E11 - What Do I Do About These Feelings?
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[00:00] ---
I'm glad we saw this movie.
[00:08] ---
Me, too.
[00:10] ---
I... I like him.
[00:16] ---
I feel so at ease around him.
[00:19] ---
Huh?
[00:21] ---
What's going on?
[00:23] ---
I have no guarantee a kiss or
anything else will work out, and yet...
[00:33] ---
Senpai...
[00:35] ---
Senpai...
[00:41] ---
If these feelings aren't
the real deal, what is?
[00:46] ---
Senpai...
[00:48] ---
I like him so much, my chest feels tight.
[00:54] ---
Whenever I'm around you,
I can't help but feel that way.
[01:02] ---
--Mya-chan, wanna grab--
--Senpai, um--
[01:05] ---
Oh, sorry. You were saying?
[01:07] ---
I-It's nothing.
[01:14] ---
I was going to say that with so
many people around? Am I crazy?
[01:19] ---
"His heart is pounding like crazy..."
[01:20] ---
"His heart is pounding like crazy..."
Confessing feelings takes
so much courage...
[01:23] ---
"His heart is pounding like crazy..."
And it's only in response...
[01:26] ---
When do I say it? Hold on, what do I say?
[01:29] ---
Mya-chan?
[01:32] ---
I don't know how to do this!
[01:51] ---
"Sasaki and Miyano"
[03:07] ---
--Let's go to a café. We can
discuss the movie more there.
[03:08] ---
"What Do I Do With These Feelings?"
--Let's go to a café. We can
discuss the movie more there.
[03:10] ---
"What Do I Do With These Feelings?"
--Let's go to a café. We can
discuss the movie more there.
--Masato! Sorry I took so long!
[03:13] ---
I just couldn't decide.
[03:16] ---
Whoa, you okay? What's wrong?
[03:19] ---
Something I had strong hints
about turned out to be true.
[03:23] ---
Is it something bad?
[03:25] ---
No, more like something
that can't be changed.
[03:29] ---
I was considering how to approach it...
[03:31] ---
Did I ask for orange juice?
[03:34] ---
I couldn't decide, so I sorta
got both. Split it with me?
[03:40] ---
Sure.
[03:44] ---
That was a classmate I had no negative
opinion of and a kouhai I was fond of...
[03:52] ---
I like guys, so forget about grandkids!
[03:59] ---
Two guys together...
[04:10] ---
Ever since I realized I like him...
[04:15] ---
Morning, Mya-chan!
[04:17] ---
...he's seemed cute to me.
[04:23] ---
I-It's nothing. Are you going to sit?
[04:26] ---
Nah, I'm fine.
[04:28] ---
A guy doesn't want another guy
to tell him he looks cute.
[04:33] ---
Here I am thinking about him
[04:37] ---
the thing that made me so
uncomfortable in middle school.
[04:40] ---
Besides, Senpai is cool.
He can act even when I hesitate...
[04:46] ---
Oh, hey. Thanks for lending me this novel.
[04:49] ---
It was easy to read, so I flew through it.
[04:51] ---
Y-You're welcome. What did you think?
[04:54] ---
If not for the novel's night-time scene,
I might have forgotten it was BL.
[04:59] ---
Yes, there was only a little at the end.
[05:02] ---
Yeah.
[05:03] ---
The movie felt really natural.
[05:05] ---
I'm glad I got to see it live-action.
[05:08] ---
Mya-chan, are you sleepy?
Did you pull another BL all-nighter?
[05:12] ---
No, I'm fine.
[05:15] ---
Um, I'm glad you enjoyed it.
[05:18] ---
Cool. Thanks for lending it to me.
[05:22] ---
Even though all these people are here,
I feel like I might tell him I like him.
[05:30] ---
I keep missing my chance to tell him.
[05:34] ---
It's so hard to find time alone together.
[05:36] ---
We're in different classes and grades,
and we're not on the same committee.
[05:40] ---
We're not alone on the way
to and from school.
[05:44] ---
But really,
[05:45] ---
I let it go so long that I don't
know how to bring it up!
[05:49] ---
I'll do it the next time I see him...
[05:52] ---
Whatcha doin', Kuresawa?
[05:54] ---
Deciding how to report
Miyano's range of emotions.
[05:57] ---
--That's just how he always is.
--Should I say I want to talk
and take him behind the school?
[05:59] ---
--I got the last bread.
--Should I say I want to talk
and take him behind the school?
[06:02] ---
--Bread, huh?
--But that's kinda...
[06:04] ---
That reminds me. Miyano.
[06:06] ---
Yeah?
[06:07] ---
Sasaki was working in a bakery, right?
[06:11] ---
Uh-huh.
[06:12] ---
What bakery? Is it good?
[06:14] ---
Huh, I never went in.
[06:17] ---
It was on the way to my girlfriend.
[06:19] ---
I'll have to try it.
[06:21] ---
I'll go, too!
[06:22] ---
You won't be seeing my girlfriend.
[06:24] ---
I'm only after the bread!
[06:30] ---
Christmas is almost here again! Listen up!
[06:36] ---
"Christmas"
[06:38] ---
Attention! I plan to throw our first
Christmas party on Christmas!
[06:43] ---
That's girlfriend time. Pass.
[06:44] ---
Dammit!
[06:46] ---
You're unshakable, huh?
[06:48] ---
Now's the time, gents. Non-singles,
raise your hands. You'll be excused.
[06:56] ---
That's so many!
[06:58] ---
Where are you meeting all these girls?
[07:02] ---
Hmm.
[07:04] ---
Huh? Where are you looking?
[07:07] ---
Hold it, mister. What was
that long delay about?
[07:10] ---
For real?
[07:11] ---
I plan to get a girlfriend
before Christmas.
[07:14] ---
Couples that get together just in time
for Christmas break up immediately.
[07:18] ---
Drop that idea.
[07:19] ---
What?
[07:21] ---
I don't intend for it to be just for
Christmas, but it'd suck to be alone.
[07:26] ---
You won't be alone! We'll all be together!
[07:29] ---
--I wanna spend it with a girl, though.
[07:30] ---
--If you get together before
Christmas, you break up?
--I wanna spend it with a girl, though.
[07:32] ---
--If you get together before
Christmas, you break up?
--I could dress as a girl.
[07:33] ---
--Is that what it would look
like if I answered now?
--Absolutely not. How would that help?
[07:37] ---
--Is that what it would look
like if I answered now?
--It's better than being alone, isn't it?
[07:38] ---
--I don't want to risk that...
--It's better than being alone, isn't it?
[07:42] ---
Miyano, raise your hand.
[07:44] ---
Huh? Okay.
[07:45] ---
"Miyano"
Miyano, too?! Noted.
[07:48] ---
"Traitors Who Will Be Absent"
"Shirahama, Kuresawa, Odori, Yuhi, Miyano"
--Huh?!
--Dammit! All of you, really?
[07:52] ---
Kuresawa, what gives?!
[07:54] ---
Put it on your calendar anyway.
[07:56] ---
You can still go. This way
you have the option not to.
[08:00] ---
Really?
[08:02] ---
That's a lot of traitors!
Some of you are fibbing!
[08:06] ---
Okay, but Tashiro's face is scaring me.
[08:11] ---
Miyano, don't tell me you
got Kuresawa Syndrome!
[08:14] ---
Tashiro, it's to keep his options open.
[08:18] ---
Otakus have a lot going on.
[08:20] ---
Oh. Is that all?
[08:22] ---
I thought he was finally
dating Sasaki-senpai.
[08:29] ---
You aren't fazed, huh, Tashiro?
[08:32] ---
By what?
[08:33] ---
Nevermind.
[08:35] ---
You're a good guy.
[08:36] ---
You only just noticed?
[08:41] ---
Christmas...
[08:43] ---
We won't see each other
during winter break.
[08:46] ---
To see him, I'd have to invite him...
[08:49] ---
Morning, Mya-chan!
[08:51] ---
Good morning.
[08:53] ---
We see each other a lot lately.
[08:55] ---
Entrance exams are soon,
so there's prep in the morning.
[08:59] ---
We have quizzes every day.
[09:02] ---
Aren't the teachers tired of it?
[09:04] ---
It wouldn't hurt to just let us
play cards for one day.
[09:07] ---
Must be tough to be in charge of us.
[09:10] ---
Wouldn't that hurt you in the end?
[09:14] ---
The school is holding special
winter classes that I'll be going to.
[09:18] ---
But Hirano said he won't be there.
He's going home.
[09:22] ---
He'll take a prep course instead.
[09:23] ---
I wish I had some of his concentration.
[09:26] ---
Oh, sorry for just grumbling.
[09:28] ---
You're not grumbling. When are the exams?
[09:32] ---
January.
[09:34] ---
Have you picked out your college yet?
[09:36] ---
Not yet. The teacher told me
to do more research.
[09:42] ---
If you get in to your target
school, wanna celebrate?
[09:45] ---
Senpai, we can't skip over you.
[09:48] ---
Oh, yeah. You'll celebrate
with me? If I get in.
[09:52] ---
Of course.
[09:53] ---
Then let's do our best!
[09:58] ---
Can I see you on Christmas?
[10:01] ---
How can I say that?
It would interrupt his studying.
[10:09] ---
He's been giving me all the time I need.
[10:12] ---
How could I just forget
about what he needs?
[10:17] ---
I'm behind you. Not that
I can do much to help.
[10:21] ---
Thanks. I'm glad.
[10:24] ---
Was it like this for him, too?
[10:27] ---
A one-year gap is so big.
[10:30] ---
Conveying feelings is so complicated.
[10:36] ---
Hey, Mya-chan. Do you
have plans on the 25th?
[10:39] ---
Huh?!
[10:41] ---
There's an... exhibit?
For the movie we saw.
[10:44] ---
There's art from the novel. And behind
the scenes stuff. That kind of thing.
[10:49] ---
Where was it?
[10:51] ---
Somewhere close to the theater.
[10:53] ---
If you're free, do ya wanna go?
[10:55] ---
Don't you need to study?
[10:58] ---
It'll be a little break. Just the exhibit.
[11:00] ---
Come with me. That would help.
[11:04] ---
I'd love to go.
[11:05] ---
Great.
[11:09] ---
"Ticket Viewer"
"Exhibit"
Found it.
[11:11] ---
Check it out. I think we
don't need reservations.
[11:14] ---
Hmm. It says we don't
just to see the exhibit.
[11:18] ---
That reminds me. I have a CD from
the band that did the theme song.
[11:22] ---
Different songs, though.
[11:23] ---
What?! You do?
[11:26] ---
I really liked the theme song.
[11:28] ---
Wanna borrow it?
[11:30] ---
--Thank goodness...
--Can I?
[11:32] ---
Sure. I'll bring it next time.
[11:35] ---
Thank you.
[11:36] ---
...that we're on the train and in public.
[11:43] ---
Miyano!
[11:44] ---
Chairman!
[11:46] ---
I mean, Hanzawa-senpai.
[11:49] ---
It's been a while.
[11:50] ---
I think we last spoke
at the cultural festival.
[11:54] ---
Masato.
[11:56] ---
The clerk says ten more minutes.
[12:00] ---
My big brother. A kouhai.
[12:02] ---
Hello there.
[12:03] ---
Oh, hello.
[12:05] ---
Our parents sent us out
to get stuff for Christmas.
[12:09] ---
Awful, right? I need to be studying.
[12:12] ---
Ma-kun, you just wanted to use that
excuse to sneak in time with your friends.
[12:18] ---
Oops.
[12:19] ---
Hey, we're in public.
[12:21] ---
Sorry.
[12:23] ---
Ma-kun...
[12:25] ---
See? He latched on.
[12:27] ---
Miyano, your homework
over the break is to forget.
[12:31] ---
Got that?
[12:32] ---
Don't worry. I'm forgetful.
[12:35] ---
Not a reassuring answer.
[12:38] ---
Are you Masato's boyfriend, by chance?
[12:40] ---
What?!
[12:40] ---
He's not. I swear you're incorrigible.
[12:44] ---
But you look so happy, Masato.
[12:47] ---
Did you know that,
in middle school, Masato--
[12:49] ---
Hey!
[12:51] ---
I hate how you try to connect
everything to romance.
[13:00] ---
Sorry.
[13:01] ---
The clerk might be ready now. I'll go ask.
[13:04] ---
Okay.
[13:08] ---
Sorry about that.
[13:10] ---
He just loves talking about
love and romance.
[13:13] ---
I seem to remember you
talking about that a lot, too.
[13:19] ---
I once saw Sasaki-senpai
with his big sister.
[13:23] ---
They seemed close.
[13:25] ---
I don't have any siblings,
so it was fun to see.
[13:30] ---
So you're a younger brother, too.
[13:36] ---
And what do you mean by that, Miyano?
[13:38] ---
My head is off-limits today.
[13:44] ---
You can't just let
anybody touch your head.
[13:48] ---
Huh?
[13:49] ---
Your head is at perfect
patting height to begin with.
[13:54] ---
But you've gotten taller.
[13:56] ---
Last year you barely
came up past my waist.
[13:58] ---
Oh, come on. That's ridiculous!
[14:00] ---
Did you break 5'7''?
[14:02] ---
I'm still working on it.
[14:05] ---
You might before the end of high school.
[14:07] ---
You think so?
[14:08] ---
Oh, are you okay on time?
[14:11] ---
I'd better get going. Good to see you.
[14:14] ---
You, too. Take care.
[14:17] ---
He left?
[14:19] ---
Yeah.
[14:21] ---
I'm sorry.
[14:23] ---
What for?
[14:24] ---
I hadn't seen you that happy
in a while, so I teased you.
[14:29] ---
It's fine. But my kouhai has somebody,
so don't drag him into it.
[14:35] ---
O-Okay. I won't.
[14:38] ---
Is there anything left to get?
[14:40] ---
Just the chicken.
[14:45] ---
So you don't have feelings for him.
[14:48] ---
Thin ice.
[14:49] ---
S-Sorry.
[14:52] ---
It's just, you're close to people,
but you never date them.
[14:56] ---
Is it because of us?
[15:00] ---
If you need me to,
I'll talk to Mom and Dad...
[15:06] ---
Are you under the impression I like guys?
[15:09] ---
What? You don't?
[15:11] ---
I don't. My attraction is to girls.
[15:13] ---
Then what's the deal? You hang out with
girls, but you're not dating any of them.
[15:19] ---
Right now I'm enjoying
hanging out with friends.
[15:22] ---
Oh, I see!
[15:24] ---
I had a period like that, too.
[15:26] ---
Okay. Makes sense.
[15:30] ---
I'm sorry, too. For being harsh.
[15:32] ---
What?
[15:34] ---
I don't think there's anything
wrong with your love.
[15:38] ---
I know.
[15:39] ---
I'm glad I have you for a brother, Ma-kun.
[15:44] ---
Hey, Mom. I like guys,
so forget about grandkids!
[15:48] ---
What?!
[15:49] ---
What? Was that a... coming out?
[15:52] ---
Whoa. Really?
[15:54] ---
Me, too! Me, too! I think.
[15:55] ---
What?
[15:56] ---
Oh. Welcome to the club.
[15:59] ---
What about you?
[16:01] ---
I... like girls...
[16:05] ---
Okay.
[16:06] ---
Then Masato will give me grandchildren,
so you can do what you want.
[16:11] ---
Yay! So understanding!
[16:13] ---
Okay, now eat your dinner!
[16:16] ---
--Man, I was kinda nervous.
--I'm glad it wasn't just me.
--I want a boyfriend, too.
[16:19] ---
How come mom sounded relieved?
[16:25] ---
You don't need to be so worried, Mom.
[16:30] ---
I was taken aback at first,
[16:33] ---
but looking back, those two
always looked excited together.
[16:40] ---
--I just don't want you
to fall for a bad guy.
--It makes me believe
my brothers will be okay.
[16:43] ---
I'll have to find a guy
who passes your test.
[16:49] ---
Because those two looked happy.
[17:02] ---
"Happy New Year"
[17:04] ---
"Huge Sale"
[17:12] ---
"Thursday, Jan. 6th."
Miyano, morning!
[17:15] ---
"Thursday, Jan. 6th."
Morning!
[17:17] ---
Goin' somewhere?
[17:18] ---
The seniors'--
[17:19] ---
They supposedly have a test.
[17:25] ---
Sasaki-senpai, um...
[17:28] ---
Sasaki, the teacher wants you.
[17:31] ---
I'll come by later. Sorry.
[17:34] ---
Senpai, I...
[17:35] ---
Miyano.
[17:37] ---
--Senpa--
--Sasaki!
[17:41] ---
Senpai, I...
[17:42] ---
Miyano!
[17:44] ---
--Senpa--
--Sasaki!
[17:47] ---
Senpai!
[17:49] ---
Senpa--
[17:50] ---
Senp--
[17:52] ---
Sorry. Another time.
[17:54] ---
--Okay...
--Come on, let's go.
[17:57] ---
I can't get him alone.
[18:03] ---
Mya-chan, let's leave together today.
[18:07] ---
Okay.
[18:08] ---
Uh, a-also, I need
to talk about something.
[18:12] ---
Oh? Okay. Will after school work?
[18:15] ---
Y-Yes.
[18:17] ---
Got it.
[18:19] ---
It's the new year, so I'm past
the Christmas breakup window.
[18:24] ---
I'll get off at Senpai's station. Then
I'll take him aside to an empty alley.
[18:31] ---
No, I'll seem suspicious.
[18:34] ---
I feel like I've seen
the alley thing in BL.
[18:37] ---
I'll go home immediately afterwards,
so I don't distract from his studies...
[18:47] ---
It's today.
[18:49] ---
I'm telling him today.
[18:52] ---
I'm ready now.
[18:53] ---
Thanks for lending me this CD.
[18:56] ---
You're done with it?
[18:58] ---
I had it for the whole winter break.
[19:01] ---
I was surprised this band
did a BL theme song.
[19:05] ---
Most of their stuff isn't love songs.
[19:07] ---
Yeah. I was surprised at first, too.
[19:10] ---
But I liked a lot of the songs.
[19:13] ---
My mom even knew one.
[19:15] ---
I see.
[19:17] ---
I'm glad you seem to like this band.
[19:20] ---
I-I do.
[19:22] ---
He's always so direct. It makes me blush.
[19:27] ---
I want to be that way, too.
[19:34] ---
Hey, I noticed you always move
your bag to the other shoulder.
[19:38] ---
What?!
[19:39] ---
How come?
[19:42] ---
Well, um...
[19:48] ---
...it's...
[19:51] ---
...so I don't hit you with my bag...
[20:01] ---
So that's why. So cute.
[20:03] ---
Please just forget I said that.
[20:05] ---
Do you do that for everybody?
[20:07] ---
Of course not!
[20:08] ---
I don't usually walk next to people.
[20:11] ---
And you always walk on the left,
so now it's a habit...
[20:17] ---
--How long?
--Do I?
[20:28] ---
The whole time...
[20:31] ---
Miyano-senpai! The Chairman
was looking for you.
[20:34] ---
The new one. Not Hanzawa-senpai.
[20:37] ---
We'll be waiting for you.
[20:39] ---
--Why today, of all days?
--Uh, o-okay.
[20:42] ---
I never noticed...
[20:45] ---
...how much he considers me.
[20:50] ---
Senpai, I'm sorry, but could
you wait by the entr...
[20:55] ---
...ance...
[21:00] ---
I like him so much.
[21:03] ---
What do I do about these feelings?
[21:15] ---
Sorry.
[21:16] ---
What?!
[21:17] ---
No, it's... um, I...
[21:25] ---
I, uh...
[21:27] ---
So long, sir.
[21:29] ---
Don't slack just because
you don't have to come to class.
[21:32] ---
--Don't add to the pressure!
--Let's go to a candy store.
[21:34] ---
--You're almost there. I'll treat you
to yakinuku when it's over.
--I'm broke right now.
I only have 130 yen.
[21:38] ---
--You always say that.
--There's no tax,
so you can get 13 candies.
[21:41] ---
--If not yakiniku, how about sushi?
--How can that be?
[21:45] ---
Oh, right. I'm still at school,
[21:49] ---
and Senpai was about to kiss me...
[21:57] ---
Sorry. I'll head home.
[21:59] ---
What?!
[22:00] ---
Senpai, wai--
[23:35] ---
"Episode 12: 'Just Beginning.'"