E23 - The Dream Begins Source: Crunchyroll Translator: Editor: Timer: QC: (Please feel free to edit the speaker names if incomplete or inaccurate. Names are handled on a best-effort basis depending on the info on the source file. Dialogue is left as is.) [00:03] Gu     Like I said, [00:04] Gu     the gyro is too sensitive this way. [00:07] Gu     If you want to prioritize visual tracking, [00:09] Gu     you need to loosen this parameter a bit. [00:12] K     But then, won't it lag during sudden motions? [00:16] Gu     You just have to hope your learning program     in the optimizer can keep up with it, Kazu. [00:22] A     Are we done yet? [00:23] A     Lunch break is almost over. [00:25] Gu     These will do for default settings, I think. [00:29] Gu     Okay, Yuuki-san, can you hear me? [00:32] Z     Yep, I can hear you just fine. [00:34] K     All right, I'm about to initialize the lens. [00:38] K     When your vision clears, says something. [00:41] Z     Roger that. [00:46] Z     There! [00:47] K     Okay, we're done. [00:49] K     Asuna, I installed stabilizers, but try     not to make sudden movements. [00:55] A     Right! SIGN    Beginning of a Dream [02:32] Z     What a huge courtyard! [02:34] A     I'm sorry, Yuuki... [02:36] A     I wanted to show you the school first,      but lunch is nearly over. [02:41] Z     It's okay. [02:41] Z     I can't wait to watch the class, too. [02:44] A     Okay, let's go say hi to our next teacher! SIGN    Faculty Office [02:51] A     What's wrong? [02:52] Z     I never liked the Faculty Office. [02:57] A     It's all right. [02:58] A     None of the teachers in this     school seem like teachers. [03:01] A     Excuse me! [03:03] Z     Excuse me! [03:06] A     About what I told you yesterday... [03:09] Gu     It's fine. [03:11] Gu     So, what's this student's name? [03:15] Z     It's Yuuki. Konno Yuuki. [03:19] Gu     Konno-san, come for classes whenever you like. [03:23] Gu     Starting today, we're reading     Akutagawa's "The Truck." [03:26] Gu     It's boring unless you go all the way to the end. [03:29] Z     O-Okay... Thank you! [03:32] Gu     Sure. [03:35] A     Thanks. [03:58] A     Yuuki-san, is that... [04:00] Z     How do you know my name? [04:02] A     No... [04:04] A     It's my last name. [04:05] Z     Oh, right! Sorry, sorry! [04:07] A     This is Konno Yuuki-san. [04:09] A     Right now, she can't leave the hospital, [04:12] A     so she decided to attend class like this, with us. [04:15] Z     I'm Yuuki. [04:16] Z     I'll be staying with you for a while. [04:19] Gu     Wow! [04:20] Gi     Nice to meet you! [04:21] Gu     I'm Kouta. Nice to meet you. [04:22] Z     Yeah, nice to meet you.      Nice to meet you, too. [04:35] Gi     Stand. [04:36] Gi     Bow. [04:38] Gi     Sit. [04:41] Gu     So starting today, we'll be using     page 97 of the textbook. SIGN    Akutagawa Ryuunosuke          "The Truck" [04:46] Gu     Akutagawa Ryuunosuke's "The Truck." [04:50] Gu     Let's start by reading it. [04:53] Gu     Konno Yuuki-san, can you do it? [04:57] Z     Huh?! [04:58] ---     U-Um... [05:01] ---     You can't? [05:02] Z     I c-can read it. [05:07] A     Yuuki, can you read it? [05:10] Z     Of course. [05:11] Z     I've done a lot of studying on my own. [05:19] Z     "The construction of a rail line     between Odawara and Atami [05:24] ---     began when Ryouhei was eight. [05:27] Z     Every day, Ryouhei would leave the village [05:29] ---     to go and watch the construction. [05:31] Z     More specifically, the trucks carrying the dirt. [05:37] ---     That was what he wanted to see. [05:40] Z     Two workmen rode on the truck,     behind the pile of dirt. [05:45] Z     Since the truck was descending a mountain, [05:48] ---     it didn't need anyone's help to move. [05:50] Z     The chassis would shake from the speed, [05:53] ---     the cuffs of the laborers' jackets would flap, [05:55] Z     and the tiny road would bend and twist. [05:58] Z     Ryouhei would watch it go, [06:01] ---     and sometimes he'd think     he'd like to be a laborer. [06:04] Z     At least, he would sometimes think [06:06] ---     he wanted to ride the truck with the laborers." [06:14] Gi     You're so good at reading, Yuuki-san! [06:16] Gi     Hey, have you already gone around the school? [06:18] Gi     We'll show you around. [06:20] A     W-Wait a second... [06:21] Gu     Hey, are you into soccer? [06:24] Z     Thanks, everyone. [06:26] Z     That was fun. [06:28] A     I'm glad. [06:30] Z     Asuna, thanks so much for today. [06:33] Z     It was so much fun. [06:35] Z     I'll never forget this. [06:42] A     What are you saying? [06:44] A     The teacher said you can come every day. [06:47] A     Tomorrow's Modern Japanese     class goes until third period. [06:49] A     Don't be late. [06:51] Z     Yeah. [06:52] A     Anyway, is there anything else you want to see? [06:56] Z     Um... [06:58] Z     Actually, there is one place. [07:01] A     Where? [07:08] A     This town is so pretty, Yuuki... [07:11] A     The sky is so clear. [07:13] Z     Yeah. I'm sorry, Asuna. [07:16] Z     It was really selfish of me to ask this. [07:18] Z     Is it okay for you not to go home? [07:20] A     It's fine. [07:21] A     I sent them a text message. [07:23] A     So where do you want to go, Yuuki? [07:25] Z     Well... [07:43] A     Is Tsukimidai around here? [07:46] Z     Yeah. [07:47] Z     When you turn up ahead,     stop beside the white house. [07:59] A     This is your house, right? [08:02] Z     Yeah. [08:04] Z     I never thought I'd see it again. [08:08] Z     Thank you, Asuna, for bringing me here. [08:12] A     Want to go inside? [08:14] Z     No, this is plenty. [08:17] Z     Okay, we need to go home, or you'll be late. [08:20] A     I still have a little time. [08:26] A     I only lived here for less than a year. [08:30] A     But I remember each day so well. [08:35] A     I'd always run around that garden with my sister. [08:39] A     We'd have barbecues, and one time,     I made a bookcase with my dad! [08:43] A     It was so much fun. [08:45] A     That's really nice... [08:46] Z     But they're tearing down this house. [08:50] A     Why? [08:51] Z     My grandma says she wants to either sell it      or turn it into a convenience store. [08:55] A     But... [08:56] Z     So I wanted to see it one final time. [09:00] A     Then let's do this. [09:02] A     You're fifteen now, right? [09:05] A     When you're sixteen, marry someone you like. [09:08] A     And then they'll protect this house forever. [09:14] Z     Asuna, that's crazy! [09:17] Z     But too bad... I don't think     I have anyone I could marry. [09:20] A     N-No? [09:22] A     You were getting along well with Jun. [09:24] Z     No way, he's such a kid! [09:27] Z     Hmm... [09:29] Z     I know... Asuna, want to marry me? [09:33] Z     But you'll have to be the wife. [09:36] Z     Otherwise, my name will be "Yuuki Yuuki." [09:42] A     B-But I don't think two girls... [09:44] Z     Sorry, sorry. It was a joke. [09:46] Z     You already have someone     you care about, don't you? [09:49] A     Well... Yeah... [09:52] Z     You should be careful. [09:54] Z     I get the feeling that he lives outside     reality in a different way than I do. [10:00] Z     Thank you so much, Asuna. [10:03] Z     I'm really satisfied that I got     to see this house again. [10:08] Z     When I lived in that house, [10:11] ---     my mother would always say     this to me after prayers, [10:17] ---     "God does not give us more     suffering than we can bear." [10:24] ---     But I was a little dissatisfied with that. [10:27] ---     I always wanted to hear her words, not the Bible's. [10:35] ---     But seeing this house again, I understand. [10:40] ---     It wasn't the words themselves. [10:41] ---     Mom was surrounding me with her feelings. [10:44] ---     She was always praying, so that I could keep [10:48] ---     moving forward until the end. [10:51] ---     I finally understand that. [10:55] A     I... [10:56] A     I haven't been able to hear my mother's     voice for a long time, either. [11:00] A     Even when I face her and talk     to her, I can't hear her voice. [11:04] A     And she doesn't hear what I'm saying. [11:07] A     Before, you said that there [11:09] ---     are things you can only share by fighting. [11:13] A     How can I be strong like you? [11:17] Z     I'm not strong... Not at all. [11:20] A     That isn't true. [11:21] A     You don't get scared by, or flinch at,     what other people feel like I do. [11:26] A     You don't ever do that. [11:29] A     You seem so natural. [11:32] Z     But you know, [11:33] Z     when I was in the real world, [11:36] Z     I was always pretending to be someone I wasn't. [11:40] Z     I always thought I had to act cheerful, [11:42] ---     so Mom and Dad wouldn't be sad. [11:46] A     Yuuki... [11:48] Z     But I think it's fine to act. [11:52] Z     If that means you spend more time smiling, [11:55] Z     it's just fine. [11:58] Z     I don't have much time left, you know. [12:01] Z     It feels like I don't have time to waste on stuff. [12:06] Z     I always say exactly what I'm feeling, [12:09] Z     and if they don't like me, that's fine! [12:12] Z     It doesn't change the fact that     I was close to their hearts. [12:17] A     You're right. [12:19] A     That was the reason we got     so close in only a few days. [12:25] Z     No, that wasn't me. [12:28] Z     It was because, even when I ran,     you tried your hardest to catch me. [12:33] Z     So why not talk to your mom like you did to me? [12:38] Z     If you try to share how you feel, [12:40] Z     I think you'll be able to. [12:44] Z     It's okay. [12:46] Z     You're a lot stronger than I am! [12:48] Z     It's true! [12:52] A     Yuuki... [12:55] Z     You hit me with everything you had, [12:58] Z     so I decided I could trust you     with everything I had! [13:04] A     Thank you. [13:05] A     Thank you, Yuuki... [13:24] Z     If you try to share how you feel, [13:26] Z     I think you'll be able to. [13:29] Z     It's okay. [13:30] Z     You can do it, Asuna! [13:36] K     Come in. [13:50] K     You're late. [13:52] A     I'm sorry. [13:53] K     If you want something to eat, [13:55] K     take something from the fridge. [13:58] K     Tomorrow's the last day for that     transfer test I told you about. [14:03] K     Have the paperwork ready by morning. [14:05] A     About that... [14:09] A     I need to talk to you, Mom. [14:12] K     Out with it. [14:13] A     It's hard to explain here. [14:15] K     Then where can you say it? [14:21] A     The virtual world. [14:23] A     It doesn't have to be for long, [14:25] A     but I want you to come somewhere with me. [14:29] K     No! [14:30] K     I don't want to hear something     you can't say face-to-face. [14:35] A     Please, Mother! [14:36] A     There's something I really want to show you! [14:38] A     Just five minutes! [14:41] A     Please. [14:42] A     Right here, I can't tell you what     I'm thinking and what I feel. [14:49] A     It doesn't have to be more than once. [14:50] A     I want you to see my world! [15:00] K     Just five minutes. [15:03] K     But no matter what you say, [15:05] K     I have no intention of letting you     attend that school next year. [15:10] K     And when we're done, you're filling     out that paperwork. [15:14] A     All right. [15:16] K     What do I do with this? [15:22] A     Get into a position where you can relax. [15:24] A     Once I turn on the power, it will automatically     connect to my sub-account. [15:31] A     Once you're inside, wait for me. [15:34] A     I'll turn on the power. [15:46] A     Link start! [16:03] K     This is pretty strange. [16:06] K     Having a face that isn't yours move when you do. [16:10] K     And I feel strangely light. [16:12] A     Of course you do... [16:14] A     That avatar's weight is set     at forty kilograms or so. [16:18] A     It should be very different than your real weight. [16:20] K     That's rude. [16:21] K     I'm not that heavy. [16:24] K     Come to think of it, you look the same     as you do on the other side. [16:28] A     Yeah, I guess. [16:30] K     But the real thing seems a little pudgier. [16:34] A     Now you're being rude, Mom! [16:36] A     It's the exact same as reality! [16:42] K     You're running out of time. [16:44] K     What did you want to show me? [16:45] A     Come here. [17:17] A     Well? Don't you think it looks really similar? [17:19] K     Really similar to what? [17:22] K     They're just some stupid cedar trees— [17:26] A     Doesn't it remind you of Grandma     and Grandpa's house? [17:34] A     I loved my grandma and grandpa's house in Miyagi. [18:05] A     Do you remember what happened over     Obon, when I was in seventh grade? [18:09] A     You and the rest of the family went to Kyoto, [18:11] A     but I went to Miyagi on my own. [18:15] K     I do. [18:17] A     I apologized to Grandma and Grandpa then. [18:21] A     "I'm sorry that Mom can't     come to visit the graves." [18:24] K     There was a service I absolutely had     to attend with the main family. [18:30] A     No, I'm not blaming you. [18:33] A     Grandpa said that you were their treasure. [18:45] A     You left the village, went to school,     became an academic, [18:48] A     contributed to lots of magazines,     and kept getting bigger and bigger. [18:52] A     That made them really happy. [18:55] A     After that, Grandpa added, [18:58] A     "But someday, your mom might     get tired and want to stop." [19:04] A     And said that they would protect the     mountain and the house forever, [19:11] A     so if you ever wanted a place to go, you had one. [19:21] A     Lately, I finally think I understand     what he was saying. [19:28] A     Life isn't just about doing things for yourself. [19:32] A     It's possible to live in such a way     that other people's happiness [19:36] ---     makes you happy, too. [19:40] A     I want to live in a way that makes     all the people around me happy. [19:46] A     I want to live in a way that lets     me support those around me [19:49] ---     when they get tired. [19:52] A     And for that, [19:53] ---     I want to keep doing my best [19:56] ---     with my studies and other     things at the school I love! [20:22] A     Mom? [20:23] K     Hey, what is this? [20:26] K     I'm not crying... [20:30] A     Mom... [20:32] A     In this world, you can't hide your tears. [20:35] A     When you want to cry, you can't stifle it. [20:40] K     What an inconvenient world. [21:15] A     Good morning, Mom. [21:16] K     Good morning. [21:21] K     You're prepared to support someone     for the rest of your life, aren't you? [21:28] A     But to do that, you have to be strong yourself. [21:35] A     You need to go to university. [21:37] A     And for that, [21:39] ---     you need to raise your grades for     third trimester and next year. [21:44] K     Mom... [21:45] A     Then I don't have to transfer? [21:47] K     I told you... [21:49] K     That depends on your grades. [21:53] K     Work hard. [22:00] A     Thank you, Mom... [22:04] A     Thank you, Yuuki. [22:12] A     I'll be back. SIGN    Next Time Mother's Rosario