E36 - The Taste of Death

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[00:05] Subaru
    An ironic ending, huh?
[00:11] Subaru
    Did you get that from your precious book, too?
[00:14] Subaru
    Everything you say comes from that book.
[00:16] Subaru
    You have no will of your own.
[00:18] Subaru
    That's what you're saying, right?
[00:20] Beatrice
    Don't make me repeat myself.
[00:24] Subaru
    You really are stubborn.
[00:26] Subaru
    It's gonna be a chore getting you out of here.
[00:29] Beatrice
    Getting me out? What are you
    talking about, I suppose?
[00:33] Beatrice
    I never asked you to take me from—
[00:35] Subaru
    Looks like you didn't expect to hear that.
[00:37] Subaru
    Isn't everything I do written in that book?
[00:46] Subaru
    Quit clinging to that book.
[00:51] Subaru
    When you're talking to me,
[00:53] Subaru
    look into my eyes, not at some book!
[00:54] Beatrice
    N-No!
[01:03] Beatrice
    It was some time ago...
[01:06] Beatrice
    when that book stopped showing my future.
[01:10] Beatrice
    Many years now.
[01:20] Beatrice
    To maintain and curate this library's knowledge
     is what my contract demands, I suppose.
[01:25] Subaru
    A library of knowledge?
[01:27] Beatrice
    She enjoyed storing up knowledge
    more than anything else.
[01:35] Subaru
    Beatrice...
[01:37] Suabru
    You're a spirit contracted
    to Echidna, aren't you?
[01:43] Subaru
    There's nothing written in this book, yet you...
[01:47] Beatrice
    It was the last thing she told me, I suppose.
[01:49] Beatrice
    "One day, that person will
    appear in the library."
[01:53] Beatrice
    My job was to wait for that day.
[01:57] Beatrice
    I've been waiting for it all this time.
[02:01] Beatrice
    But "that person" never came,
[02:04] Beatrice
    and the book didn't tell me who it would be.
[02:06] Beatrice
    Time just continued to pass, and then...
[02:10] Beatrice
    So...
[02:12] Beatrice
    I don't care if you're not "that person."
[02:15] Beatrice
    If the one who can finish me,
[02:18] Beatrice
    who can bring an end to my contract,
[02:20] Beatrice
    who can take my life, is you...
[02:22] Beatrice
    I will settle for that, I suppose.
[02:25] Subaru
    Wh-What are you...
[02:28] Subaru
    Are you saying you want to die?
[02:30] Beatrice
    To say I want to die is not strictly accurate.
[02:34] Beatrice
    I only want you to free me from the contract
    that has bound me for eternity, I suppose.
[02:40] Subaru
    How is that any different
    from wanting to die?!
[02:44] Subaru
    Don't even joke about wanting to die!
[02:47] Subaru
    You can say that to other people,
    but I won't let you say it to me!
[02:53] Beatrice
    That's a very selfish thing to say.
[02:56] Beatrice
    What do you know about me, I suppose?
[03:00] Beatrice
    I have lived here in accordance with
    my contract for 400 long years.
[03:06] Subaru
    Four hundred years?
[03:07] Beatrice
    It never worried me, I suppose.
[03:10] Beatrice
    I had the book.
[03:13] Beatrice
    So many times, I had dreams of
    its last page being filled in.
[03:18] Beatrice
    Every time someone has laid a hand on that door,
[03:21] Beatrice
    my heart has been betrayed, I suppose.
[03:24] Beatrice
    As time went by, I realized something.
[03:28] Beatrice
    Realized what?
[03:30] Beatrice
    The reason nothing further has been written
[03:33] Beatrice
    is because that's where the owner's future ends.
[03:37] Subaru
    You're wrong!
[03:38] Subaru
    Why do you always jump to your
    own conclusions like that?!
[03:43] Subaru
    If you wanted someone to do something for you,
[03:46] Subaru
    all you had to do was clearly say so!
[03:49] Subaru
    If you'd just said you
    wanted help, even I could've...
[03:54] Beatrice
    Please do something.
[03:56] Subaru
    That's it! Just come right out and ask!
[04:00] Beatrice
    Please help me.
[04:02] Subaru
    That's right!
[04:03] Subaru
    If you just reach out your hand, I can—
[04:05] Beatrice
    Then...
[04:06] Beatrice
    I want you...
[04:08] Beatrice
    to kill me, I suppose.
[04:20] Beatrice
    Do you have any idea how
    long I've waited for that?
[04:25] Beatrice
    Did you think I had just given up, I suppose?!
[04:29] Beatrice
    Are you saying you'll pull me out
    of this darkness that's so deep,
[04:32] Beatrice
    I can't see my own outstretched
    hand in front of me?!
[04:36] Beatrice
    If you say you'll do that for me,
[04:40] Beatrice
    then why... why...
[04:43] Beatrice
    Why did you leave me alone for 400 years?!
[04:47] Beatrice
    You're going to help me? Save me?
[04:51] Beatrice
    Then why didn't you do it sooner?!
[04:54] Beatrice
    My pleas for help and the
    salvation I've hoped for
[04:58] Beatrice
    are wishes that have long since died away!
[05:04] Beatrice
    If you still say you want to save me...
[05:07] Subaru
    What can I do?
[05:12] Beatrice
    Make me...
[05:13] Beatrice
    the first.
[05:16] Beatrice
    Put me first! Think of me first!
[05:18] Beatrice
    Choose me first!
[05:20] Beatrice
    Overwrite my contract! Paint it over!
[05:23] Beatrice
    Blot it all out and take me from here!
[05:25] Beatrice
    Pull me toward you! Hold me!
[05:29] Beatrice
    There's no way you can do that, I suppose.
[05:32] Beatrice
    So instead... I want you to
    destroy this utter failure.
[05:38] Beatrice
    Or are you going to be "that person" for me?
[05:44] Beatrice
    If you can't, then I want you...
[05:46] Beatrice
    to kill me with your own hands, I suppose.
[05:56] Beatrice
    Spirits aren't even capable
    of dying on their own.
[06:02] Subaru
    Why must it be me?
[06:06] Beatrice
    Why, I suppose...
[06:11] Beatrice
    I know why.
[06:13] Beatrice
    The reason I entrust my end to you is...
[06:16] Elsa
    So sorry to interrupt,
[06:19] Elsa
    but could I become "that person" for you?
[06:24] Beatrice
    Who gave you permission to come here, I suppose?
[06:27] Beatrice
    This is my forbidden library.
[06:28] Beatrice
    No one may enter without permission.
[06:30] Elsa
    The magic you use to isolate spaces
[06:33] Elsa
    uses doors as its medium, does it not?
[06:35] Elsa
    Once I knew that, all I had to
    do was leave every door open.
[06:40] Elsa
    Simple, no?
[06:42] Elsa
    It did take a little time,
    but I'm relieved to find you.
[06:45] Elsa
    I'm so glad I managed to do it before
    Maylie returned from the village.
[06:50] Subaru
    The village? Why the village?!
[06:53] Elsa
    Well, that's where the targets fled to,
[06:56] Elsa
    so we've divided up the work.
[06:58] Subaru
    Divided up?
[06:59] Elsa
    There are more of them in the village,
[07:01] Elsa
    but the target here is superior.
[07:04] Elsa
    It finally gives me the opportunity
    to open up a spirit and see inside.
[07:11] Elsa
    You're protecting her?
[07:12] Subaru
    Damn straight!
[07:13] Elsa
    You two are so close.
[07:15] Elsa
    How enviable. I'll send you
    to meet the angels together.
[07:18] Subaru
    Sha—
[07:19] ---
    Shamac.
[07:26] Beatrice
    What do you plan to do, I suppose?
[07:28] Subaru
    Head for the village!
[07:33] Beatrice
    It won't do any good to go there now.
[07:36] Subaru
    Don't be stupid!
[07:40] Maylie
    Oh, it's you two.
[07:43] Maylie
    Whatever are you doing way out here?
[07:46] Maylie
    That Elsa is so sloppy.
[07:49] Subaru
    You...
[07:50] Subaru
    Wait, you're...
[07:52] Maylie
    I had so much fun when you
    played with us that day.
[07:58] Maylie
    Um...
[08:00] Maylie
    Over there.
[08:07] Subaru
    You're a mabeast user?!
[08:10] Maylie
    I'm Maylie Portroute.
[08:13] Maylie
    Don't call me by such an unappealing name.
[08:19] Subaru
    The village...
[08:20] Subaru
    What did you do to Rem and the others?!
[08:22] Maylie
    I don't know who this "Rem" is,
[08:25] Maylie
    but I did what I was asked to do.
[08:28] Maylie
    The big maid and the little
    maid from the mansion...
[08:31] Maylie
    It's a shame the little one turned
    out to be Petra-chan, though.
[08:35] Subaru
    A shame? What are you...
[08:39] Maylie
    Don't worry! She was my friend.
[08:42] Maylie
    I made sure it was over in one
    bite so she wouldn't suffer.
[09:00] Maylie
    What's this? You want to fight me?
[09:02] Maylie
    I hate it when my plans fall apart, you know.
[09:06] Beatrice
    My condolences, I suppose.
[09:08] Maylie
    So I'll let my partner take care of you,
[09:10] ---
    per our agreement to split up the work.
[09:13] Elsa
    It wasn't very friendly of you to run away.
[09:22] Beatrice
    If you think shadow magic can't be
    used offensively, you're very naïve.
[09:26] Elsa
    What a surprise. I had no
    idea you could do that.
[09:29] Elsa
    How lovely.
[09:30] Beatrice
    Minya!
[09:32] Beatrice
    Have a good taste of mana arrows
    of stagnant time, I suppose!
[09:37] Elsa
    One look at an attack like
    this is enough to—
[09:43] Elsa
    Well, this was a mistake on my part.
[09:48] Beatrice
    I'm much older than you.
[09:49] Beatrice
    Now fall apart where you stand, I suppose.
[10:03] Maylie
    Aw, I guess Elsa really was a fool.
[10:08] Beatrice
    It's your turn next.
[10:10] Subaru
    Wha—
[10:11] Subaru
    Hang on! She's just a child!
[10:13] Beatrice
    Child or not, an enemy is an enemy, I suppose.
[10:15] Subaru
    But... we should get her
    to tell us who sent her.
[10:19] Maylie
    Sorry, not happening. I'll get in trouble.
[10:21] Maylie
    Not a word out of me.
[10:24] Subaru
    But I don't want to see you kill a kid!
[10:26] Beatrice
    You're still talking like that...
[10:32] Elsa
    Oh, what a strange feeling.
[10:36] Elsa
    So spirits really are different
    from the rest of us on the inside.
[10:47] Beatrice
    Now I...
[10:49] Beatrice
    Now I... can finally...
[11:01] Subaru
    Wait...
[11:11] Subaru
    How...
[11:13] Subaru
    Why?!
[11:21] Subaru
    Elsa!
[11:32] Subaru
    Is this as far as I go this time?
[11:35] Elsa
    I don't like the look in your eyes.
[11:40] Maylie
    Gosh, Elsa, you're so cruel.
[11:43] Maylie
    Don't you pity him?
[11:44] Elsa
    It's the spirit that I pity.
[11:47] Elsa
    Imagine being sacrificed for a boy like him.
[12:14] Subaru
    Where am I...
[12:25] Subaru
    This isn't funny.
[12:33] Subaru
    How much of this did you foresee, Echidna?
[12:42] Emilia
    Subaru?
[12:43] Subaru
    Emilia...
[12:45] Emilia
    That's right, Subaru. It's me.
[12:53] Subaru
    S-Sorry...
[12:59] Subaru
    Emilia?
[13:00] Emilia
    I was so lonely...
[13:03] Emilia
    I was so lonely, Subaru.
[13:06] Emilia
    You just went away and left me behind.
[13:11] Subaru
    N-No, I didn't...
[13:14] Subaru
    I left a letter... explaining everything.
[13:17] Emilia
    What are you talking about?
[13:19] Subaru
    Huh?
[13:21] Emilia
    You don't need to make excuses.
[13:24] Emilia
    You've come back to me, after all.
[13:28] Emilia
    You know,
[13:29] Emilia
    I never stopped believing...
[13:34] Emilia
    that you'd come to me.
[13:37] Emilia
    That if I did my best to fulfill
    my task, you'd come to save me.
[13:44] Emilia
    That's what you've always,
    always done, after all.
[13:47] Emilia
    Right?
[13:51] Emilia
    Subaru, you know...
[13:53] Emilia
    how you always try to touch my hair?
[13:56] Emilia
    I'm returning the favor.
[14:00] Emilia
    I was so scared.
[14:03] Emilia
    I thought maybe you'd
    actually gotten sick of me.
[14:08] Emilia
    I thought you'd grown to hate me.
[14:11] Emilia
    So I got scared and came here,
    but it didn't help at all.
[14:16] Emilia
    So I was really, truly happy when you showed up!
[14:21] Emilia
    Stay with me forever.
[14:24] Emilia
    As long as I have you,
    I don't need anything else.
[14:28] Emilia
    I'm sorry about everything.
[14:30] Emilia
    I hope you feel the same way about me.
[14:36] Emilia
    I love you, Subaru!
[14:45] Garfiel
    Hey, what's up with your left eye?
[14:48] Garfiel
    Where the hell'd you leave it?
[14:50] Garfiel
    And where's the princess?
[14:53] Subaru
    If you mean Emilia... she said she loves me.
[14:57] Garfiel
    Huh?
[14:58] Subaru
    She said she loves me,
[15:00] Subaru
    and as long as she has me,
    she doesn't need anything else.
[15:03] Garfiel
    You bastard...
[15:04] Subaru
    With that cute face, in that cute voice,
[15:08] ---
    so close that we could've melted together...
[15:10] Subaru
    That's what she said.
[15:11] Garfiel
    You think this is the time for—
[15:13] Subaru
    There's no way Emilia would say she loves me!
[15:18] Subaru
    Like there's any chance she'd ever say that.
[15:22] Subaru
    That she doesn't need anything else...
[15:25] Subaru
    Never.
[15:26] Garfiel
    Wh-What are you—
[15:29] Subaru
    If only Puck was by her side,
[15:33] Subaru
    there's no way she would
    fall all over me like that.
[15:38] Subaru
    Someone pushed her to the point that
    she had no choice but to rely on me.
[15:45] Garfiel
    So that's why there's snow everywhere?!
[15:47] Garfiel
    Drag the half-witch out here!
    If ya can't do that—
[15:49] Subaru
    Bring Emilia out here and
    have her stop the snow?
[15:53] Subaru
    I can't do that.
[15:54] Garfiel
    Why the hell not?!
[15:55] Subaru
    Emilia's not the one who's making it snow.
[15:58] Subaru
    It's someone else.
[16:00] Garfiel
    Someone else?!
[16:02] Subaru
    Where is Roswaal?
[16:04] Garfiel
    Huh?
[16:11] Subaru
    Getting an answer out of him is the last
    goal I need to reach in this world.
[16:18] Roswaal
    Well, well. What an unusual
    pair you two make.
[16:22] Subaru
    You're the one making it snow in
    the Sanctuary, aren't you, Roswaal?
[16:28] Roswaal
    Subaru-kun, did you hear that from me?
[16:35] Roswaal
    Hmm... I see.
[16:37] Roswaal
    I see. How unfortunate.
[16:40] Garfiel
    You're not gonna deny it?!
[16:42] Roswaal
    I could feign ignorance, but you two
    clearly have some grounds for asking me this,
[16:48] Roswaal
    so I suppose I shall respect that.
[16:51] Garfiel
    Hah! Thanks a whole damn lot!
[16:53] Garfiel
    Maybe I oughta show a little
    respect for your stupidity, too!
[16:57] Ram
    I will not allow you to insult Roswaal-sama.
[16:59] Garfiel
    This is no time for you to butt in!
[17:01] Ram
    It's you who needs to back off, Garf!
[17:03] Garfiel
    I don't wanna have to take this out on you.
[17:09] Roswaal
    Ram...
[17:11] Roswaal
    You truly are an excellent servant.
[17:31] Ram
    Ros—
[17:32] Roswaal
    I am a man of my word.
[17:34] Roswaal
    I shall offer this soul to you.
[17:48] Garfiel
    Ros...
[17:49] Garfiel
    Ram...
[17:51] Garfiel
    Ram... Ram, Ram, Ram...
[17:55] Garfiel
    Ram, Ram, Ram, Ram...
[17:58] Garfiel
    Ram! Ram!
[18:01] Garfiel
    Ram!
[18:08] Roswaal
    I cannot have you transforming here.
[18:13] Roswaal
    Now, in accordance with my vow, shall we talk,
[18:17] Roswaal
    Natsuki Subaru-kun?
[18:21] Subaru
    Why did you kill them?
[18:23] Roswaal
    They were interfering with our discussion.
[18:26] Roswaal
    It was an awful thing to do to Ram,
    but had I not created an opening,
[18:29] Roswaal
    I had little chance of defeating him.
[18:33] Subaru
    Huh?
[18:34] Roswaal
    An unexpected reaction.
[18:36] Roswaal
    I have always known you to be the type
[18:38] ---
    to blindly fly into a rage
    in situations such as these.
[18:42] Subaru
    What are you getting at, you bastard?
[18:45] Subaru
    There's no way I'm gonna...
[18:47] Roswaal
    Let me get away with this?
[18:50] Subaru
    Stop... Stop looking at me like that!
[18:53] Subaru
    Who the hell are you?!
[18:55] Subaru
    You killed them, you said all
    that about the witch's cult...
[18:58] Subaru
    You've been dodging me over and over!
[19:00] Roswaal
    Over and over...
[19:02] Roswaal
    Yes, over and over, Subaru-kun.
[19:09] Roswaal
    Very well. Since you do not understand,
[19:12] Roswaal
    I will explain it to you as if I do.
[19:17] Roswaal
    You feel no grief over their death.
[19:21] Roswaal
    You feel shock and
    indignation, but no grief.
[19:26] Roswaal
    Is that not because you feel that
    this is something you can undo?
[19:31] Subaru
    You knew?
[19:33] Roswaal
    Showing you this will most likely
    be the fastest way to explain.
[19:38] Roswaal
    It is not a Gospel.
[19:40] Roswaal
    Not one of those defective texts,
[19:42] Roswaal
    but the genuine article,
    of which only two exist.
[19:45] Subaru
    You have one, too?
[19:47] Roswaal
    It appears I shall not need to explain what
    is in the book or who has the other one.
[19:54] Roswaal
    Judging from your expression,
[19:56] Roswaal
    I assume Beatrice succeeded in fulfilling
    her dearest wish to disappear?
[20:01] Subaru
    Her dearest wish?
[20:03] Subaru
    That was... Dying like that
    was her dearest wish?!
[20:09] Subaru
    Is that what you're saying?!
[20:11] Roswaal
    That is what she wanted.
[20:13] Roswaal
    I envy her.
[20:16] Roswaal
    It would seem that I am incapable
    of fulfilling my dearest wish.
[20:21] Subaru
    What is it you want to do?
[20:24] Subaru
    Why are you like this?!
[20:26] Roswaal
    I cannot say. I have made a vow of my own.
[20:29] Roswaal
    I will, however, say this.
[20:33] Roswaal
    I am constantly doing my utmost
    to fulfill my dearest wish.
[20:38] Roswaal
    All of my schemes,
[20:39] ---
    my inhumanity, and the assistance and
    backing I offer are for that purpose.
[20:43] Subaru
    You're following that book, too?
[20:47] Subaru
    Is this snow in the book too, then?!
[20:49] Subaru
    Did it tell you to make snow fall?!
[20:52] Subaru
    Why?!
[20:53] Roswaal
    Why else?
[20:55] Roswaal
    To isolate Emilia-sama.
[20:57] Subaru
    H-Huh?
[20:59] Roswaal
    An unseasonal snowstorm where she happens to be,
[21:01] Roswaal
    in a place with a deep connection to the witch.
[21:04] Roswaal
    Garfiel would condemn her, and the villagers
    have experience with cold spells.
[21:08] Roswaal
    Emilia-sama would then be isolated
    and become emotionally unstable.
[21:14] Subaru
    Are you...
[21:16] Roswaal
    And you could never distance yourself
    from her if she were to lean on you.
[21:19] Subaru
    So that's why you did that to my letter?
[21:22] Roswaal
    Letter?
[21:24] Roswaal
    In any case, your current self cannot bring about the future indicated in the text.
[21:29] Roswaal
    If there's a discrepancy, it must be corrected.
[21:33] Subaru
    Are you going to kill me?
[21:35] Roswaal
    Killing you would be putting
    the cart before the ground dragon.
[21:38] Roswaal
    No matter what happens to you,
[21:40] Roswaal
    I need you ready to try again
    at the next opportunity.
[21:43] Subaru
    Huh?
[21:44] Roswaal
    I cannot kill you, but there
    are other things I can do.
[21:48] Roswaal
    Am I wrong?
[21:51] Roswaal
    Considering the future you and I share,
[21:53] Roswaal
    this may not be a very smart way to do things.
[21:56] Roswaal
    Did I use that right?
[22:12] Roswaal
    Even after all this, you have
     no mind to start over?
[22:17] Subaru
    Roswaal...
[22:19] Subaru
    You're talking about starting over,
[22:23] Subaru
    but planning what you do to someone
[22:26] ---
    based on the assumption that
    they'll just start over is insane.
[22:32] Roswaal
    It appears our discussion is over.
[22:35] Roswaal
    Goa!
[22:38] Roswaal
    I see, I see. So this is how it ends.
[22:51] Subaru
    The Great Rabbit?
[22:54] Subaru
    But it's only the second day...
[22:56] Roswaal
    It is likely due to this snow.
[22:59] Subaru
    Daphne said the Great Rabbit is
    drawn to large amounts of mana...
[23:04] Subaru
    Roswaal, I'm calling a truce for now.
[23:08] Subaru
    We have to join up with Emilia
    and get everyone outside!
[23:12] Roswaal
    And how would we do that?
[23:14] Roswaal
    Until the trial is completed, those in
    the Sanctuary cannot leave the barrier.
[23:19] Subaru
    I'm not finished yet!
[23:21] Subaru
    You might think it can wait
    until next time, but...
[23:24] Roswaal
    You seem to be mistaken about
    one thing, Subaru-kun.
[23:29] Roswaal
    Perhaps you can start over, but I cannot.
[23:34] Roswaal
    My present self will end here.
[23:37] Roswaal
    But that is fine.
[23:40] Roswaal
    Another me, one who is not myself,
    will be there after you start over.
[23:43] Roswaal
    So long as that me fulfills my goal
    one day, it makes no difference.
[23:49] Subaru
    That's not how any normal human thinks.
[23:54] Roswaal
    The day will come when you
    truly catch up to me.
[23:58] Roswaal
    Listen to me, Subaru-kun.
[24:00] Roswaal
    There is one thing that is truly,
    truly the most precious to you.
[24:05] Roswaal
    You must get rid of everything but that,
[24:07] Roswaal
    and think of nothing but protecting
    that one most precious thing.
[24:13] Roswaal
    By doing that...
[24:20] Subaru
    Roswaal!
[24:22] Roswaal
    ...you can become like me.
[24:46] Emilia
    Subaru?
[24:47] Emilia
    It is you, Subaru!
[24:53] Emilia
    Gosh, where have you been?
[24:56] Emilia
    I was so worried.
[24:59] Emilia
    Are you exhausted?
[25:04] Emilia
    I see! All right, then.
[25:10] Emilia
    Subaru! Subaru!
[25:15] Emilia
    You like resting your head on my lap, right?
[25:22] Emilia
    Subaru, are you sleepy?
[25:35] Emilia
    Don't force it.
[25:37] Emilia
    You're always pushing yourself too
    hard for other people's sake.
[25:44] Emilia
    It gives me mixed feelings.
[25:46] Emilia
    I only want you to push
    yourself too hard for me.
[25:50] Emilia
    But I wouldn't like a Subaru who
    never looked at anyone else.
[25:53] Emilia
    I'm sorry. I'm so selfish, aren't I?
SIGN    The Taste of Death
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Revision #1
Created 2024-02-22 08:21:34 UTC by whimsee
Updated 2024-02-22 08:21:35 UTC by whimsee