E19 - ~Everyone's Solitude~

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[00:02] Miracle
    The main event of the
    ADEN Seed is about to begin!
[00:05] Miracle
    And it's...
[00:07] Auris
    A unit battle!
[00:09] Miracle
    The ones who made it past the
    qualifiers will form units
[00:11] Miracle
    and compete to give us the best performance!
[00:13] Miracle
    And the ADEN culture festival
    is going on at the same time!
[00:17] Miracle
    There have been some incredible shows!
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[00:21] Miracle
    I did a lot of collab shows myself.
[00:24] Miracle
    What collabs will I get to see today?
[00:26] Miracle
    I can't wait to find out!
[00:28] Miracle
    Wait... I have to do my best, too!
[02:02] Sign
    Everyone's Solitude
[02:02] Sign
    Everyone's Solitude
[02:08] (Flashback) Jessie
    I refuse to accept this.
[02:10] (Flashback) Jessie
    You can't leave BRT5!
[02:12] (Flashback) Jessie
    Or do the bonds between
    us mean nothing to you?
[02:16] (Flashback) Niska
    Listen to me. I...
[02:18] (Flashback) Jessie
    I'll... never forgive you for this!
[02:32] Niska
    It's done.
[02:35] Halle
    Check this out!
[02:37] Halle
    "The potential unit that
    everyone's watching!"
[02:39] Halle
    "Will these two be the ones who
    win the final battle?" it says.
[02:46] Halle
    They're at the top of the
    "Rising Stars" rankings!
[02:48] Ellie
    Oh, you're right.
[02:50] Halle
    Maybe Niska will team up with
    Miracle for the main event.
[02:53] Sarah
    I don't care.
[02:55] Halle
    You did a collab with her, too!
[02:58] Sarah
    I'm not forming a unit with her!
[03:01] Halle
    Yeah, you belong in BRT5, right?
[03:04] Ellie
    Are you worried?
[03:05] Quan/Jessie
    N-No way!
[03:09] Quan
    I'm just going to focus on improving myself.
[03:12] Ellie
    You're right.
[03:13] Ellie
    The way you've been getting
    better is a sight to behold.
[03:17] Halle
    Yeah, right now you're Razor-Sharp Quan!
[03:21] Halle
    Right?
[03:22] Sarah
    But we can't have you getting
    satisfied with this.
[03:26] Quan
    Of course.
[03:27] Halle
    You agree, right Jessie?
[03:30] Halle
    It's like she's really a part of BRT5 now!
[03:39] Jessie
    You're nowhere near as good as Niska.
[03:51] Quan
    Jessie!
[03:53] Jessie
    What?
[03:55] Quan
    Tell me...
[03:56] Quan
    What about me isn't as good as Niska?
[04:01] Jessie
    Everything!
[04:02] Jessie
    You'll never be a replacement for her.
[04:06] Jessie
    I'm still planning on bringing her back.
[04:09] Quan
    Are you going to see her?
[04:11] Jessie
    Yes.
[04:12] Quan
    Then...
[04:15] Quan
    May I go with you?
[04:18] Quan
    If I meet her, I might understand
    what it is I'm lacking!
[04:24] Quan
    Wait!
[04:33] Ximena
    Hey.
[04:35] Sofia
    What?
[04:36] Ximena
    How'd your collab with Riz go?
[04:38] Sofia
    It was fun.
[04:40] Ximena
    That's all?
[04:41] Sofia
    But there's somebody else I want
    to do a collab with right now!
[04:46] Ximena
    You mean...
[04:47] Sofia
    Chris.
[04:49] Ximena
    Oh.
[04:55] Ximena
    Hey, have you decided who you'll pick next?
[04:58] Zoe
    For what?
[04:59] Ximena
    Your collab partner!
[05:01] Zoe
    No.
[05:02] Ximena
    Then what are you going to do for
    your unit in the main event?
[05:06] Zoe
    There's still time before that starts.
[05:09] Ximena
    Then how about we...
[05:11] Sofia
    See you later.
[05:11] Ximena
    Oh, yeah.
[05:13] Zoe
    Bye.
[05:14] Ximena
    Uh, bye.
[05:17] Student
    Oh, Ximena!
[05:19] Ximena
    Hey, it's been forever! How've you been?
[05:22] Student
    I've been great!
[05:23] Student
    Hey, it's almost time for
    the main event, right?
[05:26] Student 2
    Score a win for our sakes too, okay?
[05:28] Ximena
    Sure thing!
[05:31] Riz
    Argh! I'm so frustrated!
[05:34] Noelle
    Yeah, we need to improve before
    we get to the main event.
[05:41] Chris
    Miracle, what's wrong?
[05:43] Chris
    Food poisoning?
[05:44] Miracle
    No...
[05:46] Miracle
    I was just wondering what Quan's up to.
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[05:54] Jessie
    Niska...
[05:58] Students
    So, have you decided who
    you'll be forming a unit with?
[06:02] Students
    I want to know, too.
[06:04] Jessie
    Isn't that...
[06:09] Ximena
    Unbelievable!
[06:12] Ximena
    You're Jessie from BRT5, right?
[06:14] Jessie
    Y-Yeah...
[06:15] Ximena
    I knew it!
[06:17] Ximena
    The real, I mean...
[06:17] Ximena
    You're so cute in the flesh...
    I mean, in the virtual flesh!
[06:22] Jessie
    Thanks...
[06:23] Ximena
    What are you doing here?
[06:25] Jessie
    Oh, um, personal stuff.
[06:28] Ximena
    Checking out the other units?
[06:29] Ximena
    Or scouting for a partner?
[06:31] Ximena
    Hey, hey, what are you doing?
[06:34] Ximena
    Are you just bored?
[06:36] Jessie
    I am not bored!
[06:38] Ximena
    Is there someplace you want to go?
[06:40] Ximena
    Or are you looking for something?
[06:42] Jessie
    I'm looking for someone.
[06:44] Ximena
    Looking for someone?
[06:45] Jessie
    Yeah.
[06:46] Ximena
    Then I'll help you look.
[06:49] Jessie
    Huh? Why?
[06:52] Ximena
    I'm sure you'll find them faster that way!
[06:55] Ximena
    Now come on, let's go!
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[07:06] Ximena
    Welp, we didn't find them.
[07:10] Jessie
    Oh, right...
[07:12] Jessie
    Why didn't I notice before?
[07:17] Ximena
    A-maz-ing!
[07:22] Ximena
    Hey, I don't think they're here either...
[07:35] Ximena
    Did the person you're
    looking for paint this?
[07:39] Jessie
    Yeah.
[07:40] Ximena
    It's fantastic!
[07:42] Ximena
    Like you're right there with it!
[07:43] Jessie
    But somehow I feel sad for it...
[07:47] Ximena
    We never did find them.
[07:51] Ximena
    Let's take a break.
[07:53] Jessie
    There's no time for that.
[07:55] Ximena
    Don't say that. Let's just go!
[07:57] Jessie
    Wait!
[08:01] Ximena
    Relax and give some virtual
    carp some virtual fish food.
[08:07] Jessie
    That painting...
[08:09] Jessie
    I think that wolf is Niska herself.
[08:14] Ximena
    Niska?
[08:15] Ximena
    The one who used to be in BRT5?!
[08:18] Jessie
    I still see her as a member, though.
[08:21] Ximena
    I see.
[08:23] Jessie
    BRT5 got its start with Ellie, Sarah and me.
[08:26] Jessie
    We called ourselves BRT3 back then.
[08:29] Jessie
    Then Halle and Niska joined
    and we became BRT5.
[08:34] Jessie
    Halle was an amazing artist,
    but Niska was special.
[08:38] Jessie
    When she became our leader,
    we started getting so much better.
[08:43] Jessie
    Her songs and her dances were both amazing.
[08:45] Jessie
    She was incredible to watch, not just
    for the audience, but for us as well.
[08:52] Jessie
    With Niska in the unit, BRT5 could
    become the greatest in the world.
[08:57] Jessie
    We all believed that, for real.
[09:00] Jessie
    But that day, Niska...
[09:04] (Flashback) Jessie
    What?
[09:06] (Flashback) Niska
    From now on, I want to be the
    person I've decided to be.
[09:10] (Flashback) Jessie
    I refuse to accept this.
[09:11] (Flashback) Jessie
    You can't leave BRT5!
[09:13] (Flashback) Jessie
    Or do the bonds between
    us mean nothing to you?
[09:17] (Flashback) Niska
    Listen to me. I...
[09:20] (Flashback) Jessie
    I'll... never forgive you for this!
[09:24] (Flashback) Niska
    Jessie...
[09:26] (Flashback) Jessie
    I want BRT5 to be the only thing you love.
[09:33] Jessie
    Niska could never give up on
    her dream of being a designer.
[09:39] Jessie
    So she left BRT5.
[09:41] Jessie
    She chose to leave a flock of
    sheep and become a lone wolf.
[09:45] Jessie
    She betrayed us... without even
    thinking about how I would feel!
[09:51] Ximena
    Did you tell her that?
[09:55] Ximena
    The way you feel, I mean.
[09:57] Jessie
    I couldn't tell her that!
[09:58] Jessie
    If she found out, I'd be
    so embarrassed I'd die!
[10:02] Ximena
    So do you plan to live the rest
    of your life without telling her?
[10:08] Ximena
    Don't you think you'll regret that?
[10:12] Ximena
    If it were me, I'd handle things better.
[10:16] Jessie
    I'm not like you.
[10:19] Ximena
    I think I've figured it out.
[10:21] Jessie
    Figured what out?
[10:22] Ximena
    It's not Niska.
[10:24] Ximena
    The one who's really
    lonely... is you, Jessie.
[10:27] Jessie
    You could never understand how I feel!
[10:29] Ximena
    Sure I could.
[10:30] Ximena
    Because I'm the same.
[10:33] Ximena
    I'm lonely, too.
[10:35] Jessie
    I don't believe that!
[10:36] Ximena
    We're the same, but we're opposites.
[10:39] Jessie
    What do you mean?
[10:40] Ximena
    I've never wanted to form
    a strong, deep connection.
[10:44] Ximena
    I mean, it'd hurt if that person
    ever betrayed you, right?
[10:48] Ximena
    But I'm scared to be alone...
[10:52] Ximena
    So I've always surrounded
    myself with a crowd.
[10:54] Ximena
    Surrounded by people who praise me.
[10:57] Ximena
    Without ever trying to have a strong,
    deep connection with anyone.
[11:02] Jessie
    Is there someone you really
    want to connect with?
[11:06] Jessie
    Yeah.
[11:08] Jessie
    So I want to invite them in a way
    that means they can't refuse.
[11:11] Jessie
    But I can't come up with a
    good idea for how to do that.
[11:15] Jessie
    Unbelievable!
[11:17] Jessie
    I'm out of virtual fish food!
[11:19] Jessie
    Didn't you just tell me you could
    solve my problems better than me?
[11:23] Jessie
    Sounds like you're a mess, too.
[11:25] Ximena
    See?
[11:26] Ximena
    So we are the same.
[11:29] Jessie
    Maybe we are!
[11:33] Ximena
    Hey, want to try it?
[11:34] Jessie
    Try what?
[11:36] Ximena
    A collab performance between
    people who are the same,
[11:40] Ximena
    but carry opposite kinds of loneliness!
[11:42] Ximena
    It may work out better than you think!
[11:45] Jessie
    Yeah, you're right.
[11:47] Ximena
    Really?
[11:48] Jessie
    But if you're going to do a collab with me,
[11:52] Jessie
    then it better not be a crappy performance!
[11:54] Ximena
    Okay, let's give it a try!
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[13:38] Jessie
    You're pretty good.
[13:39] Ximena
    Thanks. If I'm good,
    it's thanks to you, Jessie.
[13:44] (Flashback) Ximena
    Don't you think you'll regret that?
[13:48] Ximena
    If I don't tell them,
    I'll regret it forever, right?
[13:57] Sofia
    Ximena... huh?
[14:01] Jessie
    Thank you, Ximena.
[14:03] Jessie
    I've realized that I'll suffer much
    more if I never tell her and never get
[14:06] Jessie
    to connect with her again.
[14:07] Ximena
    Yeah, that's right.
[14:14] Jessie
    Niska, did you see that performance?
[14:18] Jessie
    I want to share with you
    how I'm feeling right now!
[14:21] Jessie
    So come... to the place we both remember!
[14:30] Jessie
    What are you doing here?
[14:32] Ximena
    I'm going to watch and make
    sure you're able to tell her.
[14:35] Jessie
    I'm not a kid!
[14:37] Jessie
    Niska!
[14:39] Niska
    I was just thinking that
    I had to talk to you, too.
[14:42] Niska
    Tell me how you're feeling right now.
[14:47] Ximena
    It's okay! Relax!
[14:50] Jessie
    I saw your painting.
[14:53] Niska
    I see.
[14:54] Jessie
    A wolf and sheep, loneliness and comrades...
[14:57] Jessie
    When I saw that painting,
    I thought of the wolf... of you...
[15:01] Jessie
    To be honest, I thought you both felt sad.
[15:04] Jessie
    Because you couldn't be with your comrades.
[15:06] Jessie
    But now...
[15:09] Niska
    Has that changed?
[15:10] Jessie
    You're noble. And beautiful.
[15:14] Jessie
    Like that wolf. That's what I think.
[15:18] Jessie
    I'll be honest!
[15:20] Jessie
    That day, I tried to stop you because...
[15:23] Jessie
    If BRT5 disbanded,
    if I couldn't sing anymore...
[15:31] Niska
    Tell me.
[15:34] Jessie
    Then no one would pay
    attention to me at all.
[15:38] Jessie
    And that scared me...
[15:43] Jessie
    "Why doesn't Niska understand how I feel?"
[15:48] Jessie
    "Why won't she listen to me?"
[15:52] Jessie
    That's what I was thinking.
[15:56] Niska
    Yeah.
[15:58] Jessie
    I got so scared when you left.
[16:02] Jessie
    I couldn't help myself.
[16:04] Niska
    Yeah.
[16:06] Jessie
    If only you'd stayed, I wouldn't
    have had to suffer like that...
[16:11] Jessie
    That's why I told myself
    I could never forgive you.
[16:16] Niska
    I see.
[16:18] Jessie
    But the person I'm really angry at is myself,
[16:21] Jessie
    for being so petty that I couldn't
    understand how you felt.
[16:27] Jessie
    To be honest, I still want you
    to quit being a designer.
[16:31] Jessie
    But that's not just because I want BRT5
    to be the greatest unit in the world.
[16:36] Jessie
    It's because I want to do
    more concerts with you!
[16:39] Jessie
    Because I loved the time I spent
    doing performances with you!
[16:43] Jessie
    I want to perform with you!
[16:50] Niska
    Jessie...
[16:53] Ximena
    Unbelievable!
[16:56] Ximena
    Bravo!
[16:57] Jessie
    Quiet...
[16:59] Niska
    The way I see it...
[17:01] Niska
    The sheep with their flock are happy,
[17:04] Niska
    but sometimes I want to be a lonely wolf.
[17:07] Niska
    The way I see it...
[17:09] Niska
    Only when you're alone can you
    find the time to truly improve.
[17:15] Jessie
    Yeah.
[17:16] Niska
    The way I see it...
[17:17] Niska
    Comrades and loneliness
    are light and darkness.
[17:20] Niska
    Only because there is darkness can you
    realize how wonderful the light really is.
[17:25] Jessie
    Niska...
[17:26] Niska
    And the way I see it...
[17:29] Niska
    The way you fought your fear
[17:31] Niska
    and tried to accept the ideas of
    someone who felt differently from you
[17:35] Niska
    makes you very beautiful.
[17:38] Jessie
    Th-That's...
[17:40] Jessie
    something I realized when
    I did my collab with Ximena.
[17:42] Jessie
    Her performance showed me a new world.
[17:48] Jessie
    I wondered if maybe you were trying to forge
    a path to a new world on your own, Niska.
[17:54] Jessie
    That you weren't obsessed with
    a single place, like I was.
[17:58] Jessie
    That you were trying to keep going forward.
[18:01] Jessie
    She helped me realize that.
[18:04] Niska
    I see.
[18:05] Jessie
    Yeah.
[18:06] Jessie
    I feel a lot better now.
[18:08] Niska
    Yes, I feel wonderful, too.
[18:11] Jessie
    Hey, Niska...
[18:15] Jessie
    I'm sorry.
[18:17] Niska
    So am I.
[18:19] Niska
    I'm sorry.
[18:21] Ximena
    I have to do my best, too!
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[20:05] Riz
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[20:06] Sign
    Chase After Quan!
[20:06] Sign
    Chase After Quan!
[20:07] Riz
    Chase After Quan!
[20:09] Miracle
    What's going on?
[20:12] Riz
    "I was just wondering
    what Quan's up to..."
[20:15] Riz
    That's what you said,
    and we're doing this for you!
[20:19] Miracle
    I didn't say it like that!
[20:22] Noelle
    "I was just wondering
    what Quan's up to..."
[20:26] Miracle
    Not you too, Noelle!
[20:28] Riz
    And as your master of all
    things data-related,
[20:31] Riz
    I've gathered info on where
    Quan's been appearing lately!
[20:34] Noelle
    Appearing? She's not a wild monkey!
[20:39] Riz
    The first sighting was at the ADEN
    Cultural Festival, "Cheer Up!"
[20:43] Riz
    Take a look!
[20:45] Miracle
    Where is she?
[20:47] Noelle
    Is Quan here?
[20:49] Miracle
    Where? Where?
[20:50] Miracle
    Where is Quan?
[20:51] Riz
    That's all!
[20:53] Miracle
    I hadn't found her yet, though!
[20:56] Riz
    And here's another sighting from the
    ADEN Cultural Festival, "Cheer Up!"
[21:02] Miracle
    Who are these people?
[21:03] Riz
    These girls posted online
    that they "ran into Quan,"
[21:08] Riz
    and "she seemed like she
    was looking for someone."
[21:12] Miracle
    Who was she looking for, I wonder?
[21:15] Riz
    And next up is this!
[21:17] Miracle
    Where is that?
[21:18] Riz
    The virtual design exhibition
    at the Culture Festival.
[21:21] Riz
    I have information that she was sighted
    looking at a painting of a wolf here.
[21:25] Miracle
    A painting of a wolf?
[21:27] Miracle
    What could that be?
[21:28] Noelle
    For the moment, she seems to just
    be enjoying the culture festival...
[21:32] Riz
    That's not true at all!
[21:34] Riz
    Next up is this!
[21:36] Miracle
    Oh! The aurora!
[21:38] Noelle
    What?
[21:39] Miracle
    Was Quan looking for Niska?
[21:44] Noelle
    Wait, tell me what's going on!
[21:47] Riz
    And now this.
[21:49] Miracle
    Where is this place?
[21:51] Riz
    I don't really know myself,
    but someone reported seeing Quan here!
[21:57] Riz
    And we're done!
[21:59] Miracle
    We didn't get to see Quan even once!
[22:03] Noelle
    Yeah, I wonder what she's up to!
[22:06] Miracle
    I'm sure she's working her best
    to level up as an artist!
[22:10] Riz
    Yup, yup, yup!
[22:10] Miracle
    That's what I believe!
[22:12] Noelle
    Yes, I'm sure you're right!
[22:14] Miracle
    I'll do my best, too!
[22:16] All
    Yeah!
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    Yay!
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[22:27] Sarah
    What?
[22:29] Ximena
    In this segment, I'll share with
    you all the different types
[22:32] Ximena
    of "Unbelievable!" I use in my daily life.
[22:36] Sarah
    All the different types
    of unbelievable? What?
[22:39] Ximena
    Lesson 1!
[22:40] Ximena
    I'm walking my dog and I happen to
     look up and see the sky's filled with UFOs!
[22:44] Ximena
    I shout "Unbelievable!" like this!
[22:46] Sarah
    Huh?
[22:47] Ximena
    Unbelievable!
[22:50] Sarah
    Okay.
[22:51] Ximena
    Lesson 2!
[22:52] Ximena
    I meet a moron whose stupidity defies
    comprehension, and shout "Unbelievable!"
[22:58] Sarah
    Does that ever happen?
[22:59] Ximena
    Unbelievable!
[23:02] Sarah
    How was that different from the last one?
[23:04] Ximena
    Lesson 3.
[23:06] Ximena
    I'm eating dinner with my
    beloved at a nice restaurant
[23:08] Ximena
    when I find an engagement ring
    in my piping-hot meat pie,
[23:12] Ximena
    and shout "Unbelievable!"
[23:14] Sarah
    Wouldn't that make the ring piping-hot, too?
[23:17] Ximena
    Unbelievable!
[23:20] Ximena
    How'd you like that one?
[23:21] Sarah
    They were all the same.
[23:23] Ximena
    No, no.
[23:24] Ximena
    Unbelievable.
[23:26] Sarah
    Just shut up.
[23:27] Ximena
    And remember, you're gonna see some
    unbelievable things at the VGAs!
[23:32] Ximena
    Bye!
[23:33] Ximena
    What's "unbelievable"
    is how forced that last part was.
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[23:37] Sofia
    The Cheer Up closing party
    looks like it'll be a lot of fun.
[23:41] Sofia
    Will she be there?
[23:44] Ximena
    Next time on Kizuna no Allele:
    "Where Flapping Wings Fly."
[23:48] Ximena
    Now, where do you want to go?