E10 - The Lonely Ice and Small Flame
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[00:01] Spirit
Is she absorbing the power from my heart?
[00:05] Tzveta
On a cold, cold winter's night...
[00:08] Tzveta
Pesha's tiny hand...
[00:12] Tzveta
The candle that just wouldn't
light on shivering nights...
[00:15] Tzveta
The moon that looked down
upon us from the night sky...
[00:19] Tzveta
The lake that seemed like an abyss...
[00:22] Tzveta
Hey, why? Why did everyone lie to me?
[00:28] Tzveta
I believed in all of you.
[00:32] Tzveta
But the outside world is just so...
[00:35] Tzveta
full of shit!
SIGN Episode 10
The Lonely Ice
and Small Flame
[02:13] Letana
The few years I had after
leaving the orphanage
[02:16] Letana
were more than enough to learn
just how cold the outside world was.
[02:22] (Flashback) Letana
Please take one.
[02:24] (Flashback) Letana
How about one for your little one?
[02:26] (Flashback) Letana
It'll make them happy.
[02:28] (Flashback) Letana
Please take one. Please.
[02:52] (Flashback) Letana
I'm...
[02:54] (Flashback) Letana
going to have to find more work.
[02:59] (Flashback) Letana
It's so cold.
[03:13] (Flashback) Letana
What's the matter, Pesha?
[03:15] (Flashback) Letana
Are you hungry?
[03:20] (Flashback) Letana
Right. I'm sorry.
[03:24] (Flashback) Letana
I'll make you something.
[03:26] (Flashback) Letana
Wait a moment, okay?
[03:34] Letana
Pesha is my one and only light.
[03:38] Letana
I won't let you feel hungry or sad...
[03:52] (Flashback) Employee
Letana-san. Do you have a moment?
[03:57] (Flashback) Employee
I'm sorry, but could you quit
at the end of the month?
[04:01] (Flashback) Letana
Huh?
[04:02] (Flashback) Employee
You know... We're in a recession right now.
[04:04] (Flashback) Employee
We're struggling with job cuts.
[04:10] (Flashback) Letana
I see... I understand.
[04:16] Letana
I'm going to need to find my next job...
[04:23] (Flashback) Letana
Pesha, my dear...
[04:25] (Flashback) Letana
You can't fall asleep here.
[04:33] Letana
Pesha and I are both... smiling?
[04:36] Letana
And a cake?
[04:40] Letana
Have I ever even made a face like this?
[04:46] (Flashback) Letana
I'm so sorry, Pesha,
[04:48] (Flashback) Letana
that I can't let you eat
all this wonderful food.
[04:53] (Flashback) Letana
But someday... Someday I will...
[05:06] Letana
I can't cut down our food budget any further.
[05:09] Letana
I need to find more work
quickly, or Pesha will...
[05:18] (Flashback) Letana
Yes? Can I help you?
[05:18] (Flashback) Landlady
Damn it, Letana-san!
[05:21] (Flashback) Landlady
You know why I'm here!
[05:22] (Flashback) Landlady
Your rent! You're already six months behind!
[05:28] (Flashback) Letana
I'm so sorry... I'm having a
really hard time finding work.
[05:33] (Flashback) Landlady
Things are hard for me, too.
[05:35] (Flashback) Landlady
I'm no monster, so I hate to say this...
[05:38] (Flashback) Landlady
But if this continues, I'm going
to have to ask you to leave.
[05:43] (Flashback) Letana
I'm sorry. I just need a little more time...
[05:59] (Flashback) Letana
What's the matter, Pesha?
[06:02] (Flashback) Letana
You're not going to eat?
[06:06] (Flashback) Letana
You can't be a picky eater.
[06:08] (Flashback) Letana
You need to eat everything you can.
[06:14] (Flashback) Letana
Come on, Pesha. I know you understand.
[06:17] (Flashback) Letana
Please, just eat. Be a good girl.
[06:20] (Flashback) Letana
Come on. Please... Pesha.
[06:25] (Flashback) Letana
That's enough!
[06:31] (Flashback) Letana
Pesha, no... I-I was just...
[06:35] (Flashback) Pepesha
Ma...
[06:37] (Flashback) Pepesha
Mama... You... h-haven't
eaten anything in so long...
[06:43] (Flashback) Pepesha
I just wanted to tell you...
th-that you should eat my share...
[06:49] (Flashback) Pepesha
I'm sorry...
[06:52] (Flashback) Pepesha
I'm sorry...
[06:55] (Flashback) Pepesha
I'm sorry...
[06:57] Letana
I can't.
[07:00] Letana
I can't be this child's mother.
[07:04] Letana
Because of me, she'll never be happy.
[07:11] Letana
If I were to just disappear...
[07:22] Letana
If I just disappeared...
[07:28] Letana
I wonder if Pesha would also be able
to go to that orphanage and be happy...
[07:34] Letana
I wish I could go back to those days.
[07:37] Letana
To that warm... happy place.
[07:42] Letana
I can't bear these cold winter nights anymore.
[07:48] Letana
Since this is the end...
[07:50] Letana
I want to let her have some
delicious cake, just this once.
[07:58] (Flashback) Bakery employee
Oh, welcome.
[08:01] (Flashback) Bakery employee
What kind of cake are you looking for?
[08:04] (Flashback) Letana
Um... I was thinking about getting
a delicious cake for my daughter...
[08:11] (Flashback) Letana
But I'll actually just take
one of these cookies...
[08:15] (Flashback) Bakery employee
Oh, dear. Just a moment.
[08:19] (Flashback) Bakery employee
Here you go. This is the
cake that I recommend.
[08:22] (Flashback) Bakery employee
It's very delicious.
[08:24] (Flashback) Letana
Huh? But... I can't afford this.
[08:27] (Flashback) Letana
This is so extravagant.
[08:29] (Flashback) Bakery Employee
Oh, it's fine. Please take it.
[08:33] (Flashback) Letana
Huh?
[08:34] (Flashback) Bakery Employee
But in return, once you eat it, please come
back to tell me if you liked it or not.
[08:38] (Flashback) Bakery Employee
And when you do, bring
your daughter with you.
[08:43] (Flashback) Letana
Thank you... truly.
[08:46] (Flashback) Letana
I promise... I'll come back again.
[08:57] Letana
I can't...
[08:59] Letana
I can't give up yet...
For Pesha's sake, as well.
[09:04] Letana
I need to apologize for yelling at her.
[09:09] Letana
I wonder if Pesha hates me now.
[09:13] Letana
I need to tell her...
[09:26] Letana
that even so, I'm wishing for her happiness.
[09:32] Letana
Come to think of it... I've never
properly told her how I felt.
[09:45] (Flashback) Vagrant
You had the nerve to buy
cake? You rich bitch.
[09:57] Letana
The world... took everything away from me...
[10:02] Letana
But that's fine.
[10:06] Letana
Even if I go to hell...
[10:15] Letana
Pesha.
[10:17] Letana
May you and so many children like you
[10:21] Letana
never know about this world
that's so filled with pain.
[10:26] Letana
To ensure that happens,
[10:28] Letana
I'd even become a demon
and destroy this world...
[10:33] Letana
Oh...
[10:35] Letana
It's so cold.
[10:41] Spirit
Ma...
[10:43] Spirit
Mama...
[10:45] Tzveta
Say, Pesha...
[10:47] Tzveta
I'll protect all of you from this hell.
[10:53] Shy
Pepesha-san!
[10:55] Shy
What I just saw... Was that...
Pepesha-san's mom's memories?
[10:59] Kufufu
Did you see that, too, you pain in the butt?
[11:02] Kufufu
Tzveta-chan's unfortunate memories
that you can't even laugh at?
[11:06] Kufufu
And now, quiz time!
[11:08] Kufufu
Here!
SIGN Pain in the Butt
[11:10] Kufufu
Will the heroes be able to
make Tzveta-chan smile?
[11:18] Kufufu
Welp, too bad! You're out of time!
[11:20] Kufufu
You can explody now!
SIGN Pain in the Butt
[11:23] Shy
I-I should've expected that!
[11:28] Spirit
Are you... really Mama? Really?
[11:32] Tzveta
Yes. The Mama you hate.
[11:36] Tzveta
You loathed me, didn't you?
[11:39] Tzveta
Because I couldn't make you happy.
[11:43] Spirit
Why... Why would you say that?
[11:47] Tzveta
But that's fine.
[11:49] Tzveta
Even if my flesh goes up in flames,
[11:51] Tzveta
I just wish for your happiness...
[11:54] Spirit
She's wrong. I have to tell her.
[11:58] Tzveta
I'll even embrace all the
hatred in this world...
[12:01] Spirit
I have to tell her. I...
[12:04] Tzveta
...and sing a lullaby.
[12:08] Spirit
Mama—
[12:15] Pepesha
I can't... My heart is already...
[12:19] Tzveta
Pesha. You don't need to suffer anymore.
[12:24] Tzveta
Suffering doesn't belong here.
[12:27] Tzveta
This place is what created
you as you are right now.
[12:31] Tzveta
The you that I ruined.
[12:34] Tzveta
Come now, Pesha. Don't cry.
[12:37] Tzveta
I'm truly happy...
[12:41] Tzveta
to see that you've become
so happy without me.
[12:49] Shy
You're wrong!
SIGN Pain in the Butt
[13:01] Kufufu
Huh? Where'd ya go?
[13:04] Shy
You're forgetting something very important!
[13:07] Shy
You have no idea just how precious
you are to Pepesha-san!
[13:12] Shy
The kindness you showed her...
continues to live in Spirit's heart!
[13:18] Pepesha
That's when I remembered a small
flame from a candle I'd seen once.
[13:26] Pepesha
The flame stood no chance
against the cold that day,
[13:30] Pepesha
so it was tiny and flickering...
[13:34] Pepesha
But even so, it was more than enough
to let me dream about tomorrow.
[13:38] Pepesha
That's how strong and warm it was.
[13:41] Shy
Your dark, frozen heart...
[13:46] Shy
I'm...
[13:47] Shy
going to light it back up!
[13:53] Shy
Shy.
SIGN Spirit
Real Name: Pepesha Andreanova
Nationality: Russian
Likes: Alcohol, bread
An airy hero who uses smoke.
[14:07] Tzveta
Warm flames...
[14:09] Tzveta
Flames you just want to cozy up to forever...
[14:15] Tzveta
But I don't need them anymore.
[14:19] Tzveta
Those flames won't reach anywhere.
[14:24] Tzveta
Now that my emotions and
memories have returned,
[14:27] Tzveta
my heart has been completed.
[14:33] Tzveta
My Amarariruku...
[14:40] Tzveta
is even bigger now!
[14:49] Tzveta
It'll continue to spread!
[14:54] Kufufu
Tzveta-chan's got wings now!
[14:57] Kufufu
Oh, crap, crap, crap, crap, crap...
[15:01] Pepesha
Her powers have grown even stronger?
[15:03] Tzveta
You cannot stop me.
[15:14] Pepesha
It's so cold... It's almost
enough to freeze even my lungs.
[15:23] Tzveta
Oh?
[15:28] Tzveta
You're so persistent.
[15:49] Tzveta
In that case...
[16:04] Tzveta
What? What's going on?
[16:12] Tzveta
My powers have definitely gotten stronger.
[16:18] Tzveta
So why is this child...
[16:37] Tzveta
Just who are you?
[16:42] Shy
All I can sense from your ice is loneliness.
[16:47] Shy
Your sad powers can't harm me.
[16:51] Tzveta
You foolish child!
[16:52] Tzveta
You think you can understand
my heart at all?!
[16:55] Shy
Of course I can, because
I'm very familiar with it.
[16:59] Shy
I've seen those tears before.
[17:03] Shy
Those tears...
[17:05] Shy
are the tears you cry when you harm
yourself for the sake of someone else.
[17:10] Shy
You're okay with being the only one to suffer.
[17:13] Shy
You're willing to sacrifice yourself...
[17:17] Shy
You've been ignoring how Pepesha-san
feels this whole time.
[17:21] Tzveta
Shut your mouth!
[17:25] Tzveta
You know nothing about me!
[17:27] Tzveta
Don't speak as though you do!
[17:29] Tzveta
I don't care what happens to me!
[17:33] Tzveta
I don't care if no one cares about me!
[17:35] Tzveta
I'll endure any pain for
the sake of the children!
[17:44] Shy
Pepesha-san!
[17:47] Shy
The reason Pepesha-san is here right now...
[17:49] Shy
is because of the love...
[17:52] Shy
she clearly inherited from you!
[17:56] Shy
The kind of love that, given
even the smallest opportunity,
[18:00] Shy
she shares with others!
[18:04] Shy
Her kind heart that allows
her to care for others!
[18:07] Shy
She inherited that from you!
[18:12] Shy
It's because she admired you so much
[18:15] Shy
that she became a world-saving hero!
[18:17] Tzveta
That can't be.
[18:20] Tzveta
I couldn't do anything for Pesha.
[18:25] Tzveta
That's why I'm here right now...
[18:28] Tzveta
So that no more failures
like myself are born!
[18:32] Shy
You're just scared.
[18:34] Shy
You keep saying that you don't
care what happens to you...
[18:39] Shy
But no person is okay with not being loved!
[18:42] Shy
You're...
[18:43] Tzveta
I don't need any of that!
[18:56] Pepesha
Teru-chan...
[18:58] Pepesha
Why are you so...
[19:02] Shy
Spirit.
[19:18] Shy
It'll be okay.
[19:19] Shy
I promise.
[19:22] Shy
So please, tell her properly.
[19:24] Shy
Actually use your words.
[19:28] Shy
I'll help take on some of the pain.
[19:32] Shy
So please... Tell her how you really feel.
[19:38] Tzveta
I won't let you get in the way!
[19:46] Tzveta
This is all for my ideals!
[19:50] Pepesha
Watching Teru-chan reminds me of my old self.
[19:55] Tzveta
For the children!
[20:02] Pepesha
That's why I could never leave her alone,
[20:04] Pepesha
and always intended to give
her the push that she needed.
[20:08] Pepesha
But... But you're actually...
[20:34] Pepesha
I couldn't build up the courage.
[20:37] Pepesha
I was too scared of hurting you, Mama.
[20:40] Pepesha
Scared you might end up hating me.
[20:43] Pepesha
But back then...
[20:46] Pepesha
I should've told you how I really felt.
[20:52] Pepesha
Say, Mama... This is embarrassing
and really hard to say...
[20:58] Pepesha
But will you do this with me?
[21:07] Spirit
My first ever...
[21:09] Spirit
all-out fight between
mother and daughter!
SIGN Extra
SIGN Blinkity
SIGN You're so much
cuter without
your hood,
Tzveta-chan!
SIGN Really?
Thanks.
SIGN You're too close...
SIGN What about you,
Kufufu-san?
SIGN You're so...
SIGN Staaaaare
SIGN You're so rowdy,
with or wihthout it.
SIGN I got a
compliment!
SIGN That wasn't
a compliment.
SIGN Whenever,
wherever
we are, doot
do do doo.
SIGN Whoosh...
SIGN Poik
SIGN We feel like
we're at Yosamite
Heaven's Gate.
SIGN Poik
SIGN Don't worry
about
tomorrow...
SIGN We're
still
useless!
SIGN Kufufu...
SIGN Kufufu...
SIGN Kufufufuuu
SIGN Gather...
SIGN Gather...
SIGN The end!
SIGN That was
a lovely
song.
SIGN Clap Clap