# E23 - Nothing seek, nothing find
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/GRVDWWG3R/nothing-seek-nothing-find)
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**[01:35] Elias**
Chise...
**[01:38] Elias**
Chise...
**[01:47] Elias**
Chise!
**[02:09] Spriggan**
We show no mercy to those who
defile this knoll, Ainsworth.
**[02:13] Elias**
Let go.
**[02:15] Spriggan**
What do you intend to do in that
vile state, you half-made monster?
**[02:19] Elias**
Let me go.
**[02:23] Spriggan**
You call yourself a mage, but you're now far
removed from both us and the humans.
**[02:31] Spriggan**
Are you going to become
a freak of obsession?
**[02:35] Spriggan**
You fool!
**[02:40] Titania**
Pitiful child.
**[02:44] Spriggan**
My queen...
**[02:45] Spriggan**
You've come alone?
**[02:47] Titania**
This is a branch.
**[02:49] Titania**
Surrogate eyes,
surrogate ears, surrogate mouth.
**[02:55] Titania**
Losing a branch doesn't hurt a tree.
**[03:01] Titania**
Elias, pitiful child...
**[03:04] Titania**
You say you don't want to be pitied,
**[03:09] Titania**
but forgive me for pitying you regardless.
**[03:15] Titania**
She has left you, hasn't she?
**[03:19] Elias**
Chise... Why?
**[03:23] Elias**
You were the one who said you'd stay
with me until I was done with you.
**[03:33] Titania**
You're very much human, but
the way you love is like us.
**[03:39] Oberon**
You shouldn't fight with your spouse,
**[03:42] Oberon**
though at times it may be necessary.
**[03:46] Spriggan**
My king, you too?
**[03:47] Spriggan**
If you're going to chase after her,
we'll both help you, my beloved child.
**[03:52] Titania**
My.
**[03:54] Oberon**
It takes only an instant for a human to die.
**[03:58] Oberon**
Titania's brief lovers died the moment
she took her eyes off of them.
**[04:05] Oberon**
So...
**[04:11] Oberon**
When you next catch her,
**[04:13] Oberon**
you must keep her from going
outside, so that she won't escape.
**[04:18] Titania**
It will be all right. We'll find her
and bring her back to you.
**[04:25] Titania**
So don't you worry.
**[04:28] Titania**
Just stay here.
**[04:30] Titania**
And we'll all live in the
land of endless youth.
**[04:46] Elias**
No...
**[04:47] Elias**
Not that.
**[04:51] Elias**
She thinks the way I do.
**[04:59] (Flashback) Chise**
You were no different.
**[05:02] Elias**
It can't be this way.
**[05:05] Titania**
But that's the way we are.
**[05:08] Titania**
It's part of who you are, too.
**[05:11] Titania**
You can't be the only one
who changes the way you love.
**[05:14] Elias**
Still,
**[05:17] Elias**
in order to live with her...
**[05:20] Elias**
If Chise will touch me again...
**[05:31] Elias**
I have to rethink my ways.
**[05:39] Elias**
Ruth, do you know where Chise is?
**[05:42] Ruth**
She's rejecting me.
**[05:44] Ruth**
I can't get close to her.
**[05:47] Oberon**
Oh, dear.
**[05:48] Titania**
Why do you think I bothered
to extend my branches, boys?
**[05:54] Titania**
The branches of my body
extend to the goddess Morrigan.
**[05:58] Titania**
They sprout in all places.
**[06:00] Titania**
You may not like it, but you're
still my beloved children.
**[06:08] Titania**
To atone for my inability to keep from
pitying you, I shall give you my assistance.
**[06:24] Titania**
Wrap your thorns around my branches.
**[06:29] Titania**
Let's bring your mate home.
**[07:19] Renfred**
Alice?
**[07:20] Alice**
I just got the shivers.
**[07:23] Blue Flame**
Damn it!
**[07:25] Blue Flame**
That queen really doesn't
know how to ask for a favor.
**[07:32] Marielle**
Deposit the massage fee here, please.
**[07:36] Marielle**
Thank you.
**[07:40] Phyllis**
Marielle.
**[07:42] Marielle**
Phyllis?
**[07:43] Marielle**
Why...
**[07:45] Phyllis**
What did you tell those two?
**[07:48] Marielle**
H-How do you know?
**[07:50] Phyllis**
Have you forgotten our code?
**[07:53] Phyllis**
We must never harm people.
**[07:57] Phyllis**
That we must know the ways of
hurting them, in order that we don't.
**[08:00] Marielle**
How much of a saint do you have to be?!
**[08:04] Marielle**
Quit worrying about some strangers
and care more for yourself!
**[08:10] Marielle**
Just give up on me.
**[08:13] Marielle**
I'll leave the coven, too.
**[08:15] Marielle**
You'll be better off without
a troublemaker like me.
**[08:24] Phyllis**
You're still a child if you think
you're the only one who is lonely.
**[08:30] Phyllis**
Do what needs to be done.
**[08:34] Phyllis**
If you were the one who created the
opportunity, it's your duty to help them.
**[08:42] Marielle**
What do you mean by...
**[08:45] Marielle**
Oh, hell!
**[09:08] Joseph**
It hurts...
**[09:15] Joseph**
It hurts...
**[09:16] Joseph**
Help me.
**[09:20] Joseph**
Help me.
**[09:32] (Flashback) Person A**
It's that lowly gravedigger's brat.
**[09:35] (Flashback) Person B**
I heard he talks to the dead.
**[09:37] (Flashback) Person C**
He's a witch.
**[09:38] (Flashback) Person D**
He's tainted. Don't go near him.
**[09:41] (Flashback) Person E**
I'm scared.
**[09:42] (Flashback) Person F**
I heard that he uses some twisted sorcery.
**[09:45] (Flashback) Person G**
He reeks. Stay away.
**[09:47] (Flashback) Person H**
Don't look.
**[09:51] (Flashback) Joseph**
Help me.
**[09:58] (Flashback) Joseph**
Is someone there?
**[10:01] (Flashback) Joseph**
Help me.
**[10:11] (Flashback) Joseph**
Help me.
**[10:38] (Flashback) Joseph**
Are you awake?
**[10:40] (Flashback) Joseph**
I'm impressed.
**[10:42] (Flashback) Joseph**
How did you...
**[10:44] (Flashback) Joseph**
I'm Joseph.
**[10:46] (Flashback) Joseph**
And you?
**[10:48] (Flashback) Joseph**
Cartaphilus.
**[10:51] (Flashback) Joseph**
Cartaphilus?
**[10:56] (Flashback) Joseph**
It hurts.
**[10:59] (Flashback) Joseph**
Help me.
**[11:02] (Flashback) Joseph**
Help me,
**[11:05] (Flashback) Joseph**
please.
**[11:09] (Flashback) Joseph**
Me?
**[11:14] (Flashback) Joseph**
Sure.
**[11:15] (Flashback) Joseph**
You can count on me!
**[12:09] (Flashback) Kid**
Mom!
**[12:11] (Flashback) Mom**
Welcome home.
**[12:12] (Flashback) Kid**
I'm home!
**[12:19] Joseph**
*I'll help you.*
**[12:25] Joseph**
*I will.*
**[12:28] Joseph**
*Only me.*
**[12:35] (Flashback) Person A**
You gravedigger's brat.
**[12:39] (Flashback) Person A**
Stand up.
**[12:40] (Flashback) Person A**
You're a witch's child, aren't you?
**[12:52] (Flashback) Joseph**
Joseph...
**[12:54] (Flashback) Joseph**
When you get better,
**[12:58] (Flashback) Joseph**
let's leave this stupid
village and travel together.
**[13:02] (Flashback) Joseph**
And let's live happily together.
**[13:04] (Flashback) Joseph**
Okay?
**[13:10] (Flashback) Joseph**
When you're better.
**[13:13] (Flashback) Joseph**
Hurry.
**[13:16] (Flashback) Joseph**
Get better soon.
**[13:23] (Flashback) Joseph**
Why?!
**[13:25] (Flashback) Joseph**
Why?
**[13:26] (Flashback) Joseph**
Why?!
**[13:27] (Flashback) Joseph**
Why do you neither get better nor worse?!
**[13:30] (Flashback) Joseph**
I've tried everything!
**[13:34] (Flashback) Joseph**
I, we...
**[13:37] (Flashback) Joseph**
When are we going to...
**[13:40] (Flashback) Joseph**
I wanted to help you.
**[13:44] (Flashback) Joseph**
No one else has ever asked a foul
gravedigger like me to help them.
**[13:50] (Flashback) Joseph**
Joseph...
**[13:53] (Flashback) Joseph**
That's why I...
**[13:55] (Flashback) Joseph**
I just want to live a good life.
**[14:04] (Flashback) Joseph**
Oh, I know.
**[14:07] (Flashback) Joseph**
How did I not notice something so simple?
**[14:10] (Flashback) Joseph**
You don't die.
**[14:12] (Flashback) Joseph**
You don't die, no matter what.
**[14:17] (Flashback) Joseph**
We just have to become one.
**[14:23] (Flashback) Joseph**
Cartaphilus, let's be saved together.
**[14:33] (Flashback) Joseph**
Together.
**[14:40] (Flashback) Joseph**
It hurts...
**[14:40] (Flashback) Joseph**
Joseph...
**[14:41] (Flashback) Joseph**
It hurts...
**[14:42] (Flashback) Joseph**
Joseph...
**[14:43] (Flashback) Joseph**
It hurts...
**[14:44] (Flashback) Joseph**
Joseph...
**[14:44] (Flashback) Joseph**
It hurts...
**[14:45] (Flashback) Joseph**
It hurts...
**[14:45] (Flashback) Joseph**
Joseph...
**[14:49] (Flashback) Joseph**
It hurts!
**[14:54] (Flashback) Person A**
This person's alive, even in that state?
**[14:56] Joseph**
*It hurts. Help me.*
**[14:58] (Flashback) Person A**
Hey, let's go.
**[15:00] Joseph**
*It hurts.*
**[15:07] (Flashback) Person B**
Are you all right? Can you walk?
**[15:10] Joseph**
*Help me.*
**[15:12] (Flashback) Person B**
Here, take my hand.
**[15:20] (Flashback) Joseph**
Now I can walk properly.
**[15:22] (Flashback) Joseph**
Thanks.
**[15:24] Joseph**
Joseph...
**[15:26] (Flashback) Joseph**
Who is that?
**[15:29] (Flashback) Person C**
Your curse can't be undone.
**[15:33] (Flashback) Person C**
It's an old, powerful curse.
**[15:37] (Flashback) Person C**
Who set it on you?
**[15:40] (Flashback) Joseph**
I don't know.
**[15:42] (Flashback) Joseph**
I don't remember anymore.
**[15:45] Joseph**
Joseph...
**[15:47] Joseph**
*Who are you?*
**[15:49] Joseph**
*What do you want?*
**[15:51] Joseph**
*Why do you say my name?*
**[15:53] Joseph**
*Who are you?*
**[15:55] Joseph**
*It hurts.*
**[15:57] Joseph**
*It hurts.*
**[15:58] Joseph**
*It hurts.*
**[15:59] Joseph**
*Someone help me.*
**[16:05] (Flashback) Person D**
It's so cold.
**[16:10] (Flashback) Person D**
Cartaphilus? Who was that, again?
**[16:15] (Flashback) Person E**
Wasn't that the one who threw a rock
at the Son of God and got cursed for it?
**[16:19] (Flashback) Person D**
Say what?
**[16:22] (Flashback) Joseph**
Cartaphilus...
**[16:29] (Flashback) Joseph**
*That's* the reason I...
**[16:32] (Flashback) Joseph**
We...
**[16:34] (Flashback) Joseph**
We just want to be saved.
**[16:38] (Flashback) Joseph**
When will it be over?
**[16:40] (Flashback) Joseph**
How long is it going to hurt?
**[16:42] (Flashback) Joseph**
How long do we have to live in pain?
**[16:45] (Flashback) Joseph**
No.
**[16:46] (Flashback) Joseph**
No.
**[16:47] (Flashback) Joseph**
Help.
**[16:49] (Flashback) Joseph**
Help.
**[16:53] (Flashback) Joseph**
Somebody!
**[17:05] Joseph**
You saw me?
**[17:07] Joseph**
My...
**[17:09] Joseph**
My past?
**[17:17] Joseph**
I'd forgotten it.
**[17:20] Joseph**
It hurts.
**[17:21] Chise**
His memories flow into me
because we're connected.
**[17:22] Joseph**
It hurts!
**[17:26] Chise**
You're...
**[17:28] Joseph**
Why do you look at me like that?
**[17:31] Chise**
You're...
**[17:32] Joseph**
Stop it!
**[17:48] Joseph**
All I need is your arm.
**[17:59] Titania**
Found you.
**[18:07] Elias**
Cartaphilus.
**[18:09] Joseph**
Don't call me by that name!
**[18:12] Spriggan**
My queen, I trust this ends
your whimsical matters.
**[18:13] Joseph**
Interfering again...
**[18:15] Spriggan**
Let's return!
**[18:16] Titania**
Come on, Chise, let's go home.
**[18:18] Titania**
It's dangerous here.
**[18:19] Joseph**
You all ought to see what it's like
**[18:24] Joseph**
to decay for two thousand years,
**[18:26] ---**
completely unable to die!
**[18:39] Renfred**
What exactly is going on here?
**[18:41] Alice**
Are you all right?
**[18:43] Alice**
This guy showed up out of nowhere
and said you're in danger.
**[18:47] Alice**
Wait, what did you do to your eye?
**[18:50] Joseph**
Why?
**[18:52] Joseph**
This happens whenever it's about to work.
**[18:54] Joseph**
This was the best it's gone
in decades! Centuries!
**[18:58] Joseph**
Why?
**[18:59] Joseph**
Why?
**[19:01] Joseph**
Why?
**[19:02] Joseph**
Why?!
**[19:04] Titania**
Now, Chise, let's go home.
**[19:06] Joseph**
Why me?
**[19:08] Joseph**
Why do I have to live through this?!
**[19:12] Joseph**
What did I do to deserve this?!
**[19:17] Alice**
What the hell is this?
**[19:18] Renfred**
The restless dead.
**[19:20] Renfred**
As many as he's stitched together.
**[19:21] Alice**
It hurts.
**[19:23] Alice**
It hurts!
**[19:24] Alice**
How long do I have to suffer for
a crime I don't even remember?
**[19:29] Alice**
Shit, how many of them are there?
**[19:32] Blue Flame**
There's so many.
**[19:33] Blue Flame**
They won't all fit in Hell.
**[19:33] Spirit**
Help... me...
**[19:37] Renfred**
He's trying to escape
through another channel.
**[19:41] Person D**
Help me.
**[19:42] Titania**
Chise?
**[19:43] Chise**
Sorry, there's something I need to do.
**[19:47] Spriggan**
My queen!
**[19:47] Titania**
I've been rejected again.
**[19:52] Spirit**
Help me!
**[20:06] Renfred**
Come on, get a grip!
**[20:09] Renfred**
Go after her!
**[20:11] Elias**
But...
**[20:13] Renfred**
Or are you okay with losing her
when she's out of your reach?
**[20:27] Blue Flame**
Hey, girl, give me some of your magic.
**[20:32] Blue Flame**
I smell the scent of flames from your soul.
**[20:36] Blue Flame**
It smells delicious.
**[20:40] Blue Flame**
I wouldn't mind getting you
across the river in return.
**[20:47] Chise**
I can't catch up.
**[20:50] Marielle**
Hey, watch where you're going!
**[20:54] Chise**
Marielle-san.
**[20:56] Marielle**
What are you doing?
**[20:58] Marielle**
You can't come into an alleyway like this.
**[21:00] Marielle**
I was about to come...
**[21:03] Marielle**
You've gotten even worse than before.
**[21:07] Chise**
Sorry, but I need to go after him.
**[21:13] Marielle**
Oh, all right.
**[21:15] Marielle**
This is my way of apologizing.
**[21:23] Chise**
A-A bull?
**[21:27] Marielle**
Hang on tight.
**[21:40] Chise**
Elias, are you there?
**[21:42] Elias**
Yeah.
**[21:44] Chise**
I'm really angry at you, still.
**[21:47] Elias**
Sorry.
**[21:48] Chise**
I want you to make up for it.
**[21:50] Chise**
You, too, Ruth.
**[21:53] Chise**
I want you to help with something.
**[21:55] Chise**
But for that, I need you to keep a promise.
**[21:59] Elias**
A promise?
**[23:55] Chise**
The girl confronts Joseph.
**[23:58] Chise**
Will she bring an end to the unending suffering
in the city of London, where it all began?
**[24:06] Chise**
So let's end it.