E13 - The Only One I Can Trust Is Myself
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[00:01] Sakiko
Then, this Sunday at 10AM,
the person assigned to you will call on you.
[00:05] Sakiko
Thank you for your time.
SIGN Clock Out
SIGN Clock In
SIGN Clock Out
[00:31] Yamada
Mutsumi-san, Sakiko-san is here to see you.
[00:36] Sakiko
I've already assembled the other members.
[00:39] Sakiko
You are the only one left.
[00:40] Mutsumi
I'll join.
[00:41] Sakiko
What?
[00:45] Sakiko
You understand there won't be any going back?
[00:48] Mutsumi
Yes.
[00:49] Mutsumi
Because you seem like you're
about to break apart, Sakiko.
[00:53] Sakiko
Well, it must be nice being you.
[00:58] Mutsumi
I'm sorr—
[00:58] Sakiko
You may keep your concern.
[01:01] Sakiko
The weak version of me...
[01:03] Sakiko
has already died.
[02:38] Taki
Five matcha parfaits.
[02:40] Soyo
Taki-chan, come and sit down, too.
[02:42] Taki
What?
[02:42] Tomori
Because it's our after-party.
[02:44] Rāna
Can I have it now?
[02:44] Taki
I can't really do that while I'm working.
[02:45] Anon
Wait! Wait!
[02:47] Taki
Rāna can have mine.
[02:48] Anon
No, that's yours Ricky.
[02:49] Soyo
Ririko-san says it's fine.
[02:53] Rāna
Can I have it now?
[02:54] Anon
Everyone is waiting, okay?
[02:57] Taki
This place is way too lax.
[03:00] Anon
Now, take up your glasses!
[03:02] Taki
Taking charge again?
[03:03] Anon
For our show the other day,
while we didn't have much time,
[03:06] Anon
we finished our costumes,
and we finished our new songs, so...
[03:08] Soyo
The ice cream is melting. Hurry it up.
[03:10] Anon
What?
[03:11] Anon
Then, go ahead, Tomori.
[03:12] Tomori
What?
[03:12] Anon
Just a few words. A salutation.
[03:14] Tomori
Um...
[03:17] Tomori
The performance lasted just a moment...
[03:20] Tomori
but the feelings from that moment,
the dazzling brilliance...
[03:24] Tomori
they still exist.
[03:26] Tomori
If we keep layering lots
and lots of moments like that...
[03:30] Tomori
I think it will become a lifetime.
[03:33] Rāna
Yeah, you're right.
[03:35] Taki
Tomori.
[03:37] Anon
Moment after moment becomes a lifetime, huh?
[03:40] Soyo
I can't really imagine it.
[03:42] Taki
Hey.
[03:43] Soyo
I mean, it's a whole lifetime!
[03:45] Soyo
Are you really planning
to play in a band until you die?
[03:47] Tomori
Yes.
[03:49] Soyo
I see.
[03:50] Soyo
Well then, everyone will need
to make sure they stay healthy.
[03:56] Anon
Okay, this one's yours, Ricky.
[03:58] Anon
Here you go, Tomorin!
[04:00] Taki
It's bitter.
[04:00] Taki
There's a crazy amount of matcha in this.
[04:02] Anon
They say matcha is good for your health!
SIGN #amomentbymomentlifetime
[04:09] Soyo
Anon-chan has already posted pictures.
[04:15] Taki
Okay, Tomori...
[04:17] Soyo
Taki-chan, I'll walk Tomori-chan home today.
[04:21] Taki
Huh?
[04:21] Tomori
See you later!
[04:23] Taki
Wait!
[04:24] Taki
What?
[04:33] Soyo
Tomori-chan, your place is
over there, right?
[04:38] Tomori
Yes.
[04:39] Soyo
When we all went to the studio together,
we'd always wait here for you.
[04:46] Soyo
Saki-chan would talk
about you the whole time.
[04:50] Soyo
She'd say things like, "This part
of Tomori's lyrics is really good,"
[04:53] Soyo
or, "I wonder if this
is what she means here."
[04:55] Soyo
To be honest, I didn't really understand.
[05:02] Soyo
The thing is, your lyrics...
[05:05] Soyo
I've never been very comfortable with them.
[05:07] Tomori
What?
[05:08] Soyo
How can I put it?
[05:09] Soyo
They're always so raw and open.
[05:11] Soyo
Saki-chan said that they
were your screams...
[05:16] Soyo
but I think that they
were probably my screams, too.
[05:22] Soyo
It's taken me a really
long time to realize that.
[05:24] Soyo
When Saki-chan told me
that I'm self-centered...
[05:27] Soyo
I didn't understand right away.
[05:30] Soyo
She's right.
[05:31] Soyo
After all, until now,
I've never faced any of it.
[05:34] Soyo
I've always been so desperate
to be accepted by everyone around me.
[05:37] Soyo
But I'd wonder if trying to be nice to
people that way made me a hypocrite.
[05:41] Soyo
If I started thinking about it,
it made me feel like I was dying,
[05:44] Soyo
so I tried not to think.
[05:47] Soyo
And that's why...
[05:48] Soyo
Being in a band with you,
Tomori-chan, meant facing all of that.
[05:52] Soyo
It's pretty dangerous territory.
[05:55] Tomori
I, um...
[05:58] Soyo
See you later.
[05:59] Tomori
Soyo-chan!
[06:03] Soyo
I probably won't ever be
able to forget about CRYCHIC.
[06:09] Tomori
Yeah. Neither will I.
[06:15] TV
The battle among high school youths to
[06:17] TV
compete in this summer's
Koshien is about to begin!
[06:18] Yūji
Tomori, welcome home.
[06:20] Tomori
Thanks.
[06:20] TV
Competing in this year's Tokyo tournament...
[06:30] Anon
Are you going to the club room?
[06:54] Tomori
S-Saki-chan!
[07:02] Tomori
Saki-chan, here.
[07:09] Sakiko
I hope you'll be very happy.
[07:23] Anon
Oh, this is cute, isn't it?
It's like ice cream!
[07:26] Anon
Look, Tomorin!
[07:31] Anon
Tomorin, we still have some time
before Soyorin gets here, right?
SIGN Sky Forest
SIGN Animal Aquarium
[07:41] Anon
It really looks like they're
flying through the sky.
[07:49] Anon
Here.
[07:50] Anon
It's for you.
SIGN Bandages
SIGN They won't hurt at all!
[07:51] Anon
You've given me so many!
[07:53] Anon
Here!
[07:56] Anon
Maybe I'll get an annual pass, too.
[08:00] Tomori
It would be nice if we could
put bandages on our hearts, too.
[08:04] Anon
Right?
[08:06] Anon
Someone put one on mine for me.
[08:11] Anon
You comforted me before, right?
[08:13] Anon
Back when my middle
school classmates saw me.
[08:16] Tomori
Back then, I was so
caught up I forgot myself.
[08:19] Anon
And then there was the roof, too!
[08:20] Anon
That really hit me hard, too.
[08:23] Anon
And then there was—
[08:24] Tomori
Really, that many?
[08:25] Anon
Hey.
[08:26] Anon
I'm about to say something
cool, so just listen.
[08:27] Tomori
O-Okay.
[08:31] Anon
That thing.
[08:32] Anon
The doing the band our whole lives thing.
[08:34] Anon
I'm going to try giving it my best, too.
[08:37] Anon
A lifetime sounds totally absurd,
[08:39] Anon
but if it's just building moment on moment,
[08:41] Anon
then I thought that might just be possible.
[08:43] Anon
To be honest, I'm not confident about it,
and I might wail about it...
[08:47] Anon
but we just have to keep going,
even if we're lost, right?
[08:53] Anon
Huh? What's this?
[08:54] Tomori
I'm glad to be working with you.
[08:58] Anon
Tomorin, you're so cute!
[09:01] Anon
Let's give it our best.
[09:03] Tomori
Yes.
[09:04] Tomori
Thank you.
[09:07] announcement
That is the end of our
programming for today.
[09:11] announcement
There are stairs in the theater,
so please watch your step as you exit.
[09:17] Anon
Uh oh. There's a message from Ricky.
[09:21] Uika
Huh?
[09:22] Anon
Yikes, she's angry with us!
[09:23] Uika
Tomori-chan!
[09:25] Uika
We meet again.
[09:27] Tomori
What?
[09:28] Uika
You are Tomori-chan, aren't you?
[09:30] Uika
We met here before.
[09:33] (Flashback) Uika
When you sing, it feels like
it reaches people, right?
[09:37] Anon
Oh! You're Sumimi's Uik—
[09:39] Anon
I'm sorry.
[09:40] Anon
This is private time for you, right?
[09:41] Uika
It's fine.
[09:42] Uika
I'm happy that you've heard of Sumimi.
[09:44] Anon
You're so nice! That's really kind of you.
[09:48] Anon
What do I do? I'm so happy!
[09:50] Tomori
Ano-chan, do you know her?
[09:52] Anon
What?
[09:53] Anon
I told you about her before, remember?
[09:54] Anon
The first time we went to karaoke.
[09:58] Anon
Honestly.
[09:59] Uika
It's fine. I'm glad she's like this.
[10:01] Anon
Huh?
[10:02] Uika
Did it reach them?
[10:05] Tomori
Yes.
[10:06] Uika
I'm glad.
[10:07] Anon
Do you know each other?
[10:08] Uika
No, we just met briefly
at the planetarium before.
[10:11] Uika
Right?
[10:12] Uika
Are you in a band?
[10:13] Anon
Yeah. I play guitar.
[10:15] Uika
Tomori-chan, you, too?
[10:16] Tomori
I sing.
[10:17] Anon
We spell it m-y-g-o
instead of "maigo" for "MyGO!"
[10:20] Anon
It's good, right?
[10:21] Anon
It means that we should keep
moving forward even if we're lost.
[10:26] Uika
Do you mind if I follow you?
[10:28] Anon
What?!
[10:29] Uika
Can you show me a QR code?
[10:30] Anon
Oh, um, here!
[10:34] Uika
Well, bye, then!
[10:38] Anon
Was that a dream?
[10:39] Anon
You should have told me!
[10:41] Tomori
What?
[10:41] Anon
Oh, but you didn't know who Uika was, right?
[10:45] Anon
Huh?
[10:46] Anon
But Uika knew your name,
didn't she, Tomorin?
[10:51] Tomori
I don't think... I ever told her.
[11:01] Uika
To G Wave, please.
SIGN We're all going to work hard
at our first live event tomorrow!
[11:07] Uika
I thought so. She's from Saki-chan's...
SIGN Umiri-chan
SIGN Calling
[11:12] Uika
Hello?
[11:13] Umiri
Misumi-san, where are you right now?
[11:16] Umiri
Our run-through rehearsal
is in thirty minutes.
[11:18] Uika
I'm on my way now.
[11:19] Uika
I just went to look at the stars a little.
[11:22] Umiri
Stars?
SIGN #13 The Only One I Can Trust Is Myself
[11:40] Sakiko
Hello.
[11:42] staff A
Hello!
[11:43] Sakiko
Hello.
[11:44] staff B
Hello.
[11:47] Sakiko
I'm coming in.
[11:50] Umiri
Hello.
[11:51] Sakiko
Where is Yūtenji-san?
[11:52] Umiri
On the stage.
[11:53] Umiri
She said she wanted to check
on the state of the drums.
[11:56] Sakiko
I see. I will return shortly.
[12:00] Nyamu
Good morn-nyamu-nyamu!
[12:02] Nyamu
Today is Ave Mujica's debut live! No...
[12:05] Nyamu
It's the masquerade!
[12:07] Nyamu
I'm gonna wear a mask today,
so it'll be a rare chance to see me in one!
[12:10] Nyamu
My skin's in super good condition today.
[12:13] Sakiko
A livestream?
[12:15] Nyamu
Not a stream. A video.
[12:18] Sakiko
I believe I've told you that
personal recordings are forbidden.
[12:21] Nyamu
I'm telling you, it's better
to film this backstage stuff.
[12:24] Nyamu
If you regret it later, it'll be too—
[12:25] Sakiko
It is unnecessary.
[12:27] Sakiko
If we expose our true faces,
[12:28] Sakiko
the world of Ave Mujica
will come crashing down.
[12:31] Sakiko
While you are onstage, you are Amoris.
[12:33] Nyamu
Amoris, huh?
[12:37] Nyamu
Say, Oblivionis?
[12:39] Nyamu
Why'd you give me a name that means "love"?
[12:43] Nyamu
Hey!
[12:44] Sakiko
Will you delete the video you just recorded?
[12:46] Sakiko
If not, I cannot return this to you.
[12:49] Nyamu
All right, I will.
SIGN Green Room
[12:52] Nyamu
I thought I'd be able to meet Muuko's mama
and papa, though, you know?
[12:56] Nyamu
I really want to pay my respects,
so can I go to your house sometime soon?
[13:01] Nyamu
Huh? Muuko, are you listening?
[13:04] Uika
Nyamu-chan, I think maybe Mutsumi-chan
wants to practice her guitar.
[13:08] Nyamu
What?
[13:08] Nyamu
In that case, can I go to your place, Uiko?
[13:10] Uika
Sure, but...
[13:12] Nyamu
Yay!
[13:13] Uika
Why are you calling me "Uiko"?
[13:14] Nyamu
It makes names cuter
if you put "ko" on them, right?
[13:16] Nyamu
Uiko, Muuko, Umiko!
[13:20] Umiri
It's time, Nyamuko.
[13:22] Nyamu
I'm Nyamuchi!
[13:24] Umiri
So, you're the only one with a "chi"?
[13:31] Sakiko
Yes, then I'll be counting on you
for the performance.
[13:34] staff
Of course.
[13:36] Uika
Saki-chan!
[13:37] Uika
Thanks for all your hard work!
[13:38] Nyamu
You could just leave all that to the adults.
[13:40] Umiri
Since Togawa-san is the overall
director, she can't do that.
[13:44] Sakiko
Everyone, don't forget these.
[13:49] Sakiko
Feelings of impatience or regret...
Leave them all here.
[13:54] Sakiko
Once you're onstage,
the only thing you can believe in...
[13:57] Sakiko
is yourself.
[14:00] Sakiko
I won't spout platitudes like,
"Let's all have fun."
[14:04] Sakiko
After all, in the end,
we're just badgers in the same hole.
[14:07] Uika
Badgers?
[14:08] Umiri
Do you mean that we're
all accomplices in this?
[14:11] Nyamu
That's crazy.
[14:13] Sakiko
Now, let us go.
[14:17] Sakiko
Ave mujica.
[14:21] Uika
Alas my love you do me wrong
[14:26] Uika
To cast me off discourteously;
[14:32] Uika
For I have loved you so long
[14:37] Uika
Delighting in your company.
[14:43] Sakiko
You're very good at singing.
[14:47] Uika
It's a song a my friend likes.
[14:50] Sakiko
I see.
[14:51] Sakiko
You're going to the
masquerade, too, aren't you?
[14:53] Mutsumi
Onee-sama.
[14:54] Sakiko
This isn't good. The moon is already...
[14:58] Uika
Wait!
[15:14] Uika
What is this place?
[15:19] Nyamu
What's this? It seems
we have another new face.
[15:25] Umiri
She still carries a faint trace
of the scent of humanity.
[15:28] Uika
What?
[15:29] Nyamu
Until last night, they held you
in their arms as you fell asleep,
[15:31] Nyamu
but tonight, they're holding someone else.
[15:34] Nyamu
Humans are cruel.
[15:36] Nyamu
Say, shall I hold you instead?
[15:39] Sakiko
Stop that.
[15:40] Nyamu
But...
[15:41] Umiri
If she still smells of humanity,
there will be no one to receive her.
[15:44] Nyamu
Oh dear, but that puts us in a bind!
[15:46] Uika
Receive me?
[15:47] Sakiko
Oh, but isn't that why you came here?
[15:50] Uika
What?
[15:50] Nyamu
This place, you see,
[15:51] Nyamu
it's where dolls that have been
discarded by humans have gathered!
[15:55] Uika
Discarded... dolls?
[15:57] Umiri
Oh, are you the type
who has no self-awareness?
[15:59] Nyamu
Yes, that type!
[16:01] Nyamu
The ones spoken to by humans,
and so they think they're the same.
[16:05] Uika
You're saying that I'm a doll?
[16:07] Uika
But I'm alive!
[16:10] Uika
So are all of you!
[16:11] Sakiko
That's because the moon
tonight is a special one.
[16:17] Sakiko
Welcome to the Loft Moon.
[16:20] Sakiko
Under the light of this moon,
[16:22] Sakiko
we take on a fleeting
moment of life within us.
[16:25] Uika
But that's...
[16:27] Uika
I don't believe you.
[16:28] Sakiko
What is your name?
[16:31] Uika
I'm...
[16:32] Sakiko
You don't remember?
[16:35] Sakiko
Then who was your former owner?
[16:37] Sakiko
Oh, not owner. Friend, wasn't it?
[16:41] Umiri
It seems they haven't called
your name in quite a long while.
[16:45] Sakiko
It's better not to force
yourself to remember.
[16:48] Sakiko
They're likely to curse you
to death if you do.
[16:50] Uika
They wouldn't!
[16:51] Umiri
You can't say they wouldn't for certain.
[16:53] Uika
But they loved me so much!
[16:54] Nyamu
But they threw you away.
[16:57] Sakiko
Do you know what death is for a doll?
[17:01] Uika
To be thrown away?
[17:02] Nyamu
To be burned.
[17:03] Umiri
That's witches.
[17:04] Mutsumi
To not be loved.
[17:06] Sakiko
Yes, that is one death.
[17:09] Sakiko
But the most painful death...
[17:12] Sakiko
is to be forgotten completely!
[17:14] Uika
Am I dead?
[17:18] Uika
Is this place our grave?
[17:21] Sakiko
No, I told you, didn't I?
[17:24] Sakiko
We have a brief spark of life within us.
[17:28] Sakiko
We are resurrected!
[17:29] Sakiko
This is the moment we regain our rights!
[17:31] Mutsumi
And we wish our new friends every happiness.
[17:36] Sakiko
Now, before the masquerade begins,
[17:39] Sakiko
I shall bestow temporary names upon us.
[17:42] Sakiko
Mortis.
[17:43] Mutsumi
I do not fear death.
[17:45] Sakiko
Timoris.
[17:46] Umiri
I do not fear being afraid.
[17:49] Sakiko
Amoris.
[17:51] Nyamu
I do not fear love.
[17:54] Sakiko
Oblivionis.
[17:56] Sakiko
I do not fear being forgotten.
[17:59] Sakiko
Doloris!
[18:02] Uika
I do not fear sorrow.
[18:35] Uika
Welcome to Ave Mujica's world.
[18:59] Uika
In the irreversible chronicles of life,
we turn to the overview
[19:03] Uika
Strike the stake of death
[19:07] Uika
Smiling amiably, head cocked to one side
[19:12] Uika
These clownish dolls spin a story
[19:16] Uika
On a boat of the crescent moon
[19:18] Ave Mujica
La La La Lan
[19:20] Uika
Flowers of music
[19:21] Ave Mujica
La La La Lan
[19:23] Uika
Are torn to pieces and turned to stars
[19:26] Uika
I will corrupt you
[19:28] Ave Mujica
Memento mori
[19:28] Uika
Is it a binding spell?
[19:30] Ave Mujica
Memento mori
[19:30] Uika
Is it salvation?
[19:32] Ave Mujica
Right here
[19:32] Uika
Heart, I offer you to darkness...!
[19:39] Uika
Ave Musica... Turn miracles
into the everyday
[19:42] Ave Mujica
Fortuna
[19:43] Uika
Ave Musica... Let's show mercy
[19:46] Ave Mujica
Lacrima
[19:47] Uika
If you will take hold of this right hand...
[19:51] Uika
...for time unending
[19:52] Uika
With jet-black... pleasure...
[19:53] Ave Mujica
...charms...
[19:55] Ave Mujica
...holds you captive
[19:56] Uika
O... Newly born, destiny cries out
[20:11] Uika
From the joy of toying
with the heart muscle
[20:15] Uika
What I felt was a breath of life
[20:19] Uika
Tonight, once again,
the abyss rocks comfortably
[20:24] Uika
It will swallow you down completely
[20:28] Uika
Turn secrets into signposts
[20:30] Ave Mujica
La La La Lan
[20:31] Uika
A deliciously sweet spell
[20:33] Ave Mujica
La La La Lan
[20:35] Uika
Tangles around you like briars
[20:38] Uika
Saying that it won't let you go
[20:40] Uika
As though you're dancing
[20:40] Ave Mujica
Memento mori
[20:42] Ave Mujica
Memento mori
[20:42] Uika
As though you're atoning
[20:44] Ave Mujica
Right here
[20:44] Uika
Let's bind ourselves to song!
[20:48] Uika
Ave Musica... Invite the masked people
[20:52] Ave Mujica
Fortuna
[20:52] Uika
Ave Musica... To a world of peace
[20:56] Ave Mujica
Lacrima
[20:57] Uika
If you are offering up your past
[21:00] Ave Mujica
No matter what
[21:01] Uika
Then every single... and every single...
[21:03] Ave Mujica
...desire...
[21:04] Ave Mujica
...wish
[21:06] Uika
Sic... I'll grant them all for you
[21:36] Uika
Ave Musica... Fall, you'll fall
[21:39] Ave Mujica
Fortuna
[21:40] Uika
Ave Musica... To a place you
cannot return from
[21:44] Ave Mujica
Lacrima
[21:44] Uika
Don't worry, there's nothing to fear
[21:48] Ave Mujica
Trust yourself to me
[21:49] Uika
Let's begin... with you...
[21:50] Ave Mujica
...eternity...
[21:52] Ave Mujica
...my eternity
[21:53] Uika
Ave Musica... Turn miracles
into the everyday
[21:57] Ave Mujica
Fortuna
[21:57] Uika
Ave Musica... Let's show mercy
[22:01] Ave Mujica
Lacrima
[22:02] Uika
If you will take hold of this right hand...
[22:05] Uika
...for time unending
[22:06] Uika
With jet-black... pleasure
[22:07] Ave Mujica
...charms...
[22:09] Ave Mujica
...holds you captive
[22:10] Uika
O... Newly born, destiny cries out
[22:30] Nyamu
This is insane! We're already trending!
[22:33] Umiri
And we're first
in the browsing ranking, too.
[22:35] Uika
Good work out there.
[22:35] Nyamu; background
A press release?
[22:36] Uika
The people from the agency
complimented your guitar playing.
[22:36] Umiri; background
Yes. There was live-posting, too,
[22:39] Umiri; background
but it was more like people reporting.
[22:40] Mutsumi
Oh.
[22:41] Uika
You, too, Saki-chan!
[22:42] Sakiko
I've had cars prepared.
[22:44] Sakiko
Will you ride in them in groups of two?
[22:46] Nyamu
Sakiko, you already changed clothes?
[22:48] Nyamu
I thought we could take a picture!
[22:50] Sakiko
Yūtenji-san, please do not forget
that we are a masked band.
[22:53] Nyamu
For real?
[22:54] Umiri
What about you, Togawa-san?
[22:54] Sakiko
I'd like to cool this glow I feel,
so I'll return home via train.
[22:58] Uika
Then, so will I!
[22:59] Sakiko
Uika, if you do not maintain an awareness
that you are famous, it will cause us problems.
[23:03] Sakiko
Then, if you'll excuse me.
[23:04] Nyamu
What? But what about an after-party?
[23:06] Uika
We can do that next time I guess.
[23:34] Sakiko
I'm home... you rotten father.
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