E10 - Their Feelings

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[00:02] Lawrence
    Since we stayed with Miss Hazelita
    and the others for a while,
[00:06] Lawrence
    work certainly has piled up.
[00:07] Lawrence
    It's comforting to be in our usual
    surroundings after some time away, but...
SIGN    Laze...
[00:12] Cecilia
    Laze...
[00:13] Lawrence
    Things seem to be operating
    as usual over there, too.
[00:16] Cecilia
    Hazelita and Abel said
    they'd come see us soon,
[00:20] Cecilia
    so my heart is at peace.
[00:23] Lawrence
    Isn't it wonderful that you
    can still be together?
[00:26] Cecilia
    Yes!
[00:27] Lawrence
    While we were over there,
    you sat up straight most of the time.
[00:31] Lawrence
    so you should let
    yourself relax for a while.
[00:33] Cecilia
    I will!
[00:41] Cecilia
    Slide...
[00:42] Lawrence
    I'm not permitting quite
    that much relaxation.
[00:45] Cecilia
    Oh?
SIGN    Episode 10
SIGN    Their Feelings
[02:23] Cecilia
    Scones made by Lawren! It's been so long!
[02:27] Cecilia
    What's this?
[02:28] Cecilia
    There don't seem to be as many usual.
[02:30] Cecilia
    Oh, that's right.
[02:32] Cecilia
    It's because Abel and Hazelita aren't here.
[02:34] Lawrence
    I nearly made the usual number by mistake.
[02:38] Lawrence
    Looking at it like this...
    It is a little lonely, isn't it?
[02:41] Cecilia
    Yes.
[02:42] Cecilia; internal
    Now that I think about it,
[02:44] Cecilia; internal
    this means Lawren and I will be alone
    together for a while, doesn't it?
[02:48] Cecilia
    L-Lawren!
[02:50] Cecilia
    Until those two come here again,
[02:53] Cecilia
    it will be just the two of us
    in the house for a while, won't it?
[02:57] Lawrence
    That's how it's been up
    until very recently, isn't it?
[03:01] Cecilia; internal
    That's right.
[03:03] Cecilia; internal
    We've simply returned
    to the way things used to be.
[03:07] Cecilia; internal
    Originally, it was just us living here.
[03:12] Cecilia; internal
    The me who used to live alone together
    with Lawren was amazing!
[03:16] Cecilia; internal
    But the way Lawren fails to notice
    anything makes him the most amazing of all.
[03:23] Cecilia; internal
    For a little while,
[03:24] Cecilia; internal
    it will be all right for me to go
    to Lawren's side whenever I like.
[03:28] Cecilia; internal
    When he isn't busy, I'll go to him quietly.
SIGN    1 hour later
[03:33] Cecilia; internal
    He seems to have a lot of work right now.
SIGN    2 hours later
[03:38] Cecilia; internal
    Since he hasn't been able to clean,
    I suppose he does have to do it now.
SIGN    A few hours later
[03:46] Cecilia; internal
    It seems like Lawren
    will be busy all day today.
[03:50] Cecilia; internal
    I suppose I'll be good and help.
[03:55] Lawrence; internal
    Those two aren't here, which means...
[03:58] Lawrence; internal
    The lady saint was always with someone.
[04:03] Lawrence; internal
    Now, she seems lonely when I'm not with her.
[04:12] Cecilia
    In the end, I wasn't able to
    spend any time with Lawren today.
[04:19] Cecilia; internal
    I don't know if that's the reason,
    but I simply can't fall sleep.
[04:26] Cecilia
    Lawren!
[04:30] Lawrence
    What's that?
[04:33] Lawrence
    Lady Saint?
[04:34] Cecilia
    I-I'm sorry.
[04:36] Cecilia
    I fell down the stairs, that's all.
[04:38] Lawrence
    Are you all right?!
[04:40] Lawrence
    You haven't hurt yourself anywhere?
[04:45] Lawrence
    Lady Saint?
[04:46] Lawrence
    Could it be that you've
    really hurt yourself?
[04:49] Cecilia
    No.
[04:50] Cecilia
    It's been a while since
    it was just us in this house,
[04:54] Cecilia
    but I wasn't able to spend
    any time with you today.
[04:59] Lawrence
    We were almost always in the
    same place, though, weren't we?
[05:02] Cecilia
    But we were so far away from each other!
[05:05] Lawrence
    Those standards are so high!
[05:07] Lawrence
    When you say "together," do you mean...
[05:10] Cecilia
    I-I'm so sorry!
[05:12] Cecilia
    I didn't mean to say such selfish things.
[05:17] Lawrence
    Well then, I'll get
    something nice ready for you.
[05:22] Lawrence
    Here.
[05:23] Lawrence
    Hot milk to help you fall asleep.
[05:26] Cecilia
    Th-Thank you!
[05:33] Lawrence
    Does something like this
    count as "being together"?
[05:37] Cecilia
    Yes! I'm glad I was still awake.
[05:40] Lawrence
    You're making too much of this.
[05:42] Lawrence
    It will be just us two tomorrow, too.
[05:45] Cecilia
    Well, I mean...
[05:47] Cecilia
    spending as much time together
    as possible every day is the best, after all.
[05:59] Lawrence
    Shall we go to sleep?
[06:01] Lawrence
    We have tomorrow, too.
[06:03] Cecilia
    I can still keep going!
[06:04] Lawrence
    What are you trying to keep going for?
[06:06] Lawrence
    Let's go to sleep.
[06:08] Cecilia
    Please wait!
[06:10] Lawrence
    Watch out!
[06:13] Lawrence
    Lady Saint, if you suddenly
    grab me like that, I...
[06:21] Lawrence
    I-I'm so sorry!
[06:23] Lawrence
    You didn't hit your head, did you?
[06:25] Cecilia
    Huh? Um, I-I'm all right.
[06:28] Cecilia
    Yes.
[06:29] Cecilia
    I'm sorry for pulling you.
    I'll go to sleep now.
[06:32] Lawrence
    Um, all right. Good night.
[06:39] Lawrence
    She was wobbling. Is she really all right?
[07:00] Lawrence
    Lady Saint!
[07:03] Lawrence
    Lady Saint?
[07:06] Lawrence
    La—
[07:10] Lawrence; internal
    I haven't managed to be face-to-face
    with the lady saint all morning.
[07:14] Lawrence; internal
    And she's been behaving strangely
    since that moment last night.
[07:18] Lawrence; internal
    I wonder if that was the cause of all this.
[07:20] (Flashback) Cecilia
    Well, I mean...
[07:22] (Flashback) Cecilia
    spending as much time together as
    possible every day is the best, after all.
[07:25] Lawrence; internal
    The lady saint just said that she
    wanted to spend time together, and now...
[07:31] Lawrence; internal
    If those two were here now,
    what would they say to me?
[07:36] Lawrence; internal
    I don't know why,
[07:37] Lawrence; internal
    but even in my imagination, I can feel
    a sense of pressure from them.
[07:39] Hazelita
    Stare...
[07:41] Lawrence; internal
    But if I make her some snacks
    the way I usually do, then...
[07:46] Lawrence
    Lady Saint! I've made scones and madeleines!
[07:52] Lawrence; internal
    This situation seems dire.
[07:57] Cecilia; internal
    What do I do?!
[07:59] Cecilia; internal
    I can't look Lawren in the eye.
[08:02] Cecilia; internal
    I know it was my fault
    that things turned out that way, but...
[08:05] Cecilia; internal
    Oh, I have to try to act
    the way I always do!
[08:10] Cecilia; internal
    I just can't!
[08:12] Lawrence; internal
    What do I do?
[08:14] Lawrence; internal
    I've put her through
    something awful, haven't I?
[08:17] Cecilia; internal
    What can I do to calm myself down?
SIGN    Not on the same page
[08:25] Lawrence; internal
    Still...
[08:26] Lawrence; internal
    I have to make sure to do my job properly.
[08:29] Lawrence; internal
    And it seems like the lady
    saint will help me, too.
[08:32] Lawrence; internal
    That means I should be able to
    concentrate on my work!
[08:37] Lawrence; internal
    I'll finish up my work properly...
[08:39] Lawrence; internal
    and when we get back home,
    we'll talk things out!
[08:44] Cecilia; internal
    I do need to do my job properly, though.
[08:47] Cecilia; internal
    If I handle things as crisply
    and formally as usual,
[08:49] Cecilia; internal
    it won't bother me at—
[08:57] villager; man
    They're both behaving oddly.
[08:59] villager; woman
    You don't think they've fought, do you?
[09:03] Cecilia
    I'm sorry!
[09:04] Cecilia
    Oh! Miss Fortune Teller?
[09:06] Mell
    That was a surprise! It was you, Lady Saint?
[09:09] Cecilia
    It's unusual for you to come to the church.
[09:12] Mell
    It's just... my work isn't going so well,
[09:15] Mell
    so I was wondering if maybe you
    might give me something to eat.
SIGN    No Money
[09:18] Cecilia
    I-If snacks would do, we do give those out.
[09:21] Mell
    Then, Lady Saint,
    will you take me to the pastor?
[09:26] Cecilia
    Um, Lawren is right over there, so...
[09:30] Mell
    What's this?
[09:31] Mell
    Usually, you'd be very excited
    to take me to the pastor.
[09:34] Mell
    That's right.
[09:36] Mell
    Everyone's been saying that
    the two of you have been acting strangely.
[09:40] Cecilia
    I-I think it's just me behaving strangely.
[09:47] Mell
    No, that definitely seems weird, too.
[09:50] Mell
    This is about him being
    dense again, isn't it?
[09:54] Mell
    He's top tier dense when it comes
    to romance, after all.
[09:56] Mell
    Right?
[09:57] Cecilia
    B-But...
[09:59] Cecilia
    Lawren does seem to know
    what exactly romance is!
[10:03] Cecilia
    He shows signs that he understands
    what sweethearts and marriage are.
[10:06] Mell
    He is a pastor, so he has to
    understand at least that much.
[10:10] Cecilia
    Lawren doesn't seem to associate that
    sort of relationship with himself at all.
[10:15] Mell
    Then all you can do
    is stop beating around the bush
[10:18] Mell
    and work at making him
    make that association.
[10:20] Mell
    That's what I'd like to say anyway.
[10:23] Mell
    But your emotions are always
    pouring out for everyone to read,
[10:26] Mell
    so doing more than this might not be...
[10:27] Cecilia
    I'm usually restrained in my emotions.
[10:30] Mell
    What?
[10:31] Mell
    No. Restrained? That has to be a lie.
[10:34] Cecilia
    Lady saints can't lie!
[10:36] Mell
    There you go again!
[10:37] Cecilia
    It's the truth!
[10:39] Lawrence; internal
    I wonder why she won't talk to me.
[10:43] Lawrence; internal
    When you don't understand how someone feels,
[10:45] Lawrence; internal
    this is how anxious it can make you.
[10:49] Lawrence; internal
    All those emotions the lady saint
    has shown toward me...
[10:55] Lawrence; internal
    Did I accept them all the way I should have?
[11:01] Cecilia
    It's already sunset.
[11:04] Cecilia
    I only just spoke with him about how it's
    just the two of us right now, and yet...
[11:09] Cecilia
    Y-Yes?
[11:11] Lawrence
    Um, it's time for dinner.
[11:14] Lawrence
    You didn't hurt your head or neck
    or anything last night, did you?
[11:19] Cecilia
    What? N-No, I'm not hurt!
[11:22] Lawrence
    I'm so glad.
[11:24] Lawrence
    I think you're probably avoiding me
    because of what happened then,
[11:29] Lawrence
    but, um, I'm not exactly sure why.
[11:33] Lawrence
    And if I apologized without
    understanding how you feel,
[11:36] Lawrence
    I don't think it would be sincere.
[11:38] Cecilia
    Lawren...
[11:40] Lawrence
    I've been fretting about it all day,
[11:43] Lawrence
    so I don't remember what I did at work.
[11:45] Cecilia
    Lawren?!
[11:47] Cecilia; internal
    He's been thinking about me all day?
[11:52] Cecilia
    I-I'm sorry!
[11:54] Cecilia
    You haven't done anything wrong, Lawren.
[11:57] Cecilia
    This is just me getting
    worked up on my own.
[11:59] Lawrence
    On your own?
[12:00] Cecilia
    You could say that I have trouble
    feeling settled when I see your face.
[12:05] Lawrence
    It can't be. Do you hate me now because I—
[12:07] Cecilia
    No, it's isn't like that!
[12:15] Lawrence
    Lady Saint?
[12:21] Cecilia
    So, the only one feeling unsettled
    was me after all, wasn't it?
[12:25] Lawrence
    What do you mean?
[12:29] Cecilia
    If I do this,
[12:31] Cecilia
    do you still not understand
    why I couldn't face you?
[12:37] Cecilia; internal
    Even if I do this, I'm sure
    Lawren won't understand.
[12:45] Cecilia
    L-Lawren?
[12:47] Lawrence
    I do understand feeling unsettled now,
[12:51] Lawrence
    but I'm not sure that doing
    that on purpose was quite...
[12:54] Cecilia; internal
    Indirect statements don't work with Lawren.
[12:58] (Flashback) Cecilia; internal
    One day he will understand
    how I feel about him.
[13:02] (Flashback) Cecilia; internal
    I truly believe that, so I don't
    think there's any need to worry.
[13:05] Cecilia; internal
    But if I tell him now,
    my feelings might just reach him.
[13:11] Cecilia
    Lawren!
[13:12] Cecilia
    I...
[13:17] Cecilia
    I...
[13:20] Cecilia
    I hope you'll take care of me
    for many years to come.
[13:22] Cecilia; internal
    I can't say the words!
[13:24] Cecilia; internal
    That's right.
[13:26] Cecilia; internal
    Even aside from saying them to Lawren,
[13:28] Cecilia; internal
    I haven't been able to say them
    to anyone else either!
[13:30] Cecilia; internal
    Oh, but I feel like I've said something
    unbelievable in a roundabout way!
[13:35] Lawrence
    Of course I will.
[13:39] Cecilia; internal
    I'm nearly certain that he
    doesn't understand what I meant,
[13:43] Cecilia; internal
    but it still makes me happy.
[13:45] Lawrence
    But, um...
[13:48] Lawrence
    You won't avoid me anymore, will you?
[13:50] Cecilia
    What?
[13:51] Lawrence
    When you avoid me so blatantly like that...
[13:54] Lawrence
    i-it made me feel lonely.
[13:58] Lawrence
    You're the only person I have,
    you see, Lady Saint?
[14:04] Cecilia
    I-I won't do that anymore!
[14:08] Lawrence
    All right.
[14:09] Lawrence
    Well then, let's have dinner.
[14:12] Lawrence
    Together.
[14:14] Cecilia; internal
    Lawrence was seriously
    depressed because of me...
[14:18] Cecilia; internal
    He smiled with relief because of me...
[14:21] Cecilia; internal
    Even though he's dense, that straightforward
    way he expresses himself is why...
[14:25] Cecilia
    I...
[14:26] Lawrence
    Did you say something?
[14:29] Cecilia
    N-No!
[14:32] Cecilia; internal
    I should practice saying it.
[14:35] Lawrence; internal
    The lady saint is back to her usual self.
[14:37] Lawrence; internal
    I'm so glad.
[14:42] Lawrence; internal
    I suppose she isn't quite her usual self.
[14:46] Lawrence; internal
    Could it be that I...
[14:49] Lawrence; internal
    don't really understand
    the lady saint very well?
[14:52] Lawrence
    What flavor cupcakes shall we make?
[14:54] Cecilia
    I'd like chocolate!
SIGN    Whew...
SIGN    Those look delicious...
[15:08] Cecilia
    I feel like I've made
    that as neatly as Lawren would.
SIGN    Messy...
[15:15] Cecilia
    The necklace Lawren gave me.
[15:18] Cecilia
    Just looking at it makes me happy every day.
[15:21] Hazelita
    Cecilia!
[15:23] Cecilia
    Hazelita!
[15:25] Hazelita
    You seem to be living
    as peacefully as usual.
[15:28] Hazelita
    Now, Cecilia...
[15:30] Cecilia
    Are you here because you've
    finished all of your tests?
[15:33] Hazelita
    Yes. But more importantly...
[15:36] Cecilia
    Welcome home!
[15:39] Abel
    This isn't the lady's home.
[15:41] Cecilia
    Abel! Welcome home to you, too!
[15:44] Abel
    I'm back!
[15:45] Hazelita
    M-More importantly...
[15:47] Hazelita
    Just now, when I jokingly asked Lawrence,
[15:49] Hazelita
    "Did anything happen
    with Cecilia while we were gone?"
[15:54] (Flashback) Lawrence
    Something may or may not have happened?
[15:58] Hazelita
    That was his answer.
[16:01] Cecilia
    Something may or may not have happened.
[16:05] Cecilia
    I made Lawren feel lonely.
[16:08] Hazelita
    Lonely?
[16:09] Abel
    Miss, if you don't get
    your luggage in order soon,
[16:11] Abel
    it'll get dark before it gets done.
[16:13] Hazelita
    Th-That's true.
[16:15] Cecilia
    Luggage?
[16:16] Hazelita
    We've come to collect our luggage from
    when you let us stay here.
[16:20] Abel
    We've rented a place
    in the village, you see.
[16:23] Cecilia
    What?
[16:24] Cecilia
    You aren't going to live
    here like you did before?
[16:27] Cecilia
    We aren't going to be able to talk
    before bed anymore?
[16:32] Lawrence
    Lady Saint, don't put them in a tight spot.
[16:35] Cecilia
    Lawren...
[16:36] Hazelita
    If you had even the slightest awareness
    that you are living with a young lady,
[16:41] Hazelita
    the people around you wouldn't
    have to work this hard.
[16:46] Lawrence
    Is that the plot of a novel or something?
[16:48] Lawrence
    Once you've gathered up your things,
    please relax here for a while.
[16:52] Lawrence
    I've made some snacks, too.
[16:55] Hazelita
    Well, I am a little tired.
[16:58] Hazelita
    The sun won't set for a while, surely.
[17:01] Cecilia
    Hazelita, look at this!
[17:04] Cecilia
    Lawren made these scones! They're delicious!
[17:07] Hazelita
    I'm eating one right now.
[17:09] Cecilia
    You won't believe this,
    but he's made us chocolate gâteau, too!
[17:13] Cecilia
    It's delicious.
[17:14] Hazelita
    I'll have some later.
[17:16] Cecilia
    And the tea he's brewed
    for us is quite delectable as well.
[17:19] Lawrence
    Lady Saint, if you could
    be just a little quieter.
[17:22] Hazelita
    This is all quite nostalgic.
[17:26] Abel
    And this is how the young lady
    shall grow in size and refinement.
[17:30] Hazelita
    Who's going to grow in size?
[17:32] Abel
    If we don't hurry up,
    the sun really will set.
[17:36] Lawrence
    Then, I'll carry your things for you.
[17:39] Hazelita
    I can carry that much myself.
[17:42] Hazelita
    Why don't you carry Abel's for him, too?
[17:42] Cecilia; background
    I can carry things too!
[17:44] Lawrence
    If you're nice to him,
    he starts getting full of himself.
[17:47] Cecilia; background
    Lawren, I can carry their luggage, too!
[17:47] Abel
    Then I guess the lady will
    have to carry mine for me.
[17:49] Hazelita
    I'm sure your baggage
    is all books, isn't it?
[17:50] Cecilia
    I can carry luggage, too!
[17:52] Abel
    You ate a lot earlier, didn't you?
[17:53] Cecilia
    Luggage! Luggage!
SIGN    Luggage
[18:00] Lawrence; internal
    So that's enough to make her happy?
[18:03] Abel
    Apparently, this is where
    we'll be living starting today.
[18:05] Cecilia
    It's a beautiful place.
[18:07] Lawrence
    Oh, if this is the place,
    there's a delicious restaurant nearby!
[18:11] Lawrence
    Though, I wouldn't mind
    if you came and ate with us.
[18:16] Cecilia
    I want to hurry up and see
    what your rooms look like.
[18:19] Hazelita
    It's still a mess, you know?
[18:22] Cecilia
    What's this?
[18:23] Cecilia
    Abel, Hazelita, you decided
    to have neighboring rooms?
[18:27] Hazelita
    Yes, that's because...
[18:31] Hazelita
    in the morning, I can wake him
    quickly by punching the wall.
[18:34] Lawrence; internal
    I think they might get kicked out quickly.
[18:38] Hazelita
    We've got some furniture together,
    but we haven't tidied up at all yet.
[18:43] Lawrence
    Deciding how to decorate
    seems like it would be fun!
[18:46] Abel
    Oh, right. Miss?
[18:48] Abel
    Mister Giselbert said he'd very
    much like for you to display these.
[18:57] Lawrence
    I think that having photos
    up would be very stylish!
[19:00] Abel
    I think it's too late.
[19:01] Hazelita
    I'm not good at interior design.
[19:04] Hazelita
    I've always had the maids do that for me.
[19:07] Lawrence
    When you're putting a room together,
[19:09] Lawrence
    you can use your favorite
    color to unify things.
[19:12] Lawrence
    And putting things like garlands
    and lamps around might be nice, too!
[19:16] Hazelita
    Huh.
[19:17] Cecilia
    That's Lawren for you!
[19:19] Lawrence
    If you'd like, I've brought
    a garland I made...
[19:23] Hazelita
    What did you bring here?!
[19:26] Hazelita
    I'm sure you two must be busy,
    so please go home for today!
[19:30] Hazelita
    Thank you for carrying our things for us!
[19:34] Cecilia
    I-I'll come back, Hazelita.
[19:37] Lawrence
    If you want a lampshade, these—
[19:38] Hazelita
    Your thoughtfulness alone is enough for me!
[19:43] Hazelita
    I'll have to make this a room one can relax
    in before the next time she comes.
[19:47] Lawrence
    Have you gotten your
    room sorted out a little?
[19:50] Abel
    Want to see?
[19:53] Abel
    I feel like you'll bring bad luck
    in with you, so never mind.
[19:57] Lawrence
    What?
[20:00] Cecilia
    I wonder why Abel and Hazelita went to
[20:02] Cecilia
    the trouble of moving
    to apartments in the village.
[20:06] Cecilia
    Was it somehow wrong for them to come
    live with us like they have until now?
[20:10] Lawrence
    They said they wanted to draw a line.
[20:13] Cecilia
    A line?
[20:15] Lawrence
    At the house, I did most of the housework,
[20:18] Lawrence
    and it seems to have made
    Hazelita feel beholden.
[20:22] Lawrence
    She has a strong sense of
    responsibility, after all.
SIGN    Housework
SIGN    Beholden
[20:27] Lawrence
    Oh! Lady Saint, there's
    no need for you to feel—
[20:30] Cecilia
    E-Even so, I want Lawren to take care of me!
[20:34] Lawrence
    What?
[20:35] Cecilia
    N-Nothing!
[20:37] Cecilia
    I hope Hazelita's room
    turns out wonderfully.
[20:41] Lawrence
    Yes.
[20:43] Lawrence; internal
    Now that I think about it,
    the lady saint's room is still very sparse.
[20:48] Lawrence
    Lady Saint, why don't you go and pick out
    some things for your room with Hazelita?
[20:55] Cecilia
    I have what you gave me, Lawren.
    That's more than enough for me.
[21:01] Lawrence
    What?
[21:04] Cecilia
    But, um...
[21:06] Cecilia
    may I have those, too?
[21:09] Lawrence
    Of course!
[21:12] Abel
    Miss!
[21:13] Abel
    Have you reached a good stopping point?
[21:15] Hazelita
    Not in the least.
[21:17] Abel
    It's just about time for dinner.
[21:20] Abel
    Shall we go eat at a restaurant?
[21:22] Abel
    Or would you rather...
[21:26] Lawrence
    Yes?
[21:28] Abel
    Hey!
[21:34] Lawrence
    Sorry to keep you waiting!
[21:36] Abel
    I'm starving!
[21:38] Hazelita
    That smells wonderful.
[23:12] Abel
    Whew! I ate so much!
[23:15] Hazelita
    I meant to draw a line, but I ended up
    indulging myself on the very first day.
[23:21] Hazelita
    Thinking of the unpacking I have to do
    when I get back is so disheartening.
[23:25] Hazelita
    And I have to procure carpet
    and curtains, too.
[23:28] Hazelita
    What kind should I get?
[23:29] Cecilia
    Cat print! You should use a cat pattern!
[23:32] Cecilia
    Because you're a lot like a cat, Hazelita!
[23:35] Abel
    In that case, I think
    a wild boar print would be good!
[23:37] Hazelita
    What do you mean by that?
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