# E33 - The Value of Life
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/G68D9GP86/the-value-of-life)
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**[00:01] Ram**
I was starting to wonder if you'd
arrive before I became an old granny.
**[00:05] Subaru**
You're Otto's helper?
**[00:08] Ram**
Calling me a "helper" makes
it sound as if we're equals.
**[00:11] Ram**
I am an attendant.
**[00:12] Subaru**
You're talking like you're a
witch's familiar or something...
**[00:15] Ram**
My orders from Roswaal-sama
were to assist you.
**[00:18] Ram**
It was my own decision to seek
out Otto to meet that end.
**[00:22] Subaru**
So he measured up to your standards?
**[00:25] Ram**
I just thought if there was
no one I could handily use,
**[00:28] Ram**
you would end up dying in vain.
**[00:30] Subaru**
Crap! I can't deny that!
**[00:32] Otto**
Well, you should!
**[00:33] Ram**
For someone who's been confined,
you seem awfully composed.
**[00:39] Subaru**
Well, I did just have a good laugh.
**[00:44] Ram**
We're going to escape.
**[00:46] Ram**
Garf can't leave the graveyard
**[00:48] ---**
while Emilia-sama is attempting the trial.
**[00:50] Ram**
We'll leave while his
attention is away from us.
**[00:52] Subaru**
No.
**[00:54] Subaru**
Running away can wait until later.
**[00:55] Otto**
Natsuki-san?
**[00:57] Subaru**
I'm not saying we won't run,
**[00:58] Subaru**
but this is a golden opportunity.
**[01:01] Ram**
What are you planning?
**[01:03] Subaru**
I'm going to do what I was trying to do
three days ago, before I was interrupted.
***SIGN*** If it's
***SIGN*** to save you
***SIGN*** I don't care
***SIGN*** how many times
***SIGN*** I die
**[02:39] Subaru**
Roswaal,
**[02:40] Subaru**
I won't let you hide
anything from me this time.
**[02:43] Roswaal**
Reunited after three days...
**[02:45] Roswaal**
It doesn't quite feel
like a miraculous return.
**[02:48] Subaru**
Quit joking around.
**[02:50] Subaru**
I don't have time to put up
with your dumb games right now.
**[02:54] Roswaal**
It was Ram who let you in, yes?
**[02:56] Roswaal**
I did order her to help you.
**[03:00] Subaru**
Yeah. That's why she let me
in here without argument.
**[03:03] Subaru**
I put the idea of running away on hold.
**[03:07] Roswaal**
Oh?
**[03:08] Subaru**
I want to ask you something under the assumption
that my leaving the Sanctuary is a given.
**[03:13] Roswaal**
Of course. If I have the answer,
I will give it to you.
**[03:17] Subaru**
If anything, it's something
*only* you can answer.
**[03:21] Subaru**
Is Beatrice... a member of the Witch's Cult?
**[03:28] Roswaal**
What made you suspect that Beatrice
may be a witch cultist?
**[03:33] Subaru**
I saw her in the forbidden library.
**[03:35] Subaru**
She had a Gospel.
**[03:38] Subaru**
If she is a witch cultist...
**[03:43] Subaru**
That makes her our...
**[03:47] Subaru**
*My* enemy.
**[03:50] Roswaal**
Those are strong words.
**[03:52] Roswaal**
Words that took true resolve to say.
**[03:55] Roswaal**
And...
**[03:56] Roswaal**
Even if you say them with
such a pained expression,
**[03:59] Roswaal**
they are not very convincing.
**[04:03] Roswaal**
The idea that you and she should
become enemies is truly awful.
**[04:09] Roswaal**
So I would like to offer you a helping hand.
**[04:12] Subaru**
You, offer me a helping hand?
**[04:15] Subaru**
That's gotta be one of the
shadiest statements ever.
**[04:17] Roswaal**
It is true that what you saw was
something closely resembling a Gospel.
**[04:22] Roswaal**
It makes sense that you
would suspect it to be one.
**[04:26] Roswaal**
But you have my word
**[04:28] Roswaal**
that she is not a witch cultist.
**[04:31] Subaru**
You mean that?!
**[04:32] Roswaal**
That book of hers is not a Gospel.
**[04:36] Roswaal**
It is a magical text that
tells the true future,
**[04:38] ---**
of which only two copies exist in the world.
**[04:41] Roswaal**
It is the closest there
is to the Tome of Wisdom.
**[04:44] Subaru**
Tome of Wisdom?
**[04:47] Subaru**
But she definitely said it was a Gospel!
**[04:50] Beatrice**
Everything I do is in accordance with
the Gospel's guidance, I suppose!
**[04:55] Roswaal**
That is because it lacks an official name.
**[04:57] Roswaal**
Thus, it is given the same name
used for the defective versions.
**[05:00] Subaru**
Defective?
**[05:04] Subaru**
Well, as long as she's not a
witch cultist, it's fine.
**[05:08] Subaru**
The question is, how can I get her to help me?
**[05:13] Roswaal**
"Roswaal said you are to ask the question."
**[05:16] Subaru**
Huh?
**[05:17] Roswaal**
If you say this to Beatrice,
she should respond.
**[05:22] Subaru**
You mean...
**[05:24] Ram**
"Roswaal said to ask the question."
**[05:29] Roswaal**
I see.
**[05:31] Roswaal**
It appears these words are insufficient for you.
**[05:34] Subaru**
H-Hang on... Insufficient?
**[05:36] Roswaal**
Then tell her this:
**[05:39] Roswaal**
"I am that person."
**[05:42] Subaru**
That person?
**[05:44] Roswaal**
Get Beatrice to ask the question,
**[05:46] Roswaal**
then answer it affirmatively.
**[05:49] Roswaal**
If you do that,
**[05:50] Roswaal**
she will, without a doubt, ally with you.
**[05:55] Subaru**
How can you be so sure?
**[05:58] Roswaal**
Because it is in the contract that
she is powerless to override.
**[06:02] Subaru**
Contract...
**[06:09] Subaru**
If this doesn't work, I'll punch
you right in the face!
**[06:12] Subaru**
That I can promise you, no matter what you say!
**[06:16] Roswaal**
Very well. Do as you please.
**[06:20] Roswaal**
Once you have allied with Beatrice,
**[06:22] Roswaal**
she will surely be a great help in solving
all the problems concerning the Sanctuary.
**[06:28] Subaru**
Roswaal, I have one last question.
**[06:33] Roswaal**
What is it?
**[06:35] Subaru**
You're not actually our enemy, are you?
**[06:40] Roswaal**
Of course not.
**[06:41] Roswaal**
I am an ally to all of you.
**[06:46] Otto**
Did you get any answers?
**[06:48] Subaru**
Yeah, quite a few.
**[06:49] Subaru**
I think all the pieces fit together now.
**[06:52] Subaru**
What's the plan?
**[06:53] Otto**
A carriage would be too conspicuous.
**[06:55] Otto**
You and I will have to ride together.
**[06:57] Otto**
Is that all right?
**[06:59] Subaru**
I guess you'd be in danger
if you stayed here, too.
**[07:01] Subaru**
I have no prob—
**[07:02] Subaru**
Oh, wait!
**[07:04] Subaru**
Once we're out of the Sanctuary,
our first stop is the mansion.
**[07:07] Subaru**
We can't just leave Frederica
to fend for herself.
**[07:11] Subaru**
But if it's just us two...
**[07:13] Ram**
That's hardly enough to fight if need be.
**[07:16] Ram**
In other words, you want me to go with you?
**[07:19] Subaru**
Well, if you would... I mean...
I'd feel a lot better.
**[07:27] Ram**
I suppose I must.
**[07:29] Subaru**
You're sure?
**[07:30] Ram**
Roswaal-sama did order me
to help you, after all.
**[07:34] Ram**
But...
**[07:36] Ram**
How will we travel?
**[07:37] Ram**
There's only one ground dragon and three of us.
**[07:40] Subaru**
Oh...
**[07:41] Ram**
Even if both of you only amount to half a man,
**[07:44] Ram**
you each take up enough space for a full man.
**[07:46] Ram**
I don't think three of us
will fit on one dragon.
**[07:48] Otto**
Was the "half a man" comment necessary?!
**[07:51] Garfiel**
Havin' a cozy little chat
while ya take a walk?
**[07:54] Garfiel**
Well, since I'm here, why not
let me in on the fun?
**[08:01] Garfiel**
The brighter it shines, the farther
away the magrizza goes, as they say!
**[08:06] Subaru**
Shouldn't you be overseeing
the trial right now?
**[08:08] Subaru**
Do you have time to waste
hanging around here?!
**[08:11] Garfiel**
My job is to protect this Sanctuary!
**[08:14] Garfiel**
So if the Sanctuary's under threat,
you better believe I have time!
**[08:18] Garfiel**
You couldn't escape the eyes of this Sanctuary!
**[08:22] Subaru**
Eyes of the Sanctuary?
**[08:24] Garfiel**
I'm just sayin' your little plans were leaked.
**[08:27] Garfiel**
So? Where d'ya think you're headin' off to?
**[08:30] Garfiel**
Well?!
**[08:33] Ram**
We're going to get Barusu
outside the Sanctuary.
**[08:36] Ram**
He'll cause trouble for
you if he stays here, too,
**[08:40] Ram**
so I'd say this works out perfectly for you.
**[08:41] Garfiel**
Think you know what's goin'
on in my head, do ya?
**[08:44] Garfiel**
Damn, there ain't nothin'
lovable about you at all.
**[08:46] Garfiel**
That's what I like about ya, though.
**[08:49] Subaru**
So can we assume that you're
agreeing to let us go?
**[08:53] Garfiel**
What?!
**[08:54] Garfiel**
I know damn well it'd be a pain
in my ass to keep you here!
**[08:59] Garfiel**
The thing is...
**[09:01] Garfiel**
To put it another way,
Hoshin was Banan's sunset!
**[09:04] Subaru**
Oh, really?
**[09:05] Subaru**
I still don't understand your idioms at all,
**[09:07] Subaru**
but as long as you realize—
**[09:09] Subaru**
What's with you guys?
**[09:11] Ram**
Given your lack of education,
you might not have understood that.
**[09:15] Otto**
"Hoshin was Banan's sunset" is a saying
**[09:17] Otto**
based on the tale of how the
legendary trader, Hoshin,
**[09:19] Otto**
brought the small nation of Banan to ruin.
**[09:22] Otto**
It gives your opponent two options:
surrender or face an all-out attack.
**[09:26] Subaru**
Surrender or all-out attack?
**[09:28] Ram**
Garf, are you so dumb that
you didn't understand me?
**[09:32] Garfiel**
You're the one who'd better
watch what you say, Ram!
**[09:37] Garfiel**
Just 'cause I'm hot for ya, that don't
mean I won't twist yer arm.
**[09:41] Garfiel**
Take him back to where he was!
**[09:43] Subaru**
Y-You're really fixated on
keeping me confined, aren't you?
**[09:46] Subaru**
Keeping me here is bad news,
**[09:48] Subaru**
so if you can let me go right
now for free, why wouldn't you?!
**[09:50] Garfiel**
I dunno what the hell you are!
**[09:53] ---**
That means I can't let you outside!
**[09:54] Ram**
That decision may upset Roswaal-sama.
**[09:59] Ram**
Because to Roswaal-sama, Barusu is...
**[10:02] Ram**
a useless employee. He could
easily be discarded.
**[10:05] Subaru**
You've got some nerve, saying that right now!
**[10:06] Garfiel**
It would upset Roswaal?
**[10:09] Garfiel**
How much do you think
he cares about this place,
**[10:12] Garfiel**
about the old hag or anyone else?!
**[10:14] Garfiel**
He doesn't give a damn!
**[10:15] Garfiel**
Not about you either, Ram!
**[10:17] Ram**
Roswaal-sama is—
**[10:18] Garfiel**
Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!
**[10:22] Garfiel**
I don't give a shit about that bastard!
**[10:25] Garfiel**
We're done here! Hand him over!
**[10:28] Garfiel**
I'm gonna tie him up and—
**[10:28] Otto**
Ram-san!
**[10:29] Ram**
Go!
**[10:31] Garfiel**
Damn small fry!
**[10:36] Ram**
You can't afford to be distracted, Garf.
**[10:39] Garfiel**
Get outta my way!
**[10:42] Subaru**
Hang on, Otto! Why—
**[10:45] Otto**
You would've been in danger if we'd stayed!
**[10:47] Otto**
Ram-san and I made this decision together!
**[10:51] Subaru**
Wh-What are you doing?
**[10:53] Otto**
Something I was hoping
I wouldn't have to resort to.
**[10:56] Otto**
It would've been better if I hadn't had to!
**[11:07] Subaru**
What are those?
**[11:11] Subaru**
The people of Arlam?
**[11:13] Otto**
What did I tell you?
**[11:14] Otto**
I have some very reliable helpers!
**[11:17] Subaru**
You weren't just talking about Ram?
**[11:19] Guy**
Subaru-sama! Please take care!
**[11:21] Girl**
This way! In here!
**[11:23] Guy**
Otto-san, take care of Subaru-sama!
**[11:27] Subaru**
Why are they all doing something so crazy?
**[11:29] Otto**
That's not very convincing, coming from you!
**[11:35] Guy**
Keep going straight,
and you'll find the barrier.
**[11:37] Subaru**
What about everyone else?!
**[11:39] Guy**
We'll stall your pursuers!
**[11:40] Guy**
We can buy enough time for
you to escape, no problem!
**[12:28] Subaru**
Gar...fiel...
**[12:35] Subaru**
I-I'll...
**[12:38] Subaru**
do as you say.
**[12:41] Subaru**
So please, don't hurt...
**[12:44] Subaru**
anyone else...
**[12:56] Otto**
You complete idiot!
**[13:14] Subaru**
G...
**[13:16] Subaru**
Garfiel!
**[13:40] Guy**
S-Stay away from Subaru-sama, you monster!
**[13:44] Subaru**
Sto—
**[13:50] Subaru**
Stop it! Please!
**[13:52] Subaru**
No one needs to die but me!
**[13:56] Subaru**
That's enough! That's enough, Patrasche!
**[14:20] Subaru**
Why... am I here?
**[14:28] Subaru**
It's morning?
**[14:30] Subaru**
Damn it... How long have I been asleep?
**[14:36] Subaru**
Huh?
**[14:51] Subaru**
What's going on?
**[15:02] Subaru**
I can't! I can't! I can't!
**[15:07] Subaru**
I have to get them back,
**[15:09] Subaru**
whatever it takes...
**[15:21] Subaru**
There's...
**[15:23] Subaru**
no one here?
**[15:58] Subaru**
A rabbit?
**[16:01] Subaru**
Why is there a rabbit here?
**[17:15] Subaru**
Why...
**[17:21] Subaru**
Why? Why? Why?
**[17:25] Subaru**
Why?! Why?!
**[17:26] Subaru**
Why?!
**[17:30] Echidna**
You have once again earned the qualification.
**[17:34] Echidna**
I invite you...
**[17:35] Echidna**
to a witch's tea party.
**[17:39] Echidna**
I don't often invite the same
guest to my tea parties twice.
**[17:44] Echidna**
Feel free to be proud.
**[17:48] Subaru**
I feel so calm, it's kind of creepy.
**[17:51] Subaru**
What's going on?
**[17:53] Echidna**
It's because of the tea you drank last time.
**[17:56] Echidna**
It directly affected your
Sloth Witch Factor, encouraging stability.
**[18:01] Echidna**
If not for that, your soul itself
would have crumbled to pieces.
**[18:05] Echidna**
Now, I'm ready to accept your gratitude.
**[18:10] Subaru**
Can I assume this will keep working,
even after I'm back outside?
**[18:14] Echidna**
Well, we *are* talking about your mental state.
**[18:17] Echidna**
So long as you remember what
happened here, you should be fine.
**[18:21] Echidna**
So... where's that gratitude?
**[18:24] Subaru**
Echidna...
**[18:25] Subaru**
Is there a way to overwrite the vow?
**[18:29] Subaru**
You know, the one that makes me forget
about you once I step outside.
**[18:33] Subaru**
So long as it stands, my soul's
still likely to fall apart.
**[18:37] Echidna**
Well, that's true, but...
**[18:39] Subaru**
Besides, my soul isn't the only problem here.
**[18:43] Subaru**
I want to be able to remember you regardless.
**[18:45] Echidna**
Huh?
**[18:47] Subaru**
If it comes at a price,
I'll pay whatever you want.
**[18:51] Subaru**
In return, don't hide yourself in my memories.
**[18:56] Echidna**
A-All right...
**[18:58] Subaru**
Huh?
**[19:00] Subaru**
Really?! Thanks a lot!
**[19:02] Subaru**
And no changing your mind, all right?!
**[19:04] Echnida**
I wouldn't do something so shameless.
**[19:08] Echidna**
I wouldn't, but I think
you're being a bit unfair.
**[19:16] Echidna**
And then you gulp down my
bodily fluids like that...
**[19:20] Subaru**
I forgot about that!
**[19:21] Echidna**
So? Where's that gratitude?
**[19:24] Echidna**
I don't believe I've heard it yet.
**[19:26] Subaru**
Yeah, thanks for making me
this nasty tea, you witch!
**[19:30] Echidna**
That kind of gratitude
wounds my maidenly heart.
**[19:41] Echidna**
What? You have something else to say?
**[19:45] Subaru**
Quit playing around.
**[19:46] Subaru**
Just how much do you know about me?
**[19:50] Echidna**
If you're asking what I know,
I know only what I know.
**[19:53] Echidna**
If you're asking what I want to know,
**[19:54] ---**
I want to know everything in this world.
**[19:59] Subaru**
There's no way it shouldn't
seem strange to you.
**[20:03] Subaru**
For you, this is happening right after
your last tea party with me, isn't it?
**[20:08] Subaru**
So if you don't find this strange,
**[20:10] Subaru**
then...
**[20:12] Echidna**
Then?
**[20:15] Subaru**
Then... that can only mean
you know how this happened.
**[20:28] Echidna**
Then test me.
**[20:34] Subaru**
Y-You might not even have
time to regret saying that!
**[20:38] Echidna**
If that proves to be true, can I
expect you to break down crying
**[20:43] Echidna**
over my corpse?
**[20:52] Subaru**
Echidna...
**[20:54] Subaru**
I..
**[20:57] Subaru**
I've been Returning by Death!
**[21:12] Echidna**
Hmm...
**[21:13] Echidna**
It's a bit embarrassing to have
you staring at me like that.
**[21:17] Subaru**
Wh-When I... When I die, I go back in time
**[21:22] Subaru**
and restart the world.
**[21:24] Subaru**
I Return by Death.
**[21:26] Echidna**
I heard you.
**[21:28] Echidna**
And before I heard you, I saw you.
**[21:31] Subaru**
I... Return by Death!
**[21:33] Subaru**
Return by Death! Return by Death!
**[21:35] Subaru**
Return by Death! Return by Death!
**[21:36] Echidna**
Hey, calm down! I know how you feel but—
**[21:39] Subaru**
I've been Returning by Death!
**[21:42] Subaru**
I've died and started again over and over!
**[21:44] Subaru**
I Return by Death!
**[21:46] Echidna**
I get it, I said! Just listen to m—
**[21:49] Subaru**
I've been...
**[21:53] Subaru**
Returning by Death...
**[21:55] Subaru**
to start again... over and over...
**[22:05] ---**
I...
**[22:07] Subaru**
All this time...
**[22:10] Subaru**
Ever since I came to this world...
**[22:13] Subaru**
I've never, ever been able
to say it to anyone...
**[22:17] Subaru**
Over and over... all alone...
alone this whole time...
**[22:22] Subaru**
I... I...
**[22:37] Echidna**
I know.
***SIGN*** I know
**[22:44] Echidna**
I know every step you've
taken on your path here.
**[22:51] Echidna**
I was watching.
**[22:56] Echidna**
But watching is all I was doing.
**[23:01] Echidna**
So if you can, I'd like
you to tell me yourself...
**[23:06] Echidna**
what you have thought, how you have felt,
**[23:10] Echidna**
and how much weight you have carried.
**[23:14] Echidna**
I want to know.
**[23:16] Echidna**
After all, I'm the Witch of Greed,
who wants to know everything in this world.
**[23:23] Echidna**
That's me... Echidna.
***SIGN*** The Value of Life