E12 - Engulf My Despair, Verdure

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[00:04] Ed
    I see. That sword automatically activates
    as soon as its wielder holds it.
[00:10] Ed
    But no one knew what it
    looked like activated,
[00:15] Ed
    and that's why no one
    was able to control it.
[00:21] Ed
    Don't.
[00:23] Ed
    If people's deaths are already set in stone,
[00:26] Ed
    I can definitely make sure I set
    your name in stone for you.
[00:30] Lottecia
    I'm not dead yet!
[00:33] Ed
    Once we're done here, never appear before
    me again. I'll only warn you once.
[00:38] Ed
    Next time... I'll kill you.
[00:53] Lottecia
    You're just a man...
[00:56] Lottecia
    You're nothing but a man!
SIGN    Engulf My Despair, Verdure
[02:43] Ryan
    What I should do is kill the Deep Dragon.
[02:48] Ryan
    Helpart will get rid of
    everyone standing in our way.
[02:54] Ryan
    What?
[02:56] Ryan
    I try to remember, but
    there's just no memory.
[02:59] Ryan
    It happened again.
[03:01] Ryan
    What did I lose this time?
[03:09] Orphen
    A Deep Dragon who is capable of killing
    anyone just by looking at them.
[03:14] Orphen
    It's sorta weird staring
    up at him from so close.
[03:19] Orphen
    Damian, I'm here! You said you'd
    explain here, didn't you?
[03:23] Damian
    I did not. I told you to ask her.
[03:28] Orphen
    Her?
[03:32] Claiomh
    Orphen!
[03:39] Orphen
    Wha—
[03:42] Claimoh
    Jeez!
[03:45] Claimoh
    Why are you running away?
[03:47] Orphen
    W-Wait...
[03:50] Orphen
    Are you Claiomh?!
[03:55] Damian
    Precisely.
[03:57] Damian
    That Deep Dragon child lent that
    girl his Sorcery and his body.
[04:03] Orphen
    Wait... what?
[04:06] Damian
    There's nothing to be surprised about.
[04:07] Damian
    This is mere child's play for a Deep Dragon.
[04:11] Orphen
    You're joking, right? Why would this...
[04:14] Claiomh
    Because I asked Leki to.
[04:16] Orphen
    But why?
[04:17] Claiomh
    Um... Where do I even begin?
[04:22] Claiomh
    Anyway, I'm only able to speak like
    this because Damian taught me how.
[04:29] Damian
    You can say it's a miracle that her
    mind was able to synchronize with his.
[04:35] Damian
    Because right now, she's able to look even
    into the deepest depths of our hearts.
[04:42] Orphen
    Inside our hearts?
[04:44] Claiomh
    Surprisingly, you don't think
    about dirty things, Orphen.
[04:48] Orphen
    Sorry, I guess?
[04:50] Claiomh
    Um... I was a bit surprised when
    I peeked into Ryan's heart.
[04:55] Orphen
    Well, explain that from the beginning.
[04:57] Claiomh
    After I separated from you yesterday,
    Ryan ambushed us at the inn.
[05:10] Claiomh
    Leki tried to fight Ryan, but he
    seemed to be really troubled by it.
[05:15] Orphen
    Troubled by it? Leki?
[05:18] Damian
    If he were to make Ryan
    an enemy when he is a XX,
[05:21] Damian
    that Deep Dragon would've made
    the sanctuary his enemy.
[05:25] Damian
    That would apply to all of his Deep Dragon
    comrades in the sanctuary, as well.
[05:30] Claiomh
    So then, I said...
[05:32] Claiomh
    I said I'd handle the rest, but
    I don't know what happened next.
[05:40] Damian
    Deep Dragons have no sense of individuality,
[05:43] Damian
    so it did not hesitate
    to become one with her.
[05:47] Damian
    But a complete unification of
    their minds would mean that
[05:49] Damian
    her soul would've been destroyed.
[05:52] Damian
    Meaning that the Deep Dragon
    gave her his body and Sorcery,
[05:56] Damian
    and the Deep Dragon probably
    entered her body.
[06:03] Orphen
    Can we turn them back to normal?
[06:04] Damian
    Probably. It should not be a difficult feat.
[06:08] Claiomh
    After this happened, I looked at Ryan's face,
[06:12] Claiomh
    and then all his thoughts jumped into my head.
[06:21] Claiomh
    Like how his weird outfit
    works and everything else.
[06:25] Orphen
    How his outfit works?
[06:30] Damian
    Time out.
[06:34] Orphen
    What are you planning to do?!
[06:35] Claiomh
    What do you think? I'm the
    one who has to do this.
[06:38] Orphen
    You're gonna fight Ryan?
[06:40] Claiomh
    I'm going to save Ryan!
[06:42] Orphen
    Save him?
[06:53] Orphen
    Yeah... Maybe Claiomh is the only
    one who can tame all this nonsense.
[07:02] Ryan
    Something that happened
    before is happening again.
[07:05] Ryan
    That's fine. It doesn't matter what I lose.
[07:08] Ryan
    My despair didn't just begin now.
[07:29] (Flashback) Young Ryan
    Hey, Mom, do frogs always stay small?
[07:33] (Flashback) Ryan'S Mother
    Yes, they do.
[07:36] (Flashback) Young Ryan
    Why don't they get any bigger?
[07:38] (Flashback) Ryan'S Mother
    The frogs have already changed.
[07:41] (Flashback) Ryan'S Mother
    They've already become adults,
    so they won't change anymore.
[07:45] (Flashback) Young Ryan
    Oh, okay.
[07:48] (Flashback) Ryan'S Mother
    Next spring, they'll lay eggs again, and
    then, you'll understand what I mean.
[07:54] (Flashback) Young Ryan
    Huh...
[08:04] Claiomh
    Scatter!
[08:08] Claiomh
    Wow... I can see everything.
[08:10] Claiomh
    But my mind can't keep up.
[08:13] Claiomh
    I won't be able to keep this up for long.
[08:16] Damian
    You put a spell on me, so I
    couldn't explain the risks.
[08:20] Damian
    He would be able to find Ryan somewhere in
    this forest and kill him.
[08:24] Damian
    There's no reason for you
    to put yourself in danger.
[08:27] Claiomh
    Stop talking like you're worried about me!
[08:29] Claiomh
    You just want Leki's powers for yourself!
[08:33] Damian
    I have no intention of hiding that.
[08:35] Damian
    If you can learn how to control those
    powers, you'd be all the strength we need.
[08:41] Claiomh
    I'm going to blow you away!
[08:43] Damian
    Ah, you're already drowning in power.
[08:45] Damian
    You won't be able to retain
    your conscious for too long.
[08:49] Damian
    Eventually, your mind will melt away, and
    you'll completely become a Deep Dragon.
[08:53] Claiomh
    There's no way Leki would melt me!
[08:57] Damian
    I can't let you become a true Deep Dragon.
[09:01] Damian
    If you're not going to listen to me...
[09:10] (Flashback) Ryan'S Mother
    Ryan, you are going outside of this world.
[09:16] (Flashback) Ryan'S Mother
    A ghost from the past has appeared,
[09:18] (Flashback) Ryan'S Mother
    Istersiva's child.
[09:20] (Flashback) Ryan'S Mother
    This has been predicted,
[09:23] (Flashback) Ryan'S Mother
    because she knew how long the barrier
    would last better than anyone else.
[09:27] (Flashback) Ryan'S Mother
    And this is also a sign that there
    is not much time left for this world.
[09:34] (Flashback) Ryan'S Mother
    I must now tell you everything.
[09:37] (Flashback) Ryan'S Mother
    You are going to be our champion
    who leaves this sanctuary.
[09:44] Ryan'S Mother
    This will protect you.
[09:55] Claiomh
    Begone!
[10:01] Claiomh
    Is this what he meant by melting?
[10:06] Claiomh
    I need to hurry!
[10:08] Claiomh
    I need to hurry!
[10:24] (Flashback) Ryan'S Mother
    You are going outside of this world.
[10:30] Claiomh
    Don't take that!
[10:32] Claiomh
    Ryan, you're—
[10:38] Claiomh
    I can't move...
[10:43] Claiomh
    Damian... you must be doing this...
[10:49] Claiomh
    No...
[10:52] Claiomh
    I can't do anything.
[10:55] Claiomh
    I...
[10:58] Orphen
    Claiomh!
[10:59] Claiomh
    Or...phen?
[11:02] Orphen
    Your wound's not so bad! I
    can fix you up in no time!
[11:05] Claiomh
    He... Damian...
[11:07] Orphen
    You've been mentally attacked?
[11:09] Orphen
    Why would he attack you?
[11:11] Claiomh
    Because I...
[11:14] Orphen
    Claiomh! Hey, Claiomh!
[11:16] Orphen
    Listen up!
[11:18] Orphen
    White Sorcery affects the mind!
[11:21] Orphen
    It skips over the actual process
    and goes right to the result.
[11:25] Orphen
    But the result is not guaranteed!
[11:29] Orphen
    If you will it, you can deny the
    effects of mental manipulation!
[11:34] Orphen
    Don't give up!
[11:40] Orphen
    Damn it, all of you...
[11:42] Orphen
    Do you just have to try to destroy
    everything that's around me?!
[11:46] Orphen
    I unsheathe thee...
[11:49] Orphen
    Sword of Light!
[11:55] Damian
    Why do you insist on fighting so?
[11:59] Claiomh
    You know about that outfit, too, don't you?
[12:02] Damian
    The Snake Green?
[12:05] Damian
    Every single time he dies and
    reincarnates, he loses his memory.
[12:10] Claiomh
    His memory?
[12:13] Claiomh
    Aren't memories what
    make a person who they are?
[12:19] Claiomh
    Losing his memories...
[12:22] Claiomh
    is fundamentally
    denying his existence!
[12:26] Damian
    But this is what he's done all this time.
[12:30] Claiomh
    I want to save Ryan!
[12:33] Damian
    I can only call that endeavor reckless.
[12:35] Damian
    You don't need to do anything so pointless.
    With my help, your friend will kill him.
[12:44] Claiomh
    I-I...
[12:45] Claiomh
    I've never met someone as terrible as you!
[12:50] Orphen
    I construct thee, Spire of the Sun!
[13:01] Orphen
    I guess that wasn't very efficient...
[13:04] Orphen
    In that case...
[13:06] Orphen
    I intone thee, Holy Song of Destruction!
[13:17] Orphen
    Whether Claiomh wins or loses...
[13:20] Orphen
    I just need to stall until then.
[13:26] Orphen
    I destroy thee, Primordial...
[13:31] Orphen
    Stillness!
[13:41] Orphen
    No...
[13:42] Orphen
    Because it's a weapon created
    by the Celestials...
[13:45] Orphen
    It can cancel attacks with Wyrd Glyphs?
[13:59] Orphen
    Claiomh!
[14:08] Orphen
    Claiomh!
[14:13] Damian
    You should never have said that.
[14:17] Damian
    Even if you tell an amateur like
    her how to undo White Sorcery,
[14:21] Damian
    I can just begin a new process.
[14:24] Orphen
    Shut up! I don't need you lecturing me!
[14:31] Damian
    It appears we now know if she won or lost.
[14:39] Orphen
    C-Claiomh...
[14:45] Damian
    Now, let us find where Ryan is. I
    would like for you to finish him off.
[14:51] Orphen
    You bastard...
[14:55] Damian
    How futile.
[14:57] Orphen
    Claiomh said that she was going to save him!
[15:00] Damian
    We certainly cannot let him live
[15:03] Damian
    after all he's done.
[15:05] Ryan
    Are you talking about me?
[15:09] Damian
    Have you come to surrender?
[15:12] Ryan
    Don't make me laugh. Why would I?
[15:15] Ryan
    I have nothing to fear anymore.
    That's why I came out.
[15:18] Ryan
    I fulfilled my duty, which
    was to defeat the Deep Dragon.
[15:22] Orphen
    This isn't Leki! This is Claiomh!
[15:25] Ryan
    What?
[15:27] Damian
    There's no point in telling him
    that. He doesn't remember.
[15:30] Orphen
    What?
[15:31] Ryan
    Yup, he's right. It's not just my memories.
[15:35] Ryan
    My whole personality might've changed.
[15:38] Ryan
    I break a little more every time...
[15:40] Ryan
    I think even with my body...
[15:42] Ryan
    Most of my internal organs have
    been reduced to cancer cells.
[15:47] Ryan
    But at least I won't die.
[15:49] Ryan
    Because this armor keeps me alive.
[15:53] Ryan
    This is judgment.
[15:54] Orphen
    What?
[15:55] Ryan
    Someone had mentioned that they were
    going to find out about their destiny.
[16:00] Ryan
    I was pretty sure I wouldn't
    be able to beat a Deep Dragon,
[16:04] Ryan
    but I did. So what can I do?
[16:06] Ryan
    I'll have to live a little longer.
[16:09] Ryan
    Whoa, there. Don't get the
    idea that I want to die.
[16:13] Ryan
    I have a mission... for the sanctuary.
[16:16] Ryan
    I have to stay alive for that.
[16:19] Ryan
    I'll show you despair as you two die.
[16:24] Ryan
    I'm sure you know by now that
    resisting me is futile, right?
[16:31] Damian
    It's your job to kill him.
[16:34] Orphen
    What the hell am I supposed to
    do with a guy who can't die?
[16:38] Claiomh
    This!
[17:09] Damian
    Wh... What is this?
[17:11] Orphen
    It means we're smarter than you!
[17:15] Orphen
    Well, Claiomh is.
[17:20] Orphen
    Claiomh's mind won against
    your mental manipulation.
[17:23] Orphen
    Then she used a part of the body
    that was injured, created a clone,
[17:28] Orphen
    and transferred her consciousness to it.
[17:31] Orphen
    Right, Claiomh?
[17:34] Claiomh
    How did you figure that out?
[17:37] Orphen
    I could see a tail from one
    of the wounds on the corpse.
[17:42] Claiomh
    Well, my butt came out first, so
    it was really hard to get out.
[17:50] Claiomh
    Okay, get up, Ryan.
[17:53] Claiomh
    I need you to apologize to everyone
    for everything you've done.
[18:08] Claiomh
    Ryan?
[18:11] Damian
    How foolish. There was no way
    to save him from the start.
[18:14] Damian
    Stealing the Snake Green from
    him will ultimately mean...
[18:18] Orphen
    Shut up!
[18:21] Claiomh
    N-No...
[18:23] Ryan
    I... wanted to tell you...
[18:26] Ryan
    My despair...
[18:29] Claiomh
    You... actually remember me?
[18:32] Ryan
    I don't care who you are.
[18:34] Ryan
    All this time and even now...
[18:37] Ryan
    I just wanted them to know my despair...
[18:42] Claiomh
    Ryan, I...
[18:44] Ryan
    Miracles don't occur in this godless world.
[18:48] Ryan
    But the fact that miracles don't
    occur is not what causes despair...
[18:53] Ryan
    It's the fact that you have to continue
    living despite knowing there are no miracles...
[18:58] Ryan
    That's...
[19:00] Claiomh
    Despair...
[19:04] Ryan
    Since he didn't come to save me,
    I guess my partner's dead, too.
[19:09] Ryan
    Well, whatever.
[19:11] Ryan
    Yeah, I really don't care anymore...
[19:15] Ryan
    about anything.
[19:25] Claiomh
    Ryan...
[19:40] Claiomh
    Every now and then, things
    still feel a bit weird.
[19:45] Claiomh
    I sorta feel like I'm floating...
    but being torn apart.
[19:50] Claiomh
    I guess that just means being
    in my own body is best.
[19:54] Claiomh
    I was a bit scared.
[19:56] Claiomh
    The fact that I could use Sorcery...
    and really powerful Sorcery at that.
[20:02] Claiomh
    I wondered if this is how
    you felt, too, Orphen.
[20:05] Orphen
    Back at the tower, we called
    that the Sorcerer's melancholy.
[20:09] Claiomh
    Did this happen to you, too?
[20:11] Orphen
    Well, I was a kid.
[20:13] Orphen
    I was pretty scared, but I was in situations
    where I'd die if I didn't use Sorcery,
[20:18] Orphen
    so I eventually got used to it.
[20:19] Claiomh
    Ah...
[20:21] Claiomh
    This is where Majic is, right?
[20:23] Orphen
    Yeah.
[20:26] Claiomh
    I wonder if we can take the
    little one into his room.
[20:29] Orphen
    I'll go take care of his discharge
    paperwork, so wait out here.
[20:33] Claiomh
    Okay...
[20:35] Claiomh
    Say, Orphen...
[20:38] Claiomh
    I probably ended up killing Ryan because I
    did something without thinking, didn't I?
[20:45] Claiomh
    What should I do?
[20:47] Orphen
    Just act like you always have. That's
    all you can really do, isn't it?
[21:09] Orphen
    That bastard...
[21:11] Orphen
    He really did teach Claiomh what despair is.
[21:15] Orphen
    Though how she's gonna
    end up is all up to her.
[21:32] Ed
    Did he... just do something to me?
[21:35] Ed
    Who are you?
[21:37] Jack
    I have no obligation to keep
    promises to the dead,
[21:41] Jack
    but I cannot let you run away, either...
[21:46] Jack
    As Ryan's successor.
[23:30] Volkan
    There's no doubt about it!
    This is a battlefield!
[23:33] Leticia
    What? The legendary Princess Silvermoon?
[23:35] Orphen
    The hell are you talking about? How
    long ago are you talking about?
[23:37] Dortin
    It's the princess! It's the princess!
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