E13 - The Dawn After an Endless Night

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[01:33] ---
    I heard. I spoke to Sakuta
    on the phone last night.
[01:33] ---
    Kaede was able to go to school at night!
[01:36] ---
    He said she was going to school
    during the day today.
[01:39] ---
    He should still be home...
[01:41] ---
    SAKUTA
[01:49] ---
    What's wrong, Sakuta?
[01:51] ---
    I think Kaede's gotten her memories back.
[01:53] ---
    Really?
[01:54] ---
    I wouldn't make a mistake about that.
[01:57] ---
    Right...
[01:58] ---
    I plan on having her checked out
    at the hospital now. Can you come?
[02:02] ---
    Sure thing.
[02:05] ---
    She appears to have no recollection
    of the time when she had amnesia.
[02:10] ---
    For now, she can't quite
    understand the situation.
[02:13] ---
    But in time, she should start to hesitate
    about the gaps in her memory.
[02:18] ---
    Until things settle down,
    it'd be better to keep her here for observation.
[02:22] ---
    We are counting on you.
[02:26] ---
    I don't think there's anything wrong with me...
[02:29] ---
    You really are Kaede...
[02:34] ---
    What's wrong, Dad?
[02:36] ---
    No, this is...
[02:38] ---
    You're kinda making ME embarrassed...
[02:42] ---
    Right...
[02:43] ---
    It's nothing to cry over, really.
[02:47] ---
    Where are you going?
[02:48] ---
    Bathroom for a bit.
[03:16] ---
    Weren't you going to go see pandas again!?
[03:20] ---
    You said you'd get your money's worth
    from the annual pass!
[03:25] ---
    You said you could go to school tomorrow...
[03:27] ---
    You said you could...
[03:31] ---
    Kaede said that to me!
[03:39] ---
    Gimme a break... Gimme a break!
[03:43] ---
    Give me a break!
[03:44] ---
    What the hell is this!?
    What the hell is all this!?
[03:51] ---
    You'll be all right, Sakuta-kun.
[03:55] ---
    Shoko-san...
[03:57] ---
    Yes, it's me, Shoko-san.
[03:59] ---
    Since I've arrived,
    everything will be all right.
[04:08] ---
    I'm opening the door.
    It's only an accident if you're still changing.
[04:16] ---
    It will be a while before the bath is hot.
[04:19] ---
    If you stay like that, you'll catch a cold.
[04:24] ---
    Here. Hands up, like banzai.
[04:34] ---
    You're fine. It looks like the blood has clotted.
[04:38] ---
    Do you want me to take your pants
    and underwear off, too?
[04:41] ---
    I'll do it myself.
[04:46] ---
    I'll leave your change of clothes here.
[04:49] ---
    Shoko-san.
[04:50] ---
    What is it?
[04:52] ---
    I... couldn't do anything.
[04:55] ---
    I don't think that's the case.
[04:58] ---
    You put up a valiant effort.
[05:01] ---
    What would you know about this, Shoko-san...
[05:04] ---
    "I could have done more for Kaede."
[05:09] ---
    I can understand how
    you regret things like that, Sakuta-kun.
[05:13] ---
    Shoko-san can see through it all.
[05:16] ---
    Did Kaede hold a grudge against you?
[05:21] ---
    She loved you all along, didn't she?
[05:25] ---
    I could have done even more.
[05:29] ---
    You can do so at your next opportunity.
[05:32] ---
    There is no "next" for Kaede.
[05:35] ---
    With you like that, Sakuta-kun,
    I feel sorry for Kaede.
[05:40] ---
    This time around, she tried so hard
    so you wouldn't have any regrets.
[05:45] ---
    Kaede tried desperately to tell you
    that having you at her side was her happiness.
[05:53] ---
    If her feelings weren't reaching you,
    then I feel sorry for her.
[06:04] ---
    "November 5th. I've decided to
    start writing a diary from today on."
[06:09] ---
    "This is Kaede's diary.
    Big Brother gave me my name."
[06:14] ---
    "Big Brother bought this notebook
    and pen for me, too."
[06:18] ---
    "Kaede has a father, a mother, and a big brother.
    But, she doesn't really get it."
[06:24] ---
    "They say that Kaede has no memory."
[06:27] ---
    "The doctor said that it's amnesia
    stemming from dissociative disorder."
[06:31] ---
    "It sounds complicated."
[06:33] ---
    "Until recently, they say Kaede wasn't Kaede."
[06:37] ---
    "They told me that 'Kaede-san'
    was who Kaede used to be."
[06:41] ---
    But, Kaede knows nothing
    about this "Kaede-san".
[06:44] ---
    She's never met this person.
    It really is complicated.
[06:50] ---
    December 10th.
    Mother and Father look awfully pained.
[06:55] ---
    Father spoke to the doctor the entire time.
[06:59] ---
    Over and over, hee kept asking the doctor,
    "When will she be better?"
[07:03] ---
    Does Kaede have an illness?
[07:07] ---
    If Kaede-san's memories return,
    what will happen to Kaede?
[07:11] ---
    Where will Kaede go?
[07:15] ---
    Thinking about it made her scared,
    and she cried.
[07:20] ---
    March 7th.
    It's decided that Kaede will be moving.
[07:24] ---
    Big Brother said that Kaede can choose
    which things she wants to bring with her.
[07:29] ---
    She is a bit uneasy of all the things
    that are in Kaede-san's room.
[07:33] ---
    She decided to bring the bookshelf
    and books, at the least.
[07:37] ---
    Kaede-san has collected a lot of books.
[07:41] ---
    Nasuno will be moving with us.
[07:43] ---
    We have arrived at our new home.
[07:46] ---
    Someday, when Kaede is all healed,
    Kaede-san is sure to return.
[07:50] ---
    So, in this new home, for the sake
    of Big Brother who let Kaede be Kaede,
[07:53] ---
    KAEDE AZUSAGAWA
[07:56] ---
    she will do her best
    to be a good little sister.
[08:00] ---
    Big Brother is entering high school this spring.
[08:03] ---
    He will be attending Minegahara High School.
[08:07] ---
    Big Brother has started a part-time job.
[08:10] ---
    He will be coming home late from now on.
[08:12] ---
    It feels a bit lonely, but she must
    try hard staying home with Nasuno.
[08:17] ---
    Big Brother bought a panda DVD
    with his first paycheck.
[08:23] ---
    Pandas are wonderful.
    They have a healing effect.
[08:26] ---
    Can you believe it?
    Big Brother has a new girlfriend!
[08:29] ---
    Impossible! But it's true!
[08:32] ---
    Mai-san is a wonderful person.
[08:34] ---
    She is a popular person,
    who even appears on TV.
[08:37] ---
    August 2nd.
[08:38] ---
    Big Brother's friend will be
    staying with us starting today.
[08:41] ---
    Her name is Rio Futaba.
[08:43] ---
    September 2nd.
[08:45] ---
    Big Brother has become a delinquent.
[08:47] ---
    But not exactly. Nodoka-san turned out
    to be Mai-san's little sister.
[08:52] ---
    "There is something that even Kaede knows."
[08:55] ---
    "Big Brother has always been regretting."
[08:58] ---
    "When Kaede was bullied and felt pain,
[09:00] ---
    he regretted being unable
    to do anything to help her."
[09:05] ---
    "Kaede can tell.
    If Kaede were to disappear like this,
[09:09] ---
    she's sure that Big Brother will regret it again
    and will say, 'I couldn't do anything for her.'"
[09:15] ---
    "So..."
[09:17] ---
    So, Kaede decided to set goals.
[09:20] ---
    They're goals to achieve with Big Brother.
[09:24] ---
    Even after Kaede is gone,
    she doesn't want Big Brother to have regrets.
[09:29] ---
    Kaede wants him to hold his head high,
    knowing he granted many of her dreams.
[09:34] ---
    Instead of sad ones,
[09:35] ---
    she'd like to leave behind memories
    that are fun, happy, and make you smile.
[09:41] ---
    Even after she's gone, Kaede will be happy
    if Big Brother smiles when he remembers her.
[09:49] ---
    That's why Kaede will try her best.
[09:52] ---
    Kaede doesn't think
    there'ss much time left for her.
[09:57] ---
    Please, just a little longer...
    Give Kaede some time.
[10:03] ---
    Thanks to Big Brother,
    Kaede was able to circle so many things.
[10:07] ---
    She was able to step outside,
    after being scared of it for so long.
[10:10] ---
    That deserves a flowery circle.
[10:12] ---
    She was able to visit Mai-san's place, too.
[10:15] ---
    She was able to ride the train, too.
[10:17] ---
    She had fun at the beach, too.
[10:19] ---
    She was even able to see the pandas.
[10:21] ---
    It was sort of cheating,
    but she was able to go to school, too.
[10:25] ---
    They're all thanks to Big Brother.
[10:27] ---
    Big Brother has given Kaede
    so much happiness.
[10:32] ---
    Kaede is fortunate that she was
    Big Brother's little sister.
[10:35] ---
    She loves him now, has always loved him,
    and will always love him.
[10:39] ---
    Tomorrow, she will head to school
    during the day.
[10:45] ---
    You don't have to hold it back.
[10:47] ---
    I shouldn't be crying!
[10:49] ---
    If I cry here,
    I'll be betraying Kaede's feelings!
[10:53] ---
    Kaede tried so hard,
    what right do I have to ruin it all!?
[10:59] ---
    That sadness is another precious thing
    that Kaede has given you.
[11:05] ---
    That shows exactly how big Kaede's existence was.
[11:10] ---
    Sakuta-kun, you are the big brother...
[11:13] ---
    You must accept it all.
[11:35] ---
    NOVEMBER 28th
[11:50] ---
    It looks like Sakuta-kun is all right now,
    so Shoko-san will be going home.
[12:01] ---
    I look like crap...
[12:32] ---
    You have one message.
[12:35] ---
    November 27th, 10:05PM.
[12:40] ---
    It's me. Was Kaede able to go to school?
[12:43] ---
    I don't care how late. Give me a call.
[12:50] ---
    Sakuta?
[12:52] ---
    Good morning, Mai-san.
[12:54] ---
    Sorry about yesterday.
[12:56] ---
    So much happened before I went to sleep,
    I didn't notice you called.
[13:00] ---
    Oh, that's fine.
[13:02] ---
    What about Kaede?
    Was she able to go to school during the day?
[13:06] ---
    No, she couldn't go to school.
[13:09] ---
    She's in the hospital now.
    She has regained her old memories.
[13:14] ---
    But, she doesn't seem to remember anything
    about the past two years.
[13:19] ---
    Looks like I'll have to
    reintroduce you to her, Mai-san.
[13:23] ---
    Sakuta...
[13:25] ---
    Oh, but there's nothing to worry.
[13:27] ---
    She's fine physically,
[13:29] ---
    and she's in the hospital
    for checkup and monitoring.
[13:33] ---
    And are you all right, Sakuta?
[13:36] ---
    I was slightly confused myself yesterday,
[13:39] ---
    I was slightly confused myself yesterday,
    but I've calmed down a bit by morning.
[13:42] ---
    Mai-san, are you all ready now?
[13:45] ---
    Sorry, looks like my ride's here.
    I have to go now.
[13:48] ---
    Okay. We'll talk more later tonight, then.
[13:51] ---
    Please do your best with the filming.
[13:53] ---
    Okay. Later, then.
[14:03] ---
    What happened yesterday?
    You went to the bathroom and never came back.
[14:07] ---
    I had terrible diarrhea,
    and became friends with the toilet.
[14:11] ---
    Sheesh, so gross.
[14:13] ---
    Anyways, Kaede, do you like pandas?
[14:15] ---
    What's this so suddenly?
[14:17] ---
    You like them?
[14:18] ---
    I don't hate them.
[14:19] ---
    Well then, let's go see them
    once you're discharged.
[14:22] ---
    That's fine, but you're not making any sense.
[14:25] ---
    I want to go see them. Bear with me.
[14:28] ---
    Instead of your sister, shouldn't you
    find a girlfriend and go with her?
[14:33] ---
    I already have a girlfriend.
[14:35] ---
    No way!
[14:36] ---
    I'll introduce you sometime, so brace yourself!
[14:41] ---
    Okay, actual take now!
[14:42] ---
    Take!
[14:45] ---
    Are you all right?
[14:47] ---
    Huh?
[14:48] ---
    I figured something happened
    with you and your boyfriend.
[14:50] ---
    I'm all right.
[14:53] ---
    In the end, Shoko-san has completely
    disappeared after that night.
[14:58] ---
    SHOKO MAKINOHARA
[14:58] ---
    My calls to the middle-school Makinohara
    haven't gone through, either.
[15:03] ---
    So, what exactly was Shoko-san's
    existence all about?
[15:07] ---
    Maybe "the older Shoko Makinohara"
    never existed to begin with?
[15:13] ---
    No, that's just impossible.
[15:15] ---
    But in reality, both two years ago and now,
    only you saw Shoko Makinohara.
[15:22] ---
    Nobody else was able to observe her, right?
[15:25] ---
    This talk about observation again?
[15:27] ---
    Or, we can think even more simply.
[15:30] ---
    She was merely an illusion you created.
    The fantasy of a rascal.
[15:36] ---
    DECEMBER 1st
[15:44] ---
    Is this also a fantasy?
[15:47] ---
    You're done filming the movie already?
[15:49] ---
    For today. I'm going back to Kanazawa
    on the first bullet train tomorrow morning.
[15:56] ---
    What? You're not happy?
[15:58] ---
    Of course I'm terribly,
    tremendously happy about this.
[16:01] ---
    Oh, I'll make some tea.
[16:02] ---
    I'll make the tea,
    so you go put some clothes on.
[16:06] ---
    You'll catch a cold.
[16:07] ---
    Okay.
[16:17] ---
    But I really was surprised.
[16:19] ---
    If you were coming back,
    you could have dropped me a line...
[16:23] ---
    Mai-san!
[16:25] ---
    What is the meaning of this?
[16:26] ---
    Th-That's, um...
[16:30] ---
    On the day Kaede's memory returned,
    Shoko-san suddenly reappeared.
[16:34] ---
    And she came over to our place,
    and cheered me up because I was depressed.
[16:40] ---
    I found that letter
    when I woke up the next morning.
[16:43] ---
    Oh, but Shoko-san didn't
    spend the night at our place...
[16:46] ---
    No, wait, I fell asleep
    before I realized what was going on,
[16:49] ---
    so I don't exactly know
    when Shoko-san left, either.
[16:52] ---
    Oh, but it's nothing, really!
    Rest assured, nothing suspicious happened...
[16:58] ---
    That night, I really cried myself to sleep...
[17:02] ---
    Enough.
[17:04] ---
    If you're all right, then all is well.
[17:07] ---
    Mai-san...
[17:08] ---
    But, I'm sorry.
[17:09] ---
    I'm still going to go back today.
[17:11] ---
    Eh? Wait, go back?
[17:13] ---
    To Kanazawa. The bullet trains are still running.
[17:19] ---
    Hold on a second, Mai-san!
[17:23] ---
    Mai-san...
[17:28] ---
    I can't do stuff like that for a while, okay?
[17:32] ---
    I'm sorry, Mai-san...
[17:34] ---
    I'm not dating you
    to hear those kinds of words, Sakuta.
[17:42] ---
    December 2nd
[17:44] ---
    What's wrong, Sakuta?
    Your eyes are dead.
[17:47] ---
    They're the same as usual.
[17:49] ---
    No, today they look especially dead.
[17:51] ---
    Senpai, if you're not feeling well,
    wouldn't it be better to just go home?
[17:55] ---
    No, I'm fine.
[17:57] ---
    Welcome...
[17:59] ---
    Argh! Senpai, whacha doin dere?
[18:04] ---
    What, you were waiting outside?
[18:06] ---
    We need to talk.
[18:08] ---
    Make it for another day.
    I'm hungry, and have stuff I need to think about.
[18:13] ---
    All you need to think about is Big Sister.
[18:16] ---
    Let me tell you that "stuff" is about Mai-san.
[18:19] ---
    Big Sister went out of her way
    to come back from Kanazawa.
[18:22] ---
    I'm telling you, Mai-san had a
    misunderstanding about Shoko-san.
[18:25] ---
    Huh? Do you seriously think that was it?
[18:28] ---
    Big Sister does have faith in you, Sakuta.
[18:31] ---
    If so...
[18:32] ---
    She came back because
    she was worried about you.
[18:34] ---
    You've had a rough time lately
    with all the stuff about Kaede,
[18:38] ---
    so she was trying to cheer you up
    by being at your side, even only for a while.
[18:42] ---
    Plus, today is her birthday to boot.
[18:45] ---
    Birthday?
[18:46] ---
    See? December 2nd!
[18:48] ---
    Wait, how can you not even know
    when her birthday is?
[18:52] ---
    Toyohama, lend me your phone.
[18:54] ---
    Huh? Big Sister is still on-site for the shoot today.
[18:56] ---
    Just give me the phone.
[18:58] ---
    What are you doing?
[18:59] ---
    I still have time...
[19:01] ---
    If I head out to Omiya, and catch a bullet train.
[19:03] ---
    - You're serious?
    - Of course.
[19:06] ---
    Call me when you get there.
[19:08] ---
    I'll casually ask Big Sister where she is for you!
[19:45] ---
    Why are you here, Sakuta?
[19:56] ---
    Nodoka was pretty persistent
    in contacting me, so I figured...
[19:59] ---
    She said she'd be casual.
[20:02] ---
    It must have cost you
    to come all the way here.
[20:05] ---
    Well, a little bit...
[20:07] ---
    And the train fare back?
[20:09] ---
    I might make it back
    if I don't hop on a bullet train.
[20:14] ---
    Ryoko-san, I'm terribly sorry about this...
[20:17] ---
    Can you see if there are any rooms open
    in the hotel the staff are staying at?
[20:21] ---
    I'll check for you.
[20:24] ---
    And?
[20:26] ---
    Well...
[20:29] ---
    For starters, happy birthday.
[20:34] ---
    You're late in saying that.
[20:36] ---
    You only have 15 minutes for your date.
[20:38] ---
    And, please get properly cheered up
    by your boyfriend.
[20:42] ---
    H-Hold on, Ryoko-san,
    don't say weird stuff like that.
[20:46] ---
    Come on, why are you smirking?
    Let's get going.
[20:53] ---
    So you were feeling down...
[20:56] ---
    You seem to be in good spirits.
[20:58] ---
    I was depressed all day myself, you know.
[21:03] ---
    Anyways, it's a bit cold...
[21:10] ---
    Didn't you say you couldn't do stuff
    like this for a while?
[21:14] ---
    It's fine since it's cold.
[21:16] ---
    Hurray for winter.
[21:19] ---
    Um... I really am sorry for everything.
[21:22] ---
    It's fine now, really.
[21:24] ---
    It's not fine. Let me apologize properly.
[21:27] ---
    You were worried about me and rushed back
    all the way from Kanazawa.
[21:32] ---
    I should properly apologize myself.
[21:35] ---
    I should be honest, since you
    came all the way out here to see me.
[21:41] ---
    I knew you needed someone to support you.
[21:45] ---
    It was just a slight shock
    that I wasn't that person.
[21:49] ---
    I think that's why yesterday...
[21:51] ---
    No, the day before yesterday now,
    I said what I said.
[21:57] ---
    Sakuta...
[22:00] ---
    I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you
    in your greatest time of need.
[22:06] ---
    Just you being here with me
    always makes me feel happy.
[22:11] ---
    But that means I'm not doing anything at all.
[22:13] ---
    And I think that's an amazing thing, you know?
[22:18] ---
    I want to be someone like that
    for you as well, Mai-san.
[22:22] ---
    Sakuta...
[22:24] ---
    What is it?
[22:25] ---
    Close your eyes.
[22:36] ---
    Sakuta...
[22:45] ---
    Owwww!
[22:46] ---
    That hurts, Mai-san! Wait, why!?
[22:48] ---
    I mean, this is the best reward
    I can give you, right?
[23:59] ---
    You know what?
[24:02] ---
    Thank you, Big Brother.
[24:05] ---
    No, I'm the one that has to thank you.
[24:08] ---
    Why are you thanking me?
[24:12] ---
    By the way, Kano said she wanted to
    drop by sometime. What do you want to do?
[24:16] ---
    Komi-chan did?
[24:17] ---
    Yeah.
[24:20] ---
    I want to see her.
[24:21] ---
    Then, I'll let her know you do.
    Anything else you want to do?
[24:25] ---
    Let's see...
[24:28] ---
    I want to go to school.
[24:31] ---
    I want to be able to go.
[24:33] ---
    You're not afraid anymore?
[24:35] ---
    I think I'll be all right. I mean...
[24:40] ---
    I'm not alone anymore.
[24:46] ---
    Shall we go?
[24:47] ---
    Yup!
[24:55] ---
    Nothing less from myself.
    Such a rascal.
[24:57] ---
    THANK YOU FOR WATCHING!