# E8 - I Realized
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"Discipline Committee"
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"Discipline Committee"
All I'm saying is,
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I need some space just for today!
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What was that?
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Sounds like a commotion.
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What's the proble--
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Hirano.
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What're you doing? Go home already.
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He and his girlfriend seem
to be fighting again.
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Oh, *fudanshi*!
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Just who I need!
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Huh?
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"Voice Call"
"Emi Yokoda"
Huh?
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"Voice Call"
"Emi Yokoda"
Be my *fujoshi* interpreter!
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"Voice Call"
"Emi Yokoda"
Excuse me?!
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H-Hello?
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Tell me. Do you like delinquent *ukes*?
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He normally acts high and mighty,
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and when others are around,
he has a bad attitude toward the *seme*,
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yet the moment the two are alone, he is
pushed down by the aggressive *seme*,
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suddenly at the mercy of
the unexpectedly strong *seme*,
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and though his words indicate
reluctance, his body can't resist,
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and the next day he's startled at the
*seme*'s cool, unconcerned attitude,
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and the *seme* gets him back for everything,
but he becomes more and more bound to him,
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and a reforming romance blooms.
That's the essence of delinquent *uke*.
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Do you like it?
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I confess, yes.
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Mya-*chan*?
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Hey! Don't confess feelings for my girl!
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I-I didn't! She was telling me
about delinquent *ukes* just now.
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Let me listen, too.
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Hirano, aren't they a little too close?
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I-I don't know. Don't ask me.
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Sasaki's doing this on purpose...
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I mean, yeah, I like delinquent *ukes*,
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--but I only started liking
them after dating Jiro.
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--Jiro?
--but I only started liking
them after dating Jiro.
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--Ogasawara's first name.
--He's like, "You went after a delinquent
because you like delinquent *ukes*."
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--Oh.
--He's like, "You went after a delinquent
because you like delinquent *ukes*."
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--Oh.
--Like, that's crazy!
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I didn't fall for him
because he's a delinquent.
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She just keeps going...
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--Hey, put in on speaker so I can hear.
--...and he's a worry-wart...
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Jiro's a big idiot!
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What'd you say?!
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Come on. You suddenly said you
needed space. What's that about?
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I-I mean, you had that manga
hidden in your photo albums.
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What?! What'd you read it for?!
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I go to the trouble
of hiding it to spare you!
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Hiding it makes me more curious!
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--Holy hell. It was a wolf
and a delinquent!
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--Should this still be on speaker?
--Holy hell. It was a wolf
and a delinquent!
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--Should this still be on speaker?
--I'm hooked on stories of
pure love that transcends words!
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--They're always fighting like this.
--I'm hooked on stories of
pure love that transcends words!
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--How do you fall in love
if you can't communicate?
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--They can fight...
--How do you fall in love
if you can't communicate?
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--...because they're so close. They fight
at least once every two weeks.
--Little things make you realize
you're being shown care,
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--...because they're so close. They fight
at least once every two weeks.
--and your perspective changes.
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--After rain comes...
--The little ways you're shown care
change how you see the world.
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--We're not at the fair weather yet.
--The little ways you're shown care
change how you see the world.
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--We're not at the fair weather yet.
--Gradually bonds deepen.
There are lots of stories like that!
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Words are unnecessary!
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Clothes coming off
from tentacles is a classic!
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C-Calm down! Is it okay to loudly
shout something like that?
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Well, *fudanshi*, is it?
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I'd have to rule that out of bounds.
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See, it's out of bounds!
Stop talking for a sec!
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You make me so mad.
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You have the worst timing,
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and we just go in circles on the phone.
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Enough of this.
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I'm coming to you, so stay put!
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Right now?!
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She hung up.
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She's coming here?
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Yeah. She's at the nearby co-ed school.
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Oh, then she'll be here in ten minutes.
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What is it?
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Oh, nothing.
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Crap, I better get moving.
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No running. She's gonna wear
the pants in your marriage, huh?
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Huh? You're gonna marry her?
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I don't move on a woman
I have no intention of marrying.
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I think that's the kind of thing
she likes about you.
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That I'll let her wear the pants?!
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Emi!
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I'm sorry.
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Life goals...
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I'm this way, so see ya.
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Goodbye, Hirano-*senpai*.
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Bye-bye.
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Mya-*chan*, let's drop by the bookstore.
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Okay.
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Hey, do ya think when we're
walking together like this,
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we look like we're dating?
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D-Don't we just look like
a normal *senpai* and *kouhai*?
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Are you self-conscious?
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Well,
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I'm figuring things out,
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so of course.
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"What it means to be dating"
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"Sasaki and Miyano"
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"Episode 8: 'I Realized.'"
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Miyano.
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A cross-dressing competition outfit.
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"Bam."
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"Bam."
I brought a variety of options.
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Wow.
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Wow...
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What is your class doing for the festival?
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An escape room.
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It's like a puzzle.
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Oh, that sounds fun!
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Maybe I'll come check it out.
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By all means.
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Miyano.
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Excuse me, Chairman. I'll be right back.
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Sure.
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You're cross-dressing, too,
as a backup, right?
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Yes.
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Hey, you guys.
I brought more card... board?
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Tashiro, don't let go!
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Uh, excuse me! What's your name?
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My name is Tasuko Kuresawa.
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Ah! Idiot! It's Kuresawa!
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Seriously, Tashiro? For real?
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Kuresawa, I got more blackout curtai--
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What happened?
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Nothing!
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I cross-dressed and Tashiro
mistook me for a girl.
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--But our love story failed to take off.
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--Shut up, dummy! Never speak of it!
--But our love story failed to take off.
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I don't want to turn my friends into BL,
so please stop providing material.
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I'm not! Kuresawa is the problem!
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Sorry. Miyano, can we do your
fitting tomorrow after school?
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Oh, of course. Thank you.
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Okay. Tomorrow it is.
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Ta. Shi. Ro.
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Everyone's forgotten about it.
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--Leave me alone, Kuresawa!
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--Come on out.
--Leave me alone, Kuresawa!
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Ah! Ruffian!
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You were able to wear your outfit?
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Yeah. Hanzawa-*senpai*'s sister
is about as tall as him.
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What? So she's over 5'7''?
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In a year, I could be that tall, too...
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Why're you on tiptoe?
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I also wanna be at least 5'9''.
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Won't you get there?
You're already 5'7'', right?
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Not sure. Wanna measure?
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"Secret aspiration"
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I accidentally stayed up
all night reading.
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But that ending thing:
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"His fingertips were cold because
he was nervous the whole time."
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That wasn't fair. How could I
not reread from the beginning?
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Why did I just think about Sasaki-*senpai*?
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I need to get to class!
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--Mya-*chan*, your bangs look cute--
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--Sorry, but please forget you saw this!
--Mya-*chan*, your bangs look cute--
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"He saw me."
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I'll go on ahead.
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Okay.
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You have dark bags under your eyes.
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Did something happen?
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Um... it sorta went on too long...
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What did?
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I was reading a novel
on my phone yesterday.
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I only meant to reread a little,
but before I knew it, it was morning.
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Oh, so you stayed up all night.
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I didn't mean to. Suddenly it was morning.
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Is that why you put your bangs up?
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Yeah, I was getting annoyed with them.
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Oh. You look cute with your
forehead showing like that.
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Oh, gee. Great...
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Can I kiss your forehead?
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What did you--
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What're you saying?!
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Just kidding. Somebody might pass by.
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That really woke me up.
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But then, if nobody were around...
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Could you put your bangs down?
This time it's not a joke.
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Huh?
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Things just sorta feel... off with
your hair different from normal.
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Well, I suppose so...
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I hope the barrette didn't make bumps.
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His hands are cold.
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Better. Thanks.
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Oh, there's the bell.
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Sorry for keeping you. See ya later.
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Right. Bye.
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That kinda...
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...reminds me...
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In that moment, and in that moment, too...
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...his fingertips were...
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...cold--
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Uh-oh! The final bell!
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Miyano-*kun*! I'm heeere!
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Chairman. Thank you.
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Will your class be okay?
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Yup. Hirano said it's fine.
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I just have to go back to helping
them once I'm done with you.
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Come on, come on! Get changed! Here.
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Ch-Chairman?!
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How... do I look?
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Good. Good.
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This counts?
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Yes. The skirt is for girls.
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We'll do makeup next time.
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A kimono-style outfit works nicely.
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Oh, lift your arms.
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Oh, okay.
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I knew Kuresawa's would be, but your
shoulders are pretty broad, too.
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I should adjust the length and add boots.
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I'll toss the idea of
chest padding... Maybe frills?
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You're putting some thought into this.
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Oh, I better show my sister.
Pose for a picture.
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What?
**[12:50] ---**
You can use this to hide
your face if you prefer.
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Okay.
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It seems odd for me to say this
when you're helping me like this,
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but you're really gung-ho about this.
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True.
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It's my last high school
cultural festival,
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and I want to fully enjoy school events.
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Graduation is only
six months away, after all.
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So you did fall for someone?
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What?!
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Chairman, what do you think
it means to like someone?
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Tough question...
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I think it varies from person to person...
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Oh, face the window.
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For instance, wanting
to do things for them.
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Wanting to be around them.
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Wanting to hold their hand.
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Wanting to touch them.
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Wanting to kiss them.
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Wanting to hold them.
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Wanting them all to yourself.
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All to myself...
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Lastly, another formulation of it is...
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"I loved the manga you gave me! Thanks!"
"I knew you'd like it. I'm glad."
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"I loved the manga you gave me! Thanks!"
"I knew you'd like it. I'm glad."
Oh, there he is. Hanzawa-*senpai*!
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"I loved the manga you gave me! Thanks!"
"I knew you'd like it. I'm glad."
Be right there.
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Sorry, Miyano. Hold on a moment.
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Of course.
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Wanting to... do things for him...
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Like for his birthday?
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But that was as a thank you,
and as a *kouhai*...
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I've never thought about it.
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What I want to do for Sasaki-*senpai*...
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Whoa, whoa. How come I'm assuming
I want to do something for him?
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Do I... want to see him
as a target of romantic interest?
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I'm so confused!
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Your hair is just in such a wild state.
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It gets wild easily...
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Sorry. Sorry. You don't want to cut it?
To hide your face, was it?
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That doesn't really
bother me much anymore...
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And I don't get teased for it as much.
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Besides, Sa--
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S-Somehow, I realized I don't
need to be so stuck on that.
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Oh, to finish what I was saying earlier.
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Yes?
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They say love is
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being unable to keep
someone out of your mind.
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I... thought about
Sasaki-*senpai* all day today...
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What?!
**[16:03] ---**
Okay! Let's go see what your class thinks!
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Huh? W-Wait. Not just yet.
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Give me five minutes!
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If you cut your hair,
wigs would be easier to wear.
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I could see that...
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Besides...
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"Sa--"
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What do you know.
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I brought the printed answer sheets.
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--Cool.
--Thanks.
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I'll help you cut them.
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No need. Focus on the
Miss (TBD) Competition stuff.
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Just until the Chairman arrives.
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Look behind you.
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Yeah.
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I brought some outfits.
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Huh? I have déjà vu.
**[16:43] ---**
Hey there.
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"Short" "Long" "Bob"
Short or long?
Which do you think is better?
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"Short" "Long" "Bob"
Short, no question.
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"Short"
His actual hair is curly,
so light is better.
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"Cross-dressing Strategy Meeting"
Oh, I see...
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"Cross-dressing Strategy Meeting"
--They're not gonna ask my opinion.
It's fine, though.
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"Cross-dressing Strategy Meeting"
--They're not gonna ask my opinion.
It's fine, though.
--Then lace or frills for the collar?
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"Cross-dressing Strategy Meeting"
--They're not gonna ask my opinion.
It's fine, though.
--I think frills would work best.
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"Cross-dressing Strategy Meeting"
--You looked like a girl, but the difference
wasn't as big as with Kuresawa.
--Yeah, I think so, too.
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"Cross-dressing Strategy Meeting"
--Thanks. Complicated thanks.
--Now,
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time for final adjustments.
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Let's go to the empty room downstairs!
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How do I look?
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I have to say, I did great work.
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I'll send my girlfriend pics.
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You want your girlfriend
to see you like that?
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She'll love it.
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I'll add a filter, too.
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Who is that?
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Have you done cosplay
before for your girlfriend?
**[17:34] ---**
I haven't, but I'd
consider it if she asked.
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He'd consider it...
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When she's in the hospital, she seems
to have a lot of time on her hands.
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I want to do whatever I can for her.
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I see.
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You really care about
your girlfriend, don't you?
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I do.
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"I love cross-dressed guys.
Thanks you! Thank you!!"
**[17:59] ---**
"I love cross-dressed guys.
Thanks you! Thank you!!"
I bet she'd like pictures of him, too.
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Miyano--
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I wouldn't like it if a guy took pics
of my girlfriend, so scratch that.
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Yes?
**[18:13] ---**
Nevermind.
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I'm going to show my class.
**[18:17] ---**
Great.
**[18:19] ---**
Miyano, did you cut your hair?
**[18:21] ---**
I was already thinking of cutting it,
and this makes wigs easier, right?
**[18:26] ---**
Yeah. Especially since
you have tons of hair!
**[18:30] ---**
Hey, careful!
**[18:33] ---**
Why are you playing around?
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Yes?
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Got it.
**[18:41] ---**
Hirano needs me back for a sec.
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When I come back, we'll do your makeup.
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Oh, okay!
**[18:50] ---**
The Chairman sure seems busy.
**[18:52] ---**
How many things does he have going on?
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On top of that,
he's helping us crossdress.
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I just missed him.
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Actually, what was he doing?
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Mya-*chan*?
**[19:21] ---**
Sa-Sasaki-*senpai*?!
**[19:23] ---**
Did Hanzawa just leave here?
**[19:26] ---**
Uh, Hirano-*senpai* called him away.
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Huh?
**[19:31] ---**
Oh. Is that so?
**[19:35] ---**
Hirano asked me to go get him.
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Um, Mya-*chan*.
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Are you competing?
In the cross-dressing competition.
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I guess the secret's out.
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My class asked me to, and they said
I didn't have to go too girly, so...
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Up until now, it didn't really bother me
to have someone see me like this.
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How come I feel so embarrassed now?
**[20:10] ---**
Um, Sasaki-*senpai*,
don't you need to head b--
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You'll just let your
classmates pressure you?
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--Huh?
--Uh...
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No, I...
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Sorry. I said that with
a really nasty tone.
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Sorry. Forget I said anything.
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I can't quite do that...
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Um...
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That surprised me...
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...the way he just spoke to me...
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I didn't think it was nasty.
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It just surprised me...
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It was more like when he talks to
Hirano-*senpai* and Ogasawara-*senpai*...
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Hold on...
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He... worried...
about how he talked to me?
**[21:14] ---**
Why?
**[21:19] ---**
Mya-*chan*?
**[21:24] ---**
Because he likes me!
**[21:32] ---**
--Miyano.
--Y-Yes?
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I'm gonna say something inconsiderate.
**[21:38] ---**
Huh?
**[21:39] ---**
If I asked you not to compete,
would you drop out?
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--Forget I said--
--Um!
**[21:54] ---**
What do I do? The Chairman
and my friends helped me,
**[21:59] ---**
and they got everything ready...
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It's something my class
and I decided on, so...
**[22:06] ---**
So... um...
**[22:10] ---**
So...
**[22:12] ---**
But...
**[22:13] ---**
...I think I could at least
talk to them about it.
**[22:18] ---**
I'll go talk to Kures--
**[22:33] ---**
Sasaki-*senpai*?
**[22:38] ---**
It's killing me...
**[22:40] ---**
Um...
**[22:41] ---**
--He could just prioritize
his classmates, yet he hesitates.
**[22:44] ---**
--I like him.
--He could just prioritize
his classmates, yet he hesitates.
**[22:46] ---**
--I really like him!
--Endure it.
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--Senpai, are you okay?
**[22:49] ---**
--I want to take care of him.
--Senpai, are you okay?
**[22:51] ---**
Is something wrong?
**[22:52] ---**
I like him so much!
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I like him!
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I just...
**[23:30] ---**
...realized I...
**[23:35] ---**
"Episode 9: 'I Want to
Take Care of You, Senpai.'"