# E17 - Disgrace in the Extreme
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**[00:15] Rem**
Subaru-kun!
**[00:35] Subaru**
Wh-What happened? What the
hell is going on?!
**[00:39] Rem**
Subaru-kun, stay down.
**[00:41] ---**
We've lost our Windbreak protection!
**[00:42] Otto**
You didn't know?
**[00:44] Otto**
Only one being with such a huge
body can fly through fog!
**[00:49] Otto**
The White Whale!
**[02:30] Subaru**
Rem, do you see the White Whale?
**[02:32] Rem**
I cannot! It's too dark!
**[02:34] Subaru**
What happened to the other carriages?
**[02:36] Rem**
They seem to have scattered.
**[02:38] Rem**
But I do not know where they have fled!
**[02:40] Subaru**
Damn it!
**[02:41] Subaru**
After we finally found some transportation...
**[02:50] ---**
**[03:01] Rem**
Run past it, to the left!
**[03:03] Otto**
Left, left, left, left, left, left, left!
**[03:14] Rem**
Eat this!
**[03:22] Otto**
D-Did you get it?
**[03:29] Subaru**
It didn't work.
**[03:30] Otto**
Wh-Why is it targeting us?
**[03:33] Otto**
There are other carriages out there!
**[03:35] Subaru**
Complaining won't change anything!
**[03:39] Subaru**
Think... Think, think!
**[03:42] Subaru**
We need a way out!
**[03:43] ---**
Isn't there something?
Anything, anything, anything?!
**[03:47] Rem**
Subaru-kun...
**[03:49] Rem**
Please accept this.
**[03:51] Subaru**
Did you come up with something?
**[03:54] Rem**
I shall get off the carriage and intercept it.
**[03:56] Rem**
In the meantime, you escape the fog.
**[04:00] Rem**
Otto-sama, please take care of Subaru-kun.
**[04:03] Rem**
He has the payment we promised you.
**[04:05] Otto**
P-Payment?
**[04:07] ---**
That's the least of our problems now!
**[04:08] Otto**
We have to stay alive first!
**[04:11] Rem**
Subaru-kun, I am not very smart,
**[04:13] ---**
so this is the only plan I can think of.
**[04:15] Rem**
Please...
**[04:16] Subaru**
H-Hold on, Rem!
**[04:18] Subaru**
I won't let you! I won't let you go!
**[04:20] Subaru**
If... If you also die, I'll...
**[04:32] Rem**
I believe I was born for this very moment.
**[04:38] Subaru**
What are you talk—
**[04:42] Subaru**
What did you...
**[04:46] Rem**
It will be all right.
**[04:47] ---**
I shall be watching over
you from behind, always.
**[05:17] Subaru**
Where's Rem?
**[05:18] Otto**
Natsuki-san, you're awake?
**[05:20] Otto**
Please don't move.
**[05:22] ---**
The ground dragon's still
running at full speed!
**[05:24] Otto**
I don't have time to worry about you!
**[05:27] Subaru**
I don't care about that!
**[05:29] Subaru**
Where's Rem? What happened to Rem?
**[05:31] Subaru**
Answer me, Otto! What happened to Rem?!
**[05:37] Otto**
So we could escape,
**[05:40] Otto**
she jumped out of the carriage
to intercept the White Whale.
**[05:49] Subaru**
Go back.
**[05:50] Otto**
Huh?!
**[05:51] Subaru**
I said to go back! We have to...
**[05:54] Subaru**
We have to save Rem!
**[05:56] Subaru**
Go back right now!
**[05:59] Otto**
Wh-What good will that do?
**[06:01] Otto**
Didn't you see how terrifying that
monster, the White Whale, is?
**[06:05] Otto**
That would be suicide!
**[06:06] Subaru**
I saw the monster up close!
**[06:09] ---**
That's why I'm telling you to go back!
**[06:11] Otto**
Have you gone insane?!
**[06:14] Otto**
You want to squander
the hope that she left us?
**[06:18] Subaru**
Don't you dare talk about Rem!
**[06:20] Subaru**
You abandoned her...
**[06:22] ---**
You have no right to talk about her!
**[06:24] Subaru**
Go back!
**[06:24] Otto**
You still don't understand how
terrifying the White Whale is?!
**[06:28] Otto**
When a punitive force, assembled by
Lugunica, set out to subjugate it,
**[06:32] Otto**
that monster killed
the first master swordsman!
**[06:35] Otto**
There's no way we can win!
**[06:37] Subaru**
It killed... the master swordsman?
**[06:41] Otto**
I'm weak, and you are, too.
**[06:44] Otto**
So there's no way we can save that girl.
**[06:49] Subaru**
But I know Rem isn't actually strong, either.
**[06:55] Otto**
For now, we were fortunate to escape it.
**[06:58] Otto**
But in this mist, there's no telling
when it'll show up again.
**[07:02] Subaru**
Otto, watch what you say!
**[07:05] Otto**
Eh? What do you mean, Natsuki-san?
**[07:07] Subaru**
Don't talk like this is some game!
**[07:09] Subaru**
We were "fortunate"?!
**[07:11] Subaru**
You must be joking...
**[07:12] Subaru**
Do you know how Rem felt when she—
**[07:15] Otto**
Who is Rem?
**[07:17] Subaru**
Huh?
**[07:19] Otto**
There wasn't anyone with that name
**[07:22] ---**
among the merchants who broke off from us.
**[07:25] Otto**
Who are you talking about?
**[07:33] Otto**
What do you think you're doing?!
**[07:35] Subaru**
Cut the crap...
**[07:37] ---**
You talk about how Rem let us escape,
**[07:39] Subaru**
and then ask who she is?
**[07:41] Subaru**
Do you have a death wish?!
**[07:43] Otto**
I'm telling you, I don't know
what you're talking about...
**[07:46] Otto**
Why are you suddenly talking like this?
**[07:49] Otto**
Did seeing the White Whale
make you lose your mind?
**[08:00] Otto**
Why? Why? Why is it so persistent?
**[08:03] Otto**
I thought we'd left it behind!
**[08:09] Otto**
Why is it only after us?
**[08:11] Otto**
Even in this darkness... Why?
**[08:15] Otto**
Rem...
**[08:15] Otto**
Is... Is there some mark it's following?!
**[08:20] Subaru**
It can't be.
**[08:22] Subaru**
That monster, the White Whale...
**[08:27] Subaru**
It's a mabeast, too?
**[08:30] Subaru**
Then, it's being drawn to me?
**[08:34] Subaru**
No way.
**[08:37] Subaru**
Rem, I... No...
**[08:41] Subaru**
It's my fault!
**[08:44] Otto**
Natsuki-san, please die.
**[08:47] Subaru**
Huh?
**[08:52] Otto**
It's all your fault!
**[08:54] Otto**
I-It's following us because of you!
**[08:56] Otto**
T-Take responsibility!
**[08:59] Otto**
Die! Die, so that I can live!
**[09:28] Subaru**
I don't wanna die...
**[09:32] Subaru**
No... I don't wanna die...
**[09:36] Subaru**
Help... I don't wanna die!
**[09:40] Subaru**
I don't wanna die! I don't wanna die!
**[09:42] ---**
I don't wanna die!
**[09:43] Subaru**
No! No!
**[09:45] Subaru**
Help me!
**[09:47] Subaru**
No! I don't wanna die!
**[09:53] Subaru**
I don't wanna die...
**[10:10] Subaru**
Huh?
**[10:17] Subaru**
Rem...
**[10:20] Subaru**
Rem, forgive me.
**[10:29] Subaru**
You're...
**[10:33] Subaru**
Where is he? Where's Otto?
**[10:38] Subaru**
I see...
**[10:46] Subaru**
Let's go.
**[11:08] Subaru**
The forest?
**[11:13] Petra**
Huh? Subaru?
**[11:19] Mildo**
It is Subaru!
**[11:21] Dyne**
What happened to you, Subaru?
**[11:25] Lucas**
You're a mess, Subaru. You stink!
**[11:30] Subaru**
You guys...
**[11:33] Subaru**
I wasn't too late this time?
**[11:39] Petra**
Subaru?
**[11:57] Subaru**
Rem—
**[12:00] Ram**
Why are you so eagerly touching me, Barusu?
**[12:03] Ram**
I understand that, after a few days
away, you're happy to see me.
**[12:06] Ram**
But don't instinctively jump on me like that.
**[12:09] Ram**
It's indecent.
**[12:11] Subaru**
Oh... Yeah, that's right...
**[12:14] Ram**
So, Barusu, tell me what happened.
**[12:18] Ram**
You were in terrible shape.
**[12:19] Ram**
Your dislocated shoulder, split forehead,
and broken ribs have been mended.
**[12:23] Ram**
But if you move too much, they'll reopen
**[12:26] Ram**
I've discarded your muddy,
blood-soaked clothes.
**[12:28] Subaru**
Oh, thanks.
**[12:31] Subaru**
The one who healed my wounds...
**[12:34] Ram**
It was Emilia-sama.
**[12:39] Ram**
She didn't tell me what happened
in the capital between you two.
**[12:44] Ram**
I'm not interested.
**[12:46] Ram**
Judging by her reaction,
**[12:47] ---**
I'm sure you did something you shouldn't have.
**[12:50] Subaru**
That's harsh.
**[12:51] Ram**
I think it's an appropriate assessment.
**[12:54] Ram**
Perfect for a loser, afraid to approach
**[12:56] Ram**
the heart of the matter, who'd do
anything to put it off a little.
**[13:08] Subaru**
Rem is dead.
**[13:10] Subaru**
I... couldn't do anything.
**[13:13] Subaru**
The fog... the White Whale...
appeared on the road.
**[13:17] Subaru**
So, to cover my escape, Rem...
**[13:21] Subaru**
But... I was left alone in the fog.
**[13:25] ---**
And...
**[13:26] Ram**
Barusu...
**[13:29] Ram**
Rem...
**[13:32] Ram**
Who is that?
**[13:35] Subaru**
Huh?
**[13:36] Ram**
Who is Rem, Barusu?
**[13:39] Subaru**
Wh-What do you mean, "who"?
**[13:41] ---**
Don't be ridiculous...
**[13:42] Subaru**
Sh-She's your younger sister!
**[13:45] Subaru**
You know, Rem! Rem... Rem!
**[13:47] Subaru**
This is no time for—
**[13:48] Ram**
I have no younger sister.
**[13:49] Subaru**
Don't say that! If not for Rem...
**[13:52] Subaru**
That's right!
**[13:54] ---**
What would you call that whole
mess in the mabeast forest?!
**[13:57] Subaru**
You, Rem, and I fought those mabeasts and—
**[13:59] Ram**
Something is seriously wrong with you, Barusu.
**[14:02] Ram**
I hate to admit it,
**[14:03] ---**
but you were half-responsible
for the ulgarm eradication.
**[14:07] Ram**
Roswaal-sama and I handled the rest.
**[14:11] Ram**
This long-lost sister you call
"Rem" has no place in it.
**[14:16] Subaru**
That's not funny.
**[14:19] Subaru**
Even for a nightmare, this doesn't make sense!
**[14:21] Ram**
I am always serious.
**[14:24] Ram**
You must be the one who's dreaming.
**[14:26] Subaru**
Dreaming... Dreaming?
**[14:29] Subaru**
Dreaming?!
**[14:31] Subaru**
That's bull!
**[14:33] Ram**
Barusu, you shouldn't stand—
**[14:34] Subaru**
Shut up! Just... Just be quiet and watch!
**[14:46] Subaru**
It can't be...
**[14:48] Ram**
Barusu, are you satisfied?
**[14:52] Subaru**
Rem isn't...
**[14:54] Ram**
No such person has ever lived in this room.
**[15:03] Ram**
Go back to your room and sleep.
**[15:06] Ram**
Your exhaustion is making you confused.
**[15:12] Subaru**
* All I have to do is run away,*
* run away, run away.*
**[15:19] Subaru**
What good will running do?
**[15:31] Subaru**
Lend me your courage, Rem!
**[15:42] Emilia**
Subaru?
**[15:48] Emilia**
Why...
**[15:49] ---**
did you come back?
**[15:54] Subaru**
Let's go.
**[15:55] Subaru**
We can't stay here!
**[15:57] Emilia**
Go? Where?
**[15:59] Emilia**
No... Why?
**[16:01] Subaru**
Anywhere that isn't here!
**[16:03] Subaru**
If you have to ask why,
I'd say, "For your sake."
**[16:07] Subabu**
I came back for you!
**[16:09] Emilia**
That again, Subaru?
**[16:11] Emilia**
You came back, covered in wounds,
and worried me to death.
**[16:14] Emilia**
Weren't you in the capital
so Felis could treat you?
**[16:18] Emilia**
Why are you here now?
**[16:21] Subaru**
If...
**[16:22] Subaru**
If you protest, I'll drag you away, if I must!
**[16:24] Subaru**
In a few days, you'll see I was right,
whether you want to or not!
**[16:28] Subaru**
So just...
**[16:28] Emilia**
Wait! Wait, Subaru!
**[16:30] ---**
What happened to you?
**[16:31] Emilia**
You weren't this kind of person before.
**[16:33] Emilia**
I thought you... And yet—
**[16:36] Subaru**
Just be quiet, and do as I say!
**[16:39] Subaru**
You can't stay here!
**[16:41] Subaru**
You'll regret it... You will!
**[16:44] ---**
No one will be saved.
**[16:45] Subaru**
I don't want to suffer and cry anymore!
**[16:48] Subaru**
Just do as I say!
**[16:51] Subaru**
Then everything will work out! It will!
**[16:54] Subaru**
Why doesn't anyone understand?!
**[16:57] Emilia**
I'm sorry.
**[16:59] ---**
I don't understand what you're saying...
**[17:03] Emilia**
I want to.
**[17:05] Emilia**
But right now, I'm not sure
I have time for that.
**[17:10] Emilia**
There's so much I need to do.
**[17:13] Emilia**
So for now...
**[17:15] Subaru**
It won't work.
**[17:18] Subaru**
It won't work.
**[17:20] Subaru**
You won't work. You'll fail!
**[17:22] Subaru**
You can't do it. It's no use.
**[17:24] ---**
You're all talk! You can't save
anyone, or be saved!
**[17:27] Subaru**
You'll keep acting rashly and unreasonably,
**[17:29] Subaru**
until you see as many corpses as the
number of your reckless decisions!
**[17:32] Subaru**
That is your future!
**[17:35] Emilia**
Why?
**[17:37] Emilia**
Why are you crying, as if you're in such pain?
**[17:45] Subaru**
After... After she sent me here...
**[17:48] Subaru**
No, after she brought me here, there's...
**[17:52] Subaru**
There's something I must do for Rem's sake...
**[17:55] Emilia**
Rem?
**[17:59] Subaru**
You, too?
**[18:02] Subaru**
You've forgotten Rem, too?
**[18:04] Emilia**
Subaru?
**[18:07] Subaru**
Fine, I'll tell you everything...
**[18:10] Subaru**
If you all are going to forget Rem,
**[18:13] Subaru**
I'd rather expose everything
and end up vomiting blood!
**[18:17] Subaru**
*If you're coming for me, then come.*
**[18:19] Subaru**
*I'll gladly give you my beating heart!*
**[18:24] Subaru**
Emilia...
**[18:26] Emilia**
Yes?
**[18:28] Subaru**
I can use Return by Death to—
**[18:53] Subaru**
*What was that about?*
**[18:55] Subaru**
*Usually...*
**[18:58] Subaru**
Huh?
**[19:00] Subaru**
Emilia?
**[19:07] Subaru**
Don't... Wha— Huh?
**[19:35] Beatrice**
You have the look of someone who believes
he's the world's most unfortunate soul.
**[19:41] Subaru**
Beatrice...
**[19:44] Beatrice**
Bubby won't come out, I suppose.
**[19:53] Beatrice**
Don't worry. Bubby won't die, I suppose.
**[19:57] Beatrice**
He just returned to his
original form for now.
**[20:02] Beatrice**
You have something you want to say, I suppose?
**[20:08] Subaru**
Please kill me. Right here.
**[20:13] Beatrice**
You would ask me to kill you?
**[20:15] Beatrice**
That's too cruel, I suppose.
**[20:19] Beatrice**
You understand nothing.
**[20:21] Beatrice**
You understand nothing at all.
**[20:23] Subaru**
Huh? Beatrice?
**[20:26] Beatrice**
I won't grant any of your wishes, I suppose.
**[20:30] Beatrice**
If you want to die, then die on your own.
**[20:33] Beatrice**
Betty wants no part of it, I suppose.
**[20:38] Subaru**
What are you...
**[20:39] Beatrice**
Everything is already hopeless,
**[20:41] Beatrice**
but your staying here is a problem.
**[20:44] Beatrice**
I will, at least,
protect the mansion, I suppose.
**[20:51] Subaru**
Beatrice?
**[20:53] Beatrice**
Betty is not like Roswaal.
**[20:55] Beatrice**
Even if it would secure a future for me,
**[20:58] Beatrice**
I've had enough of pain, suffering, fear...
**[21:00] ---**
Everything, I suppose!
**[21:09] Beatrice**
At least die where I can't see you, I suppose.
**[21:25] Subaru**
Emilia...
**[21:32] Subaru**
Sorry... I'm sorry.
**[21:35] Subaru**
I'm sorry.
**[21:37] Subaru**
I'm so sorry...
**[21:41] Subaru**
Someone... Anyone...
**[21:46] Subaru**
Please kill me!
**[21:58] Betel**
I've been waiting for you, believer in love.
**[22:05] Subaru**
Betelgeuse...
**[22:07] Betel**
My, my, my...
**[22:09] Betel**
The one you clutch to your chest there
**[22:12] Betel**
wouldn't be the half-devil girl, would it?
**[22:15] Betel**
How diligent you are!
**[22:17] Betel**
Before we could even act,
**[22:20] ---**
you took the half-devil's life,
in the Ordeal's name!
**[22:23] Subaru**
I'm diligent?
**[22:25] Betel**
That's right!
**[22:27] Betel**
You are diligent! Fantastic!
**[22:32] Betel**
Still...
**[22:34] Betel**
Unable to overcome even one Ordeal,
**[22:36] Betel**
much less to confront one of the sins,
**[22:39] Betel**
and after all that waiting...
**[22:41] Betel**
She trips over the first pebble
in her path, and it's over...
**[22:45] Betel**
Ah, you are
**[22:48] Betel**
truly slothful...
**[23:01] Betel**
You saw the Unseen Hand just now?
**[23:07] Betel**
No...
**[23:08] ---**
That's bad.
**[23:10] Betel**
This isn't right! It's all wrong!
**[23:13] ---**
It's a mistake! A mistake!
**[23:18] Betel**
My Authority...
**[23:20] Betel**
The Authority of Sloth...
**[23:22] Betel**
My Unseen Hand, which love granted to me...
**[23:27] Betel**
No other can be allowed to see it!
**[23:42] Betel**
You held her, as if she were
terribly precious to you...
**[23:45] Betel**
But when the half-devil's body is torn
apart, how beautifully will you cry?
**[23:56] Subaru**
Stop...
**[23:59] Subaru**
Stop!
**[24:03] Subaru**
Please stop!
**[24:14] Puck**
What are you doing?
**[24:20] Puck**
What are you doing to my daughter,
**[24:25] Puck**
you scum?
***SIGN*** Disgrace in the Extreme