E11 - What Is Conveyed and That Which Remains

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SIGN    Episode 11
    What Is Conveyed
    and That Which Remains
[00:07] (Flashback) Random Man
    That was definitely a woman.
[00:09] (Flashback) Random Woman
    And it's Christmas, too. That poor thing.
[00:11] (Flashback) Police
    H-Hey!
[00:22] (Flashback) Young Pepesha
    Mama...
[00:23] (Flashback) Young Pepesha
    Mama! No!
[00:25] (Flashback) Young Pepesha
    No! No!
[00:28] (Flashback) Young Pepesha
    Mama...
[00:30] (Flashback) Young Pepesha
    Mama!
[00:36] Pepesha
    I had regretted it this whole time.
[00:41] Pepesha
    I wasn't very good at conveying
    how I felt with words.
[00:46] Pepesha
    I was scared that something I'd say
    would completely change everything.
[00:55] Pepesha
    I'm sure you felt the same way...
[00:59] Pepesha
    Mama.
[01:06] Pepesha
    Back then...
[01:09] Pepesha
    If I was able to tell you
[01:11] Pepesha
    how I honestly felt...
[01:16] Pepesha
    I carried that regret with
    me this whole time.
[01:20] Pepesha
    So the truth is...
[01:23] Pepesha
    I'm a little happy.
[01:26] Spirit
    Because...
[01:32] Spirit
    Now, I can tell you...
[01:35] Spirit
    how I feel...
[01:37] Spirit
    Mama!
[01:41] Shy
    Pepesha-san...
[01:44] Tzveta
    Pesha, calm down.
[01:47] Tzveta
    You can't do anything.
[01:49] Spirit
    No. I know that there's
    something only I can do.
[01:54] Spirit
    The fragment of the memory I saw earlier...
[01:57] Spirit
    If that was Mama's heart that I saw through
    the power of the Heart-shift bracelets...
[02:02] Spirit
    I'm sure I'll be able to tell her.
[02:05] Spirit
    My heart...
[02:08] Spirit
    My true spirit!
[02:14] Spirit
    Say, Mama, do you remember...
[02:18] Spirit
    The promise we made when I was really little?
[02:23] Spirit
    The wish that I thought
    would never come true...
[02:27] Spirit
    Now, I'll be able to take your hand.
[02:31] Tzveta
    Stay back!
[02:33] Tzveta
    Promise? I don't know anything about that!
[02:37] Tzveta
    Pesha couldn't say anything!
[02:39] Tzveta
    I'm sure she hated me...
[02:42] Tzveta
    Because I was the source
    of all her misfortune.
[02:45] Spirit
    We were both just awkward.
[02:48] Spirit
    We each thought that suppressing our
    emotions would make the other happy.
[02:55] Spirit
    Say, Mama... tell me.
[02:58] Spirit
    Tell me how you really feel in your heart.
[03:01] Spirit
    You still haven't told me.
[03:03] Spirit
    What kind of child was I to you?
[03:08] Tzveta
    What... are you talking about?
[03:11] Tzveta
    How I really...
[03:16] Letana
    Pesha, are you cold?
[03:18] Letana
    Well, did you know this?
[03:21] Tzveta
    My... heart... I...
[03:27] (Flashback) Letana
    There's a very warm magic spell
    perfect for cold days like this.
[03:33] Spirit
    Mama...
[03:35] Kufufu
    Surprise!
[03:38] Kufufu
    Nope, nope.
[03:40] Kufufu
    Tzveta-chan...
[03:42] Kufufu
    has Kufufu-san by her side!
[03:45] Kufufu
    Poor wittle Tzveta-chan...
[03:47] Kufufu
    Your heart is aching, and you're so scared.
[03:51] Kufufu
    But it's okay!
[03:53] Kufufu
    Now, remember, Tzveta-chan!
[03:56] Kufufu
    What was your dream again?
[04:02] Tzveta
    That's... right. I...
[04:14] Tzveta
    My life is for all of the
    children of the world...
[04:30] Tzveta
    To create this happy place...
[04:32] Tzveta
    all around the world!
[04:36] Spirit
    Such immense yet sad power...
[04:39] Spirit
    Mama...
[04:42] Shy
    Pepesha-san.
[04:43] Shy
    I'm sure the two of us
    can reach her. Together.
[04:47] Shy
    If we combine our powers,
    nothing can overcome us!
[04:56] Spirit
    You're right.
[04:59] Spirit
    Even if she's at the bottom of
    an endlessly deep glacier...
[05:02] Shy
    ...we'll make sure this reaches her!
[05:05] Shy and Spirit
    These feelings!
[05:09] Kufufu
    Tzveta-chan!
[05:11] Tzveta
    It's cold.
[05:17] Tzveta
    My cold, corpse-like body,
    so cold that I've stopped shivering...
[05:25] Tzveta
    So what?! None of that matters!
[05:30] Kufufu
    Tzveta-cha—
[05:32] Tzveta
    I only have one wish.
[05:41] Tzveta
    I just want this freezing world
    gone. That's all I wanted.
[05:46] Pepesha
    Mama!
[05:49] Letana
    For who?
[05:52] Letana
    There was no one... around me.
[05:58] Letana
    I only wished that I wouldn't
    be a burden to anyone.
[06:03] Letana
    I don't have anyone...
[06:05] Letana
    I don't need anyone.
[06:09] Letana
    It's cold.
[06:11] Young Pepesha
    Now...
[06:13] Young Pepesha
    you're not cold anymore, right?
[06:17] Letana
    Welcome... my precious...
[06:23] Tzveta
    Pesha.
[06:38] Spirit
    I'm right here.
[06:41] Spirit
    So please...
[06:47] (Flashback) Letana
    See? If we stay together like this...
[06:52] Spirit
    I'm not cold anymore, Mama.
[07:02] Pepesha
    My Mama was never talkative
    and always cool...
[07:07] Pepesha
    But there were some nights she'd
    laugh cutely, like a child,
[07:11] Pepesha
    and we'd talk with each other.
[07:14] Pepesha
    And when we did...
[07:26] (Flashback) Natalia
    What are you looking at, Pepesha?
[07:31] (Flashback) Natalia
    A photo of Lenya, eh?
[07:35] (Flashback) Pepesha
    D-Did Mama not want me anymore?
[07:41] (Flashback) Pepesha
    Is that why Mama died on her own?
[07:46] (Flashback) Natalia
    Pepesha... What happened
    to Lenya was an accident.
[07:50] (Flashback) Natalia
    Besides, she loved you very much.
[07:53] (Flashback) Pepesha
    You're lying. She went
    away because she hated me.
[08:01] (Flashback) Natalia
    Here.
[08:06] (Flashback) Natalia
    These are letters from Lenya.
[08:08] (Flashback) Natalia
    She'd actually send me
    letters every now and then.
[08:13] (Flashback) Natalia
    Lenya never showed her weaknesses to others,
[08:17] (Flashback) Natalia
    but very rarely, she would
    actually show her emotions.
[08:21] (Flashback) Natalia
    She probably wrote those letters
    during one of those instances.
[08:25] (Flashback) Natalia
    Lenya couldn't hold her liquor at all,
[08:28] (Flashback) Natalia
    so she probably didn't
    remember writing them.
[08:32] (Flashback) Natalia
    Honestly, she was hopeless.
[08:37] (Flashback) Letana
    Pesha, are you cold?
[08:40] (Flashback) Letana
    Well, did you know this?
[08:43] (Flashback) Letana
    There's a very warm magic spell
    perfect for cold days like this.
[08:48] (Flashback) Letana
    See? If we stay together like this,
    we're not cold anymore, Pesha.
[08:54] (Flashback) Pepesha
    Mama, you smell like alcohol.
[08:56] (Flashback) Letana
    Huh? You can tell?
[08:58] (Flashback) Pepesha
    Of course I can!
[09:03] (Flashback) Letana
    Maybe I had too much to drink.
[09:06] Pepesha
    Yes, exactly. Whenever Mama
[09:09] Pepesha
    drank alcohol, she'd laugh like a child.
[09:14] Pepesha
    We'd play around like friends and
    talk about the silliest things.
[09:19] Pepesha
    And that's why I thought...
[09:22] Pepesha
    that alcohol was a magic medicine that
    allowed adults to return to being children.
[09:30] (Flashback) Letana
    Say, Pesha. There's a really lovely place.
[09:34] (Flashback) Letana
    You'll never go hungry,
    and it's always nice and warm.
[09:40] (Flashback) Letana
    Would you like to go there?
[09:43] (Flashback) Pepesha
    Will you be there with me, Mama?
[09:46] (Flashback) Letana
    No, adults can't go there.
[09:51] (Flashback) Letana
    Well?
[09:54] (Flashback) Letana
    Why?
[09:56] (Flashback) Pepesha
    Because I want to stay with you, Mama.
[10:01] (Flashback) Letana
    I see.
[10:03] (Flashback) Letana
    I feel the same way.
[10:06] Letana
    Pesha. Once you're an adult,
    let's drink together, side by side.
[10:13] Letana
    And then, just like today, we can
    laugh like children together.
[10:20] Letana
    Let's make sure we promise each other that.
[10:23] Letana
    May this world remain dazzling
    until you become an adult.
[10:33] (Flashback) Pepesha
    Mama...
[10:37] (Flashback) Natalia
    Oh, that's right.
[10:40] (Flashback) Natalia
    She wrote, "This is my dream."
[10:43] (Flashback) Natalia
    She hoped that, one day,
    she'd be surrounded by happiness
[10:47] (Flashback) Natalia
    and be able to laugh with you,
    full of food and love.
[10:53] (Flashback) Natalia
    You're going to make her
    sad if you don't smile.
[10:58] (Flashback) Pepesha
    But that's... not right...
[11:01] (Flashback) Pepesha
    I'm not smiling here because I'm full of food.
[11:08] (Flashback) Pepesha
    It's because Mama's with me.
[11:11] (Flashback) Pepesha
    I should've told her that it was okay
    if she wasn't very good at it...
[11:14] (Flashback) Pepesha
    I should've told her that I still loved her...
[11:28] Spirit
    From that day until today,
[11:31] Spirit
    I never forgot even for a moment...
[11:34] Spirit
    I never forgot you or the
    love that you gave me.
[11:39] Spirit
    So that it would reach you
    one day up in heaven,
[11:43] Spirit
    I tried to spread gentle
    love around the world...
[11:47] Spirit
    And before I knew it, people
    were calling me a hero.
[11:51] Spirit
    But the source of my love has
    never changed, not even once.
[11:56] Spirit
    It was always... you.
[12:03] Spirit
    Did it reach you?
[12:05] Spirit
    I really hope it reached you...
[12:08] Spirit
    Everything that I've wanted
    to tell you for so long.
[12:12] Spirit
    I'm really bad at this last part...
[12:18] Spirit
    But please let me say it in my own words...
[12:23] Spirit
    I love you, Mama.
[12:33] Letana
    Shy.
SIGN    Letana Andreanova
    Nickname: Lenya
    Nationality: Russian
     Likes: Children, alcohol
    Pepesha's mother.
[12:45] Tzveta
    They got through to me...
[12:47] Tzveta
    Your feelings.
[12:50] Pepesha
    Mama...
[12:52] Tzveta
    I'm sorry, Pesha.
[12:54] Tzveta
    I'm all right now.
[12:57] Shy
    The sky...
[12:58] Kufufu
    Ook?
[12:59] Shy
    Huh?
[13:01] Kufufu
    Ook, ook!
[13:03] Tzveta
    I know it's a little late, Pesha,
    but there's something I want to tell y—
[13:07] Kufufu
    Tzveta-chan!
[13:11] Kufufu
    It's not over yet! You can't give up!
[13:14] Kufufu
    I can still fight, too!
[13:17] Tzveta
    Kufufu-san, it's okay.
[13:21] Tzveta
    My dream is over.
[13:24] Kufufu
    But at this rate, you're
    gonna disappear, Tzveta-chan!
[13:28] Spirit
    Huh?
[13:30] Tzveta
    And that's fine.
[13:32] Tzveta
    You should return to him.
[13:36] Tzveta
    Anything else is pointless now.
[13:42] Kufufu
    Okay...
[13:43] Kufufu
    But... I'm not gonna say "bye-bye."
[13:56] Spirit
    Mama... She just said you
    were going to disappear...
[14:02] Tzveta
    This space is my heart itself.
[14:06] Tzveta
    My current body was created from my heart,
[14:11] Tzveta
    so once this place crumbles,
    my body will also disappear.
[14:15] Spirit
    No... But why?!
[14:17] Spirit
    We were finally able to see each other again.
[14:22] Tzveta
    Thanks to you two, I was able
    to awaken from my nightmare.
[14:28] Tzveta
    That's why I want to leave this with you.
[14:33] Tzveta
    The one who created us is the
    child you all call "Stigma."
[14:38] Tzveta
    His power is the power to make
    others' dreams come true.
[14:43] Spirit
    Make dreams come true?
[14:46] Tzveta
    The things that people wish for
    deep within their hearts...
[14:50] Tzveta
    He has the power to give
    them a form in reality.
[14:54] Tzveta
    It was his power that
    brought us together again.
[15:00] Tzveta
    He took advantage of your
    wish to see your mother again
[15:07] Tzveta
    and created a version
    of me meant to harm you.
[15:10] Spirit
    But that's...
[15:13] Shy
    Does that mean he made
    Pepesha-san's dream come true?
[15:16] Spirit
    If that's true,
[15:18] Spirit
    what is Stigma planning to
    do with his infinite power?
[15:25] Tzveta
    He...
[15:27] Tzveta
    strongly wished for a world without adults.
[15:30] Tzveta
    A world for the children...
[15:33] Tzveta
    My wish was similar to that.
[15:38] Tzveta
    But he's unable to make his own
    dreams come true with his powers.
[15:44] Tzveta
    His powers are meaningless when he's alone.
[15:47] Tzveta
    That's why he created friends.
[15:51] Tzveta
    And that's us, Amarariruku.
[15:55] Tzveta
    He gave us all powers rooted
    within our hearts
[16:01] Tzveta
    so that we could fight you
    heroes on equal footing.
[16:06] Tzveta
    That's all I know.
[16:09] Tzveta
    I don't know what he plans to do next,
[16:12] Tzveta
    or what exactly he intends
    to do with the world.
[16:16] Tzveta
    But I do know for a fact that he's
    trying to destroy the current world
[16:21] Tzveta
    as he warps one dream after another.
[16:25] Tzveta
    So please... stop them!
[16:30] Tzveta
    Don't let Stigma destroy this world!
[16:35] Tzveta
    I didn't realize any of it.
[16:37] Tzveta
    Not the fact that he had warped my heart,
[16:41] Tzveta
    nor the fact that if I was
    only looking at myself,
[16:44] Tzveta
    I wouldn't be able to
    communicate with anyone else.
[16:49] Tzveta
    You there. What was your name again?
[16:52] Shy
    I-It's Teru. Teru Momijiyama.
[16:58] Tzveta
    Teru-san... Your nervousness
    is written all over your face.
[17:03] Tzveta
    But you know...
[17:04] Tzveta
    You have a fiery heart that can overcome
    that, and plenty of kindness, as well.
[17:11] Tzveta
    After all, the fact that I was
    able to bond with Pesha again
[17:15] Tzveta
    is undoubtedly all thanks to you.
[17:19] Tzveta
    Thank you, Teru-san.
[17:21] Shy
    Oh, no! I just...
[17:24] Tzveta
    And, Pesha...
[17:27] Tzveta
    I want you to guide her.
[17:29] Tzveta
    Tell the children everything
    that you believe in.
[17:34] Tzveta
    That's the one and only thing
    we adults can do for the future.
[17:41] Spirit
    Yes.
[17:43] Tzveta
    I believe in you.
[17:45] Tzveta
    I know you two will be
    able to save the world.
[17:49] Tzveta
    I'm counting on you, heroes.
[17:53] Shy and Spirit
    Right!
[17:58] Spirit
    Mama?!
[17:59] Spirit
    No... Already?
[18:01] Tzveta
    It's all right.
[18:03] Tzveta
    Even if it was only through Stigma's will,
    I committed one crime after another.
[18:09] Tzveta
    It doesn't change the
    fact that I hurt you two.
[18:14] Tzveta
    But if you'll still call me "Mama" after
    everything you've been through...
[18:21] Tzveta
    Pesha, I have one last wish.
[18:25] Spirit
    Huh?
[18:30] Tzveta
    It was always a small
    dream of mine to one day
[18:33] Tzveta
    drink alcohol side by side with
    you once you became an adult.
[18:48] Spirit
    Me, too.
[18:50] Tzveta
    Huh?
[18:55] Tzveta
    Pesha, have you been eating properly?
[18:59] Spirit
    Huh? Well, yeah.
[19:01] Spirit
    I'd die if I didn't eat.
[19:03] Tzveta
    I see. That's good.
[19:06] Tzveta
    Try not to get sick, though.
[19:08] Tzveta
    Be extra careful with your liver.
[19:10] Spirit
    Right... I will.
[19:15] Tzveta
    Now that we're actually talking like this,
[19:18] Tzveta
    it's a bit embarrassing.
[19:21] Spirit
    I was thinking the exact same thing.
[19:24] Tzveta
    Is it hard being a hero?
[19:26] Spirit
    Hmm... Well, I guess.
[19:30] Spirit
    But I think it's really nice
    that I get to save people.
[19:34] Spirit
    It makes me really happy
    that I can help people out.
[19:38] Spirit
    I'm pretty sure I got that from you, Mama.
[19:42] Tzveta
    You think so?
[19:46] Tzveta
    Pesha, thank you.
[19:48] Spirit
    Huh? For what?
[19:51] Tzveta
    Thank you for being born to me.
[19:56] Tzveta
    I'm so proud of you.
[20:00] Spirit
    Mama...
[20:03] Tzveta
    You're alive right now.
[20:07] Tzveta
    That alone is enough of a reason
    for me to have been alive.
[20:11] Tzveta
    I was finally able to feel like
    my life was worth something.
[20:16] Spirit
    Yeah...
[20:18] Tzveta
    I wish I could've told you
    all this a long time ago.
[20:25] Tzveta
    But just don't forget this...
[20:28] Spirit
    What?
[20:33] Letana
    I love you very much, Pesha.
[20:38] Letana
    I love you more than anything
    else in this world.
[20:43] Pepesha
    Yeah...
[20:46] Pepesha
    Yeah.
[20:56] Spirit
    I love you, too.
[21:05] Shy
    Pepesha-san.
[21:07] Spirit
    It's so cruel.
[21:09] Shy
    Huh?
[21:10] Spirit
    It doesn't matter how many
    times you go through it...
[21:15] Spirit
    It's always hard to say
    goodbye to someone you love.
[21:19] Shy
    In the end... Letana-san looked really happy.
[21:25] Shy
    I'm sure that's because she
    was able to pass her feelings
[21:30] Shy
    along to the future.
[21:33] Shy
    And that's why we should keep moving
    forward for whatever's next.
[21:41] Spirit
    You're right.
[21:43] Spirit
    We can't leave something this sad behind.
[21:58] Shy
    Pepesha-san!
[22:00] Spirit
    Huh? What?