E22 - Being Meltdown

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    If we return to the beta world line...
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    If we undo that first D-mail...
SIGN    Being Meltdown
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    You will die.
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    So, there you are.
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    If you keep lying there, you'll get heatstroke.
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    You sleep on the roof of the lab
    all the time, don't you?
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    Besides, it's cloudy now.
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    Did you see Mayuri?
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    Hashida said he couldn't find her at Comima...
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    Yeah.
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    I met up with her after that.
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    I see.
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    Hey, Okabe...
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    What?
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    All right.
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    Hey.
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    It's raining.
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    WTF?!
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    Why didn't you warn me earlier?
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    I'm soaked, down to my underwear...
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    I did tell you.
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    It's your fault, Christina, for not listen—
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    Y-You pervert!
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    I wasn't trying to look...
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    And it's your fault for wearing such thin clothes.
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    I'd forgotten you were such a pervert.
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    Who'd want to see your stick figure in the nude...
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    One more word, and I turn
    your neocortex into a flower pot!
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    What kind of threat is that?
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    Stay away from me!
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    What's that?
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    I got scratched somewhere,
    when I was looking for you...
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    Klutz!
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    I'm classified as a "mad scientist"...
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    Right, right!
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    You're so much trouble...
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    Hand that over.
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    I have a sewing kit on me.
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    I'll fix it up.
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    A sewing kit?
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    I consider myself more family-oriented
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    than most people.
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    Take it off.
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    Just to be clear,
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    it's dark, so don't expect too much.
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    And you can look forward to finding out,
    after we leave, what color thread I used.
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    Black, red, pink...
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    You have a 33% chance of each one.
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    I'll just pray it isn't pink.
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    Stay back.
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    Don't worry.
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    I'm not interested in that stick figure of yours...
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    I told you... A flower pot!
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    Jeez...
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    Where did you have to go,
    to rip your clothes like this?
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    Today, I went to the lab,
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    the laundry,
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    a walk.
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    And then to your hotel.
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    The hotel? You stopped by?
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    It's your fault.
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    You wouldn't answer my messages.
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    You weren't picking up your phone.
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    Were you worried about me...
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    As head of the lab,
    it's my job to keep track of my assistant.
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    It isn't done yet?
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    Almost...
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    Here!
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    That's cold. Hey!
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    Just put it on.
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    I'm not interested in the stick figure
    of a nude mad scientist.
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    It was probably around here, right?
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    The place I was stabbed...
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    How did you know?
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    The pain and despair were too real for a dream.
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    Kurisu. You can't mean...
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    I have hazy memories inside.
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    Weak, almost nonexistent memories...
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    Not just of being stabbed.
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    I remember you, too... hazily...
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    How desperate you were to save Mayuri.
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    How you kept pressing forward,
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    even hurt and all alone.
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    You haven't made it back to your original world,
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    but you've kept going,
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    kept calling her name,
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    kept crying...
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    Kept trying to save her.
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    Every time I see that face,
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    I think about how important she is to you...
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    And about whether it's possible for someone
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    to truly care for another person that much...
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    That's why I wanted to work with you.
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    That's why I wanted to help you.
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    Okabe, save Mayuri.
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    You must save her.
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    If we go to the beta world line, you'll die!
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    But it's the only way...
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    You know that better than anyone, right?
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    There's only one option.
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    You!
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    You're telling me to abandon you?
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    Is there another way?
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    I've been thinking about the following since yesterday...
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    "Isn't there some other way?"
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    "Isn't there something else we can do?"
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    But this time, I can't come up with anything...
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    Except going to the beta world line.
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    Okabe!
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    I refuse to accept this...
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    I won't give up!
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    I can't...
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    I can't abandon Kurisu.
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    I can't let her die and then keep living.
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    What would the point of that be?
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    I...
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    I...
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    You can run away...
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    You can run away, but that'll just make it worse!
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    Shut up!
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    No matter how many times you time leap,
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    you can't get past the 1% barrier!
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    We don't know until we try!
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    You'll just see Mayuri die!
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    Again...
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    It'll destroy you.
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    It won't...
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    How many times do you think I've watched her die?
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    I've seen it again...
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    And again and again and again
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    and again and again...
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    It won't destroy me...
    The number of times I see it doesn't matter!
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    Do you hear what you're saying?
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    Mayuri's going to suffer and die...
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    How can you say it doesn't matter?
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    If that doesn't affect you,
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    then your heart's already broken...
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    Just stop...
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    Or it really will break you.
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    I know.
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    I noticed it long ago.
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    No matter how many times Mayuri died,
    I stopped being surprised.
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    I'd gone numb without even knowing it.
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    Sometimes, I even waited before time leaping,
    just to see when she'd die.
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    At some point,
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    it just stopped affecting me.
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    Somewhere inside, I was calmly telling myself
    that I could do it over...
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    Save her...
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    If you don't, it will destroy you.
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    If you let her die, you'll regret it... I'm certain!
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    You and I have come this far,
    from the single wish to save her!
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    If we stop, we'll always regret it.
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    But if we save her...
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    You'll...
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    I'll just go back!
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    To the first world line, before the D-mail was sent!
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    That's what's best for me...
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    And it's what's best for you!
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    How many times have we fought,
    over these past twenty days?
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    We've made fun of each other.
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    We've talked about our problems.
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    When my back was against the wall,
    I turned to Kurisu.
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    Kurisu was the one who listened to me,
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    who believed me...
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    At eighteen, a genius with a
    published academic paper.
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    Always calm, always strong-willed.
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    Always so proud and nosy.
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    But always so kind and honest.
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    Her theories continually amazed me.
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    And I remembered everything she said.
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    Watched everything she did...
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    She wasn't just another lab member.
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    To me, Makise Kurisu was...
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    I can't save you...
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    I'm sorry.
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    Thank you.
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    For suffering so much for me...
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    Why was it you?
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    Why you?!
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    Hey, what does it mean to change world lines?
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    Maybe the second you go to the beta world line,
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    you'll just disappear from this world.
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    Or maybe you trade places with another Okabe.
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    That doesn't matter...
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    That's not true.
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    I'm not dead.
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    Even if I'm dead in the beta world line,
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    there's no guarantee that I'm going to die here!
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    There could be another me,
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    amidst all the other, infinite world lines.
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    And our minds are connected and comprise "me."
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    Don't you think that'd be wonderful?
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    You'd be everywhere, in every time, at once.
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    A great love for someone,
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    a great belief in something,
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    a great desire to pass on something...
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    If all those things surpass time itself and create "you,"
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    wouldn't that be wonderful?
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    So don't think of it as abandoning me.
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    Even if the world line changes,
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    as long as you don't forget me, I'm there.
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    So...
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    I will never forget you.
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    I won't forget the person I care for most.
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    Does that mean...
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    It's the truth.
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    H-How... It's so sudden...
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    I'm in love with you.
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    What about you?
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    What do you mean?
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    I want to hear your response.
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    How do you feel about me?
[14:08] ---
    You want to know?
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    Yeah.
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    Your face... Close your eyes.
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    Why?
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    Just do it!
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    I-I didn't want to do that, okay?
[14:51] ---
    But experiences, such as your first kiss,
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    that are stored in the hippocampus with your
    strong memories are harder to forget.
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    So...
[15:00] ---
    Too bad.
[15:02] ---
    That wasn't my first kiss.
[15:05] ---
    You bratty virgin!
[15:07] ---
    Shut up, virgin.
[15:09] ---
    My first kiss wasn't at all romantic.
[15:14] ---
    Anyway...
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    That last one only left a weak impression.
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    Once more.
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    I don't want to forget, not ever.
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    So I'll take extra care.
[15:25] ---
    Well, I guess that's okay.
[15:27] ---
    Just a kiss, right?
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    Time is passing so quickly...
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    Right now, I feel like complaining to Einstein.
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    You know, Okabe...
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    Whether time is slow or fast
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    depends on perception.
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    Relativity theory is so romantic.
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    And so sad.
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    Goodbye, then.
[16:09] ---
    Sure about not saying it to Mayuri and Daru?
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    Everyone seeing me off would just make it worse.
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    If it's only you,
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    I can leave Japan without any hesitation.
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    That was a joke.
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    It's a present.
[16:24] ---
    Take it.
[16:27] ---
    I don't want this...
[16:28] ---
    I upgraded it to version 2.67.
[16:32] ---
    What a pain.
[16:34] ---
    But I'll take it anyway.
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    Bye.
[16:45] ---
    Kurisu!
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    Right...
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    This is for you!
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    Where were you throwing that?
[16:59] ---
    Go get it.
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    Jeez...
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    Okabe...
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    I'm sure, whatever happens, you're going to suffer.
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    Only you will remember me,
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    in a world where no one else does.
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    More than anyone else, you care for your friends,
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    so that'll be painful for you.
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    I'm sorry.
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    But somehow, I'm glad you'll have that pain.
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    Those times when you're sitting around the lab...
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    When you drink a can of juice...
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    When you walk around town...
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    And someday, when you kiss someone.
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    It doesn't have to be every time...
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    It can be one time out of a hundred...
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    But I'd like you to remember me.
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    Because I'll be there...
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    I'll be there, beyond the 1% barrier!
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    Okabe...
[18:26] ---
    Okabe.
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    Okabe!
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    Oh, man.
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    Okarin, I found it.
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    This is it...
[18:43] ---
    This is totally it!
[18:45] ---
    If we delete this...
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    Mission complete.
[18:49] ---
    Okarin,
[18:50] ---
    are you okay?
[18:53] ---
    I'm fine...
[18:55] ---
    We now begin the final phase of Operation Verdandi!
[19:00] ---
    Our victory is nigh!
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    We have overcome all conspiracies...
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    Upholding our ideals to the last.
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    And finally, we have fought through
    the battle of Ragnarok!
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    I thank those who have worked so hard for me,
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    to ensure this victory!
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    I am grateful to all those I have had to sacrifice...
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    What comes now is the world I wished for!
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    This is all the choice of Steins Gate!
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    The world...
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    ...will be rebuilt!
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    Kurisu...
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    I'm sorry.
[19:48] ---
    Okabe!
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    Okabe...
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    I'm also...
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    Kurisu!
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    I'm also in...
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    Mayuri?
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    Who is Lab Member 004?
[20:22] ---
    004?
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    There isn't an 004.
[20:34] ---
    Now the battle of Ragnarok has ended!
[20:39] ---
    I, the mad scientist, Hououin Kyouma,
    have controlled time itself,
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    foiling the Organization and SERN's schemes,
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    and bringing about complete victory!
[20:50] ---
    The world's ruling structure has been reset!
[20:52] ---
    And a future of chaos awaits!
[20:55] ---
    This is the choice of Steins Gate!
[20:59] ---
    Okarin, it's all right.
[21:03] ---
    What are you saying?
[21:05] ---
    I've just issued a declaration of victory...
[21:07] ---
    You don't have to talk like that anymore.
[21:11] ---
    Mayushii is okay now.
[21:14] ---
    So you can cry for yourself, Okarin.
[21:23] ---
    We no longer need the Phone Microwave.
[21:25] ---
    Because of it, I met Kurisu.
[21:30] ---
    But because of it, so many were hurt...
[21:38] ---
    Just as Hououin Kyouma has died,
[21:40] ---
    the Phone Microwave should die, as well.
[21:44] ---
    Living should mean no do-overs...
[21:50] ---
    This is for the best. Right, Kurisu?
[23:00] ---
    Hello?
[23:01] ---
    Huh? Wh-Who's this?
[23:04] ---
    Dad?
[23:06] ---
    What?
[23:07] ---
    Okarin?
[23:08] ---
    Okarin, there's a mysterious girl
    who wants to talk to you!
[23:12] ---
    Who is this?
[23:13] ---
    Please come to the Radio Building's roof immediately!
[23:16] ---
    Who are you?
[23:17] ---
    I've come from the year 2036.
[23:20] ---
    I'm Hashida Itaru's daughter, Amane Suzuha!
[23:23] ---
    Suzuha?
[23:25] ---
    Wait!
[23:26] ---
    What are you doing here?
[23:28] ---
    Please believe what I'm about to tell you.
[23:31] ---
    You must stop World War III.