E12 - I'm sorry. I love you.

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    You see, the photos for
    the graduation album were
[00:13] ---
    presented by the cameraman
    who accompanied us.
[00:15] ---
    Apparently, Yanase-sensei, who is in charge,
    found this when checking through them...
[00:20] ---
    She says that it appears to be...
    the student, Natsuo Fujii.
[00:26] ---
    Do you dispute that?
[00:28] ---
    Does the fact that you are staying silent,
    mean that this is the truth?
[00:34] ---
    Regarding this... How much
    has been made public?
[00:39] ---
    Right now, Yanase-sensei
    and I know. After this,
[00:42] ---
    we will confirm the facts
    with Natsuo Fujii as well-
[00:45] ---
    Tachibana-sensei...
[00:47] ---
    Please don't do something like that.
[00:48] ---
    I understand. I've done
    something unforgivable.
[00:53] ---
    I don't care what happens to me.
    I will accept any kind of punishment.
[00:58] ---
    However...
[01:00] ---
    I'm begging you. In regards
    to this... Please! Please...!
[01:11] ---
    Please
[01:22] ---
    Well, time flies.
[01:23] ---
    There are only ten days left this year, too.
[01:26] ---
    Each of us should look back
    at our respective year and...
[01:27] ---
    Aw... It's chilly again today.
[01:27] ---
    Each of us should look back
    at our respective year and...
[01:30] ---
    We should think about "how we've
    grown," as a new year begins.
[01:30] ---
    But when I think that winter break starts tomorrow,
    I feel like I'm on top of the world!
[01:32] ---
    Let's aim to challenge ourselves
    and continue on steadily.
[01:35] ---
    Every day will be a festival.
[01:37] ---
    Now then, there is a teacher who will
    be transferring at the end of this trimester.
[01:40] ---
    As soon as break starts, it'll
    be Christmas right away, huh?
[01:40] ---
    I'd like to have this person
    make an address at this time.
[01:43] ---
    I'll buy a cake and go to Hina's place...
[01:44] ---
    What?!
[01:49] ---
    No way! Hina-chan...?
[01:55] ---
    I apologize for taking up time in this way
    during the closing ceremony.
[02:00] ---
    As the Principal just mentioned, at this time,
    due to personal reasons, I will be transferring schools.
[02:08] ---
    As this is rather sudden, for the students...
[02:10] ---
    especially to all the 2nd-years whom I've been teaching,
    I am sorry that this announcement is late.
[02:15] ---
    A substitute teacher will be taking over
    starting in the 3rd-trimester.
[02:17] ---
    What?! No! No way!
[02:19] ---
    She didn't say anything about it, right?
[02:20] ---
    Is she getting married? Some kinda scandal?
    Sensei, don't quit! Please stay until we graduate!
[02:22] ---
    Thank you.
[02:24] ---
    Why?!
[02:24] ---
    This school is the first place that I was posted at
    as a teacher, and it is a very memorable place.
[02:29] ---
    I believe that I may have been
    an inexperienced teacher to you all,
[02:31] ---
    but I feel that I was allowed to mature along with you,
    so I am full of gratitude.
[02:39] ---
    I will use what I have learned here as encouragement
    to do my best at my new post as well.
[02:45] ---
    Thank you for all of the memories.
[02:47] ---
    I will never forget about any of you.
[02:55] ---
    Natsuo...!
[02:56] ---
    Had you heard anything about Sensei?
[02:59] ---
    Nothing... You? At all?
[03:01] ---
    No... I hadn't really been able to see her
    because of tests and stuff recently.
[03:05] ---
    But I was exchanging texts and phone calls...
    And she was cheerful like normal, so...
[03:12] ---
    Calling
[03:16] ---
    We're gonna go ahead and head home, okay?
[03:18] ---
    O-okay...
[03:20] ---
    See ya next year!
[03:21] ---
    Call in progress
[03:21] ---
    The number you have dialed
    is out of the coverage area-
[03:25] ---
    Faculty Room
[03:30] ---
    Um, is Tachibana-sensei...?
[03:32] ---
    You should go home for the day.
[03:34] ---
    But...
[03:38] ---
    Uh... All right...
[03:49] ---
    Kiriya-sensei...
[03:51] ---
    Thank you for helping me
    out as well, Kiriya-sensei.
[03:54] ---
    Please watch over my younger sister
    in the Literature Club-
[03:55] ---
    Were you found out? By the higher-ups.
[04:01] ---
    You see, I had some suspicions about certain things.
    After reading the novel that Fujii-kun wrote.
[04:10] ---
    I don't intend to censure you. It's just that
    I was thinking how unfortunate fate can be.
[04:16] ---
    What?
[04:17] ---
    This was around the time
    that Hagiwara-kun was your teacher.
[04:21] ---
    Shuu-san...?
[04:23] ---
    At the time, he also had
    special feelings for you, his student...
[04:29] ---
    After all, there is a part of the feeling of
    falling in love with someone that can't be helped,
[04:33] ---
    regardless of age difference
    or social standing...
[04:36] ---
    I... didn't know that...
[04:40] ---
    If I'd consulted you,
    Kiriya-sensei, just like
[04:42] ---
    Shuu-san had, then maybe it
    wouldn't have come to this...
[04:46] ---
    No... it's no use...
[04:50] ---
    I think that no matter how much
    you might have opposed it,
[04:53] ---
    I probably wouldn't have been able
    to hold back this feeling.
[05:20] ---
    Hina...
[05:22] ---
    Why...?
[05:24] ---
    Why...?!
[05:29] ---
    To: Natsuo-kun
[05:39] ---
    The fact that this letter will be the last,
    is something that I ask for you to please forgive me for.
[05:43] ---
    I'm sure you're probably confused
    at the suddenness of things.
[05:47] ---
    In regards to the transfer
    at this time, I requested it.
[05:50] ---
    The reason is because our relationship
    was found out by the school.
[05:55] ---
    Even though you said that you wanted me to talk to you
    about anything, I'm sorry for having kept silent.
[06:00] ---
    But if you had found out about this, you probably
    would've thrown everything away and chosen me.
[06:07] ---
    I just couldn't tell you.
[06:10] ---
    In exchange for my leaving,
    our relationship will not be made public.
[06:15] ---
    So, you absolutely cannot tell anyone about this.
    Also, please don't come looking for me.
[06:21] ---
    What I wish for, is for you to move on
    from me as soon as possible,
[06:24] ---
    and to achieve your dream
    of becoming a novelist.
[06:27] ---
    That's all.
[06:30] ---
    The truth is, I should've talked to you
    before this all happened.
[06:35] ---
    I'm sorry. I'm a weak person.
[06:39] ---
    I got to be with you for three months.
[06:42] ---
    The things that made us close and the things
    that made us worry were all the happiest of times.
[06:47] ---
    Thank you.
[06:49] ---
    Even as I write this, the
    words that you said to me,
[06:53] ---
    and the scent of your
    hair, and your warm hands,
[06:56] ---
    and your smile are all things
    that I can't stop recalling.
[06:59] ---
    I'm sorry.
[07:01] ---
    I love you.
[07:04] ---
    I love you...
[07:11] ---
    Café
    L'AMANT
[07:13] ---
    You can't find out where
    your older sister went?
[07:15] ---
    No. Apparently, she called
    my mom's cell phone just once, but...
[07:20] ---
    So that Natsuo-chan wouldn't go chasing after her, huh?
    So, how's Natsuo-chan?
[07:25] ---
    He didn't come home that day.
[07:28] ---
    When I searched for him,
    he was in Hina-nee's empty apartment.
[07:33] ---
    It's been one week since then, but...
[07:36] ---
    he's still holed up in
    his room doing nothing.
[07:39] ---
    Honestly, I don't know what to say to him...
[07:49] ---
    Hey, Natsuo!
[07:51] ---
    I hear that you've gone
    into liquid state again?
[07:53] ---
    Huh, looks like you're
    just about to vaporize.
[07:57] ---
    I've known about this from when your love
    was still unrequited, so I can understand, but...
[08:01] ---
    it's about time to surface,
    even for just a little bit.
[08:04] ---
    You know that you can't
    stay like that forever.
[08:19] ---
    Hey.
[08:23] ---
    I said, hey!
[08:31] ---
    You can at least answer me, dumbass!
[08:33] ---
    Don't keep pretending to be asleep!
[08:35] ---
    Do you even get what kind of resolve
    Sensei had to have to break up?!
[08:39] ---
    The reason why Sensei took all the blame
    and made a tough decision,
[08:42] ---
    was because she feared that your dream
    would be messed up because of her, right?!
[08:47] ---
    If you're gonna be like that...
[08:48] ---
    then everything Sensei did
    would have been for nothing!
[08:56] ---
    I understood that... but...
[08:59] ---
    not that I could be so powerless...
[09:02] ---
    To not be able to do anything.
    And in this way...
[09:06] ---
    Hina... Hina...!
[09:11] ---
    Speaking of, your hair stinks.
    At least take a bath.
[09:25] ---
    I'm sorry to bother you during break.
[09:29] ---
    I was hoping that you'd let me take a break
[09:31] ---
    from submitting my weekly
    short stories for a while...
[09:34] ---
    That is all up to you.
[09:37] ---
    Instead of that, please let me write
    a somewhat longer one.
[09:41] ---
    If I don't write that...
    then I can't move on.
[09:53] ---
    ...during spare moments
    here and there, we...
[09:58] ---
    Natsuo...
[10:06] ---
    How is Natsuo-kun doing?
[10:08] ---
    No change; he's still holed up.
[10:11] ---
    I see...
[10:12] ---
    On my way home from work,
[10:14] ---
    I stopped by that investigative
    firm that I'd asked help from,
[10:17] ---
    and they found out where Hina is.
[10:18] ---
    Really?
[10:19] ---
    Yes.
[10:21] ---
    It appears that she rented
    a place near her new post.
[10:24] ---
    I'm just glad for now that
    I found out she's safe...
[10:26] ---
    Yeah...
[10:28] ---
    We shouldn't tell the kids about this...
    Especially Natsuo-kun...
[10:32] ---
    You're right.
[10:33] ---
    But, to be honest, I still don't believe it.
    That Natsuo and Hina-san were...
[10:41] ---
    The two of us...
[10:42] ---
    Should we not have gotten
    remarried after all?
[10:56] ---
    Want to have some cocoa?
[10:58] ---
    I put a little ginger in it,
    so it should warm you up.
[11:02] ---
    Sure...
[11:10] ---
    So, the gates to the Heavenly
    Rock Cave remain shut, huh...?
[11:13] ---
    But instead of sleeping all day like he was,
    he's begun to write a novel, right?
[11:17] ---
    That's a step forward.
[11:19] ---
    But, it's kinda like he's driving himself
    into a corner, and...
[11:23] ---
    it looks like he's gonna wreck his health...
[11:25] ---
    Yeah, that one seriously loses
    all focus on everything else,
[11:27] ---
    once he gets totally absorbed in something.
[11:32] ---
    Hey, Rui-Rui.
SIGN    The Forest Bath Sauna Medicinal bath Microbubble bath Body massage
[11:37] ---
    Natsuo-chan!
[11:40] ---
    Hey...
[11:41] ---
    I'm glad you came!
[11:44] ---
    You did say, "if you don't come,
    I'll sling you over my shoulders and kidnap you."
[11:50] ---
    Huh? Natsuo-chan, you didn't know?
[11:53] ---
    You didn't hear about it from Rui-Rui?
[11:55] ---
    No, nothing...
[11:58] ---
    By the way...
[11:59] ---
    Why a public bathhouse...?
[12:02] ---
    I thought that it'd be good for you,
    if you took a nice long bath, felt refreshed,
[12:05] ---
    and cleared up your head.
[12:13] ---
    You see, my family's been
    in the yakuza business for generations.
[12:18] ---
    When I cut ties with my parents and left the "family,"
    my old man was fired up with anger.
[12:22] ---
    While he was flying into
    a rage, he was crying.
[12:27] ---
    After I left home, I was free.
[12:30] ---
    There was no need for me to hide the real me.
    I could also go out with the person I loved.
[12:35] ---
    About the time that I was thinking
    of getting rid of this thing on my back...
[12:39] ---
    I received word that my old man had died.
[12:42] ---
    Apparently, it was end-stage cancer. A rather
    uncomplicated end for a Yakuza boss, you know?
[12:50] ---
    When I recall how my old man
    looked that last time...
[12:53] ---
    and when I thought about how he must've felt,
    I couldn't even go to his funeral.
[12:59] ---
    Natsuo-chan.
[13:00] ---
    As long as you're alive, a lot
    of things can happen in life.
[13:04] ---
    You can't turn back time,
    and you can't undo things.
[13:07] ---
    All you can do, is shoulder it all
    as a part of yourself, and keep on living.
[13:17] ---
    I made a late-night snack, if you want it.
[13:23] ---
    It's good.
[13:25] ---
    Thanks.
[13:27] ---
    Sure...
SIGN    ...in a reproachful tone...
SIGN    ...oneself...
SIGN    ...lashed out... ...the water... ...a veil...
SIGN    The sound of the rain hitting echoed... As I passed the usual row of ginkgo trees...
SIGN    To worry about pointless things...
SIGN    A drop ran down that face... like a veil.
SIGN    The window of a parked car... The more we stayed together the more I hid, even my real intentions ...enveloping...
SIGN    The rainbow bridge... ...the rain... Even still... The rainbow-like arrangement of words... I received from you...
[14:11] ---
    Is there any sign that he'll come down yet?
[14:14] ---
    No.
[14:15] ---
    I see...
[14:17] ---
    But...
[14:18] ---
    He's probably... okay.
[14:23] ---
    The End
[14:40] ---
    Morning. You're up early.
[14:43] ---
    I thought I'd make ozoni.
[14:45] ---
    I see. I lost track of the days. I just found
    out that today is New Year's from the TV.
[14:53] ---
    Did you... finish?
[14:57] ---
    I drew upon everything that I've got right now,
    threw it at it, and poured into it...
[15:03] ---
    I kinda feel like I've
    turned into a hollow shell.
[15:06] ---
    I don't know if it'll be interesting,
    but if you don't mind, will you read it, too?
[15:11] ---
    Sure...!
[15:12] ---
    Natsuo...!
[15:16] ---
    I am sorry for making you worry.
[15:19] ---
    Are you... okay now...?
[15:22] ---
    Yeah. I realized that I couldn't
    just stay like that...
[15:26] ---
    I see... I see...!
[15:29] ---
    It's unfortunate that
    Hina-san isn't here, but...
[15:32] ---
    let's have a proper New Year's,
    so that it'll be a good start to the year!
[15:40] ---
    Wow! It's a sea of people...
[15:43] ---
    Rui-Rui, Natsuo-kun!
[15:49] ---
    Everyone...?
[15:50] ---
    I contacted them.
[15:52] ---
    Nat-chan, I see you got through it!
[15:54] ---
    Huh?!
[15:55] ---
    Sorry. I was exchanging texts
    with everyone in the Literature Club.
[15:58] ---
    But since this was your problem
    to work out on your own,
[16:01] ---
    Fujii-kun, we decided to quietly support you.
[16:03] ---
    I see. You guys were all there for me, too...
[16:06] ---
    Nat-chan, what's that in your hand?
[16:08] ---
    Oh yeah. I thought I'd have Kiriya-sensei
    take a look at my finished draft, so...
[16:12] ---
    Then, let's all go to Kiriya-sensei's house!
[16:15] ---
    What?!
[16:16] ---
    Myu-chan, you wanna go too, right?
[16:18] ---
    Oh! Uh...!
[16:19] ---
    Happy New Year!
[16:23] ---
    Mr. Kiriya, you live in an amazing place!
[16:26] ---
    Hey!
[16:26] ---
    Pardon our intrusion...
[16:28] ---
    Sensei, here's a little gift of amazake!
[16:29] ---
    Just what is going on here...?
[16:31] ---
    I'm sorry.
[16:33] ---
    My draft's finished and...
[16:35] ---
    Was it necessary to come on New Year's Day?
[16:46] ---
    Note: A famous quote attributed
    to the painter, Pablo Picasso.
[16:47] ---
    "Art is born of sadness and suffering."
[16:51] ---
    And yet, I never thought
    he'd transform this much.
[17:22] ---
    Would you mind keeping next Sunday open?
[17:26] ---
    I wonder why Sensei would ask me
    to come over to his house...
[17:30] ---
    Welcome.
[17:31] ---
    My apologies. I know it's your day off.
[17:33] ---
    It's fine...
[17:35] ---
    There's someone I just wanted you to meet.
[17:38] ---
    So, you're Natsuo Fujii-kun!
[17:42] ---
    Well, hello!
[17:44] ---
    Uh, h-hello.
[17:45] ---
    How do you do?
[17:47] ---
    Nice to meet you.
[17:48] ---
    U-um... And this person is...?
[17:51] ---
    Sorry for the late introduction.
[17:52] ---
    My name is Soichiro Tsutaya.
     I came to kidnap you today.
[17:56] ---
    Huh?!
SIGN    Grand Prize Ceremony 77th Shinkosha Literary Art
[18:06] ---
    Nice dumbfounded look!
[18:08] ---
    Huh...? Shinkosha, as in like
    "Bungeikato" and stuff...?
[18:11] ---
    Yes. Amongst literary awards,
    one could say it's probably the most famous.
[18:16] ---
    Why are we here...?
[18:17] ---
    Actually, I had secretly submitted
    the novel that you showed me
[18:20] ---
    on New Year's, for these awards.
[18:23] ---
    See? Over there.
SIGN    Amateur Division First Prize "Well, See You." Natsuo Fujii
[18:30] ---
    Awesome reaction!
[18:31] ---
    Come on, the order of
    the Amateur Division speeches start early.
[18:34] ---
    S-speech...?!
[18:35] ---
    Please hurry towards the front.
[18:43] ---
    Um... This feels like an incredible honor and...
    I don't know what to say...
[18:49] ---
    I was able to finish writing this novel
    not just by my own efforts,
[18:52] ---
    but by the support of the people
    who are important to me.
[18:56] ---
    To be honest, I'm not sure
    that I can write a story like this ever again,
[19:00] ---
    and it might just be a fluke
    that I received an award, but...
[19:03] ---
    for the people who supported me as well,
[19:05] ---
    I will do my best to aim for
    my dream to become a novelist!
SIGN    Shinkosha Literary Art Awards Amateur Division First Prize "Well, See You." Natsuo Fujii
[19:16] ---
    That was a good speech. However...
[19:18] ---
    Winning that award was not a fluke.
    Without a doubt, your heart is what created that work.
[19:27] ---
    Also, although this is a
    belated formal introduction,
[19:31] ---
    Tsutaya-san here is an editorial staff member
    of Shinkosha's Literary Department.
[19:35] ---
    Once again, I look forward
    to working with you.
[19:37] ---
    Tsutaya-san will be the person
    in charge of you from now on.
[19:44] ---
    I'm hom-
[19:47] ---
    Hina...
[19:50] ---
    Hina!
[19:53] ---
    Hina...!
[19:56] ---
    I wanted to see you... I
    really wanted to see you...
[20:00] ---
    There's so much that I want to tell you...!
[20:03] ---
    Hina, there's something
    today you'll be surprised-
SIGN    Natsuo Fujii "Well, See You." First Prize Amateur Division Shinkosha Literary Art Awards
[20:19] ---
    Rui, is it okay if I come in?
[20:27] ---
    Why did you do that?
[20:30] ---
    When I said "I want to grow out my hair,"
    Momo lent it to me.
[20:36] ---
    The novel I wrote during winter break
    won first prize in Shinkosha's Literary Art Awards.
[20:43] ---
    Honestly, I still can't believe it, but...
[20:47] ---
    Congratulations.
[20:49] ---
    It came with prize money, too.
[20:51] ---
    Can you believe it's 300,000
    yen? Isn't that amazing?
[20:54] ---
    I know, I'll get you something too-
[20:56] ---
    Earlier, when you mistook me
    for Hina-nee and hugged me...
[21:00] ---
    You were about to cry, weren't you?
[21:02] ---
    Well, you were crying in your room, too.
[21:06] ---
    I mean, I did suddenly scare you and all.
[21:08] ---
    That's not it.
[21:11] ---
    Tightly... To be held so tightly...
[21:15] ---
    When I realized that intensity was the epitome
    of your feelings for Hina-nee, I started crying.
[21:23] ---
    Also, when I thought, "Oh, so this must be
    how Hina-nee felt like, always being held"...
[21:30] ---
    I kinda...
[21:33] ---
    What's with you?
[21:36] ---
    Did you do it with Hina-nee?
[21:38] ---
    Huh?! What's up with that?!
    Are you crazy?! Why would I tell you...?
[21:41] ---
    Did you?
[21:46] ---
    W-we did... I mean, we were going out, so...
[21:52] ---
    Huh...?! What the...?!
[21:54] ---
    I didn't think much of it
    when you and I did it for the first time...
[21:59] ---
    But now... would it be different...?
[22:06] ---
    I...
[22:08] ---
    won't hold back for Hina-nee anymore.
SIGN    Ah kimi ni dake wagamama ni natte yuku Ah, I'll be selfish to you
[22:19] ---
    Domestic Girlfriend
[22:25] ---
    Sasai na hibi no nandemo nai yasashisa wo
    Your little kindness in normal days
[22:33] ---
    Daiji ni shimatte nandomo akete nagamete iru
    I cherish them and open them often to look
[22:42] ---
    Kimi no honshin kikezu ni karamawari shitari shite
    I wouldn't be able to ask you about your feelings and losing my self
[22:47] ---
    Sensei, goodbye!
[22:49] ---
    Goodbye!
[22:51] ---
    Kantan na koto hodo muzukashiku natte iru
    The easiest things become harder to do
[23:00] ---
    Otona ni nareba
    If I become an adult,
[23:00] ---
    About Sensei's hair. Don't you
    think its kind of a waste?
[23:03] ---
    Yeah? I like it better now,
    it gives a neat impression.
[23:04] ---
    Konna koto de nayamazu ni umaku ikirareru kana
    I can live well without worrying about something like this?
[23:16] ---
    Ah kimi ni dake wagamama ni naru
    Ah, I become selfish just towards you
[23:20] ---
    Dondon jibun rashiku mo nakunatte
    I'll lose my self more & more
[23:25] ---
    Ah mata kimochi ga sakibashitte
    Ah, my feelings get ahead of myself again
[23:26] ---
    Bungikato
    77th Literary Artists Awards
    Amateur Division
    First Prize
    "Well, See You."
    Natsuo Fujii
[23:29] ---
    Dondon matomo ja nakunatteku kara
    I can't stand it more
[23:34] ---
    Sotchi wo minai de
    Don't look that way