# E15 - The Self, Worn Down
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**[00:05] Beholder**
With the help of the Observer, Renril's
defense preparations reached the final steps.
**[00:14] (Flashback) Bon**
Will you board this ship,
and play your part in its farce?
**[00:17] (Flashback) Bon**
Now's the time to choose.
**[00:22] Beholder**
The warriors choose their own
fate by their own volition.
**[00:29] Beholder**
And now, the time has come.
***SIGN*** The Self, Worn Down
**[02:15] Messar**
What the hell was that attack?
**[02:18] Messar**
How did they fling it over here?
**[02:20] Bon**
Is everyone all right?
**[02:21] Commander 2**
Western Battlement One has taken a hit!
**[02:24] Bon**
How damaged is it?
**[02:25] Bon**
Any deaths?
**[02:26] Fushi**
They're fine. They're all there.
**[02:35] Fushi**
Huh?
**[02:36] Bon**
What's wrong, Fushi?
**[02:38] Fushi**
Oh, just...
**[02:40] Fushi**
It felt like someone just came in.
**[02:49] Bon**
Came in?
**[02:53] Bon**
Someone must have given birth or something.
**[02:55] Fushi**
No, it didn't feel like that.
**[03:14] Hairo**
So that's what they used.
**[03:16] Bon**
All retreat!
**[03:28] Kamu**
Where did they get such huge trebuchets?
**[03:32] Citizen Soldier A**
Let's use ours!
**[03:33] Hairo**
It's no use.
**[03:34] Hairo**
Ours won't reach that far.
**[03:36] Citizen Soldier A**
Then what do we do?
**[03:38] Citizen Soldier A**
Are you telling us to just
sit here and take it?
**[03:40] Fushi**
I won't let that happen.
**[03:54] Fushi**
I won't let them get into my sensory field.
**[03:57] A**
Hell yeah!
**[03:59] B**
Get 'em!
**[04:00] Messar**
I never knew he'd set root outside of Renril.
**[04:04] Kai**
Just far how?
**[04:06] Commander 2**
Don't let the Nokkers in
through this waterway!
**[04:09] Commander 2**
Got it?
**[04:10] Commander 2**
Assume they're hiding behind
every tree and every branch!
**[04:13] Citizen Soldier B**
Look over there!
**[04:22] Renril Soldier**
There's nothing for us to even do, huh?
**[04:36] Kahaku**
Fushi! Are you okay?
**[04:40] Kahaku**
It must be difficult.
**[04:41] Kahaku**
Is there anything I can do?
**[04:43] Fushi**
I want to focus. Stay away.
**[04:54] Hokey**
What're you doing there, miss?
**[04:58] Hokey**
Are you by yourself? What about your parents?
**[05:00] Hokey**
Are you lost?
**[05:02] Renril Soldier C**
You! It's dangerous here!
**[05:04] Renril Soldier C**
Go back home!
**[05:06] Hokey**
I'm sorry. I'll be on my way right now.
**[05:11] Hokey**
Now, come with me.
**[05:13] Hokey**
I'll take you to my house.
**[05:15] Hokey**
What's this? Are you crying?
**[05:21] Hokey**
It'll be all right.
**[05:23] Hokey**
My wife's cooking will cheer you right up.
**[05:46] Bon**
Six hours since the battle began,
**[05:48] Bon**
Fushi is holding off the Nokkers
15 kilometers from Renril.
**[05:54] Bon**
But it's wearing him out quickly.
**[05:59] Bon**
This smells.
**[06:01] Fen**
I'm sorry, I farted.
**[06:03] Bon**
You're kidding.
**[06:05] Fen**
Yes. I'm sorry.
**[06:07] Fen**
Actually, it was Nixon's doing.
**[06:12] Bon**
By the way, about her...
**[06:16] Bon**
Couldn't find her, huh?
**[06:18] Citizen Soldier C**
Hey, are you all right?
**[06:20] Citizen Soldier C**
What's wrong?
**[06:21] Bon**
What happened?
**[06:23] Citizen Soldier C**
I don't know.
**[06:24] Citizen Soldier C**
He was drinking water, and...
**[06:26] Sera**
Don't drink it!
**[06:27] Sera**
It's poisoned!
**[06:29] Bon**
Restrict water consumption immediately!
**[06:34] Citizen Soldier D**
Don't use the water from the waterways!
**[06:36] Renril Soldier D**
That water is unsafe! Its use is prohibited!
**[06:39] Bon**
It put poison in its own body
and lured us into attacking it?
**[06:44] Sera**
Yes.
**[06:45] Bon**
Have we secured water supplies?
**[06:46] Kai**
We still have some well water.
**[06:48] Messar**
This situation can't go on forever.
**[06:51] Messar**
That river is Renril's lifeline.
**[06:53] Hairo**
We don't know how long the battle
against the Nokkers will last.
**[06:58] Hairo**
Deleena Watergate...
**[07:00] Hairo**
Let's have Fushi eliminate the
Nokkers to the west first.
**[07:03] Kahaku**
Unacceptable.
**[07:04] Kahaku**
We can't allow Fushi to take on any more.
**[07:06] Hairo**
We can deal with the enemies coming
from in front and from the east.
**[07:09] Messar**
We could. It'd be better
than sitting around bored.
**[07:13] Kahaku**
I don't believe that'll be enough
to alleviate Fushi's burden.
**[07:21] Fushi**
Fifty-nine.
**[07:24] Fushi**
I've let 59 people die because
I wasn't paying attention.
**[07:28] Fushi**
As soon as the suffering starts,
**[07:30] Fushi**
before there's even time to hold a thought,
I feel the coldness of the ground.
**[07:35] Fushi**
The next thing I know...
**[07:36] Bon**
Don't blame yourself.
**[07:40] Fushi**
That's 60 now.
**[07:43] Kai**
We need to join the fight.
**[07:46] Kai**
Fushi-san, please acquire this.
**[07:50] Fushi**
All right.
**[07:54] Fushi**
What is this?!
**[07:55] Fushi**
Abrasives mixed in water.
**[07:57] Kahaku**
Abrasives?!
**[07:58] Kahaku**
How could you make him drink that?!
**[08:00] Kai**
I'd like you to keep producing this
water in the sealed reservoir.
**[08:04] Kai**
Can you do it?
**[08:08] Fushi**
Yeah.
**[08:10] Kai**
Connect this to it.
**[08:12] Fushi**
What's this?
**[08:13] Fushi**
It's a new weapon that shoots
water instead of bullets.
**[08:32] Messar**
Huh?
**[08:33] Messar**
You call this a weapon?
**[08:35] Messar**
Can you even use this thing?
**[08:40] Bon**
This is what you've been working on?!
**[08:46] Kai**
Let's use it if things become desperate.
**[08:49] Kai**
And this, too.
**[08:51] Kai**
Your armor.
**[08:54] Fushi**
Mine?
**[08:56] Kai**
I've prepared it just in case.
**[08:59] Fushi**
Thanks, Kai.
**[09:01] Kai**
I hope you don't have to wear it.
**[09:05] Fushi**
I just need to work on the
Nokkers to the west, right?
**[09:08] Bon**
You were listening, huh?
**[09:11] Bon**
Focus your attention over there.
**[09:14] Bon**
We'll take care of the front and the east.
**[09:17] Fushi**
Are we drawing the enemy toward Renril?
**[09:19] Bon**
That's the idea.
**[09:21] Hairo**
Renril's trebuchets will be able
to reach them at 400 meters.
**[09:26] Fushi**
Got it.
**[09:31] Fushi**
* Now we won't be on the*
* defensive the whole time.*
**[09:34] Fushi**
*We can attack, too.*
**[09:37] Voice**
All men, to your positions!
**[10:00] Commander 5**
Fire!
**[10:07] Fushi**
They're coming in from over there.
**[10:10] Fushi**
There's at least a few kilometers.
**[10:12] Kamu**
We just have to kill all the poison
Nokkers here and we win, right?
**[10:16] Fushi**
We can't just defeat them.
**[10:18] Fushi**
We have to rebuild.
**[10:20] Fushi**
The mountain, the rivers... everything.
**[10:23] Sera**
Um... What should we be doing?
**[10:28] Fushi**
Protect this so that I can stay here.
**[10:33] Hokey**
It seems she's been separated from someone.
**[10:36] Hokey**
She just keeps asking,
"Where's Fu-chan? Where's Fu-chan?"
**[10:41] Bloom**
Fu-chan?
**[10:42] Hokey**
Yeah. Someone named Fushi.
**[10:44] Bloom**
Fushi? The legendary immortal?
**[10:47] Bloom**
It couldn't be, right?
**[10:48] Hokey**
In any case, let's feed her something.
**[10:51] Hokey**
We can talk after that.
**[10:52] Bloom**
The problem is, I can't use the water.
**[10:55] Bloom**
I can only give her bread and fruits.
**[10:58] Bloom**
Oh, I can give her cider.
**[10:59] Hokey**
Great.
**[11:01] Hokey**
Come.
**[11:01] Hokey**
Why don't we eat?
**[11:42] Yuiss**
Um...
**[11:44] Kamu**
What's up?
**[11:45] Yuiss**
Should we really just be standing here?
**[11:48] Yuiss**
We've been here for hours.
**[11:51] Kamu**
Of course!
**[11:52] Kamu**
The fact that nothing's gone wrong is proof
that we're doing a good job protecting the rope.
**[11:55] Fushi**
It took two weeks before to
set two kilometers of root.
**[11:59] Fushi**
I think I can be a bit faster this time.
**[12:02] Yuiss**
Set root?
**[12:04] Sera**
Look!
**[12:07] Yuiss**
That's where part of you is fighting, isn't it?
**[12:15] Ben**
Rain...
**[12:16] Sebas**
What to do tonight?
**[12:18] Sebas**
Wanna spend it in the river like the fish?
**[12:24] Fushi**
Will that work over there?
**[12:26] Sebas**
Man, what an easy job.
**[12:29] Sebas**
I heard it was going to be an all-out war.
**[12:32] Sebas**
It was nothing like that.
**[12:34] Sera**
What are you talking about?
**[12:35] Sera**
People have already died.
**[12:36] Sera**
There've already been victims.
**[12:38] Sebas**
Scary.
**[12:39] Kamu**
Fushi-san, please take a break!
**[12:42] Kamu**
You're gonna freeze out there!
**[12:47] Kamu**
Teleportation.
**[12:52] Yuiss**
You're bleeding!
**[12:53] Kamu**
He's concentrating on
every corner of Renril.
**[12:58] Kamu**
Let's not get in the way.
**[13:00] Kamu**
Yeah, let's not.
**[13:28] Commander 5**
The next wave's coming! Hurry!
**[13:35] Hairo**
Fushi?
**[13:36] Commander 6**
Fire!
**[13:50] Bon**
Fushi!
**[13:51] Fushi (Sandel)**
The Nokkers climbed on top!
**[13:53] Kahaku**
I told you!
**[13:54] Kahaku**
We're overburdening Fushi!
**[13:56] Bon**
What about the west side?
**[13:57] Bon**
Is the river okay?
**[13:59] Fushi (Sandel)**
You don't need to tell me! I'm on it!
**[14:03] Fushi (Sandel)**
More importantly, Renril's weapons
are letting the cores escape.
**[14:07] Fushi (Sandel)**
I can hit their weak spot, but you...
**[14:10] Messar**
Wanna burn them, then?
**[14:12] Bon**
It's almost night. We should do it.
**[14:14] Bon**
Prepare immediately!
**[14:26] Bon**
Good!
**[14:32] Bon**
Fushi!
**[14:36] Bon**
Are you all right? Hang in there!
**[14:39] Bon**
Fushi! Fushi!
**[14:41] Messar**
Relax. He probably just moved
himself somewhere else.
**[14:44] Bon**
No, his chest is moving.
**[14:47] Kahaku**
He's out cold.
**[14:50] Kahaku**
Perhaps it's because we forced
him to hone his senses too much.
**[14:53] Messar**
I thought he could recover his
strength by transforming again.
**[14:57] Kahaku**
This might be a different
kind of exhaustion.
**[15:00] Kahaku**
The wall isn't repaired, either.
**[15:02] Messar**
We've been depending on Fushi
**[15:04] Messar**
to resupply ammunition and repair
weapons so that we could do it quickly.
**[15:09] Messar**
We have to do something.
**[15:15] Bon**
Wake up, Fushi!
**[15:17] Bon**
Wake up, Fushi!
**[15:18] Bon**
Wake up, damn it!
**[15:19] Bon**
Fushi!
**[15:24] Bon**
Let's make a roof.
**[15:26] Bon**
We have to protect Fushi's body.
**[15:28] Kahaku**
We must protect him at all costs.
**[15:30] Kahaku**
We won't have his protection otherwise.
**[15:34] Bon**
Kai!
**[15:51] Hairo**
We might die before we
even have time to realize
**[15:55] Hairo**
that the Nokkers are already close.
**[15:57] Bon**
How many Nokkers are there?
**[15:59] Bon**
How many dead?
**[16:00] Messar**
How are we supposed to
know without Fushi here?
**[16:03] Messar**
Calm down, Bon.
**[16:06] Bon**
Eko...
**[16:17] Messar**
What does it matter how many
people died right now?
**[16:20] Messar**
Our only job is to kill the
enemy that's in front of us.
**[16:24] Bon**
You're right.
**[16:58] Fushi (Sandel)**
Eko?!
**[17:24] Fushi**
There are less...
**[17:26] Fushi**
There are less people.
**[17:39] Fushi (Sandel)**
Kahaku!
**[17:45] Kahaku**
Fushi! You've awakened!
**[17:47] Fushi (Sandel)**
What... What has happened?!
**[17:50] Kahaku**
Nothing.
**[17:51] Fushi (Sandel)**
How could you say that?!
**[17:53] Kahaku**
No, nothing's changed
since the battle began.
**[17:57] Kahaku**
You lost consciousness, and we fought.
**[18:01] Kahaku**
That's all.
**[18:03] Kahaku**
Bon-san has gone to the princess
to report on the situation.
**[18:08] Fushi (Sandel)**
What about everyone else?
**[18:32] Kahaku**
The three of them have died.
**[18:39] Fushi**
Died?
**[18:41] Kahaku**
They were mere humans, after all.
**[18:44] Kahaku**
Fortunately, the Nokkers
haven't gotten past the wall.
**[18:47] Kahaku**
I've stopped all of them.
**[18:50] Kahaku**
Rest assured, Fushi, you have me.
**[18:54] Fushi**
Kai...
**[18:55] Fushi**
Hairo...
**[18:57] Fushi**
Messar...
**[19:00] Kahaku**
Fushi!
**[19:01] Kahaku**
Are you all right?
**[19:03] Bon**
You should constrain your
senses for a while.
**[19:06] Bon**
Kahaku, I'd like you to join
Kamu in supporting the wall.
**[19:12] Kahaku**
Huh? But...
**[19:15] Bon**
Everyone, you know that the Nokkers
can take over our bodies, right?
**[19:20] Kamu**
Yes, of course.
**[19:21] Bon**
He's one of them.
**[19:24] Ben**
You were one of the bounties along
with Fushi-san, weren't you?
**[19:29] Sera**
I'm impressed you can hold on to
consciousness with a Nokker in your body.
**[19:33] Bon**
Kahaku will surely be a
valuable asset in the battle.
**[19:36] Bon**
But remember to be careful around people
who've been corrupted by the Nokkers.
**[19:41] Sebas**
Sure, we just need to beat
the shit out of them.
**[19:55] Bon**
Kai, Hairo, Messar...
**[19:59] Bon**
Let's not forget them, okay?
**[20:05] (Flashback) Kai**
We came here because we had regrets.
**[20:10] (Flashback) Hairo**
We're here because we chose to be.
**[20:16] (Flashback) Messar**
Come on.
**[20:17] (Flashback) Messar**
We're headed for a rough start if
you're having second thoughts now.
**[20:30] Fushi**
Why did they die?
**[20:37] Bon**
Eko says she'll show you.
**[20:48] (Flashback) Voice**
Don't let the Nokkers in!
**[20:51] (Flashback) Voice**
Trebuchet at ten o' clock!
**[21:06] (Flashback) Kahaku**
Eastern Battlement Four is in danger!
**[21:09] (Flashback) Bon**
That one's being refueled right now.
**[21:12] (Flashback) Hairo**
I'll go!
**[21:17] (Flashback) Citizen Soldier E**
Look...
**[21:18] (Flashback) Citizen Soldier E**
Nokkers!
**[21:24] (Flashback) Messar**
Stop.
**[21:26] (Flashback) Messar**
That one's on our side.
**[21:37] (Flashback) Bon**
Eastern Battlement Four!
**[21:39] (Flashback) Kai**
I'm worried about Hairo.
**[21:40] (Flashback) Kai**
I'm going.
**[21:41] (Flashback) Bon**
Be careful!
**[21:43] (Flashback) Bon**
Come back before dawn.
**[21:49] (Flashback) Bon**
Messar, protecting Fushi's
rope is our top priority.
**[21:53] (Flashback) Bon**
Stay close to it.
**[21:57] (Flashback) Messar**
What the hell is this?
**[22:17] (Flashback) Kahaku**
It'll be all right.
**[22:19] (Flashback) Kahaku**
I'll protect Fushi.
**[22:33] Bon**
I'm sorry.
**[22:34] Bon**
I wasn't up to the task.
**[22:35] Bon**
But it isn't over yet.
**[22:38] Bon**
We still need everyone's help.
**[22:44] Fushi**
I know.
**[22:46] Fushi**
I'm going to murder all the Nokkers.
**[22:50] Bon**
Fushi!
***SIGN*** Preview
**[24:34] Beholder**
Kai, Hairo, Messar.
**[24:37] Beholder**
The three warriors have perished.
**[24:41] Beholder**
The anger and despair at having lost
his friends pushes Fushi forward.
**[24:47] Beholder**
But a piece comes back to life with a power
that Fushi himself doesn't know about.
***SIGN*** Three Eternal Warriors