# E7 - Not in My Textbook
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**[00:02] Sensei**
Okay, everyone.
Have you made a graph of your day?
**[00:08] All**
Yes.
**[00:11] Student A**
Sensei, look at mine!
**[00:13] Sensei**
I see you've colored it so it's easy to read.
**[00:16] Student B**
Good job, Ha-chan!
**[00:17] Sensei**
Very good.
***SIGN*** My Day
**[00:19] Sensei**
You've done a fine job.
***SIGN*** The Maid I Hired Recently
Is Mysterious
***SIGN*** Episode 7: Not in My Textbook
**[01:58] Tsukasa**
Yuuri-san.
**[02:00] Tsukasa**
Are you thinking about
our assignment from earlier?
**[02:03] Yuuri**
Assignment?
**[02:05] Yuuri**
That's not what it's about.
**[02:07] Yuuri**
My maid is the only thing I think about all day.
**[02:12] Yuuri**
I just realized it, and now
I don't know what to do.
**[02:16] Tsukasa**
Would you please tell me more about that?
**[02:21] Tsukasa**
I might be able to help
you with your troubles.
**[02:24] Yuuri**
Okay...
**[02:28] Yuuri**
Well, then...
**[02:30] Yuuri**
Ever since Lilith first came to the mansion,
**[02:33] Yuuri**
she's made me both curious and suspicious.
**[02:36] Yuuri**
I can't take my eyes off her.
**[02:41] Yuuri**
Every time I think about her,
my heart races.
**[02:47] Yuuri**
My chest gets tight,
**[02:50] Yuuri**
and I can't sit stil—
**[02:55] Yuuri**
I don't know what to—
**[02:57] Yuuri**
Wait, are you okay?!
**[02:59] Tsukasa**
Don't mind me.
**[03:00] Tsukasa**
This happens all the time.
**[03:02] Yuuri**
All the time?
**[03:03] Yuuri**
That's even more worrying.
**[03:08] Tsukasa**
Well, then, how does she
seem to you, as a person?
**[03:13] Yuuri**
She's just really suspicious.
**[03:16] Tsukasa**
Suspicious?
**[03:17] Yuuri**
She showed up at my mansion one
day and started working for free.
**[03:21] Yuuri**
Her sparkling purple eyes are so pretty,
**[03:24] Yuuri**
and the way she works so hard is beautiful.
**[03:27] Yuuri**
Just being near her makes me happy.
**[03:31] Yuuri**
Everything about Lilith is suspicious.
**[03:37] Yuuri**
Wh-What's wrong?
**[03:39] Tsukasa**
That's not really suspicious
so much as... well...
**[03:42] Tsukasa**
That's definitely love.
**[03:47] Yuuri**
Oh, also!
**[03:49] Yuuri**
The meals she makes are extra delicious.
**[03:52] Yuuri**
And she smells especially nice.
**[03:56] Yuuri**
She's way too suspicious!
**[04:04] Tsukasa**
It's even more intense
than in the stories I read.
**[04:06] Tsukasa**
Thank you! Thank you!
**[04:11] Tsukasa**
Um...
**[04:12] Tsukasa**
So what is it that's troubling you?
**[04:15] Yuuri**
When Lilith smiles, I feel happy, too.
**[04:19] Yuuri**
When Lilith looks sad, I feel sad.
**[04:24] Yuuri**
When Lilith is talking to someone else,
I can't contain myself.
**[04:30] Yuuri**
Lilith is my maid...
**[04:31] Yuuri**
She's so suspicious...
**[04:33] Yuuri**
And yet it's like my mind isn't my own.
**[04:38] Yuuri**
I don't get it.
**[04:39] Yuuri**
She's so suspicious,
yet I don't ever want to leave her.
**[04:45] Yuuri**
I'm so confused.
**[04:47] Yuuri**
Ever since I met her,
I've become more and more messed up.
**[04:51] Yuuri**
I might be...
**[04:54] Yuuri**
It might be that...
**[04:58] Yuuri**
I'm sick.
**[05:02] Yuuri**
Whenever I ask her,
she just dodges my question.
**[05:05] Yuuri**
I think I'm seriously ill,
and she just won't tell me!
**[05:10] Tsukasa**
Isn't that the nature of your relationship?
**[05:15] Yuuri**
What is our relationship?
**[05:17] Tsukasa**
W-Wait a moment... Have you been
oblivious this whole time?
**[05:21] Tsukasa**
I thought this was just humble bragging!
**[05:24] Yuuri**
Bragging?
**[05:27] Tsukasa**
Never mind...
**[05:30] Yuuri**
Anyway, I'm really messed up.
I can't deal with this.
**[05:33] Yuuri**
I don't know what to do.
**[05:36] Yuuri**
How do I fix this confusion syndrome?
**[05:40] Yuuri**
Even now, it's hard to breathe
when I think about Lilith.
**[05:45] Yuuri**
If you—
**[05:46] Tsukasa**
Yuuri-san.
**[05:47] Tsukasa**
What you're feeling isn't an illness.
**[05:52] Tsukasa**
I've read about it in a book.
**[05:54] Tsukasa**
It's more painful and
agonizing than being sick,
**[05:57] Tsukasa**
but you want to treasure it just the same.
**[06:01] Tsukasa**
You're...
**[06:04] Tsukasa**
in love.
**[06:09] Yuuri**
Love?
**[06:17] Yuuri**
Love...
**[06:20] Yuuri**
What is love?
**[06:25] Yuuri**
I-I'm home.
**[06:28] Lilith**
Welcome home, young master.
**[06:30] Lilith**
You're home quite late today.
**[06:33] Lilith**
You always come home early,
so I was very lonely.
**[06:39] Lilith**
Just kidding.
**[06:43] Lilith**
*H-Huh?*
**[06:44] Lilith**
*Huh?*
**[06:47] Lilith**
*I thought we had grown closer recently...*
**[06:52] Lilith**
*One more try.*
**[06:54] Lilith**
The weather is getting cooler.
**[06:57] Lilith**
You don't feel chilled, do you?
**[07:01] Lilith**
Shall I warm you up?
**[07:04] Lilith**
With my bare skin?
**[07:05] Lilith**
Just kidding.
**[07:12] Lilith**
*He would normally say...*
**[07:13] Yuuri**
I wasn't cold at all. Thinking about
you made my chest feel warm!
**[07:18] Lilith**
*...something like that in response.*
**[07:21] Lilith**
*Why is he so unresponsive?*
**[07:25] Lilith**
* There have been times when he wasn't*
* suspicious of me in the past, but why...*
**[07:30] Lilith**
*H-He hasn't come to hate me, has he?*
**[07:32] Lilith**
*N-No, it's too early to assume that.*
**[07:36] Lilith**
*Maybe he simply didn't hear me.*
**[07:38] Lilith**
*That must be it.*
**[07:39] Lilith**
*Let's try again.*
**[07:42] Lilith**
Young master...
**[07:44] Lilith**
Will you have dinner?
**[07:45] Lilith**
Or will you have a bath?
**[07:47] Lilith**
Or will you have... me?
**[07:51] Lilith**
Just kidding.
**[07:55] Lilith**
*That might have been going too far!*
**[07:58] Lilith**
Th-That wasn't...
**[08:00] Lilith**
I-I didn't mean anything by it!
**[08:07] Lilith**
*This isn't good.*
**[08:10] Lilith**
Y-Y-Young master!
**[08:13] Lilith**
Are you feeling ill in some way?
**[08:16] Lilith**
Are you hurt? Do you have a fever?
**[08:18] Yuuri**
Nothing like that.
**[08:20] Yuuri**
What's the matter?
**[08:22] Lilith**
What's the matter?
**[08:23] Lilith**
Well, you...
**[08:26] Lilith**
*...aren't reacting to me.*
**[08:29] Lilith**
* Wait, that makes it sound*
* like I'm some crazy maid!*
**[08:35] Lilith**
I-It's just that you seem unwell.
**[08:42] Yuuri**
I was just thinking about something.
**[08:46] Yuuri**
Sorry to worry you.
**[08:49] Lilith**
No, I apologize for scampering around.
**[08:55] Lilith**
By the way, what is it
you've been thinking about?
**[08:58] Yuuri**
Well...
**[08:59] Yuuri**
L...
**[09:00] Lilith**
L?
**[09:08] Yuuri**
It's a secret for now.
**[09:14] Tsukasa**
You don't understand love?
**[09:16] Yuuri**
I tried reading books and stuff,
**[09:20] Yuuri**
but there's nothing that
explains my feelings for Lilith.
**[09:24] Tsukasa**
In that case, why don't we
discuss it more at my place?
**[09:28] Tsukasa**
I'll show you what love is.
**[09:33] Tsukasa**
Welcome, Yuuri-san.
**[09:39] Yuuri**
Thank you for having me.
**[09:41] Tsukasa**
Please bring some tea
to the terrace in the yard.
**[09:44] Fujisaki**
Understood.
**[09:46] Tsukasa**
Mother, this is my friend from school.
**[09:50] Tsukasa's Mom**
Oh, my. Welcome.
**[09:53] Tsukasa's Mom**
Please make yourself at home.
**[09:56] Yuuri**
Yes, ma'am.
**[09:58] Yuuri**
*I don't like this kind of atmosphere.*
**[10:01] Yuuri**
*It reminds me of the past.*
**[10:08] Yuuri**
Here.
**[10:09] Yuuri**
Lilith told me to bring this.
**[10:11] Tsukasa**
My!
**[10:12] Tsukasa**
Financiers!
**[10:14] Tsukasa**
Thank you!
**[10:16] Tsukasa**
I love financiers.
**[10:18] Tsukasa**
I sure can count on your maid.
**[10:30] Tsukasa**
Why don't we have them together?
**[10:35] Tsukasa**
Let's eat.
**[10:39] Tsukasa**
Delicious!
**[10:41] Yuuri**
Lilith made them herself.
**[10:43] Tsukasa**
So your maid is good at making sweets, too.
**[10:48] Yuuri**
Yeah...
**[10:49] Yuuri**
She is.
**[10:52] Yuuri**
Lilith's cooking is the best in the world.
**[10:57] Tsukasa**
By the way, couldn't your maid come today?
**[11:01] Tsukasa**
You should have come together.
**[11:04] Yuuri**
She brought me part of the way,
but I sent her home.
**[11:08] Tsukasa**
Shall we invite her now?
**[11:11] Tsukasa**
I can have someone fetch her.
**[11:13] Yuuri**
Uh... But...
**[11:21] Yuuri**
Lilith might decide to leave
my mansion and work here.
**[11:28] Yuuri**
* A kind family, lots of servants,*
* a large, beautiful mansion...*
**[11:34] Yuuri**
*All the things I lost are abundant here.*
**[11:39] Yuuri**
She'd make a lot more money
working for your family.
**[11:43] Yuuri**
She might be much happier
here than living with me.
**[11:48] Tsukasa**
Yuuri-san...
**[11:50] Yuuri**
*Never mind being in love.*
**[11:52] Yuuri**
* I don't know if I can even*
* give her happiness.*
**[12:00] Tsukasa**
I can't imagine your maid
would think that.
**[12:05] Tsukasa**
She looked very happy being with you.
**[12:14] Yuuri**
Do you really think so?
**[12:16] Tsukasa**
Yes.
**[12:20] Tsukasa**
I see...
**[12:22] Tsukasa**
I see.
**[12:27] Yuuri**
What is it?
**[12:28] Tsukasa**
Oh, nothing.
**[12:29] Tsukasa**
Anyway, we were talking about
what love is, weren't we?
**[12:34] Yuuri**
Y-Yeah.
**[12:36] Tsukasa**
In that case, you should read
my collection of romance novels.
***SIGN*** Love Romance
***SIGN*** Emerald's First Love
***SIGN*** Lovesick in Love
***SIGN*** The Darkness and Light of Passion
**[12:42] Fujisaki**
Young lady...
**[12:44] Fujisaki**
You can't take these
outside without permission.
**[12:46] Fujisaki**
The master will scold you again.
**[12:48] Tsukasa**
No!
**[12:49] Tsukasa**
Just for a bit!
**[12:51] Tsukasa**
I just need to borrow them for a bit!
**[12:54] Tsukasa**
Fujisaki!
**[12:57] Yuuri**
*I still never figured out what love is.*
**[13:02] Yuuri**
I'm home.
**[13:03] Lilith**
Welcome home, young master.
**[13:14] Lilith**
What's the matter?
**[13:17] (Flashback) Tsukasa**
She looked very happy.
**[13:25] Yuuri**
It's nothing.
**[13:30] Sensei 2**
The art contest is coming up.
**[13:33] Sensei 2**
You'll be drawing pieces to submit.
**[13:38] Student 3**
What should we draw?
**[13:40] Sensei 2**
Anything you'd like.
**[13:42] Sensei 2**
What's important is that you
observe what you draw carefully.
**[13:45] Sensei 2**
That way, no matter what you draw, you'll begin to see its true nature.
**[13:50] Yuuri**
*True nature...*
**[13:52] Yuuri**
*That's it!*
**[13:54] Lilith**
You'd like to draw me?
**[13:57] Yuuri**
* By drawing Lilith,*
* I'll expose her true nature.*
**[14:01] Yuuri**
It's for a school assignment.
**[14:03] Yuuri**
May I draw you?
**[14:04] Lilith**
Yes, of course.
**[14:06] Yuuri**
*And I might learn about love.*
**[14:11] Lilith**
Look at me very carefully
and draw me thoroughly.
**[14:15] Lilith**
Just kidding.
**[14:17] Yuuri**
Got it!
**[14:20] Yuuri**
All right, here I go.
**[14:26] Yuuri**
You have...
**[14:28] Yuuri**
two moles under your eye,
**[14:30] Yuuri**
and one on your chest.
**[14:32] Yuuri**
I see.
**[14:36] Yuuri**
What's wrong?
**[14:37] Lilith**
N-Nothing.
**[14:38] Yuuri**
I can't draw you if you hide your face.
**[14:41] Yuuri**
You were the one who said
to observe you thoroughly.
**[14:45] Lilith**
That's right! I have to pose!
**[14:49] Lilith**
Wouldn't it be better if you
drew me taking a proper pose?
**[14:54] Yuuri**
That's true.
**[14:55] Lilith**
And my clothes.
**[14:57] Lilith**
If you're going to draw me,
I should be dressed properly.
**[15:01] Yuuri**
I see.
**[15:02] Lilith**
H-How would you like me to look?
**[15:05] Lilith**
I'll let you see me how ever you'd like.
**[15:10] Lilith**
How about this kind of pose?
**[15:12] Lilith**
Or this kind of pose?
**[15:15] Yuuri**
I...
**[15:17] Yuuri**
want to draw you just as you are.
**[15:20] Lilith**
*Just as I am?*
**[15:21] Lilith**
D-Do you mean...
**[15:24] Yuuri**
Yeah.
**[15:25] Lilith**
Just as I am...
**[15:34] Lilith**
The way I always am?
**[15:37] Yuuri**
Yeah.
**[15:38] Yuuri**
That's the Lilith I always see.
**[15:45] Lilith**
The way you see me
**[15:47] Lilith**
and the way you think of me
isn't necessarily who I really am.
**[15:53] Lilith**
I might look completely different
when you don't see me.
**[15:57] Yuuri**
R-Really?
**[15:59] Yuuri**
That's suspicious.
**[16:03] Yuuri**
But no matter how you look, I'll find you.
**[16:08] Yuuri**
You're you.
**[16:12] Yuuri**
Besides, there's no one as suspicious as you are.
**[16:24] Yuuri**
That should do it.
**[16:26] Lilith**
May I take a look?
**[16:29] Lilith**
Oh, you're very good.
**[16:31] Lilith**
I never knew you had a talent for art, too.
**[16:35] Lilith**
Young master?
**[16:36] Yuuri**
No!
**[16:37] Yuuri**
You're much more beautiful than this!
**[16:39] Lilith**
What? I think it looks beautiful.
**[16:42] Yuuri**
No, no!
**[16:43] Yuuri**
You're a lot more sensual.
You look nothing like this!
**[16:46] Yuuri**
I can't express it with my abilities.
**[16:50] Lilith**
Young master...
**[16:52] Yuuri**
I'm drawing you more.
**[16:54] Yuuri**
Don't move, Lilith!
**[16:56] Yuuri**
I'll draw until I'm satisfied!
**[17:07] Lilith**
Young master, you have bags under your eyes.
**[17:10] Yuuri**
I'm still not done with my drawing.
**[17:13] Lilith**
My...
**[17:14] Lilith**
Is it because I'm so beautiful
that you can't draw me?
**[17:17] Lilith**
Just kidding.
**[17:18] Yuuri**
Yeah.
**[17:20] Yuuri**
I think I lost sleep thinking about you.
**[17:25] Lilith**
Oh, no...
**[17:27] Lilith**
H-How much sleep have you lost?
**[17:30] Yuuri**
I don't know.
**[17:31] Yuuri**
I was thinking about how to draw
you the whole time I was in bed.
**[17:35] Yuuri**
Before I knew it, it was morning.
**[17:38] Lilith**
Young master...
**[17:41] Yuuri**
I'll take responsibility tonight
and put you to sleep.
**[17:49] Lilith**
How about some healing scents
to give you a good night's rest?
**[17:54] Yuuri**
That does smell nice,
**[17:56] Yuuri**
but you smell nicer.
**[18:00] Lilith**
D-Do I?
**[18:02] Lilith**
Um...
**[18:04] Lilith**
In that case, would you like
to place your head on my lap?
**[18:08] Lilith**
If you like my scent,
that may help you sleep better.
**[18:12] Yuuri**
No.
**[18:14] Yuuri**
Your legs will go numb.
**[18:16] Yuuri**
I'll be too worried to sleep.
**[18:19] Lilith**
I see...
**[18:22] Lilith**
How about some hot milk?
**[18:27] Lilith**
Healing music.
**[18:32] Lilith**
A hot eye-mask.
**[18:40] Yuuri**
I can't sleep.
**[18:42] Lilith**
Then...
**[18:43] Lilith**
What if I sleep next to you?
**[18:49] Lilith**
Just kidding.
**[18:54] Yuuri**
I want to sleep with you.
**[18:57] Yuuri**
I think I can sleep if you're with me.
**[18:59] Lilith**
B-But I'm a maid...
**[19:03] Yuuri**
No?
**[19:11] Lilith**
Do you think you can fall
asleep now, young master?
**[19:13] Yuuri**
I don't know.
**[19:17] Yuuri**
Why are you at this mansion?
**[19:22] Yuuri**
I want to learn more about you.
**[19:26] Yuuri**
I think about you so much
all day that I can't sleep.
**[19:32] Yuuri**
But even though you're so close to me now,
you won't tell me about yourself.
**[19:39] Yuuri**
There's so much I don't know
about you. It scares me.
**[19:41] Yuuri**
I'm always worried.
**[19:47] Lilith**
It's all right, young master.
**[19:52] Song**
*I want to spend the coming*
**[20:00] Song**
*future alongside you*
**[20:00] Yuuri**
*What was this song again?*
**[20:07] Song**
*I search to keep shining*
**[20:11] Yuuri**
*Oh, yeah...*
**[20:12] Yuuri**
*It's the lullaby my mom used to sing for me.*
**[20:15] Song**
*And walk on down the path*
**[20:18] Yuuri**
*My mom, and...*
**[20:22] Yuuri**
*Who was it again?*
**[20:24] Yuuri**
*What was it?*
**[20:32] Lilith**
Goodnight.
**[20:37] Yuuri**
I slept really well!
**[20:39] Yuuri**
Thanks to you, Lilith!
**[20:41] Yuuri**
Although it was your fault I couldn't sleep.
**[20:44] Lilith**
Good morning. I'm glad to hear that.
**[20:49] Lilith**
What's the matter?
**[20:51] Yuuri**
I can't remember what happened
right before I fell asleep.
**[20:55] Yuuri**
I remember feeling really nostalgic, but...
**[20:58] Yuuri**
Do you remember, Lilith?
**[21:00] Lilith**
Well...
**[21:03] Lilith**
I wonder.
**[21:06] Yuuri**
There you go, dodging my question again!
**[21:10] Yuuri**
It's your fault I couldn't sleep!
**[21:12] Lilith**
Um...
**[21:14] Yuuri**
What if I can't fall asleep again?!
**[21:19] Yuuri**
I'm going to have you sleep with me
again today after I finish the drawing.
**[21:25] Lilith**
B-But then I'll be the one
who ends up sleep-deprived.
**[21:33] Sensei 2**
A round of applause for Yuuri-kun.
**[21:40] Lilith**
* The drawing that the young*
* master worked so hard on*
**[21:43] Lilith**
*went on to win an award in the competition.*
***SIGN*** Next Time
Episode 8: The Girl With the Purple Eyes