I won't let you get in the way!
[19:46] Tzveta
    This is all for my ideals!
[19:50] Pepesha
    Watching Teru-chan reminds me of my old self.
[19:55] Tzveta
    For the children!
[20:02] Pepesha
    That's why I could never leave her alone,
[20:04] Pepesha
    and always intended to give
    her the push that she needed.
[20:08] Pepesha
    But... But you're actually...
[20:34] Pepesha
    I couldn't build up the courage.
[20:37] Pepesha
    I was too scared of hurting you, Mama.
[20:40] Pepesha
    Scared you might end up hating me.
[20:43] Pepesha
    But back then...
[20:46] Pepesha
    I should've told you how I really felt.
[20:52] Pepesha
    Say, Mama... This is embarrassing
    and really hard to say...
[20:58] Pepesha
    But will you do this with me?
[21:07] Spirit
    My first ever...
[21:09] Spirit
    all-out fight between
    mother and daughter!
SIGN    Extra
SIGN    Blinkity
SIGN    You're so much
     cuter without
     your hood,
    Tzveta-chan!
SIGN    Really?
    Thanks.
SIGN    You're too close...
SIGN    What about you,
    Kufufu-san?
SIGN    You're so...
SIGN    Staaaaare
SIGN    You're so rowdy,
    with or wihthout it.
SIGN    I got a
    compliment!
SIGN    That wasn't
     a compliment.
SIGN    Whenever,
    wherever
    we are, doot
    do do doo.
SIGN    Whoosh...
SIGN    Poik
SIGN    We feel like
    we're at Yosamite
    Heaven's Gate.
SIGN    Poik
SIGN    Don't worry
    about
    tomorrow...
SIGN    We're
    still
    useless!
SIGN    Kufufu...
SIGN    Kufufu...
SIGN    Kufufufuuu
SIGN    Gather...
SIGN    Gather...
SIGN    The end!
SIGN    That was
     a lovely
    song.
SIGN    Clap Clap