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E3 - I Don't Want to Die

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[00:05] L
    I'm sorry about Kirschblüte.
[01:52] H
    Here's the real pig
    that lives outside the Gran Mur!
SIGN    June 13th, Stellar Year 2148
[01:58] Theo
    That's not funny, Haruto.
[02:00] H
    Looks like that didn't go over well.
[02:02] H
    You're supposed to laugh.
[02:04] Daiya
    I don't think that was in the cards.
[02:07] Theo
    Where's Anju, anyway?
[02:10] Theo
    I need her to take my turn making dinner.
[02:13] Daiya
    She's on cleaning duty today.
[02:15] Theo
    You would know, huh, Daiya?
[02:17] Daiya
    All the other girls went, too.
[02:20] Haruto
    When was this?
[02:22] Daiya
    Right after breakfast, I think.
[02:24] Theo
    It's lunchtime.
[02:26] Daiya
    Yeah, it shouldn't take that long.
[02:29] H
    So they're bathing.
[02:31] H
    And right now, the river is...
[02:33] Both
    Heaven on earth!
[02:35] Daiya
    No, no! Absolutely not!
[02:37] Haruto
    Don't be such a stick in the mud!
[02:40] Haruto
    We might die tomorrow!
[02:43] Daiya
    You say that all the time, Haruto!
[02:45] Theo
    Got it. We won't look at Anju.
[02:48] Daiya
    No, you'll definitely see her!
[02:49] Daiya
    And that's not the issue.
[02:52] Daiya
    I'm not going!
[02:53] Daiya
    Absolutely not!
[02:55] Daiya
    Before we're each men and women,
    we're all staunch comrades!
[02:58] Daiya
    Staunch comrades!
[03:05] Girl
    It's so cold!
[03:08] Girl
    It feels so good!
[03:11] Kurena
    Kaie, what are you doing?
[03:14] Kurena
    Stop sitting there and join in the fun!
[03:16] Kaie
    I don't know. I think I can
     look sexy just fine over here.
[03:20] Kurena
    What are you talking about?
[03:21] Kaie
    You could look at this place as heaven.
[03:27] Anju
    Just join in the fun!
[03:29] All
    That's right!
[03:31] Kaie
    Is it okay for us to be
    out here having fun, anyway?
[03:34] Anju
    You're so serious sometimes, Kaie.
[03:38] Anju
    It's fine.
[03:39] Anju
    We cleaned up like we were supposed to.
[03:41] Mikuri
    And Shin knew we would do this
    when he gave the okay, right?
[03:43] Rekka
    Our captain does understand that,
[03:46] Rekka
    even if he never changes expression.
[03:50] Rekka
    Sorry, I should've realized!
[03:52] Rekka
    Both you and Shin don't have any duties today,
[03:55] Rekka
    so we should've given you
    an excuse to be alone!
[03:59] Kurena
    No!
[04:00] Kurena
    It's not like that!
[04:02] Myna
    What do you like about that guy?
    I can never tell what he's thinking.
[04:07] Kurena
    I said it's not like that!
[04:10] Anju
    What about you, Kaie?
[04:12] Kaie
    Shin? He's not bad, I guess.
[04:16] Kaie
    He's the silent type. Stoic. I like that.
[04:19] Kurena
    W-Wait! Kaie!
[04:21] Kaie
    I see. I see!
[04:22] Kaie
    If nobody else is interested,
    I can go after him myself, right?
[04:28] Kaie
    Maybe I'll try some traditional
    Eastern "yobai" tonight...
[04:34] Kurena
    K-Kaie!
[04:36] Kurena
    Um, well... I don't really care
    about Shin in the slightest, but...
[04:41] Kurena
    I don't think that's right.
[04:44] Kurena
    You know, an Eastern lady
    should be dignified and reserved, so...
[04:50] All
    You're so cute, Kurena!
[04:54] Kurena
    Stop it!
[04:58] Daiya
    How many times do I have to tell you guys?
[05:00] Daiya
    This isn't okay!
[05:03] Theo
    You're staring more than we are, Daiya.
[05:05] Haruto
    Why are you here, again?
[05:07] Daiya
    To keep an eye on you two!
[05:10] Theo
    Multiple targets... Ready!
[05:12] Haruto
    Fire!
[05:13] Daiya
    Are you insane?
[05:17] Daiya
    Ow!
[05:22] Daiya
    Hey... wait. Oh, no!
[05:31] Haruto
    Daiya...
[05:32] Theo
    You will be missed.
[05:34] Girls
    Die!
[05:35] Girls
    You pervert!
[05:36] Theo
    Stay out there!
[05:39] Anju
    So...
[05:41] Anju
    What is it, Daiya?
[05:44] Daiya
    You can say, "Are you okay?"
    in a cute voice, you know, Anju.
[05:50] Anju
    Oh, my. Are you okay, Daiya?
[05:53] Kaie
    The rest of you need to show yourselves, too!
[05:56] Theo
    Ow!
[05:58] Haruto
    Theo!
[06:01] Kurena
    So, what do you want?
[06:03] Theo
    Well, um... you know.
[06:06] Theo
    Right, Haruto?
[06:07] Haruto
    Right, Daiya?
[06:08] Daiya
    Me?
[06:10] Daiya
    Um, well...
[06:12] Daiya
    You know.
[06:12] Daiya
    There was something we wanted to ask you.
[06:14] Kurena
    Why didn't you just use your Para-RAID?
[06:17] Daiya
    Well, we wouldn't want to interrupt the fun
    you girls were having, right?
[06:22] Theo
    It'd be awkward if you were
     talking about romance, right?
[06:26] Haruto
    For example, if Kurena
    were saying, "I love Shin!"
[06:31] Myna
    She was just saying that.
[06:34] Mikuri
    I know!
[06:35] Mikuri
    Let's have her say that
    right before we think Shin will connect!
[06:38] Mikuri
    I can't wait to see the reaction!
[06:41] Rekka
    Kurena's reaction, you mean.
[06:42] Rekka
    You can't expect anything from Shin.
[06:44] Rekka
    That Reaper won't even raise an eyebrow.
[06:47] Rekka
    He's no fun at all!
[06:48] Kurena
    I did not say that!
[06:51] Kurena
    Stop it, guys!
[06:52] All
    You're so cute, Kurena!
[06:58] Kaie
    So, what did you want to ask us?
[07:02] Theo
    Well...
[07:03] Haruto
    Daiya?
[07:03] Daiya
    Me again?
[07:05] Daiya
    Well... um...
[07:10] Daiya
    What is "yobai"?
[07:12] Background
    I'm not telling you!
[07:14] Background
    I said sorry!
[07:15] Anju
    We need to retrieve the clean clothes.
[07:16] Background
    Where's Daiya?
[07:17] Background
    Over there!
[07:17] Background
    Daiya!
[07:18] Anju
    Hey Daiya, will you carry the wash for me?
[07:21] Anju
    Will you?
[07:27] L
    Um, is something wrong?
[07:29] S
    There was a rat. That's all.
[07:31] L
    A rat?
[07:32] S
    You can try harder than that.
[07:34] L
    There are rats?
[07:38] S
    There are.
[07:41] Daiya
    Kurena...
[07:44] Kurena
    Why does he talk
    with that woman every night?
[07:47] Kurena
    He should be spending that time
    with the rest of us.
[07:51] Kurena
    We might die tomorrow!
[07:53] Daiya
    It's just for now.
[07:55] Daiya
    The princess will stop calling eventually.
[07:58] Daiya
    They're both just killing time.
[08:01] Kurena
    But why even bother being nice
    to a white pig?
[08:04] Kurena
    Shin should just break her already.
[08:08] Daiya
    Shin doesn't want to break any of them.
[08:11] Daiya
    And could you tell that to Shin?
[08:14] Daiya
    You don't like her,
    so you want him to break her?
[08:18] Daiya
    Could you say that to him?
[08:21] Kurena
    I'm sorry.
[08:23] Kurena
    But I still hate her.
[08:25] Kurena
    Those white pigs killed my mom and dad.
[08:29] Kurena
    They used them as target practice, like garbage.
[08:32] Kurena
    All white pigs are scum.
[08:36] Kurena
    I'll never forgive any of them.
[08:44] L
    Really, Kirschblüte?
[08:46] Kaie
    Yeah. All these stars came falling down
    from the sky like rain.
[08:53] Kaie
    There were streaks of light
    across the whole sky.
[08:56] Kaie
    It was amazing.
[08:58] L
    There were really that many shooting stars?
[09:01] Kaie
    Yes, I couldn't count them all.
[09:04] Raiden
    A meteor shower?
[09:05] Raiden
    I've seen one of those, too.
[09:07] L
    Really?
[09:08] Raiden
    Yeah, but it was in the middle of a battlefield,
    where both my side and the enemy were annihilated,
[09:14] Raiden
    and there was only a single man beside me.
[09:16] Raiden
    Right, Undertaker?
[09:19] Anju
    Well, that's not very romantic.
[09:23] Raiden
    And to top it off,
    our Juggernauts all ran out of gas.
[09:26] Raiden
    Until Fido came back
    from wherever he went and found us,
[09:30] Raiden
    we couldn't even move.
[09:32] L
    Fido?
[09:33] Raiden
    Our dog.
[09:35] L
    You have a dog, too?
[09:37] Daiya
    It's a very unusual dog.
    It doesn't go, "woof." It goes, "beep.""
[09:42] L
    "Beep"?
[09:43] Raiden
    Nights on the battlefield
    are so dark that it's scary.
[09:49] Raiden
    And then these pale, silent lights began to fall
    from the sky, one after another.
[09:57] Raiden
    I remember I said something weird then,
    and it was the biggest mistake of my life.
[10:02] Haruto
    What did you say, show-off?
[10:04] Raiden
    I'm not telling.
[10:06] Raiden
    If the—
[10:06] S
    "If the last thing I see is this,"
[10:08] S
    "then maybe that's not so bad."
[10:14] Raiden
    Why did you have to tell her? Sheesh.
[10:17] Raiden
    He just snorted!
[10:20] Kaie
    I doubt we'll ever see something
    like that again.
[10:23] L
    I wish I could've seen
    that meteor shower, too...
[10:26] Kaie
    You couldn't see it where you are?
[10:28] L
    The lights in town don't shut off at night.
[10:31] L
    You can't really see the stars here.
[10:34] Kaie
    You're right, now that I think about it.
[10:38] Kaie
    Nights here are really dark.
[10:41] Kaie
    There aren't a lot of people here,
    and we're far from everything.
[10:45] Kaie
    And we shut off all the lights
    when we sleep.
[10:47] Kaie
    So the stars are usually out.
[10:50] Kaie
    That's one of the good things
    about this life, definitely.
[10:54] L
    One of the good things?
[10:55] Kaie
    Yes.
[10:59] L
    Kirschblüte, do you hate us?
[11:05] Kaie
    Well...
[11:07] Kaie
    Of course, it hurts being discriminated against,
    and it makes me mad.
[11:10] Kaie
    Life in the camps was hard.
[11:13] Kaie
    And I'll always be scared when I fight.
[11:16] Kaie
    So as for the people who forced this on us,
[11:19] Kaie
    and say it was okay since the Eighty-Six
     are livestock and not human...
[11:25] Kaie
    I can't bring myself to like them.
[11:27] L
    But...
[11:27] Kaie
    But I know that not all you Alba are bad.
[11:33] Kaie
    Just like how not all Eighty-Six are good.
[11:39] Kaie
    I was one of the rarer races
    among the Eighty-Six.
[11:44] Kaie
    A lot of stuff happened at the camps,
     and in my previous units.
[11:48] Kaie
    Of course, I wasn't the only one
    who experienced that.
[11:50] Kaie
    I'm sure that there are good Alba, too.
[11:53] Kaie
    Not that I've ever met any.
[11:56] Kaie
    But a few of my comrades have met them.
[11:58] Kaie
    So I understand that.
[12:01] Kaie
    So I won't hate you
    just because you're an Alba.
[12:04] L
    I see.
[12:06] L
    I need to thank them, then.
[12:12] Kaie
    Handler One.
[12:14] Kaie
    I'm taking a bit of an interest in you.
[12:16] L
    Really?
[12:18] Kaie
    Can I ask you something, then?
[12:22] L
    Yes, go ahead.
SIGN    June 13th, Stellar Year 2148
[12:30] A
    Why am I doing this, Lena?
[12:34] L
    I bought you lunch, right?
[12:35] A
    You'd better buy dinner as well,
    or it's not worth it.
[12:38] A
    What do you need a map for, anyway?
[12:41] L
    I want to send it to them.
[12:42] L
    They're fighting without any good maps.
[12:46] A
    You're bragging about them again?
[12:48] L
    Well, they're amazing.
[12:50] L
    They've been in more battles
    than the other units
[12:52] L
    in the past two weeks,
    and they still have zero casualties.
[12:55] A
    Yeah, amazing. Amazing.
[12:57] A
    But would it kill you to tell me
    about a guy who I can actually see?
[13:02] A
    I'm having an awful time.
    This new potential marriage partner...
[13:05] L
    Theobald?
[13:07] A
    How long ago was that guy?
[13:09] A
    Humbert!
[13:10] A
    His forehead goes up to here.
[13:12] A
    And he just won't give up.
[13:14] A
    I made a huge mistake giving him
    that handkerchief when we met.
[13:18] A
    He was sweaty all the way up to here.
[13:20] A
    It bothers you, right?
[13:21] L
    Yes, it does.
[13:23] L
    How do they know
    when the Legion are going to attack?
[13:28] A
    She's not listening at all.
[13:30] L
    It really is a mystery.
[13:31] L
    They're always ready to fight
    before the enemy even shows up.
[13:34] A
    Lena, don't get involved any deeper.
[13:37] A
    They're Eighty-Six.
[13:40] L
    Don't worry.
[13:41] L
    We're all humans.
    We have a relationship of trust.
[13:46] L
    What?
[13:49] L
    Are you okay?
[13:51] A
    I trust you, Major Milizé.
[13:54] A
    Here!
[13:56] L
    You found one!
[13:57] A
    You owe me dinner.
[13:58] L
    Thank you!
[14:00] L
    Now I can help them again.
[14:02] A
    You can't even see it.
[14:06] L
    Para-RAID, activate.
[14:09] L
    Synchronization target: Spearhead Processor.
[14:15] L
    Thank you all for your work today.
[14:18] S
    Thank you, Handler One.
[14:20] Daiya
    Hey there.
[14:22] Theo
    Thanks for your call, as always.
[14:24] L
    Undertaker. First, the arrival date for the resupply
    you requested the other day...
[14:34] L
    I'm sorry, but it's going
    to take a little while longer.
[14:39] L
    Is that a cat?
[14:41] L
    Yeah. We keep it at the barracks.
[14:43] Daiya
    I'm the one who found it, by the way.
[14:45] Daiya
    Right after I got here,
    it was crying in front of a house
[14:48] Daiya
    that'd been blown away by a tank round.
[14:51] Daiya
    Its parents and siblings got flattened,
    but it was just fine.
[14:55] Theo
    And for some reason, it's taken more of a liking
    to Undertaker than anyone.
[14:59] Anju
    He doesn't play with it at all.
[15:01] Anju
    It rubs up against him all the time,
    and he just pats it once in a while.
[15:06] Raiden
    I think it's more like
    it thinks he's a good bed.
[15:10] Raiden
    I mean... Just look at it right now.
[15:11] Kaie
    Yeah, it doesn't move when he's reading.
[15:14] Kaie
    It'll never get along with
    Black Dog, though. He's annoying.
[15:17] Daiya
    That's mean! And not fair!
[15:19] Daiya
    I demand you take that back!
[15:20] Daiya
    Boo! Boo!
[15:22] L
    What's its name?
[15:24] Raiden
    Blackie.
[15:25] Theo
    Whitey.
[15:25] Daiya
    Two-Tone.
[15:26] Anju
    Kitty.
[15:26] Kaie
    Shrimp.
[15:27] S
    Remarque.
[15:28] Theo
    Don't name it after the author of
    whatever book you're reading now.
[15:33] Theo
    And what are you even reading?
    You have such bad taste.
[15:36] L
    Um...
[15:38] L
    Are there are a lot of them?
[15:39] Theo
    Were you listening?
[15:41] Theo
    There's just one.
[15:43] Daiya
    It's a black cat with white paws.
[15:46] Daiya
    So it's called Blackie
    or Whitey or Two-Tone.
[15:49] Daiya
    It doesn't really have a particular name.
[15:51] Daiya
    Everybody just calls it whatever
    they feel like at the moment.
[15:55] Daiya
    Lately, it's started coming whenever
    you look at it and say something.
[15:59] L
    I see.
[16:01] L
    But why?
[16:05] L
    Um, is something wrong?
[16:08] S
    There was a rat. That's all.
[16:09] L
    A rat?
[16:10] L
    You have a dog, too?
[16:12] Daiya
    It's a very unusual dog.
[16:17] L
    I wish I could've seen
    that meteor shower, too...
[16:20] Kaie
    You couldn't see it where you are?
[16:22] L
    I need to thank them, then.
[16:27] Kaie
    Handler One.
[16:28] Kaie
    I'm taking a bit of an interest in you.
[16:31] L
    Really?
[16:32] Kaie
    Can I ask you something, then?
[16:36] L
    Yes, go ahead.
[16:38] Kaie
    Why do you care about us so much?
[16:45] L
    Well...
[16:47] L
    A long time ago, I was saved
    on the battlefield by a Processor.
[16:53] L
    He said to me,
[16:55] L
    "We are members of the Republic.
    We were born here and grew up here."
[16:59] L
    "It's a citizen's duty to protect his country.
    I'm proud to do it."
[17:02] L
    "That's why we fight."
[17:05] L
    I think we need to live up
    to the example set by his words.
[17:11] L
    We ask you to fight,
    but don't even watch you do it.
[17:14] L
    We don't try to know you.
[17:17] L
    That goes against what he said.
[17:20] L
    And it's terrible.
[17:22] Kaie
    Handler One.
[17:26] Kaie
    You're a virgin, aren't you?
[17:31] Kaie
    Sorry, I didn't mean to say that!
[17:33] Kaie
    I meant, "like a virgin"?
[17:35] Daiya
    That's not any better!
[17:35] Kaie
    I mean, um... like a young girl who thinks
    the whole world is made of fields of flowers...
[17:42] Kaie
    Like you have an untarnished, pure ideal.
[17:45] Kaie
    Um...
[17:46] Kaie
    What I wanted to say is...
[17:49] Kaie
    You're not a bad person.
[17:51] Kaie
    So I'm going to warn you.
[17:54] Kaie
    You aren't cut out for that job.
[17:57] Kaie
    And you shouldn't get involved with us.
[18:00] Kaie
    We're not fighting
    for noble reasons like those.
[18:04] Kaie
    So there's no need for you to talk to us.
[18:08] Kaie
    You should get someone else
    to take your place before you regret it.
SIGN    June 15th, Stellar Year 2148
[18:15] L
    Handler One to all units.
[18:17] L
    Enemy sighted on radar.
[18:19] L
    Enemy size is...
[18:20] S
    We're aware, Handler One.
[18:22] S
    We are prepared to engage at point 478.
[18:25] L
    Roger that, Undertaker.
[18:27] Kurena
    Undertaker, Gunslinger in position.
[18:30] Theo
    Laughing Fox to Undertaker.
[18:33] Theo
    Third Platoon in position.
[18:36] L
    Undertaker, please move Gunslinger 500
    from her present position. Direction 2 o'clock.
[18:42] L
    You can't see it where you are,
    but there's high ground there.
[18:45] L
    You can use the hill to provide cover,
[18:47] L
    and you'll have a wider view.
[18:49] S
    Confirming.
[18:50] S
    Gunslinger, can you see the point
    from where you are?
[18:53] Kurena
    Hang on.
[18:56] Kurena
    Yeah, it's there.
[18:57] Kurena
    I'll go.
[18:59] L
    You'll be in the opposite position
    from the First Platoon, your main attackers.
[19:04] L
    When you move from the suppressive fire
    phase to defeat in detail,
[19:06] L
    it should help camouflage your main unit's position
    at the start of the battle.
[19:09] Raiden
    A decoy, basically.
[19:11] Raiden
    You've got a voice like a little princess,
[19:13] Raiden
    but that's pretty impressive.
[19:14] L
    Löwes can't fire at an elevated angle.
[19:17] L
    They can't bombard her directly
    while she's there,
[19:20] L
    and when she shifts bombardment positions—
[19:21] Raiden
    Don't get the wrong idea.
[19:23] Raiden
    It's not a bad idea.
    Right, Gunslinger?
[19:26] Kurena
    I'll do anything, if it'll help the rest of us.
[19:29] Kurena
    Did you find a new map?
[19:32] Kurena
    That's helpful.
[19:34] L
    Should I send it later?
[19:36] Raiden
    Is that okay? Sending classified information
    such as a map to Eighty-Six.
[19:40] L
    I don't care.
[19:41] L
    What good is information
     if you don't use it?
[19:46] Raiden
    You think so, huh?
[19:48] L
    And you're not Eighty-Six.
[19:52] L
    At least, I've never called you—
[19:55] Raiden
    Right, right.
[19:56] Raiden
    Here they come.
[20:04] Kurena
    Target down.
[20:06] Kurena
    Fourth Platoon is moving.
[20:08] Lena
    What's that Löwe doing there?
[20:12] Lena
    Leukosia. I'll hit it from the left.
[20:15] Lena
    Back me up.
[20:16] Mikuri
    Roger, Kirschblüte.
[20:19] L
    Not that way! Kirschblüte!
[20:23] L
    Wetlands? Here?
[20:25] L
    I can't move.
[20:29] L
    No. I don't want to die.
[21:28] L
    Mission complete.
[21:30] L
    Good work, everyone.
[21:36] L
    I'm sorry about Kirschblüte.
[21:41] L
    If I'd only found the map sooner...
[21:45] L
    If I'd only done a better job...
[21:49] They
    "Sorry"? Sorry about what?
[21:53] They
    From your perspective,
    the deaths of a few Eighty-Six
[21:56] They
    are things you can forget
    by the time you go home for dinner.
[22:01] They
    Sure, we don't have much to do here,
[22:04] They
    so when nothing's going on,
    we can play along with this act where you say,
[22:07] They
    "I don't discriminate even if other people do.
    I don't treat you as pigs."
[22:11] They
    But we just lost one of our comrades.
[22:16] They
    Understand that we don't have time
    to deal with your hypocrisy now.
[22:21] L
    Hypocrisy?
[22:21] They
    Or what, did you think we don't care
    when one of our own dies?
[22:25] They
    Yeah, maybe you're right!
[22:27] They
    After all, we're not
    high-minded humans like you.
[22:31] They
    We're pigs, less than human!
[22:33] L
    N-No! I didn't—
[22:36] Theo
    Don't try to deny it!
[22:38] Theo
    You throw us out here on the battlefield
    and treat us like weapons,
[22:42] Theo
    while you get to watch from your
    warm and safe place inside the walls,
[22:47] Theo
    and it doesn't bother you at all!
[22:49] Theo
    If that's not treating us
    like pigs, what is?
[22:52] Theo
    You've never called us "Eighty-Six."
    But all that means is you've left it unsaid.
[22:57] Theo
    Do you think we're out here fighting
    because we want to?
[23:01] Theo
    You locked us out here! Forced us to fight!
[23:05] Theo
    You've caused the deaths of millions
    over the last nine years!
[23:08] Theo
    And you do nothing to stop it.
[23:10] Theo
    You think that if you just act nice
    and talk to us every day,
[23:12] Theo
    that counts as treating us
    as human, don't you?
[23:16] Theo
    You've never even asked us
    for our real names!
[23:36] ---
    "Real Name."