E5 - I Want to Connect, but I Can't Be Forgiven

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[00:09] Kazuki
    When I was five, Haruka was born.
[00:13] Kazuki
    I still remember the day Haruka came home.
[00:19] (Flashback) Dad
    You're a big brother, Kazuki.
[00:23] Kazuki
    That's right.
[00:24] Kazuki
    I'm a big brother.
[00:26] Kazuki
    No matter what, I'm going to protect Haruka.
[00:29] Kazuki
    But my happy little family abruptly ended.
[00:32] Kazuki
    During summer, when I was ten,
    my grandpa said on his death bed...
[00:36] (Flashback) Grandpa
    Your mother was a sloppy woman.
[00:42] Kazuki
    Why did my grandpa say that? I don't know.
[00:48] Kazuki
    There were just two things that were certain.
[00:51] Kazuki
    One was that I had a real mother.
[00:55] Kazuki
    The other is that I was taken
    away from that real mother.
[01:01] Kazuki
    My family wasn't my real family.
[01:05] Kazuki
    No, I was the only one who wasn't connected.
[01:06] (Flashback) Haruka
    Morning.
[01:08] (Flashback) Mom
    Morning, Haruka.
[01:09] (Flashback) Dad
    Morning.
[01:10] (Flashback) Haruka
    Kazu-chan...
[01:13] (Flashback) Haruka
    Morning.
[01:17] (Flashback) Kazuki
    Morning.
[01:19] Kazuki
    I didn't know what happiness
    smelled like anymore.
SIGN    Kaminari Gorogoro Kaikan
[02:57] Kazuki
    There it is.
[02:58] Kazuki
    Sara's car.
[02:59] Toi
    Dude, are you serious about this?
[03:02] Kazuki
    Of course.
[03:03] Kazuki
    I'm going to complete this mission,
     no matter what.
[03:07] Toi
    Why do you look so normal?
[03:11] Kazuki
    Oh, I'm going to dress
    up in the washroom later.
[03:13] Toi
    I don't mean that!
[03:16] Toi
    Why don't you say anything,
    even though you know about me now?
[03:20] Kazuki
    I'm not sure.
[03:22] Kazuki
    I was scared at first, too.
[03:25] Kazuki
    But I envied you.
[03:28] Kazuki
    A lot.
[03:29] Toi
    Huh?
[03:30] Toi
    You make no sense.
[03:32] Kazuki
    You're right.
[03:32] Kazuki
    Sorry.
[03:34] Kazuki
    I think I'm just being greedy.
[03:38] Kazuki
    Let's go.
[03:39] Kazuki
    First, we deal with the manager.
SIGN    Cleaning
SIGN    Waiting Room
SIGN    Azuma Sara-sama
SIGN    World of cucumbers
SIGN    All
SIGN    Videos
SIGN    Maps
SIGN    Shopping
SIGN    Images
[04:13] Toi
    Pardon me.
[04:17] Sara
    Cucumbers, dish!
[04:19] Toi
    We'd like to take some pictures for
    promotional purposes before the fan meet.
[04:24] Sara
    Got it, dish.
[04:27] Toi
    What the hell am I doing?
[04:31] Kazuki
    Good job, Kuji.
[04:38] Kazuki
    There we go.
[04:42] Haruka
    About that secret phrase we were talking
    about yesterday... I came up with a good one.
[04:47] Kazuki
    What is it?
[04:50] Haruka
    I'll say, "From the beginning to the end."
[04:54] Haruka
    And you'll reply,
    "We're connected in a big circle."
[04:59] Kazuki
    That's a lovely secret phrase, dish.
[05:02] Haruka
    It's a sign that we're connected.
[05:05] Kazuki
    Haruka and I are connected.
[05:08] Kazuki
    Even if it's not for real.
[05:11] Guy
    You'll be entering in order
     based on your tickets.
[05:13] Guy
    Please wait in line.
[05:15] Enta
    What are you looking at?
[05:16] Haruka
    Today's Lucky Selfie Fortune.
SIGN    Lucky Selfie Fortunes
SIGN    Once you can cut the peel off of an apple, you can start cooking, dish. There are only two types of people...
[05:19] Sara
    Morning!
[05:22] Enta
    You're about to meet the real deal.
[05:24] Enta
    You really do like Sara-chan, huh?
[05:26] Haruka
    Yeah.
[05:27] Haruka
    I love her.
SIGN    ...you can start cooking, dish. There are only two types of people in this world:
SIGN    Lucky Selfie Fortunes
SIGN    Asakusa
[05:29] Sara
    Today's lucky selfie item is...
SIGN    those who can cut the peel off an apple, and those who can't, dish. Once your thumb and the knife become one...
SIGN    Sachet
SIGN    Asakusa
    Sara
    TV
    
    
    Fortunes
[05:36] Sara
    Sachets, dish!
[05:39] Haruka
    Mom, what's a sachet?
[05:42] Mom
    It's a pouch that gives off a nice scent.
[05:45] Haruka
    A scent pouch?
[05:49] Enta
    I-Is Kazuki absent today?
[05:53] Mom
    Yes.
[05:53] Mom
    Kazu-kun left early in the morning.
[05:56] Enta
    I-I see.
[05:58] Enta
    What the hell are you doing, Kazuki?!
[05:59] Enta
    What if Haruka finds out?!
SIGN    Lucky Selfie Fortunes
SIGN    Asakusa
SIGN    ...two types of people in this world: those who can cut the peel off an apple, and those who can't, dish. Once your thumb and the knife become one, you can cut the peel off.
[06:02] Sara
    Another happy day.
[06:03] Sara
    Good Sarakku.
SIGN    Asakusa
     Suspicious
     Corpse
     Incident
    Investigation
     Headquarters
[06:06] Cop
    We've identified the body that
    was discovered early today.
SIGN    Nioino Fukuro
SIGN    Unemployed
[06:11] Cop
    Nioino Fukuro, 35 years old, unemployed.
[06:15] Cop
    He was arrested half a year ago
[06:15] [SONG]
    Sachet, sachet...
[06:16] Cop
    on suspicion on having been involved in the
    Asakusa Natural Treasure Sachet Incident.
[06:16] [SONG]
    Sachet, sachet...
[06:18] [SONG]
    Sachet, sachet...
[06:20] [SONG]
    Sachet, sachet...
[06:21] [SONG]
    But a case couldn't be established,
    and he was released.
[06:21] ---
    Otters! Lies! Lies!
[06:23] ---
    Gonna take them! Sachet, sachet!
[06:24] [SONG]
    We'll investigate as if it was a murder.
[06:24] ---
    The world is filled with lies, lies!
SIGN    Unemployed
SIGN    No unauthorized copying allowed
SIGN    He was arrested six months ago on suspicion on having been involved in the Asakusa Natural Treasure Sachet Incident. But a case couldn't be established, and he was released.
[06:26] ---
    Gonna take them! Sachet, sachet!
[06:29] [SONG] Reo
    We sniffed out that case.
[06:32] [SONG] Mabu
    That's yesterday's sachet.
SIGN    Yesterday's sachet
[06:35] Nioino
    This is one stinking unlawful arrest!
[06:39] (Flashback) Mabu
    To those for whom there's no beginning,
    no end, and no connecting...
[06:43] (Flashback) Reo
    We'll open this door for you.
SIGN    Extract
[06:48] (Flashback) Reo
    Desire?
[06:51] (Flashback) Reo
    Or love?
[06:54] (Flashback) Reo
    Desire extraction!
[07:03] [SONG] [SONG]
    Otters, soiya!
[07:09] [SONG] [SONG]
    Soiya! Soiya!
[07:12] [SONG] [SONG]
    Soiya! Soiya!
[07:14] [SONG] [SONG]
    Neutered dogs, bare your teeth
[07:21] [SONG] [SONG]
    Mere insects coasting through life,
    live passionately
[07:27] [SONG] [SONG]
    Don't let go of your desires!
[07:30] [SONG] [SONG]
    Don't let go of your desires!
[07:33] [SONG] [SONG]
    We've attained two fates
[07:40] [SONG] [SONG]
    We're all alike, one life form
[07:46] [SONG] [SONG]
    Wring out the desire!
[07:49] [SONG] [SONG]
    Wring out the desire!
[07:53] [SONG] [SONG]
    Otters, soiya! Soiya!
[07:56] [SONG] [SONG]
    Otters, soiya! Soiya!
[07:59] [SONG] [SONG]
    Otters, soiya!
[08:09] Reo
    Wring out...
[08:12] Mabu
    ...the desire.
[08:14] Toi
    Here we go.
[08:15] Toi
    Please.
[08:18] Sara
    This place looks like it
    could be in a suspense drama, dish.
[08:32] Toi
    I'll let you out as soon
    as the fan meet's over.
SIGN    No babies under 1 years old allowed in the bath. There have been multiple pooping incidents
SIGN    Bathing fee 700 yen
SIGN    Bath Entrance
SIGN    No piss-drunks or excessively dirty people.
SIGN    Bathing time is 90 minutes
[08:37] Toi
    If you want someone to blame,
     it's the other guy.
[08:39] Sara
    Escaped, just like that.
[08:42] Toi
    Huh?
[08:44] Toi
    What?! How did you get out?!
[08:55] Sara
    Escaped, just like that.
[09:01] Sara
    Escaped, just like that.
SIGN    Coin Lockers
[09:11] Sara
    Escaped, just like that.
[09:17] Toi
    What the hell?!
SIGN    Kaminari Gorogoro Kaikan
[09:21] Woman
    We hereby begin local idol
    Azuma Sara's fan meet.
SIGN    Azuma Sara Fan Meet
[09:28] Enta
    There's Sara-chan.
[09:32] Kazuki
    Good evening.
[09:33] Kazuki
    Azuma Saradish!
[09:36] Enta
    Kazuki!
[09:38] Enta
    Shit, Haruka's going to find out!
[09:40] Haruka
    It's Sara-chan!
[09:42] Haruka
    She's so cute!
[09:44] Guy
    I've been waiting for you, my grandkid!
[09:47] Enta
    They haven't caught on?!
[09:48] Kazuki
    I'm so happy you're here to see me today, dish.
[09:52] Kazuki
    I've been looking forward to seeing you, too...
[09:59] Kazuki
    Enta!
SIGN    Haruka...
SIGN    Haruka hasn't...
SIGN    Haruka hasn't found out!
[10:10] Haruka
    Sara-chan!
SIGN    "Kaisou"
[10:15] (Flashback) Text
    O Flashback
SIGN    X Seaweed
[10:18] (Flashback) Kazuki
    Were Mom and Dad angry?
[10:22] (Flashback) Haruka
    They weren't angry, but they were worried.
[10:24] (Flashback) Haruka
    They thought maybe you don't want to
    look the same as the rest of the family.
[10:29] (Flashback) Haruka
    Do you not want that?
[10:31] (Flashback) Kazuki
    That's not it.
[10:32] (Flashback) Kazuki
    I'm going to be in middle school soon.
[10:34] (Flashback) Kazuki
    I just want to move on from dressing
    up like my family. That's all.
[10:38] (Flashback) Haruka
    I see.
[10:40] (Flashback) Haruka
    You're so grown up.
[10:42] (Flashback) Haruka
    You know, though...
[10:45] (Flashback) Haruka
    Even if you wear different clothes,
    even if you grow up and we live apart...
[10:50] (Flashback) Haruka
    You and I are always connected in a big circle,
    from the beginning to the end.
[11:00] Haruka
    From the beginning to the end.
[11:03] Kazuki
    We're connected in a big circle.
[11:06] Haruka
    Thank you!
[11:08] Manager
    That Sara is an imposter!
[11:14] Haruka
    Imposter?
[11:15] Manager
    Where did you take my Sara?!
[11:19] Enta
    You exhibitionist pervert!
[11:21] Enta
    Sara-chan, look out!
[11:23] Haruka
    The Sara-chan here is real.
[11:26] Haruka
    She knew our secret phrase.
[11:29] Sara
    Huh? What's going on, dish?
[11:33] Haruka
    Two Sara-chans?
[11:36] Manager
    Sara! You're safe!
[11:39] Sara
    I took a quick walk, dish.
[11:43] Haruka
    From the beginning to the end!
[11:47] Haruka
    Our secret phrase!
[11:48] Haruka
    Yours and mine!
[11:50] Sara
    Who are you?
[11:53] Haruka
    This one's definitely the imposter!
[11:55] Haruka
    Right, Sara-chan?
[11:58] Manager
    Imposter!
[12:02] Haruka
    Kazu-chan?
[12:28] Haruka
    My...
[12:34] Enta
    Kazuki!
[12:36] Haruka
    Wait, Kazu-chan!
[12:49] Enta
    Kazuki...
[12:51] Kazuki
    It's over.
[12:53] Kazuki
    Everything I've done...
[12:56] Enta
    Kazuki...
[12:57] Toi
    So today turned out to
    be the day you're outed.
[13:02] Enta
    Kuji...
[13:03] Toi
    Secrets eventually get out.
[13:05] Toi
    Remember? It's happened to both of us.
SIGN    Kappa Plaza
[13:08] Toi
    We were idiots to begin with.
[13:10] Toi
    Did you honestly think you could hide it?
[13:13] Enta
    Lay off him!
[13:15] Toi
    Why are you acting like you're hurt?
[13:17] Toi
    You were the one who hurt your brother.
[13:19] Toi
    You're a victimizer.
[13:22] Enta
    You have no right to talk
    when you've killed a person!
[13:25] Toi
    Then you tell him!
[13:28] Toi
    You're his golden partner, aren't you?
[13:30] Toi
    Kick him in the ass! Wake him up!
[13:33] Kazuki
    I...
[13:34] Kazuki
    I hurt Haruka.
[13:36] Kazuki
    I decided I wouldn't hurt him any more.
[13:40] Kazuki
    But I've done it again.
[13:43] Keppi
    Desire extraction!
SIGN    Shirikodama
SIGN    Extraction
[13:54] Enta
    You should have given us a warning, Keppi.
[13:56] Keppi
    The kappa zombies show up after sundown.
[13:58] Keppi
    And I turn you into kappa.
[14:01] Keppi
    Is there a problem, kero?
[14:03] Toi
    What about that isn't a problem?
[14:05] Enta
    That's the thing it stole from Haruka, right?
SIGN    Azumabashi @ Field of Desires
[14:08] Enta
    The, uh...
[14:09] Enta
    You know, the...
SIGN    Sachet Zombie
[14:10] Keppi
    The object of the kappa zombie's
    desire is scent pouches, kero.
[14:15] Enta
    Yeah, that thing.
[14:16] Enta
    If it's important to Haruka,
    we should get it back.
SIGN    Kaminarimon
[14:30] [SONG] [SONG]
    There's something I have to take back
[14:35] [SONG] [SONG]
    Sachet! Sachet!
[14:36] [SONG] [SONG]
    Before the one I like finds out
[14:36] Zombie
    Sachet... Sachet...
[14:41] [SONG] [SONG]
    There's something I have to take back
[14:43] Zombie
    Nice smelling sachets...
[14:46] [SONG] [SONG]
    Sachet! Sachet!
[14:46] [SONG] [SONG]
    No one can find out...
[14:50] [SONG] [SONG]
    ...about this secret
[14:52] [SONG] [SONG]
    Go grab it!
[14:53] [SONG] [SONG]
    You and I are supposed to be connected
[14:57] Zombie
    You never forget scents!
[15:02] [SONG] [SONG]
    Desires!
[15:04] [SONG] [SONG]
    We have to find out the meaning of life
[15:10] Zombie
    I want to etch my girl's scent
    into my olfactory center!
[15:13] [SONG] [SONG]
    Burst!
[15:16] [SONG] [SONG]
    Swim through life and grasp the success
[15:21] [SONG] [SONG]
    You can believe it's love
[15:23] Zombie
    You're washing away the scent!
[15:26] [SONG] [SONG]
    Soul on a dish, stack your plates
[15:29] [SONG] [SONG]
    Catch the ball, yank it out
[15:30] Kazuki
    Just like that.
[15:32] [SONG] [SONG]
    Grant your wishes, Sarazanmai!
[15:33] Kazuki
    You can't find certainty
    in something you can't see!
[15:39] Zombie
    Smell!
SIGN    Butt
[15:42] Kazuki
    Got it!
SIGN    Butt
SIGN    ttuB
[15:53] Zombie
    Spicy...
[15:54] Kazuki
    I see.
[15:55] Kazuki
    He's been looking for the scent
    of someone special to him.
[15:59] Zombie
    My secret's gotten out!
[16:01] [SONG] Kazuki
    Sara!
[16:02] [SONG] Toi
    Sara!
[16:04] [SONG] Enta
    Sara!
[16:06] [SONG] Enta
    Sarazanmai!
SIGN    A
SIGN    Butt
SIGN    A
SIGN    Leak
[16:24] Voice
    Leaking.
SIGN    Leak
[16:27] Kazuki
    Haruka's words called me
    back to my real family.
[16:33] Kazuki
    But...
[16:39] (Flashback) Mom
    Kazuki!
[16:42] Kazuki
    That person, who I met for the first time,
    had a really nostalgic smell.
[16:48] Kazuki
    Why?
[16:49] Kazuki
    Why does Haruka have Mom's scent pouch?
[16:53] Kazuki
    No...
SIGN    Butt
[17:00] Zombie
    It's mine!
[17:07] Keppi
    I'm holding on to the Dish of Hope, since you
     couldn't defeat the kappa zombie, kero.
[17:12] Keppi
    I'm so pissed off I can boil
    tea on my belly! Fools!
[17:16] Keppi
    You're not returning to your human forms,
     either, of course, kero.
[17:19] ---
    What?!
[17:21] Kazuki
    I'm fine staying like this.
[17:24] Enta
    What are you talking about, Kazuki?
[17:26] Kazuki
    Haruka must have known.
[17:29] Kazuki
    That we aren't real brothers.
SIGN    "Kaisou"
[17:34] (Flashback) Text
    O Flashback
SIGN    X Seaweed
[17:36] Kazuki
    I was hesitant at first.
[17:38] Kazuki
    But the more I talked to her, the more
    I could feel that she was my mother.
[17:44] (Flashback) Mom
    I have a family that's about
    as precious to me as you are.
[17:50] (Flashback) Mom
    I'm selfish, aren't I?
[17:52] (Flashback) Mom
    But I couldn't help but want to meet you.
[18:02] (Flashback) Kazuki
    My family right now is important to me, too.
[18:05] (Flashback) Kazuki
    I have a super-cute younger brother.
[18:08] (Flashback) Mom
    Kazuki...
[18:11] (Flashback) Kazuki
    Let's keep this reunion our secret.
[18:15] (Flashback) Kazuki
    I'll see you off at the station tomorrow.
[18:17] (Flashback) Mom
    Okay.
[18:18] Kazuki
    I did the right thing.
[18:20] Kazuki
    I have a family that's more
    real than my biological family.
[18:37] (Flashback) Haruka
    Kazu-chan!
[18:44] (Flashback) Haruka
    Wait!
[18:45] (Flashback) Haruka
    Kazu-chan!
[18:47] (Flashback) Kazuki
    Haruka...
[18:48] (Flashback) Kazuki
    Why...
[18:49] (Flashback) Haruka
    Where are you going?
[18:51] (Flashback) Haruka
    I'm coming with you.
[18:53] (Flashback) Kazuki
    No.
[18:56] (Flashback) Haruka
    Why?
[18:57] (Flashback) Haruka
    Is it because I'm a bad boy?
[18:59] (Flashback) Kazuki
    I never said that.
[19:01] (Flashback) Haruka
    I'm sorry.
[19:03] (Flashback) Haruka
    I'm sorry.
[19:04] (Flashback) Haruka
    I'll be a good boy.
[19:06] (Flashback) Haruka
    Please don't leave me, Kazu-chan.
[19:09] (Flashback) Kazuki
    Shut up!
[19:16] (Flashback) Haruka
    Wait...
[19:20] (Flashback) Haruka
    Wait!
[19:21] (Flashback) Haruka
    Kazu-chan!
[19:35] (Flashback) Kazuki
    Haruka!
[19:41] Kazuki
    I regretted it so much.
[19:43] Kazuki
    Kuji's right.
[19:45] Kazuki
    I'm a victimizer.
[19:47] Kazuki
    Haruka will never walk again.
[19:50] Enta
    Still, like...
[19:52] Enta
    That wasn't just your fault.
[19:55] Kazuki
    That's what everyone said.
[19:57] Kazuki
    Mom, Dad, Haruka...
[20:00] Kazuki
    No one blamed me!
[20:02] Kazuki
    Even though I was the one who ruined it all!
SIGN    The Prince of the Kappa Kingdom
SIGN    Tea
[20:05] Kazuki
    That's why I decided to stay with my false
    family for the rest of my life.
[20:09] Kazuki
    And yet, those people...
[20:11] Kazuki
    They try to act like we're a real family.
[20:14] Kazuki
    Whenever I see Haruka's wheelchair,
     I can't breathe.
[20:18] Kazuki
    I quit soccer, but it wasn't enough.
[20:23] Kazuki
    I stole Nyantaro.
[20:26] Kazuki
    I became Sara to connect with Haruka.
[20:29] Kazuki
    It wasn't for Haruka. That's a lie.
[20:32] Kazuki
    I, I...
[20:36] Kazuki
    I deceived Haruka to protect myself.
[20:39] Kazuki
    I...
SIGN    I W a n t t o C o n n e c t,
SIGN    b u t I C a n ' t B e F o r g i v e n
[20:46] [SONG] ---
    Stand by me
[20:48] [SONG] ---
    Please
[20:50] [SONG] ---
    I don't know if I can become stronger
[20:57] [SONG] ---
    The rain washes away my tears
[21:02] [SONG] ---
    I want to be embraced by your warmth
[21:09] [SONG] ---
    The flickering lightbulb that's been neglected
[21:12] [SONG] ---
    One morning, it had quietly died
[21:15] [SONG] ---
    It's almost like you and me
[21:18] [SONG] ---
    Like the fleeting moment when
    we held our hands together
[21:21] [SONG] ---
    I sat with my arms around my knees
[21:26] [SONG] ---
    Thinking of the days long gone
[21:31] [SONG] ---
    Stand by me
[21:33] [SONG] ---
    Please
[21:36] [SONG] ---
    I don't know if I can become stronger
[21:42] [SONG] ---
    Even if you aren't here now
[21:47] [SONG] ---
    Please give me the courage to reach out
[21:53] [SONG] ---
    Stand by you
[21:55] [SONG] ---
    Please
[21:58] [SONG] ---
    I want to get rid of everything
[22:04] [SONG] ---
    The rain washes away my tears
[22:10] [SONG] ---
    I just want to be embraced by your warmth
[22:21] Reo
    I'm glad the last zombie was so tough.
[22:25] Mabu
    We can finally leave our post.
[22:29] Reo
    Maintenance, again?
[22:31] Mabu
    It's my lifeline, after all.
[22:35] Reo
    I'm not so sure.
[22:37] Reo
    You really just have a habit
    of chasing pleasure, don't you?
SIGN    For a kappa, a shower...
SIGN    ...makes his dish happy
[22:41] Mabu
    That's foolish.
[22:43] Mabu
    What's the point of prioritizing
    personal feelings?
[22:48] Reo
    You would...
[22:51] Reo
    never understand!
SIGN    This is a work of fiction. The names of the people and businesses that appear are products of the author's imagination.