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E7 - My First Confession

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[00:01] Hotaru
    Listen, Hananoi-kun.
[00:03] Hotaru
    When I was in elementary school,
[00:06] Hotaru
    this weird rumor went around that I had a
    crush on a boy that my friend liked.
[00:13] Hotaru
    It wasn't true, of course, and I denied it.
[00:17] Hotaru
    But I didn't try very hard to explain things
    to my friend, and it really hurt her.
[00:23] Hananoi
    Is this the friend who cut your hair?
[00:28] Hotaru
    Yup.
[00:30] Hotaru
    We were so close, too.
[00:33] Hotaru
    It made me realize that love
    can change you, and that scared me.
[00:38] Hotaru
    But I've always felt like if I'd understood
    what it meant to like someone,
[00:43] Hotaru
    maybe things would have
    turned out differently.
[00:47] Hotaru
    The reason I wanted to date you
     and learn what love means
[00:51] Hotaru
    was partly because of that.
[00:55] Hotaru
    Hey, Hananoi-kun, doesn't the idea that
    you or I might change someday scare you?
[01:05] Hananoi
    For me, before I started dating you,
    food was just sustenance in my eyes.
[01:13] Hananoi
    You taught me how delicious it can be.
[01:19] Hananoi
    If love has the power to change
     people for the worse,
[01:23] Hananoi
    it must also have the power
    to change us for the better.
[01:27] Hananoi
    That's what I realize when I watch you.
[01:34] Hotaru
    S-Say, Hananoi-kun...
[01:42] Hotaru
    Maybe you won't want this
    since we baked our own.
[01:48] Hotaru
    But I really like you, Hananoi-kun.
[01:52] Hotaru
    I'm... in love with you!
SIGN    Episode 7
SIGN    My First Confession
[03:37] Hananoi
    Thank you.
[03:42] Hananoi
    I'm...
[03:45] Hananoi
    so happy.
[03:51] Hananoi
    Are you sure about this?
[03:54] Hananoi
    Are you sure what you're feeling is love?
[04:02] Hotaru
    Well, Kyo-chan says that love means
    different things for different people.
[04:08] Hotaru
    So it might not be the
    exact same thing you feel,
[04:13] Hotaru
    but I do think this is love!
[04:19] Hananoi
    You know, I really do like you.
[04:22] Hananoi
    I want to be with you all the time.
[04:24] Hotaru
    Uh-huh.
[04:26] Hananoi
    As long as I have you,
     I don't care about anyone else.
[04:30] Hananoi
    I don't need family or friends.
[04:32] Hotaru
    Huh?
[04:35] Hananoi
    I always want to be close to you,
    and I don't want to let anyone else near.
[04:41] Hananoi
    I want all of you all to myself.
[04:48] Hananoi
    Knowing that, do you still
     think you can love me?
[04:57] Grandma
    Gosh, it sure is cold!
[05:00] Grandma
    Oh dear. Is somebody home?
[05:06] Grandma
    Didn't you say you were going out today?
[05:09] Hananoi
    Grandma.
[05:10] Hotaru
    H-How do you do?!
[05:12] Grandma
    My!
[05:13] Grandma
    What's this?! Did you sneak a girl in
    to be alone together?
[05:16] Grandma
    I know your parents aren't around,
[05:18] Grandma
    but that doesn't mean you can just go wild!
[05:21] Grandma
    I certainly hope you weren't
    doing anything naughty.
[05:24] Hotaru
    Huh?
[05:25] Hananoi
    Don't say it like that.
[05:27] Hotaru
    D-D-Definitely not!
[05:29] Hotaru
    Um, we were only baking
    chocolate cake together!
[05:32] Grandma
    Chocolate cake?
[05:34] Grandma
    Well, I do smell something nice.
[05:37] Hotaru
    U-Um, I'll be on my way.
[05:40] Hotaru
    If you'd like, please try some.
[05:44] Hananoi
    Oh, wait. I'll walk you out.
[05:49] Hananoi
    I'm sorry. My grandma is pretty
    strict about that kind of stuff.
[05:53] Hotaru
    No, it's okay.
[05:56] Kid A
    Oh no! The train's coming!
[05:59] Kid A
    Hurry up!
[06:00] Hananoi
    Hotaru-chan!
[06:01] Kid B
    Wait for me!
[06:07] Hotaru
    Th-Thank you.
[06:11] Hotaru
    H-Here is fine. Thanks for walking with me.
[06:16] Hananoi
    Sure.
[06:18] Hananoi
    Hey, Hotaru-chan.
[06:20] Hananoi
    Maybe we shouldn't talk for a while.
[06:23] Hotaru
    Huh?
[06:25] Hananoi
    I want you to think seriously
    about what I said today.
[06:30] Hananoi
    Once you've made up your mind,
    we can pick up where we left off.
[06:34] Hotaru
    B-But I really do...
[06:38] Hananoi
    It's okay. I know.
[06:56] Hananoi
    Oh man...
[06:58] (Flashback) Ginji
    There you go again,
    trying to act like a good kid.
[07:03] (Flashback) Ginji
    When you really want something,
    why don't you just say so?
[07:08] (Flashback) Ginji
    Sometimes you should just be honest,
[07:11] (Flashback) Ginji
    sonny.
[07:15] Hananoi
    I'm such an idiot.
[07:22] Hotaru
    Think seriously about it, huh?
[07:26] Hananoi
    As long as I have you,
    I don't care about anyone else.
[07:31] Hananoi
    I want all of you all to myself.
[07:36] Hotaru
    All of me?
SIGN    Hananoi
SIGN    Let's stop walking to school
    and eating lunch together
    for a while
SIGN    Call received
SIGN    The Next Day
[07:50] Yao
    Hotako.
[07:51] Hotaru
    Oh!
[07:52] Yao
    What's up? You keep looking around.
[07:54] Hotaru
    Oh, um, it's nothing.
[07:59] Hotaru
    He really didn't come.
[08:02] Hotaru
    He's stopped messaging me every day, too.
[08:10] Keigo
    Hananoi!
[08:12] Hotaru
    Oh?
[08:13] Keigo
    I'll never ask you for anything else!
     Help me study!
[08:15] Hananoi
    Why me?
[08:18] Hananoi
    Hell no.
[08:19] Keigo
    But you're super smart, right?
[08:22] Keigo
    If I don't do better this school year,
    they'll drop me from the starting lineup!
[08:26] Keigo
    Come on, Hananoi! I'm begging you!
[08:32] Tsukiha
    Wait. Isn't today the day you
    always eat with Hananoi-san?
[08:38] Hotaru
    Yeah...
[08:45] Hotaru
    Oh!
[08:46] Hotaru's Mom
    Can you pick something up for me?
SIGN    Can you grab something at the
    4-chome supermarket?
[08:54] Hotaru
    Ugh.
[08:56] Hotaru
    Um, she also wanted... salad dressing?
[09:02] Hotaru
    There it is!
[09:03] Hotaru
    Oh!
[09:03] Grandma
    Oh!
[09:04] Hotaru
    I'm sorry!
[09:04] Grandma
    I'm sorry!
[09:06] Hotaru
    Huh?
[09:07] Grandma
    Oh my, it's you! The girl from before.
[09:10] Hotaru
    You're Hananoi-kun's...
[09:12] Hotaru
    My name is Hinase Hotaru!
    I apologize for the other day!
[09:16] Grandma
    Not at all. I should apologize to you.
[09:18] Grandma
    I shouldn't have snapped at you
    like that. I'm sorry, dear.
[09:21] Hotaru
    Oh.
[09:23] Grandma
    I didn't realize it at the time,
[09:25] Grandma
    but you're who called
    me last year, aren't you?
[09:30] Grandma
    You left before I could thank you
    properly. It's been bothering me.
[09:37] Grandma
    So once again, you have my gratitude.
[09:41] Hotaru
    I-It was nothing.
[09:43] Grandma
    Say, do you live near here too, Hinase-san?
[09:47] Hotaru
    Huh? Yes.
[09:49] Grandma
    In that case, might I have
    a bit more of your time?
[10:02] Grandma
    It's getting cold, dear.
[10:03] Hotaru
    Oh, right!
[10:13] Grandma
    Oh, I see.
[10:15] Grandma
    You've baked together and visited
    a shrine with friends...
[10:20] Grandma
    I suppose this means that boy is
    enjoying a normal high school life.
[10:25] Grandma
    That's quite a relief.
[10:27] Grandma
    You know, he never tells me anything at all.
[10:31] Hotaru
    I-Is that right?
[10:33] Grandma
    If it turned out he was living
    an unhealthy lifestyle,
[10:37] Grandma
    I was thinking of dragging
    him back to live with me.
[10:41] Hotaru
    Why does Hananoi-kun live alone now?
[10:44] Grandma
    Oh, didn't he tell you? About his parents?
[10:48] Hananoi
    He said they're doctors who work overseas.
[10:53] Grandma
    Well, it's not exactly work.
[10:56] Grandma
    They're practically volunteers.
[11:01] Grandma
    You see, his parents travel back
    and forth to poor countries,
[11:04] Grandma
    helping children who can't
    afford medical treatment.
[11:10] Hotaru
    I saw a show about people like that on TV!
[11:15] Grandma
    Well, what they're doing is wonderful,
[11:18] Grandma
    except they go around helping other peoples'
    children while ignoring their own son.
[11:26] Grandma
    I took care of him
    while he was living with me.
[11:28] Grandma
    I wonder if he was embarrassed by that.
[11:31] Grandma
    Once he started high school, he wanted
    to move back into the old apartment alone.
[11:37] Grandma
    He's a good boy, but he can be
     a bit extreme sometimes.
[11:41] Hotaru
    Yeah.
[11:43] Grandma
    Though he's changed a little recently.
[11:47] Grandma
    He never seemed to care
    much for food before,
[11:51] Grandma
    but now he asks me about cooking
     and even cleans his plate.
[11:58] Grandma
    I wonder who
    is having an effect on him.
[12:00] Hotaru
    Huh?
[12:06] Hotaru
    By the way, what happened to your hand?
[12:10] Grandma
    Oh, this little thing?
[12:12] Grandma
    When I went over to cook for him,
    I goofed and burned myself.
[12:17] Grandma
    I told him it'd heal on its own,
    but he dragged me to the hospital.
[12:23] Grandma
    It isn't such a big deal. Don't worry, okay?
SIGN    Hananoi
SIGN    Let's stop walking to school
    and eating lunch together for a while
[12:36] Hananoi
    I'm good just holding one person truly dear.
SIGN    Hananoi
SIGN    I've been thinking about a lot
SIGN    Let's stop walking to school
    and eating lunch together
    for a while
SIGN    Call received
[12:51] Hotaru
    I've been thinking about a lot
    since we've been apart.
[12:55] Hotaru
    I'm starting to understand that "special"
    things are deeply important to you.
[13:03] Hotaru
    But when you say you
    don't care about anyone else,
[13:08] Hotaru
    I don't think you really feel that way.
[13:11] Hotaru
    I'm sure you have your reasons
    for saying it, though.
SIGN    I've been thinking about a lot since
    we've been apart. I'm starting
    to understand that "special" things
    are deeply important to you. But when
     you say you don't care about anyone else,
    I don't think you really feel that way.
    I'm sure you have your reasons for
    saying it, though.
SIGN    I've been thinking about a lot since
    we've been apart. I'm starting
    to understand that "special" things
    are deeply important to you. But when
     you say you don't care about anyone else,
    I don't think you really feel that way.
    I'm sure you have
SIGN    I've been thinking about a lot since
    we've been apart. I'm starting
    to understand that "special" things
    are deeply important to you. But when
     you say you don't care about anyone else,
    I don't think you really feel that way.
SIGN    I've been thinking about a lot since
    we've been apart. I'm starting
    to understand that "special" things
    are deeply important to you. But when
     you say you don't care about anyone else,
    
SIGN    I've been thinking about a lot since
    we've been apart. I'm starting
    to understand that "special" things
    are deeply important to you. But when
SIGN    I've been thinking about a lot since
    we've been apart. I'm starting
    to understand that "special" things
    are deeply important to you.
SIGN    I've been thinking about a lot since
    we've been apart. I'm starting
    to understand that "special" things
SIGN    I've been thinking about a lot since
    we've been apart. I'm starting
    to understand that "special" things
[13:39] Hotaru
    When I can't see him,
[13:41] Hotaru
    I get so lonely.
SIGN    I miss you, Hananoi-kun
[14:09] Hotaru
    H-Hananoi-kun?
[14:11] Hananoi
    Ah! Hotaru-chan?
[14:15] Hananoi
    Sorry to surprise you.
    I got your message.
[14:20] Hotaru
    O-Oh, yeah.
[14:23] Hananoi
    So, actually, right now...
[14:44] Hananoi
    Sorry. I'm here.
[14:52] Mom
    Hotaru?
[14:53] Mom
    Where are you going at this hour?
[14:55] Hotaru
    Just the convenience store!
[14:57] Hotaru
    Hananoi-kun!
[15:19] Hananoi
    Oh! S-Sorry!
[15:21] Hananoi
    I've been so Hotaru deprived,
    I wasn't thinking!
[15:28] Hotaru
    Me too! I've missed you so much!
[15:37] Hotaru
    So...
[15:39] Hotaru
    I'm positive I like you, Hananoi-kun.
[15:42] Hotaru
    But when you ask if I'm sure about it,
[15:47] Hotaru
    I'm not sure I can keep up with
    you on all your sense of values.
[15:51] Hotaru
    I'm not confident I'll be an ideal girlfriend.
[15:54] Hotaru
    I mean, I don't have any reason
    whatsoever to be confident.
[16:00] Hotaru
    But you know...
[16:03] Hotaru
    Can't we still be together,
    even if we see things differently?
[16:11] Hotaru
    The other day when we were baking
    together, I was so happy.
[16:19] Hotaru
    But it wasn't just then.
[16:22] Hotaru
    There have been so many occasions
[16:24] Hotaru
    that were a delight.
    Where I was thrilled to be with you,
[16:29] Hotaru
    or even just to talk to you.
[16:33] Hotaru
    I figure maybe, as those things keep
    adding up, I'll find my confidence.
[16:41] Hotaru
    So, you know, I think this
    is just the beginning.
[16:46] Hotaru
    I want it to be you, Hananoi-kun.
[16:50] Hotaru
    Things may not always work,
     and I might cry sometimes,
[16:54] Hotaru
    but you're who I want to share that with.
[16:58] Hotaru
    So do you think you could go out
     with someone like me?
[17:08] Hananoi
    That's what... I should be asking you.
[17:13] Hotaru
    What? Why are you crying?
[17:16] Hananoi
    I'm not crying.
[17:17] Hotaru
    Oh, really? Sorry, my mistake.
[17:26] Hananoi
    I'm sorry. I'm the one lacking confidence.
[17:32] Hotaru
    He really is crying.
[17:43] Hananoi
    I love you.
[17:48] Hotaru
    Y-You flatter me.
[17:54] Hananoi
    I'm looking forward to us.
[17:56] Hotaru
    So... So am I!
[18:04] Hotaru
    D-Does this mean we're about to—
[18:31] Hotaru
    It's winter. I'm sixteen.
[18:34] Hotaru
    And starting today, we really
    are boyfriend and girlfriend.
SIGN    The Horse and the Witch
[20:31] (Flashback) Ginji
    Hey there.
[20:34] (Flashback) Ginji
    All by yourself again, sonny?
[20:42] (Flashback) Ginji
    What's going on? You look
    even gloomier than normal.
[20:47] (Flashback) Hananoi
    My mom and dad promised to
    come back to Japan next week,
[20:53] (Flashback) Hananoi
    but now they can't.
[20:55] (Flashback) Ginji
    Is that right?
[20:58] (Flashback) Ginji
    Well, a doctor's life is
    always full of surprises.
SIGN    The Horse and the Witch
[21:03] (Flashback) Hananoi
    I wonder if even they care about me at all.
[21:11] (Flashback) Ginji
    Well, I guess it's about time for you.
[21:14] (Flashback) Ginji
    Your parents are living as they please,
    so you should live freely too.
[21:20] (Flashback) Ginji
    You gotta find someone else
    that you really love.
[21:27] (Flashback) Hananoi
    More than Mom and Dad?
[21:30] (Flashback) Ginji
    Yeah! That's what they call...
[21:33] (Flashback) Ginji
    a soulmate!
[21:37] (Flashback) Ginji
    In my case, I lived a little too freely,
     so my folks cut ties with me.
[21:43] (Flashback) Ginji
    But when I met my wife,
    it changed my universe.
[21:48] (Flashback) Hananoi
    A soulmate?
[21:51] (Flashback) Ginji
    So, how about it?
    Any girls you like at school?
[21:55] (Flashback) Hananoi
    No.
[21:57] (Flashback) Ginji
    Get out there, sonny!
[22:00] (Flashback) Ginji
    You've got your whole life ahead of you.
SIGN    Early day tomorrow,
     so I'm headed to sleep!
SIGN    Night!
SIGN    Night
SIGN    Morning, Hotaru-chan
SIGN    Hotaru-chan
SIGN    Good morning
SIGN    Early day tomorrow,
     so I'm headed to sleep!
SIGN    Night!
SIGN    Night
SIGN    Morning, Hotaru-chan
SIGN    Hinase Hotaru
SIGN    Good morning, Hananoi-kun!
SIGN    I got so excited yesterday, I couldn't sleep at all
SIGN    Same
SIGN    Hinase Hotaru
SIGN    I turn so red when I remember we're in love
SIGN    Hinase Hotaru
SIGN    Starting today, I'm your girlfriend!
[23:02] Hotaru
    Hananoi-kun, I'm... in love with you!
[23:13] Hananoi
    What am I gonna do?
[23:16] Hananoi
    I'm so happy.
SIGN    Flour Bakery
    -Soft and chewy on the inside
    -Crust is also good
    
    Hotaru-chan would love it
SIGN    I miss you, Hotaru-chan