# Season 2
# E26 - Each One's Promise
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/GYJ053XV6/each-ones-promise)
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**[00:41] Subaru**
Aren't you, um...
**[00:43] Subaru**
a bit close, Petra?
**[00:45] Petra**
Well, she had you all to herself earlier.
**[00:48] Petra**
It wasn't fair!
**[00:49] Petra**
You don't mind, right?
**[00:51] Emilia**
Um... It's not like that, Petra-chan.
**[00:53] Emilia**
Subaru and I were just...
**[00:55] Emilia**
Right! We had important things to talk about!
**[00:59] Petra**
I'm not gonna lose to you! You hear me?!
**[01:03] Subaru**
Emilia-tan, she's only a kid.
**[01:07] Subaru**
You just have to smile and
laugh off what kids say.
**[01:11] Emilia**
No way.
**[01:12] Emilia**
Even if she's a child,
**[01:14] Emilia**
I can't take such a lackadaisical attitude.
**[01:17] Subaru**
Lackadaisical? Who says
that in this day and age?
**[01:21] Emilia**
You're teasing me again!
**[01:23] Petra**
I'm not a kid!
**[01:26] Subaru**
Okay, sorry.
**[01:27] Subaru**
I need to thank you, Petra.
**[01:31] Subaru**
You kept your promise to not
leave Emilia-tan alone.
**[01:37] Subaru**
There are so many people I need
to thank when things calm down.
**[01:43] Subaru**
I'm really grateful to Crusch-san and her gang,
**[01:45] Subaru**
and Anastasia-san and her
people helped a lot, too.
**[01:48] Subaru**
And I hate to admit it,
**[01:49] Subaru**
but the same goes for Julius and those guys.
**[01:53] Subaru**
I'm even indebted to Otto.
**[01:56] Otto**
Did you say something, Natsuki-san?
**[01:59] Subaru**
Nah, nothing.
**[02:01] Subaru**
Just that I'm super grateful to you, too!
**[02:04] Otto**
Gosh, what brought that on?
**[02:07] Otto**
You're making me blush.
**[02:08] Subaru**
And...
**[02:14] Emilia**
What's wrong, Subaru?
**[02:16] Subaru**
Oh, um, just...
**[02:19] Subaru**
Emilia-tan...
**[02:23] Subaru**
There's something really
important I need to tell you.
**[02:26] Emilia**
Okay. What is it?
**[02:29] Subaru**
This is really hard for me to
say, but please hear me out.
**[02:33] Subaru**
Oh, and of course, I'm prepared to be
knocked out by Ram when I tell her!
**[02:39] Subaru**
But I want you to hear it first.
**[02:41] Emilia**
Okay.
**[02:44] Subaru**
It's actually... about Rem.
**[02:48] Subaru**
Rem said that she, um...
**[02:51] Rem**
You'll still keep me by your side from now on?
**[02:55] Subaru**
Y-You see what I'm getting at, right?
**[02:58] Subaru**
I mean, well... Rem said
some nice things to me...
**[03:03] Emilia**
Subaru, just calm down for a second.
**[03:06] Emilia**
I'm not sure what you're trying to say,
**[03:09] Emilia**
but I can tell you're trying
your hardest to say it, okay?
**[03:13] Emilia**
So just take it slow, like a good boy.
**[03:15] Subaru**
"Like a good boy"? That's not
exactly encouraging.
**[03:19] Subaru**
But... okay.
**[03:22] Subaru**
I'm just gonna come out and say it, like a man!
**[03:25] Subaru**
The thing is...
**[03:27] Subaru**
Rem said she loves me, the same way
I told you that I love you! So...
**[03:45] Emilia**
Subaru...
**[03:47] Subaru**
Yes?
**[03:51] Emilia**
Who...
**[03:55] Emilia**
is Rem?
**[04:35] Crusch**
You don't look very happy, Rem.
**[04:39] Crusch**
Are you still worried?
**[04:41] Rem**
Crusch-sama...
**[04:43] Crusch**
Felis and Wilhelm, and all the volunteers
fighting alongside us, are the best of the best.
**[04:48] Crusch**
Ricardo and the Iron Fang are
lending us their aid, too.
**[04:51] Crusch**
Such an assembly cannot lose.
**[04:54] Rem**
Is it selfish of me to worry despite all that?
**[05:00] Crusch**
It's as Natsuki Subaru said...
**[05:03] Crusch**
You look best when you're smiling.
**[05:13] Rem**
Honestly...
**[05:14] Rem**
That Subaru-kun is such a troublemaker.
**[05:20] Rem**
I'm sure you would also look
quite different with a smile,
**[05:24] Rem**
since you always carry
yourself with such dignity.
**[05:26] Rem**
I believe you would look lovely if you smiled.
**[05:30] Crusch**
Yes, well...
**[05:32] Crusch**
I'm not very good at smiling.
**[05:35] Crusch**
It is something I still regret, even now.
**[05:57] Crusch**
Enemy attack!
**[05:58] Crusch**
Enemy attack!
**[06:12] Crusch**
Run him over!
**[06:14] Rem**
Crusch-sama!
**[06:26] Regulus**
I wish you wouldn't do that.
**[06:28] Regulus**
Ordering them to run me over
when I'm not doing anything?
**[06:31] Regulus**
That's not something any
decent human being would do.
**[06:36] Crusch**
How dare you do such a brutal
thing to my retainers?
**[06:39] Crusch**
Just who are you?
**[06:42] Regulus**
I see, I see.
**[06:44] Regulus**
You don't know who I am.
**[06:47] Regulus**
But I know who you are.
**[06:50] Regulus**
You're a candidate to be the
next ruler of this nation.
**[06:53] Crusch**
You talk too much.
**[06:55] Crusch**
Answer my question!
**[06:57] Crusch**
Next time, I will kill you!
**[06:59] Regulus**
Now that's just mean.
**[07:02] Regulus**
But I suppose one could never hope to rule
a country without some degree of arrogance.
**[07:07] Regulus**
I can't comprehend that
sensibility myself, but...
**[07:09] Crusch**
I told you there would be no second chances!
**[07:17] Regulus**
Now, look here!
**[07:18] Regulus**
Who taught you that it was acceptable
to swing a sword at someone
**[07:21] ---**
when they're happily talking?
**[07:23] Regulus**
I do believe that's a violation
of my right to speak!
**[07:31] Rem**
Crusch-sama!
**[07:36] Crusch**
Felis...
**[07:39] Ley**
Ah...
**[07:41] Ley**
I keep eating and eating,
but it's never enough!
**[07:45] Ley**
I eat, I devour, I chew, I bite,
I gorge, I gnaw, I munch, I crunch...
**[07:53] Ley**
Pure gluttony!
**[07:55] Ley**
Ah, thank you for this feast!
**[08:02] Rem**
You two are...
**[08:07] Ley**
Sin Archbishop of the Witch's Cult,
representing gluttony...
**[08:11] Ley**
Lye Batenkaitos.
**[08:14] Regulus**
And the Sin Archbishop of the
Witch's Cult, representing greed,
**[08:19] Regulus**
Regulus Corneas.
**[08:21] Ley**
We came here because we heard
our pet had been slain,
**[08:25] ---**
and look at this bounty!
**[08:26] Ley**
I expected them to be a good, ripe bunch,
considering they managed to kill
**[08:31] Ley**
a beast that had been rampaging
unchecked for 400 years...
**[08:36] Ley**
But this is beyond my expectations!
**[08:39] Ley**
Nice! Good! Great! Excellent! Fine!
Perfect! Fantastic! Stupendous!
**[08:46] Ley**
How long it has been since our
hunger was so thoroughly sated!
**[08:49] Regulus**
You can relax. I'm nothing
like that guy there.
**[08:54] Regulus**
I hate fighting and stuff.
**[08:56] Regulus**
All that "hunger" and "thirst" nonsense?
**[08:59] Regulus**
Such petty self-indulgences are beneath me.
**[09:05] Regulus**
Were you even listening?
**[09:08] Regulus**
Did I not just say that I hate fighting?
**[09:12] Rem**
Is that all you wish to say,
**[09:15] Rem**
witch cultist?
**[09:20] Rem**
Soon enough, a hero will appear
and rid us of all of you.
**[09:26] Rem**
The one and only hero... whom I love.
**[09:30] Ley**
Oh? A hero? I look forward to that.
**[09:34] Ley**
And who are you?
**[09:37] Rem**
The head maid of the mansion of
Margrave Roswaal L. Mathers...
**[09:43] Rem**
and currently, the caretaker
of my one and only love,
**[09:46] Rem**
my beloved Natsuki Subaru,
who will one day be that hero...
**[09:52] Rem**
Rem!
**[09:57] Rem**
You'd better be ready, Sin Archbishop!
**[10:00] Rem**
I promise you, my hero will soon be here
**[10:04] Rem**
to bring you to justice!
**[10:14] Ley**
Ah, what mettle!
**[10:16] Ley**
I am most certainly going to enjoy...
**[10:19] Ley**
this feast!
**[10:45] Ley**
Thank you for the feast.
**[11:04] Emilia**
How awful...
**[11:05] Subaru**
What happened here?
**[11:15] Subaru**
Where's Rem?
**[11:17] Subaru**
Where is Rem?!
**[11:23] Subaru**
*It's just like before!*
**[11:25] Otto**
Who is Rem?
**[11:26] Ram**
I have no younger sister.
**[11:28] Emilia**
Rem?
**[11:30] Subaru**
*Just like the time when the White Whale got Rem!*
**[11:33] Subaru**
*But I know we defeated the White Whale!*
**[11:37] Subaru**
*So why?!*
**[11:40] Subaru**
Rem! Where are you?!
**[11:43] Subaru**
If you hear me, say something, Rem!
**[11:45] Subaru**
Rem!
**[11:48] Subaru**
Rem!
**[11:52] Subaru**
Not her...
**[11:53] Subaru**
Rem!
**[11:54] Subaru**
Rem! Rem!
**[11:55] Subaru**
Rem! Rem!
**[11:57] Subaru**
Rem!
**[11:59] Subaru**
Rem! Rem! Rem!
**[12:01] Subaru**
Rem!
**[12:09] Subaru**
Rem...
**[12:11] Subaru**
Where did you go, Rem?
**[12:23] Subaru**
Rem!
**[12:24] Subaru**
Come on, Rem, wake up! It's me!
**[12:28] Subaru**
Hey, Rem?
**[12:29] Subaru**
Rem... Rem!
**[12:31] Doc**
You know this girl?
**[12:33] Subaru**
Yes! She's Rem!
**[12:34] Subaru**
She's alive, right?! Why won't she wake up?!
**[12:37] Healer**
Unfortunately, she's beyond help.
**[12:40] Healer**
Nothing I can do will wake her—
**[12:42] Subaru**
Why?! And you call yourself a healer?!
**[12:45] Subaru**
If you're a healer, then heal her!
**[12:47] Subaru**
Wake her up with magic! Right now!
**[12:49] Subaru**
Come on!
**[12:52] Subaru**
Please...
**[12:55] Subaru**
Come on...
**[13:20] Subaru**
If I Return by Death now...
**[13:25] Subaru**
I'll have to fight Petelgeuse again.
**[13:31] Subaru**
But I don't care.
**[13:34] Subaru**
I'll fight him as many times as it takes...
**[13:36] Subaru**
beat him as many times as it takes...
**[13:38] Subaru**
to save both Emilia and Rem.
**[13:42] Subaru**
I won't let either of them die!
**[13:46] Subaru**
If it'll save both of you...
**[13:49] ---**
I'll...
**[13:51] Subaru**
As many times as it takes!
**[13:57] Emilia**
Are you all right?
**[13:58] Emilia**
Subaru, what's the matter?
**[14:04] Subaru**
Where's Rem?
**[14:05] Subaru**
What happened to Rem?
**[14:10] Emilia**
Subaru...
**[14:13] Emilia**
Who...
**[14:17] Emilia**
is Rem?
**[14:28] Subaru**
Now that I think about it,
**[14:30] Subaru**
I never really saw you sleeping before.
**[14:34] Subaru**
You always woke up before me.
**[14:37] Subaru**
Before I realized it,
**[14:39] ---**
you were already in my room,
watching me sleep.
**[14:43] Subaru**
Rem...
**[14:45] Subaru**
I'm sorry, Rem.
**[14:48] Subaru**
I tried to sound all brave,
**[14:50] Subaru**
saying I'd die as many times as
it would take to save you...
**[14:54] Subaru**
But I guess no matter how many times I die,
**[14:57] Subaru**
I'll never make it in time.
**[15:06] Subaru**
Oh, it's just you, Puck.
**[15:08] Puck**
"Just" me? I don't think that was necessary.
**[15:10] Puck**
You're so mean.
**[15:11] Subaru**
So what brings you all the way out here?
**[15:15] Puck**
I have a connection with
this girl too, remember?
**[15:18] Puck**
So what's wrong with me dropping
by to check in on her?
**[15:23] Subaru**
Puck, couldn't you—
**[15:24] Puck**
Sorry, but not even my power can
wake her from the sleep she's in.
**[15:33] Puck**
It might not do much to make up for that,
**[15:36] Puck**
but I could tell you a bit about Gluttony.
**[15:39] Subaru**
Gluttony?
**[15:40] Puck**
The one who devoured her name and memories.
**[15:47] Puck**
Put simply, the Authority of Gluttony
**[15:50] Puck**
is a power for eating.
**[15:52] Puck**
He can eat someone's name and
make everyone forget about them,
**[15:55] Puck**
or make that person lose their
own memories by eating them.
**[15:58] Puck**
If both your name and your memories are taken,
**[16:00] Puck**
there'll be nothing left
of you but an empty shell.
**[16:05] Puck**
That's what happened to this girl.
**[16:09] Puck**
Subaru...
**[16:10] Subaru**
What?!
**[16:12] Puck**
I hate to ask a favor of you when you've
already got so much on your mind...
**[16:19] Puck**
But I'm counting on you to take care of Lia.
**[16:30] Crusch**
So this is where you were.
**[16:33] Crusch**
How is she?
**[16:34] Subaru**
No changes at all.
**[16:37] Subaru**
It's not as if there's anything I can even do...
**[16:40] Subaru**
I know I'm weak and pathetic, and yet...
**[16:43] Crusch**
That's not true at all.
**[16:45] Crusch**
I believe you made her quite happy, in fact.
**[16:51] Crusch**
I'm sorry... That was crossing a line.
**[16:54] Crusch**
I've made you upset, haven't I?
**[16:56] Subaru**
No.
**[16:57] Subaru**
Anyway, were you looking for me
because you needed something?
**[17:01] Crusch**
Yes. Everyone has gathered in
the lounge to discuss things.
**[17:05] Crusch**
And, well... um...
**[17:12] Subaru**
It's Natsuki Subaru.
**[17:15] Crusch**
I'm sorry. Of course,
you're Natsuki Subaru-sama.
**[17:18] Crusch**
I've been told that I owe you a great deal,
**[17:21] Crusch**
and yet I've been nothing but rude.
Please forgive me.
**[17:23] Subaru**
Nah, you can't help it.
**[17:25] Subaru**
I know you have a lot to remember right now.
**[17:29] Subaru**
It doesn't bother me, Crusch-san.
**[17:33] Felis**
Crusch-sama, I'm sorry for making
you deliver that message.
**[17:36] Crusch**
No, it's quite all right, Felis-san.
**[17:39] Felis**
It's just "Felis."
**[17:41] Felis**
You and I have known each other for ages.
**[17:44] Felis**
It makes me sad when you talk
to me like you don't know me.
**[17:47] Crusch**
I'm sorry.
**[17:49] Crusch**
I know it won't be like before,
but I'll try my best, Felis.
**[17:55] Felis**
There's no need to rush.
**[17:57] Felis**
I'll always be on your side, Crusch-sama!
**[18:01] Felis**
Besides, it's like I'm seeing
a whole new side to you now!
**[18:07] Emilia**
Subaru?
**[18:08] Subaru**
It's okay. I've calmed down now, Emilia-tan.
**[18:12] Subaru**
I'm just fine.
**[18:14] Wilhelm**
Well, now that Subaru-dono and
Crusch-sama have returned,
**[18:18] Wilhelm**
let us talk.
**[18:20] Felis**
Let's start by reviewing
where we currently stand.
**[18:24] Felis**
By the time the Iron Fang
members who got away
**[18:26] Felis**
brought back reinforcements
from the capital,
**[18:29] Felis**
the only ones left were the casualties and...
**[18:32] Crusch**
...those in situations similar to mine.
**[18:36] Subaru**
Crusch-san's memories were eaten,
**[18:38] Subaru**
and Rem lost both her name and her memories...
**[18:42] Felis**
The capital has also had many cases
**[18:44] Felis**
of memory loss that no healer
could fix, like Crusch-sama,
**[18:48] Felis**
and an unexplained malady they've
dubbed the "Sleeping Beauty disease."
**[18:53] Felis**
But now, all of that...
**[18:58] Wilhelm**
...should be considered the
work of the Witch's Cult.
**[19:03] Wilhelm**
Oh, I meant nothing against you, Crusch-sama.
**[19:07] Wilhelm**
I do apologize for frightening you.
**[19:10] Crusch**
No, I apologize for being
such a hopeless master.
**[19:14] Crusch**
I've been trying my hardest to
remember you, as well, but...
**[19:21] Felis**
We finally took care of Sloth,
**[19:23] Felis**
and now there's another
Sin Archbishop? This really sucks.
**[19:27] Felis**
Of course, the moment Emilia-sama became
a candidate in the royal selection,
**[19:31] Felis**
we knew the Witch's Cult would get involved.
**[19:35] Emilia**
Maybe... it really is my fault.
**[19:38] Felis**
Well, that's true.
**[19:40] Felis**
They're fixated on getting rid
of Emilia-sama, the half-elf.
**[19:45] Felis**
What's going on now is just a tiny part of—
**[19:47] Subaru**
Cut it out! That's ridiculous!
**[19:49] Subaru**
Give a little more thought to what you say!
**[19:51] Subaru**
The only ones at fault here are those scumbags!
**[19:54] Subaru**
Don't put all the blame on the wrong person!
**[19:57] Subaru**
Hurting your own allies with
misdirected blame isn't gonna help!
**[19:59] Felis**
Hmm? Coming from you, Subaru-kyun,
that's so much more convincing.
**[20:04] Felis**
I guess it's the difference in experience?
**[20:06] Crusch**
Felis.
**[20:08] Crusch**
I cannot ignore the comment you just made.
**[20:11] Crusch**
Apologize.
**[20:15] Crusch**
Natsuki Subaru-sama is right.
**[20:17] Crusch**
It is crystal clear where
the blame should fall.
**[20:20] Crusch**
Plus, you do not have the
right to ridicule someone
**[20:25] ---**
who has made a correct statement.
**[20:27] Felis**
Yes, Crusch-sama.
**[20:31] Felis**
Emilia-sama, I apologize.
**[20:34] Felis**
To you, too, Subaru-kyun.
**[20:36] Subaru**
Forget it. Let's just get back on topic.
**[20:39] Felis**
But just let me say this.
**[20:44] Felis**
About the alliance we spoke of...
**[20:50] Felis**
Can we just scrap that idea?
**[20:54] Subaru**
What do you mean by that?
**[20:57] Subaru**
How did all this lead to the subject
of dissolving the alliance?
**[21:01] Felis**
An alliance is formed when it
benefits all parties involved.
**[21:05] Felis**
You expect us to ally ourselves
with Emilia-sama, the Witch Cult's target?
**[21:09] Felis**
Can you promise that Crusch-sama
won't be hurt again if we do that?
**[21:16] Subaru**
Well...
**[21:18] Wilhelm**
I am opposed to that opinion.
**[21:21] Felis**
Why would you be opposed, Old Man Wil?!
**[21:24] Felis**
Look what's happened to Crusch-sama!
**[21:26] Felis**
What point is there in continuing to
assist Emilia-sama and her friends?!
**[21:30] Wilhelm**
With regard to this "Gluttony,"
the one who attacked Crusch-sama...
**[21:35] Wilhelm**
We may be given an opportunity for revenge.
**[21:38] Felis**
Is that more important than Crusch-sama's life?!
**[21:41] Crusch**
Felis...
**[21:42] Felis**
I know this is hard on Crusch-sama, too!
**[21:45] Felis**
She has no idea what's going on,
she can't remember anything...
**[21:48] Felis**
So how can you expect her to fight?!
**[21:51] Felis**
Isn't that right? Isn't it?!
**[21:54] Felis**
I'm sure I can do something
about your memories!
**[21:58] Felis**
Even if it's not enough right now,
I'll fix this with my magic!
**[22:02] Felis**
So please don't put yourself
in any more danger!
**[22:10] Crusch**
Felis, thank you for worrying about me.
**[22:15] Crusch**
Right now, there is simply
too much I don't understand.
**[22:19] Crusch**
I can't remember a single detail
about who I used to be.
**[22:23] Crusch**
I'm sure all of you are perplexed as to
how you should interact with me, too.
**[22:29] Crusch**
But to everyone who still retains their
respect for me despite all this,
**[22:33] Crusch**
I must express my thanks.
**[22:38] Crusch**
Felis, I know that your
concern for me is genuine,
**[22:41] Crusch**
and that you are trying to guide me.
**[22:45] Crusch**
I could do as you say and walk
the path that is safest.
**[22:49] Crusch**
But I loathe the thought of going
on with my life, knowing nothing.
**[22:55] Crusch**
If I have a choice, I would
rather choose for myself
**[22:59] Crusch**
than simply do as someone says.
**[23:10] Felis**
Crusch-sama...
**[23:20] Crusch**
Felis...
**[23:35] Wilhelm**
If this is Crusch-sama's will,
**[23:37] Wilhelm**
surely no one would be in favor
of dissolving the alliance.
**[23:41] Crusch**
Right.
**[23:42] Crusch**
I know I will be a great deal of trouble to
you, Emilia-sama and Natsuki Subaru-sama.
**[23:47] Emilia**
No, it's all right.
**[23:49] Emilia**
We can't exactly say we're all
on the same page, either.
**[23:53] Emilia**
We need to rejoin Ram and everyone
else who's at the Sanctuary,
**[23:56] Emilia**
and we need to talk it over with Roswaal, too.
**[24:10] Subaru**
You said I was strong,
**[24:15] Subaru**
but without you,
**[24:17] Subaru**
I can't even find the Subaru who
could put on that tough guy act, Rem.
**[24:23] Emilia**
I knew you'd be here.
**[24:27] Subaru**
Oh... Emilia.
**[24:30] Subaru**
Did you need something?
**[24:33] Emilia**
Am I not allowed to be here if I don't?
**[24:35] Emilia**
I know this girl... Rem-san, too, don't I?
**[24:40] Subaru**
"Rem-san," huh?
**[24:43] Emilia**
Oh, right...
**[24:45] ---**
I just called her "Rem" before.
**[24:49] Subaru**
Well, you're basically Roswaal's guest.
**[24:52] Subaru**
I don't need to explain that
she's Ram's sister, right?
**[24:55] Emilia**
Yes, I can tell.
**[24:57] Emilia**
She looks just like her.
**[25:00] Emilia**
There's no mistaking that.
**[25:02] Emilia**
Subaru, you haven't slept at all, have you?
**[25:06] Emilia**
You should rest for a while.
**[25:08] Subaru**
It's not like I'm doing anything
that'd make me tired.
**[25:13] Subaru**
It's not like I *can* do anything.
**[25:14] Emilia**
But it's true that you want
to do something, right?
**[25:18] Emilia**
If your spirit keeps trying
so hard for so long,
**[25:21] Emilia**
your body will wear out first.
**[25:24] Emilia**
So... please.
**[25:28] Subaru**
I'm so pathetic.
**[25:31] Emilia**
No, you're not.
**[25:34] Emilia**
You've helped me so much, Subaru.
**[25:38] Emilia**
I really mean it.
**[25:40] Emilia**
It'll all be fine...
**[25:43] Emilia**
Not that I have any right
to talk as if I know that.
**[25:46] Emilia**
I want to understand how you feel,
**[25:50] Emilia**
but since I don't remember
anything about this girl,
**[25:55] Emilia**
I know anything I say will just hurt you.
**[26:02] Emilia**
But...
**[26:03] Emilia**
Just know this, please.
**[26:06] Emilia**
Don't burden yourself with carrying
the weight of Rem alone.
**[26:10] Emilia**
Let me carry your burdens with you.
**[26:15] Subaru**
Emilia...
**[26:18] Subaru**
But you don't even remember
anything about Rem.
**[26:22] Emilia**
Is it wrong to want to do something
if I don't remember her?
**[26:26] Emilia**
She's important enough to you that
it's made you this sad, right?
**[26:32] Emilia**
Is it so strange that it makes
me want to help her, too?
**[26:38] Emilia**
Just like you saved me,
**[26:40] Emilia**
I want to save you this time.
**[26:43] Emilia**
If you're in pain, I want
to do something for you.
**[26:59] Subaru**
You're amazing, Emilia-tan.
**[27:02] Emilia**
Really? I think you're much
more amazing than me.
**[27:06] Subaru**
No, I'm really not.
**[27:11] Subaru**
I'm glad it was you.
**[27:18] Subaru**
Emilia... I have a favor to ask.
**[27:22] Emilia**
What is it?
**[27:24] Subaru**
Could you turn around?
**[27:27] Subaru**
I'm going to cry.
**[27:30] Emilia**
All right.
**[28:18] Subaru**
I swear...
**[28:21] ---**
I will get you back.
**[28:23] Subaru**
I swear it.
**[28:26] Subaru**
I'm going to...
**[28:28] Subaru**
Your hero is going to come for you!
**[28:31] Subaru**
I swear it!
**[28:35] Subaru**
Just wait for me,
***SIGN*** Each One's Promise
**[28:37] ---**
Rem.
# E27 - The Next Location
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/GRP5KVEGR/the-next-location)
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**[00:05] Crusch**
Emilia-sama and Natsuki Subaru-sama,
**[00:07] Crusch**
I would gladly host you two at
my home for as long as you need.
**[00:12] Emilia**
We appreciate that,
**[00:13] Emilia**
but we do want to get the
villagers back home.
**[00:17] Subaru**
We'll come back after we take them all home
**[00:19] Subaru**
and talk to her sponsor, Roswaal.
**[00:22] Crusch**
Very well.
**[00:24] Crusch**
When you do, I hope I can finally
repay my great debt to you.
**[00:28] Subaru**
It's not that big a deal.
You helped us out, too.
**[00:32] Subaru**
We even got a reward. Right, Patrasche?
**[00:36] Subaru**
Ow!
**[00:38] Emilia**
Are you all right, Subaru?
**[00:39] Subaru**
Those scales hurt more than I expected!
**[00:41] Subaru**
Now I know how a daikon radish
feels when it's being grated!
**[00:47] Felis**
Subaru-kyun, I've secured Rem-chan.
**[00:50] Felis**
Be sure to keep her still!
**[00:53] Subaru**
Okay.
**[00:53] Felis**
You'll need your rest when you
get back to the mansion, too.
**[00:58] Subaru**
Me?
**[00:59] Felis**
You've been working your gate overtime
since you were going up against Sloth.
**[01:03] Felis**
I did clean up all the toxins in your gate,
**[01:06] Felis**
but you need to let it rest for two months.
**[01:09] Subaru**
Two months, huh?
**[01:11] Subaru**
Well, surely all this crazy stuff
can't keep happening for *that* long...
**[01:15] Subaru**
Wait, did I just set a flag?!
**[01:17] Felis**
All right, it's time for you to get going.
**[01:20] Felis**
Go on, Crusch-sama.
**[01:22] ---**
Give them a few parting words.
**[01:25] Crusch**
Emilia-sama, I wish you good health.
**[01:29] Crusch**
I look forward to seeing you again very soon.
**[01:37] Emilia**
You, too, Crusch-san. Please be well.
**[01:40] Emilia**
Next time, I won't just be the
one who always needs saving.
**[01:43] Emilia**
I'll become someone who can help others.
**[01:48] Crusch**
Natsuki Subaru-sama,
**[01:50] Crusch**
I wish you all the best in the future, too.
**[02:09] Crusch**
I know we will meet again.
**[02:24] Subaru**
Right, then...
**[02:27] Emilia**
You know, Subaru, you always sit beside
me as if it's the obvious choice.
**[02:31] Subaru**
Oh, is there something weird about that?
**[02:34] Emilia**
No. I felt a little uncomfortable at first,
**[02:37] Emilia**
but now it feels strange if
you don't, so it's fine.
**[02:42] Subaru**
My painstaking efforts have
finally been rewarded!
**[02:45] Subaru**
I'm so moved!
**[02:46] Emilia**
You're teasing me again.
**[02:49] Emilia**
I know you're still worried about Rem.
**[02:52] Emilia**
There's no need for you to hide that.
**[02:56] Emilia**
She's important to you, isn't she?
**[02:59] Subaru**
She is! Super important!
**[03:00] Subaru**
As important to me as you are!
**[03:02] Emilia**
You're being very selfish.
**[03:05] Emilia**
Are you aware of that?
**[03:07] Subaru**
Sure, I am.
**[03:08] Subaru**
Frankly, I feel like such scum,
I wish I could die.
**[03:11] Subaru**
But it's the absolute truth.
**[03:14] Emilia**
Subaru...
**[03:18] Subaru**
Did you just say my name?
**[03:21] Subaru**
No, I didn't!
**[03:23] Subaru**
Wait, have you been there all this time?
**[03:24] Otto**
Of course I've been here!
**[03:27] Otto**
Why do you think I decided
to work with you?!
**[03:30] Subaru**
I'm just kidding.
**[03:32] Subaru**
You want to negotiate with Roswaal in person.
**[03:35] Subaru**
I haven't forgotten that.
**[03:36] otto**
I'm begging you! My whole
life is riding on this!
**[03:40] Subaru**
Yeah, yeah, I got it.
**[03:42] Subaru**
Time to say goodbye to you for now.
**[03:44] Otto**
Oh, wai—
**[03:53] Emilia**
I'm sure you'll find a way to get her back.
**[03:58] Subaru**
Emilia-tan...
**[04:00] Emilia**
Also, I think you and I
are the same in the sense
**[04:05] Emilia**
that we act for our own selfish reasons.
**[04:08] Emilia**
I realize that I'm participating in the
royal selection for selfish reasons, too.
**[04:13] Subaru**
Selfish?
**[04:15] Emilia**
I'm sorry... I can't explain it very well.
**[04:19] Emilia**
I don't want to hide anything from you,
**[04:22] Emilia**
but I'm not sure how to put it into words.
**[04:28] Subaru**
We can talk everything out
after we join up with Roswaal.
**[04:34] Subaru**
He might know something about
what happened to Rem, too!
**[04:38] Emilia**
Right.
**[04:41] Otto**
You two, we'll be reaching
our destination soon!
**[04:49] Petra**
No one's here.
**[04:53] Guy**
No one around here, either.
**[04:55] Kids**
What? Why?
**[04:57] Emilia**
So Ram and the others haven't
returned from the Sanctuary?
**[05:00] Subaru**
Seems that way.
**[05:02] Subaru**
By the way, Emilia-tan, do you
know where the Sanctuary is?
**[05:06] Emilia**
Huh? I thought *you* knew where it was.
**[05:09] Subaru**
Huh?
**[05:11] Subaru**
I know I'm late in asking,
**[05:14] Subaru**
but what kind of place is
the Sanctuary, anyway?
**[05:16] Emilia**
I'm not sure, either.
**[05:18] Emilia**
Roswaal only said it was like
a secret base... and...
**[05:22] Subaru**
And?
**[05:24] Emilia**
Nothing, never mind.
**[05:26] Emilia**
I'm sorry. I should have asked.
**[05:29] Subaru**
No, no! Even if we were in
a hurry to get to safety,
**[05:31] Subaru**
I'm the one who was way too careless!
**[05:38] Subaru**
We'll just have to head to the mansion for now.
**[05:40] Subaru**
Maybe we'll find some clues there.
**[05:43] Subaru**
Otto, come with us!
**[05:45] Otto**
What? To the mansion?
**[05:47] Subaru**
Don't be so scared after
we've come this far.
**[05:49] Subaru**
Take the carriage and the ground
dragons around back, okay?
**[05:52] Otto**
All right...
**[05:59] Subaru**
We're back, Rem.
**[06:02] Emilia**
Are you all right?
**[06:03] Subaru**
Yeah.
**[06:04] Subaru**
Come to think of it, I don't remember
locking the door when we left.
**[06:08] Subaru**
You think we got robbed?
**[06:10] Emilia**
Beatrice stayed here, so I
don't think we need to worry.
**[06:13] Emilia**
Maybe she'll come get the
door for us if we knock.
**[06:18] Subaru**
She might come flying through
it, looking for Puck.
**[06:20] Emilia**
That's true.
**[06:22] Emilia**
Puck? Puck?
**[06:24] Emilia**
Huh? He's not responding.
**[06:27] Emilia**
Maybe he's asleep.
**[06:29] Subaru**
How about in here?
**[06:34] Frederica**
Yes, one moment, please.
**[06:38] Frederica**
Welcome home, Emilia-sama.
**[06:41] Frederica**
I have awaited your return.
**[06:45] Emilia**
Frederica?
**[06:49] Frederica**
Yes, it is I, Frederi—
**[06:51] Subaru**
Those teeth are scary!
**[06:54] Frederica**
Allow me to introduce myself.
**[06:55] Frederica**
I am Frederica Baumann. I was
employed here in the past.
**[07:01] Subaru**
Now that you mention it,
**[07:02] Subaru**
I was told there was another maid
who quit just before I came here...
**[07:06] Frederica**
I merely took my leave for personal reasons.
**[07:10] Frederica**
Then I returned at Ram's request,
and found the mansion empty.
**[07:15] Frederica**
Fortunately, a letter I found
in the master's office
**[07:18] Frederica**
gave me an idea as to what had happened.
**[07:20] Emilia**
A letter?
**[07:22] Subaru**
And why did Ram ask you to come back?
**[07:24] Frederica**
When I returned,
**[07:26] ---**
the kitchen and the trees in the
garden were in a desolate state.
**[07:29] Frederica**
It was quite awful.
**[07:33] Subaru**
That's a pretty serious reason!
**[07:36] Emilia**
It's strange, though.
**[07:38] Emilia**
Ram has always worked hard
for us while you were away,
**[07:42] Emilia**
so why, in just the past few days...
**[07:47] Subaru**
With Rem gone, Ram couldn't
handle the mansion herself,
**[07:51] Subaru**
so she asked Frederica to help?
**[07:54] Frederica**
Would you mind explaining
to me who this girl
**[07:58] ---**
who bears a striking resemblance to Ram is?
**[08:00] Subaru**
She's Ram's younger sister, Rem.
**[08:02] Subaru**
She's a really nice girl.
**[08:04] Subaru**
She's kind, strong, and a super-hard worker.
**[08:08] Subaru**
Even I could tell that she
and Ram were really close.
**[08:13] Subaru**
I'm sure you were a good friend to her, too.
**[08:18] Subaru**
You... probably don't remember, though, right?
**[08:22] Frederica**
Unfortunately, no.
**[08:23] Frederica**
I wonder how the master and Ram
will react when they return...
**[08:28] Subaru**
I can't even guess what Roswaal will do.
**[08:31] Subaru**
And... I don't want to
imagine how Ram will react.
**[08:35] Emilia**
Hey, Frederica, have you
heard anything from Roswaal?
**[08:39] Frederica**
Sadly, I have no way of knowing all
that goes on in the master's mind.
**[08:45] Frederica**
I believe there are only two people in
this world he trusts enough for that.
**[08:51] Subaru**
Two?
**[08:52] Frederica**
Ram and the great spirit of this
mansion's forbidden library.
**[08:56] Subaru**
Great spirit of the forbidden library?
**[09:00] Frederica**
I refer to Beatrice-sama.
**[09:13] Subaru**
Hey, Beako! Long time no see!
**[09:16] Beatrice**
Now I see why the mansion
suddenly seemed so noisy.
**[09:22] Subaru**
Everyone's been worried about you.
**[09:25] Subaru**
You should apologize, even if
it has to wait until later.
**[09:28] Beatrice**
Apologize? Me?
**[09:30] Beatrice**
I fail to comprehend why I
must apologize, and to whom, I suppose.
**[09:34] Subaru**
I could go apologize for you, if you want.
**[09:37] Subaru**
I'll tell them you were thanking me with
tears and snot streaming down your face.
**[09:40] Beatrice**
Don't make up stories!
**[09:42] Beatrice**
I haven't shed tears in a
very long time, I suppose.
**[09:45] Subaru**
It never hurts to have a good
wail every once in a while.
**[09:48] Beatrice**
Those words carry deep meaning,
**[09:50] ---**
coming from a man who bawled in
the lap of the woman he loves.
**[09:53] Subaru**
Would you just forget about that already?
**[09:56] Beatrice**
Could you please get to the point, I suppose?
**[09:58] Beatrice**
You weakling.
**[10:00] Subaru**
Oh, yeah...
**[10:03] Subaru**
How well do you know what
Roswaal's thinking?
**[10:08] Subaru**
Someone told me that you
know how Roswaal thinks.
**[10:14] Beatrice**
Who said—
**[10:15] Beatrice**
Ah.
**[10:16] Beatrice**
It must have been the
half-beast girl who just came back.
**[10:20] Beatrice**
There is a bit of accuracy to
what she told you, I suppose.
**[10:24] Beatrice**
But my connection with Roswaal has nothing
to do with the current circumstances.
**[10:29] Subaru**
But you stayed here at the mansion by yourself,
**[10:32] Subaru**
even with no countermeasures in place.
**[10:34] Beatrice**
I'm capable of protecting myself.
**[10:36] Beatrice**
That's why I stayed, I suppose.
**[10:39] Beatrice**
Roswaal has nothing to do with that.
**[10:41] Beatrice**
That said, I don't believe he had
nothing on his mind at all, I suppose.
**[10:46] Subaru**
Hmm...
**[10:47] Subaru**
Were you and I and everyone else
just giving him too much credit,
**[10:53] Subaru**
thinking he wouldn't go up against
the Witch's Cult with no plan?
**[10:57] Subaru**
Oh, that's right.
**[10:59] Subaru**
Take a look at this.
**[11:03] Beatrice**
A Gospel...
**[11:05] Beatrice**
Why do you, of all people,
have one of those?!
**[11:09] Subaru**
I took it off the enemy after a battle.
**[11:11] Subaru**
It belonged to the guy in charge of the witch
cultists who surrounded the mansion.
**[11:15] Beatrice**
And what became of him?
**[11:18] Subaru**
He's dead.
**[11:19] Subaru**
I killed him.
**[11:24] Beatrice**
Then you've left me behind, too, I suppose...
**[11:28] Beatrice**
Geuse.
**[11:30] Subaru**
Who's that?
**[11:32] Beatrice**
None of your concern.
**[11:34] Beatrice**
Anyway, if you killed Sloth, a Sin Archbishop,
**[11:38] Beatrice**
what happened to his Witch Factor?
**[11:41] Subaru**
Witch... Factor?
**[11:43] Beatrice**
You don't know what it is? You really don't?
**[11:47] Beatrice**
If that's the case, then why
did you bother to kill Sloth?
**[11:51] Beatrice**
And what is Roswaal...
**[11:53] Subaru**
I told you, remember?
Roswaal is at the Sanctuary!
**[11:56] Subaru**
I'm the one who wants to
know what he's thinking!
**[12:01] Beatrice**
All the answers you seek lie
in the Sanctuary, I suppose.
**[12:06] Subaru**
What?
**[12:07] Beatrice**
Roswaal's intentions, the meaning of the Gospel,
**[12:10] Beatrice**
answers about the Witch Factor...
They're all there.
**[12:14] Beatrice**
If you want them, go there.
**[12:17] Beatrice**
The half-beast girl can
lead you there, I suppose.
**[12:21] Subaru**
Hang on a second! What's up with you?
**[12:23] Subaru**
Why are you suddenly willing to talk to me?
**[12:25] Subaru**
Also, why do I have to go to
the Sanctuary when you—
**[12:27] Beatrice**
I will not tell you.
**[12:29] Beatrice**
I have the right to refuse to tell you.
**[12:34] Beatrice**
I showed you the path that
leads to your answers.
**[12:37] Beatrice**
Do not expect me to indulge
you any further, I suppose!
**[12:39] Subaru**
Beako... Beatrice!
**[12:41] Beatrice**
I am not a tool here for your convenience!
**[12:49] Otto**
Wh-Why did you fly into me just
as I was leaving the bathroom?!
**[12:53] Subaru**
Why did you look like you
were about to cry again?
**[12:57] Otto**
Excuse me! Could you please get off of—
**[13:01] Frederica**
So you really are allowed to enter
Beatrice-sama's forbidden library?
**[13:05] Subaru**
What? You thought I wouldn't be?
**[13:07] Frederica**
Yes, but Emilia-sama has told me
what a reliable person you are,
**[13:12] Frederica**
and she was quite thorough
in explaining why,
**[13:15] Frederica**
so half of me had high
hopes that you would be.
**[13:18] Subaru**
Huh?
**[13:19] Emilia**
Hey! Frederica!
**[13:20] Subaru**
What? What did you tell her?
**[13:22] Emilia**
It's not like that! I did tell her
about you, but she's exaggerating!
**[13:28] Otto**
No, I heard what you said, too.
**[13:30] Otto**
It made me think there must be more
to Natsuki-san than meets the eye.
**[13:33] Emilia**
Not you, too, Otto-kun!
**[13:34] Subaru**
Why wasn't I around to hear all this?!
**[13:38] Emilia**
I could never say it in front of you.
**[13:41] Emilia**
Now, Frederica, back to what you were saying!
**[13:43] Frederica**
Yes, of course. I know.
**[13:46] Frederica**
Let us talk it over so you don't
find yourself at a dead end.
**[13:50] Subaru**
Dead end? What do you mean?
**[13:52] Emilia**
Even if you were able to see Beatrice,
**[13:54] Emilia**
whether or not she'd answer your
question was another matter.
**[13:58] Emilia**
Both you and Beatrice can be
very stubborn, you know.
**[14:02] Subaru**
That description is way too cute,
but you're right.
**[14:05] Subaru**
And?
**[14:07] Emilia**
There's a lot I want to talk
to Roswaal about, too.
**[14:10] Emilia**
So I asked Frederica
**[14:13] Emilia**
to tell me where the Sanctuary is.
**[14:16] Beatrice**
The half-beast girl can
lead you there, I suppose.
**[14:20] Subaru**
So you're going to tell us
where it is, Frederica?
**[14:23] Frederica**
I was no match for
Emilia-sama's persistence,
**[14:25] Frederica**
even though I have been told not to
disclose any more than necessary.
**[14:30] Frederica**
But I would like to ask
for a bit of time to prepare.
**[14:33] Frederica**
Shall we say two days?
**[14:35] Subaru**
Prepare?
**[14:37] Subaru**
Oh, that's right. We'd all be
leaving the mansion, so that's—
**[14:41] Frederica**
No, I will be staying in the mansion.
**[14:44] Frederica**
I cannot accompany you.
**[14:45] Subaru**
What? You're not going with us?
**[14:47] Subaru**
How are we supposed to get there, then?
**[14:51] Otto**
You're rather slow on the uptake, Natsuki-san.
**[14:56] Subaru**
Oh! So Otto's gonna get us to the Sanctuary?
**[15:00] Subaru**
Because he thinks cooperating
with Emilia in any way possible
**[15:03] Subaru**
will give Roswaal, her backer,
a better impression of him?
**[15:05] Otto**
No, er...
**[15:07] Emilia**
Otto-kun, is that true?
**[15:09] Otto**
Emilia-sama's pure, innocent
eyes are killing me!
**[15:12] Otto**
I'm sorry! That's exactly right!
**[15:14] Subaru**
The way you wear your ulterior motive on your
sleeve makes you all the more likable, Otto.
**[15:18] Otto**
That's not exactly comforting,
coming from you!
**[15:21] Subaru**
I appreciate your help.
**[15:23] Subaru**
On that note, you can tell the
three of us about the Sanctuary.
**[15:27] Frederica**
Very well.
**[15:30] Frederica**
What I am about to tell you
**[15:32] Frederica**
is the undisclosed location of the Sanctuary
of Clemaldy, and how to enter it.
**[15:36] Frederica**
And there is one name you must
not forget as you travel there.
**[15:42] Frederica**
Beware of one by the name of "Garfiel."
**[15:46] Frederica**
At the Sanctuary,
**[15:47] Frederica**
he will be the one with whom you
must exercise the most care.
**[16:00] Subaru**
Rem...
**[16:01] Subaru**
We're leaving now.
**[16:03] Subaru**
I told Frederica to take good care of you.
**[16:06] Subaru**
Be good and wait here for me, okay?
**[16:18] Petra**
You're ready?
**[16:20] Subaru**
Sure am, new recruit.
**[16:21] Subaru**
I see you're rocking the uniform already.
**[16:23] Petra**
Right?
**[16:27] Petra**
Did you say goodbye to Rem-san?
**[16:29] Subaru**
Yeah, something like that.
**[16:32] Subaru**
We're not planning to stay out there long,
**[16:34] Subaru**
but I wanted to see her first.
**[16:36] Subaru**
Could you take care of Rem for
me while I'm gone, Petra?
**[16:42] Petra**
Understood, Subaru-sama!
**[16:45] Subaru**
Still, we started advertising to
hire a new maid two days ago,
**[16:48] Subaru**
and this is your first day
actually being in the mansion.
**[16:50] Subaru**
I'm impressed you found the
place without getting lost.
**[16:53] Subaru**
And I really admire your decision to
leave your parents at such a young age.
**[16:57] Petra**
I'm twelve years old! I'm old
enough to be a working grown-up!
**[17:00] Petra**
I mean... an adult!
**[17:02] Petra**
You need to treat me like
an adult, too, Subaru-sama!
**[17:06] Subaru**
Get better at speaking politely and
get Frederica to fully initiate you,
**[17:09] ---**
and I'll think about it.
**[17:10] Petra**
'Kay!
**[17:11] Petra**
I mean... yes, sir!
**[17:18] Subaru**
I forgot what a pain she can be
when she's serious about hiding.
**[17:22] Petra**
Is there really a mysterious room here?
**[17:25] Subaru**
Yeah... Beatrice.
**[17:27] Subaru**
You know her, right?
Take care of her for me, too.
**[17:31] Subaru**
You might randomly encounter her
when opening a door somewhere.
**[17:35] Petra**
Wait, Subaru-sama! Aren't you
asking a bit much of me?
**[17:39] Subaru**
I know. Sorry.
**[17:41] Subaru**
But you're the only one I can ask.
**[17:43] Subaru**
I really am sorry.
**[17:48] Petra**
Oh, all right!
**[17:49] Petra**
If you insist, I'll just have to help you out!
**[17:52] Subaru**
Thanks. You're really a huge help.
**[17:55] Emilia**
Take care of the mansion for us.
**[17:57] Emilia**
And Rem, Petra, and Beatrice, too.
**[18:00] Frederica**
You can rely on me.
**[18:02] Frederica**
Take care during your travels, Emilia-sama.
**[18:05] Frederica**
And take this.
**[18:08] Frederica**
This will allow you to get past
the barrier in the forest,
**[18:10] Frederica**
and enter the Sanctuary.
**[18:13] Frederica**
From there, the ground dragons should
take you to the location I described.
**[18:18] Subaru**
So this stone is the requirement
to get through the barrier?
**[18:25] Frederica**
You have the location and the qualification.
**[18:28] Frederica**
Now you only need the
resolve and a strong will.
**[18:32] Emilia**
Frederica...
**[18:37] Frederica**
Take good care of the Sanctuary.
**[18:40] Frederica**
And do not forget what I said earlier.
**[18:43] Emilia**
Okay. We'll watch out for Garfiel.
**[18:46] Emilia**
I promise.
**[18:47] Petra**
Um, Subaru-sama...
**[18:50] Petra**
Would you please accept this?
**[18:53] Subaru**
Uh...
**[18:54] Frederica**
Lending a white handkerchief to a traveler,
**[18:57] Frederica**
who later returns it stained
and worn from the journey,
**[19:00] Frederica**
is an old custom performed as
a prayer for safe travels.
**[19:04] Subaru**
Oh, it's one of those things?
**[19:06] Subaru**
Okay, got it. Thanks, Petra.
**[19:09] Subaru**
I promise I'll return it.
**[19:17] Subaru**
What? What brought that reaction on?
**[19:20] Subaru**
This sudden rebellious phase is making me sad.
**[19:25] Frederica**
Now, you should hurry.
**[19:28] Frederica**
The Lost Forest of Clemaldy grows
more dangerous as night approaches.
**[19:36] Frederica**
I wish you a safe journey.
**[19:39] Petra**
Subaru-sama!
**[19:42] Petra**
You'd better protect the lady!
**[19:47] Frederica**
I have done exactly as Master directed.
**[19:51] Frederica**
Now everything depends on how
Emilia-sama overcomes the Sanctuary.
**[19:57] Frederica**
There is nothing we can do but pray.
**[20:01] Subaru**
Puck isn't showing up?
**[20:04] Emilia**
Yeah.
**[20:05] Emilia**
I've called out to him several times,
**[20:07] ---**
and I can feel the link
from our contract, but...
**[20:09] Subaru**
Has anything like this happened before?
**[20:12] Emilia**
Not very often, but there
have been a few times
**[20:15] Emilia**
when he didn't show up for a few days.
**[20:20] Puck**
I'm counting on you to take care of Lia.
**[20:24] Subaru**
Couldn't have been...
**[20:26] Emilia**
But I do have contracts
with lesser spirits, too,
**[20:29] Emilia**
and I can also fight with them.
**[20:31] Emilia**
No matter what happens, I'll protect you!
**[20:34] Subaru**
Wow, you're so manly!
**[20:36] Emilia**
Hey!
**[20:38] Subaru**
Frederica did warn us that
something might happen.
**[20:43] Emilia**
Oh... Garfiel, right?
**[20:45] Subaru**
Yeah. Roswaal did mention a few times
that he was going to see him...
**[20:50] Otto**
Excuse me!
**[20:52] Otto**
We're in the forest!
**[20:57] Frederica**
*The Lost Woods of Clemaldy.*
**[20:59] Frederica**
A special barrier there protects the Sanctuary.
**[21:04] Frederica**
It makes outsiders lose their way,
to prevent them from getting close.
**[21:07] Frederica**
That is why they call it the "Lost Woods."
**[21:11] Subaru**
So the Sanctuary is just ahead...
**[21:20] Subaru**
Emilia-tan, are you actually nervous?
**[21:23] Emilia**
Huh? How could you tell?
**[21:26] Subaru**
I know everything about you!
**[21:28] Subaru**
At least, that's what I'd like
to say, but anyone could tell.
**[21:36] Emilia**
You're right!
**[21:39] Emilia**
I'm sorry for worrying you.
**[21:41] Emilia**
When I think that we're about
to arrive at the Sanctuary,
**[21:43] Emilia**
a village where only demihumans live...
**[21:46] Subaru**
No, I should apologize. I wasn't
thinking that far ahead.
**[21:50] Subaru**
I guess there might be more
half-elves like you there, huh?
**[21:55] Emilia**
I've never seen any half-elves
other than myself.
**[21:59] Emilia**
But just maybe, in the Sanctuary...
**[22:03] Subaru**
Don't worry. I'll—
**[22:07] Subaru**
Emilia?!
**[22:09] Emilia**
Uh... Is this...
**[22:11] Subaru**
I suddenly have a really bad feeling!
**[22:13] Subaru**
I'm borrowing this, Emilia!
**[22:18] Subaru**
Emilia!
**[22:31] Subaru**
Where... am I?
**[22:42] Subaru**
Who are you?
**[22:45] Subaru**
Those ears...
**[22:46] Subaru**
Are you an elf?
**[22:49] Subaru**
No, wait! Wait a minute!
**[23:01] Subaru**
Hey! Is anyone here?
**[23:05] Subaru**
If this is the Sanctuary,
somebody answer me!
**[23:13] Subaru**
This is...
**[23:29] Echidna**
I see.
**[23:31] Echidna**
So that is the root of your desire?
**[23:33] Echidna**
How very interesting.
**[23:45] Echidna**
Oh, did I startle you?
**[23:52] Echidna**
It has been quite a while
since I spoke with anyone,
**[23:55] Echidna**
so perhaps I was too eager.
**[23:58] Echidna**
My name is Echidna...
**[24:01] Echidna**
Or perhaps you would know me
better as the Witch of Greed?
***SIGN*** The Next Location
**[24:09] ---**
***SIGN*** If it's
***SIGN*** to save you
***SIGN*** I don't care
***SIGN*** how many times
***SIGN*** I die
# E28 - The Long-Awaited Reunion
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/GYKEGM4PY/the-long-awaited-reunion)
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**[00:01] Echidna**
My name is Echidna...
**[00:03] Echidna**
Or perhaps you would know me
better as the Witch of Greed?
**[00:12] Echidna**
Please, it hurts to see you
look so alarmed by me.
**[00:15] Echidna**
Despite who I am, I'm still a
tender young maiden, you know.
**[00:18] Subaru**
Sorry, but...
**[00:21] Subaru**
There's no way I'm *not* going to
be alarmed when you tell me
**[00:23] ---**
you're the Witch of Greed the moment we meet.
**[00:25] Echidna**
I see.
**[00:27] Echidna**
That's a fair point.
**[00:34] Subaru**
What is this place?
**[00:36] Subaru**
I was in some dark ruins just a moment ago!
**[00:38] Subaru**
When did you move me?!
**[00:40] Echidna**
Unfortunately, you're mistaken.
**[00:43] Echidna**
You weren't physically moved anywhere.
**[00:47] Echidna**
You were merely invited to my tea party.
**[00:49] Subaru**
Tea party?
**[00:51] Echidna**
A witch's tea party.
**[00:54] Echidna**
Are you going to stand there forever?
**[00:57] Echidna**
Why don't you at least sit down
before the tea gets cold?
**[01:01] Subaru**
Oh, damn it!
**[01:03] Subaru**
All right, fine!
**[01:07] Echidna**
You're awfully brave,
**[01:09] Echidna**
gulping down tea served by a witch in one gulp.
**[01:11] Subaru**
Hah! If you really wanted to kill me,
**[01:14] Subaru**
I'd be a pile of ash the very next instant.
**[01:16] Subaru**
What's this tea, anyway? It's not bad,
but it's not good, either.
**[01:19] Echidna**
It's something that's produced here.
**[01:21] Echidna**
To put it bluntly,
it's a body fluid of mine.
**[01:23] Subaru**
What the hell did you just make me drink?!
**[01:26] Echidna**
You truly are a fascinating individual.
**[01:29] Echidna**
You're standing right here in
front of me as if it's normal.
**[01:32] Subaru**
Hah! You think you're so pretty that a
normal person's eyes would fall out?
**[01:36] Subaru**
I'll have you know that my eyes are blessed
throughout the day by the prettiest girl alive!
**[01:42] Subaru**
So no matter how many times I look at you,
**[01:44] Subaru**
I'm not going to see you as particularly pretty.
**[01:47] Echidna**
No, most normal people vomit
when they stand before me.
**[01:51] Echidna**
Funny, right?
**[01:52] Subaru**
There's nothing funny about that!
**[01:55] Subaru**
What is it you want with me?
**[01:57] Echidna**
Nothing, really.
**[01:58] Echidna**
You came in here of your own accord.
**[02:01] Echidna**
If you want to go back, I'll send you back...
**[02:04] Echidna**
But are you sure that's what you want?
**[02:06] Subaru**
Huh?
**[02:07] Echidna**
An opportunity to talk to the Witch of Greed
**[02:10] Echidna**
is not something that just anyone,
other than you, can earn.
**[02:15] Echidna**
The only requirement to have a dialogue
**[02:17] Echidna**
is for both of us to exist.
**[02:19] Echidna**
Let's remove everything
unnecessary from the picture.
**[02:22] Echidna**
All we need is our words.
**[02:24] Echidna**
Let me affirm all the desires,
the curiosities, the greed,
**[02:28] Echdina**
that you seek to satisfy with answers.
**[02:33] Echidna**
Now, what would you like to ask me?
**[02:38] Echidna**
About the Witch of Gluttony, Daphne,
**[02:40] Echidna**
who created beasts that defied the will
of God to save the world from starvation?
**[02:46] Echidna**
About the Witch of Lust, Carmilla,
**[02:48] Echidna**
who granted emotions to non-human beings
in an attempt to fill the world with love?
**[02:54] Echidna**
About the Witch of Wrath, Minerva,
**[02:56] Echidna**
who struck people to heal them as she
lamented the state of her war-torn world?
**[03:02] Echidna**
About the Witch of Sloth, Sekhmet,
**[03:03] Echidna**
who drove a dragon past the
great waterfall just for a chance to rest?
**[03:10] Echidna**
About the Witch of Pride, Typhon,
**[03:12] Echidna**
who, out of youthful innocence and cruelty,
judged criminals one after another?
**[03:16] Echidna**
About the Witch of Greed, Echidna,
**[03:19] Echidna**
the embodiment of the thirst for knowledge,
who has done things she regrets
**[03:22] Echidna**
even in the realm of death, all in
pursuit of all types of knowledge?
**[03:25] Echidna**
Or...
**[03:27] Echidna**
The Witch of Envy, who killed
all the other witches
**[03:29] Echidna**
and used them as sustenance while she
made the whole world her enemy—
**[03:33] Echidna**
the most detestable of them all?
**[03:39] Echidna**
Oh, darn.
**[03:41] Echidna**
It looks like I've frightened you too much.
**[03:44] Echidna**
Such is the nature of a witch.
It's quite bothersome.
**[03:55] Echidna**
Oh, that took less time than I thought.
**[03:57] Echidna**
People who are compatible
really do adapt quickly.
**[04:00] Subaru**
What are you saying?
**[04:02] Echidna**
That tea you drank?
**[04:03] Echidna**
I used the Sloth Witch Factor on
it to strengthen your resistance.
**[04:09] Echidna**
Now you and I can talk at leisure.
**[04:12] Echidna**
So... what would you like to ask me?
**[04:16] Subaru**
You won't get away with this!
**[04:18] Subaru**
What did you do to my body?!
**[04:21] Echidna**
Please don't get the wrong idea.
**[04:23] Echidna**
I didn't make you drink that tea with
the intention of doing anything bad.
**[04:26] Echidna**
In fact, I find your existence
**[04:29] Echidna**
quite desirable.
**[04:32] Echidna**
I'm a bit embarrassed, really.
**[04:34] Subaru**
Huh?
**[04:37] Echidna**
In these past few days, you killed the one
**[04:39] Echidna**
who possessed the Sloth Witch Factor, correct?
**[04:42] Echidna**
When he died, the Witch Factor
chose you as its new dwelling.
**[04:47] Echidna**
That's also why you were able to
enter this graveyard unharmed.
**[04:51] Subaru**
Graveyard? Like... a tomb?
**[04:53] Echidna**
Yes.
**[04:54] Echidna**
This is the Witch's Graveyard,
where my soul is held prisoner...
**[04:59] Echidna**
The Sanctuary.
**[05:01] Echidna**
You know where the Sanctuary is?!
**[05:04] Echidna**
I don't have the experience
to determine whether
**[05:07] Echidna**
you're brave or just very bold...
**[05:10] Subaru**
Don't make fun of me!
**[05:11] Subaru**
So can I consider this... rather, the forest
with the ruins where I was before...
**[05:15] Subaru**
to be the Sanctuary?
**[05:17] Echidna**
You're so mean...
**[05:19] Echidna**
That's right. Just as you wanted,
the Sanctuary is outside the ruins.
**[05:24] Echidna**
So, what else would you like to as—
**[05:25] Subaru**
And if I ask you, you'll let me back out, right?
**[05:29] Echidna**
Sure... I can guarantee that.
**[05:32] Echidna**
Hey, isn't there anything
you want to ask me?
**[05:35] Subaru**
Sorry, but I'd rather meet up with
Emilia outside than talk to you.
**[05:40] Echidna**
Huh?
**[05:42] Echidna**
Y-You're kidding, right?!
**[05:43] Echidna**
I'm the Witch of Greed!
**[05:46] Echidna**
Powerful people from around the world have
come to me in search of my knowledge!
**[05:51] Echidna**
So, um... relax, okay?!
We can just relax and talk!
**[05:54] Echidna**
I have knowledge about the truth
of this world that nobody—
**[05:55] Subaru**
Not interested.
**[05:56] Echidna**
What?!
**[05:58] Subaru**
I'll make time to chat over
tea with you later, okay?
**[06:02] Echidna**
You'd ask a dead woman...
a witch, at that...
**[06:05] Echidna**
to agree to that as if it
were the simplest thing?
**[06:12] Echidna**
I've never had a tea party like this.
**[06:15] Echidna**
If you're really going back,
**[06:17] Echidna**
I'll just take my compensation first.
**[06:19] Subaru**
J-Just so you know, I'm broke beyond compare...
**[06:23] Echidna**
Compensation for a witch doesn't mean money.
**[06:26] Echidna**
What I desire from you is a vow.
**[06:30] Echidna**
You will tell no one of what has
transpired at this tea party.
**[06:33] Echidna**
That is my condition.
**[06:34] Echidna**
And, since you're here,
**[06:36] Echidna**
I'll send you away with a souvenir.
**[06:39] Echidna**
I will grant you the right to
face the trial of the Sanctuary.
**[06:43] Subaru**
The trial of the Sanctuary?
**[06:45] Echidna**
You may not understand now,
**[06:48] Echidna**
but once you learn where it is,
you will realize its worth.
**[06:51] Echidna**
What feelings will you have
toward me when that happens?
**[06:56] Echidna**
The mere thought gives me
such beautiful expectations.
**[07:07] Subaru**
You... really are a witch, aren't you?
**[07:10] Echidna**
Yes, that's right.
**[07:12] Echidna**
I'm a very, very evil magic user.
**[07:32] Subaru**
Anyway, I need to get out of here,
**[07:34] Subaru**
and back to Emilia-tan and Otto.
**[07:39] Subaru**
*I feel like...*
**[07:41] ---**
*someone said something to me.*
**[07:48] Subaru**
Otto?!
**[07:49] Garfiel**
Look at you, just waltzing out of there!
**[07:52] Garfiel**
You've got some nerve, outsider!
**[07:55] Garfiel**
Is this like a magmarin laughing
when it's full of holes?!
**[08:12] Subaru**
Ow...
**[08:13] Subaru**
Damn it! What the hell?
**[08:21] Garfiel**
What a tantalizing choice!
**[08:27] Garfiel**
That's a nice ground dragon ya got there.
**[08:32] Subaru**
Wait, Patrasche!
**[08:38] Garfiel**
You're a real good-lookin' girl, ain't ya?
**[08:42] Garfiel**
I'm not gonna hurt ya!
**[08:44] Garfiel**
Just take a little nap!
**[08:50] Garfiel**
Better thank her for fightin' so hard for ya!
**[08:55] Subaru**
Wait... Wait!
**[08:56] Garfiel**
I'm gonna throw you guys outta
this forest half-dead...
**[09:00] Garfiel**
Just alive enough to swear you won't
tell a soul about this place!
**[09:04] Subaru**
You know Frederica, don't you?!
**[09:08] Garfiel**
Why the hell did I just hear that
name from your nasty mouth?
**[09:12] Subaru**
Why do you think?
**[09:13] Subaru**
Just think about it!
**[09:15] Garfiel**
Thought about it. Don't know.
**[09:16] Garfiel**
I'll think after I bash your skull in!
**[09:17] Subaru**
Quit jumping to conclusions without thinking!
**[09:19] Subaru**
It's because we know her, too!
**[09:22] Garfiel**
Huh?
**[09:25] Garfiel**
I'm Garfiel.
**[09:28] Garfiel**
If you guys know her, you must've
heard that name, right?
**[09:32] Subaru**
Y-You're...
**[09:33] Garfiel**
How the hell did you know I have
anything to do with Frederica?!
**[09:38] Subaru**
Are you being serious right now?
**[09:41] Otto**
I just got beaten up for nothing.
**[09:44] Otto**
What am I supposed to do with this anger?
**[09:46] Garfiel**
You never shut up, do ya, trader?
**[09:48] Garfiel**
I apologized, didn't I?
**[09:49] Otto**
You call, "Hey, sorry, numbskull,
I kinda jumped the gun," an apology?!
**[09:53] Garfiel**
Anyway, if you'd shown me that
thing sooner, that woulda done it.
**[09:57] Garfiel**
Gotta act on a ganglion
before ya think about it.
**[09:59] Subaru**
Gangli... huh?
**[10:01] Garfiel**
Lookin' at that hair, I'm guessin'
that's the famous Emilia-sama?
**[10:04] Garfiel**
The silver-haired half-devil
that Roswaal's helpin' out.
**[10:08] Subaru**
She's a half-elf!
**[10:09] Subaru**
Don't you ever call her that again!
**[10:12] Garfiel**
Hey, look at that! Guess you can put
some energy into yer voice after all!
**[10:16] Garfiel**
Wanna know how it feels to be a
bazomazo bein' flung back an' forth?
**[10:20] Subaru**
Uh, is there some sort of translation
glitch happening between you and me?
**[10:24] Garfiel**
Huh?
**[10:28] Subaru**
Emilia!
**[10:30] Subaru**
I'm so glad you're okay!
**[10:32] Emilia**
Subaru?
**[10:35] Emilia**
Who are you?!
**[10:36] Emilia**
Just so you know, I won't let
you lay a finger on Subaru!
**[10:38] Subaru**
Hang on, Emilia-tan!
**[10:40] Subaru**
I appreciate it, but as a guy, I have
mixed feelings about this! Really, I'm fine!
**[10:42] Garfiel**
I'm not gonna do anything.
**[10:44] Garfiel**
I don't want Ram givin' me hell later.
**[10:46] Emilia**
Ram?
**[10:47] Subaru**
This is Garfiel.
**[10:49] Emilia**
Garfiel... The one Frederica told us about?
**[10:54] Subaru**
Yeah, and he's showing us the
way to the Sanctuary now.
**[10:58] Subaru**
Ram and the villagers from
Arlam are there... right?
**[11:02] Garfiel**
Don't wanna believe me? That's your call.
**[11:05] Garfiel**
Ain't no turnin' back now, though.
**[11:08] Garfiel**
We're already past the barrier.
**[11:11] Emilia**
Then we're in the Sanctuary right now?
**[11:13] Garfiel**
C'mon, gimme a break.
**[11:15] Garfiel**
Weren't you asleep 'cause you
got close to the barrier?
**[11:19] Emilia**
The barrier?
**[11:21] Emilia**
Come to think of it, when the stone glowed...
**[11:24] Subaru**
It was at the exact same moment.
**[11:27] Subaru**
So it was reacting to the barrier, then?
**[11:31] Subaru**
But why did only Emilia-tan pass out?
**[11:34] Subaru**
I mean, I got transported somewhere, but Otto—
**[11:39] Garfiel**
You know damn well why the barrier
reacted to her and not you two.
**[11:45] Garfiel**
It's not just half-elves that thing reacts to.
**[11:48] Garfiel**
It works on me and a lot of others, too.
**[11:50] Garfiel**
That's 'cause...
**[11:52] Emilia**
Because you have mixed blood, too?
**[11:56] Subaru**
So the Sanctuary is a place where
demihumans with mixed blood live?
**[12:01] Garfiel**
You guessed it!
**[12:03] Garfiel**
We welcome you, Emilia-sama,
and your two escorts, too!
**[12:10] Garfiel**
Roswaal likes to go around
callin' it the Sanctuary,
**[12:14] Garfiel**
but it ain't the kinda place
that deserves such a nice name.
**[12:19] Garfiel**
Nothin' there but a hodgepodge of halfwits.
**[12:22] Garfiel**
It's just a dead-end testing ground.
**[12:27] Otto**
Um, where should...
**[12:30] Ram**
You're back?
**[12:31] Ram**
It took you long enough.
**[12:35] Subaru**
Ram!
**[12:38] Ram**
I haven't a clue which Barusu you are,
**[12:40] Ram**
but I'm disappointed by how
long it took you to get here.
**[12:43] Ram**
Ah, but I suppose I was a
fool to expect more of you.
**[12:45] Subaru**
If your story is that you "haven't
a clue" who I am, stick to it!
**[12:49] Ram**
Hmph.
**[12:52] Ram**
Emilia-sama, I welcome you.
**[12:56] Ram**
Roswaal-sama is waiting inside.
**[12:58] ---**
Allow me to show you the way.
**[13:00] Ram**
Garf, take the ground dragon and
carriage somewhere suitable.
**[13:03] Garfiel**
Is that any way to treat me?
**[13:06] Garfiel**
That's just how I like it, though.
**[13:08] Garfiel**
Yo, cabbie, follow me.
**[13:09] Otto**
Are you referring to me?!
**[13:11] Otto**
That's the worst name you've called me yet!
**[13:13] ---**
Also, I have to be alone with you?!
**[13:14] Subaru**
I'll pick up what's left of you.
**[13:16] Otto**
Why am I being treated so roughly?!
**[13:18] Subaru**
What're you talking about?
**[13:20] Subaru**
When I was unconscious,
**[13:22] Subaru**
Emilia only stayed safe because you were there.
**[13:25] Subaru**
I'm grateful.
**[13:27] Otto**
O-Oh?
**[13:29] Otto**
W-Well, as long as you're appreciative...
**[13:33] Otto**
Right!
**[13:34] Subaru**
He's too easy.
**[13:38] Ram**
What?
**[13:40] Subaru**
Oh, just... wondering how you were doing.
**[13:43] Subaru**
You remember what was going
on the last time I saw you.
**[13:46] Subaru**
I couldn't get in touch with you after that,
**[13:48] Subaru**
and to be honest, I was really worried.
**[13:51] Ram**
As you can see, I am as
lovely and healthy as ever.
**[13:55] Ram**
The villagers of Arlam are all safe, too.
**[13:58] Ram**
You can be at ease.
**[14:00] Subaru**
I see...
**[14:01] Subaru**
Yeah, that's... a real relief.
**[14:05] Subaru**
A real relief.
**[14:11] Subaru**
U-Um, listen...
**[14:15] Emilia**
Hey, Ram...
**[14:17] Emilia**
This really isn't a place
to stand around and talk.
**[14:20] Emilia**
Would you show us inside?
**[14:21] Ram**
Certainly.
**[14:28] Emilia**
Subaru, are you all right?
**[14:30] Subaru**
Yeah.
**[14:31] Emilia**
I'm sorry for interrupting you, but...
**[14:35] Subaru**
No, I get it.
**[14:37] Subaru**
I just freaked out a little.
**[14:39] Subaru**
For her to not even ask about Rem
when all this is going on...
**[14:43] Subaru**
I'm pathetic, huh?
**[14:48] Emilia**
It's only natural to be scared.
**[14:51] Emilia**
I'll never think that's pathetic.
**[14:55] Emilia**
Let's go.
**[14:56] Emilia**
We'll fix what happened to Rem,
and everything else, too.
**[15:01] Subaru**
Got it.
**[15:04] Subaru**
No matter what happens,
**[15:05] ---**
I'll be your meat shield and keep you safe.
**[15:10] Roswaal**
Ah, Emilia-sama and Subaru-kun.
**[15:14] Roswaal**
It feels like it's been so very
long since I last saw you.
**[15:18] Subaru**
I was going to slug you when
I saw you again, but now...
**[15:21] Subaru**
What the heck happened?
**[15:22] Emilia**
What could have hurt you so badly?
**[15:25] Roswaal**
Well, now, where shall I begin?
**[15:28] Subaru**
Hey, before that, just one thing...
**[15:30] Subaru**
The alliance with Crusch-san is on.
**[15:33] Subaru**
Now are you satisfied with the
results you got from abandoning me?
**[15:36] Roswaal**
Yes, most satisfied.
**[15:39] Roswaal**
Truly, truly,
**[15:41] Roswaal**
you were the once-in-a-lifetime
windfall I had long waited for.
**[15:44] Subaru**
Oh, really?
**[15:46] Emilia**
Roswaal, what is this place?
**[15:49] Emilia**
Since we got here... no, since we
made contact with the barrier...
**[15:54] Emilia**
I've had this anxious feeling
in my chest, and I can't relax.
**[15:57] Emilia**
I've heard it called the "Sanctuary,"
**[16:00] Emilia**
but it doesn't seem like one to me at all.
**[16:03] Emilia**
In fact, it feels more like...
**[16:05] Roswaal**
The Witch's Graveyard?
**[16:07] Roswaal**
Does it seem to make far
more sense to call it that?
**[16:12] Emilia**
What do you mean?
**[16:14] Roswaal**
Exactly what I said, nothing more or less.
**[16:16] Roswaal**
This is where the Witch of Greed,
Echidna, met her end long ago,
**[16:22] Roswaal**
and in my mind, it is worth
calling a "Sanctuary."
**[16:27] Subaru**
Echidna...
**[16:28] Emilia**
Subaru?
**[16:30] Emilia**
Are you all right?
**[16:33] Subaru**
Yeah, I'm fine.
**[16:35] Subaru**
And why are you overseeing a place
with that kind of backstory?
**[16:39] Roswaal**
It's quite simple.
**[16:41] Roswaal**
This land has been overseen by the heads
of the Mathers family for generations.
**[16:45] Emilia**
Then the Mathers family and
the Witch of Greed have—
**[16:48] Roswaal**
*Echidna*.
**[16:50] Emilia**
Huh?
**[16:51] Roswaal**
Please, when you speak
of her, do use her name.
**[16:54] Roswaal**
The name "Witch of Greed"
makes her sound so evil.
**[16:58] Roswaal**
That's not very nice, is it?
**[17:01] Emilia**
Um, then... The Mathers family and Echidna
have been acquainted for a long time,
**[17:06] Emilia**
and that's why they've always
overseen this place?
**[17:09] Roswaal**
Yes, though to say we "oversee"
it is a bit of an exaggeration.
**[17:13] Roswaal**
Echidna's barrier prevents entry
**[17:15] Roswaal**
by outsiders who fail to follow
the forest's proper procedure.
**[17:18] Roswaal**
In addition, the barrier has
certain effects on those
**[17:22] Roswaal**
whose blood meets certain conditions.
**[17:25] Roswaal**
Did you not experience this
yourself, Emilia-sama?
**[17:30] Subaru**
And how did you end up in such a sorry state?
**[17:36] Ram**
Did you not find it at all strange, Emilia-sama?
**[17:40] Emilia**
Huh?
**[17:41] Ram**
That all the people who fled to the Sanctuary,
**[17:43] Ram**
as well as Roswaal-sama
and myself, stayed here
**[17:46] Ram**
and didn't return to the mansion?
**[17:49] Emilia**
Well...
**[17:50] Subaru**
I mean, you stayed here
because you're hurt, right?
**[17:54] Roswaal**
We are all being held under house
arrest here in the Sanctuary.
**[18:00] Subaru**
Huh?!
**[18:01] Roswaal**
Myself, Ram, and the people of Arlam...
**[18:05] Roswaal**
Oh, and you two as well, from the
moment you entered here.
**[18:10] Garfiel**
The hell? You guys are still
flappin' your gums in here?
**[18:13] Emilia**
House arrest... Then are Roswaal's injuries...
**[18:16] Garfiel**
Nope. He got hurt 'cause he
was rejected by the trial.
**[18:20] Subaru**
Trial?
**[18:21] Emilia**
What does that mean?
**[18:23] Garfiel**
You've seen what happens when you come
in contact with the barrier, right?
**[18:28] Garfiel**
Mixed-bloods who go through
that and still come in here
**[18:31] Garfiel**
are never allowed to leave.
**[18:35] Subaru**
Does that mean Emilia, too?
**[18:38] Garfiel**
The barrier doesn't mean squat to most people.
**[18:40] Garfiel**
Doesn't that seem a little unfair, Emilia-sama?
**[18:45] Garfiel**
The only way to break the barrier is
to go through the graveyard's trial,
**[18:48] Garfiel**
but if anyone who isn't a
mixed-blood tries it...
**[18:54] Garfiel**
All the villagers are rounded up in one place.
**[18:57] Garfiel**
So long as they don't act up, we won't hurt 'em.
**[19:00] Garfiel**
They even get three meals
and a nap every day!
**[19:03] Garfiel**
This is our demand.
**[19:05] Garfiel**
Break the barrier surrounding
this Sanctuary.
**[19:08] Garfiel**
The only one allowed to undergo
the trial to do that is you.
**[19:10] Garfiel**
If you can't break it, we won't
let any of the villagers leave.
**[19:14] Garfiel**
Of course, you can't leave
here yourself, either!
**[19:29] Guy**
Subaru-sama!
**[19:31] Guy**
Thank goodness you're safe!
**[19:32] Subaru**
I'm glad you're all okay.
**[19:34] Guy**
Are the others all right?
**[19:36] Lady**
Is the lord recovering from his injuries?
**[19:38] Lady**
We heard he got hurt trying to help us.
**[19:39] Old**
We're truly relieved!
**[19:41] Subaru**
Okay, everyone, listen up.
**[19:43] Subaru**
As you know, we got rid of the bad
guy who attacked the village.
**[19:50] Subaru**
The other group that evacuated
**[19:52] Subaru**
is back at the village, waiting for
all of you to come home.
**[19:57] Subaru**
I guess you've all been informed that
it's not easy to get out of here.
**[20:01] Subaru**
But don't worry!
**[20:03] Subaru**
We've got someone who's going to undergo
the trial to set you all free!
**[20:08] Guy**
You mean...
**[20:09] Lady**
You're going to do it?
**[20:10] Subaru**
No, if I could do it, I'd be
more than happy to, but...
**[20:24] Subaru**
I think you all know who this is.
**[20:26] Subaru**
It's Emilia, the royal selection candidate.
**[20:28] Subaru**
She'll be undergoing the trial.
**[20:32] Emilia**
I-I'm sorry you had to wait so long.
**[20:35] Emilia**
In the place of your domain lord,
Roswaal L. Mathers,
**[20:38] Emilia**
I will undergo the trial.
**[20:40] Emilia**
I would appreciate your support!
**[20:46] Head**
Let me ask you just one thing.
**[20:49] Guy**
Chief...
**[20:50] Head**
Why do this?
**[20:52] Head**
You bowed your head to us the
last time you saw us, too,
**[20:57] Head**
but we were the ones who turned you away.
**[21:03] Head**
If it's because you want us to
back you in the royal selection,
**[21:08] Head**
that's just fine, so long
as you come out and say so.
**[21:13] Head**
But if you have some other reason,
**[21:16] Head**
we would like to know...
**[21:19] Head**
that you are not a witch who
is beyond our comprehension.
**[21:34] Emilia**
I don't have the confidence to give
you a respectable answer right now.
**[21:40] Emilia**
I don't have any strong, convincing
words that would satisfy all of you.
**[21:46] Emilia**
But...
**[21:47] Emilia**
Though it wasn't for very long,
I spent a few days with your families,
**[21:51] Emilia**
the ones who aren't here now.
**[21:53] Emilia**
And it made me realize...
**[21:56] Emilia**
that families should be together.
**[22:01] Emilia**
I want to return all of you to your families.
**[22:05] Emilia**
I didn't promise them that I'd do so...
**[22:08] Emilia**
But I promised myself.
**[22:12] Emilia**
That's my only reason.
**[22:16] Emilia**
I wasn't really thinking about
earning your support or anything.
**[22:21] Emilia**
But if possible, I'd like to...
**[22:24] ---**
um...
**[22:26] Emilia**
be friends with you all.
**[22:28] Emilia**
That's what I want.
**[22:33] Head**
Emilia-sama...
**[22:34] Emilia**
Y-Yes?
**[22:36] Head**
I realize this will sound like we
only care about what benefits us,
**[22:40] Head**
but...
**[22:44] Head**
I pray you will accept our friendship.
**[22:49] Emilia**
P-Please, I should ask the same!
**[22:51] Emilia**
I know I'm not worthy,
**[22:52] Emilia**
but please accept my friendship!
**[22:54] Subaru**
"I'm not worthy"? Who says
that in this day and age?
**[23:00] Ram**
Emilia-sama...
**[23:02] Ram**
seems to have changed a bit.
**[23:06] Ram**
Is it because of something you said to her?
**[23:09] Subaru**
It's the result of her thinking
things through on her own.
**[23:11] Subaru**
You shouldn't assume all her
decisions come from someone else.
**[23:16] Ram**
You're right.
**[23:18] Ram**
I was in the wrong this time.
**[23:31] Subaru**
Did you get enough support
from the lesser spirits?
**[23:35] Emilia**
Yeah. Everything's fine.
**[23:37] Emilia**
Still, I think I'd like one last cheer.
**[23:40] Subaru**
Can I do it?
**[23:42] Emilia**
I want you to.
**[23:44] ---**
Please.
**[23:45] Subaru**
You can do it! Don't give up! EMC!
**[23:47] Subaru**
Emilia-tan, major challenger!
**[23:51] Emilia**
Thank you.
**[24:04] Garfiel**
That means she's been approved as a
qualified challenger in the trial.
**[24:09] Emilia**
I'm going now.
**[24:14] Subaru**
I get that it sucks being trapped here.
**[24:17] Subaru**
But why didn't you do this yourself?
**[24:21] Garfiel**
If I could, I would, damn it.
**[24:28] Subaru**
H-Hey, is she gonna be okay?
**[24:31] Garfiel**
The light's not supposed to go out
as long as the trial's going on...
**[24:34] Subaru**
Emilia!
**[24:35] Ram**
Barusu!
**[24:40] Ram**
Why...
**[24:41] Subaru**
I don't understand, but if I can get
in there, that's good enough for me!
**[24:44] Subaru**
Just stay there! I'll yell if I need you!
**[24:55] Subaru**
Emilia!
**[24:57] Subaru**
*First, you need to face your own past.*
**[25:14] Kenichi**
Good morning, son of mine!
**[25:17] Kenichi**
Hey, c'mon! What? What? What's wrong?
**[25:20] Kenichi**
You look as if you just saw your own
dad naked first thing in the morning!
***SIGN*** The Long-Awaited Reunion
**[25:27] ---**
# E29 - Parent and Child
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/GR4PZJKPY/parent-and-child)
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**[00:04] Kenichi**
C'mon, now, don't ignore me!
**[00:08] Subaru**
Hey!
**[00:09] Subaru**
Ow!
**[00:11] Subaru**
Ow! That hurts!
**[00:11] Kenichi**
What's the problem? You train every day,
and you still lose to one middle-aged man?
**[00:16] Subaru**
Ow, ow, ow, ow!
**[00:16] Kenichi**
Whoa, wait a—
**[00:17] Kenichi**
Ow, ow, ow, ow, ow!
**[00:18] Subaru**
Letting me get a counter in?
You're getting old, Pops!
**[00:21] Subaru**
I'm about to win by decisio—
**[00:22] Subaru**
Hey, wait! No fair flipping me back over!
**[00:24] Kenichi**
Well? Ready to give up?
**[00:26] Subaru**
Ow, ow!
**[00:28] Nahoko**
Excuse me, you two...
**[00:32] Nahoko**
I'm getting hungry. I'd like
to eat breakfast now.
**[00:37] Kenichi**
Whoops...
**[00:38] Kenichi**
Sorry about that.
**[00:40] Kenichi**
I got a little carried away with
my one-on-one time with Subaru.
**[00:42] Kenichi**
You could've started without us.
**[00:44] Nahoko**
Why should I do that when the
whole family could eat together?
**[00:48] Kenichi**
Yeah, you're right. That's my wife for ya!
**[00:51] Nahoko**
Come on, Subaru. Time for breakfast.
**[00:54] Nahoko**
I put in extra effort today, just for you.
**[01:01] Kenichi**
Wow, Subaru. Your bowl's a forest of green.
**[01:05] Subaru**
Mom, why did you give me so many peas?
**[01:09] Nahoko**
It's not good to be picky about your food.
**[01:12] Nahoko**
I thought this might be a good
chance to get you over that.
**[01:15] Subaru**
What "chance"? This isn't a
special day or anything.
**[01:17] Kenichi**
Very naïve of you, Subaru. Today is...
**[01:20] Kenichi**
No, every moment of every day is
a precious, once-in-a-lifetime moment.
**[01:25] Subaru**
That's irrelevant right now.
**[01:27] Subaru**
I'm digging in.
**[01:28] Nahoko**
Yes, go right ahead.
**[01:31] Subaru**
I've always wondered... Why the
mix of Japanese and Western dishes?
**[01:35] Nahoko**
My favorite thing to put in
miso soup is wakame seaweed,
**[01:37] Nahoko**
and I like strawberry jam on my toast.
**[01:42] Subaru**
What are we gonna do with this?
We just keep passing it around...
**[01:46] Nahoko**
Well, I hate peas, you know.
**[01:48] Subaru**
And you were trying to make
*me* stop being picky?!
**[01:51] Nahoko**
Don't get the wrong idea, though.
**[01:53] Nahoko**
I hate all foods that are tiny and round.
**[01:56] Subaru**
I didn't have any wrong ideas!
**[01:58] Subaru**
If anything, I have even more doubts now!
**[02:00] Subaru**
Okay, then. The husband should
take responsibility for his wife.
**[02:04] Kenichi**
Subaru, families that get along as
well as ours are rare these days.
**[02:09] Kenichi**
In other words, I hate the same
things you and your mother hate!
**[02:13] Subaru**
This forest of green was never
going to make anyone happy, then!
**[02:16] Kenichi**
I'll just make it into something
we all love: pilaf!
**[02:20] Nahoko**
I can't even stand to look at it.
**[02:27] Kenichi**
Subaru.
**[02:28] Subaru**
Right.
**[02:31] Subaru**
Thank you for breakfast.
**[02:33] Kenichi**
My pleasure!
**[02:34] Kenichi**
Now, let's get the dishes to the sink,
**[02:35] Kenichi**
and we'll race to school to help us digest!
**[02:38] Subaru**
Quit making this a scenario that
ends with me going to school.
**[02:43] Subaru**
I'm sleeping in until noon.
**[02:45] Subaru**
Ow...
**[02:47] Both**
Subaru?
**[02:48] Subaru**
It's nothing.
**[02:56] Subaru**
What the hell? Why?
**[02:58] Subaru**
Why do I suddenly feel so weird?
**[03:10] Subaru**
Once it's past eight...
**[03:29] Subaru**
I won't make it to school on time now.
**[03:32] Subaru**
So there's no other choice.
I have no choice...
**[03:37] Subaru**
Why?
**[03:38] Subaru**
That normally calms it down...
**[03:45] Kenichi**
Mind if I come in, Subaru?
**[03:48] Subaru**
What's the point of asking if you
come in before I can answer?
**[03:53] Kenichi**
There's no need for that between
two guys as tight as you and—
**[03:57] Kenichi**
Wait, I guess there is!
**[03:58] Kenichi**
Sorry, I forgot you're a teenager!
I'll leave and come back!
**[04:01] Subaru**
I wasn't doing anything!
**[04:03] Subaru**
So?
**[04:06] Kenichi**
Well...
**[04:08] Kenichi**
Subaru, is there a girl you like?
**[04:11] Subaru**
Are we in middle school now?!
**[04:13] Kenichi**
You're no fun.
**[04:14] Subaru**
So, what do you actually want?
**[04:17] Kenichi**
Oh, well, you know...
**[04:19] Kenichi**
The weather's nice, so...
**[04:22] Kenichi**
Let's go have a nice father-son talk outside.
**[04:33] Kenichi**
Man, what's with everyone?
**[04:36] Kenichi**
They happen to see me on my day off,
and they all assume I lost my job.
**[04:42] Kenichi**
Hey, don't make such a gloomy face
on a nice morning like this.
**[04:46] Subaru**
It's your own fault for dragging me out here.
**[04:49] Kenichi**
Don't act all suspicious.
**[04:51] Kenichi**
I'm not gonna tell you anything scary.
**[04:53] Kenichi**
It's more of a father-son subject.
**[04:55] Subaru**
A father-son subject, huh?
**[04:58] Old**
Ken, my boy! Haven't seen you in a while.
**[05:01] Old**
Oh? Don't tell me that's...
**[05:04] Kenichi**
Yep, that's right. He's my son...
**[05:06] Kenichi**
Actually, I should say he's my pride and joy.
**[05:10] Old**
Ah, so I was right.
**[05:13] Old**
He looks so much like you
did when you were...
**[05:16] Old**
Actually, no, you don't.
Do you take after your mom?
**[05:20] Subaru**
Uh... Well, a lot of people say I do.
**[05:23] Subaru**
My eyes, especially.
**[05:25] Old**
I see.
**[05:26] Old**
Hard to believe you're old enough
to have a son that age.
**[05:32] Old**
Come to think of it...
**[05:33] Old**
Today's Monday, isn't it?
**[05:35] Old**
What are you doing out here
with your dad at this hour?
**[05:42] Subaru**
Sorry...
**[05:45] Kenichi**
Hey, Subaru!
**[05:48] Kenichi**
Sorry about that. We'll stop by
again when we have time to chat.
**[05:52] Old**
Ah, sure. Looks like I said
something I shouldn't have.
**[05:56] Old**
Apologize to him for me, would you?
**[05:58] Kenichi**
You have nothing to apologize for.
**[06:01] Kenichi**
It's up to him to deal with it himself now.
**[06:06] Kenichi**
Here ya go. A tasty, ice-cold
cola packed with my love.
**[06:15] Subaru**
Don't cluck your tongue at me.
I know how you think.
**[06:18] Subaru**
Ugh, my hand's all sticky now.
**[06:22] Kenichi**
Well? Feel better now?
**[06:25] Subaru**
Hard to say.
**[06:27] Kenichi**
You look like you're really not feeling well.
**[06:30] Kenichi**
Want to go home? I can carry you on my back.
**[06:33] Subaru**
You don't have to do that,
and I don't need to go home.
**[06:37] Subaru**
It'd be the same at home, anyway.
**[06:46] Kenichi**
Listen, Subaru... Not to
change the subject, but...
**[06:51] Kenichi**
Is there a girl you like?
**[06:57] Emilia**
*Subaru...*
**[06:59] Subaru**
Huh?
**[07:03] Kenichi**
What's up?
**[07:05] Subaru**
Wait... did someone just say my name?
**[07:08] Kenichi**
No...
**[07:12] Subaru**
What the heck was that, then?
**[07:16] Kenichi**
So? Is there a girl you like?
**[07:19] Subaru**
Why do you keep asking that?
**[07:21] Subaru**
You can stop beating around the bush.
**[07:23] Subaru**
Just come out and ask me
why I didn't go to school.
**[07:28] Kenichi**
And here I was trying to
be considerate for once.
**[07:32] Kenichi**
Well, that *is* what I wanted to
talk about, so you're not wrong.
**[07:40] Subaru**
I know it's disrespectful to you and Mom.
**[07:43] Kenichi**
There's no need to feel that way.
**[07:45] Kenichi**
I do have the vague sense that
you have your reasons for it,
**[07:49] Kenichi**
and even if you don't,
**[07:50] ---**
I'm prepared to brush it off as
something I can't do anything about.
**[07:59] Kenichi**
I don't know about the rest of the world,
**[08:02] Kenichi**
but I personally don't believe
school is everything.
**[08:05] Kenichi**
I mean, what's the big deal?
**[08:08] Subaru**
Why?
**[08:12] Subaru**
Why did you suddenly decide
to tell me all this today?
**[08:16] Subaru**
It's not like today is a
special day or anything.
**[08:20] Subaru**
It's just... Peas Day.
**[08:25] Kenichi**
Well, your bowl was certainly full of them.
**[08:30] Kenichi**
I'm not sure why.
**[08:32] Kenichi**
I guess the look on your face this
morning seemed a little better.
**[08:37] Subaru**
My face... looked better?
**[08:39] Kenichi**
The *look* on your face.
**[08:41] Kenichi**
Your face still looks like a bad guy's,
**[08:43] ---**
with those mean eyes you got from your mom.
**[08:47] Subaru**
Nothing about me has changed!
**[08:50] Subaru**
That's how I want it, and that's how I'll—
**[08:55] Kenichi**
Hey, you look like you're really in pain!
**[08:58] Kenichi**
Are you okay?
**[09:02] Kenichi**
Subaru...
**[09:07] Emilia**
It's been rough, hasn't it?
**[09:26] Emilia**
Thank you, Subaru.
**[09:29] Subaru**
*Who are you?*
**[09:30] Emilia**
For saving me.
**[09:32] Subaru**
*What?*
**[09:33] Subaru**
*What? What? What's going on?*
**[09:35] Emilia**
Subaru...
**[09:35] Subaru**
*Who are you? Who are you? Who are you?*
**[09:38] Emilia**
May the blessing of the spirits be with you.
**[09:38] Subaru**
*Who are you? Who are you? Who are you?*
**[09:45] Emilia**
I think you're much more amazing than me.
**[09:51] Emilia**
Why do you always save me?
**[10:08] Subaru**
Sorry. I'm fine now.
**[10:11] Kenichi**
Really? Well, as long as you feel better.
**[10:14] Kenichi**
But don't worry me so much, you hear?
**[10:16] Subaru**
Sure. Sorry.
**[10:20] Subaru**
And... about what you asked me...
**[10:26] Subaru**
There is a girl I like.
**[10:29] Subaru**
So... I'll be okay now.
**[10:40] Subaru**
I remember everything now.
**[10:42] Subaru**
What I was so freaked out about,
and why I was cowering in fear.
**[10:47] Subaru**
No, that's not right. I already knew all of it.
**[10:51] Subaru**
I knew, but I was pretending
I didn't see it.
**[10:55] Subaru**
I wanted you and Mom to call out my weakness,
since I was the only one in pain.
**[11:02] Subaru**
To tell me I'm an unbelievably
small person,
**[11:05] ---**
an idiot who's never good enough,
**[11:06] Subaru**
and a self-righteous scumbag.
**[11:08] Subaru**
I wanted you both to beat that
into me and make me give up.
**[11:13] Subaru**
I've always had this way of somehow managing
to squeak through anything, you know?
**[11:19] Subaru**
Like in schoolwork and sports.
**[11:25] People**
*You're definitely his kid!*
**[11:28] Subaru**
But... I don't know when it started...
**[11:31] Subaru**
But I was no longer the best at
things I used to be the best at.
**[11:36] Subaru**
What used to be my "best"
grew smaller and smaller.
**[11:42] Subaru**
I started thinking that it all made no sense.
**[11:46] Subaru**
Working my hardest at school seemed stupid.
**[11:49] Subaru**
And why is being a fast runner
something to brag about?
**[11:52] Subaru**
Making everyone laugh seemed way cooler to me,
**[11:56] Subaru**
and I was way better at it.
**[11:58] People**
*You're definitely his kid!*
**[12:01] Subaru**
But if I kept that up, it became apparent
**[12:04] Subaru**
that I'd always have to do
something bigger the next time.
**[12:07] Subaru**
I didn't want people to think I was boring.
**[12:10] Subaru**
I thought I could do anything.
**[12:13] Subaru**
I made everyone think I *would* do anything.
**[12:16] Subaru**
And so the things I did got dumber and dumber.
**[12:20] Subaru**
I was just out of control,
not thinking about anything.
**[12:27] Subaru**
I knew they were a bunch of idiots.
**[12:30] Subaru**
I wanted them to think
**[12:31] Subaru**
that they couldn't have this much
fun if they weren't with me.
**[12:34] Subaru**
That they could regret whatever they wanted,
**[12:36] Subaru**
as long as we spent the boring times
doing pointless crap for fun.
**[12:39] Subaru**
I decided I would set my sights higher.
**[12:46] Subaru**
But the next thing I knew,
I was looking around...
**[12:50] Subaru**
And there was no one left but me.
**[12:55] Subaru**
That's when I finally realized
**[13:00] Subaru**
that there was nothing special about me at all.
**[13:16] People**
You're definitely his kid!
**[13:25] Subaru**
From then on, I just spent all
my time trying not to stand out.
**[13:31] Subaru**
That's how I got through middle school,
**[13:34] Subaru**
then when I got into high school...
**[13:38] Subaru**
I gotta say, I really blew
my high school debut.
**[13:41] Subaru**
But it was bound to happen.
**[13:43] Subaru**
I'd never had any real
relationships up to that point.
**[13:47] Subaru**
High school wasn't gonna be any better.
**[13:51] Subaru**
And then it occurred to me...
**[13:55] Subaru**
I just... didn't want to go to school.
**[14:02] Subaru**
It all just snowballed from there.
**[14:05] Subaru**
One day a week of skipping school
turned into one in every three days,
**[14:08] Subaru**
then every other day...
**[14:11] Subaru**
It didn't take even three months
before I stopped going at all.
**[14:17] Subaru**
But no matter how pathetic I was,
you and Mom still treated me
**[14:23] Subaru**
the same as always.
**[14:25] Subaru**
That's what scared me most of all.
**[14:28] Subaru**
I wanted you to say, "I don't love you."
**[14:31] Subaru**
"I despise you."
**[14:33] Subaru**
"You're not my son."
**[14:37] Subaru**
I wanted you to tell me that and throw me out.
**[14:41] Subaru**
I wanted you to make me give up.
**[14:47] Subaru**
But...
**[14:48] Rem**
*It is easy to give up.*
**[14:51] Rem**
*But it doesn't suit you.*
**[14:58] Rem**
I love you, Subaru-kun.
**[15:03] Rem**
Let's start here,
**[15:05] Rem**
from square one.
**[15:07] Rem**
No...
**[15:08] Rem**
From zero!
**[15:10] Rem**
Right!
**[15:11] Rem**
My hero is the greatest in the world!
**[15:19] Kenichi**
Subaru...
**[15:25] Kenichi**
Father Headbutt!
**[15:28] Kenichi**
See that, Subaru? That was my
most loving Father Headbutt,
**[15:32] Kenichi**
packed with all my rage!
**[15:32] Subaru**
That was an axe kick!
Nothing about that was a headbutt!
**[15:35] Kenichi**
My leg goes up pretty high, huh?
**[15:38] Kenichi**
But you know, you're pretty dumb, aren't ya?
**[15:41] Subaru**
H-Huh?
**[15:42] Kenichi**
A lot about what you said bothers me,
but you know what's the worst?
**[15:46] Kenichi**
You wanted me to hate you,
**[15:47] ---**
so you tried to achieve that by
playing hooky? Are you dumb?!
**[15:50] Kenichi**
And if you want to get me to throw
you out, pick a more active method!
**[15:53] Kenichi**
Who would ditch their own kid just
because he retreated into his shell?!
**[15:57] Kenichi**
You're so twisted, you're on the
fast track to being an idiot!
**[15:59] Kenichi**
I'd be glad to set you straight
by force if you want...
**[16:04] Kenichi**
But it looks like you've already
been knocked down
**[16:06] ---**
and stood yourself back up, so there's no need.
**[16:13] Subaru**
Remember what I said? I found a girl I like.
**[16:17] Subaru**
Plus, there's a girl who said she
loved me, despite the way I am.
**[16:23] Subaru**
And neither one of them knows
I'm the son of Natsuki Kenichi.
**[16:29] Subaru**
In their eyes, I'm just Natsuki Subaru.
**[16:33] Subaru**
No, in all of their eyes...
**[16:37] Subaru**
I was Natsuki Subaru.
**[16:40] Subaru**
I finally figured that out.
**[16:42] Kenichi**
Well, it took you long enough.
**[16:45] Kenichi**
You're just now coming around
to saying all this?
**[16:47] ---**
I should whack you.
**[16:48] Subaru**
You just whacked my skull
with your heel a second ago!
**[16:51] Kenichi**
Sorry about that.
**[16:53] Kenichi**
Still, this was my fault for not realizing
that you thought so highly of your awesome dad.
**[16:59] Kenichi**
Sorry I was just too big a part of your life!
**[17:02] Subaru**
I *really* don't want to admit
that's true, even though it is!
**[17:05] Kenichi**
But that took a little of the
weight off my shoulders.
**[17:09] Kenichi**
Now all that's left to talk about is
the future. We've only just begun.
**[17:12] Subaru**
Oh, sure. Um, sorry for putting you through—
**[17:15] Kenichi**
If you feel sorry, all you gotta do
**[17:18] Kenichi**
is take your time making it up to us.
**[17:22] Kenichi**
Take good care of your mom
and me when we're old,
**[17:28] Kenichi**
my eldest son.
**[17:40] Subaru**
I-I'm sorry.
**[17:43] Kenichi**
Subaru?
**[17:44] Subaru**
I'm sorry.
**[17:45] Subaru**
I... I...
**[17:49] Subaru**
I... can't...
**[17:50] Subaru**
I-I'm sorry.
**[17:54] Subaru**
I won't be able to make anything up to
you before... I never see you again.
**[18:00] Subaru**
I'm sorry.
**[18:01] Subaru**
I-I'm sorry, I'm sorry...
**[18:04] Subaru**
I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry.
**[18:08] Subaru**
I'm so sorry!
**[18:09] Kenichi**
No matter how much time passes,
you're still such a handful, son.
**[18:13] Kenichi**
Sheesh.
**[18:23] Kenichi**
I still feel like walking a little more,
**[18:26] Kenichi**
so I'm going to take the long way home.
**[18:29] Subaru**
Okay. I'll head home myself, then.
**[18:37] Kenichi**
Hey, Subaru...
**[18:39] Kenichi**
I'm sure you have a lot going on, too,
**[18:42] Kenichi**
so there's only one thing I want to say.
**[18:46] Kenichi**
Give it your all!
**[18:48] Kenichi**
I'm expecting the best from you, son.
**[18:51] Subaru**
Yeah. You can count on me, Dad.
**[18:56] Subaru**
My name is Natsuki Subaru,
**[18:58] Subaru**
son of Natsuki Kenichi!
**[19:01] Subaru**
So I can do anything,
and I *will* do anything!
**[19:05] Subaru**
'Cause your son's just that awesome!
**[19:08] Kenichi**
I know that. You're half me, after all.
**[19:24] Subaru**
The student Natsuki Subaru is complete.
**[19:27] Subaru**
What's it been, about three months?
**[19:39] Nahoko**
Oh? Are you nervous?
**[19:42] Nahoko**
Want to eat some mayonnaise with me?
***SIGN*** Su
**[19:45] Subaru**
I'm not in the mood right now.
**[19:47] Nahoko**
I guess not.
**[19:49] Nahoko**
You don't actually like mayonnaise
that much, after all.
**[19:53] Subaru**
Huh?
**[19:54] Nahoko**
Your dad and I both like it, so you
were just sharing it with us.
**[19:59] Subaru**
Wh-What gives you that—
**[20:01] Nahoko**
Then which would you choose:
the world or mayonnaise?
**[20:05] Subaru**
The world, obviously!
**[20:06] Nahoko**
You see?
**[20:07] Subaru**
Why do you look so self-satisfied?!
**[20:09] Subaru**
Anyone who picks mayonnaise doesn't
do it because they like mayonnaise!
**[20:12] ---**
They just hate the world!
**[20:15] Nahoko**
That's true.
**[20:17] Subaru**
Well, I'm gonna head out.
**[20:20] Nahoko**
You're leaving for school now?
**[20:22] Nahoko**
I'm glad, but... won't that
draw some negative attention?
**[20:26] Nahoko**
Why not put off until tomorrow
what can wait until tomorrow?
**[20:28] Subaru**
Your son finally found the motivation
to do something! Don't ruin this!
**[20:32] Subaru**
I'm already too hard on everyone
else and easy on me as it is!
**[20:35] Nahoko**
Well, if you really were like that,
**[20:38] Nahoko**
it would've meant a lot less trouble for me.
**[20:48] Subaru**
And why are you following me?!
**[20:51] Subaru**
Walking to school with my
mom when I'm trying to
**[20:54] ---**
get over being a shut-in is
worse than a game penalty!
**[20:56] Nahoko**
I'm not going all the way to school.
**[20:58] Nahoko**
Just to the convenience store.
**[21:01] Nahoko**
It's been a long time since you
and I walked together, hasn't it?
**[21:05] Subaru**
Has it?
**[21:07] Nahoko**
What did you and your dad talk about?
**[21:09] Subaru**
Nothing special.
**[21:11] Subaru**
Just reliving the past and stuff.
**[21:13] Nahoko**
Hmm...
**[21:15] Nahoko**
And reliving the past made
you want to go to school?
**[21:18] Subaru**
Well, I guess you could say that.
**[21:21] Subaru**
It gave me a chance to look
back on some things, so...
**[21:24] Nahoko**
So you've given up on trying to be just
like your father in everything?
**[21:31] Nahoko**
You were always a hard worker,
**[21:33] Nahoko**
and you could do a lot of
things with minimal effort.
**[21:36] Nahoko**
Since your dad was so blindly
into lots of different things,
**[21:38] Nahoko**
you had quite a few opportunities.
**[21:41] Nahoko**
Exhausting, isn't it?
**[21:43] Subaru**
Mom, just how much do you...
**[21:49] Nahoko**
You know, Subaru,
**[21:51] Nahoko**
parents watch their kids much
more closely than they realize.
**[21:56] Nahoko**
I'm always watching you, too, Subaru.
**[22:00] Nahoko**
I gave you a suppository
once when you were little,
**[22:04] Nahoko**
so I've even seen your butthole.
**[22:06] Subaru**
Um, sorry, but this was a
nice conversation up until now.
**[22:09] Subaru**
You don't have to say *everything* you think.
**[22:11] Nahoko**
The mayonnaise, too, and your
reasons for not going to school...
**[22:15] Nahoko**
If there was anything I could have
done for you, I gladly would have,
**[22:20] Nahoko**
but it seemed like nothing
I tried would have worked out.
**[22:25] Nahoko**
But...
**[22:26] Nahoko**
Someone who isn't me or your father
did something for you, didn't they?
**[22:32] Nahoko**
I think that's a wonderful thing.
**[22:35] Nahoko**
We should be grateful to them.
**[22:39] Subaru**
Yeah, that's right.
**[22:42] Subaru**
That's why I'm able to walk this path right now.
**[22:44] Subaru**
They're really good people.
**[22:47] Subaru**
I don't deserve them.
**[22:48] Nahoko**
But you won't give them to anyone else, right?
**[22:51] Subaru**
You better believe it!
**[22:53] Subaru**
It's not about whether I'm
good enough for them or not.
**[22:56] Subaru**
If I had to give them away, I'd make them mine,
even if I don't deserve them!
**[23:00] Subaru**
I'd just make myself worthy of them after.
**[23:03] Nahoko**
Uh-huh...
**[23:06] Nahoko**
You're definitely his kid.
**[23:14] Subaru**
Am I... doing all right?
**[23:19] Subaru**
Am I living up to the expectations for his kid?
**[23:24] Nahoko**
You don't have to worry.
**[23:26] Nahoko**
Half of you is me, after all.
**[23:31] Nahoko**
So if you become even half as cool as
your dad, you've filled your quota.
**[23:36] Nahoko**
Get half as cool as your dad,
**[23:40] Nahoko**
and the other half can just be Subaru.
**[23:45] Nahoko**
That means you can just do
your best in your own way.
**[23:50] Nahoko**
At least, that's what I think.
**[23:54] Subaru**
In my own way... huh?
**[23:57] Nahoko**
That's right.
**[23:58] Nahoko**
You can want to be like your mom and dad
**[24:01] Nahoko**
as you become Subaru.
**[24:05] Nahoko**
Well, I'm heading this way.
Will you be okay on your own?
**[24:09] Subaru**
I'll be fine.
**[24:11] Nahoko**
I see.
**[24:13] Nahoko**
Well, give it your all, then.
**[24:24] Subaru**
Mom!
**[24:27] Subaru**
There's something I need to do!
**[24:30] Subaru**
So... I won't see you for a long time!
**[24:33] Subaru**
It's kinda far away... so I don't
think I'll be able to keep in touch!
**[24:37] Subaru**
But no matter where I am...
**[24:40] Subaru**
I'll be thinking of you guys!
**[24:44] Subaru**
And I'll never... forget you.
**[24:47] Nahoko**
Subaru...
**[24:48] Subaru**
I'll never not want to be your kid anymore...
**[24:53] Subaru**
And I don't want to do anything
that would make me hate myself!
**[24:59] Nahoko**
Subaru...
**[25:01] Nahoko**
It's okay.
**[25:04] Nahoko**
I know what you're trying to say.
**[25:09] Subaru**
You... do?
**[25:12] ---**
How?
**[25:13] Nahoko**
Well, because I'm your mother, of course.
**[25:29] Subaru**
I'm sorry, Mom.
**[25:32] Subaru**
I was... never able to do anything
for you guys, and now...
**[25:37] Nahoko**
We didn't have you because we wanted
you to do something for us.
**[25:42] Nahoko**
We had you because we wanted
to do something for *you*.
**[25:46] Subaru**
I'm... I'm acting like a little kid...
**[25:50] Subaru**
Pathetic...
**[25:51] Nahoko**
There's nothing wrong with crying.
**[25:54] Nahoko**
You can cry all you want.
**[25:56] Nahoko**
As long as you can smile when
you're done, everything will be fine.
**[26:00] Nahoko**
What matters isn't how you start
or what happens in the middle.
**[26:04] Nahoko**
It's how it ends.
**[26:09] Subaru**
You mean as long as things turn out
okay in the end, nothing else matters?
**[26:13] Nahoko**
That's not how I meant for you to take it.
**[26:17] Nahoko**
It's a homework assignment from me.
**[26:25] Subaru**
Well... I'm going, then.
**[26:37] Nahoko**
Oh, that's right!
**[26:39] Nahoko**
Subaru, Subaru! I almost forgot!
**[26:45] Nahoko**
Take care.
**[26:57] Nahoko**
Take care.
**[27:19] Subaru**
I will!
**[27:34] Subaru**
Okay.
**[27:42] Echidna**
You arrived much earlier than I expected.
**[27:46] Echidna**
Welcome.
**[27:48] Echidna**
So you've had some time to confront your past.
**[27:51] Echidna**
What did it do for you?
***SIGN*** Parent and Child
**[28:03] ---**
# E30 - A Step Forward
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/GR5P5QMDR/a-step-forward)
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**[00:03] Subaru**
First off, there's something
I'd like to say.
**[00:09] Subaru**
You look pretty good in that uniform.
***SIGN*** If it's
***SIGN*** to save you
***SIGN*** I don't care
***SIGN*** how many times
***SIGN*** I die
**[01:46] Echidna**
Why, thank you!
**[01:47] Echidna**
Hearing you say that tells me that recreating
it from your memories was worthwhile.
**[01:53] Subaru**
So what is this place?
**[01:55] Echidna**
As one who is qualified,
you entered the graveyard.
**[01:58] Echidna**
Thus the trial began.
**[02:00] Echidna**
That's all there is to it.
**[02:01] Echidna**
Didn't you hear me say, "First,
you need to face your own past"?
**[02:05] Subaru**
I'm gradually starting to remember.
**[02:08] Subaru**
What did you do to me?
**[02:10] Subaru**
I had completely forgotten about you.
**[02:13] Echidna**
It was quicker to meddle with your memories
**[02:15] Echidna**
than it would've been to trust
that you could keep a secret.
**[02:18] Subaru**
And? Did I pass the trial?
**[02:23] Echidna**
Having seen every moment of it,
**[02:26] Echidna**
I think the result you
achieved was more than suitable.
**[02:28] Subaru**
Every moment? Wait, you—
**[02:31] Echidna**
"I'm so sorry!"
**[02:34] Echidna**
When you said that, even I teared up a bit.
**[02:37] Subaru**
Shut up! Don't tell anyone
about that! It's too embarrassing!
**[02:40] Subaru**
Anyway, so this world is actually...
**[02:43] Echidna**
Yes, that's right.
**[02:45] Echidna**
It's a fabricated world
**[02:47] Echidna**
that I recreated with utmost
faithfulness to your memories.
**[02:50] Echidna**
Everything, including your parents. Understand?
**[02:55] Subaru**
You fabricated all that? Really?
**[02:57] Subaru**
But some stuff was mentioned
that even I didn't know.
**[02:59] Echidna**
Are you sure you didn't know?
**[03:03] Echidna**
Did you never once entertain
the thought of your father
**[03:06] Echidna**
being different in any way
from what you'd pictured?
**[03:11] Echidna**
Did you really think you could
hide the parts of your heart
**[03:14] Echidna**
that you thought no one knew about?
**[03:17] Echidna**
The desire to have them know,
so you'd feel less burdened...
**[03:19] Echidna**
The selfish wish that they'd still
love you, even if they knew...
**[03:23] Echidna**
Can you state with certainty that
you did not seek any of that
**[03:27] Echidna**
from your imaginary parents?
**[03:29] Echidna**
That would be far too idealistic,
not to mention convenient.
**[03:33] Echidna**
Don't you agree?
**[03:37] Subaru**
Don't make fun of my parents, Echidna.
**[03:41] Echidna**
What?
**[03:42] Subaru**
I gave all of my answers,
**[03:44] Subaru**
and both my mom and my dad accepted them.
**[03:47] Subaru**
They told me to give it
my all, and to take care.
**[03:53] Subaru**
Their voices, their smiles,
and everything else
**[03:56] Subaru**
shattered what I had imagined.
**[03:58] Subaru**
My parents are too big to even
fit in my puny imagination!
**[04:03] Subaru**
Don't underestimate them!
**[04:06] Subaru**
I told them everything I wanted to say.
**[04:08] Subaru**
I'm not gonna let anything
you say sidetrack me.
**[04:15] Echidna**
This trial is over, in the truest sense.
**[04:18] Echidna**
I look forward to seeing how
you handle the next question.
**[04:21] Subaru**
Wait, "next question"?
**[04:22] Subaru**
What does that mean?
There's more than one trial?!
**[04:25] Echidna**
There are three graveyard trials in total.
**[04:27] Echidna**
You must pass all of them
to set the Sanctuary free.
**[04:30] Echidna**
I'm so glad I finally got to tell you this!
**[04:34] Echidna**
Seeing you so surprised makes my heart leap.
**[04:38] Echidna**
It's already starting to disappear.
**[04:41] Echidna**
If you go outside,
**[04:42] ---**
you should find yourself back in the graveyard.
**[04:45] Subaru**
Hey, Echidna...
**[04:47] Echidna**
What is it? You want me to let you hit me?
**[04:50] Echidna**
You do have that right, it's true.
**[04:53] Echidna**
But I'm a girl. My face is—
**[04:55] Subaru**
Thanks.
**[04:58] Subaru**
Even if they weren't real...
**[05:01] Subaru**
Even if I didn't get to say
it to my real parents...
**[05:04] Subaru**
It's thanks to you that I got
to say what I wanted to say.
**[05:07] Subaru**
So...
**[05:09] Subaru**
Thanks.
**[05:12] Echidna**
You are a very intriguing human.
**[05:14] ---**
I just can't comprehend you.
**[05:16] Echidna**
It actually frightens me.
**[05:18] Subaru**
It's an honor to know I can frighten a witch.
**[05:27] Subaru**
Oh, yeah.
**[05:28] Subaru**
It sounded like you really want
me to go through the next trial,
**[05:33] Subaru**
but I can't grant that wish for you.
**[05:36] Echidna**
Meaning?
**[05:38] Subaru**
I'm not the one who'll pass the
trials and set the Sanctuary free.
**[05:43] Subaru**
Someone else is gonna grant that wish for you.
**[05:48] Echidna**
Is that so? I wonder...
**[06:01] Subaru**
Where...
**[06:03] Subaru**
Oh, right. I went through the trial.
**[06:10] Subaru**
Emilia!
**[06:18] Subaru**
Emilia?! Hey, hang in there!
**[06:21] Subaru**
Emilia! Emilia!
**[06:24] Emilia**
Subaru?
**[06:26] Emilia**
Right... I was undergoing
the trial... and...
**[06:37] Subaru**
Emilia?
**[06:39] Emilia**
I-I'm... It wasn't me!
**[06:42] Subaru**
Huh?
**[06:43] Emilia**
It wasn't! And yet...
**[06:46] Emilia**
I keep telling you it wasn't me, and yet...
**[06:48] Subaru**
Hey, calm down!
**[06:50] Subaru**
Look at me, Emilia!
**[06:52] Emilia**
No! Don't look at me like that!
**[06:54] Emilia**
No! No!
**[06:56] Emilia**
It wasn't me!
**[06:56] Subaru**
It's okay! Come on, it's okay!
**[06:58] Emilia**
...me all alone...
**[06:58] Subaru**
I'm with you! I'm here!
**[07:00] Subaru**
I won't leave you alone!
**[07:02] Subaru**
It's okay!
**[07:04] Emilia**
Father...
**[07:06] Emilia**
Help me!
**[07:08] Emilia**
Puck...
**[07:09] Emilia**
Puck!
**[07:15] Ram**
She's finally calmed down,
and is resting now.
**[07:19] Ram**
The aroma hypnosis will prevent any nightmares.
**[07:23] Subaru**
Sorry to put you through the trouble.
**[07:25] Ram**
I didn't do it for you.
**[07:27] Ram**
Still, the Sanctuary is even
farther from being set free now.
**[07:31] Otto**
Um, may I say something?
**[07:34] Subaru**
What's up, Otto?
**[07:35] Otto**
It might be possible to get
everyone outside the barrier
**[07:38] Otto**
without doing the trial and
freeing the Sanctuary.
**[07:41] Garfiel**
Huh? What're you talkin' about?
**[07:42] Garfiel**
There's no way in hell.
**[07:44] Otto**
Just hear me out.
**[07:46] Otto**
I know that anyone of mixed blood who
touches the barrier loses consciousness.
**[07:50] Otto**
I saw it with my own eyes.
**[07:52] Otto**
So...
**[07:55] Otto**
Why don't those of us
**[07:57] Otto**
who aren't affected by the barrier
carry the others through it
**[08:00] Otto**
while they're unconscious?
**[08:03] Subaru**
I get it! That way, we could get everyone—
**[08:06] Ryuzu**
An amusing idea, but one you
would be better off not trying.
**[08:10] Ryuzu**
I would rather not become
an empty shell of a soul.
**[08:20] Subaru**
You're that girl from—
**[08:22] Subaru**
Ow, ow, ow!
**[08:23] Ram**
Barusu, here's your tea.
**[08:24] Subaru**
Tea, my ass! That's hot!
You're gonna burn my cheek off!
**[08:27] Subaru**
I didn't know what was going on!
**[08:28] Ram**
So dramatic. What a pathetic
excuse for a man.
**[08:32] Ram**
Avoid making any unnecessary comments.
**[08:35] Garfiel**
Ram, get me some tea, too.
**[08:37] Ram**
It's coarse tea.
**[08:39] Garfiel**
Don't you usually talk more humble-like?
**[08:41] Ram**
I just brewed some leaves I picked up.
**[08:43] Ram**
Show your gratitude to me for making it
by drinking every last drop.
**[08:48] Ryuzu**
I heard you had brought in more
people from outside, Young Gar.
**[08:53] Ryuzu**
What a noisy boy he is.
**[08:55] Otto**
Um... And you are...
**[08:58] Ryuzu**
I am Ryuzu Bilma.
**[09:00] Ryuzu**
It is my duty, you might say,
to represent this community,
**[09:04] Ryuzu**
though I am old and frail, as you can see.
**[09:07] Subaru**
As we can see?
**[09:09] ---**
So you're what they call a loli hag?
**[09:11] Subaru**
I figured I'd meet one eventually,
**[09:12] ---**
but you really fit the stereotype.
**[09:14] Ryuzu**
How dare you call me an old woman
when we've only just met.
**[09:17] Ryuzu**
Well, no matter.
**[09:19] Ryuzu**
And you are Barusu... which makes you Young Su.
**[09:23] Subaru**
Young Su?
**[09:24] Otto**
So, Ryuzu-san, what makes
you say my idea won't work?
**[09:29] Otto**
Something about an "empty shell of a soul"?
**[09:31] Ryuzu**
Have you not heard?
**[09:33] Ryuzu**
When one of mixed blood touches the barrier,
**[09:35] ---**
it takes away their consciousness.
**[09:36] Ryuzu**
More specifically, it repels their soul.
**[09:40] Otto**
Repels their soul? Uh...
**[09:43] Subaru**
So when a mixed-blood tries to force
their way through the barrier,
**[09:47] Subaru**
their soul is separated from their body,
**[09:49] Subaru**
and only their soul remains inside
the barrier, leaving an empty shell, right?
**[09:56] Ryuzu**
Ah, you do catch on quickly.
**[09:59] Ryuzu**
That is the gist of it, yes.
**[10:01] Ryuzu**
When a body without a soul exits the barrier,
**[10:05] Ryuzu**
it is, in other words, dead.
**[10:08] Otto**
Dead?
**[10:11] Garfiel**
This tea's gross!
**[10:13] Garfiel**
It tastes like grass!
**[10:15] Subaru**
Did you actually make it with grass?
**[10:18] Subaru**
Still, if the qualification to undergo
the trial is having mixed blood,
**[10:23] Subaru**
doesn't that mean you or Garfiel
could do it if you wanted to?
**[10:27] Ryuzu**
If we are speaking only of making the attempt,
it stands to reason that we could.
**[10:30] Ryuzu**
But we cannot free the Sanctuary.
**[10:34] Ryuzu**
That is the contract that
has been handed down
**[10:36] Ryuzu**
among us residents of the
Sanctuary for generations.
**[10:48] Emilia**
Subaru?
**[10:50] Subaru**
Morning, Emilia-tan.
**[10:52] ---**
Did you sleep well?
**[10:53] Emilia**
Morning...
**[10:55] Emilia**
Did you stay with me all night?
**[10:57] Subaru**
I wouldn't have been able to
sleep in my room, anyway.
**[11:00] Subaru**
Otto talks in his sleep, you know.
**[11:04] Emilia**
I'm sorry about yesterday.
**[11:06] Emilia**
I really lost my composure in the graveyard.
**[11:10] Subaru**
Oh, don't worry about it.
**[11:12] Subaru**
More importantly...
**[11:20] Emilia**
I-It's not like that!
**[11:22] Emilia**
What? That's funny... Why did I...
**[11:25] Subaru**
Are you finally getting assertive enough
to reach out for me subconsciously?!
**[11:28] Emilia**
No, no, it's not like that at all!
**[11:30] Emilia**
I think I just wasn't thinking...
**[11:31] Subaru**
You denied that so fast! And you
"weren't thinking"? Really?!
**[11:34] Emilia**
I mean...
**[11:37] Subaru**
As long as you can smile, it's all right.
**[11:39] Subaru**
You can undergo the trial again tonight.
**[11:45] Emilia**
Again... tonight...
**[11:52] Ram**
I need to tell you something, Barusu.
**[11:55] Ram**
Not all of the residents are in favor
of setting the Sanctuary free.
**[12:00] Subaru**
What do you mean?
**[12:02] Ram**
Only the heavy-handed people like Garf,
led by Ryuzu-sama, are pushing for its freedom.
**[12:09] Ram**
There is a conservative faction that
doesn't want the Sanctuary to be freed.
**[12:13] Subaru**
There are people who don't want it set free?
**[12:16] Ram**
The conservatives believe that having
minimal interaction with outsiders is ideal.
**[12:21] Ram**
In their opinion, destroying that
will cause nothing but trouble.
**[12:26] Subaru**
I get Garfiel, but they
don't even trust Ryuzu-san?
**[12:30] Ram**
Or Frederica, either.
**[12:37] Ram**
It was Frederica who gave
Emilia-sama the glowing stone.
**[12:40] Subaru**
So you think Frederica started this whole thing?
**[12:44] Ram**
Circumstantial evidence suggests that
Frederica has some plan in mind.
**[12:50] Ram**
As it is, Emilia-sama escaped
disaster by a hair's breadth,
**[12:54] Ram**
thanks to your noble...
**[12:56] ---**
your relatively noble sacrifice.
**[12:58] Subaru**
You didn't have to amend that.
**[12:59] Subaru**
I mean, I didn't sacrifice myself,
so you can amend *that*, but...
**[13:03] Ram**
Just be careful, Barusu.
**[13:05] Ram**
To the ones who oppose
setting the Sanctuary free,
**[13:08] Ram**
the best way to assure they get what
they want is to harm Emilia-sama.
**[13:13] Ram**
You never know who might be your enemy.
**[13:15] Ram**
Be alert at all times.
**[13:35] Garfiel**
C'mon, Ram, join us.
**[13:38] Garfiel**
The hell? You're no fun.
**[13:40] Subaru**
Do you like Ram or something?
**[13:43] Garfiel**
Well, she's hot, ain't she?
**[13:45] Garfiel**
Nothin' unusual about a guy bein'
attracted to a strong, capable girl.
**[13:50] Garfiel**
I hope it works out better this time.
**[13:53] Garfiel**
We don't want a short nap for a morolok to
be a whole day's sleep for the rest of us.
**[13:58] Subaru**
Is there something you want to do
after getting out of the barrier?
**[14:02] Garfiel**
Well, that came outta nowhere.
**[14:05] Garfiel**
What do I wanna do once I'm outside?
**[14:07] Garfiel**
A guy who can come and go as he pleases
**[14:09] ---**
wouldn't have a clue how the old hag and I feel.
**[14:13] Subaru**
What about Frederica?
**[14:16] Garfiel**
Huh?
**[14:17] Subaru**
What does Frederica think
about the Sanctuary?
**[14:20] Garfiel**
Didn't she tell you a damn thing?
**[14:23] Subaru**
She only said she couldn't
explain it to me in detail.
**[14:26] Subaru**
All she told me about you was your name,
**[14:29] ---**
because of some oath.
**[14:31] Garfiel**
Oath, my ass.
**[14:33] Garfiel**
Hah! Talk about a handy excuse.
**[14:35] Garfiel**
Sounds just like her damn master.
**[14:37] Subaru**
Are you and Frederica not
even that close at all?
**[14:40] Garfiel**
If you're askin' whether we get along or not,
**[14:43] Garfiel**
nope, we don't.
**[14:44] Garfiel**
Anyway, when you were in the
graveyard yesterday, didn't you—
**[14:54] Subaru**
Emilia!
**[14:58] Emilia**
I'm sorry! I... I...
**[15:01] Emilia**
...again...
**[15:04] Roswaal**
I see. That is unfortunate.
**[15:07] Roswaal**
Still, just learning that you cannot lose
your right to undergo the trial is something.
**[15:13] Subaru**
Well? What did you call me in here
without Emilia to talk about?
**[15:17] Roswaal**
Just a bit of conspiracy.
**[15:20] Roswaal**
I am not so big-hearted that I would
invite one who cannot be trusted.
**[15:26] Subaru**
Can't be trusted? Are you
talking about Emilia?
**[15:29] Subaru**
What the heck are you—
**[15:30] Roswaal**
Be calm, Subaru-kun.
**[15:33] Roswaal**
I would like you to continue to help and
support Emilia-sama as you always have.
**[15:37] Subaru**
You don't have to ask me to do that.
**[15:40] Subaru**
But what are you going to do?
**[15:42] Roswaal**
The same, naturally.
**[15:44] Roswaal**
I will give my utmost to help
Emilia-sama win the royal selection.
**[15:48] Roswaal**
What I mean to say is that
we are partners in crime.
**[15:51] Subaru**
Shouldn't you just say we're partners?
**[15:53] Subaru**
You keep contradicting yourself.
**[15:56] Roswaal**
Oh? And what might that—
**[15:59] Subaru**
Quit playing dumb!
**[16:00] Subaru**
Everyone knew the Witch's Cult
would start causing trouble
**[16:03] Subaru**
when Emilia's participation
was announced to the public!
**[16:06] Subaru**
And what the hell were you doing?!
**[16:08] Subaru**
You hid information about the
Witch's Cult from Emilia, didn't you?!
**[16:11] Subaru**
Emilia didn't know anything!
**[16:13] Subaru**
If she had, everything would've been different!
**[16:16] Subaru**
And if it had...
**[16:19] Subaru**
that wouldn't have...
**[16:22] Subaru**
You should've been there.
**[16:25] Subaru**
If you had been there,
that wouldn't have happened.
**[16:28] Subaru**
If you had been protecting everyone...
**[16:30] Roswaal**
But you fulfilled my role in my absence.
**[16:35] Roswaal**
As a knight, your performance
was commendable.
**[16:37] Subaru**
Who gives a—
**[16:39] Ram**
Calm down, Barusu.
**[16:41] Subaru**
Ram, you're okay with all this?!
**[16:43] Subaru**
You were left behind at the
mansion like a sacrificial pawn!
**[16:47] Ram**
I condone everything that Roswaal-sama did.
**[16:50] Ram**
No matter how I was treated, even if
I was cast aside, that wouldn't change.
**[16:56] Subaru**
Then you're fine with Rem being sacrificed
for a stupid reason like that?!
**[17:05] Ram**
I don't know who you're talking about,
**[17:08] Ram**
but the name of a stranger
means nothing to me.
**[17:14] Roswaal**
Why did I conceal information that
I should have disclosed to Emilia-sama?
**[17:19] Roswaal**
Why was I not present at the mansion
**[17:23] ---**
when the Witch's Cult was preparing to attack?
**[17:26] Roswaal**
There is but one answer to all these questions.
**[17:28] Roswaal**
To ensure that I would not have to
confront the Witch's Cult myself,
**[17:33] Roswaal**
I personally...
**[17:36] Roswaal**
led these events to happen.
**[17:40] Roswaal**
After all, if I had solved
the problem myself,
**[17:43] Roswaal**
there would be no way for Emilia-sama,
nor you, to claim any credit.
**[17:49] Roswaal**
It had a tremendous effect, did it not?
**[17:52] Roswaal**
The attitudes of the villagers
of Arlam toward Emilia-sama
**[17:54] Roswaal**
are drastically different than they
were before the Witch's Cult attacked.
**[17:59] Roswaal**
They now see her not as an incomprehensible
relative of the witch,
**[18:01] Roswaal**
but as one who contributed
to saving their lives.
**[18:05] Subaru**
Do you... have any idea what you're saying?!
**[18:10] Subaru**
That's only how it looks in hindsight!
**[18:12] Subaru**
Do you know how many people died
because you weren't there,
**[18:15] ---**
and didn't tell anyone anything?!
**[18:16] Roswaal**
I do express my condolences for all
those on our side who were lost.
**[18:20] Roswaal**
Or would you rather hear me apologize?
**[18:23] Subaru**
No! No! No! No! That's not it!
**[18:25] Subaru**
That's not what I want!
**[18:27] Subaru**
If I was still useless trash
that couldn't do anything,
**[18:29] Subaru**
what would you have done?!
**[18:31] Subaru**
If none of the villagers,
or Emilia, could've been saved—
**[18:34] Roswaal**
I had faith...
**[18:36] Roswaal**
in you.
**[18:38] Roswaal**
I trusted that you would do anything
in your power for Emilia-sama,
**[18:41] Roswaal**
give your best effort in establishing
an alliance with Crusch-sama,
**[18:44] Roswaal**
put your life on the line to
stop the Witch Cult's attack,
**[18:47] Roswaal**
and that you would complete all
of these tasks with excellence.
**[18:49] Subaru**
What the hell do you know about me?!
**[18:52] Subaru**
When I last saw you, I was absolute trash!
**[18:55] Subaru**
I only got a little less useless because
of all that happened after that!
**[18:59] Subaru**
And no one else even has any
idea what happened after that!
**[19:02] Subaru**
What made you believe in me?!
**[19:03] Roswaal**
It appears tonight's conversation
has reached its end.
**[19:07] Roswaal**
By the way, if you tell Emilia-sama
what we have discussed...
**[19:11] Subaru**
As if I could ever tell her!
**[19:13] Roswaal**
Even overcome by such outrage,
**[19:16] Roswaal**
deep down, you understand that
all is as it should be.
**[19:19] Roswaal**
That for the sake of her chances
in the royal selection,
**[19:21] Roswaal**
it would not do to create friction between
her and myself or the villagers.
**[19:27] Roswaal**
I knew you would make a fitting
partner in crime for me.
**[19:34] Emilia**
I'm sorry. I failed again.
**[19:37] Subaru**
You don't have to beat yourself up so much.
**[19:40] Subaru**
It looks like you can't lose your
right to undergo the trial,
**[19:42] Subaru**
so it all just depends on
your own feelings now.
**[19:46] Emilia**
My own feelings...
**[19:49] Subaru**
I can tell this has been hard on you.
**[19:51] Subaru**
But there's no point in freeing the
Sanctuary if you're not the one to do it...
**[19:56] Subaru**
I think.
**[19:58] Subaru**
Think you can try again...
to make that happen?
**[20:07] Emilia**
Subaru, you jerk.
**[20:08] Subaru**
Wait, why the sudden abuse?!
**[20:10] Emilia**
When you ask with such gentle eyes and words,
**[20:13] Emilia**
how could I say I can't do it?
**[20:16] Emilia**
I'm not very smart,
**[20:19] Emilia**
but I do know that this is my duty.
**[20:22] Emilia**
Don't spoil me. Just believe in me.
**[20:25] Emilia**
I mean, I know I'm probably not
very convincing right now—
**[20:29] subaru**
That's not true! I'll be waiting,
and believing in you!
**[20:34] Emilia**
Good. Thank you.
**[20:37] Emilia**
But I know I'll be causing trouble
for the people of Arlam.
**[20:41] Emilia**
That's the one thing I regret.
**[20:43] Subaru**
Oh, about that...
**[20:45] Subaru**
Would you mind leaving all that to me?
**[20:48] Emilia**
All right. I trust you.
**[20:52] Emilia**
I wouldn't start doubting
you now, after all this.
**[20:55] Emilia**
I trust you.
**[20:59] Otto**
Anyway, I'm impressed you were
able to convince Garfiel.
**[21:03] Subaru**
It took two whole days, though.
**[21:06] Subaru**
He understands that since Emilia
is already inside the barrier,
**[21:08] Subaru**
setting the people of Arlam Village
free won't cause any problems.
**[21:13] Otto**
I was sure he was the type that would
never listen to what we had to say.
**[21:19] Subaru**
For a trader, you're a pretty
lousy judge of character.
**[21:27] Ram**
That's quite an old-fashioned
good luck charm.
**[21:29] Subaru**
Petra gave it to me before we left.
**[21:32] Subaru**
Right after Frederica hired her as a new maid.
**[21:35] Ram**
Frederica would never do anything
mean to a new recruit.
**[21:39] Ram**
She would never be that fiendish.
**[21:41] Ram**
You don't need to worry about the girl.
**[21:44] Subaru**
Do you have faith in Frederica or not?
**[21:47] Subaru**
I can't tell.
**[21:48] Ram**
I don't know what she's planning,
**[21:50] Ram**
but Frederica is Frederica.
I have no doubt about that.
**[21:54] Ram**
Also, I have a message from Roswaal-sama.
**[21:59] Ram**
If you're worried about
having to face Frederica,
**[22:02] Ram**
turn to Beatrice-sama.
**[22:04] Ram**
And tell her this:
**[22:06] Ram**
"Roswaal said to ask the question."
**[22:09] Subaru**
Question?
**[22:10] Ram**
I don't know the details.
**[22:12] Ram**
But when Beatrice-sama hears those words,
**[22:15] ---**
everything will change.
**[22:17] Ram**
That's what Roswaal-sama said.
**[22:21] Emilia**
Subaru!
**[22:22] Subaru**
Hey.
**[22:24] Emilia**
Um... was I interrupting
your conversation with Ram?
**[22:27] Subaru**
Nah, no problem.
**[22:29] Subaru**
We weren't talking about anything important.
**[22:32] Subaru**
Besides, you take priority!
**[22:34] Emilia**
That makes me really happy,
**[22:36] Emilia**
but you should give priority
to the villagers right now.
**[22:39] Subaru**
Sure.
**[22:43] Emilia**
May the blessing of the spirits be with you.
**[22:50] Subaru**
Thanks for volunteering to take
us as far as the barrier.
**[22:54] Garfiel**
It's fine, man.
**[22:57] Garfiel**
Anyway, small fry...
**[22:59] Garfiel**
You went through a trial at
the graveyard, didn't you?
**[23:04] Garfiel**
You don't have to hide it.
**[23:06] Garfiel**
I can tell.
**[23:08] Subaru**
And what's the point in asking me this?
**[23:11] Garfiel**
It's simple.
**[23:12] Garfiel**
You can go through the trial
in Emilia-sama's place.
**[23:16] Subaru**
I can't! The precedent would—
**[23:18] Garfiel**
Is it really even necessary
to overcome your past?
**[23:24] Garfiel**
I watched Emilia-sama go through the trial.
**[23:27] Garfiel**
I saw how it broke her.
**[23:29] Garfiel**
And every time, she comes
back totally freaked out.
**[23:32] Garfiel**
I can't stand to watch it.
**[23:34] Subaru**
I have faith that Emilia can
make it through the trial.
**[23:38] Subaru**
So I—
**[23:39] Garfiel**
You can expect what you want from her.
**[23:41] Garfiel**
But does she really want to overcome her past?
**[23:45] Garfiel**
When she cries about how scared she is,
ain't that how she really feels?
**[23:49] Subaru**
How Emilia... really feels?
**[23:55] Subaru**
Does Emilia actually...
**[23:58] Garfiel**
Barrier's close now.
**[24:00] Garfiel**
This is as far as I can take ya.
**[24:04] Garfiel**
Take this.
**[24:07] Subaru**
This is...
**[24:09] Garfiel**
I'm not gonna tell you my reasons.
**[24:12] Garfiel**
But if you don't come back,
**[24:14] ---**
we're gonna be the ones suffering.
**[24:16] Garfiel**
Show it to Frederica if push comes to shove.
**[24:33] Subaru**
It's okay.
**[24:41] Subaru**
No one's here?
**[24:54] Subaru**
What's going on?
**[25:02] Subaru**
Rem... What about Rem?
**[25:15] Subaru**
Rem!
**[25:50] Elsa**
You promised, didn't you?
**[25:53] Elsa**
That you'd take good care of
your bowels until we met again.
***SIGN*** A Step Forward
# E31 - The Maiden's Gospel
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/GRJ053PVY/the-maidens-gospel)
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**[00:06] Subaru**
Did I just die?
**[00:11] Subaru**
Elsa... What was that woman
doing in the mansion?
**[00:17] Subaru**
This is... the graveyard?
**[00:19] Subaru**
So... right after the trial?
**[00:22] Subaru**
Or—
**[00:24] Subaru**
Emilia!
**[00:36] Emilia**
Subaru?
**[00:38] Subaru**
Yeah, that's right. It's me.
**[00:43] Emilia**
It wasn't me! It wasn't!
**[00:44] Subaru**
I know.
**[00:46] Subaru**
It's okay. Everything's okay.
**[00:50] Emilia**
Subaru...
**[01:00] Emilia**
I'm sorry.
**[01:02] Emilia**
I've finally calmed down.
**[01:03] Subaru**
Emilia...
**[01:04] Ram**
Are you feeling all right?
**[01:07] Emilia**
Yes... because Subaru was
there for me, I think.
**[01:11] Emilia**
We need to talk about the trial now.
**[01:15] Subaru**
Yeah... but I have a pretty
good idea of what it's about.
**[01:19] Subaru**
It showed you your past, right?
**[01:22] Otto**
Past?
**[01:24] Garfiel**
How the hell do you know
what happens in the trial?
**[01:27] Subaru**
You saw the ruins glowing, didn't you?
**[01:30] Subaru**
I was qualified to do it, too.
**[01:32] Subaru**
And...
**[01:34] Subaru**
I passed it.
**[01:38] Ryuzu**
Hmm... Young Su passed, eh?
**[01:41] Ram**
Assuming he's not joking,
that's quite an achievement.
**[01:43] Ram**
If it's true, we can remove the barrier.
**[01:46] Ram**
Garf, how does the barrier look now?
**[01:48] Garfiel**
No changes.
**[01:49] Ram**
So you lied. Drop dead.
**[01:51] Subaru**
You reached that conclusion too fast!
**[01:55] Subaru**
What's wrong, Garfiel?
**[01:57] Garfiel**
Not a damn thing's wrong.
**[02:01] Emilia**
Subaru...
**[02:02] Emilia**
If that's true, how...
**[02:04] Emilia**
What did you see?
**[02:07] Subaru**
I wouldn't say I "saw"...
More like I "realized."
**[02:10] Subaru**
It seems like there's not just
one of these sadistic trials.
**[02:15] Subaru**
There are three in total, apparently.
**[02:18] Emilia**
So... two more?
**[02:23] Subaru**
Emilia, I have a suggestion.
**[02:27] Subaru**
You might not like it, though.
**[02:30] Emilia**
A suggestion?
**[02:33] Subaru**
I could do the remaining trials in your place,
**[02:36] Subaru**
and pass them. That's my suggestion.
**[02:38] Subaru**
I want to be your strength.
**[02:40] Subaru**
I don't know what you saw in your past,
**[02:44] Subaru**
but if it made you cry so hard and
look like you were in such pain...
**[02:49] Subaru**
I want to lend you a hand.
**[02:50] Garfiel**
Hang on!
**[02:51] Garfiel**
You've just been sayin' whatever the
hell you want while we sit and listen,
**[02:55] Garfiel**
but I don't want anyone but the princess,
**[02:58] Garfiel**
Emilia-sama, bein' the one
to go through the trial.
**[03:01] Garfiel**
At the very least, you're the last person
I wanna see gettin' rid of the barrier!
**[03:08] Garfiel**
You can go through the trial
in Emilia-sama's place.
**[03:12] Subaru**
Wait, wait, wait!
**[03:14] Garfiel**
What? You're surprised that I'm against it?
**[03:17] Garfiel**
You're a real dumbass, ya know that?
**[03:19] Subaru**
No, I mean, why—
**[03:20] Emilia**
Subaru...
**[03:22] Emilia**
A-Are you saying you can't
trust me with this?
**[03:26] Subaru**
Huh?
**[03:27] Emilia**
Because you saw me failing.
**[03:30] Emilia**
So you want to do it instead?
**[03:32] Subaru**
That's not it! But you shouldn't
have to face your past if—
**[03:34] Emilia**
But if I don't face it,
I'll never get past the trial!
**[03:38] Emilia**
If I turn my eyes away
from things I don't like,
**[03:40] Emilia**
leave them all to you, and run away...
**[03:42] Emilia**
What would be left for me then?
**[03:49] Ram**
Let's stop talking about this.
**[03:52] Subaru**
Got a minute?
**[03:54] Subaru**
Why were you so opposed to what I suggested?
**[03:58] Garfiel**
Because—
**[03:59] Ryuzu**
Because it is what Young Ros wants.
**[04:02] Ryuzu**
Young Ros believes that Emilia-sama should
be the one to liberate the Sanctuary.
**[04:08] Subaru**
And you guys back him on that?
**[04:11] Garfiel**
Don't get me wrong!
**[04:13] Garfiel**
I hate that son of a bitch as much as you do.
**[04:16] Garfiel**
But... you get it, don't you?!
**[04:19] Subaru**
I guess...
**[04:21] ---**
even if the barrier disappeared and Sanctuary
officially became part of his domain...
**[04:24] Ryuzu**
This land is overseen by Young Ros.
**[04:27] Ryuzu**
No one among us wishes to defy
him and endanger our position.
**[04:31] Ryuzu**
I hope you and the others
know that I am sorry.
**[04:33] Subaru**
It just keeps getting harder and
harder for me to trust Roswaal.
**[04:38] Garfiel**
Anyway! It's gotta be the princess
who goes through the trial!
**[04:41] Garfiel**
Even if you *are* qualified,
I ain't lettin' you do it!
**[04:49] Subaru**
Damn it... Emilia...
**[04:52] Subaru**
*No, take it easy.*
**[04:54] Subaru**
* I need to figure out what*
* to do about the mansion.*
**[04:57] Subaru**
* There's no way that insane woman won't*
* do anything to Rem and the new maids.*
**[05:03] Subaru**
*It's Frederica I'm worried about.*
**[05:05] Subaru**
*Does she have ties to Elsa somehow?*
**[05:09] Subaru**
* In any case, I need to get back*
* to the mansion as fast as I can.*
**[05:15] Roswaal**
And what is it you would like me to do?
**[05:19] Subaru**
Get the people of Arlam Village back home.
**[05:22] Subaru**
I want you to bring up that suggestion
to Ryuzu-san and the rest.
**[05:26] Subaru**
It doesn't look like I'll be able to
get them to agree with me this time.
**[05:31] Roswaal**
"This time"?
**[05:33] Roswaal**
Hmm... And why is that?
**[05:36] Subaru**
That Garfiel punk seems to hate my guts.
**[05:40] Subaru**
I don't have time to convince
someone as volatile as him.
**[05:43] Subaru**
And there's one other thing.
**[05:46] Subaru**
I want to go and tell the
people who're still in Arlam
**[05:48] Subaru**
that their families are safe.
**[05:50] Subaru**
I'm going back there alone to tell them that.
**[05:53] Subaru**
Of course, I'm also going to the mansion,
where Frederica's planning something.
**[05:57] Roswaal**
Ram has informed me of this.
**[06:00] Roswaal**
But given what I know about her,
Frederica would not be hasty in—
**[06:03] Subaru**
And what do you know?
**[06:04] Subaru**
Frederica gave Emilia the glowing stone.
**[06:07] Subaru**
That's proof she's planning something!
**[06:12] Roswaal**
And if she does prove to be
an enemy, what will you do?
**[06:16] Roswaal**
I'm sorry to say so, but you
stand no chance against her.
**[06:21] Subaru**
Emilia's dealing with
the barrier, you're injured,
**[06:24] Subaru**
and Otto won't have any part in all this.
**[06:27] Subaru**
We're stuck.
**[06:28] Roswaal**
That is true, with the exception of one person.
**[06:32] Ram**
If I may be blunt, I don't like this.
**[06:34] Subaru**
You're still talking like that, Nee-sama?
**[06:37] Ram**
With Roswaal-sama in his current condition,
**[06:40] Ram**
I don't like the idea of leaving his side.
**[06:42] Subaru**
Yeah, but it's not like you can
do anything for him, right?
**[06:46] Subaru**
I couldn't believe it when I heard that
Garfiel put those bandages on him.
**[06:49] Ram**
Don't be a fool.
**[06:51] Ram**
What if I had put them on him and
only made his injuries worse?
**[06:54] Subaru**
Show a little guilt, would you?!
**[06:56] Garfiel**
Makin' your triumphant return
with a pretty girl on each arm?
**[06:59] Garfiel**
You've really got some nerve, you know that?
**[07:02] Subaru**
I didn't expect you to come out so
early in the morning to see me off.
**[07:05] Subaru**
So you heard?
**[07:07] Garfiel**
Frankly, it pisses me off that
this was all decided without me,
**[07:11] Garfiel**
but I ain't gonna fight it.
**[07:13] Subaru**
Really? That's good to know.
**[07:16] Subaru**
If you'd tried to stop me,
**[07:17] Subaru**
I would've had to throw Ram off
into the distance as a decoy.
**[07:20] Garfiel**
Like that would even work!
**[07:23] Garfiel**
Would it?
**[07:23] Subaru**
How would I know?!
**[07:25] Subaru**
You should say something to...
**[07:29] Subaru**
Ram? What's wrong?
**[07:31] Ram**
This stupid conversation gave
me a headache, that's all.
**[07:35] Subaru**
Well, I'm outta here.
**[07:37] Subaru**
I should be back tomorrow,
so look after things until then.
**[07:40] Garfiel**
You're not gonna say goodbye to the princess?
**[07:43] Subaru**
I'm surprised you're actually
worried about Emilia.
**[07:47] Subaru**
But it's fine. I left her a letter.
**[07:53] Subaru**
By the way, don't you have
anything to give me?
**[07:56] Garfiel**
Huh? The hell are you talkin' about?
**[07:59] Ram**
Then are you going to show
some concern for me?
**[08:02] Ram**
The woman you love is leaving
to fulfill her duty.
**[08:05] Ram**
Have you no desire to offer
her some assistance?
**[08:08] Garfiel**
You're only nice when you'll get
somethin' out of it, aren't ya?
**[08:12] Garfiel**
There!
**[08:15] Subaru**
Take care of Emilia.
**[08:16] Subaru**
Do the best you can to let her know I'm
sorry from the bottom of my heart!
**[08:20] Garfiel**
Tell her that yourself, damn it!
**[08:26] Ram**
So, Barusu...
**[08:28] Ram**
Will this thing Garf gave us be of some use?
**[08:31] Subaru**
I don't know.
**[08:32] Subaru**
What do you think? You've known
him longer than I have.
**[08:35] Ram**
Actually, I have no idea.
**[08:37] Ram**
Since it's part of a matching pair,
**[08:39] Ram**
I'm sure it means something to him.
**[08:44] Subaru**
You've looked pretty unhappy today.
**[08:48] Ram**
What you said earlier...
**[08:51] Ram**
When you said you would throw me as a decoy.
**[08:54] Ram**
For some reason, that bothered
me more than I expected.
**[08:58] Ram**
Almost as if...
**[09:00] Ram**
something like that has really happened before.
**[09:11] Ram**
Barusu?
**[09:13] Subaru**
Ram, there's something important
I need to tell you.
**[09:16] Subaru**
The most important thing in the world to you.
**[09:21] Ram**
The only thing that important
to me is Roswaal-sama.
**[09:24] Subaru**
No, there's something else.
**[09:27] Subaru**
So I'm going to tell you about it.
**[09:32] Subaru**
There's a girl named Rem...
**[09:41] Subaru**
*Please don't let anything be happening.*
**[09:44] Subaru**
*I'm here two days earlier than last time.*
**[09:47] Subaru**
*If it still goes wrong,*
**[09:48] Subaru**
* I'll have to take off on Patrasche*
* the moment I wake up in the graveyard.*
**[09:53] Subaru**
*If Frederica turns out to be an enemy,*
**[09:55] Subaru**
* it's crucial to know when*
* she's going to take action.*
**[09:58] Ram**
Barusu?
**[09:58] Subaru**
*Should I attack or run?*
**[10:01] Subaru**
* If it's Elsa I'm dealing with,*
* it'd be wise to turn tail and run.*
**[10:04] Subaru**
*Which means...*
**[10:05] Ram**
Barusu!
**[10:06] Subaru**
What? I was thinking about—
**[10:12] Petra**
Welcome back, Subaru-sama.
**[10:15] Petra**
You returned much sooner than I expected.
**[10:21] Petra**
Is something wrong, Subaru-sama?
**[10:23] Subaru**
Oh, God! You're just so cute!
**[10:27] Petra**
What, what?! What is this?! Subaru!
**[10:29] Subaru**
Damn! You have no idea what I've been through!
**[10:34] Subaru**
Seriously... Damn it...
**[10:39] Subaru**
Is that...
**[10:40] Petra**
Oh... It's to match the one I gave you.
**[10:49] Petra**
Are you hurt?
**[10:54] Subaru**
No.
**[10:55] Subaru**
I'm just incredibly relieved,
from the bottom of my heart.
**[11:00] Subaru**
It's good to be back, Petra.
**[11:02] Ram**
If I may be blunt, I don't like this.
**[11:05] Subaru**
I feel like I've heard that before...
**[11:07] Ram**
Yes, because it was sarcasm.
**[11:08] Ram**
The cute sarcasm of a Ram who has
been forgotten and left at a loss.
**[11:13] Petra**
Um, you're Ram-neesama, right?
**[11:17] Petra**
I was just hired as a new maid in
service to the lord of the mansion.
**[11:20] Petra**
I'm Petra.
**[11:22] Petra**
It's a pleasure to meet you.
**[11:25] Ram**
You seem to know your place, unlike Barusu.
**[11:28] Ram**
Very good. I give you a passing grade.
**[11:30] Ram**
By the way, Barusu, you fail.
**[11:32] Ram**
I won't allow you to cross
this mansion's threshold.
**[11:34] Subaru**
What was the point of coming back, then?!
**[11:38] Subaru**
Hey, Petra... has anything weird
happened while we were away?
**[11:43] Subaru**
Like, with Frederica?
**[11:44] Petra**
Frederica-neesama?
**[11:46] Petra**
There's nothing weird about her at all.
**[11:48] Subaru**
Is she inside right now?
**[11:50] Petra**
She's out patrolling the forest barrier.
**[11:52] Petra**
It may be a while before she gets back.
**[11:54] Ram**
I'm not sure if our timing is good or bad.
**[11:56] Ram**
What should we do, Barusu?
**[12:00] Subaru**
I want to see what she's going to do.
**[12:01] Subaru**
We'll wait with Rem in the meantime.
**[12:11] Petra**
I'm going to get back to cleaning.
**[12:14] Petra**
If you need anything, please call for me.
**[12:20] Subaru**
You're nervous, huh?
**[12:21] Ram**
I am not.
**[12:23] Subaru**
Well, you should be.
**[12:25] Subaru**
It's the right reaction. I want you to be.
**[12:34] Subaru**
I'm so glad you're all right.
**[12:42] Ram**
Barusu...
**[12:44] Subaru**
What?
**[12:45] Ram**
Could you leave us alone for a bit?
**[13:00] Subaru**
It's a start...
**[13:02] Subaru**
It's a start.
**[13:03] Frederica**
You returned sooner than
I expected, Subaru-sama.
**[13:07] Frederica**
What a surprise.
**[13:13] Frederica**
Since Emilia-sama is not with you,
**[13:16] Frederica**
I assume the trial is not yet complete?
**[13:20] Subaru**
Yeah.
**[13:21] Subaru**
There are some things I want to ask you.
**[13:24] Subaru**
First, about this.
**[13:29] Frederica**
That is...
**[13:35] Frederica**
Garf's stone.
**[13:38] Subaru**
Yeah. So you really do know him...
**[13:40] ---**
I mean, you really are related?
**[13:42] Frederica**
Garf did not tell you so himself?
**[13:45] Subaru**
It's easy enough to guess from your faces.
**[13:47] Subaru**
And I imagine you're the older sibling.
**[13:51] Frederica**
You are correct.
**[13:54] Frederica**
I am Garf's...
**[13:57] Frederica**
Garfiel's older sister by blood.
**[14:03] Subaru**
Answer me something.
**[14:05] ---**
Why did you use the glowing stone
**[14:07] Subaru**
to set a teleport trap?
**[14:11] Subaru**
Can't tell me that because
of your oath, either?
**[14:14] Subaru**
Well, this is one thing you need to—
**[14:16] Frederica**
Subaru-sama...
**[14:17] Frederica**
What do you mean by "teleport"?
**[14:22] Frederica**
I-I do not know how to respond to that look.
**[14:24] Subaru**
Wait! Wait, wait!
**[14:26] Subaru**
You won't fool me!
**[14:27] Subaru**
I know you're working with the conservatives
who don't want the Sanctuary to be freed!
**[14:31] Frederica**
Conservatives? I do not know what you mean.
**[14:34] Frederica**
You will need to explain everything
from the beginning...
**[14:37] Subaru**
Y-You're really not acting or signaling?
**[14:40] Ram**
Having one-on-one time with
Frederica in my absence?
**[14:43] Ram**
It would seem you have no
need for your life, Barusu.
**[14:47] Subaru**
Uh, no, I was...
**[14:52] Ram**
Your skill at making tea hasn't
improved since we left, I see.
**[14:56] Frederica**
Oh... but making tea is
the one thing I excel at.
**[15:00] Frederica**
What an unlovable girl you are.
**[15:02] Ram**
I'm perfectly lovable.
**[15:04] Ram**
If I were more lovable,
the world would be in danger.
**[15:06] Frederica**
You always have a sharp retort ready.
**[15:09] Frederica**
Honestly...
**[15:10] Frederica**
How very like you.
**[15:12] Ram**
And?
**[15:13] Ram**
If you don't know about the teleporting,
why did you give Barusu the glowing stone?
**[15:17] Frederica**
Well...
**[15:18] Ram**
You can't tell us because of your oath?
**[15:21] Ram**
If so, that's a pathetic excuse, Frederica.
**[15:25] Frederica**
You are right.
**[15:27] Frederica**
I cannot tell you anything.
**[15:30] Ram**
Sticking to your pathetic excuse, I see.
**[15:32] Ram**
Then there's nothing more to discuss.
**[15:34] Subaru**
Hey, take it easy!
**[15:35] Ram**
Your refusal to answer the question
makes your betrayal clear.
**[15:38] Ram**
We will restrain you and
take you to the Sanctuary.
**[15:42] Ram**
Then we can figure out who's
been giving you your orders.
**[15:45] Subaru**
Yeah, but...
**[15:47] Frederica**
If you insist on taking me to the
Sanctuary, I will not resist.
**[15:51] Subaru**
There, see? Even Frederica's—
**[15:53] Subaru**
Wait, what?
**[15:54] Frederica**
I said that I will not resist.
**[15:57] Subaru**
You... won't?
**[15:59] Subaru**
Why?!
**[16:00] Ram**
You're awfully slow on the uptake.
**[16:02] Ram**
Frederica can't break her
oath of her own free will,
**[16:05] Ram**
so you'll have to use force
to make her, Barusu.
**[16:09] Ram**
That's the kind of excuse she needs.
**[16:14] Subaru**
You guys are in perfect sync.
**[16:16] Frederica**
Naturally.
**[16:18] Ram**
We've known each other for nearly ten years.
**[16:20] Subaru**
If that's all it's gonna take,
frankly, I'm relieved.
**[16:23] Subaru**
I want to get out of here as soon as—
**[16:25] Elsa**
Oh, dear.
**[16:26] Elsa**
I wish you wouldn't say such unfriendly things.
**[16:39] Elsa**
Now, let's keep that promise we made.
**[16:43] Petra**
Nee-sama...
**[16:44] Petra**
Subaru...
**[16:47] Petra**
Run!
**[16:48] Ram**
El Fula!
**[16:53] Elsa**
Partial beast transformation...
You have demihuman blood. How lovely.
**[16:56] Frederica**
Petra!
**[16:58] Ram**
I'll shred you!
**[17:03] Ram**
Her arm...
**[17:04] Elsa**
Goodness, that hurt.
**[17:08] Elsa**
I thought I was a goner.
**[17:11] Elsa**
I like it.
**[17:12] Elsa**
Maids in large, medium, and small, and one boy.
**[17:16] Elsa**
I'll put you all on a table and
compare what's inside your bellies.
**[17:19] Ram**
Even Garf's pick-up lines are better!
**[17:22] Ram**
Barusu!
**[17:22] Subaru**
I know!
**[17:23] Subaru**
Shamac!
**[17:31] Ram**
We're leaving!
**[17:33] Petra**
Subaru!
**[17:34] Subaru**
Frederica!
**[17:37] Ram**
Ul Fula!
**[17:45] Petra**
Frederica-neesama!
**[17:47] Frederica**
I underestimated our opponent.
**[17:50] Subaru**
Ow...
**[17:51] Subaru**
Damn it... Did we get her?
**[17:54] Ram**
It didn't feel like it. Who was she?
**[17:58] Subaru**
Rem... Beatrice...
**[18:02] Subaru**
We have to save them.
**[18:04] Ram**
We leave them here.
**[18:07] Ram**
The four of us will escape
and leave them here.
**[18:10] Ram**
That's the best option right now.
**[18:13] Subaru**
What... did you...
**[18:15] Subaru**
What the hell are you saying?!
**[18:17] Ram**
What good will yelling do? Calm yourself.
**[18:19] Subaru**
That's Rem inside the mansion! Your sister!
**[18:22] Subaru**
You love her, and she loves you!
You have to protect your little sister!
**[18:26] Ram**
I only made the appropriate judgment.
**[18:28] Ram**
Losing you along with Frederica and me
would be a far greater loss for our side.
**[18:33] Ram**
Sacrifices must be made.
**[18:35] Subaru**
You're talking about sacrificing—
**[18:36] Ram**
Yes, she may be my younger sister.
**[18:39] Ram**
I sensed that the same blood
flows in her as in me.
**[18:43] Ram**
But her existence itself is a blank.
**[18:48] Ram**
Still, if she is my sister,
this is what she would say:
**[18:53] Ram**
"Please sacrifice me to save Roswaal-sama."
**[18:59] Subaru**
I... didn't bring you here
to make you say that.
**[19:03] Frederica**
I believe we should save the two of them.
**[19:07] Frederica**
Both Beatrice-sama and Rem
are also vital to our side.
**[19:13] Petra**
M-Me, too! I think we should save them, too!
**[19:17] Petra**
I agree with her!
**[19:18] Ram**
We're not taking a majority vote.
**[19:20] Ram**
Be quiet, child.
**[19:22] Petra**
I-I may be a child, but I'm plenty grown-up!
**[19:24] Petra**
Frederica-neesama even said
I'm more useful than you!
**[19:28] Ram**
Frederica, what did you say to her?
**[19:31] Frederica**
Since it was my idea, I will assume
the task of stopping the enemy.
**[19:39] Ram**
So you're deliberately choosing
to draw the short straw again.
**[19:42] Ram**
You're just like Garf.
**[19:43] Frederica**
You girls are my precious junior colleagues.
**[19:47] Frederica**
Also, it is incorrect to
say I am "just like Garf."
**[19:50] Frederica**
Garf is the one who imitates me.
**[20:05] Subaru**
So this is a beast transformation?
**[20:13] Frederica**
Petra, I am sorry for frightening you.
**[20:17] Subaru**
You can still talk like that?
**[20:18] Frederica**
I am still me, after all.
**[20:21] Frederica**
You did wonderfully,
resisting the urge to scream.
**[20:24] Petra**
Yes...
**[20:25] Petra**
Yes! Please be careful!
**[20:28] Frederica**
Good girl.
**[20:30] Frederica**
Ram, I leave the rest in your hands.
**[20:32] Ram**
No need to remind me.
**[20:34] Ram**
But if you fall too far behind,
I'll make you regret it.
**[20:44] Ram**
Snap out of it!
**[20:46] Ram**
Let's go.
**[20:47] Subaru**
Right... We'll start with Rem.
**[20:59] Subaru**
This is bad...
**[21:00] Subaru**
This is bad. This is bad...
**[21:03] Subaru**
We've gotta hurry upstairs!
**[21:18] Subaru**
A mabeast?!
**[21:22] Petra**
This way!
**[21:25] Ram**
El Fula!
**[21:28] Subaru**
Why is a mabeast here?!
**[21:29] Ram**
There's no time for questions.
**[21:30] Ram**
It's here, and that's that!
**[21:31] Ram**
I'll go fetch the ground dragon from the stable.
**[21:33] Subaru**
You mean Patrasche?
**[21:35] Ram**
With a mabeast here, we'll need transportation.
**[21:38] Ram**
Retrieve the two of them while I draw it away.
**[21:42] Ram**
Fula!
**[21:45] Ram**
Follow me!
**[21:58] Subaru**
Okay... Now's my—
**[22:02] Petra**
Subaru?!
**[22:04] Petra**
You're bleeding!
**[22:09] Petra**
This is gonna hurt! Be strong!
**[22:11] Petra**
Three, two...
**[22:22] Subaru**
Thanks...
**[22:25] Subaru**
But what happened to "one"?
**[22:27] Petra**
You were less tense this way.
**[22:31] Subaru**
Petra... I'm sorry.
**[22:33] Subaru**
I'm always putting you in danger.
**[22:36] Petra**
Don't say silly things like
that! I'm grateful to you!
**[22:40] Petra**
You always come to save me when I'm in danger!
**[22:44] Petra**
So this time, it's my turn.
**[22:46] Petra**
We'll get Rem-neesama and
Beatrice-chan out of here,
**[22:49] Petra**
and escape with Ram-neesama and
Frederica-neesama. All of us!
**[22:52] Subaru**
You're amazing, Petra. I feel so pathetic.
**[22:56] Petra**
You're not—
**[22:57] Subaru**
No, I didn't mean that as a complaint.
**[22:59] Subaru**
I meant I've gotta try harder
to be as amazing as you.
**[23:05] Subaru**
Let's go.
**[23:06] Subaru**
Like you said, we're all gonna get out of here.
**[23:10] Petra**
Yeah!
**[23:19] Petra**
Oh!
**[23:19] Subaru**
Wh-What?!
**[23:21] Petra**
I meant "Yes," not "Yeah"!
**[23:24] Petra**
That is... The appropriate
response was "Yes"!
**[23:26] Subaru**
I'll have Frederica or Ram scold you lat—
**[23:34] Ram**
...rusu! Barusu!
**[23:37] Ram**
That was a mistake. I should
have come to check sooner.
**[23:40] Ram**
I must do what I must do.
**[23:42] Ram**
I'm going to do so, too.
**[23:44] Ram**
That's it. Very good.
**[23:51] Subaru**
Pa...asche...
**[24:14] Subaru**
This... is...
**[24:21] Subaru**
Are you okay, Pet—
**[24:53] Elsa**
Ah, you've finally found me!
**[24:57] Subaru**
Where's... Frederica?
**[25:00] Elsa**
You mean the big maid?
**[25:02] Elsa**
Don't worry.
**[25:03] Elsa**
She proved to be quite enjoyable.
**[25:06] Subaru**
Who sent you after us?
**[25:09] Elsa**
I don't speak of my clients.
**[25:12] Elsa**
I do have that much courtesy, at least.
**[25:15] Elsa**
Though, since you came back
sooner than expected,
**[25:17] Elsa**
this didn't play out exactly
as my directions specified.
**[25:21] Subaru**
Not as... specified...
**[25:23] Elsa**
Two maids and one shut-in...
**[25:26] Elsa**
It was supposed to be timed to your return.
**[25:31] Subaru**
This is... enough.
**[25:33] Elsa**
True. I don't want Maylie taking
any more credit from me.
**[25:38] Elsa**
So let's end this now.
**[25:40] Elsa**
I'll send you to meet the angels.
**[25:45] Subaru**
*Even if this world won't last,*
**[25:47] Subaru**
*I won't let her hurt Rem!*
**[25:50] Subaru**
*Rem!*
**[25:58] Subaru**
Why...
**[26:02] Subaru**
Why did you save me?!
***SIGN*** The Maiden's Gospel
**[26:05] Subaru**
Beatrice!
**[26:08] ---**
# E32 - Friend
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/GYVD0ZJZY/friend)
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**[00:05] Subaru**
Open the door! Let me out of here!
**[00:07] Subaru**
Open the door!
**[00:11] Beatrice**
It's too late.
**[00:14] Subaru**
It is *not* too late!
**[00:16] Subaru**
I have to get to Rem right now!
**[00:17] Beatrice**
Your reason for returning to that room
**[00:20] Beatrice**
has just disappeared, I suppose.
**[00:35] Subaru**
To hell with that!
**[00:41] Subaru**
Why are you trying to save me?!
**[00:45] Beatrice**
Because you look so pathetic,
I can't bear the sight of you.
**[00:49] Subaru**
But why me?!
**[00:51] Subaru**
If you really want to save someone,
**[00:53] Subaru**
why don't you save them?!
**[00:55] Subaru**
You could have done it!
**[00:57] Beatrice**
Wh-Why should I have to do that?
**[01:01] Beatrice**
I haven't a single reason
to save anyone, I suppose.
**[01:05] Subaru**
Then... you have no reason
to save me, either!
**[01:10] Subaru**
Who asked you to save me?!
**[01:15] Subaru**
Do you have any idea what you've done?!
**[01:18] Subaru**
Everything might be ruined now, because of you!
**[01:22] Subaru**
Everything will be rewritten,
**[01:24] Subaru**
and this horrible present
will be set in stone!
**[01:27] Subaru**
You should have just killed me!
**[01:35] Beatrice**
I don't understand.
**[01:37] Beatrice**
I don't understand!
**[01:39] Subaru**
Fine, then.
**[01:41] Subaru**
If you're not going to help, then...
**[01:46] Beatrice**
No!
**[01:50] Subaru**
Why... are you...
**[01:51] Beatrice**
I won't let you, I suppose!
**[01:53] Beatrice**
I won't let you die here!
**[01:55] Subaru**
Let me go right now!
**[02:09] Subaru**
Why... is that here?
**[02:24] Subaru**
Why?
**[02:26] Subaru**
Why are you holding that
book like it's so precious?
**[02:32] Subaru**
That's not the same book the
Witch Cultists had... is it?
**[02:37] Subaru**
It only looks like one, right?
**[02:41] Subaru**
Why aren't you denying it?
**[02:45] Beatrice**
I haven't been commanded
to answer that question.
**[02:51] Subaru**
What's written in that book?
**[02:53] Subaru**
What's it telling you to do?
**[02:55] Beatrice**
That question isn't in the
book either, I suppose.
**[02:57] Subaru**
Are you not allowed to do anything
that's not in the book?!
**[03:00] Subaru**
Then when you gave me cover earlier—
**[03:03] Beatrice**
That question isn't here, either.
**[03:05] Subaru**
Then why are you talking to me right now?!
**[03:07] Subaru**
Why did you save me from death's door?!
**[03:09] Beatrice**
I don't know!
**[03:10] Subaru**
Are you saying you can't do anything
that's not written in that book?!
**[03:15] Beatrice**
Yes, I suppose!
**[03:17] Beatrice**
That's right.
**[03:19] Beatrice**
Everything I do is in accordance with
the Gospel's guidance, I suppose!
**[03:23] Beatrice**
That is the meaning of my life!
**[03:25] Beatrice**
That is the purpose of my existence!
**[03:29] Subaru**
Did you try to save me because
the book told you to?
**[03:34] Subaru**
And when you saved me after I'd been cursed,
**[03:36] Subaru**
and when you helped me when
I couldn't even stand up?!
**[03:39] Subaru**
And when we goofed off, yelled at
each other, acted like dorks together—
**[03:43] Beatrice**
I told you!
**[03:44] Beatrice**
Yes, that is why, I suppose!
**[03:46] Beatrice**
Everything I've done, everything I've seen,
everything I've said...
**[03:50] Beatrice**
All of it was written in this book!
**[03:53] Beatrice**
As if you ever could have moved
my heart on your own, I suppose!
**[03:57] Beatrice**
Don't be so full of yourself, human!
**[03:59] Beatrice**
Everything I do is for Mother!
**[04:02] Beatrice**
You are just... You are just...
**[04:05] Beatrice**
A human! A human!
**[04:06] Beatrice**
A human!
**[04:16] Beatrice**
Don't touch me, human!
**[04:18] Beatrice**
I don't even know you, I suppose, human!
**[04:20] Beatrice**
I hate you! I hate you!
**[04:22] Beatrice**
I *hate* you!
**[04:31] Subaru**
Back then... I was so happy...
**[04:38] Elsa**
What a shame.
**[04:49] Elsa**
Oh?
**[04:50] Subaru**
...ea...tri...
**[04:53] Elsa**
How wonderful. He truly cares about you.
**[05:22] Subaru**
Emilia...
**[05:29] Subaru**
My restart point hasn't changed.
**[05:32] Subaru**
This is the third time.
**[05:36] Subaru**
Emilia!
**[05:37] Emilia**
No... You're wrong! It wasn't me!
**[05:38] Subaru**
Emilia! Stay strong!
**[05:40] Emilia**
Help me, Puck... Puck...
**[05:40] Subaru**
Emilia!
**[05:42] Subaru**
Emilia!
**[05:48] Emilia**
Subaru...
**[06:07] Emilia**
I'm sorry, Subaru,
**[06:09] Emilia**
for losing my composure like that.
**[06:12] Subaru**
Hey, it's fine.
**[06:14] Emilia**
But I...
**[06:16] Subaru**
Just rest for tonight. We can talk tomorrow.
**[06:22] Emilia**
Right...
**[06:25] Subaru**
Ram, take care of Emilia.
**[06:34] Subaru**
All that's left is to talk to Roswaal.
**[06:37] Subaru**
I've gotta make sure to ask him about
Beatrice this time, since I couldn't last time.
**[06:38] Otto**
Natsuki-san?
**[06:40] Otto**
Natsuki-san, are you listening?
**[06:41] Subaru**
And... oh?
**[06:43] Otto**
Natsuki-san, are you all right?
**[06:45] Subaru**
Huh?
**[06:46] Subaru**
Yeah, of course! I'm just great!
Perfect, in fact!
**[06:50] Subaru**
Does anything look off to you?
**[06:53] Otto**
No, nothing looks off at all.
**[06:56] Otto**
You appear very calm.
**[06:58] Subaru**
Right? So—
**[06:59] Otto**
Even with Emilia-sama in her current state.
**[07:03] Otto**
So am I wrong to find your
calmness concerning?
**[07:08] Subaru**
You think... I'm too calm right now?
**[07:12] Otto**
Yes. I don't think that's a bad thing.
**[07:15] Otto**
But...
**[07:18] Subaru**
No, thanks to you, I'm more confident now.
**[07:22] Subaru**
Thanks, Otto.
**[07:23] Otto**
Huh?
**[07:24] Subaru**
That proves I can still
**[07:26] Subaru**
think rationally about things,
even after all that's happened.
**[07:29] Otto**
No, but... There's a huge
difference between looking calm
**[07:34] Otto**
and being able to think about
things rationally, in my opinion...
**[07:38] Subaru**
This is Roswaal we're talking about.
**[07:40] Subaru**
I can't let him keep dodging
the subject this time.
**[07:43] Garfiel**
Yo, got a sec?
**[07:45] Subaru**
Garfiel?
**[07:47] Subaru**
You're not one to fall into
patterns easily, huh?
**[07:50] Garfiel**
What?
**[07:51] Subaru**
I mean, last time, you would've gone
straight back if I hadn't stopped you.
**[07:55] Subaru**
I've got something important to do, y'know.
**[07:58] Garfiel**
Huh? You talkin' about your
shady scheme with that bastard?
**[08:01] Subaru**
Don't call it a shady scheme!
**[08:04] Subaru**
So, what'd you want?
**[08:05] Subaru**
Is it about the Sanctuary?
**[08:07] Garfiel**
What the hell else d'you think
I'd wanna talk to you about?
**[08:11] Subaru**
Well, you might want some info on Ram.
**[08:14] Subaru**
She prefers tall guys who
wear clown makeup—
**[08:18] Garfiel**
Cut it out! You're depressing me!
**[08:21] Subaru**
So on that note, we're gonna
go chat about our love lives!
**[08:25] Otto**
Natsuki-san... But...
**[08:27] Subaru**
C'mon, Otto. Save it for tomorrow, okay?
**[08:30] Otto**
A-All right, fine.
**[08:32] Otto**
I'll be counting on you to deal
with the margrave tomorrow.
**[08:41] Garfiel**
This ain't the place. Follow me.
**[08:44] Subaru**
Another change in the course of events?
**[08:55] Subaru**
So...
**[08:56] Subaru**
How long has it been since
you last saw Frederica?
**[08:59] Garfiel**
And why the hell should I have to tell you that?
**[09:03] Subaru**
I just thought it couldn't hurt to ask.
**[09:05] Garfiel**
Hah! She already left this place.
**[09:09] Garfiel**
She ain't none of my concern anymore.
**[09:10] Subaru**
That's the thing.
**[09:12] Subaru**
I know you're Frederica's brother,
**[09:15] Subaru**
which means she meets the
mixed-blood requirement, too.
**[09:18] Subaru**
So why isn't she here?
**[09:20] Garfiel**
Why ask me?
**[09:22] Garfiel**
The barrier won't open unless
someone passes the trial.
**[09:25] Garfiel**
Nothing's gonna change that.
**[09:26] Subaru**
Knowing why will give us more options.
**[09:29] Subaru**
I'm the type that wants to have
**[09:31] Subaru**
all the information before
I rack my brain for answers.
**[09:36] Garfiel**
We're here.
**[09:50] Subaru**
You're the one who wanted
to talk to me, Ryuzu-san?
**[09:53] Ryuzu**
You may interpret it that way if you wish.
**[09:55] Ryuzu**
Young Gar is my attendant, after all.
**[10:00] Subaru**
Is this where you come to relax or something?
**[10:02] Subaru**
If you invited me to a place like that,
**[10:05] Subaru**
are you going to start sharing
your secrets with me soon?
**[10:08] Ryuzu**
What a smooth talker you are.
**[10:11] Subaru**
So? Are you going to answer
my question for me?
**[10:16] Ryuzu**
You mean the reason why Frederica
left the Sanctuary?
**[10:19] Ryuzu**
What do you intend to do with that information?
**[10:23] Subaru**
I'll use it to get everyone
out of the Sanctuary.
**[10:27] Subaru**
Then no one will have to
undergo the trial, right?
**[10:30] Ryuzu**
Logically speaking, yes, you are right.
**[10:33] Ryuzu**
But why are you so obstinate
about avoiding the trial?
**[10:36] Subaru**
Because I don't want to force
Emilia to go through it.
**[10:38] Subaru**
It's my own purely selfish reason.
**[10:43] Ryuzu**
That may work for the trial,
**[10:46] Ryuzu**
but it does not do to constantly
run away from hardship—
**[10:49] Subaru**
I'm not talking about running away.
**[10:52] Subaru**
It may not be now, but Emilia will
eventually have to face her past.
**[10:57] Ryuzu**
You want to give her an escape,
**[10:59] Ryuzu**
but not from the things that
will hurt her the most?
**[11:03] Subaru**
She'll beat it without running away.
**[11:06] Subaru**
I have complete faith that the girl
I fell for can pull that off.
**[11:13] Garfiel**
Tell 'im, old hag!
**[11:15] Garfiel**
Tell 'im it's just like a gadgy gwadzeadd
tryin' to hide in the mountains!
**[11:20] Subaru**
I appreciate it, but I have
no idea what you just said.
**[11:23] Ryuzu**
What Young Gar is trying to say is that
there is no convenient path by which to escape.
**[11:28] Ryuzu**
Frederica's exit was
something of an exception.
**[11:32] Ryuzu**
She does not meet the conditions
for being held within the barrier.
**[11:37] Subaru**
Conditions to be held within the barrier?
**[11:39] Subaru**
So there's something else
besides being half?
**[11:42] Ryuzu**
No, there are no exceptions.
**[11:44] Subaru**
Then...
**[11:45] Ryuzu**
The barrier determines one's
mixed-blood status by the amount
**[11:48] Ryuzu**
of each race in their blood.
**[11:50] Ryuzu**
If they possess human and non-human
blood in equal amounts,
**[11:52] Ryuzu**
they will be held within the barrier.
**[11:55] Ryuzu**
However...
**[11:56] Subaru**
If you're less than a half-blood...
**[11:58] Subaru**
like, a quarter-blood or something,
it can't hold you?
**[12:00] Subaru**
That means...
**[12:02] Garfiel**
We have different dads.
**[12:04] Garfiel**
I'm Garfiel Tinzel.
**[12:08] Garfiel**
I'm pretty sure she uses a different surname.
**[12:11] Frederica**
I am Frederica Baumann.
**[12:15] Ryuzu**
She was born to a human mother
and a mixed-blood father.
**[12:19] Ryuzu**
Therefore, she can enter and
leave the forest at will.
**[12:22] Garfiel**
Hah! Enter and leave at will?
**[12:24] Garfiel**
Don't make me laugh!
**[12:25] Garfiel**
She hasn't been back here in over ten years!
**[12:29] Garfiel**
Frederica abandoned this place!
**[12:32] Ryuzu**
Young Gar...
**[12:34] Ryuzu**
And now you know.
**[12:36] Ryuzu**
I apologize for making you listen
so long to learn so little.
**[12:41] Subaru**
Nah.
**[12:42] Subaru**
It's a lot better than just being
stuck with unusable options forever.
**[12:47] Subaru**
But I guess we still have
to pass the trial, then...
**[12:52] Subaru**
Garfiel, Ryuzu-san...
**[12:55] Subaru**
I'd like to offer a suggestion.
**[12:58] Ryuzu**
A suggestion, eh?
**[13:00] Subaru**
I'm on my way to get Roswaal
and Emilia on board with this,
**[13:04] Subaru**
but it's really important, so I'd appreciate
it if you wouldn't tell anyone.
**[13:10] Ryuzu**
Very well. We will tell no one.
**[13:13] Ryuzu**
Tell us whatever you wish.
**[13:17] Subaru**
I want to undergo the trial in Emilia's place.
**[13:20] Garfiel**
Huh?!
**[13:21] Subaru**
When I entered the graveyard to help Emilia,
**[13:24] Subaru**
I came back unharmed, right?
**[13:26] Subaru**
That's because I have the qualification
to undergo the trial.
**[13:29] Subaru**
On top of that, I've already
passed one of them.
**[13:32] Garfiel**
You passed the trial?!
**[13:35] Subaru**
"Things have gotten complicated."
**[13:37] Subaru**
Is that what you're thinking, Ryuzu-san?
**[13:39] Ryuzu**
I cannot deny that you took the
very words out of my mouth.
**[13:44] Ryuzu**
But I now understand your point.
**[13:51] Ryuzu**
Young Su, there is something important
I must tell you, too.
**[13:55] Subaru**
What?
**[13:56] Ryuzu**
Right now, I need you to keep
quiet and behave yourself.
**[14:01] Subaru**
Huh?
**[14:05] Ryuzu**
I know you must be wondering
why this is happening.
**[14:08] Ryuzu**
But I will not ask your forgiveness.
**[14:11] Ryuzu**
As promised, I will tell
no one what you told me.
**[14:14] Ryuzu**
I swear it on the name of Ryuzu Shima.
**[14:30] Garfiel**
You awake now?
**[14:34] Garfiel**
I'll untie ya.
**[14:36] Garfiel**
And just so ya know, it ain't
no use cryin' for help.
**[14:40] Subaru**
Someone help!
**[14:41] Garfiel**
I just said it won't work!
**[14:43] Garfiel**
This is a part of the Sanctuary
no one knows about!
**[14:48] Garfiel**
Ain't no need to save someone
who wants to die, right?
**[14:53] Subaru**
I don't know what you're talking about!
**[14:55] Garfiel**
You guys are pretty famous for
being a bunch of weirdos.
**[14:59] Subaru**
Wait... I seriously don't get...
**[15:01] Garfiel**
Don't play dumb!
**[15:03] Garfiel**
There's miasma oozin' out
of every pore in your body!
**[15:06] Garfiel**
You're a witch cultist!
**[15:08] Garfiel**
The smell's been stronger since
you came outta the graveyard.
**[15:12] Garfiel**
Not many people have this much miasma.
**[15:16] Garfiel**
So I was gonna let you go if you
swore you wouldn't try anything,
**[15:19] Garfiel**
but you say you wanna undergo the
trial in the princess's place?
**[15:22] Garfiel**
That ain't no joke!
**[15:25] Subaru**
You can smell... the witch's scent on me?
**[15:28] Garfiel**
Hah! That's a funny thing to call it!
**[15:32] Garfiel**
It just fits, don't it? "The witch's scent"!
**[15:35] Garfiel**
What is it you wanna do in that graveyard?!
**[15:38] Garfiel**
What're you planning?
**[15:40] Garfiel**
Can't be anything good if the
witch's tomb is part of it.
**[15:43] Subaru**
Why trap me in here, then?
**[15:46] Subaru**
Why not kill me?
**[15:48] Garfiel**
Hah! 'Cause you have a way
of winnin' people over!
**[15:53] Garfiel**
I don't wanna kill you and have it blow up
in my face like the fall of the Tesla Fortress!
**[15:59] Subaru**
Then what are you gonna do with me?
**[16:01] Garfiel**
For now, I'll just say it's
all up to Emilia-sama.
**[16:13] Garfiel**
Not happening!
**[16:15] Garfiel**
I won't let you kill yourself, either!
**[16:17] Garfiel**
I don't have a damn clue what you're thinking,
**[16:21] Garfiel**
but what pisses me off more than
anything is that attitude of yours!
**[16:25] Garfiel**
Your eyes look just like that
Roswaal bastard's eyes!
**[16:29] Garfiel**
Don't you dare try anything funny!
**[16:38] Guy**
Subaru-sama!
**[16:40] Lady**
Subaru-sama!
**[16:43] Emilia**
Subaru!
**[16:52] Emilia**
Ram, anything?
**[16:54] Ram**
Sadly, no.
**[16:55] Garfiel**
Anyone who wanders into the Lost Forest at
night alone ain't gonna make it back easy.
**[17:01] Otto**
Alone?
**[17:03] Otto**
N-Never mind.
**[17:05] Emilia**
Puck, why won't you come out?
**[17:10] Garfiel**
Hey, bro. Come with me for a sec.
**[17:12] Otto**
Huh?!
**[17:15] Garfiel**
Don't you go runnin' your mouth.
**[17:17] Garfiel**
As long as you don't...
**[17:28] Subaru**
*He tied me up way too tight!*
**[17:38] Subaru**
*I don't have time to waste stuck in here!*
**[17:42] Subaru**
*Think. What I know right now*
**[17:44] Subaru**
* is that whoever's attacking the mansion will*
* wait until someone arrives back there.*
**[17:48] Subaru**
*As of now, the longest it's been was five days.*
**[17:53] Subaru**
Beatrice...
**[17:55] Subaru**
* Have you really just been following*
* the Gospel's commands all this time?*
**[18:00] Beatrice**
I told you!
**[18:01] Beatrice**
Yes, that is why, I suppose!
**[18:04] Subaru**
*Even if that's true...*
**[18:06] Subaru**
* I would give anything to*
* hear your voice right now.*
**[19:27] Otto**
I suspected you would be in a miserable state,
**[19:30] Otto**
but this is even worse than I thought.
**[19:34] Otto**
Oh, you need to keep quiet.
**[19:37] Otto**
I'm walking a dangerous tightrope here.
**[19:39] Otto**
I don't want the lookout catching me now.
**[19:42] Otto**
You and I both never know
when to quit, do we?
**[19:48] Otto**
In any case, I'm relieved you're
still alive, Natsuki-san.
**[19:58] Subaru**
How long has it been?
**[20:00] Otto**
Three days.
**[20:01] Otto**
It's nighttime... and time for the trial.
**[20:04] Subaru**
Three days?!
**[20:05] Subaru**
And the trial is still going on?
**[20:08] Otto**
Emilia-sama has a plan in mind.
**[20:12] Subaru**
What has happened while I've been away?
**[20:14] Otto**
Word of your disappearance spread quickly,
**[20:17] Otto**
causing panic throughout the community.
**[20:20] Otto**
Emilia-sama has especially
struggled to keep her composure.
**[20:22] Otto**
She actually declined to attempt
the trial the next day.
**[20:26] Subaru**
Emilia?
**[20:28] Otto**
Everyone has been looking all
over for you, but with no luck.
**[20:32] Otto**
So the margrave told Emilia-sama
that they should prioritize
**[20:36] Otto**
the liberation of the Sanctuary, so that
a search party can be assembled.
**[20:41] Subaru**
A search party?
**[20:43] Subaru**
Did Emilia agree to that?
**[20:45] Otto**
She said the margrave gave her
some sort of formal oath...
**[20:50] Otto**
So Emilia has desperately attempted
the trial again yesterday and today,
**[20:55] Otto**
and it seems she's deeply despondent
as her attempts continue to fail.
**[21:00] Subaru**
There's one thing that keeps bothering me...
**[21:03] Otto**
What is it?
**[21:04] Subaru**
Well... why do you keep talking as
if you heard all this secondhand?
**[21:09] Otto**
Oh... You're asking about that?
**[21:12] Otto**
It's rather hard to say this, honestly...
**[21:15] Otto**
The truth is... Garfiel also has his eye on me,
**[21:19] Otto**
so I've been running all around
trying to avoid him, too.
**[21:22] Subaru**
What?
**[21:23] Otto**
I was there the last time you
two saw each other, remember?
**[21:27] Otto**
It's natural that he'd suspect me.
**[21:29] Otto**
And then he said to me...
**[21:31] Otto**
that if I didn't tell anyone you had
met with him, he wouldn't hurt me.
**[21:38] Otto**
He showed me what looked like
a glowing stone as collateral.
**[21:40] Subaru**
And you turned that down?!
**[21:43] Subaru**
Ow...
**[21:44] Subaru**
And now Garfiel's after you?
**[21:48] Otto**
Yes, so I picked up all this
information while on the run.
**[21:52] Otto**
I did hear it secondhand.
**[21:54] Otto**
Though it's pretty funny how
long it got drawn out,
**[21:57] ---**
considering this was the funner option.
**[21:59] Subaru**
Quit picking on me! Are you insane?!
**[22:01] Subaru**
Why did you do that?!
**[22:04] Subaru**
I really am grateful that
you came to save me.
**[22:08] Subaru**
Frankly, until I saw your face, I was
thinking I'd be better off dead.
**[22:14] Subaru**
But...
**[22:16] Subaru**
I can't see why you would help me.
**[22:24] Otto**
Listen, Natsuki-san...
**[22:27] Otto**
Is it really such a strange thing
**[22:30] Otto**
to try to help a friend?
**[22:35] Subaru**
Huh?
**[22:38] Otto**
Wh-Why are you standing there like
a statue with such a shocked face?
**[22:43] Subaru**
Well, you just brought up someone
I don't know out of the blue.
**[22:46] Subaru**
I don't, um... know who "Eugene" is...
**[22:48] Otto**
You got every single part of that wrong!
**[22:51] Otto**
I didn't say "Eugene"! I said "friend"!
You know, *friend*!
**[22:55] Subaru**
Friend? Who is whose friend?
**[22:58] Otto**
*You* are *my* friend!
**[23:04] Otto**
I mean, it's true that I came here with
you because it served my interests, too!
**[23:09] Otto**
First there was the oil, then you
saved me from the Witch's Cult,
**[23:12] Otto**
and then there was promise of getting me an
audience with the margrave...
**[23:15] Otto**
But...
**[23:16] Otto**
When you take all those
favors out of the picture,
**[23:18] Otto**
I just think of you as a friend, Natsuki-san.
**[23:22] Otto**
Though I'm not very fond
of the way you treat me...
**[23:26] Otto**
But I figure that's just how
close we are as friends.
**[23:34] Otto**
What?
**[23:37] Subaru**
Fr... Fr... Friends?! Friends, really?!
**[23:41] Subaru**
I get it now! Otto, you wanted
to be friends with me?!
**[23:49] Subaru**
Friends... Oh, damn it...
Otto, I swear, man...
**[23:52] Otto**
Ouch! That hurts!
**[23:55] Otto**
What are you doing?!
**[23:57] Otto**
Okay, fine! I was stupid to even say it!
**[23:59] Otto**
I knew you would laugh at me!
**[24:03] Subaru**
Well, I mean... how could I not laugh?
**[24:05] Subaru**
You're not the one who's crazy.
**[24:07] Subaru**
I'm just floored by my own stupidity.
**[24:10] Subaru**
I'm so exasperated with myself, I have to laugh!
**[24:21] Otto**
Natsuki-san?
**[24:26] Subaru**
Sorry.
**[24:27] Subaru**
You really are my friend, Otto.
**[24:33] Subaru**
Thanks for coming to save me.
***SIGN*** Friend
**[25:52] Otto**
Garfiel is at the graveyard right now,
**[25:54] Otto**
so we can get you out of the barrier.
**[25:58] Subaru**
But the question is whether
that's even possible.
**[26:00] Otto**
No need to worry about that.
**[26:03] Otto**
I have a very reliable helper lined up.
**[26:06] Subaru**
A helper?
**[26:12] Ram**
I was starting to wonder if you'd
arrive before I became an old granny.
**[26:16] Ram**
Of course, even as an old
granny, I'd still be cute.
**[26:19] ---**
# E33 - The Value of Life
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/G68D9GP86/the-value-of-life)
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**[00:01] Ram**
I was starting to wonder if you'd
arrive before I became an old granny.
**[00:05] Subaru**
You're Otto's helper?
**[00:08] Ram**
Calling me a "helper" makes
it sound as if we're equals.
**[00:11] Ram**
I am an attendant.
**[00:12] Subaru**
You're talking like you're a
witch's familiar or something...
**[00:15] Ram**
My orders from Roswaal-sama
were to assist you.
**[00:18] Ram**
It was my own decision to seek
out Otto to meet that end.
**[00:22] Subaru**
So he measured up to your standards?
**[00:25] Ram**
I just thought if there was
no one I could handily use,
**[00:28] Ram**
you would end up dying in vain.
**[00:30] Subaru**
Crap! I can't deny that!
**[00:32] Otto**
Well, you should!
**[00:33] Ram**
For someone who's been confined,
you seem awfully composed.
**[00:39] Subaru**
Well, I did just have a good laugh.
**[00:44] Ram**
We're going to escape.
**[00:46] Ram**
Garf can't leave the graveyard
**[00:48] ---**
while Emilia-sama is attempting the trial.
**[00:50] Ram**
We'll leave while his
attention is away from us.
**[00:52] Subaru**
No.
**[00:54] Subaru**
Running away can wait until later.
**[00:55] Otto**
Natsuki-san?
**[00:57] Subaru**
I'm not saying we won't run,
**[00:58] Subaru**
but this is a golden opportunity.
**[01:01] Ram**
What are you planning?
**[01:03] Subaru**
I'm going to do what I was trying to do
three days ago, before I was interrupted.
***SIGN*** If it's
***SIGN*** to save you
***SIGN*** I don't care
***SIGN*** how many times
***SIGN*** I die
**[02:39] Subaru**
Roswaal,
**[02:40] Subaru**
I won't let you hide
anything from me this time.
**[02:43] Roswaal**
Reunited after three days...
**[02:45] Roswaal**
It doesn't quite feel
like a miraculous return.
**[02:48] Subaru**
Quit joking around.
**[02:50] Subaru**
I don't have time to put up
with your dumb games right now.
**[02:54] Roswaal**
It was Ram who let you in, yes?
**[02:56] Roswaal**
I did order her to help you.
**[03:00] Subaru**
Yeah. That's why she let me
in here without argument.
**[03:03] Subaru**
I put the idea of running away on hold.
**[03:07] Roswaal**
Oh?
**[03:08] Subaru**
I want to ask you something under the assumption
that my leaving the Sanctuary is a given.
**[03:13] Roswaal**
Of course. If I have the answer,
I will give it to you.
**[03:17] Subaru**
If anything, it's something
*only* you can answer.
**[03:21] Subaru**
Is Beatrice... a member of the Witch's Cult?
**[03:28] Roswaal**
What made you suspect that Beatrice
may be a witch cultist?
**[03:33] Subaru**
I saw her in the forbidden library.
**[03:35] Subaru**
She had a Gospel.
**[03:38] Subaru**
If she is a witch cultist...
**[03:43] Subaru**
That makes her our...
**[03:47] Subaru**
*My* enemy.
**[03:50] Roswaal**
Those are strong words.
**[03:52] Roswaal**
Words that took true resolve to say.
**[03:55] Roswaal**
And...
**[03:56] Roswaal**
Even if you say them with
such a pained expression,
**[03:59] Roswaal**
they are not very convincing.
**[04:03] Roswaal**
The idea that you and she should
become enemies is truly awful.
**[04:09] Roswaal**
So I would like to offer you a helping hand.
**[04:12] Subaru**
You, offer me a helping hand?
**[04:15] Subaru**
That's gotta be one of the
shadiest statements ever.
**[04:17] Roswaal**
It is true that what you saw was
something closely resembling a Gospel.
**[04:22] Roswaal**
It makes sense that you
would suspect it to be one.
**[04:26] Roswaal**
But you have my word
**[04:28] Roswaal**
that she is not a witch cultist.
**[04:31] Subaru**
You mean that?!
**[04:32] Roswaal**
That book of hers is not a Gospel.
**[04:36] Roswaal**
It is a magical text that
tells the true future,
**[04:38] ---**
of which only two copies exist in the world.
**[04:41] Roswaal**
It is the closest there
is to the Tome of Wisdom.
**[04:44] Subaru**
Tome of Wisdom?
**[04:47] Subaru**
But she definitely said it was a Gospel!
**[04:50] Beatrice**
Everything I do is in accordance with
the Gospel's guidance, I suppose!
**[04:55] Roswaal**
That is because it lacks an official name.
**[04:57] Roswaal**
Thus, it is given the same name
used for the defective versions.
**[05:00] Subaru**
Defective?
**[05:04] Subaru**
Well, as long as she's not a
witch cultist, it's fine.
**[05:08] Subaru**
The question is, how can I get her to help me?
**[05:13] Roswaal**
"Roswaal said you are to ask the question."
**[05:16] Subaru**
Huh?
**[05:17] Roswaal**
If you say this to Beatrice,
she should respond.
**[05:22] Subaru**
You mean...
**[05:24] Ram**
"Roswaal said to ask the question."
**[05:29] Roswaal**
I see.
**[05:31] Roswaal**
It appears these words are insufficient for you.
**[05:34] Subaru**
H-Hang on... Insufficient?
**[05:36] Roswaal**
Then tell her this:
**[05:39] Roswaal**
"I am that person."
**[05:42] Subaru**
That person?
**[05:44] Roswaal**
Get Beatrice to ask the question,
**[05:46] Roswaal**
then answer it affirmatively.
**[05:49] Roswaal**
If you do that,
**[05:50] Roswaal**
she will, without a doubt, ally with you.
**[05:55] Subaru**
How can you be so sure?
**[05:58] Roswaal**
Because it is in the contract that
she is powerless to override.
**[06:02] Subaru**
Contract...
**[06:09] Subaru**
If this doesn't work, I'll punch
you right in the face!
**[06:12] Subaru**
That I can promise you, no matter what you say!
**[06:16] Roswaal**
Very well. Do as you please.
**[06:20] Roswaal**
Once you have allied with Beatrice,
**[06:22] Roswaal**
she will surely be a great help in solving
all the problems concerning the Sanctuary.
**[06:28] Subaru**
Roswaal, I have one last question.
**[06:33] Roswaal**
What is it?
**[06:35] Subaru**
You're not actually our enemy, are you?
**[06:40] Roswaal**
Of course not.
**[06:41] Roswaal**
I am an ally to all of you.
**[06:46] Otto**
Did you get any answers?
**[06:48] Subaru**
Yeah, quite a few.
**[06:49] Subaru**
I think all the pieces fit together now.
**[06:52] Subaru**
What's the plan?
**[06:53] Otto**
A carriage would be too conspicuous.
**[06:55] Otto**
You and I will have to ride together.
**[06:57] Otto**
Is that all right?
**[06:59] Subaru**
I guess you'd be in danger
if you stayed here, too.
**[07:01] Subaru**
I have no prob—
**[07:02] Subaru**
Oh, wait!
**[07:04] Subaru**
Once we're out of the Sanctuary,
our first stop is the mansion.
**[07:07] Subaru**
We can't just leave Frederica
to fend for herself.
**[07:11] Subaru**
But if it's just us two...
**[07:13] Ram**
That's hardly enough to fight if need be.
**[07:16] Ram**
In other words, you want me to go with you?
**[07:19] Subaru**
Well, if you would... I mean...
I'd feel a lot better.
**[07:27] Ram**
I suppose I must.
**[07:29] Subaru**
You're sure?
**[07:30] Ram**
Roswaal-sama did order me
to help you, after all.
**[07:34] Ram**
But...
**[07:36] Ram**
How will we travel?
**[07:37] Ram**
There's only one ground dragon and three of us.
**[07:40] Subaru**
Oh...
**[07:41] Ram**
Even if both of you only amount to half a man,
**[07:44] Ram**
you each take up enough space for a full man.
**[07:46] Ram**
I don't think three of us
will fit on one dragon.
**[07:48] Otto**
Was the "half a man" comment necessary?!
**[07:51] Garfiel**
Havin' a cozy little chat
while ya take a walk?
**[07:54] Garfiel**
Well, since I'm here, why not
let me in on the fun?
**[08:01] Garfiel**
The brighter it shines, the farther
away the magrizza goes, as they say!
**[08:06] Subaru**
Shouldn't you be overseeing
the trial right now?
**[08:08] Subaru**
Do you have time to waste
hanging around here?!
**[08:11] Garfiel**
My job is to protect this Sanctuary!
**[08:14] Garfiel**
So if the Sanctuary's under threat,
you better believe I have time!
**[08:18] Garfiel**
You couldn't escape the eyes of this Sanctuary!
**[08:22] Subaru**
Eyes of the Sanctuary?
**[08:24] Garfiel**
I'm just sayin' your little plans were leaked.
**[08:27] Garfiel**
So? Where d'ya think you're headin' off to?
**[08:30] Garfiel**
Well?!
**[08:33] Ram**
We're going to get Barusu
outside the Sanctuary.
**[08:36] Ram**
He'll cause trouble for
you if he stays here, too,
**[08:40] Ram**
so I'd say this works out perfectly for you.
**[08:41] Garfiel**
Think you know what's goin'
on in my head, do ya?
**[08:44] Garfiel**
Damn, there ain't nothin'
lovable about you at all.
**[08:46] Garfiel**
That's what I like about ya, though.
**[08:49] Subaru**
So can we assume that you're
agreeing to let us go?
**[08:53] Garfiel**
What?!
**[08:54] Garfiel**
I know damn well it'd be a pain
in my ass to keep you here!
**[08:59] Garfiel**
The thing is...
**[09:01] Garfiel**
To put it another way,
Hoshin was Banan's sunset!
**[09:04] Subaru**
Oh, really?
**[09:05] Subaru**
I still don't understand your idioms at all,
**[09:07] Subaru**
but as long as you realize—
**[09:09] Subaru**
What's with you guys?
**[09:11] Ram**
Given your lack of education,
you might not have understood that.
**[09:15] Otto**
"Hoshin was Banan's sunset" is a saying
**[09:17] Otto**
based on the tale of how the
legendary trader, Hoshin,
**[09:19] Otto**
brought the small nation of Banan to ruin.
**[09:22] Otto**
It gives your opponent two options:
surrender or face an all-out attack.
**[09:26] Subaru**
Surrender or all-out attack?
**[09:28] Ram**
Garf, are you so dumb that
you didn't understand me?
**[09:32] Garfiel**
You're the one who'd better
watch what you say, Ram!
**[09:37] Garfiel**
Just 'cause I'm hot for ya, that don't
mean I won't twist yer arm.
**[09:41] Garfiel**
Take him back to where he was!
**[09:43] Subaru**
Y-You're really fixated on
keeping me confined, aren't you?
**[09:46] Subaru**
Keeping me here is bad news,
**[09:48] Subaru**
so if you can let me go right
now for free, why wouldn't you?!
**[09:50] Garfiel**
I dunno what the hell you are!
**[09:53] ---**
That means I can't let you outside!
**[09:54] Ram**
That decision may upset Roswaal-sama.
**[09:59] Ram**
Because to Roswaal-sama, Barusu is...
**[10:02] Ram**
a useless employee. He could
easily be discarded.
**[10:05] Subaru**
You've got some nerve, saying that right now!
**[10:06] Garfiel**
It would upset Roswaal?
**[10:09] Garfiel**
How much do you think
he cares about this place,
**[10:12] Garfiel**
about the old hag or anyone else?!
**[10:14] Garfiel**
He doesn't give a damn!
**[10:15] Garfiel**
Not about you either, Ram!
**[10:17] Ram**
Roswaal-sama is—
**[10:18] Garfiel**
Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!
**[10:22] Garfiel**
I don't give a shit about that bastard!
**[10:25] Garfiel**
We're done here! Hand him over!
**[10:28] Garfiel**
I'm gonna tie him up and—
**[10:28] Otto**
Ram-san!
**[10:29] Ram**
Go!
**[10:31] Garfiel**
Damn small fry!
**[10:36] Ram**
You can't afford to be distracted, Garf.
**[10:39] Garfiel**
Get outta my way!
**[10:42] Subaru**
Hang on, Otto! Why—
**[10:45] Otto**
You would've been in danger if we'd stayed!
**[10:47] Otto**
Ram-san and I made this decision together!
**[10:51] Subaru**
Wh-What are you doing?
**[10:53] Otto**
Something I was hoping
I wouldn't have to resort to.
**[10:56] Otto**
It would've been better if I hadn't had to!
**[11:07] Subaru**
What are those?
**[11:11] Subaru**
The people of Arlam?
**[11:13] Otto**
What did I tell you?
**[11:14] Otto**
I have some very reliable helpers!
**[11:17] Subaru**
You weren't just talking about Ram?
**[11:19] Guy**
Subaru-sama! Please take care!
**[11:21] Girl**
This way! In here!
**[11:23] Guy**
Otto-san, take care of Subaru-sama!
**[11:27] Subaru**
Why are they all doing something so crazy?
**[11:29] Otto**
That's not very convincing, coming from you!
**[11:35] Guy**
Keep going straight,
and you'll find the barrier.
**[11:37] Subaru**
What about everyone else?!
**[11:39] Guy**
We'll stall your pursuers!
**[11:40] Guy**
We can buy enough time for
you to escape, no problem!
**[12:28] Subaru**
Gar...fiel...
**[12:35] Subaru**
I-I'll...
**[12:38] Subaru**
do as you say.
**[12:41] Subaru**
So please, don't hurt...
**[12:44] Subaru**
anyone else...
**[12:56] Otto**
You complete idiot!
**[13:14] Subaru**
G...
**[13:16] Subaru**
Garfiel!
**[13:40] Guy**
S-Stay away from Subaru-sama, you monster!
**[13:44] Subaru**
Sto—
**[13:50] Subaru**
Stop it! Please!
**[13:52] Subaru**
No one needs to die but me!
**[13:56] Subaru**
That's enough! That's enough, Patrasche!
**[14:20] Subaru**
Why... am I here?
**[14:28] Subaru**
It's morning?
**[14:30] Subaru**
Damn it... How long have I been asleep?
**[14:36] Subaru**
Huh?
**[14:51] Subaru**
What's going on?
**[15:02] Subaru**
I can't! I can't! I can't!
**[15:07] Subaru**
I have to get them back,
**[15:09] Subaru**
whatever it takes...
**[15:21] Subaru**
There's...
**[15:23] Subaru**
no one here?
**[15:58] Subaru**
A rabbit?
**[16:01] Subaru**
Why is there a rabbit here?
**[17:15] Subaru**
Why...
**[17:21] Subaru**
Why? Why? Why?
**[17:25] Subaru**
Why?! Why?!
**[17:26] Subaru**
Why?!
**[17:30] Echidna**
You have once again earned the qualification.
**[17:34] Echidna**
I invite you...
**[17:35] Echidna**
to a witch's tea party.
**[17:39] Echidna**
I don't often invite the same
guest to my tea parties twice.
**[17:44] Echidna**
Feel free to be proud.
**[17:48] Subaru**
I feel so calm, it's kind of creepy.
**[17:51] Subaru**
What's going on?
**[17:53] Echidna**
It's because of the tea you drank last time.
**[17:56] Echidna**
It directly affected your
Sloth Witch Factor, encouraging stability.
**[18:01] Echidna**
If not for that, your soul itself
would have crumbled to pieces.
**[18:05] Echidna**
Now, I'm ready to accept your gratitude.
**[18:10] Subaru**
Can I assume this will keep working,
even after I'm back outside?
**[18:14] Echidna**
Well, we *are* talking about your mental state.
**[18:17] Echidna**
So long as you remember what
happened here, you should be fine.
**[18:21] Echidna**
So... where's that gratitude?
**[18:24] Subaru**
Echidna...
**[18:25] Subaru**
Is there a way to overwrite the vow?
**[18:29] Subaru**
You know, the one that makes me forget
about you once I step outside.
**[18:33] Subaru**
So long as it stands, my soul's
still likely to fall apart.
**[18:37] Echidna**
Well, that's true, but...
**[18:39] Subaru**
Besides, my soul isn't the only problem here.
**[18:43] Subaru**
I want to be able to remember you regardless.
**[18:45] Echidna**
Huh?
**[18:47] Subaru**
If it comes at a price,
I'll pay whatever you want.
**[18:51] Subaru**
In return, don't hide yourself in my memories.
**[18:56] Echidna**
A-All right...
**[18:58] Subaru**
Huh?
**[19:00] Subaru**
Really?! Thanks a lot!
**[19:02] Subaru**
And no changing your mind, all right?!
**[19:04] Echnida**
I wouldn't do something so shameless.
**[19:08] Echidna**
I wouldn't, but I think
you're being a bit unfair.
**[19:16] Echidna**
And then you gulp down my
bodily fluids like that...
**[19:20] Subaru**
I forgot about that!
**[19:21] Echidna**
So? Where's that gratitude?
**[19:24] Echidna**
I don't believe I've heard it yet.
**[19:26] Subaru**
Yeah, thanks for making me
this nasty tea, you witch!
**[19:30] Echidna**
That kind of gratitude
wounds my maidenly heart.
**[19:41] Echidna**
What? You have something else to say?
**[19:45] Subaru**
Quit playing around.
**[19:46] Subaru**
Just how much do you know about me?
**[19:50] Echidna**
If you're asking what I know,
I know only what I know.
**[19:53] Echidna**
If you're asking what I want to know,
**[19:54] ---**
I want to know everything in this world.
**[19:59] Subaru**
There's no way it shouldn't
seem strange to you.
**[20:03] Subaru**
For you, this is happening right after
your last tea party with me, isn't it?
**[20:08] Subaru**
So if you don't find this strange,
**[20:10] Subaru**
then...
**[20:12] Echidna**
Then?
**[20:15] Subaru**
Then... that can only mean
you know how this happened.
**[20:28] Echidna**
Then test me.
**[20:34] Subaru**
Y-You might not even have
time to regret saying that!
**[20:38] Echidna**
If that proves to be true, can I
expect you to break down crying
**[20:43] Echidna**
over my corpse?
**[20:52] Subaru**
Echidna...
**[20:54] Subaru**
I..
**[20:57] Subaru**
I've been Returning by Death!
**[21:12] Echidna**
Hmm...
**[21:13] Echidna**
It's a bit embarrassing to have
you staring at me like that.
**[21:17] Subaru**
Wh-When I... When I die, I go back in time
**[21:22] Subaru**
and restart the world.
**[21:24] Subaru**
I Return by Death.
**[21:26] Echidna**
I heard you.
**[21:28] Echidna**
And before I heard you, I saw you.
**[21:31] Subaru**
I... Return by Death!
**[21:33] Subaru**
Return by Death! Return by Death!
**[21:35] Subaru**
Return by Death! Return by Death!
**[21:36] Echidna**
Hey, calm down! I know how you feel but—
**[21:39] Subaru**
I've been Returning by Death!
**[21:42] Subaru**
I've died and started again over and over!
**[21:44] Subaru**
I Return by Death!
**[21:46] Echidna**
I get it, I said! Just listen to m—
**[21:49] Subaru**
I've been...
**[21:53] Subaru**
Returning by Death...
**[21:55] Subaru**
to start again... over and over...
**[22:05] ---**
I...
**[22:07] Subaru**
All this time...
**[22:10] Subaru**
Ever since I came to this world...
**[22:13] Subaru**
I've never, ever been able
to say it to anyone...
**[22:17] Subaru**
Over and over... all alone...
alone this whole time...
**[22:22] Subaru**
I... I...
**[22:37] Echidna**
I know.
***SIGN*** I know
**[22:44] Echidna**
I know every step you've
taken on your path here.
**[22:51] Echidna**
I was watching.
**[22:56] Echidna**
But watching is all I was doing.
**[23:01] Echidna**
So if you can, I'd like
you to tell me yourself...
**[23:06] Echidna**
what you have thought, how you have felt,
**[23:10] Echidna**
and how much weight you have carried.
**[23:14] Echidna**
I want to know.
**[23:16] Echidna**
After all, I'm the Witch of Greed,
who wants to know everything in this world.
**[23:23] Echidna**
That's me... Echidna.
***SIGN*** The Value of Life
# E34 - Love Love Love Love Love Love You
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/G6NV4MGXY/love-love-love-love-love-love-you)
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**[00:02] Echidna**
Terrible...
**[00:05] Echinda**
I'm not referring to your behavior.
**[00:08] Echidna**
I was simply overwhelmed
with rage at the one
**[00:12] Echidna**
who put you through so much hardship.
**[00:16] Subaru**
Me?
**[00:18] Echidna**
The Witch of Envy...
**[00:21] Echidna**
I'm sure you were aware
**[00:23] Echidna**
that the power you have is that of a witch.
**[00:27] Echidna**
You've known for a long time.
**[00:29] Subaru**
Well, I've sure had plenty of
people telling me about a witch.
**[00:33] Subaru**
I have no idea why she's
so fixated on me, though.
**[00:38] Subaru**
No one is capable of understanding
how her mind works.
**[00:43] Echidna**
Even if I could, I wouldn't want to.
**[00:47] Subaru**
Hey...
**[00:49] Subaru**
Do you think there's a limit to how many
times Return by Death can be used?
**[00:53] Echidna**
Ah, yes. Truly the obvious question to ask.
**[00:57] Echidna**
I will say in advance that
this is only conjecture,
**[01:01] Echidna**
but I would say...
**[01:04] Echidna**
there isn't.
**[01:12] Echidna**
Vexing as it may seem, the power
that lets you Return by Death
**[01:16] Echidna**
is the witch's intense delusion.
**[01:17] Echidna**
So long as that delusion persists,
there will be no end to your deaths.
**[01:21] Subaru**
Do you have any idea why
she gave me this power?
**[01:24] Echidna**
So that you won't die.
**[01:27] Echidna**
It makes you redo destiny and doesn't
allow you to make mistakes.
**[01:32] Subaru**
That can't be right.
**[01:34] Subaru**
I mean, I...
**[01:37] Subaru**
couldn't get Rem back.
**[01:40] Subaru**
If she's making me redo destiny,
**[01:42] Subaru**
why'd I end up in a place
that made it irreversible?
**[01:44] Echidna**
Because that girl was not taken into
account as part of that destiny.
**[01:49] Echidna**
Her hope is that you will never be trapped
by the dead end that is true death.
**[01:55] Echidna**
Anyone who isn't you is
not part of the plan.
**[01:58] Echidna**
The decision to go to such lengths
to save someone else with your power
**[02:01] Echidna**
is yours and yours alone.
**[02:04] Echidna**
You will overcome destiny through
countless challenges henceforth,
**[02:09] Echidna**
but if you do change destiny at
the expense of many sacrifices...
**[02:16] Subaru**
I won't have any chances to get
back those who were sacrificed.
**[02:22] Echnida**
That's how it is.
**[02:34] Subaru**
Fine.
**[02:35] Subaru**
If you insist on reserving
that favor for me alone,
**[02:39] Subaru**
then I know what I have to do.
**[02:41] Subaru**
I'll use this Return by
Death blessing you gave me
**[02:45] Subaru**
until there's nothing left to use!
**[02:48] Subaru**
Yeah, that's it. I've made up my mind.
**[02:51] Subaru**
No one's better than me at
betraying people's expectations!
**[02:56] Echidna**
You bounced back with surprising ease.
**[02:59] Subaru**
It wasn't easy at all.
**[03:01] Subaru**
If I did what I've always done,
**[03:03] Subaru**
I might've tried to tape my broken
heart back together in desperation.
**[03:07] Subaru**
But now...
**[03:15] Echidna**
What is it? Aren't you going to finish?
**[03:18] Echidna**
Well? Aren't you?
**[03:19] Subaru**
You know damn well what I was gonna say!
**[03:22] Subaru**
Anyway, your input has
been very informative.
**[03:25] Subaru**
It helped me make up my mind, too.
**[03:28] Subaru**
So thanks for that.
**[03:30] Echidna**
Just for that?
**[03:31] Echidna**
That's all you want to thank me for
after sharing your secret with me?
**[03:37] Subaru**
Shut up! Why are you so determined
to make me thank you?!
**[03:41] Subaru**
You should be trying to make me ask
you questions, like last time!
**[03:46] Subaru**
You're the only one I can count on.
**[03:48] Subaru**
I'll pay whatever price you want.
**[03:52] Echidna**
You just might have a knack
for seducing witches.
**[03:56] Echidna**
Well? What would you like to ask me?
**[03:59] Subaru**
There's too much I don't know.
**[04:01] Subaru**
First and foremost, right now
is that last moment...
**[04:05] Subaru**
when I died by being eaten.
**[04:08] Subaru**
Those rabbits could've fit in my hand.
**[04:10] Echidna**
Ah, you mean the Great Rabbit.
**[04:13] Subaru**
"Great" Rabbit?
**[04:14] Echidna**
Great not in size, but in number.
**[04:18] Echdina**
It's one of the Three Great Mabeasts.
**[04:20] Subaru**
Three Great Mabeasts?
**[04:22] Echidna**
The White Whale, the Black
Serpent, and the Great Rabbit.
**[04:26] Echidna**
They were created 400 years ago
by Daphne, the Witch of Gluttony.
**[04:30] Echidna**
Her three legacies of misfortune, which still
bring disaster upon the world today.
**[04:34] Subaru**
You've gotta be kidding me!
**[04:36] Subaru**
I just managed to fish up the
White Whale not long ago!
**[04:39] Echidna**
There's more to this unpleasant story.
**[04:42] Echidna**
In terms of pure fighting strength,
**[04:44] Echidna**
the White Whale is far stronger.
**[04:46] Echidna**
But the Great Rabbit is infinitely
more difficult to destroy.
**[04:51] Echidna**
To the Great Rabbit, all other
living things are food.
**[04:55] Echidna**
It desires nothing other
than to satisfy its hunger.
**[04:59] Echidna**
All it leaves behind is a deserted field.
**[05:02] Subaru**
Deserted... field?
**[05:04] Subaru**
You don't mean all of that was...
**[05:08] Echidna**
What makes the Great Rabbit so
difficult is its viability.
**[05:11] Echidna**
A single one is capable of
multiplying infinitely.
**[05:15] Subaru**
Infinitely? What is it, an amoeba?
**[05:18] Echidna**
To destroy it, you'd have to kill
every last one at the same time,
**[05:24] Echidna**
and that would be like trying to evaporate
every raindrop that falls from the sky.
**[05:28] Subaru**
What choice do we have but to run, then?!
**[05:31] Subaru**
No... That won't work. The barrier's there.
**[05:34] Subaru**
So long as the barrier's there,
Emilia and the others can't leave.
**[05:37] Typhon**
The Great Rabbit in the Sanctuary,
**[05:40] Subaru**
the attack on the mansion...
**[05:42] Subaru**
I have to break the barrier and free
them before any of that happens.
**[05:45] Subaru**
Then I'll gather everyone at the mansion
to defeat Elsa and the mabeasts.
**[05:49] Subaru**
I have...
**[05:51] Elsa**
Though, since you came back
sooner than expected,
**[05:53] Elsa**
this didn't play out exactly
as my directions specified.
**[05:57] Subaru**
...four days, then?
**[06:02] Subaru**
Echidna? Do you know of a way?
**[06:06] Echidna**
It carries such great risk that
I hesitate to suggest it...
**[06:10] Echidna**
But what if I told you that
I could give you an opportunity
**[06:13] Echidna**
to talk to Daphne, the Witch of Gluttony?
**[06:15] Subaru**
Huh?
**[06:16] Subaru**
I thought all the other witches were dead.
**[06:19] Echidna**
Then how do you explain the one
speaking to you right now?
**[06:23] Echidna**
The souls of the dead witches reside
with me in this castle of dreams.
**[06:27] Echidna**
In other words...
**[06:28] Subaru**
You can call her here?
**[06:30] Echidna**
If I let her temporarily
inhabit my presence.
**[06:34] Echidna**
During that time, they and
I literally trade places.
**[06:38] Echidna**
But I really don't recommend it.
**[06:41] Echidna**
There is no death in this dimension,
**[06:44] Echidna**
but if your mind sustains an
injury that causes it to break,
**[06:48] Echidna**
it will remain shattered even
after you return to your body.
**[06:51] Subaru**
So I'd become an invalid?
**[06:54] Subaru**
That's a way bigger risk
than I'd be taking outside.
**[06:56] Echidna**
Do you decline, then?
**[07:01] Subaru**
She's the one who created
the Great Rabbit, right?
**[07:03] Subaru**
So she'd be the best one to ask
for ideas on how to defeat it.
**[07:09] Subaru**
Do it.
**[07:12] Echidna**
Your resolve is firm, then?
**[07:14] Echidna**
But just let me say one thing first.
**[07:17] Echidna**
No matter what you do,
don't release Daphne's restraints.
**[07:21] Subaru**
Restraints?
**[07:22] Echidna**
You are also forbidden to touch her.
**[07:25] Echidna**
You should avoid eye contact, too, if possible.
**[07:28] Subaru**
Avoiding all that would make me
come across as a total jerk!
**[07:33] Echidna**
I wish you the best.
**[07:42] Typhon**
Ah! We meet at last!
**[07:45] Subaru**
Huh?
**[07:46] Typhon**
What do you mean, "huh"?!
**[07:48] Typhon**
That's very rude, you know!
**[07:51] Typhon**
Hmph!
**[07:53] Subaru**
You're a... I mean, you're
also a witch, right?
**[07:57] Typhon**
Chidna told you, didn't she?
**[07:59] Typhon**
And you're...
**[08:01] Typhon**
Let's see... Baru! Baru, right?
**[08:05] Subaru**
Baru?
**[08:06] Typhon**
Are you a bad guy, Baru?
**[08:08] Typhon**
I've wondered about that this whole time!
**[08:11] Subaru**
A bad guy?
**[08:13] Subaru**
You want me to hold it?
**[08:15] Subaru**
Wait, no! There's something I want to ask—
**[08:19] Suabru**
Okay, okay! Fine!
**[08:22] Typhon**
Sin can only be repaid with pain.
**[08:27] Subaru**
Huh?
**[08:27] Typhon**
Oh! If you don't feel pain,
you must not be a bad guy!
**[08:32] Typhon**
That's great!
**[08:39] Subaru**
My arm!
**[08:40] Typhon**
But it doesn't hurt, does it?
**[08:41] Typhon**
If you make too much noise,
Chidna's gonna hate you.
**[08:44] Subaru**
Damn you!
**[08:46] Subaru**
Give it back!
**[08:48] Typhon**
Sin will become a wedge
that allows no escape.
**[08:55] Typhon**
So you see yourself as a sinner,
even though you're not a bad guy?
**[08:59] Typhon**
You have such a good heart, Baru!
**[09:01] Typhon**
You poor thing.
**[09:04] Typhon**
Well, that's all Typhon came here for.
**[09:07] Typhon**
That leaves...
**[09:10] Minerva**
First! To strike all that
defies reason in the world!
**[09:14] Minerva**
Second! Who cares about committing
every heinous evildoing?!
**[09:19] Minerva**
Third! Whether it's ugly or beautiful,
**[09:22] Minerva**
if you're here in this fleeting world,
**[09:24] Minerva**
don't expect to make it back unscathed!
**[09:30] Minerva**
My fist will restore the world!
**[09:33] Minerva**
My anger will cleanse the world!
**[09:35] Minerva**
My rage, the fury of my fists,
**[09:39] Minerva**
shall be my answer!
**[09:47] Subaru**
Why are you crying?
**[09:49] Minerva**
I'm not crying! I'm just angry!
**[09:51] Minerva**
That's right! I'm angry!
**[09:54] Minerva**
It's Typhon's fault for
hurting you like that!
**[09:56] Minerva**
Stupid Typhon!
**[09:58] Minerva**
I hate this world for making her do that!
**[10:00] Minerva**
I hate all of it!
**[10:01] Subaru**
Uh... Thanks for saving me...
**[10:04] Subaru**
Um, and you are...?
**[10:07] Minerva**
I'm the Witch of Wrath, Minerva!
**[10:09] Minerva**
My name isn't worth giving!
**[10:11] Subaru**
But you just did!
**[10:14] Minerva**
Listen up!
**[10:15] Minerva**
If you've learned your lesson,
don't do anything careless!
**[10:18] Minerva**
Next time, I'll just heal everyone!
**[10:20] Subaru**
Don't make it sound like a threat!
**[10:24] Subaru**
What's going on here?
**[10:26] Subaru**
Typhon? Minerva? This
isn't what we agreed—
**[10:34] Subaru**
Oh, come on...
**[10:40] Daphne**
What would you like to ask of Daphne,
**[10:45] Daphne**
Subarun?
**[10:51] Daphne**
I'm here because Chid-Chid asked me to come,
**[10:54] Daphne**
but I don't want to be awake
any longer than I have to be,
**[10:57] Daphne**
so please don't drag this
out with dull conversation.
**[11:02] Daphne**
Oh... This might be toxic to me...
**[11:08] Subaru**
Wh-What the heck?
**[11:10] Daphne**
My body is throbbing.
**[11:13] Daphne**
You give off a scent that
I really, really love...
**[11:19] Daphne**
It's making me want to eat you.
**[11:24] Subaru**
Then let's just make this quick.
**[11:27] Subaru**
I want to talk about the Three
Great Mabeasts that you made.
**[11:31] Daphne**
The Three Great Mabeasts?
**[11:33] Subaru**
The White Whale, the Great Rabbit,
and the Black Serpent or whatever!
**[11:37] Subaru**
You made them, didn't you?
**[11:40] Daphne**
Oh, the whale, the bunny, and the snake?
**[11:44] Subaru**
Why in the world did you make those things?
**[11:47] Daphne**
Huh? What was that?
**[11:49] Subaru**
Why did you set those things
loose on the world?!
**[11:53] Subaru**
Do you realize what they've...
**[11:57] Subaru**
Why did you do it?!
**[11:58] Subaru**
Why did you make monsters like those?!
**[12:03] Daphne**
The White Whale is very big, isn't it?
**[12:06] Daphne**
It would sate so many appetites if
people ate it, don't you think?
**[12:10] Subaru**
Huh?
**[12:11] Daphne**
And the Great Rabbit can
multiply itself indefinitely.
**[12:16] Daphne**
With them around,
**[12:17] Daphne**
no one would ever have to go hungry.
**[12:21] Subaru**
I'm saying that your Great Rabbit
is the one eating everybody!
**[12:24] Subaru**
These mabeasts are taking more people
away than they're feeding—
**[12:27] Daphne**
Don't you think it's a bit selfish
**[12:29] Daphne**
to try to eat another without considering
**[12:32] Daphne**
the possibility of being eaten yourself?
**[12:35] Daphne**
The same goes for you, Subarun.
**[12:37] Daphne**
Don't you think everyone
takes gluttony too lightly?
**[12:41] Daphne**
The appetite is
**[12:43] Daphne**
the most important of all the
desires that keep people alive.
**[12:47] Daphne**
Even if the heart feels sated,
**[12:49] Daphne**
people die if they don't eat.
**[12:55] Subaru**
What you're saying is partly right, but—
**[12:58] Daphne**
You'll understand, too, if you
are starved to your limit.
**[13:04] Daphne**
You'll see what sort of world
my bunny and I live in.
**[13:07] Subaru**
If I told you I wanted to get
rid of your Great Rabbit,
**[13:11] Subaru**
would you give me any tips?
**[13:13] Daphne**
The Great Rabbit relies
on mana to find its prey.
**[13:19] Subaru**
You really don't mind?
**[13:21] Daphne**
If we must eat to stay alive,
**[13:23] Daphne**
it wouldn't make sense to deny
that we must kill to survive.
**[13:29] Daphne**
It's naturally drawn to places
that have a lot of mana,
**[13:33] Daphne**
so you could use a powerful
magic user as a lure,
**[13:36] Daphne**
then wipe them all out at
once when they gather there.
**[13:40] Subaru**
I heard it can multiply indefinitely.
**[13:42] Subaru**
Won't there be some that
separate from the group?
**[13:45] Daphne**
There may be many of them, but
they all share one consciousness.
**[13:49] Daphne**
They don't have the wisdom to
avoid being killed or anything.
**[13:56] Daphne**
Are you finished with me now?
**[13:59] Subaru**
Yeah.
**[14:00] Subaru**
I still don't get why you created
them, but I've learned a lot.
**[14:03] Subaru**
Thanks.
**[14:05] Subaru**
Also...
**[14:07] Subaru**
I will destroy the Great Rabbit.
**[14:09] Subaru**
I already killed the White Whale, after all.
**[14:12] Subaru**
You'd better not come crying to me,
**[14:13] Subaru**
"Mother."
**[14:16] Subaru**
Those things have been running
rampant for 400 years.
**[14:19] Subaru**
That's long enough.
**[14:21] Subaru**
I'm gonna wipe them out without a trace.
**[14:24] Daphne**
If you think a mere human...
**[14:31] Daphne**
is capable of that, then
go ahead and try it.
**[14:47] Subaru**
Seeing your face is such a relief, it's
like being back home with my family.
**[14:51] Echidna**
That's a somewhat confusing
way to describe it.
**[14:54] Echidna**
I was a bit disconcerted, too,
**[14:56] Echidna**
when Typhon jumped in the moment
I tried to give my body to Daphne.
**[15:00] Subaru**
Oh, her?
**[15:02] Echidna**
Yes, the Witch of Pride.
**[15:04] Echidna**
She's very much a child, as you saw.
**[15:06] Echidna**
She was so eager to meet you
that she jumped right out.
**[15:10] Echidna**
And the one who saved you was
the Witch of Wrath, Minerva.
**[15:15] Echidna**
So? Did Daphne give you
any useful information?
**[15:21] Subaru**
Yeah, sort of.
**[15:22] Subaru**
First of all, I learned that you're
the most normal of the witches.
**[15:27] Echidna**
Oh, please. Just stop already.
**[15:30] Echidna**
You're just trying to butter
me up with pleasing words.
**[15:34] Echidna**
Don't underestimate me like that.
**[15:38] Subaru**
You're like an open book, you know that?
**[15:41] Subaru**
But I'll pass on your bodily
fluids and cookies.
**[15:44] Echidna**
I didn't put any hair in it.
**[15:46] Subaru**
I can't even trust a single
thing you say anymore.
**[15:52] Subaru**
What was...
**[15:53] Echidna**
Looks like it's nearly
time for you to wake up.
**[15:57] Echidna**
Perhaps something happened outside
to speed your awakening?
**[16:03] Subaru**
You mean... Emilia?
**[16:05] Subaru**
No, wait... Weren't you passing yourself
off as the examiner for the trial?
**[16:11] Subaru**
So why are you here?
**[16:12] Subaru**
Emilia should be undergoing
the trial right now!
**[16:15] Echidna**
Because the result is already in sight.
**[16:18] Subaru**
The result is in sight?
**[16:21] Echidna**
I'm saying I have no interest
in the result of her challenge.
**[16:25] Echidna**
Even in three days of trial and error,
**[16:26] Echidna**
I can't hold out any hope that
she'll break out of her shell.
**[16:31] Echidna**
Or perhaps...
**[16:32] Echidna**
*you* could do it?
**[16:34] Ecdidna**
Since you've made up your mind
to keep repeating everything,
**[16:37] Echidna**
could you give wings to
the cowardly princess?
**[16:41] Subaru**
I hate that it feels like
I'm letting you provoke me,
**[16:43] Subaru**
but I won't let you make Emilia cry any more.
**[16:46] Echidna**
Oh, no. I'm not the one making her cry.
**[16:50] Subaru**
I'll go through your sadistic trial.
**[16:53] Subaru**
That was my plan to begin with.
**[16:55] Echidna**
I hardly think it's necessary
to call it sadistic.
**[16:59] Subaru**
Echidna, how can I come here again?
**[17:04] Subaru**
I know I'm being selfish,
**[17:06] Subaru**
but I want to be able to
seek your wisdom again.
**[17:09] Subaru**
You know a lot, and...
**[17:12] Echidna**
And I know about your Return by Death power.
**[17:16] Subaru**
Yeah, exactly.
**[17:18] Echidna**
It does feel nice to be depended on,
**[17:21] Echidna**
but I think that would be rather difficult.
**[17:25] Echidna**
The conditions to attend the witch's
tea party grow stricter each time,
**[17:29] Echidna**
and you have already been invited twice.
**[17:32] Echidna**
If you cry out "I want to know"
from the bottom of your heart,
**[17:36] ---**
your voice will reach me.
**[17:37] Echidna**
It'll need to be even louder the
third time than the second.
**[17:41] Echidna**
Think you can do that?
**[17:44] Echidna**
Of course, if you do undergo
the trial, as you hope to,
**[17:48] Echidna**
that won't be the only way.
**[17:51] Subaru**
That's right! I can see you
within the trial, too!
**[17:55] Subaru**
I doubt it'll be over tea, though.
**[17:58] Echidna**
Well, if you really insist...
**[18:00] Subaru**
No, that's okay!
**[18:03] Subaru**
Oh, crap... I'm really
starting to feel faint.
**[18:07] Subaru**
Echidna, one more thing before I go...
**[18:11] Subaru**
The payment to make sure I don't
forget what happened here!
**[18:14] Subaru**
You need that, right?
**[18:15] Echidna**
Oh... Oh, the payment!
**[18:18] Echidna**
Of course, I wouldn't
want you to forget this.
**[18:21] Echidna**
In that case...
**[18:24] Echidna**
I think I'll take this.
**[18:27] Subaru**
Really? But it's just a handkerchief.
**[18:30] Subaru**
Besides, it's...
**[18:32] Echidna**
No need to worry. This world
exists within the mind.
**[18:35] Echidna**
It won't be gone once you're back outside.
**[18:40] Subaru**
How does it work as payment, then?
**[18:42] Echidna**
The one who gave you this did so
out of heartfelt concern for you.
**[18:47] Echidna**
It wouldn't do to ridicule that sentiment.
**[18:50] Echidna**
This payment is recognition
of that person's existence,
**[18:53] Echidna**
and perhaps a bit of meddling, as well.
**[19:02] Echidna**
Payment received.
**[19:07] Subaru**
Okay, thanks again.
**[19:09] Subaru**
See you in the trial, I guess.
**[19:12] Echidna**
Natsuki Subaru...
**[19:14] Echidna**
If you do attend the witch's
tea party a third time...
**[19:19] Echidna**
This time, there's something
I would like to tell *you*.
**[19:31] Subaru**
Do I have to go through this every time?
**[19:35] Subaru**
I remember.
**[19:37] Subaru**
I guess Echidna kept her promise, then.
**[19:41] Subaru**
I swear, that so-called
"witch" is just a big fraud.
**[19:44] Subaru**
I'm gonna be counting on you for now.
**[19:51] Subaru**
Emilia wasn't the one waking me up?
**[19:55] Subaru**
Wait... she didn't run outside
in a panic, did she?!
**[20:03] Subaru**
Huh?
**[20:09] Subaru**
A shadow?
**[20:12] Subaru**
Emilia!
**[20:14] Subaru**
Emilia, where are you?!
**[20:15] Subaru**
Please, answer me!
**[20:17] Subaru**
Ram! Ryuzu-san! Even you, Otto!
**[20:20] Subaru**
You're there, right? Get out here!
**[20:43] Subaru**
You're...
**[20:46] Envy**
I love you.
**[20:48] Envy**
I love you. I love you.
**[20:51] Envy**
I love you.
**[20:52] Envy**
I love you.
**[20:54] Envy**
I love you.
**[20:57] Envy**
I love you.
**[20:58] Envy**
I love you.
**[21:00] Envy**
I love you... I love you... I love you...
***SIGN*** Love Love Love Love Love Love You
***SIGN*** Love Love Love Love Love Love You
***SIGN*** Love Love Love Love Love Love You
***SIGN*** Love Love Love Love Love Love You
***SIGN*** Love Love Love Love Love Love You
**[21:05] Envy**
I love you.
**[21:13] Garfiel**
Quit screwin' around!
**[21:21] Garfiel**
We're gonna jump!
**[21:35] Subaru**
You!
**[21:37] Garfiel**
What? You got a problem?
**[21:41] Subaru**
No, I don't have a problem.
**[21:44] Subaru**
I just wasn't expecting you to save me.
**[21:48] Garfiel**
Can't you see what's goin' on?
**[21:50] Garfiel**
What's important right now is findin'
a way to bite off that thing's head!
**[21:54] Garfiel**
Nothin' else!
**[21:57] Subaru**
What the hell... Why now, of all times?
**[22:01] Subaru**
Why are you here,
**[22:04] Subaru**
Witch of Envy?!
**[22:07] Subaru**
Think... Think, think, think!
**[22:10] Subaru**
I have to do something...
I have to beat her somehow...
**[22:13] Garfiel**
The bitch isn't tryin' to follow us?
**[22:17] Garfiel**
What? She gonna leave the barrier?
**[22:23] Subaru**
The mansion...
**[22:25] Subaru**
The mansion!
**[22:27] Subaru**
That witch is heading for Roswaal's mansion!
**[22:30] Garfiel**
The hell'd you say?!
**[22:32] Subaru**
I'm not letting you get
away with anything else!
**[24:07] Roswaal**
Goodness. What terrible luck.
**[24:12] Roswaal**
And without even knowing the
outcome of the trial...
**[24:17] Roswaal**
If you wish to walk through Hell,
**[24:20] Roswaal**
I will gladly accompany you.
**[24:25] Roswaal**
If you wish to live in Hell,
**[24:28] Roswaal**
then Hell is what I shall strive for.
**[24:32] Roswaal**
Try not to make any mistakes next time,
**[24:35] Roswaal**
Natsuki Subaru.
**[24:37] ---**
# E35 - I Know Hell
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/G6EXN9DNR/i-know-hell)
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**[00:08] Garfiel**
We're goin' to the mansion?!
**[00:10] Subaru**
I know what's going to happen,
and I have to stop it!
**[00:14] Subaru**
She's drawn to me, which means—
**[00:15] Garfiel**
If you say we gotta use you as bait,
**[00:18] Garfiel**
I'm gonna bite off one of your fingers!
**[00:20] Garfiel**
The old hag and Ram and everyone
else already got swallowed up!
**[00:24] Garfiel**
I'd be a disgrace if I let it get you, too!
**[00:29] Subaru**
The shadow... swallowed up all of them?
**[00:34] Garfiel**
Yeah.
**[00:36] Garfiel**
The whole ground was engulfed by the
shadow before I even realized it.
**[00:40] Garfiel**
If Ram hadn't sent me flying with
her wind, it would've gotten me, too.
**[00:46] Subaru**
So Ram and Ryuzu-san were just...
**[00:48] Subaru**
And Otto...
**[00:50] Subaru**
And Emilia, too?
**[00:57] Subaru**
Damn it! Why now, of all times?!
**[01:01] Subaru**
Who's there?!
**[01:06] Subaru**
What kind of joke is this?
**[01:08] Garfiel**
I was hopin' you wouldn't have to see this.
**[01:10] Subaru**
Are those clones of Ryuzu-san?
**[01:13] Garfiel**
Don't worry about them.
**[01:15] Garfiel**
They ain't her.
**[01:17] Garfiel**
They're empty on the inside.
**[01:19] Subaru**
What are you planning to do?
**[01:23] Garfiel**
What do you think?
**[01:26] Garfiel**
We're gonna bust through with
sheer numbers and crush it!
**[01:44] Envy**
I love you.
**[01:46] Garfiel**
There you are!
**[01:53] Subaru**
Wait!
**[02:00] Garfiel**
Go!
**[02:19] Envy**
I love you.
**[02:21] Subaru**
Shut up...
**[02:22] Envy**
I love you. I love you. I love you.
**[02:25] Subaru**
Shut up!
**[02:26] Envy**
I love you. I love you. I love you.
**[02:29] Envy**
Subaru-kun...
**[02:30] Subaru**
Don't you dare call me that!
**[02:31] Envy**
I love you. I love you. I love you.
**[02:33] Subaru**
Cut the crap!
**[02:34] Envy**
I love you. I love you. I love you.
**[02:34] Subaru**
The first real "I love you" I was
given in this world was so powerful,
**[02:37] Envy**
I love you. I love you. I love you.
**[02:38] Subaru**
it made me think a loser like me
could actually become a hero!
**[02:41] Envy**
I love you. I love you. I love you.
**[02:43] Subaru**
The number one and number two places
in my heart are already taken!
**[02:44] Envy**
I love you. I love you. I love you.
**[02:46] Subaru**
There's no room in here for you!
**[02:48] Envy**
I love you. I love you. I love you.
**[02:49] Subaru**
Compared to you,
**[02:51] Subaru**
I'd have an easier time loving Echidna
or any of the other witches!
**[03:03] Envy**
I love you. I love you. I love you.
**[03:07] Envy**
Love me. Love me.
**[03:10] Envy**
Love me.
**[03:12] Envy**
Love me. Love me. Love me.
**[03:15] Envy**
Love me. Love me. Love me.
**[03:18] Envy**
Love me. Love me.
**[03:21] Subaru**
This... isn't death.
**[03:23] Envy**
Love me. Love me. Love me.
**[03:24] Subaru**
The shadow is surrounding me...
engulfing me...
**[03:28] Envy**
Love me. Love me. Love me.
**[03:28] Subaru**
It's just... going to keep
loving me... forever?
**[03:32] Envy**
Love me. Love me. Love me. Love me. Love me.
**[03:37] Subaru**
Petra's handkerchief...
**[03:38] Envy**
Love me. Love me. Love me.
**[03:41] Envy**
Love me. Love me. Love me.
**[03:42] Subaru**
Did Echidna... know this was going to happen?!
**[03:45] Envy**
Love me. Love me. Love me. Love me. Love me.
**[03:51] Envy**
Love me. Love me. Love me. Love me.
**[03:54] Subaru**
That damn witch!
**[03:56] Envy**
Love me. Love me. Love me. Love me.
**[03:59] Envy**
Love me.
**[04:36] Subaru**
I... swear...
**[04:40] Subaru**
I'm going... to save you.
**[04:56] Subaru**
I made it back.
**[05:00] Subaru**
Emilia!
**[05:05] Subaru**
What?
**[05:12] Subaru**
Why am I shaking?
**[05:15] Subaru**
I can't... actually be...
**[05:24] Subaru**
Emi...lia...
**[05:29] Emilia**
Subaru?
**[05:32] Emilia**
Where...
**[05:34] Emilia**
Wait, I was just...
**[05:39] Emilia**
Subaru?
**[05:42] Emilia**
Why...
**[05:44] Emilia**
do you look like you're in so much pain?
**[05:58] Emilia**
It's all right. It's all right, Subaru.
**[06:01] Emilia**
I'm right here, see?
**[06:03] Emilia**
I'm right here.
**[06:09] Ram**
So...
**[06:11] Ram**
You were supposed to help Emilia-sama,
but you only caused trouble for her.
**[06:14] Ram**
Why are you even alive?
**[06:15] Emilia**
After you came in hoping to help me,
**[06:17] Emilia**
it's really a shame you got
so worried that you started crying.
**[06:20] Subaru**
Emilia-tan, you're gonna make me cry again.
**[06:23] Emilia**
But you're always the one helping me.
**[06:27] Emilia**
So a part of me is relieved
that you let me see
**[06:31] Emilia**
this weaker side of you.
**[06:35] Subaru**
I'd rather not let you see
that side of me, though.
**[06:39] Emilia**
Huh? Why not?
**[06:41] Subaru**
Because I only want you to see the part
of me that's trying to look good.
**[06:46] Subaru**
I want you to forget that I'm
actually a weak, helpless loser.
**[06:51] Emilia**
Hey! I'm not going to hate you just because
**[06:54] Emilia**
you showed me a moment of weakness!
**[06:57] Ram**
Hah. That pride isn't very convincing
after you've just bawled your eyes out.
**[07:01] Subaru**
Do you have to rain on my
parade every single time?!
**[07:04] Otto**
Now, now. Ram-san's attitude is
just how she shows she's worried.
**[07:15] Garfiel**
Yeah, I wasn't sure what was
gonna happen for a minute,
**[07:17] Garfiel**
but I'm glad ya made it back all right.
**[07:20] Garfiel**
I guess a little breeze won't knock
the gafgalon fruit off the tree,
**[07:22] ---**
and that ain't nothin' to sneeze at!
**[07:25] Subaru**
Ow!
**[07:26] Subaru**
Wait... that's it?
**[07:29] Garfiel**
Huh?
**[07:31] Subaru**
* Well, if nothing else,*
* Garfiel isn't hostile right now.*
**[07:35] Subaru**
*The trial didn't break Emilia's spirit,*
**[07:37] Subaru**
* and Garfiel is still maintaining*
* his neutral stance.*
**[07:40] Subaru**
* This is the best starting*
* point I've had so far.*
**[07:43] Subaru**
* Now I just need to work out what*
* I can test, and what I can bring back.*
**[07:47] Subaru**
*I have to make use of this the best I can.*
**[07:52] Subaru**
Ram, there's something
I want to talk to you about.
**[07:54] Ram**
Pervert.
**[07:55] Subaru**
You're jumping to conclusions
*and* making me sound bad!
**[07:58] Ram**
Hmph.
**[07:58] Subaru**
For one thing, I've never
looked at you in that way!
**[08:01] Ram**
True. You usually look much more vague.
**[08:06] Ram**
What is it you want to ask of me?
**[08:10] Subaru**
It's about Garfiel.
**[08:12] Subaru**
I'm about to do something behind his back,
**[08:14] Subaru**
and there's a good chance
he'll try to interfere.
**[08:17] Subaru**
So I want you to keep him here.
**[08:21] Ram**
I don't like that look in your eyes, Barusu.
**[08:23] Subaru**
Get over your weird suspicions, would you?
**[08:25] Ram**
Very well, then.
**[08:27] Subaru**
Thanks. I appreciate it.
**[08:29] Ram**
Ten favors in return will do.
**[08:30] Subaru**
That's a lot!
**[08:36] Subaru**
* When I was inside that shadow,*
* I merged with many consciousnesses.*
**[08:40] Subaru**
*Those were probably her victims' memories.*
**[08:43] Subaru**
*It's all disjointed fragments,*
**[08:45] Subaru**
* but I was able to bring back*
* more than my own life is worth.*
**[08:49] Subaru**
* Now all that's left is to*
* verify those memories.*
**[08:55] Subaru**
Found it.
**[09:46] Subaru**
Is this... Ryuzu-san?
**[09:51] Ryuzu**
I never expected you to discover this only
half a day after arriving here, Young Su.
**[09:58] Subaru**
It was the memory.
**[10:00] Subaru**
The memory of someone who was
swallowed up by the Witch of Envy,
**[10:03] Subaru**
someone who knew of this place.
**[10:06] Subaru**
Is the girl on the left the one
who led me here this afternoon?
**[10:12] Ryuzu**
That is unlikely.
**[10:14] Ryuzu**
This girl is one of the guards
assigned to this place.
**[10:18] Ryuzu**
It was another who met you in the forest.
**[10:21] Ryuzu**
One of the Sanctuary's eyes, nothing more.
**[10:24] Subaru**
There's something I want to ask you.
**[10:26] Subaru**
After that, I'd like to request
your help, if possible.
**[10:30] Ryuzu**
I shall not ignore your request, Young Su,
**[10:33] Ryuzu**
Apostle of Greed.
**[10:36] Ryuzu**
That is...
**[10:37] Ryuzu**
what has been written in the
contract that binds us,
**[10:41] Ryuzu**
the copies of Ryuzu Meyer.
**[10:48] Subaru**
She seems awfully attached to me...
**[10:52] Ryuzu**
You do know who is responsible for
creating this place, do you not?
**[10:57] Subaru**
I think it was the Witch of Greed,
Echidna, right?
**[11:02] Ryuzu**
Yes, this is a land built
by said witch's hand,
**[11:05] Ryuzu**
an experimental facility meant
to fulfill said witch's dream.
**[11:10] Subaru**
What was she experimenting on?
**[11:12] Ryuzu**
Can you not see it right in front of you?
**[11:16] Ryuzu**
Was there not a girl who looked just like
me trapped within the magic crystal?
**[11:22] Ryuzu**
That was the true, the first, Ryuzu Meyer.
**[11:26] Ryuzu**
All the other Ryuzus, including
myself, are copies of her.
**[11:31] Ryuzu**
We are imitations.
**[11:35] Ryuzu**
Does knowing that I am an imitation
change how you see me?
**[11:41] Subaru**
I don't know.
**[11:43] Subaru**
I'd really like to say that it doesn't.
**[11:46] Subaru**
I would, but...
**[11:50] Ryuzu**
How kind you are, Young Su.
**[11:53] Ryuzu**
Our replica bodies are built upon
**[11:56] Ryuzu**
cores of artificial od that
has been produced by magic.
**[12:00] Ryuzu**
Those cores are wrapped in
mana and given physical form,
**[12:03] Ryuzu**
resulting in these bodies.
**[12:05] Subaru**
Wait, you're talking about
literally creating life!
**[12:10] Subaru**
Why the heck would she do
an experiment like that?
**[12:14] Ryuzu**
To add something to those bodies, obviously.
**[12:17] Ryuzu**
Specifically, to add personalities,
memories, and knowledge...
**[12:21] Ryuzu**
In other words, a soul.
**[12:23] Ryuzu**
She filled Ryuzu Meyer's
body with her own being,
**[12:28] Ryuzu**
and each time a body perished,
**[12:30] Ryuzu**
she would make a new vessel
to inherit its soul,
**[12:35] Ryuzu**
which would make her...
**[12:37] Subaru**
...basically immortal.
**[12:41] Subaru**
So that's it!
**[12:43] Subaru**
That's why she kept acting
so familiar with me!
**[12:47] Subaru**
* My Return by Death makes me*
* basically immortal, too.*
**[12:51] Subaru**
*Was she just happy to find a kindred spirit?*
**[12:55] Subaru**
So was Echidna's experiment a success?
**[12:58] Ryuzu**
No, Echidna's soul was not inherited.
**[13:03] Ryuzu**
The witch's plans only came
to pass in an imperfect form.
**[13:07] Subaru**
An imperfect form?
**[13:09] Ryuzu**
Ryuzu Meyer was an insufficient vessel
**[13:11] Ryuzu**
to house the Witch of Greed.
**[13:15] Subaru**
And she couldn't have figured
that out before she tried it?
**[13:20] Ryuzu**
After the witch's death, this facility remains,
**[13:22] Ryuzu**
and more copies continue to be produced.
**[13:26] Ryuzu**
Since our bodies are made of mana,
**[13:28] Ryuzu**
our saving grace is that we require
no resources to survive.
**[13:34] Subaru**
Looks like you're drinking tea, though.
**[13:37] Ryuzu**
This is merely a hobby of mine.
**[13:40] Ryuzu**
An individual quirk that
I acquired over my long life.
**[13:45] Ryuzu**
I was one of the first four copies made,
**[13:49] Ryuzu**
400 years ago now.
**[13:52] Ryuzu**
I was given the wisdom and
personality to manage
**[13:56] Ryuzu**
the ever-increasing copies,
as well as the Sanctuary.
**[13:59] Subaru**
You were created that way?
**[14:01] Ryuzu**
I did suffer at first.
**[14:03] Ryuzu**
I had no memories, only a job to do.
**[14:06] Ryuzu**
I know not how many years passed before
**[14:10] Ryuzu**
I truly felt as if I were alive...
**[14:15] Ryuzu**
Now, do not look so sad.
**[14:18] Ryuzu**
In my own way, I have come to find
significance in fulfilling my purpose.
**[14:24] Ryuzu**
Okay, and what did you mean by
"Apostle of Greed" earlier?
**[14:28] Ryuzu**
Put simply, it refers to the one who has the
right to command us copies of Ryuzu Meyer.
**[14:35] Ryuzu**
Did the witch not bestow upon you a symbol
of her apostlehood in the graveyard?
**[14:41] Subaru**
What kind of symbol?
**[14:43] Ryuzu**
A part of her body, such as a
strand of hair or a fingernail.
**[14:49] Subaru**
Wait, the Chidna tea?!
**[14:51] Ryuzu**
Chidna tea?
**[14:52] Subaru**
She got me to drink her bodily fluids
cleverly disguised as tea, twice.
**[14:56] Ryuzu**
So you ingested a part of the witch.
**[14:59] Ryuzu**
All joking aside, that surely must be it.
**[15:02] Subaru**
That brat! What the hell did she make me drink?!
**[15:09] Subaru**
Wait...
**[15:10] Subaru**
If the right to command the copies
is what makes someone her apostle...
**[15:14] Subaru**
Did Garfiel enter the graveyard
and undergo the trial, too?
**[15:25] Subaru**
Ryuzu-san...
**[15:27] Subaru**
Don't tell Garfiel that
I'm an Apostle of Greed,
**[15:32] Subaru**
or that we've been in touch.
**[15:34] Ryuzu**
Young Gar certainly would have
something to say if he knew
**[15:37] Ryuzu**
that a relative of his was
meeting with his lover.
**[15:40] Subaru**
That was incredibly mean, plus it
would make me incredibly sinful!
**[15:44] Subaru**
But, yeah, I guess we're okay, then.
**[15:47] Subaru**
I'll probably need your
help again in the future.
**[15:49] Subaru**
I hope I can count on you.
**[15:51] Ryuzu**
Do as you please. I cannot defy you.
**[15:54] Ryuzu**
Should you need a Garfiel ward, or a hug pillow—
**[15:56] Subaru**
Could you stop making me sound like
some guy who's eternally frustrated?!
**[16:01] Subaru**
I'll need you to keep up
the good work as an eye.
**[16:11] Subaru**
Thanks, Ryuzu-san.
**[16:14] Subaru**
By the way, you said the original surname
was Meyer, but yours is Bilma, right?
**[16:19] Subaru**
Where'd that come from?
**[16:23] Ryuzu**
To go by the name "Ryuzu" is the
duty that has been instilled in me.
**[16:26] Ryuzu**
Therefore, we must express our
individuality in other ways,
**[16:31] Ryuzu**
such as hobbies, preferences... and names.
**[16:36] Ryuzu**
Say, Young Su...
**[16:39] Ryuzu**
If you do not mind, would you ask
me the same question again...
**[16:44] Ryuzu**
after tomorrow?
**[16:53] Subaru**
I need to get everyone safely
back to the village somehow.
**[17:01] Subaru**
*I don't want to go through that again.*
**[17:04] Emilia**
Subaru? What are you doing out here?
**[17:06] Emilia**
Hey... it's a real shock when you
act super-duper spooked like that.
**[17:12] Subaru**
Super-duper? Who says that
in this day and age?
**[17:15] Emilia**
I guess I was worried for nothing.
**[17:17] Subaru**
I wasn't doing anything worth worrying about.
**[17:20] Subaru**
Everything's fine.
**[17:31] Subaru**
You almost look like a fairy, Emilia-tan.
**[17:35] Emilia**
Hey! You shouldn't say mean
things like that about someone!
**[17:39] Emilia**
Even I can get angry, you know.
**[17:41] Subaru**
It was supposed to be a compliment!
**[17:42] Emilia**
Fairies are a type of evil spirit, aren't they?
**[17:45] Emilia**
You won't fool me into thinking
that's a compliment!
**[17:47] Subaru**
Another pick-up line foiled
by the cultural barrier!
**[17:51] Subaru**
Anyway, what're you doing walking
around out here so late at night?
**[17:55] Subaru**
If Puck were here, he'd tell
you that's bad for your skin.
**[17:59] Emilia**
I guess, um... I have no excuse for that.
**[18:03] Emilia**
I just haven't been able to sleep since then,
**[18:06] Emilia**
so I went for a walk to feel
the night breeze for a bit.
**[18:09] Subaru**
Because you're worried about the trial?
**[18:12] Emilia**
It's not that.
**[18:14] Emilia**
No... maybe it is.
**[18:17] Emilia**
But I'm not entirely sure what it is myself.
**[18:21] Emilia**
I was walking around hoping
to figure it out... I guess.
**[18:26] Emilia**
I really wish...
**[18:28] Emilia**
Puck was here.
**[18:34] Subaru**
I guess, no matter where I go,
I'll always be a pinch-hitter.
**[18:38] Emilia**
Huh?
**[18:41] Subaru**
You're amazing, Emilia.
**[18:43] Subaru**
No one would blame you for
wanting to run away from this.
**[18:46] Subaru**
But you face it head-on without
backing down. I respect that.
**[18:50] Emilia**
Wh-What brought this on all of a sudden?
**[18:53] Subaru**
It's not sudden.
**[18:55] Subaru**
I've always thought that. I just
couldn't say it until now.
**[19:00] Emilia**
Subaru...
**[19:02] Subaru**
I don't know how much help I can be to you,
**[19:05] Subaru**
but I'll say what I feel out loud.
**[19:08] Subaru**
You're gonna be fine, Emilia.
**[19:10] Subaru**
I know you'll get it done.
**[19:12] Subaru**
I'm on your side.
**[19:17] Emilia**
Yeah. Thank you.
**[19:19] Emilia**
Really, you've given me so much courage.
**[19:31] Otto**
Natsuki-san, you're back?
**[19:33] Otto**
You were gone for so long.
I was worried about you.
**[19:36] Otto**
I thought you'd wandered into
the forest and gotten lost.
**[19:39] Subaru**
What are you, an overprotective mother?
**[19:41] Otto**
At least let me be the father.
**[19:45] Otto**
Natsuki-san, I know you've
had a hard time lately,
**[19:48] Otto**
but you can always talk to me if it'll help.
**[19:51] Subaru**
This guy says the weirdest
things in his sleep. Gross.
**[19:53] Otto**
Is that what you say to someone
who was worried about you?!
**[20:00] Subaru**
Just be quiet and sleep.
**[20:02] Subaru**
If your little outbursts get the villagers
riled up, we're all in for it.
**[20:06] Otto**
Um... I didn't mean that as a joke.
**[20:09] Subaru**
I know, I know.
**[20:14] Subaru**
That's exactly why I can't tell you.
**[20:18] Subaru**
*I'm going alone.*
**[20:23] Subaru**
*Emilia,*
**[20:24] Subaru**
* I'm going back to Roswaal's mansion*
* to take care of something.*
**[20:27] Subaru**
* It's something I can't tell Ram,*
* Roswaal, or the villagers about.*
**[20:32] Subaru**
*So you don't need to worry about anything.*
**[20:35] Subaru**
*I'll be back as soon as I'm done.*
**[20:38] Subaru**
I'm in a world where it's assumed
that I'll redo everything,
**[20:41] Subaru**
so it's not like it even makes sense to do this.
**[20:45] Subaru**
Let's go, Patrasche.
**[20:52] Subaru**
*Even if this world will disappear,*
**[20:54] Subaru**
*even if I'll end up leaving it behind,*
**[20:57] Subaru**
*I don't want Emilia to look sad.*
**[21:00] Subaru**
*My goal is to win at the Roswaal mansion.*
**[21:03] Subaru**
* I need to figure out exactly*
* what's going on there.*
**[21:06] Subaru**
* If I don't know that, there's no*
* way I can deal with it.*
**[21:09] Subaru**
* But if I can find out, I can*
* even ask Echidna for help.*
**[21:13] Subaru**
I'll do as many tests as I have to.
**[21:15] Subaru**
That's something only I can do.
**[21:21] Garfiel**
Hah! So much energy first
thing in the morning.
**[21:25] Garfiel**
That's one damn gutsy ground
dragon ya got there.
**[21:29] Subaru**
There seems to be a misunderstanding
between you and me.
**[21:32] Garfiel**
A misunderstanding? Like hell there is!
**[21:35] Garfiel**
You and your witch stench are goin'
out to do somethin' evil, aren't ya?
**[21:40] Subaru**
I won't deny smelling bad,
**[21:42] Subaru**
but why bring it up now?
**[21:45] Subaru**
You didn't say anything about it yesterday.
**[21:49] Subaru**
Looks like that was an
inconvenient question for you.
**[21:52] Subaru**
It's written all over your face, Garfiel.
**[21:56] Garfiel**
Stop it.
**[21:57] Garfiel**
Don't go makin' me more pissed
off than I already am.
**[22:03] Garfiel**
Don't even think about it, ground dragon!
**[22:05] Garfiel**
One move, and your precious
master gets smashed!
**[22:13] Garfiel**
What're you smirking about?!
**[22:15] Subaru**
You... You're so easy... to read...
**[22:18] Garfiel**
Huh?!
**[22:20] Subaru**
Now I've got a good idea of what
gets a reaction out of you,
**[22:25] Subaru**
and what makes you mad.
**[22:36] Garfiel**
You bastard! You were testing me?!
**[22:40] Garfiel**
You're insane!
**[22:41] Garfiel**
What the hell d'you think you're
riskin' your life for?!
**[22:45] Subaru**
If my life was enough, it'd go pretty
damn well with the end result.
**[22:51] Subaru**
Keep an open mind and let
me off the hook, would you?
**[22:54] Garfiel**
If I let you go now,
**[22:56] Garfiel**
can you guarantee you aren't gonna
do anything bad to us later?
**[22:59] Subaru**
I won't betray Emilia,
**[23:02] Subaru**
and I won't do anything bad to the Sanctuary.
**[23:04] Subaru**
Trust me.
**[23:07] Subaru**
Garfiel, I know you're hiding something.
**[23:11] Subaru**
But I'm going to find out what it is.
**[23:13] Subaru**
I swear it.
**[23:15] Garfiel**
Shut up!
**[23:15] Subaru**
So long as I don't give up,
there are no secrets.
**[23:19] Subaru**
You'd be wasting your time trying to stop me.
**[23:21] Garfiel**
What do you wanna do to this place?! To us?!
**[23:25] Subaru**
I told you what my goal is: to help Emilia.
**[23:28] Subaru**
I have no intention of doing
any harm to the Sanctuary.
**[23:31] Subaru**
I might put you guys through
some hardship, but I want to help you all.
**[23:35] Garfiel**
Who the hell do you think you are?!
**[23:37] Garfiel**
You don't know shit about this place,
or the old hag, or anyone else!
**[23:40] Subaru**
What I don't know, I'm going to learn.
**[23:42] Subaru**
I consider that the reason I'm doing this.
**[23:45] Garfiel**
What the hell are you gonna accomplish
with that uppity bullshit?!
**[23:48] Garfiel**
You have no idea what pain
or suffering even are!
**[23:51] Garfiel**
Quit runnin' your damn mouth as if you do!
**[23:53] Subaru**
I do know.
**[23:57] Subaru**
I know hell.
**[24:02] Subaru**
I've seen it many times.
**[24:18] Subaru**
I'm the only one who needs to know hell.
**[24:25] Subaru**
That's what I'm here for.
***SIGN*** I Know Hell
**[24:34] Frederica**
We should leave the mansion and
take cover in the village for now?
**[24:38] Frederica**
This is what you wish of us?
**[24:40] Subaru**
Yeah, if you would.
**[24:41] Subaru**
Sorry to make you deal with this,
but I know you can handle it.
**[24:45] Frederica**
Goodness, what a pick-up line.
**[24:47] Frederica**
You certainly know how to win
a maid's heart, Subaru-sama.
**[24:51] Petra**
Me, too! I agree with her!
**[24:54] Subaru**
Thanks for the protective charm.
**[24:56] Subaru**
It really helped, though maybe
not in the way you intended.
**[25:01] Petra**
Really? I was useful to you?
**[25:04] Subaru**
Yeah. You saved my life...
**[25:06] Subaru**
Well, that's not totally accurate,
**[25:08] Subaru**
but that's how helpful it was.
**[25:10] Petra**
I'm so glad!
**[25:11] Petra**
In that case, you can thank me with one date!
**[25:14] Subaru**
Got it.
**[25:15] Subaru**
It'll be an honor to be your first date.
**[25:18] Suabru**
I'll get fired up for it.
**[25:19] Petra**
That's a promise!
**[25:21] Petra**
Well, I'm going to go get ready!
**[25:26] Subaru**
*Let's be sure to make more promises like that.*
**[25:30] Frederica**
She is a very good girl.
**[25:33] Subaru**
Yeah.
**[25:36] Subaru**
Take care of Rem, Petra, Patrasche...
and yourself, too.
**[25:41] Subaru**
I'll join you as soon as I can.
**[25:44] Frederica**
I will eagerly await the moment you
join us along with Beatrice-sama.
**[25:56] Beatrice**
You're finally here, I suppose.
**[25:59] Subaru**
I'm here for a different reason than last time.
**[26:04] Beatrice**
Do as you wish.
**[26:06] Beatrice**
It's all quite ironic either way, I suppose.
**[26:10] Beatrice**
The end of a contract that
lasted a long, long time...
**[26:13] Beatrice**
By bringing an end to the end of the end,
**[26:16] Beatrice**
I will truly be set free this time.
**[26:19] Beatrice**
Of course...
**[26:22] Beatrice**
The fact that it has to be with you
**[26:25] Beatrice**
makes it an ending far too
ironic for me, I suppose.
**[26:28] ---**
# E36 - The Taste of Death
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/GYZJN5VZR/the-taste-of-death)
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**[00:05] Subaru**
An ironic ending, huh?
**[00:11] Subaru**
Did you get that from your precious book, too?
**[00:14] Subaru**
Everything you say comes from that book.
**[00:16] Subaru**
You have no will of your own.
**[00:18] Subaru**
That's what you're saying, right?
**[00:20] Beatrice**
Don't make me repeat myself.
**[00:24] Subaru**
You really are stubborn.
**[00:26] Subaru**
It's gonna be a chore getting you out of here.
**[00:29] Beatrice**
Getting me out? What are you
talking about, I suppose?
**[00:33] Beatrice**
I never asked you to take me from—
**[00:35] Subaru**
Looks like you didn't expect to hear that.
**[00:37] Subaru**
Isn't everything I do written in that book?
**[00:46] Subaru**
Quit clinging to that book.
**[00:51] Subaru**
When you're talking to me,
**[00:53] Subaru**
look into my eyes, not at some book!
**[00:54] Beatrice**
N-No!
**[01:03] Beatrice**
It was some time ago...
**[01:06] Beatrice**
when that book stopped showing my future.
**[01:10] Beatrice**
Many years now.
**[01:20] Beatrice**
To maintain and curate this library's knowledge
is what my contract demands, I suppose.
**[01:25] Subaru**
A library of knowledge?
**[01:27] Beatrice**
She enjoyed storing up knowledge
more than anything else.
**[01:35] Subaru**
Beatrice...
**[01:37] Suabru**
You're a spirit contracted
to Echidna, aren't you?
**[01:43] Subaru**
There's nothing written in this book, yet you...
**[01:47] Beatrice**
It was the last thing she told me, I suppose.
**[01:49] Beatrice**
"One day, that person will
appear in the library."
**[01:53] Beatrice**
My job was to wait for that day.
**[01:57] Beatrice**
I've been waiting for it all this time.
**[02:01] Beatrice**
But "that person" never came,
**[02:04] Beatrice**
and the book didn't tell me who it would be.
**[02:06] Beatrice**
Time just continued to pass, and then...
**[02:10] Beatrice**
So...
**[02:12] Beatrice**
I don't care if you're not "that person."
**[02:15] Beatrice**
If the one who can finish me,
**[02:18] Beatrice**
who can bring an end to my contract,
**[02:20] Beatrice**
who can take my life, is you...
**[02:22] Beatrice**
I will settle for that, I suppose.
**[02:25] Subaru**
Wh-What are you...
**[02:28] Subaru**
Are you saying you want to die?
**[02:30] Beatrice**
To say I want to die is not strictly accurate.
**[02:34] Beatrice**
I only want you to free me from the contract
that has bound me for eternity, I suppose.
**[02:40] Subaru**
How is that any different
from wanting to die?!
**[02:44] Subaru**
Don't even joke about wanting to die!
**[02:47] Subaru**
You can say that to other people,
but I won't let you say it to me!
**[02:53] Beatrice**
That's a very selfish thing to say.
**[02:56] Beatrice**
What do you know about me, I suppose?
**[03:00] Beatrice**
I have lived here in accordance with
my contract for 400 long years.
**[03:06] Subaru**
Four hundred years?
**[03:07] Beatrice**
It never worried me, I suppose.
**[03:10] Beatrice**
I had the book.
**[03:13] Beatrice**
So many times, I had dreams of
its last page being filled in.
**[03:18] Beatrice**
Every time someone has laid a hand on that door,
**[03:21] Beatrice**
my heart has been betrayed, I suppose.
**[03:24] Beatrice**
As time went by, I realized something.
**[03:28] Beatrice**
Realized what?
**[03:30] Beatrice**
The reason nothing further has been written
**[03:33] Beatrice**
is because that's where the owner's future ends.
**[03:37] Subaru**
You're wrong!
**[03:38] Subaru**
Why do you always jump to your
own conclusions like that?!
**[03:43] Subaru**
If you wanted someone to do something for you,
**[03:46] Subaru**
all you had to do was clearly say so!
**[03:49] Subaru**
If you'd just said you
wanted help, even I could've...
**[03:54] Beatrice**
Please do something.
**[03:56] Subaru**
That's it! Just come right out and ask!
**[04:00] Beatrice**
Please help me.
**[04:02] Subaru**
That's right!
**[04:03] Subaru**
If you just reach out your hand, I can—
**[04:05] Beatrice**
Then...
**[04:06] Beatrice**
I want you...
**[04:08] Beatrice**
to kill me, I suppose.
**[04:20] Beatrice**
Do you have any idea how
long I've waited for that?
**[04:25] Beatrice**
Did you think I had just given up, I suppose?!
**[04:29] Beatrice**
Are you saying you'll pull me out
of this darkness that's so deep,
**[04:32] Beatrice**
I can't see my own outstretched
hand in front of me?!
**[04:36] Beatrice**
If you say you'll do that for me,
**[04:40] Beatrice**
then why... why...
**[04:43] Beatrice**
Why did you leave me alone for 400 years?!
**[04:47] Beatrice**
You're going to help me? Save me?
**[04:51] Beatrice**
Then why didn't you do it sooner?!
**[04:54] Beatrice**
My pleas for help and the
salvation I've hoped for
**[04:58] Beatrice**
are wishes that have long since died away!
**[05:04] Beatrice**
If you still say you want to save me...
**[05:07] Subaru**
What can I do?
**[05:12] Beatrice**
Make me...
**[05:13] Beatrice**
the first.
**[05:16] Beatrice**
Put me first! Think of me first!
**[05:18] Beatrice**
Choose me first!
**[05:20] Beatrice**
Overwrite my contract! Paint it over!
**[05:23] Beatrice**
Blot it all out and take me from here!
**[05:25] Beatrice**
Pull me toward you! Hold me!
**[05:29] Beatrice**
There's no way you can do that, I suppose.
**[05:32] Beatrice**
So instead... I want you to
destroy this utter failure.
**[05:38] Beatrice**
Or are you going to be "that person" for me?
**[05:44] Beatrice**
If you can't, then I want you...
**[05:46] Beatrice**
to kill me with your own hands, I suppose.
**[05:56] Beatrice**
Spirits aren't even capable
of dying on their own.
**[06:02] Subaru**
Why must it be me?
**[06:06] Beatrice**
Why, I suppose...
**[06:11] Beatrice**
I know why.
**[06:13] Beatrice**
The reason I entrust my end to you is...
**[06:16] Elsa**
So sorry to interrupt,
**[06:19] Elsa**
but could I become "that person" for you?
**[06:24] Beatrice**
Who gave you permission to come here, I suppose?
**[06:27] Beatrice**
This is my forbidden library.
**[06:28] Beatrice**
No one may enter without permission.
**[06:30] Elsa**
The magic you use to isolate spaces
**[06:33] Elsa**
uses doors as its medium, does it not?
**[06:35] Elsa**
Once I knew that, all I had to
do was leave every door open.
**[06:40] Elsa**
Simple, no?
**[06:42] Elsa**
It did take a little time,
but I'm relieved to find you.
**[06:45] Elsa**
I'm so glad I managed to do it before
Maylie returned from the village.
**[06:50] Subaru**
The village? Why the village?!
**[06:53] Elsa**
Well, that's where the targets fled to,
**[06:56] Elsa**
so we've divided up the work.
**[06:58] Subaru**
Divided up?
**[06:59] Elsa**
There are more of them in the village,
**[07:01] Elsa**
but the target here is superior.
**[07:04] Elsa**
It finally gives me the opportunity
to open up a spirit and see inside.
**[07:11] Elsa**
You're protecting her?
**[07:12] Subaru**
Damn straight!
**[07:13] Elsa**
You two are so close.
**[07:15] Elsa**
How enviable. I'll send you
to meet the angels together.
**[07:18] Subaru**
Sha—
**[07:19] ---**
Shamac.
**[07:26] Beatrice**
What do you plan to do, I suppose?
**[07:28] Subaru**
Head for the village!
**[07:33] Beatrice**
It won't do any good to go there now.
**[07:36] Subaru**
Don't be stupid!
**[07:40] Maylie**
Oh, it's you two.
**[07:43] Maylie**
Whatever are you doing way out here?
**[07:46] Maylie**
That Elsa is so sloppy.
**[07:49] Subaru**
You...
**[07:50] Subaru**
Wait, you're...
**[07:52] Maylie**
I had so much fun when you
played with us that day.
**[07:58] Maylie**
Um...
**[08:00] Maylie**
Over there.
**[08:07] Subaru**
You're a mabeast user?!
**[08:10] Maylie**
I'm Maylie Portroute.
**[08:13] Maylie**
Don't call me by such an unappealing name.
**[08:19] Subaru**
The village...
**[08:20] Subaru**
What did you do to Rem and the others?!
**[08:22] Maylie**
I don't know who this "Rem" is,
**[08:25] Maylie**
but I did what I was asked to do.
**[08:28] Maylie**
The big maid and the little
maid from the mansion...
**[08:31] Maylie**
It's a shame the little one turned
out to be Petra-chan, though.
**[08:35] Subaru**
A shame? What are you...
**[08:39] Maylie**
Don't worry! She was my friend.
**[08:42] Maylie**
I made sure it was over in one
bite so she wouldn't suffer.
**[09:00] Maylie**
What's this? You want to fight me?
**[09:02] Maylie**
I hate it when my plans fall apart, you know.
**[09:06] Beatrice**
My condolences, I suppose.
**[09:08] Maylie**
So I'll let my partner take care of you,
**[09:10] ---**
per our agreement to split up the work.
**[09:13] Elsa**
It wasn't very friendly of you to run away.
**[09:22] Beatrice**
If you think shadow magic can't be
used offensively, you're very naïve.
**[09:26] Elsa**
What a surprise. I had no
idea you could do that.
**[09:29] Elsa**
How lovely.
**[09:30] Beatrice**
Minya!
**[09:32] Beatrice**
Have a good taste of mana arrows
of stagnant time, I suppose!
**[09:37] Elsa**
One look at an attack like
this is enough to—
**[09:43] Elsa**
Well, this was a mistake on my part.
**[09:48] Beatrice**
I'm much older than you.
**[09:49] Beatrice**
Now fall apart where you stand, I suppose.
**[10:03] Maylie**
Aw, I guess Elsa really was a fool.
**[10:08] Beatrice**
It's your turn next.
**[10:10] Subaru**
Wha—
**[10:11] Subaru**
Hang on! She's just a child!
**[10:13] Beatrice**
Child or not, an enemy is an enemy, I suppose.
**[10:15] Subaru**
But... we should get her
to tell us who sent her.
**[10:19] Maylie**
Sorry, not happening. I'll get in trouble.
**[10:21] Maylie**
Not a word out of me.
**[10:24] Subaru**
But I don't want to see you kill a kid!
**[10:26] Beatrice**
You're still talking like that...
**[10:32] Elsa**
Oh, what a strange feeling.
**[10:36] Elsa**
So spirits really are different
from the rest of us on the inside.
**[10:47] Beatrice**
Now I...
**[10:49] Beatrice**
Now I... can finally...
**[11:01] Subaru**
Wait...
**[11:11] Subaru**
How...
**[11:13] Subaru**
Why?!
**[11:21] Subaru**
Elsa!
**[11:32] Subaru**
Is this as far as I go this time?
**[11:35] Elsa**
I don't like the look in your eyes.
**[11:40] Maylie**
Gosh, Elsa, you're so cruel.
**[11:43] Maylie**
Don't you pity him?
**[11:44] Elsa**
It's the spirit that I pity.
**[11:47] Elsa**
Imagine being sacrificed for a boy like him.
**[12:14] Subaru**
Where am I...
**[12:25] Subaru**
This isn't funny.
**[12:33] Subaru**
How much of this did you foresee, Echidna?
**[12:42] Emilia**
Subaru?
**[12:43] Subaru**
Emilia...
**[12:45] Emilia**
That's right, Subaru. It's me.
**[12:53] Subaru**
S-Sorry...
**[12:59] Subaru**
Emilia?
**[13:00] Emilia**
I was so lonely...
**[13:03] Emilia**
I was so lonely, Subaru.
**[13:06] Emilia**
You just went away and left me behind.
**[13:11] Subaru**
N-No, I didn't...
**[13:14] Subaru**
I left a letter... explaining everything.
**[13:17] Emilia**
What are you talking about?
**[13:19] Subaru**
Huh?
**[13:21] Emilia**
You don't need to make excuses.
**[13:24] Emilia**
You've come back to me, after all.
**[13:28] Emilia**
You know,
**[13:29] Emilia**
I never stopped believing...
**[13:34] Emilia**
that you'd come to me.
**[13:37] Emilia**
That if I did my best to fulfill
my task, you'd come to save me.
**[13:44] Emilia**
That's what you've always,
always done, after all.
**[13:47] Emilia**
Right?
**[13:51] Emilia**
Subaru, you know...
**[13:53] Emilia**
how you always try to touch my hair?
**[13:56] Emilia**
I'm returning the favor.
**[14:00] Emilia**
I was so scared.
**[14:03] Emilia**
I thought maybe you'd
actually gotten sick of me.
**[14:08] Emilia**
I thought you'd grown to hate me.
**[14:11] Emilia**
So I got scared and came here,
but it didn't help at all.
**[14:16] Emilia**
So I was really, truly happy when you showed up!
**[14:21] Emilia**
Stay with me forever.
**[14:24] Emilia**
As long as I have you,
I don't need anything else.
**[14:28] Emilia**
I'm sorry about everything.
**[14:30] Emilia**
I hope you feel the same way about me.
**[14:36] Emilia**
I love you, Subaru!
**[14:45] Garfiel**
Hey, what's up with your left eye?
**[14:48] Garfiel**
Where the hell'd you leave it?
**[14:50] Garfiel**
And where's the princess?
**[14:53] Subaru**
If you mean Emilia... she said she loves me.
**[14:57] Garfiel**
Huh?
**[14:58] Subaru**
She said she loves me,
**[15:00] Subaru**
and as long as she has me,
she doesn't need anything else.
**[15:03] Garfiel**
You bastard...
**[15:04] Subaru**
With that cute face, in that cute voice,
**[15:08] ---**
so close that we could've melted together...
**[15:10] Subaru**
That's what she said.
**[15:11] Garfiel**
You think this is the time for—
**[15:13] Subaru**
There's no way Emilia would say she loves me!
**[15:18] Subaru**
Like there's any chance she'd ever say that.
**[15:22] Subaru**
That she doesn't need anything else...
**[15:25] Subaru**
Never.
**[15:26] Garfiel**
Wh-What are you—
**[15:29] Subaru**
If only Puck was by her side,
**[15:33] Subaru**
there's no way she would
fall all over me like that.
**[15:38] Subaru**
Someone pushed her to the point that
she had no choice but to rely on me.
**[15:45] Garfiel**
So that's why there's snow everywhere?!
**[15:47] Garfiel**
Drag the half-witch out here!
If ya can't do that—
**[15:49] Subaru**
Bring Emilia out here and
have her stop the snow?
**[15:53] Subaru**
I can't do that.
**[15:54] Garfiel**
Why the hell not?!
**[15:55] Subaru**
Emilia's not the one who's making it snow.
**[15:58] Subaru**
It's someone else.
**[16:00] Garfiel**
Someone else?!
**[16:02] Subaru**
Where is Roswaal?
**[16:04] Garfiel**
Huh?
**[16:11] Subaru**
Getting an answer out of him is the last
goal I need to reach in this world.
**[16:18] Roswaal**
Well, well. What an unusual
pair you two make.
**[16:22] Subaru**
You're the one making it snow in
the Sanctuary, aren't you, Roswaal?
**[16:28] Roswaal**
Subaru-kun, did you hear that from me?
**[16:35] Roswaal**
Hmm... I see.
**[16:37] Roswaal**
I see. How unfortunate.
**[16:40] Garfiel**
You're not gonna deny it?!
**[16:42] Roswaal**
I could feign ignorance, but you two
clearly have some grounds for asking me this,
**[16:48] Roswaal**
so I suppose I shall respect that.
**[16:51] Garfiel**
Hah! Thanks a whole damn lot!
**[16:53] Garfiel**
Maybe I oughta show a little
respect for your stupidity, too!
**[16:57] Ram**
I will not allow you to insult Roswaal-sama.
**[16:59] Garfiel**
This is no time for you to butt in!
**[17:01] Ram**
It's you who needs to back off, Garf!
**[17:03] Garfiel**
I don't wanna have to take this out on you.
**[17:09] Roswaal**
Ram...
**[17:11] Roswaal**
You truly are an excellent servant.
**[17:31] Ram**
Ros—
**[17:32] Roswaal**
I am a man of my word.
**[17:34] Roswaal**
I shall offer this soul to you.
**[17:48] Garfiel**
Ros...
**[17:49] Garfiel**
Ram...
**[17:51] Garfiel**
Ram... Ram, Ram, Ram...
**[17:55] Garfiel**
Ram, Ram, Ram, Ram...
**[17:58] Garfiel**
Ram! Ram!
**[18:01] Garfiel**
Ram!
**[18:08] Roswaal**
I cannot have you transforming here.
**[18:13] Roswaal**
Now, in accordance with my vow, shall we talk,
**[18:17] Roswaal**
Natsuki Subaru-kun?
**[18:21] Subaru**
Why did you kill them?
**[18:23] Roswaal**
They were interfering with our discussion.
**[18:26] Roswaal**
It was an awful thing to do to Ram,
but had I not created an opening,
**[18:29] Roswaal**
I had little chance of defeating him.
**[18:33] Subaru**
Huh?
**[18:34] Roswaal**
An unexpected reaction.
**[18:36] Roswaal**
I have always known you to be the type
**[18:38] ---**
to blindly fly into a rage
in situations such as these.
**[18:42] Subaru**
What are you getting at, you bastard?
**[18:45] Subaru**
There's no way I'm gonna...
**[18:47] Roswaal**
Let me get away with this?
**[18:50] Subaru**
Stop... Stop looking at me like that!
**[18:53] Subaru**
Who the hell are you?!
**[18:55] Subaru**
You killed them, you said all
that about the witch's cult...
**[18:58] Subaru**
You've been dodging me over and over!
**[19:00] Roswaal**
Over and over...
**[19:02] Roswaal**
Yes, over and over, Subaru-kun.
**[19:09] Roswaal**
Very well. Since you do not understand,
**[19:12] Roswaal**
I will explain it to you as if I do.
**[19:17] Roswaal**
You feel no grief over their death.
**[19:21] Roswaal**
You feel shock and
indignation, but no grief.
**[19:26] Roswaal**
Is that not because you feel that
this is something you can undo?
**[19:31] Subaru**
You knew?
**[19:33] Roswaal**
Showing you this will most likely
be the fastest way to explain.
**[19:38] Roswaal**
It is not a Gospel.
**[19:40] Roswaal**
Not one of those defective texts,
**[19:42] Roswaal**
but the genuine article,
of which only two exist.
**[19:45] Subaru**
You have one, too?
**[19:47] Roswaal**
It appears I shall not need to explain what
is in the book or who has the other one.
**[19:54] Roswaal**
Judging from your expression,
**[19:56] Roswaal**
I assume Beatrice succeeded in fulfilling
her dearest wish to disappear?
**[20:01] Subaru**
Her dearest wish?
**[20:03] Subaru**
That was... Dying like that
was her dearest wish?!
**[20:09] Subaru**
Is that what you're saying?!
**[20:11] Roswaal**
That is what she wanted.
**[20:13] Roswaal**
I envy her.
**[20:16] Roswaal**
It would seem that I am incapable
of fulfilling my dearest wish.
**[20:21] Subaru**
What is it you want to do?
**[20:24] Subaru**
Why are you like this?!
**[20:26] Roswaal**
I cannot say. I have made a vow of my own.
**[20:29] Roswaal**
I will, however, say this.
**[20:33] Roswaal**
I am constantly doing my utmost
to fulfill my dearest wish.
**[20:38] Roswaal**
All of my schemes,
**[20:39] ---**
my inhumanity, and the assistance and
backing I offer are for that purpose.
**[20:43] Subaru**
You're following that book, too?
**[20:47] Subaru**
Is this snow in the book too, then?!
**[20:49] Subaru**
Did it tell you to make snow fall?!
**[20:52] Subaru**
Why?!
**[20:53] Roswaal**
Why else?
**[20:55] Roswaal**
To isolate Emilia-sama.
**[20:57] Subaru**
H-Huh?
**[20:59] Roswaal**
An unseasonal snowstorm where she happens to be,
**[21:01] Roswaal**
in a place with a deep connection to the witch.
**[21:04] Roswaal**
Garfiel would condemn her, and the villagers
have experience with cold spells.
**[21:08] Roswaal**
Emilia-sama would then be isolated
and become emotionally unstable.
**[21:14] Subaru**
Are you...
**[21:16] Roswaal**
And you could never distance yourself
from her if she were to lean on you.
**[21:19] Subaru**
So that's why you did that to my letter?
**[21:22] Roswaal**
Letter?
**[21:24] Roswaal**
In any case, your current self cannot bring about the future indicated in the text.
**[21:29] Roswaal**
If there's a discrepancy, it must be corrected.
**[21:33] Subaru**
Are you going to kill me?
**[21:35] Roswaal**
Killing you would be putting
the cart before the ground dragon.
**[21:38] Roswaal**
No matter what happens to you,
**[21:40] Roswaal**
I need you ready to try again
at the next opportunity.
**[21:43] Subaru**
Huh?
**[21:44] Roswaal**
I cannot kill you, but there
are other things I can do.
**[21:48] Roswaal**
Am I wrong?
**[21:51] Roswaal**
Considering the future you and I share,
**[21:53] Roswaal**
this may not be a very *smart* way to do things.
**[21:56] Roswaal**
Did I use that right?
**[22:12] Roswaal**
Even after all this, you have
no mind to start over?
**[22:17] Subaru**
Roswaal...
**[22:19] Subaru**
You're talking about starting over,
**[22:23] Subaru**
but planning what you do to someone
**[22:26] ---**
based on the assumption that
they'll just start over is insane.
**[22:32] Roswaal**
It appears our discussion is over.
**[22:35] Roswaal**
Goa!
**[22:38] Roswaal**
I see, I see. So this is how it ends.
**[22:51] Subaru**
The Great Rabbit?
**[22:54] Subaru**
But it's only the second day...
**[22:56] Roswaal**
It is likely due to this snow.
**[22:59] Subaru**
Daphne said the Great Rabbit is
drawn to large amounts of mana...
**[23:04] Subaru**
Roswaal, I'm calling a truce for now.
**[23:08] Subaru**
We have to join up with Emilia
and get everyone outside!
**[23:12] Roswaal**
And how would we do that?
**[23:14] Roswaal**
Until the trial is completed, those in
the Sanctuary cannot leave the barrier.
**[23:19] Subaru**
I'm not finished yet!
**[23:21] Subaru**
You might think it can wait
until next time, but...
**[23:24] Roswaal**
You seem to be mistaken about
one thing, Subaru-kun.
**[23:29] Roswaal**
Perhaps you can start over, but I cannot.
**[23:34] Roswaal**
My present self will end here.
**[23:37] Roswaal**
But that is fine.
**[23:40] Roswaal**
Another me, one who is not myself,
will be there after you start over.
**[23:43] Roswaal**
So long as that me fulfills my goal
one day, it makes no difference.
**[23:49] Subaru**
That's not how any normal human thinks.
**[23:54] Roswaal**
The day will come when you
truly catch up to me.
**[23:58] Roswaal**
Listen to me, Subaru-kun.
**[24:00] Roswaal**
There is one thing that is truly,
truly the most precious to you.
**[24:05] Roswaal**
You must get rid of everything but that,
**[24:07] Roswaal**
and think of nothing but protecting
that one most precious thing.
**[24:13] Roswaal**
By doing that...
**[24:20] Subaru**
Roswaal!
**[24:22] Roswaal**
...you can become like me.
**[24:46] Emilia**
Subaru?
**[24:47] Emilia**
It *is* you, Subaru!
**[24:53] Emilia**
Gosh, where have you been?
**[24:56] Emilia**
I was so worried.
**[24:59] Emilia**
Are you exhausted?
**[25:04] Emilia**
I see! All right, then.
**[25:10] Emilia**
Subaru! Subaru!
**[25:15] Emilia**
You like resting your head on my lap, right?
**[25:22] Emilia**
Subaru, are you sleepy?
**[25:35] Emilia**
Don't force it.
**[25:37] Emilia**
You're always pushing yourself too
hard for other people's sake.
**[25:44] Emilia**
It gives me mixed feelings.
**[25:46] Emilia**
I only want you to push
yourself too hard for *me*.
**[25:50] Emilia**
But I wouldn't like a Subaru who
never looked at anyone else.
**[25:53] Emilia**
I'm sorry. I'm so selfish, aren't I?
***SIGN*** The Taste of Death
**[26:06] ---**
# E37 - The Witches' Tea Party
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/GY4PZJEP6/the-witches-tea-party)
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**[00:24] Subaru**
She turned out that way
because I wasn't with her.
**[00:28] Subaru**
And I was going on about how
I didn't want her to look sad...
**[00:33] Subaru**
Emilia, are you okay?
**[00:41] Subaru**
*I'll save Emilia...*
**[00:42] Subaru**
*and the Sanctuary, and the mansion, too.*
**[00:45] Subaru**
*I'll save every last one of them,*
**[00:49] Subaru**
*if it costs me my life.*
**[00:55] Ram**
Are you feeling all right?
**[00:58] Emilia**
Yes... because Subaru was
there for me, I think.
**[01:01] Subaru**
*The biggest problem is Roswaal.*
**[01:04] Subaru**
*He knew that I've been looping,*
**[01:07] Subaru**
* even if he didn't know that*
* I have to die to do it.*
**[01:10] Subaru**
*He's obviously following the Tome of Wisdom.*
**[01:14] Subaru**
* He won't condone anything that*
* goes against what's written,*
**[01:16] Subaru**
* and if it does, he won't balk*
* at using my loops to redo it.*
**[01:21] Subaru**
*What's forcing him to do all that?*
**[01:26] Subaru**
*I...*
**[01:27] Roswaal**
By doing that...
**[01:28] Roswaal**
you can become like me.
**[01:37] Subaru**
*...won't ever be like you.*
**[01:39] Subaru**
*Not ever.*
**[01:41] Subaru**
*So... is it okay if I turn to you again?*
**[01:46] Subaru**
* There are so many things I want to find*
* out and get you to agonize over with me.*
**[01:52] Subaru**
Invite me, Echidna!
**[01:56] Subaru**
I'll give you my life as many
times as you want it!
**[01:58] Subaru**
Or my pride or anything else!
**[02:01] Subaru**
So please, Echidna!
**[02:03] Subaru**
Let me...
**[02:15] SubaruVO**
*Behold an unthinkable present.*
**[02:18] Subaru**
Huh?
**[02:21] Emilia**
...iar.
**[02:23] Emilia**
Liar.
**[02:24] Emilia**
Liar! Liar! Liar!
**[02:27] Emilia**
Liar! Liar! Subaru, you liar!
**[02:28] Subaru**
*What... is this?*
**[02:30] Wilhelm**
Emilia-sama!
**[02:31] Emilia**
You liar!
**[02:33] Emilia**
Subaru... Subaru... You liar...
**[02:36] Wilhelm**
Felis! Come here at once!
This is urgent! Hurry!
**[02:37] Emilia**
You said... we'd be together...
**[02:40] Subaru**
*I don't recognize this...*
**[02:42] Subaru**
*I don't recognize this scenario.*
**[02:44] Felis**
Old Man Wil!
**[02:45] Subaru**
*How could I recognize it?*
**[02:45] Wilhelm**
His throat's been stabbed!
We haven't a moment to lose!
**[02:51] Subaru**
*Stop... It's no use. He's already dead.*
**[02:55] Wilhelm**
I won't let you die!
**[02:56] Wilhelm**
I won't let the one who
saved me die in this way!
**[03:00] Felis**
Why did this have to happen now?
**[03:02] Felis**
Stop joking! Stop fooling around with us!
**[03:05] Subaru**
* Stop it... Stop it! Stop it!*
* Stop it! Stop it! Stop it!*
**[03:09] Felis**
It's too late. His soul is already gone.
**[03:13] Wilhelm**
Why? Why?!
**[03:15] Wilhelm**
Why did you die so easily?
**[03:18] Wilhelm**
Subaru-dono, you are...
**[03:18] Felis**
Weakling. Coward.
**[03:21] Felis**
You're leaving behind everyone you cared about,
**[03:23] Felis**
forcing all of the pain and suffering on us.
**[03:29] Emilia**
You said...
**[03:31] Emilia**
You said... that you loved me.
**[03:43] Subaru**
Was that...
**[03:52] Subaru**
...how that world looked after I died?
**[03:56] Subaru**
Or was it the trial? Not really my past,
but the second trial?
**[04:01] SubaruVO**
*Behold an unthinkable present.*
**[04:14] Emilia**
Subaru?
**[04:16] Julius**
Emilia-sama, please...
**[04:18] Julius**
Wipe Subaru's face for him.
**[04:25] Emilia**
Why?
**[04:27] Emilia**
Why does Subaru look like this?
**[04:30] Emilia**
Why did this have to happen to him?
**[04:34] Emilia**
To save me?
**[04:37] Emilia**
Why? Please tell me.
**[04:40] Julius**
I wanted to speak with
you more, Natsuki Subaru.
**[04:50] Julius**
I wanted to call you a friend.
**[05:01] Subaru**
Stop... it...
**[05:04] Subaru**
Please...
**[05:05] Subaru**
Stop it!
**[05:10] SubaruVO**
*Behold an unthinkable present.*
**[05:17] Ram**
After all that nonsense you kept spouting...
**[05:27] Ram**
Was this all part of your
plan as well, Beatrice-sama?
**[05:32] Beatrice**
Why?
**[05:35] Beatrice**
I knew you couldn't be "that person."
**[05:40] Beatrice**
But still...
**[05:45] Ram**
This is what you call "love"? Honestly...
**[05:49] Ram**
There's no help for you.
**[05:51] SubaruVO**
*Behold an unthinkable present.*
**[05:56] Puck**
So it is you.
**[06:04] Reinhard**
Emilia-sama and Subaru are
both gone now, aren't they?
**[06:09] Puck**
Lia is asleep. Forever.
**[06:13] Puck**
I don't want to exist in a world without her.
**[06:16] Puck**
Therefore, per our contract,
I will freeze this world solid.
**[06:22] Puck**
He and I are equally guilty.
**[06:25] Reinhard**
And that is why you're trying
to destroy the world?
**[06:30] Reinhard**
I am going to stop you from
causing any further harm.
**[06:34] Reinhard**
If you must resent someone, please resent me.
**[06:37] Puck**
I don't resent anyone, Reinhard.
**[06:40] Puck**
You are a true hero.
**[06:43] Puck**
And a hero is all you can be.
**[06:55] SubaruVO**
*Behold an unthinkable present.*
**[07:00] Elsa**
And that's the end of it.
**[07:03] Elsa**
This wasn't a very rewarding job at all.
**[07:07] SubaruVO**
*Behold an unthinkable present.*
**[07:10] Rem**
I only prevented the situation from worsening.
**[07:12] Rem**
I could tell that Subaru-kun
was already beyond help.
**[07:16] Rem**
Surely he wanted me to end
it as quickly as possible.
**[07:16] SubaruVO**
*Behold an unthinkable present.*
**[07:19] SubaruVO**
*Behold an unthinkable present.*
**[07:21] SubaruVO**
*Behold an unthinkable present.*
**[07:24] SubaruVO**
*Behold an unthinkable present.*
**[07:26] SubaruVO**
*Behold an unthinkable present.*
**[07:28] SubaruVO**
*Behold an unthinkable present.*
**[07:29] SubaruVO**
*Behold an unthinkable present.*
**[07:31] SubaruVO**
*Behold an unthinkable present.*
**[07:33] SubaruVO**
*Behold an unthinkable present.*
**[07:43] Rem**
Can you no longer stand, Subaru-kun?
**[07:55] Subaru**
This can't be real.
**[07:56] Rem**
It is real.
**[07:58] Rem**
I will be by your side whenever
you wish it, Subaru-kun.
**[08:03] Subaru**
Rem...
**[08:04] Rem**
Yes. I am your Rem.
**[08:13] Subaru**
Rem...
**[08:14] Rem**
Yes, I am Rem.
**[08:16] Rem**
Your very own, all-purpose,
ever-useful maid.
**[08:21] Subaru**
You...
**[08:22] Rem**
Are you all right? Are you tired?
**[08:27] Subaru**
I don't know...
**[08:29] Subaru**
Maybe I am tired.
**[08:32] Subaru**
But I haven't even done anything yet...
**[08:36] Subaru**
If I were stronger, smarter,
and capable of a lot more,
**[08:42] Subaru**
they wouldn't have had to
hurt and suffer so much.
**[08:47] Rem**
Subaru-kun...
**[08:49] Subaru**
If the world was still going on after I died,
**[08:52] Subaru**
how many times did I just
leave them all to die?
**[08:56] Rem**
Subaru-kun...
**[08:57] Subaru**
How many times did I let you die?
**[09:01] Subaru**
How many times do I have to kill you?!
**[09:04] Rem**
Subaru-kun.
**[09:08] Rem**
It's all right.
**[09:10] Subaru**
Rem...
**[09:11] Rem**
I love you.
**[09:14] Rem**
I love you, Subaru-kun.
**[09:17] Rem**
So everything will be all right.
**[09:20] Subaru**
Th-That doesn't... answer anything...
**[09:23] Rem**
It does.
**[09:25] Rem**
Holding you the way I am right now
**[09:29] Rem**
is the answer to everything.
**[09:32] Rem**
You've been through so much, Subaru-kun.
**[09:35] Rem**
You suffered so much pain all alone...
**[09:37] Rem**
But you don't need to feel
so sad all the time anymore.
**[09:43] Subaru**
I...
**[09:45] Rem**
I will take the place of
everything you're feeling.
**[09:48] Rem**
Just entrust everything to me,
**[09:52] Rem**
and just rest for now.
**[09:54] Rem**
All you need to do is sleep.
**[10:04] Subaru**
Rem...
**[10:06] Rem**
*It's easy to give up.*
**[10:08] Rem**
*But it doesn't suit you.*
**[10:13] Subaru**
Who are you?
**[10:15] Rem**
Huh?
**[10:16] Subaru**
I'm asking you who you are.
**[10:19] Rem**
S-Subaru-kun, what are you—
**[10:21] Subaru**
I knew that when I was at the end of my rope,
**[10:24] Subaru**
clutching my knees and wallowing in anguish,
**[10:28] Subaru**
you would come and stay gently by my side.
**[10:32] Subaru**
You'd listen to my troubles,
let me vent my insecurities,
**[10:36] Subaru**
and wring everything out of
me until my tears ran dry...
**[10:40] Subaru**
And then you'd say, "Now, stand up."
**[10:45] Subaru**
You wouldn't tell me to just rest.
**[10:48] Subaru**
You wouldn't tell me to give up
and entrust everything to you.
**[10:51] Subaru**
You like me and I like you,
**[10:54] Subaru**
you're good to me and you love me,
**[10:56] Subaru**
but you're also stricter
with me than anyone else.
**[10:59] Subaru**
Rem is the one girl who doesn't go easy on me!
**[11:02] Rem**
You're wrong! Please listen
to me, Subaru-kun!
**[11:05] Rem**
I just don't want to see you suffering so—
**[11:06] Subaru**
I'll show you my weakness and my fragility.
**[11:10] Subaru**
But I'll never let you see me give up!
**[11:13] Rem**
Because you are my hero, Subaru-kun!
**[11:16] Subaru**
Get out of here, you fraud!
**[11:18] Subaru**
Don't you dare coddle me
with Rem's face and voice!
**[11:25] Rem**
Th-This isn't... what I...
was told... t-to expect...
**[11:32] Subaru**
Huh?
**[11:42] Subaru**
And who are you?
**[11:44] Carmilla**
I-I'm Carmilla, th-the Witch of Lust.
**[11:48] Carmilla**
N-Nice to meet... you...
**[11:50] Subaru**
Is this weird place part of Echidna's dream?
**[11:55] Subaru**
What were you trying to pull earlier?!
**[11:57] Carmilla**
Earlier?
**[11:59] Subaru**
I'm talking about you coming
to me disguised as Rem!
**[12:02] Subaru**
Was that your power?!
**[12:04] Carmilla**
N-No!
**[12:05] Carmilla**
I-If I looked like s-someone else,
**[12:09] Carmilla**
it's because... y-you wanted
to see me that way...
**[12:13] Subaru**
What?!
**[12:14] Carmilla**
I-I didn't w-want to, but Echidna-chan said
**[12:18] Carmilla**
a-all I had to do was dote on you...
**[12:20] Subaru**
So Echidna *is* the one behind all this?!
**[12:22] Echidna**
Going any further will endanger your life.
**[12:32] Echidna**
Carmilla's "Faceless Bride"
**[12:35] Echidna**
makes one forget to breathe
when in her presence.
**[12:38] Echidna**
In the end, it even makes
your heart stop beating.
**[12:42] Subaru**
What the hell have you been plotting, Echidna?
**[12:46] Echidna**
Isn't that obvious?
**[12:48] Echidna**
An evil scheme, of course. I *am* a witch.
**[12:51] Subaru**
Why did you do something like that?
**[12:53] Echidna**
Because it was the most
effective method, that's why.
**[12:57] Echidna**
If I'd left things alone,
**[12:59] Echidna**
your mind would've worn away
to nothing in the trial.
**[13:03] Subaru**
So you're telling me you did that to save me?
**[13:07] Echidna**
I can't make any excuses for the fact
that I wounded your heart as a result.
**[13:11] Echidna**
I've resigned myself to accepting your rage.
**[13:22] Echidna**
I know what it is you want to know
more than anything right now.
**[13:26] Echidna**
Allow me to explain the trial.
**[13:29] Echidna**
Just like the first one,
**[13:31] Echidna**
the second trial puts you in a world
recreated from your memories.
**[13:36] Echidna**
It's a thoroughly
well-constructed unreality.
**[13:40] Subaru**
Then—
**[13:41] Echidna**
However...
**[13:42] Echidna**
Your Return by Death is the
Witch of Envy's Authority.
**[13:46] Echidna**
Basically, only she knows
whether the things you saw
**[13:50] Echidna**
in your second trial happened in some reality.
**[13:53] Subaru**
You mean all that stuff might
have actually happened?
**[13:58] Echidna**
I'm only saying it's a possibility.
**[14:01] Echidna**
Instead of counting the many people
you may have failed to save,
**[14:04] Echidna**
you should focus on counting
the many you have saved.
**[14:07] Subaru**
Idealistic clichés like that don't help!
**[14:09] Echidna**
I know that you have given
all of your strength,
**[14:13] Echidna**
physical and mental, to survive thus far.
**[14:17] Echidna**
Not a single thing you've experienced on
your way to this point has been a waste.
**[14:23] Echidna**
You have arrived at this moment by
doing everything in your power,
**[14:26] Echidna**
at the risk of your own life.
**[14:29] Echidna**
That's something you should be proud of.
**[14:33] Subaru**
Why do you keep trying to help me like this?
**[14:40] Echidna**
I think it's a little mean to force
a girl to spell that out for you.
**[14:49] Echidna**
Would you be willing to form a
contract with me, Natsuki Subaru?
**[14:55] Subaru**
A contract?
**[14:57] Echidna**
Yes, a formal contract with the Witch of Greed.
**[15:01] Echidna**
Would you enter into one with me?
**[15:04] Subaru**
What happens if I do?
**[15:07] Echidna**
It's very simple.
**[15:09] Echidna**
From now on, whenever you run into
an obstacle you can't overcome,
**[15:13] Echidna**
when you feel you're being crushed
by the weight of your sins,
**[15:15] Echidna**
I will give you my support.
**[15:18] Echdina**
I'm confident in the amount
of knowledge I have.
**[15:20] Echidna**
I should be able to come up with a way
for you to deal with any problem.
**[15:23] Echidna**
Above all, I can share in your
Return by Death ability.
**[15:28] Subaru**
What does that mean?
**[15:30] Subaru**
You're actually telling me the selling
points of making a contract with you?
**[15:33] Echidna**
I think it only makes sense to
explain the merits of such an act.
**[15:37] Echidna**
All the better for me if it makes you
lean toward agreeing to it at all.
**[15:41] Echidna**
It's all calculated.
**[15:51] Subaru**
That might not be such a bad idea.
**[15:54] Echidna**
Meaning?!
**[15:57] Echidna**
I mean, uh... right.
**[16:00] Echidna**
If you absolutely insist, I wouldn't
mind entering into a contract—
**[16:03] Subaru**
It's a little late to try and play it cool now!
**[16:06] Subaru**
Anyway, how would we form this contract?
**[16:09] Echidna**
To establish a formal contract,
**[16:12] Echidna**
you and I need to form
a bond between our souls.
**[16:16] Echidna**
First, we raise our palms
to each other, like this.
**[16:29] Subaru**
Wh-Wha?!
**[16:34] Minerva**
I'm gonna have to...
**[16:37] Minerva**
put a stop to that contract.
**[16:40] Subaru**
The Witch of Wrath?!
**[16:42] Minerva**
I won't accept it!
**[16:44] Echidna**
So you're after him, too?
**[16:46] Echidna**
I suppose you're jealous.
**[16:48] Minerva**
Stop teasing me!
**[16:50] Minvera**
I'm outraged! I'm indignant!
**[16:53] Minerva**
I'm absolutely boiling with anger!
**[16:56] Subaru**
How is she even here?
**[16:58] Subaru**
Don't you have to swap places with the
other witches to let them appear?
**[17:02] Minerva**
That's a lie!
**[17:04] Minerva**
She's a bad-natured jerk who plays
mean tricks like that for no reason!
**[17:09] Echidna**
Well, I didn't want to just keep
popping witches into existence,
**[17:12] Echidna**
and let one of them take you from me.
**[17:15] Minerva**
Stop being taken in so easily by
all of Echidna's smooth-talking!
**[17:19] Minerva**
It pisses me off!
**[17:20] Minerva**
Also, she hasn't even told you
what parts of that contract...
**[17:23] Minerva**
would be...
**[17:24] Minerva**
bad...
**[17:25] Minerva**
for you!
**[17:26] Subaru**
H-Hang on! "Bad" for me?!
**[17:29] Echidna**
She's talking about your payment
for contracting with me.
**[17:32] Echidna**
I think calling it a bad thing is
a bit of an exaggeration, though.
**[17:36] Subaru**
What is it you want from me, then?
**[17:39] Subaru**
What payment do I have to give?
**[17:41] Echidna**
It's very simple.
**[17:43] Echidna**
Everything you feel, everything you think,
**[17:47] Echidna**
everything that remains in your heart,
**[17:49] Echdina**
the future as you know it,
**[17:51] Echidna**
anything you accomplish,
**[17:52] Echidna**
all the potential within you,
**[17:55] Echidna**
all the fruit of the unknown that
is borne from your very existence...
**[18:00] Echidna**
I want a taste of it.
**[18:05] Carmilla**
Th-That's all true...
**[18:08] Carmilla**
B-But don't assume that she
just t-told you everything...
**[18:12] Subaru**
The Witch of Lust?
**[18:13] Carmilla**
E-Echidna-chan... isn't lying...
**[18:18] Carmilla**
But there's a lot... she's hiding from you.
**[18:21] Echidna**
Don't bother listening to
these two, Natsuki Subaru.
**[18:26] Echidna**
Once you have formed a contract with me,
**[18:29] Echidna**
I will, without fail, guide you
to the future you desire.
**[18:34] Sekhmet**
This wouldn't be the promise you always
precede with "In the end..." would it?
**[18:39] Subaru**
And who are you?!
**[18:41] Sekhmet**
The Witch of Sloth, Sekhmet.
**[18:45] Sekhmet**
Just letting you know my name,
for the record and all.
**[18:49] Subaru**
You're the sixth...
**[18:51] Sekhmet**
I'm only here as a watchdog to
preserve the fairness of this place.
**[18:57] Sekhmet**
But I will fulfill my obligation to her.
**[19:01] Typhon**
Oh, Baru, you're here?
**[19:03] Typhon**
Is everyone here now? That's unusual!
**[19:07] Daphne**
It's been a long time since we had a tea party.
**[19:10] Daphne**
You should have invited me, too.
**[19:12] Subaru**
Why do you guys keep appearing
one after another?!
**[19:15] Subaru**
What do you want from me?!
**[19:16] Sekhmet**
I believe I told you already.
**[19:19] Sekhmet**
It's the promise that's always
preceded by "In the end..."
**[19:25] Subaru**
"In the end"?
**[19:30] Subaru**
Echidna, you said you'd guide me to
the best possible future, didn't you?
**[19:37] Echidna**
Yes, I did. It was true.
**[19:40] Subaru**
And with your help, would I arrive
at the best possible future
**[19:44] Subaru**
by following the best possible path?
**[19:50] Subaru**
Why aren't you saying anything?
**[19:52] Subaru**
Answer me, Echidna!
**[19:56] Subaru**
Answer me, Witch of Greed!
**[20:02] Echidna**
For the purpose of attaining
the future you desire,
**[20:05] Echidna**
you must accept any sacrifices
made along the way.
**[20:08] Echidna**
Is that not the resolution
you made, Natsuki Subaru?
**[20:13] Subaru**
Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait!
**[20:15] Echidna**
No, I will not wait.
**[20:17] Echidna**
You are the one who needs
to understand better.
**[20:19] Echidna**
Just think about it!
**[20:21] Echidna**
The Return by Death Authority you
possess is a tremendous thing.
**[20:25] Echidna**
You do not fully understand
how truly useful it is.
**[20:28] Echidna**
It allows you to restart the world all you
want until you reach your desired future.
**[20:32] Echidna**
It's the embodiment of the ultimate
ideal any seeker could wish for!
**[20:36] Echidna**
Of course, I won't force
you to Return by Death.
**[20:39] Echidna**
You will use it to achieve
the result you desire,
**[20:43] Echidna**
and I will lend you all the wisdom
you need to fulfill your wish.
**[20:47] Echidna**
I expect all the results that
come about in the process
**[20:50] Echidna**
to contribute vastly to the
satisfaction of my curiosity!
**[20:55] Echidna**
We will agonize over, struggle with,
and solve the same problems together.
**[20:59] Echidna**
We will have the optimal
relationship to achieve that!
**[21:02] Echidna**
As I make use of your power,
**[21:04] Echidna**
I want you to use me to achieve your
best possible future, too.
**[21:08] Echidna**
My maidenly heart's affection for you
and desire to help you are real.
**[21:13] Echidna**
I'd be more than content to have
you treat me as a convenience.
**[21:16] Echidna**
If it's what you want, you're welcome
to use my body for your comfort!
**[21:20] Echidna**
I gladly offer it to you!
**[21:22] Echidna**
I will give you the strength to
move forward with my words.
**[21:26] Echidna**
Whether you want comfort,
motivation, or love,
**[21:28] Echidna**
or even hatred, I will give it
all to you. I can give it all!
**[21:33] Echidna**
You like girls who give you
everything, don't you?
**[21:35] Echidna**
You need me!
**[21:37] Echidna**
No one but you can satisfy
my curiosity now.
**[21:40] Echidna**
If you use your power to save someone,
**[21:43] Echidna**
I want you to save me.
**[21:44] Echidna**
I cannot control my own greed!
**[21:48] Echidna**
No matter what happens, I will guide
you to the future you desire.
**[21:52] Echidna**
I swear it! I absolutely swear it!
**[21:54] Echidna**
And the Sanctuary's liberation
lies beyond that.
**[21:57] Echidna**
You can save everyone trapped there—the one
you love and all those you care about!
**[22:02] Echidna**
For that purpose, I want
you to take me, use me,
**[22:05] Echidna**
and rob me of all the greed you want,
**[22:07] Echidna**
so we can take hold of our future!
**[22:08] Echidna**
That is all I want from you,
all I desire from you,
**[22:10] ---**
and all I offer in return.
**[22:13] Echidna**
I have now told you everything... truly,
every last detail, with passion.
**[22:19] Echidna**
This might be close to love.
It's a vow of love!
**[22:22] Echidna**
And how will you respond to my love?
**[22:24] Echidna**
I want your answer!
**[22:26] Echidna**
That is one of the answers that will
satisfy my curiosity, after all.
**[22:36] Subaru**
Echidna...
**[22:37] Echidna**
Yes?
**[22:38] Subaru**
You're going to use me?
**[22:41] Echidna**
I am.
**[22:42] Echidna**
And you can do the same to me.
**[22:44] Echidna**
That's what this contract is for.
**[22:46] Echidna**
If you want to criticize
me for using it as a means
**[22:49] Echidna**
to keep you as my own, I'll accept that.
**[22:52] Echidna**
It's the truth, after all.
**[22:54] Subaru**
It's not as if I never considered
**[22:57] Subaru**
that your intentions might not be 100% good.
**[23:01] Subaru**
But... that's just way beyond the pale!
**[23:09] Echidna**
I don't quite understand what
you find so problematic.
**[23:13] Subaru**
Everything about your attitude
is so infantile and shallow!
**[23:17] Subaru**
It's all completely superficial!
**[23:19] Subaru**
When you laugh, even when
you're mad, your attitude is...
**[23:24] Subaru**
Echidna, you're incapable of
understanding how anyone else feels!
**[23:30] Subaru**
This is one of those times
when you could get angry...
**[23:35] Echidna**
I see. You have taught me much.
**[23:38] Echidna**
When we next have a chance...
**[23:41] Echidna**
I will do just that.
**[23:46] Echidna**
But first, why not have a seat?
**[23:48] Echidna**
I'd like to discuss our contract a bit more.
**[23:52] Subaru**
I just remembered...
**[23:53] Subaru**
There was one thing I wanted to
ask you when I saw you again.
**[23:57] Echidna**
Oh? What might that be?
**[23:59] Subaru**
Once I hear your answer, I think
I'll be able to make a choice.
**[24:05] Subaru**
You know Beatrice, don't you?
**[24:07] Echidna**
Yes, I do.
**[24:08] Echidna**
I was deeply involved in her birth, after all.
**[24:12] Subaru**
Beatrice has lived her life under a contract
**[24:14] Subaru**
forcing her to wait for "that person."
**[24:17] Subaru**
I believe that contract was with you.
**[24:20] Echidna**
True. I'm the one who ordered her to protect
**[24:22] Echidna**
the forbidden library and await
the one who would come for her.
**[24:26] Subaru**
Then who is "that person"?
**[24:28] Subaru**
How can I set her free?
**[24:37] Echidna**
Good question! Whoever could it be?
**[24:41] Subaru**
What?!
**[24:43] Subaru**
You... You're saying you don't even
know who Beatrice is waiting for?!
**[24:48] Echidna**
I really don't know.
**[24:50] Subaru**
But why?
**[24:51] Subaru**
Weren't you the one who told
her to wait for them?!
**[24:54] Echidna**
You've made quite a misunderstanding.
**[24:57] Echidna**
I didn't force Beatrice to make that promise
**[25:00] ---**
so she'd give the forbidden
library to "that person."
**[25:03] Subaru**
What?
**[25:04] Echidna**
That wasn't my goal at all.
**[25:07] Echidna**
By making her promise to wait for
"that person" to come to her,
**[25:11] Echidna**
I want to find out who she will choose
**[25:14] Echidna**
to be "that person."
**[25:18] Echidna**
Of course, her staying there for 400 years
without choosing anyone is one result of that.
**[25:23] Echidna**
Her inability to choose anyone
so easily all this time
**[25:27] Echidna**
and wanting to die as she agonized over
whether to keep upholding the contract or not
**[25:31] Echidna**
are also results of that.
**[25:34] Subaru**
And how do you feel about that?
**[25:39] Echidna**
I think it's wonderful.
**[25:42] Subaru**
Echidna...
**[25:45] Subaru**
You are a witch!
**[25:48] Subaru**
You're an unfathomable monster
beyond all comprehension!
**[25:53] Subaru**
And I...
**[25:55] Subaru**
I won't take your hand.
**[25:58] Subaru**
I know whose hand I want to take.
**[26:02] Subaru**
There's a girl who's been
tied down by the words
**[26:05] ---**
you spoke out of pure
curiosity, without malice.
**[26:11] Subaru**
My mind's made up.
**[26:13] Subaru**
I'm going to take *her* hand.
**[26:15] Subaru**
I won't go with you.
**[26:25] Minerva**
She's here.
**[26:26] Carmilla**
N-No!
**[26:27] Carmilla**
I have nothing to do with any of this!
**[26:29] Sekhmet**
A really troublesome girl just showed up
at a troubling time to start some trouble.
**[26:34] Daphne**
Oh! I'm feeling very, very hungry!
**[26:44] Typhon**
Hey! It's Tella!
**[26:46] Typhon**
Long time no see!
***SIGN*** The Witches' Tea Party
**[26:58] ---**
# E38 - The Sounds That Make You Want to Cry
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/GY9V401DR/the-sounds-that-make-you-want-to-cry)
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**[00:01] Echidna**
You made it past all those barriers
**[00:03] Echidna**
to enter the castle of dreams?
**[00:06] Echidna**
Talk about rude.
**[00:13] Subaru**
Seriously, what is with you?
**[00:16] Subaru**
What do you want from me?!
**[00:18] Satella**
For so long...
**[00:20] Satella**
For so very long...
**[00:23] Satella**
I have loved you...
**[00:26] Satella**
and no one else.
**[00:28] Subaru**
Stop...
**[00:30] Satella**
I love you.
**[00:32] Subaru**
Stop it.
**[00:33] Satella**
I have loved only you for so, so long.
**[00:39] Subaru**
I said stop, damn it!
**[00:43] Subaru**
Both you and Echidna are insane!
**[00:45] Subaru**
I've had it! I've had it with you both!
**[00:48] Subaru**
I won't accept help from any of you!
**[00:50] Subaru**
I'll find a way to fix everything myself!
**[00:52] Subaru**
Isn't that good enough for you?!
**[00:54] Minerva**
So you're just going to
keep dying, starting over,
**[00:58] Minerva**
and making everyone cry? Really?
**[01:01] Minerva**
Must be nice to be you.
**[01:02] Minerva**
No matter how everyone else feels,
**[01:04] Minerva**
you can always make the excuse
that you're suffering the most.
**[01:08] Subaru**
Are you...
**[01:09] Subaru**
Are you saying I'm just pretending
to be some tragic hero?!
**[01:11] Minerva**
No, I'm not.
**[01:13] Minerva**
I'm saying that deciding you're the only
one who needs to suffer is cowardly.
**[01:17] Minerva**
That twisted thinking makes you
way more vile than any witch.
**[01:22] Minerva**
And above all...
**[01:25] Minerva**
It's really ungrateful to her.
**[01:31] Subaru**
Vile?
**[01:34] Subaru**
Ungrateful?
**[01:38] Subaru**
What the hell?!
**[01:40] Subaru**
You're the one who made me like this!
**[01:45] Subaru**
All the pain, all the suffering, all of it...
*everything*... only happens to me!
**[01:50] Subaru**
If I had done nothing,
would anything be different?!
**[01:53] Subaru**
Aren't I stuck with a horrible future anyway?!
**[01:55] Subaru**
Who else but me would have done
all the things I've done?!
**[02:00] Satella**
...urt.
**[02:02] Satella**
Don't be hurt.
**[02:04] Satella**
Don't suffer.
**[02:05] Satella**
Don't look sad.
**[02:08] Subaru**
You have... the nerve to...
**[02:11] Satella**
So... love...
**[02:14] Subaru**
So that's what it all comes down to?
**[02:17] Subaru**
You're that desperate for me to love you?!
**[02:20] Satella**
No.
**[02:21] Satella**
Love yourself more.
**[02:25] Subaru**
Wh—
**[02:26] Subaru**
What the hell did you just say?
**[02:29] Satella**
Don't be hurt. Don't grieve.
**[02:32] Satella**
Treasure yourself more.
**[02:34] Subaru**
You're the one who gave me the
ability to Return by Death!
**[02:39] Satella**
I love you.
**[02:41] Satella**
So I want you to love yourself,
and protect yourself.
**[02:44] Subaru**
If I lost this ability out of love for myself,
**[02:48] Subaru**
what would I even have left?!
**[02:50] Subaru**
There's nothing I can use but my own life!
**[02:53] Subaru**
As long as I get hurt more than
anyone else, so I can protect them,
**[02:57] Subaru**
no one else will ever have to suffer at all!
**[03:01] Subaru**
It's not like anyone cares what
happens to a loser like me, right?!
**[03:05] Subaru**
No matter how bad I get beaten up,
**[03:08] Subaru**
as long as everyone else
makes it to the future...
**[03:11] Subaru**
As long as we can start tomorrow
without losing anyone... then...
**[03:20] Subaru**
Rem is gone.
**[03:23] Subaru**
If I had been stronger...
**[03:26] Subaru**
If I had put myself on the front lines
**[03:28] Subaru**
without worrying about what
might happen to me...
**[03:32] Subaru**
I could've prevented it.
**[03:37] Subaru**
I don't want...
**[03:39] Subaru**
to lose anyone else the way I lost Rem!
**[03:51] Sekhmet**
You're not a child.
**[03:53] Sekhmet**
Look at you... crying, wailing, trying to
handle everything on your own.
**[03:58] Sekhmet**
You're acting just like
**[04:01] Sekhmet**
a lonely little child.
**[04:06] Typhon**
Baru, you're crying?
**[04:10] Typhon**
Look how much someone made
you cry. You poor thing.
**[04:15] Typhon**
So who...
**[04:17] Typhon**
made you cry?
**[04:28] Satella**
I love you.
**[04:32] Subaru**
Stop it...
**[04:35] Satella**
It's because you gave me everything.
**[04:39] Satella**
That's why I...
**[04:41] Subaru**
Stop it!
**[04:46] Typhon**
Baru?
**[04:51] Echidna**
Ah, that is indeed one option, Natsuki Subaru.
**[05:00] Minerva**
His tongue...
**[05:02] Minerva**
You complete moron!
**[05:07] Minerva**
This'll be a piece of cake!
**[05:10] Minerva**
Stay out of the way, Typhon!
**[05:12] Typhon**
Baru made his own choice!
**[05:14] Tyhpon**
*You* stay out of the way, Nerva!
**[05:16] Minerva**
I will not allow self-harm, suicide,
or murder to happen in my presence!
**[05:22] Minerva**
Sekhmet...
**[05:24] Sekhmet**
Emotionally, I'm on the boy's side, too.
**[05:29] Sekhmet**
And... I'm on Typhon's side, too.
**[05:42] Satella**
Why haven't you realized
**[05:45] Satella**
that you should be included among
the ones you wish to save?
**[05:51] Satella**
It should be so obvious...
**[05:59] Satella**
What could you have possibly
seen in those two trials?
**[06:08] Kenichi**
I'm expecting the best from you, son.
**[06:10] Nahoko**
Take care.
**[06:11] Subaru**
*I...*
**[06:12] Julius**
I wanted to call you a friend.
**[06:16] Wilhelm**
Why? Why?!
**[06:19] Wilhelm**
Why did you die so easily?
**[06:20] Wilhelm**
Subaru-dono, you are...
**[06:22] Subaru**
*No matter what I believe...*
**[06:22] Beatrice**
I knew you couldn't be "that person."
**[06:26] Subaru**
*No matter what I wish for, I...*
**[06:30] Rem**
Show me how awesome you can be, Subaru-kun.
**[06:36] Emilia**
Thank you, Subaru.
**[06:38] Emilia**
For saving me.
**[06:43] Subaru**
*I don't want to die.*
**[06:45] Minerva**
See?! That's how you really feel!
**[07:11] ---**
Is there...
**[07:13] Subaru**
any value in my life?
**[07:17] Subaru**
What can I do except die and repeat everything?
**[07:31] Subaru**
Can I really believe...
that the people I like...
**[07:41] Subaru**
also... like me?
**[07:46] Satella**
I allow it.
**[07:51] Satella**
You are the one who saved me,
**[07:54] Satella**
so I will allow you to be saved, too.
**[07:59] Satella**
It is my wish for you
**[08:02] Satella**
to be saved.
**[08:17] Echidna**
Minerva aside,
**[08:19] Echidna**
I'm more surprised by the
way you two just acted.
**[08:25] Typhon**
Stay out of this, Daph!
**[08:28] Daphne**
You know, Subarun made some
pretty big boasts to me.
**[08:32] Daphne**
So I'd love to see him at least
try to follow through on them.
**[08:37] Echidna**
That's an intriguing thought.
**[08:40] Echidna**
And you were the one who called him back
from the brink of death, weren't you,
**[08:44] Echidna**
Carmilla?
**[08:46] Echidna**
You even used Faceless Bride. Whatever for?
**[08:51] Carmilla**
No... reason...
**[08:53] Carmilla**
I just... think... l-love is important.
**[08:58] Carmilla**
Even if he doesn't want to see it,
**[09:01] Carmilla**
there is love there...
**[09:03] Carmilla**
And I...
**[09:06] Carmilla**
I can't stand to see it taken and not returned.
**[09:13] Echidna**
Sekhmet and Typhon respected his wishes,
**[09:16] Echidna**
and Minerva healed him.
**[09:19] Echidna**
Daphne helped prolong his life,
**[09:21] Echidna**
and Carmilla used her Authority to make
him aware of the love he didn't see.
**[09:26] Echidna**
So while each of you may have your own reasons,
**[09:29] Echidna**
you all wish to help Natsuki Subaru.
**[09:36] Echidna**
This truly is interesting.
**[09:38] Echidna**
Don't you agree?
**[09:41] Subaru**
Seriously... what is the deal with all of you?
**[09:48] Subaru**
I can't understand or agree with almost
any of your reasons for backing me.
**[09:52] Subaru**
No wonder they call you witches.
**[09:54] Echidna**
Since you're back to vilifying us,
**[09:56] Echidna**
shall I assume you've recovered your strength?
**[09:59] Subaru**
I don't even know what to do anymore.
**[10:03] Echidna**
Then let me ask you this, Natsuki Subaru.
**[10:08] Echidna**
If I lend you my assistance,
**[10:11] Echidna**
you can be assured that you will arrive at a
future in which you save those you want to save.
**[10:16] Echidna**
If you don't know what you should do,
**[10:19] Echidna**
would you extend your hand to me?
**[10:23] Echidna**
I will take you to the future
you desire, without fail.
**[10:28] Echidna**
You have my word.
**[10:35] Subaru**
Echidna... I'm afraid of getting hurt.
**[10:41] Subaru**
I hate hurting, suffering, and being sad.
**[10:45] Subaru**
I don't want to feel pain,
**[10:47] Subaru**
and I don't want to see terrible
things happen to anyone else.
**[10:53] Subaru**
I don't want to die.
**[10:55] Subaru**
So, since sacrifice is a prerequisite
to taking your hand...
**[11:00] Subaru**
I can't take it again.
**[11:05] Subaru**
If I might have any value to
them beyond my own death,
**[11:09] Subaru**
I'm going to look for it.
**[11:12] Subaru**
If I can find it, I have a feeling
**[11:14] Subaru**
I can repay them in some way other than death.
**[11:18] Echidna**
That path is lined with thorns.
**[11:21] Echidna**
If you thought of your death as a tool,
**[11:23] Echidna**
your heart would be all you needed to offer.
**[11:27] Echidna**
But to deny that and try to claim both
your own heart and other people's futures
**[11:31] Echidna**
would be exceedingly difficult, and above all...
**[11:40] Echidna**
greedy.
**[11:44] Subaru**
It's true that you've saved
me time and time again.
**[11:50] Subaru**
No matter what you had
in mind, that part is true.
**[11:58] Echidna**
That poor, stupid Garfiel
fears the outside world.
**[12:02] Echidna**
To free him from his circumstances,
you'd have to break that spell.
**[12:07] Subaru**
Echidna?
**[12:08] Echidna**
Oh, I'm just being a sore, meddling loser.
**[12:12] Echidna**
I don't want you thinking all the
other witches were good at heart,
**[12:15] Echidna**
but only Echidna was evil to the very end.
**[12:20] Echidna**
It's still true that I am a girl,
and that I'm fond of you, after all.
**[12:30] Subaru**
You're all monsters beyond my comprehension.
**[12:34] Subaru**
We'll never understand each other,
and I doubt I could ever like you.
**[12:38] Subaru**
But...
**[12:41] Subaru**
Thanks for being willing to let me die.
**[12:44] Subaru**
Thanks for not letting me die.
**[12:48] Subaru**
Thanks for letting me hear those
precious voices I needed to hear.
**[12:53] Subaru**
I do thank you for that.
**[13:01] Subaru**
I don't understand you.
**[13:05] Subaru**
But it's a fact that the Return by Death
power you gave me has saved me many times.
**[13:10] Subaru**
Is Return by Death one of the
options available to me?
**[13:15] Subaru**
If not relying on it too much is
what it takes to love myself...
**[13:22] Subaru**
I can't say that'll be easy.
**[13:26] Subaru**
But I'll try to like myself a
little more, like you said.
**[13:32] Satella**
You'll be all right?
**[13:34] Subaru**
Yeah.
**[13:35] Subaru**
Compared to dying, it's nothing.
**[13:44] Satella**
Don't fret all alone.
**[13:47] Satella**
Fight alongside the people
who care about you.
**[13:53] Satella**
Don't forget that there are
people who grieve when you die.
**[13:59] Subaru**
I...
**[14:06] Satella**
And one day,
**[14:10] Satella**
you must come...
**[14:16] Satella**
to kill me.
**[14:23] Subaru**
I swear...
**[14:25] Subaru**
I'm going to save you.
***SIGN*** The Sounds That Make You Want to Cry
***SIGN*** The Sounds That Make You Want to Cry
**[14:37] Subaru**
It's you...
**[14:41] Otto**
You're awake?
**[14:43] Subaru**
Otto?
**[14:44] Subaru**
This is...
**[14:46] Subaru**
I'd normally be inside.
**[14:49] Subaru**
Did you carry me out?
**[14:51] Otto**
Patrasche did.
**[14:53] Otto**
She started thrashing around,
**[14:55] Otto**
and the moment I released
her from the carriage...
**[14:59] Subaru**
Wait...
**[15:00] Subaru**
Anyone who enters the graveyard without
the qualification is rejected.
**[15:05] Subaru**
Why would you try a crazy thing like that?
**[15:07] Subaru**
I would've come outside as soon as I woke up.
**[15:11] Subaru**
Why'd you save me?
**[15:14] Otto**
You really don't know why?
**[15:22] Otto**
Of course. Yeah, you're right.
**[15:26] Subaru**
What? What did Patrasche say?
**[15:29] Otto**
She said, "Don't make me say why."
**[15:32] Otto**
You really don't know?
**[15:37] Otto**
Now, listen...
**[15:39] Otto**
Leaping to save someone when
you think they're in danger,
**[15:42] Otto**
saving them regardless of the risk to yourself,
**[15:44] Otto**
and smiling when they wake up...
**[15:46] Otto**
I believe the feelings behind that are the same,
**[15:48] ---**
whether you're a human or a ground dragon.
**[15:53] Otto**
You're beyond dense. It must be nice to be you.
**[16:03] Otto**
N-Natsuki-san?
**[16:04] Subaru**
No, no... It's not what you think...
**[16:07] Subaru**
It's just... the timing...
**[16:12] Subaru**
I see. You actually like me, huh?
**[16:18] Subaru**
Never thought you'd be the
first one I learned that from.
**[16:22] Subaru**
Thanks, Patrasche.
**[16:33] Otto**
Are you all right? What happened?
**[16:36] Subaru**
Were you worried? Wait, do you like me, too?
**[16:39] Otto**
Could you not say such gross things?!
**[16:42] Otto**
I'm only thinking of what comes next!
**[16:44] Subaru**
Yeah, I know. We're friends, after all.
**[16:49] Otto**
Natsuki-san?
**[16:50] Subaru**
Does this mean I passed the second trial?
**[17:04] Otto**
Hey!
**[17:05] Subaru**
Damn it... What was...
**[17:09] Subaru**
It rejected me?
**[17:12] Subaru**
Did I lose my qualification? Why?
**[17:18] Subaru**
That nasty little...
**[17:19] Otto**
What happened? Is there anything I can—
**[17:22] Subaru**
There's something I need to do.
**[17:24] Subaru**
Take Patrasche back to the carriage.
**[17:26] Otto**
But—
**[17:26] Subaru**
Please.
**[17:43] Roswaal**
A way to leave the Sanctuary without
going through the graveyard?
**[17:47] Roswaal**
That is quite the bold suggestion.
**[17:50] Roswaal**
I do believe this might not be the first time.
**[17:56] Subaru**
It's the first time we've discussed this.
**[17:59] Subaru**
It'd be pointless to even try to count
**[18:01] ---**
how many times we've
interrogated each other now.
**[18:05] Roswaal**
It would seem you have
quite the history with me.
**[18:09] Subaru**
I've learned a lot of other stuff, too.
**[18:12] Subaru**
Like about the facility Ryuzu-san is in,
**[18:14] Subaru**
and that Garfiel is the Apostle of Greed.
**[18:17] Roswaal**
Well, that is splendid indeed!
**[18:20] Roswaal**
But to forego the graveyard
seems awfully cowardly.
**[18:25] Roswaal**
Do you have a reason for such haste?
**[18:27] Subaru**
Of course not.
**[18:29] Subaru**
I just...
**[18:31] Subaru**
can't bear to watch Emilia keep
going in there and getting hurt.
**[18:35] Roswaal**
That is precisely what you are for.
**[18:38] Roswaal**
Surely you don't mean to say it would
pain you to undergo it for her?
**[18:42] Subaru**
That's—
**[18:43] Roswaal**
Not the case? Truly?
**[18:46] Roswaal**
If you truly love Emilia-sama,
it should be a simple task for you.
**[18:50] Roswaal**
Emilia-sama should come first,
and yourself after.
**[18:53] Roswaal**
Am I wrong?
**[18:54] Subaru**
I...
**[18:55] Satella**
Don't forget that there are
people who grieve when you die.
**[19:05] Roswaal**
I see you still have not
sharpened your resolve enough.
**[19:13] Roswaal**
Just a little... Yes, I had
just a little bit of hope.
**[19:19] Roswaal**
That maybe, just maybe,
**[19:21] Roswaal**
I could see the future I desired...
**[19:26] Roswaal**
But you have yet to even stand at
the starting line of your resolve.
**[19:31] Subaru**
The starting line... of my resolve?
**[19:34] Subaru**
I don't know what that means!
What do you think I—
**[19:36] Roswaal**
I expect you to possess
**[19:37] Roswaal**
the will to carry out your objective,
**[19:40] Roswaal**
even if it means trampling
on Emilia-sama's will.
**[19:43] Roswaal**
Understand?
**[19:44] Roswaal**
If you truly do it all for Emilia-sama's sake,
**[19:48] Roswaal**
then you must ignore what Emilia-sama wants.
**[19:52] Roswaal**
A child who dreams of a childish paradise
**[19:54] Roswaal**
is not capable of the resolve necessary
to walk through the hell you must choose.
**[19:58] Subaru**
That's totally backwards, isn't it?!
**[20:00] Subaru**
If it's for Emilia—
**[20:02] Roswaal**
There is life.
**[20:04] Roswaal**
So long as there is life, there is a future.
**[20:07] Roswaal**
So long as there is a future, there is hope.
**[20:09] Roswaal**
So long as there is hope,
there is possibility.
**[20:12] Roswaal**
So long as there is possibility,
people can be saved.
**[20:15] Roswaal**
Am I wrong?
**[20:23] Roswaal**
Nothing to say in response, I see.
**[20:26] Roswaal**
How many more times must you disappoint me?
**[20:31] Roswaal**
In that case, while you work
on sharpening your resolve,
**[20:35] Roswaal**
let me press you on one more matter.
**[20:40] Roswaal**
I believe you have already faced many of the
problems that arise within this Sanctuary,
**[20:45] Roswaal**
but those problems are not
limited to the Sanctuary alone.
**[20:49] Subaru**
You mean the mansion? You know about—
**[20:52] Roswaal**
Of course.
**[20:58] Roswaal**
The order to have assassins
attack the mansion...
**[21:03] Roswaal**
came from me personally, after all.
**[21:16] Subaru**
Wait... Wait. Hang on a second.
**[21:21] Subaru**
It was you?
**[21:23] Roswaal**
I sent assassins to the mansion
**[21:25] Roswaal**
to help sharpen your resolve.
**[21:28] Subaru**
My resolve?
**[21:29] Roswaal**
Even with your Authority,
you cannot save both.
**[21:34] Roswaal**
You must decide which is more important to you.
**[21:38] Roswaal**
Once you make that choice,
you can never take it back.
**[21:41] Roswaal**
Eventually, you will be perfected...
**[21:43] Roswaal**
as a being who can only save one and no others.
**[21:51] Subaru**
You're seriously insane.
**[21:53] Roswaal**
Yes, indeed. I've been insane for a long time.
**[21:57] Roswaal**
Ever since the moment I was enchanted
by those eyes 400 years ago,
**[22:00] Roswaal**
I have been insane.
**[22:04] Subaru**
Four hundred years ago?
**[22:06] Roswaal**
Natsuki Subaru-kun, why aren't you insane yet?
**[22:11] Roswaal**
To overcome circumstances that
one must be insane to face,
**[22:14] Roswaal**
to walk the path of isolation,
**[22:16] Roswaal**
the human heart is only a hindrance.
**[22:19] Roswaal**
So I will force it upon you.
**[22:28] Roswaal**
What...
**[22:30] Roswaal**
are you trying to do?
**[22:34] Subaru**
Wait...
**[22:36] Subaru**
Please. Please forgive me.
**[22:39] Subaru**
It was... It was all my fault... so...
**[22:42] Roswaal**
Raise your head, Subaru-kun.
**[22:45] Roswaal**
Nothing is your faul—
**[22:46] Subaru**
You're wrong!
**[22:48] Subaru**
I want to do what you said, but I can't.
**[22:50] Subaru**
I lost the qualification to undergo the trial.
**[22:53] Roswaal**
What?
**[22:54] Subaru**
Please! Setting assassins on
the mansion won't do any good!
**[22:58] Subaru**
No matter who dies, it won't...
**[23:00] Subaru**
So please...
**[23:04] Roswaal**
No, I refuse.
**[23:06] Roswaal**
In fact, I now see an even
greater need to do so.
**[23:10] Roswaal**
If you truly wish it, Echidna will
surely restore your qualification.
**[23:15] Roswaal**
That's the nature of her greedy personality.
**[23:18] Roswaal**
You can get the qualification back.
You can fix this.
**[23:22] Roswaal**
Therefore, my actions will not change.
**[23:25] Roswaal**
I will continue to corner you,
to sharpen your resolve...
**[23:29] Roswaal**
until you are perfected.
**[23:33] Roswaal**
Don't get conceited, Natsuki Subaru.
**[23:35] Roswaal**
You're not the only one who understands Echidna!
**[23:41] Subaru**
If... If you hate me, then make
me the only one you...
**[23:45] Roswaal**
Hate you?
**[23:50] Roswaal**
I could never hate you.
**[23:53] Roswaal**
You are my hope.
**[23:56] Roswaal**
The only ones who allow me
to feel any kind of hope
**[23:59] Roswaal**
are you and Ram.
**[24:02] Roswaal**
From the bottom of my heart,
**[24:04] Roswaal**
I believe in you.
**[24:16] Subaru**
I will...
**[24:19] Subaru**
I will... never be like you.
**[24:24] Subaru**
I'm human.
**[24:27] Subaru**
I'll always... be human.
**[24:45] Subaru**
Damn it! Damn it!
**[24:59] Subaru**
What am I supposed to do?
**[25:02] Subaru**
What do I do?
**[25:05] Subaru**
What do I do? What do I do?
**[25:07] Subaru**
What do I do? What do I do?
**[25:09] Subaru**
What do I do? What do I do? What do I do?
**[25:11] Subaru**
What do I do? What do I do? What do I do?
**[25:14] Subaru**
What do I do?! What do I do?! What do I do?!
**[25:15] Otto**
Would you like me to tell
you what you should do?
**[25:25] Subaru**
Otto?
**[25:27] Otto**
Yes, hello.
**[25:29] Otto**
And good morning.
**[25:31] Otto**
That's right. It's me.
**[25:33] Subaru**
Mor...
**[25:38] Subaru**
What are you doing here?
**[25:39] Otto**
Let's put that aside for the moment.
**[25:42] Otto**
We need to talk about you first.
**[25:44] Otto**
You were deliriously muttering to yourself,
with a face like someone about to die.
**[25:48] Subaru**
Delirious?
**[25:49] Otto**
Yes.
**[25:50] Subaru**
I see...
**[25:54] Subaru**
You always seem to find me when
I'm in the freakiest states.
**[25:58] Otto**
I can't be a trader without my quick wit.
**[26:01] Subaru**
Sorry, but I don't have time
to crack jokes with you.
**[26:04] Subaru**
I need to think, so right now—
**[26:06] Otto**
You were at your wits' end, right?
**[26:08] Otto**
And you want to know what you should do?
**[26:10] Otto**
Just leave it to me.
**[26:12] Subaru**
Leave what to you?
**[26:14] Otto**
Now, listen. This will take preparation.
**[26:17] Subaru**
Preparation?
**[26:18] Otto**
Yes. First, take a long, deep breath.
**[26:23] Subaru**
Huh?
**[26:23] Otto**
Quickly, now.
**[26:42] Otto**
Stop trying
**[26:44] Otto**
to put on a tough front around your friends,
**[26:46] Otto**
Natsuki Subaru!
**[26:48] ---**
# E39 - STRAIGHT BET
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/G6W47VNNR/straight-bet)
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**[00:08] Otto**
Stop trying
**[00:10] Otto**
to put on a tough front around your friends,
**[00:13] Otto**
Natsuki Subaru!
**[00:15] Otto**
Your head is just a big, jumbled mess,
**[00:18] Otto**
and you don't know what to do, right?
**[00:20] Otto**
You keep getting into situations where
you have to reach out and help,
**[00:23] Otto**
but both your arms and your head
are too weak to reach far enough,
**[00:26] Otto**
so you end up just wasting time
frantically flailing around, right?
**[00:31] Otto**
Do you hear me?
**[00:34] Otto**
If you hear me, say something!
**[00:37] Subaru**
What the hell was that for?!
**[00:40] OttO**
You finally lost your temper,
**[00:43] Otto**
but you forgot to pay
attention to your footing.
**[00:45] Otto**
That just sums you up perfectly, doesn't it?
**[00:48] Otto**
Pathetic.
**[00:49] Subaru**
Oh, is that right?!
**[00:56] Otto**
That's really all the strength you have.
**[01:00] Otto**
Putting on a tough act for
a girl you love is fine.
**[01:04] Otto**
And you can play tough for
a girl who likes you, too.
**[01:07] Otto**
No one would object to that.
**[01:09] Otto**
But that's as far as it goes!
**[01:12] Otto**
You know you're not good enough, don't you?
**[01:14] Otto**
You know you can't reach, don't you?
**[01:17] Otto**
You want to look good for the
girl you like, don't you?!
**[01:19] Otto**
You want to be someone the girl who
likes you can be proud of, don't you?!
**[01:23] Otto**
Then why don't you just
accept someone's help?!
**[01:27] Otto**
Someone like...
**[01:29] Otto**
a friend!
**[01:35] Subaru**
I did rely on someone else.
**[01:38] Subaru**
I asked for help.
**[01:40] Subaru**
But it didn't work.
**[01:43] Otto**
Maybe...
**[01:45] Otto**
But I don't recall ever
hearing you ask for *my* help.
**[01:50] Subaru**
N-No, I mean...
**[01:58] Subaru**
My head is just full of knots.
**[02:01] Subaru**
It's full of stuff you wouldn't
believe even if I told you.
**[02:04] Subaru**
I don't even know how to start...
**[02:07] Otto**
Just start talking.
I'll listen until you finish.
**[02:11] Subaru**
But if I do that—
**[02:13] Otto**
Didn't I just tell you not
to put on that tough act?!
**[02:16] Otto**
If you have time to overcomplicate
everything in your head,
**[02:19] Otto**
then just spit it all out!
**[02:20] Subaru**
Easy for you to say, but I—
**[02:22] Otto**
Spit out all of those knots!
**[02:24] Otto**
And when you're done,
just tell me to believe you!
**[02:28] Otto**
Because I'm your friend, all right?
**[02:36] Subaru**
You might not believe me, but...
**[02:52] Subaru**
Roswaal!
**[02:58] Subaru**
Let's make a bet,
**[02:59] Subaru**
with my wish and yours on the line!
**[03:06] Roswaal**
I certainly did not expect to
see you again in this life.
**[03:14] Subaru**
This will be our last showdown.
**[03:17] Subaru**
I'm going to save the Sanctuary
and the mansion in this loop,
**[03:20] ---**
whatever it takes.
**[03:22] Subaru**
And I'll bust up every
damn one of your plans!
**[03:25] Roswaal**
You want to start over now,
when you have me in check,
**[03:29] Roswaal**
and leave behind the one
and only power you have?
**[03:35] Subaru**
Being able to start over and being able
to save them are two different things.
**[03:39] Subaru**
Both you and I were too arrogant.
**[03:42] Subaru**
This power I have isn't even that useful.
**[03:46] Roswaal**
If you say this is the last time,
**[03:49] Roswaal**
what is it you want from me?
**[03:51] Subaru**
My demand is simple.
**[03:54] Subaru**
If I save both the Sanctuary
and the mansion,
**[03:58] Subaru**
you will throw that book
away and come with me.
**[04:00] Subaru**
I'm going to make Emilia the new ruler,
**[04:02] Subaru**
and I need your help to do it.
**[04:07] Roswaal**
Don't be ridiculous.
**[04:09] ---**
That suggestion is absolutely warped.
**[04:11] Roswaal**
Do you think you would
forgive what I—
**[04:13] Subaru**
If this was about forgiving you,
**[04:15] Subaru**
there's no way in hell I'd ever do that.
**[04:18] Subaru**
But that's for my own heart to worry about.
**[04:22] Subaru**
Nothing deadly has happened yet.
**[04:25] Subaru**
So if I can solve this... Get it?
**[04:28] Roswaal**
How can an idea be so convenient?
**[04:31] Subaru**
Hey, I love convenient ideas!
**[04:35] Subaru**
Emilia's gonna do her best
to become the next ruler,
**[04:37] Subaru**
and I'll be by her side to congratulate her.
**[04:40] Subaru**
I want you to be part of the
crowd we'll have around her.
**[04:43] Subaru**
Just so you know, it'll be mandatory.
**[04:47] Roswaal**
You expect to fulfill your desire
without letting go of anything?
**[04:51] Roswaal**
Not only that, but you say
my involvement is necessary
**[04:54] Roswaal**
and insist on including me in
the foundation for the future?
**[04:57] Roswaal**
You are aware, are you not, Subaru-kun?
**[05:00] Subaru**
Of what?
**[05:01] Roswaal**
Of the sheer *greed* of that solution.
**[05:14] Subaru**
Your enemy has become the
strongest card in play.
**[05:17] Subaru**
That's still not enough for you?
**[05:24] Roswaal**
No matter how you fight it,
**[05:26] ---**
you cannot break through this.
**[05:28] Roswaal**
With Emilia-sama unable to stand,
the barrier will remain.
**[05:32] Roswaal**
The Sanctuary will be covered in snow,
**[05:34] Roswaal**
and the mansion will sink
into a bloody tragedy.
**[05:36] Subaru**
Yeah. Should make the sight
of you crying all the better.
**[05:41] Roswaal**
I see. You are right.
**[05:44] Roswaal**
It isn't a bad idea to lay some
groundwork for the next me.
**[05:49] Subaru**
So can I take that to mean
you agree to the bet?
**[05:55] Subaru**
Well, now that that's settled,
I can get started.
**[06:00] Roswaal**
Subaru-kun...
**[06:02] Roswaal**
The snow in the Sanctuary and the attack
on the mansion begin in three days.
**[06:06] Roswaal**
Do try your hardest to fight it...
and fail miserably.
**[06:09] Subaru**
Say what you want.
**[06:15] Subaru**
Roswaal, put the clown makeup back on, okay?
You're throwing me off my stride.
**[06:20] Subaru**
As two clowns at the mercy of fate,
**[06:22] Subaru**
let's fight this out fair and square.
**[06:30] Ram**
How goes the conspiracy you're
plotting with your friend?
**[06:34] Subaru**
What about you?
**[06:35] ---**
Have you accepted what Roswaal's doing?
**[06:37] Ram**
There's only one thing
I value above all else.
**[06:42] Ram**
There's no way that will ever change. Never.
**[06:46] Ram**
So don't bother waiting
for me to change my mind.
**[06:49] Subaru**
Never say never.
**[06:51] Ram**
Be quiet.
**[06:54] Ram**
You're putting your hopes in Emilia-sama?
**[06:57] Subaru**
Yes, I am, and I believe in her.
**[07:00] Ram**
Emilia-sama hasn't figured out
why she's been struggling.
**[07:05] Ram**
Until she does, the same thing
will just keep happening.
**[07:08] Subaru**
We've already strayed from
what's written in the book.
**[07:10] Subaru**
Roswaal is free now!
**[07:15] Subaru**
She actually gave me advice...
**[07:17] Subaru**
Does she like me, too?
**[07:19] Otto**
You're still talking like that?
**[07:21] Otto**
If she hears you, she'll be furious.
**[07:25] Otto**
Since Ram-san is working with the margrave,
**[07:28] Otto**
doesn't that make you enemies?
**[07:30] Subaru**
Ram's my enemy?
**[07:35] Otto**
Well, now I can see how
deeply you trust Ram-san.
**[07:39] Otto**
And? What happened with
the margrave himself?
**[07:41] Subaru**
Everything's set.
**[07:43] Subaru**
The bet is officially on.
**[07:45] Otto**
That's good to hear.
**[07:47] Otto**
Of course, I don't think he's
ever lost at anything before,
**[07:51] Otto**
so I had no doubt he would agree.
**[07:54] Otto**
And next is...
**[07:57] Subaru**
Garfiel, yeah.
**[08:02] Subaru**
But first, can I just check into one thing?
**[08:06] Otto**
All right. I'll continue with my
part of the plan as discussed.
**[08:10] Otto**
And as for Emilia-sama...
**[08:14] Subaru**
That's one thing I can't
rely on your help with.
**[08:17] Subaru**
Or maybe I should say my own help...
**[08:22] Subaru**
I haven't even scratched the
surface of what's hurting her.
**[08:26] Subaru**
I guess I was just scared, after all.
**[08:28] Otto**
That's for sure.
**[08:30] ---**
Don't try to play innocent.
**[08:32] Subaru**
Hey, man!
**[08:34] Otto**
So are you prepared to scratch the
surface of what's hurting her?
**[08:38] Subaru**
Well, I'm prepared to ask her if I can.
**[08:41] Subaru**
Unlike Garfiel, I don't
have to worry about dying.
**[08:44] Otto**
I'm not sure if I should
laugh at that or not.
**[08:47] Subaru**
Anyway, I guess you're one to take bets
that are stacked against you, huh?
**[08:51] Otto**
I suppose so.
**[08:53] Otto**
But taking on a bet without even
considering my odds of winning?
**[08:57] Otto**
That's a first for me.
**[09:05] Subaru**
I thought I'd find you here, Ryuzu-san.
**[09:10] Ryuzu**
You talk like someone who already
knows me remarkably well.
**[09:16] Subaru**
I'd say you're right. I know
just about everything.
**[09:19] Subaru**
I even know what your goal is here.
**[09:22] Ryuzu**
Then I suppose the one Young Ros
was waiting for was you.
**[09:27] Subaru**
Yeah, sorry. That whole
thing's been called off.
**[09:29] Ryuzu**
Huh?
**[09:31] Subaru**
Anyway, I'm in the middle of a
huge face-off with Roswaal now.
**[09:34] Subaru**
I want it to end in a result
that's good for everyone,
**[09:37] Subaru**
which is why I want your help.
**[09:41] Ryuzu**
Why not use your Authority as an
apostle to demand my assistance?
**[09:45] Subaru**
I don't want to rely on
that kind of Authority.
**[09:48] Subaru**
I came here to talk to you.
**[09:53] Ryuzu**
Young men are so quick
to put on a tough front.
**[09:57] Ryuzu**
And? What is it you are arguing over?
**[09:59] Subaru**
In simple terms, I guess I'd say
a way to liberate the Sanctuary.
**[10:05] Subaru**
I know you're opposed to
liberating it, though.
**[10:10] Ryuzu**
I am opposed to liberating the Sanctuary?
**[10:13] Subaru**
Huh? Wait, you're not opposed to it?
**[10:17] Subaru**
Seriously?! You're kidding!
Then why did you...
**[10:24] Ryuzu**
Still, I cannot say that your
suspicions are entirely wild.
**[10:28] Ryuzu**
What is your opinion of Young Gar?
**[10:32] Subaru**
I think... there's no
avoiding a clash with him.
**[10:38] Ryuzu**
I see.
**[10:39] Subaru**
But...
**[10:40] Subaru**
But whether or not we can be friends
once that's over is yet to be seen.
**[10:48] Subaru**
And to help me make that decision,
**[10:50] ---**
I want to know more about him.
**[10:55] Ryuzu**
You are quite skilled at deceiving
the elderly, Young Su.
**[11:03] Ryuzu**
You asked the witch about me, did you not?
**[11:07] Ryuzu**
About the copies of Ryuzu Meyer,
**[11:11] Ryuzu**
and perhaps about the
purpose of creating them.
**[11:14] Subaru**
She told me about the immortality experiment
**[11:16] Subaru**
and that you Ryuzus were
the successful cases for it.
**[11:20] Ryuzu**
To this day, I protect and supervise
the crystal that creates the copies.
**[11:25] Ryuzu**
The four of us alternate in
bearing the role of supervisor.
**[11:31] Ryuzu**
I did hear about the "first four."
**[11:34] Ryuzu**
So the other three besides you...
**[11:41] Subaru**
My name is Natsuki Subaru.
**[11:43] Subaru**
What's your name, Ryuzu-san?
**[11:46] Ryuzu**
My name is Ryuzu Arma.
**[11:49] Ryuzu**
I am one of the first four copies.
**[11:53] Subaru**
Arma?
**[11:54] Ryuzu**
I am Ryuzu Bilma.
**[11:57] Subaru**
The first Ryuzu-san I met
called herself "Bilma."
**[12:01] Subaru**
I never meant to hide
anything from Ryuzu-san...
**[12:05] Subaru**
But why go through so much hassle?
**[12:08] Ryuzu**
Our bodies are not made of flesh and blood.
**[12:11] Ryuzu**
They are made of artificial
od clothed in mana.
**[12:15] Ryuzu**
All activity we engage in consumes the mana,
**[12:18] Ryuzu**
and continuous activity for
a full day is impossible.
**[12:21] Subaru**
Oh, so you're like the spirits.
**[12:24] Subaru**
That's why you've been alternating
between the four of you.
**[12:27] Subaru**
But... are you okay with that?
**[12:30] Ryuzu**
You are so kind, Young Su.
**[12:34] Ryuzu**
However, one of the first four,
Ryuzu Shima, is an exception.
**[12:42] Subaru**
Ryuzu Shima?
**[12:44] Ryuzu**
I will tell no one what you told me.
**[12:46] Ryuzu**
I swear it on the name of Ryuzu Shima.
**[12:49] Ryuzu**
About ten years ago, she caused a problem.
**[12:53] Ryuzu**
She was then removed from
the role of supervisor,
**[12:56] Ryuzu**
and now lives in the forest
with the other copies.
**[13:00] Ryuzu**
For that reason, three of us
fulfill the supervisor role now.
**[13:05] Subaru**
What problem did she cause?
**[13:07] Ryuzu**
She violated the contract with
the witch who created us
**[13:10] Ryuzu**
by entering the graveyard...
**[13:12] Ryuzu**
to bring back Young Gar
**[13:14] ---**
when he broke the rules to attempt
the trial and did not return.
**[13:20] Ryuzu**
I have not seen Shima since
she was stripped of her duty,
**[13:24] Ryuzu**
but it would be no surprise
**[13:26] Ryuzu**
if Young Gar has been meeting with Shima,
with whom he shares memories that we do not.
**[13:31] Subaru**
Memories that you three don't have?
**[13:34] Ryuzu**
I refer to the past that Young Gar
saw in the graveyard trial.
**[13:39] Ryuzu**
Are you aware of Young Gar's family situation?
**[13:44] Subaru**
Yeah, I know Frederica is his
sister from a different father,
**[13:48] Subaru**
and since she has less non-human blood,
**[13:50] ---**
she left the Sanctuary ten years ago.
**[13:54] Subaru**
Why did you leave the Sanctuary?
**[13:58] Frederica**
I suppose I wanted to create
**[14:02] Frederica**
an opportunity for the
people of the Sanctuary
**[14:06] Frederica**
to leave it once the barrier was broken.
**[14:09] Frederica**
I wanted to make a place for them.
**[14:12] Subaru**
At least, that's what she said.
**[14:15] Subaru**
Wait, did the past that Garfiel
saw involve the time she left?
**[14:19] Ryuzu**
No, what he saw was most likely
**[14:23] Ryuzu**
the moment when Young Gar
and Fred were left behind
**[14:27] ---**
by their mother when she left the Sanctuary.
**[14:30] Echidna**
That foolish, pitiful Garfiel
**[14:33] Echidna**
fears the outside world.
**[14:37] Subaru**
So the reason he's against
liberating the Sanctuary
**[14:40] Subaru**
is out of bitterness toward his mother for
abandoning him and choosing the outside?
**[14:47] Ryuzu**
The boy refers to himself as Garfiel Tinzel.
**[14:51] Ryuzu**
That is his mother's family name.
**[14:53] Ryuzu**
I believe he goes by that name
so that he won't forget her.
**[14:59] Ryuzu**
Whether it was out of anger or sadness
**[15:03] Ryuzu**
is most likely known only to him and Shima.
**[15:14] Subaru**
Emilia-tan?
**[15:16] Subaru**
Huh?
**[15:19] Emilia**
Subaru?
**[15:21] Subaru**
What're you doing down there, Emilia-tan?
**[15:22] ---**
You'll get your butt dirty.
**[15:24] Emilia**
Um... I'm a restless sleeper.
**[15:28] Emilia**
I'm sorry... I lied.
**[15:30] Emilia**
The truth is, I couldn't get to sleep.
**[15:34] Emilia**
But don't worry. I'll be sure to
get plenty of sleep by tonight.
**[15:39] Subaru**
It's almost noon, though.
**[15:40] Subaru**
You're talking about
sleeping until nightfall?
**[15:43] Subaru**
That's very slothful of you, Emilia-tan.
**[15:46] Emilia**
The way you said that...
**[15:49] Emilia**
just gives me a really weird feeling.
**[15:51] Emilia**
Really, Subaru, you're so mean.
**[15:55] Emilia**
Thank you.
**[16:01] Subaru**
Emilia, do you feel up to telling
me what you saw during the trial?
**[16:08] Subaru**
I won't claim that talking about
it will make you feel better.
**[16:12] Subaru**
But if you tell me, we can
worry about it together.
**[16:15] Subaru**
I don't know if I can be of any help...
**[16:17] Subaru**
but would you give me the right to
fight the same enemies you fight?
**[16:26] Emilia**
Subaru...
**[16:28] Emilia**
Subaru, you have so much faith in me...
**[16:40] Emilia**
The...
**[16:42] Emilia**
The past I saw...
**[16:44] Emilia**
was a memory from before
I went to sleep, I think.
**[16:49] Emilia**
I never told you that I was frozen
in ice for a long time, did I?
**[16:55] Subaru**
Frozen in... ice?
**[16:57] Emilia**
I was frozen in the forest for a long time.
**[17:01] Emilia**
Until Puck found me and got me out,
**[17:03] Emilia**
I had been sleeping within the
ice for a long, long time.
**[17:10] Subaru**
How long?
**[17:11] Emilia**
Since I was... six or
seven years old, maybe?
**[17:15] Emilia**
We all lived in the forest together
before it froze, I think.
**[17:18] Subaru**
You think?
**[17:18] Emilia**
I don't remember much from
before that happened.
**[17:22] Subaru**
What about your family?
**[17:24] Emilia**
My family wasn't in the forest.
**[17:28] Emilia**
But there was someone who
was like a mother to me...
**[17:32] Emilia**
Huh?
**[17:34] Emilia**
Wait, why...
**[17:37] Emilia**
My... mother?
**[17:42] Subaru**
Calm down. Take it slow.
**[17:46] Subaru**
What happened to all of them?
**[17:49] Emilia**
The same... as me.
**[17:52] Emilia**
They were frozen in ice.
**[17:54] Emilia**
I lived in the forest,
**[17:56] Emilia**
waiting with Puck for
all of them to wake up.
**[18:01] Emilia**
But that day never came.
**[18:04] Emilia**
So... I left the forest
**[18:08] Emilia**
and joined in the royal selection.
**[18:09] Subaru**
Huh?
**[18:10] ---**
What does the forest have to
do with the royal selection?
**[18:14] Emilia**
Roswaal promised me...
**[18:18] Roswaal**
If you succeed in taking the throne,
**[18:21] Roswaal**
perhaps I can thaw the ice
that encases this forest.
**[18:26] Emilia**
Does that make you think less of me?
**[18:28] Emilia**
All the other candidates are participating
with solid goals and resolutions,
**[18:35] Emilia**
but my reason is so, so personal.
**[18:39] Subaru**
Is that the "selfish reason"
you were talking about?
**[18:44] Subaru**
There's nothing bad about wanting
to save the people you care about.
**[18:49] Subaru**
Whether it's a lot of people or just
a few doesn't make it less noble.
**[18:55] Emilia**
Yeah...
**[18:56] Emilia**
Thank you... so much.
**[19:03] Subaru**
Emilia?
**[19:12] Subaru**
*Do the memories that Emilia can't recall*
**[19:15] Subaru**
*hold some clue to getting through the trial?*
**[19:21] Emilia**
*Maybe Emilia can't remember,*
**[19:23] Emilia**
*but if I ask someone who does...*
**[19:37] Subaru**
I'm sorry, Emilia.
**[19:42] Subaru**
Ow!
**[19:44] Subaru**
You didn't have to go that far, did you?!
**[19:47] Puck**
Oh, I don't know...
**[19:49] Puck**
Your love seems like the needy type,
**[19:51] Puck**
so I'm a little scared to
let you stay beside Lia.
**[19:54] Puck**
Should I erase you?
**[19:55] Subaru**
Don't say that like it's no big deal!
**[19:58] Subaru**
Anyway, Emilia-tan's really sad
**[20:01] Subaru**
since her family-member-slash-pet ran off.
**[20:03] Puck**
I didn't exactly run off.
**[20:05] ---**
I've always been inside her.
**[20:08] Puck**
It was good of you to call me, though.
**[20:10] Puck**
That made me happy, Subaru.
**[20:18] Fortuna**
Emilia!
**[20:28] Puck**
Did you have another scary dream?
**[20:30] Emilia**
Puck?!
**[20:36] Emilia**
Thank goodness! Where have you been?
**[20:39] ---**
I was so worried!
**[20:41] Emilia**
Don't disappear like that again!
**[20:44] Emilia**
Puck?
**[20:45] Puck**
Do I look a little smaller than usual?
**[20:49] Puck**
I guess my limit came up
faster than I thought.
**[20:52] Puck**
Of course, I was consciously
trying to break our contract,
**[20:55] Puck**
so I guess it makes sense that I'd lose
my greatest strengths as a spirit.
**[20:59] Emilia**
Break... our contract?
**[21:01] Emilia**
Wh-What are you saying?
**[21:03] Puck**
I've been by your side all this time.
**[21:06] Puck**
I couldn't tell you only for
my own personal reasons,
**[21:09] Puck**
and because of your own problems.
**[21:12] Puck**
But from now on...
**[21:15] Emilia**
Huh?
**[21:18] Emilia**
No... What?! W-Wait, please!
**[21:25] Emilia**
Th-This is terrible, Puck!
**[21:28] ---**
The stone... The stone you reside in...
**[21:30] Puck**
I'm sorry, Lia.
**[21:31] Puck**
I wish I could explain everything,
but there's no time.
**[21:35] Puck**
As much as it pains me,
**[21:37] Puck**
I'm entrusting you to the one whose
love for you is second only to mine.
**[21:42] Emilia**
What... are you saying?
**[21:45] Emilia**
There's no one... There's no one who...
**[21:48] Puck**
Lia...
**[21:49] Puck**
I'm breaking the contract
between you and me.
**[21:53] Puck**
I really am sorry this
turned out so one-sided.
**[21:55] Puck**
Once I'm gone, the seal on
your memories will be lifted.
**[21:59] Puck**
Remembering them will
probably make you very sad.
**[22:03] Puck**
You might want to cry more
than you do right now.
**[22:10] Fortuna**
*Emilia...*
**[22:11] Fortuna**
*I love you so, so much.*
**[22:15] Emilia**
No...
**[22:20] Puck**
Yes, that's good.
**[22:24] Puck**
Lia...
**[22:26] Puck**
I love you more than anyone in the world.
**[22:46] Ryuzu**
Emilia-sama fell unconscious?
**[22:48] Garfiel**
Yeah, the spirit user's spirit left her.
**[22:52] Garfiel**
If it drives her so nuts
that she misses the trial,
**[22:56] ---**
what good is she to us?
**[22:58] Ryuzu**
Do not say that.
**[23:00] Ryuzu**
This is a matter of the heart,
so it makes me sad for her.
**[23:05] Ryuzu**
Incidentally, Young Gar, about Young Su...
**[23:09] Garfiel**
The dude who's covered in miasma?
**[23:11] Ryuzu**
Indeed. I do know what I said before,
**[23:15] Ryuzu**
but he does not appear to have
any connection with the witch.
**[23:20] Garfiel**
I dunno about that.
**[23:22] Garfiel**
Get yourself to bed, you doddering old hag.
**[23:25] Garfiel**
"A rudy that stays up all night will
regret having short legs," ya know.
**[23:31] Subaru**
Emilia, are you okay?
**[23:33] Emilia**
Yeah.
**[23:34] Emilia**
I'm sure... I will be.
**[23:36] Emilia**
I want to believe I'll
be just fine by morning.
**[23:45] Subaru**
A-Anyway, just don't fret over it too much!
**[23:48] Subaru**
If there's anything I can do...
**[23:50] Subaru**
Well, I don't have much to offer,
but whatever I have is yours.
**[24:00] Subaru**
Emilia?
**[24:02] Emilia**
Hold my hand.
**[24:04] Emilia**
Will you stay here until morning?
**[24:07] Emilia**
If you do...
**[24:09] ---**
I think I can...
**[24:12] Emilia**
I'm sorry.
**[24:14] Emilia**
I'm sorry.
**[24:16] ---**
Please...
**[24:20] Subaru**
If this is what you want, that's easy.
**[24:24] Subaru**
Once it's morning... once
tomorrow comes, you'll be fine.
**[24:27] Subaru**
I believe in you.
**[24:32] Emilia**
Yeah.
**[24:42] Fortuna**
Emilia!
**[24:46] Fortuna**
I'm sorry, Emilia. I'm so sorry.
**[24:50] Fortuna**
All the people who told you that kind lie,
that they wanted to protect you...
**[24:55] Fortuna**
Please don't hate them.
**[24:58] Fortuna**
Emilia, I love you so much.
**[25:12] Emilia**
Mother Fortuna, you liar.
**[25:15] Emilia**
Puck, you liar.
**[25:18] Emilia**
And Subaru... you liar.
**[25:24] Villager**
Emilia-sama!
**[25:25] Villager**
Did you find her?
**[25:26] Villager**
No.
**[25:29] Villager**
Emilia-sama!
**[25:31] Villager**
Emilia-sama!
**[25:32] Garfiel**
Ram, what's goin' on here?
**[25:34] Ram**
Garf...
**[25:36] Ram**
Do you know where Emilia-sama went?
**[25:38] Garfiel**
What?
**[25:39] Ram**
Emilia-sama has disappeared.
**[25:42] Ram**
We've all split up to search for her.
**[25:47] Garfiel**
All right. I'll start lookin' around here.
**[25:54] Garfiel**
Hey, old hag! You awake?
**[25:56] Garfiel**
Someone might come by
lookin' for the princess.
**[26:00] Garfiel**
You better go—
**[26:04] Garfiel**
Old hag?! Old hag!
**[26:13] Garfiel**
*Somethin' doesn't feel right.*
**[26:24] Garfiel**
Old hag! You in here?!
**[26:27] Garfiel**
Not here, either.
**[26:38] Garfiel**
No way. Did they...
**[26:41] Garfiel**
Old hag?!
**[26:44] Otto**
I'm truly sorry to disappoint you...
**[26:50] Otto**
But a friend asked for my help.
**[26:53] Otto**
I realize it's only a small role,
but I've set out to play it.
**[26:58] Garfiel**
You...
**[26:59] Otto**
In truth, I had planned to talk
things over with you here.
**[27:03] Garfiel**
Talk things over?
**[27:04] Otto**
Yes, I wanted to talk to you with Ryuzu...
**[27:09] Otto**
that is, with Shima-san in attendance.
**[27:12] Otto**
But I really wasn't expecting
what happened with Emilia-sama.
**[27:17] Otto**
That said, all kinds of conspiratorial
plans were already laid out.
**[27:23] Otto**
So now that the host of the banquet is away,
**[27:26] Otto**
how would you like to play the host instead?
**[27:34] Fortuna**
*...wanted to protect you...*
**[27:35] Fortuna**
*I'm so sorry.*
**[27:36] Fortuna**
*Please don't hate them.*
**[27:36] Fortuna**
*Emilia...*
**[27:37] Fortuna**
*All the people who told you that kind lie...*
**[27:38] Fortuna**
*I'm sorry.*
**[27:39] Fortuna**
*I love you so much.*
**[27:41] Subaru**
Oh, good. I finally found you.
**[27:47] Emilia**
Subaru?
**[27:53] Subaru**
So, let's talk,
**[27:57] Subaru**
Emilia-tan.
**[27:59] ---**
# E40 - Otto Suwen / A Reason to Believe
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/G4VUQ3D5D/otto-suwen--a-reason-to-believe)
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**[00:02] Garfiel**
"Instead"?!
**[00:04] Otto**
Yes.
**[00:05] Garfiel**
Where's the old hag?
**[00:06] Otto**
I couldn't foresee what would happen,
**[00:08] ---**
so I had her go elsewhere.
**[00:10] Garfiel**
And what the hell are you still doin' here?
**[00:13] Garfiel**
You wanna "talk things over," but the
one you wanna talk to ain't even here!
**[00:16] Otto**
That's true.
**[00:17] Otto**
So I guess we'll just say I'm buying time so a
certain boy and girl can be alone for a while.
**[00:24] Garfiel**
Oh, really?!
**[00:29] Garfiel**
You ain't got what it takes, small fry.
**[00:37] Garfiel**
The stone—
**[00:43] ---**
Damn it...
**[00:46] Otto**
Is this what you're looking for?
**[00:49] Otto**
A merchant always keeps one step ahead
to ascertain his chances of success,
**[00:54] Otto**
and that's what I am.
**[00:56] Garfiel**
You piece of...
**[00:59] Otto**
I've never had very many human friends,
**[01:03] Otto**
but I made lots of non-human
friends instead.
**[01:07] Otto**
The entire forest is against you now.
**[01:09] Otto**
Enjoy this welcome from
the zodda bugs first!
**[01:15] Garfiel**
Damn it... Damn it!
**[01:17] Garfiel**
Damn it!
**[01:31] Otto**
*When I was a young boy,*
**[01:34] Otto**
*the world was a hellish cradle.*
**[01:39] Otto**
* No matter where I went,*
* I heard endless voices,*
**[01:42] Otto**
* but had no idea what any*
* of them were saying.*
**[01:46] Otto**
* At that age, I had no way to know that*
* this was the blessing I was born with,*
**[01:51] Otto**
*the "soul of language" divine protection.*
**[01:55] Bro**
Wait up!
**[02:00] Mom**
Otto, what are you doing?
**[02:04] Mom**
You're not going to play with them?
**[02:08] Otto**
* My parents tried their hardest*
* to understand my abnormality,*
**[02:13] Otto**
* but any who don't have a divine*
* protection can never understand.*
**[02:35] Bro**
Otto, try writing it.
**[02:43] Otto**
*It was my brother, seven years my senior,*
**[02:46] Otto**
* who realized that written words might*
* bring about that understanding*
**[02:50] Otto**
*when spoken words couldn't.*
**[03:16] Mom**
Otto...
**[03:29] Otto**
* That may have been the first time*
* I'd cried out since I was born.*
**[03:38] Otto**
*Then when I turned ten...*
**[03:54] Bug**
Big... light... went... that way...
**[03:57] Otto**
* Those meaningless voices started to*
* transform into sounds with meaning.*
**[04:02] Bro**
You can understand what animals say?
**[04:04] Otto**
Yeah.
**[04:08] Bug**
Rain... fall soon. Rain soon.
**[04:11] Otto**
They say it's going to rain soon.
**[04:13] Bro**
Huh?
**[04:22] Bro**
Otto, that's an amazing power.
**[04:25] Bro**
And because it's so amazing,
**[04:26] ---**
you shouldn't talk to zodda
bugs when people are around.
**[04:30] Otto**
Why not?
**[04:31] Bro**
Divine protections are blessings
granted by this world,
**[04:34] Bro**
but there are people who would
try to take advantage of it.
**[04:36] Bro**
You have to keep your power hidden.
**[04:40] Otto**
That's why I can't talk to you around
other people anymore, Fulfew.
**[04:45] Fulfew**
I understand, Young Master.
**[04:47] Kid**
Liar!
**[04:49] Kid**
Liar! Liar!
**[04:50] Kid**
You're just a liar!
**[04:51] Kid**
We know it's all lies!
**[04:52] Kid**
You're so lying!
**[04:53] Bro**
I'm not lying!
**[04:55] Bro**
My big brother Otto can talk to animals!
**[04:59] Bro**
Can't you, Otto?!
**[05:20] Kid**
It's true!
**[05:21] Kid**
Zodda bugs!
**[05:26] Guy**
Oh, no! Zodda bugs!
**[05:33] Kid**
You zodda bug freak!
**[05:38] Otto**
*After that, I sealed my divine protection*
**[05:41] Otto**
*and swore never to use it again.*
**[05:46] Otto**
*Then when I was fifteen...*
**[05:50] Guy**
You son of a bitch! I know
you were with my girlfriend!
**[05:54] Otto**
W-Wait a—
**[05:55] Guy**
Shut the hell up, you zodda bug freak!
**[05:58] Otto**
Zodda bug... freak?
**[06:02] Otto**
I'm gonna find out the truth!
**[06:06] Dog**
I saw.
**[06:33] Otto**
I know the truth!
**[06:34] Otto**
You're the eighth guy she's been with!
**[06:38] Girl**
You jerk!
**[06:41] Girl**
Someone kill him!
**[06:47] Otto**
* I made an enemy of the daughter of*
* the most powerful person in town,*
**[06:50] Otto**
*and they ran me out.*
**[06:58] Otto**
* After that, I unexpectedly found*
* my independence as a merchant,*
**[07:02] Otto**
*and I busted my butt working.*
**[07:08] Otto**
* I made up my mind that I'd*
* run my own shop one day.*
**[07:18] Otto**
*You can do it, Otto!*
**[07:20] Otto**
*Go, go, Otto!*
**[07:29] Petel**
Well, well, well...
**[07:31] Petel**
Where are you off to in such a...
**[07:34] Petel**
hurry?!
***SIGN*** You're one lucky boy.
***SIGN*** You woulda been killed if I hadn't found ya.
***SIGN*** Better be grateful to the boss kid.
**[08:20] Otto**
B-Boss... kid?
***SIGN*** Yeah, he's our boss.
***SIGN*** And he's the guy who saved your life.
**[08:28] Otto**
I-I understand. Thank you very much.
**[08:31] Otto**
And I should thank him, too.
***SIGN*** If yer gonna cry, go hide first.
***SIGN*** No man should start sobbin' in front of anyone.
**[08:41] Otto**
Huh? C-Cry?
**[08:49] Otto**
Darn it...
**[08:51] Otto**
What is this?
**[08:53] Otto**
This... Th-This...
**[08:59] Otto**
I... I'm so glad I didn't die...
**[09:05] Otto**
* I realized that every time I cry,*
* it marks a rebirth in my life.*
**[09:10] Otto**
* My first cry as a baby*
* after receiving life...*
**[09:14] Otto**
*My second cry after learning*
**[09:16] Otto**
* of my family's love and realizing*
* where my heart lay...*
**[09:20] Otto**
* And this day, the third,*
* when I had a brush with death,*
**[09:23] Otto**
* and gained an understanding of my*
* purpose and reason for living.*
**[09:29] Otto**
I wasn't actually asked
to buy time this way...
**[09:33] Otto**
But it's all to help my friend!
**[09:42] Bird**
...coming! Coming!
**[09:44] Bird**
Bad one coming!
**[09:45] Otto**
I know that!
**[09:47] Bug**
Right behind you. Already here.
**[09:49] Otto**
I said I *know* that!
**[09:51] Otto**
I planned for it! It's all
part of the calculation!
**[09:53] Hamster**
You're going to die. Poor thing.
**[09:56] Otto**
Could you please stop being so pessimistic?!
**[10:08] Otto**
Is this what happens when I keep using it?
**[10:11] Otto**
My divine protection is such a hassle.
**[10:15] Otto**
I wonder if Natsuki-san... is getting
his chance to talk to Emilia-sama.
**[10:44] Garfiel**
Found ya!
**[10:57] Garfiel**
Damn you!
**[10:59] Otto**
I was given a really exciting
role to play for once!
**[11:02] Otto**
I'm not letting you catch me that easily!
**[11:33] Otto**
Come on, give me a break...
**[11:35] Garfiel**
I don't think so!
**[11:42] Garfiel**
I'm not lettin' you pull
any of your shit again!
**[11:45] Otto**
I... I wouldn't be so sure...
**[11:48] Otto**
This fight isn't over ye—
**[11:51] Garfiel**
I told you, I'm not lettin'
you pull any shit!
**[11:54] Garfiel**
Frankly, you surprised me.
**[11:56] Garfiel**
I seriously never woulda
thought you had it in ya.
**[12:01] Garfiel**
You'll hafta forgive me for doin'
somethin' so shitty to a man.
**[12:08] Otto**
I think I've done all I could.
**[12:11] Garfiel**
Gimme the stone back right now!
**[12:13] Garfiel**
Enough already, damn it!
**[12:19] Garfiel**
A'right, then. When you
wake up, this'll all be—
**[12:22] Otto**
Let's just say my personal battle ends here.
**[12:28] Garfiel**
Ram!
**[12:29] Ram**
El Fula!
**[12:30] Garfiel**
Cocky bitch!
**[12:36] Ram**
Not that I didn't know it, but you're
so pathetic, I couldn't watch.
**[12:40] Otto**
Isn't that a little harsh toward someone
who just gave all he had fighting?
**[12:44] Ram**
All you had? In the state you're in?
**[12:47] Otto**
I've never seen a maid as well-described
as the polar opposite of soothing!
**[12:51] Garfiel**
Hey, Ram, doesn't joining their side mean
**[12:53] Garfiel**
you're goin' against what
that bastard Roswaal wants?
**[12:57] Ram**
I would give my very soul to fulfill
my master's fondest desire.
**[13:00] Ram**
But...
**[13:02] Ram**
in my own way.
**[13:04] Garfiel**
Cut the shit!
**[13:05] Garfiel**
What do you think is happenin'
while you keep me here?!
**[13:09] Garfiel**
You really think he's worth
trustin' that much?!
**[13:13] Otto**
Is Natsuki-san worth it?
**[13:15] Otto**
Well, if we're talking about
whether he's worth anything,
**[13:18] Otto**
I suppose he's not.
**[13:19] Garfiel**
Huh?!
**[13:20] Otto**
But I look forward to seeing
what flowers bloom from him,
**[13:23] Otto**
so I keep pruning and
brushing off the bugs...
**[13:27] Otto**
I suppose that's the mood I'm in now.
**[13:30] Ram**
Hmph. Frankly, I have no idea what
gives you such high hopes for Barusu.
**[13:36] Ram**
He's weak, useless, and so incompetent,
he can't even make tea right.
**[13:41] Otto**
That's going a bit too far...
or maybe not, actually.
**[13:45] Ram**
But... when it's do or die,
**[13:48] Ram**
he has bizarrely good timing.
**[13:52] Ram**
A man who only has good timing.
**[13:54] ---**
That's what Barusu is.
**[13:56] Ram**
If he believes he sees an
opportunity and acts on it,
**[14:00] Ram**
you know that's the only path to victory.
**[14:03] Otto**
I guess when all's said and done,
you trust Natsuki-san too, Ram-san.
**[14:06] Ram**
That's "Ram-sama."
**[14:07] Otto**
That's such a hostile way
to hide your shyness!
**[14:11] Garfiel**
Enough!
**[14:25] Ram**
Stay back.
**[14:26] Otto**
Wait... Ram-san!
**[14:38] Ram**
Have you ever once beaten me in a punch-out?
**[14:47] Otto**
No... way...
**[15:01] Ram**
You've gotten stronger, Garf.
**[15:24] Ram**
Al Fula!
**[15:32] Subaru**
I'm counting on you, Otto.
Please don't do anything crazy.
**[15:37] Subaru**
Now...
**[15:39] Subaru**
I'm going to do my part.
**[15:46] Subaru**
Oh, good. I finally found you.
***SIGN*** Otto Suwen
**[16:00] Subaru**
You really thought this through,
didn't you, Emilia-tan?
**[16:04] Subaru**
You knew no one would find
you if you holed up in here.
**[16:08] Emilia**
Why... are you here, Subaru? You don't...
**[16:13] Subaru**
...get forced back as hard as Roswaal?
**[16:16] Subaru**
I mean, I'm here, but I'm
fighting pretty hard to endure.
**[16:21] Emilia**
I... see...
**[16:23] Subaru**
Half of me believed you'd be here,
and half of me just wished for it.
**[16:29] Emilia**
Half... and half...
**[16:31] Subaru**
I'm so relieved that I found you.
**[16:34] Emilia**
Just... relieved?
**[16:37] Emilia**
You're not angry?
**[16:39] Subaru**
What's this about, Emilia-tan?
**[16:41] Subaru**
Were you actually afraid I'd be mad at you?
**[16:44] Subaru**
I'm not angry.
**[16:46] Subaru**
Though I did panic, and frankly,
I wasn't even sure I was alive.
**[16:49] Emilia**
I see. You're not angry.
**[16:52] Subaru**
Emilia?
**[16:56] Emilia**
You're not angry at me, Subaru.
**[17:01] Emilia**
You won't even get angry.
**[17:04] Emilia**
Why won't you get angry?
**[17:08] Emilia**
What I did was selfish, wasn't it?
**[17:11] Emilia**
It caused trouble for you, didn't it?
**[17:13] Emilia**
I worried you by leaving
without saying anything.
**[17:17] Emilia**
Are you not angry because you d-didn't
expect anything in the first place?
**[17:21] Emilia**
You're kind to me even when I mess up
**[17:24] Emilia**
because you're not even
disappointed in me, right?
**[17:27] Emilia**
Because you know it's
never going to go right?
**[17:30] Subaru**
No, Emilia! That's not what I think!
**[17:33] Emilia**
Then...
**[17:35] Emilia**
Then why?
**[17:38] Emilia**
Why didn't you keep your promise?!
**[17:41] Emilia**
You and Puck both broke
your word and went away.
**[17:46] Emilia**
You went away and left me behind.
**[17:50] Emilia**
You're a liar.
**[17:52] ---**
Puck is a liar.
**[17:55] Emilia**
Liar...
**[17:57] ---**
You liar...
**[17:59] Subaru**
Emilia...
**[17:59] Emilia**
You shouldn't... break a promise...
**[18:03] Emilia**
You shouldn't lie!
**[18:05] Emilia**
It's wrong!
**[18:20] Subaru**
Emilia...
**[18:22] Subaru**
I love you.
**[18:24] Emilia**
Huh?
**[18:28] Subaru**
Night after night, you go rushing into
the same damn trial over and over.
**[18:32] Subaru**
What the hell is that trial, anyway?
It's just the past!
**[18:35] Subaru**
Don't keep moping over stuff
that's over and done with!
**[18:38] Emilia**
Uh, wha...
**[18:39] Subaru**
When I tried to do it for you, you
insisted that only you could do it.
**[18:44] Subaru**
So when you blow it, that just
means you were all talk!
**[18:47] Emilia**
S-Subaru...
**[18:48] Subaru**
And in the end, when your
pet and guardian takes off,
**[18:51] Subaru**
you abandon your duties and run off
to sulk and cry your eyes out?
**[18:54] Subaru**
I can't put up with it any longer!
**[19:00] Emilia**
You're right.
**[19:02] ---**
It only makes sense that
you'd think of me that way.
**[19:06] Subaru**
But still...
**[19:08] Subaru**
I love you, Emilia.
**[19:14] Subaru**
I love you.
**[19:17] Subaru**
I love you so, so, so much, I don't
know what to do with myself.
**[19:21] Emilia**
Wh-Where did all this come from?
**[19:24] Subaru**
I love that beautiful silver hair of yours,
**[19:27] Subaru**
I love those damp purple
jewels you have for eyes.
**[19:31] Subaru**
I love your voice and how just
hearing it puts me in a trance.
**[19:34] Subaru**
Your long, slender arms
and legs, your pale skin,
**[19:38] Subaru**
and your height are all so perfect
to me that I can't stand it.
**[19:41] Subaru**
Just being with you makes my
heart race out of control.
**[19:44] Subaru**
It's scary, honestly.
**[19:47] Subaru**
I love how you're a little
absent-minded, too.
**[19:49] Subaru**
The way you give everything
your all is adorable,
**[19:52] Subaru**
and I respect the way you do
your best to help others.
**[19:56] Subaru**
It's hard to leave you alone when I see
you putting others before yourself.
**[20:00] Subaru**
I want to see all the expressions you
make from right here beside you.
**[20:05] Emilia**
Th-This is no time for...
**[20:08] Emilia**
Stop playing around!
**[20:10] Emilia**
Why are you suddenly saying all this?!
**[20:13] Emilia**
That's not what we were talking about!
**[20:15] Emilia**
You were saying that I'm utterly useless,
**[20:17] ---**
that you couldn't put up with me!
**[20:19] Subaru**
Yeah, you're right.
**[20:20] Emilia**
So why would you forgive
me for being so useless?!
**[20:23] Subaru**
If that answer is all you want,
I've said it over and over!
**[20:26] Subaru**
It's because I love you!
**[20:31] Subaru**
I'm head-over-heels in love with you!
**[20:33] Subaru**
Everything about you shines in my eyes!
**[20:36] Subaru**
Yeah, of course, parts of you aren't perfect.
**[20:39] Subaru**
You're not an angel or a goddess.
You're an ordinary girl.
**[20:42] Subaru**
You'll feel so bad that you
want to cry sometimes,
**[20:44] Subaru**
and you'll want to run away from
things that hurt! I get that!
**[20:48] Subaru**
But even including that weakness and
the parts you might even call ugly...
**[20:54] Subaru**
I love every part of your being, Emilia.
**[20:58] Emilia**
That's just... t-too selfish!
**[21:01] Emilia**
You just named all the things
that make me useless,
**[21:04] Emilia**
and you still say you love me?
**[21:07] Emilia**
How can you expect me to believe you?!
**[21:08] Subaru**
You're wrong! You've got
it completely wrong!
**[21:12] Subaru**
It's not because I believe
in you that I love you!
**[21:16] Subaru**
I believe in you because I love you!
**[21:19] Emilia**
Just loving someone isn't a
reason to believe in them!
**[21:24] Subaru**
If just loving you isn't a
reason to believe in you...
**[21:27] Subaru**
Then who the hell would willingly
go through all this suffering
**[21:31] Subaru**
to come and help a pain
in the ass like you?!
**[21:34] Subaru**
I love you so much it makes me crazy!
**[21:38] Subaru**
I love you so much I could die!
**[21:40] Subaru**
That's why I put up with
the pain and suffering!
**[21:43] Subaru**
Even now, I feel like I might puke,
but I'm still standing in front of you!
**[21:47] Emilia**
I never asked you to do that!
**[21:50] Emilia**
You're just being selfish!
**[21:52] ---**
You're not thinking about my feelings at all!
**[21:56] Emilia**
You have no idea how
I feel every time I see you
**[21:59] Emilia**
getting hurt because of me!
**[22:02] Subaru**
How *would* I know?! I don't
even think about it!
**[22:05] Subaru**
All I think about is how to
look good in front of you!
**[22:09] Subaru**
I'm suffering for you here!
**[22:11] ---**
At least try to look as
cute as I hoped you would!
**[22:14] Emilia**
Don't talk like I'm just some doll!
**[22:16] Emilia**
Why did you break your promise?!
**[22:18] Emilia**
If you'd just done what I asked you to,
that would've been enough!
**[22:21] Emilia**
Why wouldn't you even do that?!
**[22:23] Emilia**
You actually hate me, don't you?!
**[22:25] Subaru**
I love you!
**[22:26] Emilia**
Liar!
**[22:27] Subaru**
I'm not lying! I love you!
**[22:28] Emilia**
Then...
**[22:33] Emilia**
Why?
**[22:35] ---**
Why did you break your promise?
**[22:39] Subaru**
I can't tell you.
**[22:40] Emilia**
If you'd stayed with me until
morning like you promised,
**[22:44] Emilia**
I think I could have believed you.
**[22:47] Emilia**
I could have believed you and
entrusted you with everything.
**[22:52] Emilia**
But you...
**[23:01] Emilia**
Since Puck left, my memories
have been slowly coming back.
**[23:07] Emilia**
Sights in my mind that I don't recognize...
**[23:10] Emilia**
Conversations I don't remember...
**[23:12] Emilia**
More and more of them keep coming back.
**[23:15] Emilia**
I thought I remembered
everything all this time,
**[23:19] Emilia**
but I went and forgot them,
as if they never existed.
**[23:25] Emilia**
When all the memories come back,
**[23:28] Emilia**
what's going to happen to me?
**[23:31] Emilia**
Is this me... really me?
**[23:34] Emilia**
I forgot so many important things.
**[23:36] Emilia**
I even forgot about Mother.
**[23:39] Emilia**
And yet... I'm not wrong?
**[23:47] Nahoko**
*What matters isn't how you start
or what happens in the middle.*
**[23:51] Nahoko**
*It's how it ends.*
**[23:55] Subaru**
*Yeah... you're right, Mom.*
**[24:00] Subaru**
No matter what memories you get back,
**[24:03] Subaru**
it won't change anything.
**[24:06] Subaru**
I love you.
**[24:08] ---**
I'm always going to love you.
**[24:11] Emilia**
I can't believe that.
**[24:14] Emilia**
If the me that you say you love...
g-goes away, could you still...
**[24:22] Subaru**
I could.
**[24:23] Subaru**
No matter what happens,
you're not going to go away.
**[24:27] Subaru**
I love you.
**[24:29] Emilia**
But you're a liar!
**[24:31] Emilia**
You wouldn't make me believe you.
**[24:35] Subaru**
Then I'll make you believe me now.
**[24:40] Emilia**
Suba—
**[24:41] Subaru**
If you don't want this, then dodge.
**[25:14] Subaru**
I love you.
**[25:16] Subaru**
No matter how many hopeless
sides of you I see,
**[25:18] Subaru**
and even if we argue like this...
**[25:20] Subaru**
I'm never going to stop loving you.
**[25:24] Subaru**
That won't change, no matter what happens.
**[25:27] Subaru**
I'll just love you even more than before.
**[25:29] Subaru**
That's why I'll always believe in you.
**[25:33] Subaru**
And if you want to know why...
**[25:36] Emilia**
Because... you love me?
**[25:42] Subaru**
With all those unfamiliar
memories flooding you,
**[25:45] Subaru**
it's only natural that you'd
feel anxious and scared.
**[25:48] Subaru**
But the path you've walked
until now won't go away.
**[25:52] Subaru**
You're going to be fine.
**[25:54] Emilia**
How can you say that for sure?
**[25:58] Subaru**
What matters isn't how you start.
**[26:00] ---**
It's how it ends.
**[26:03] Subaru**
The woman I respect the most
in the whole world said so.
**[26:08] Subaru**
You'll be fine, Emilia.
**[26:10] Subaru**
I'm on your side.
**[26:12] ---**
It's okay if you remember everything.
**[26:15] Subaru**
And if you're still scared, we'll find it.
**[26:18] Emilia**
Find... what?
**[26:22] Subaru**
Just like my feelings for you make
me able to keep running forward,
**[26:26] Subaru**
you'll find your most precious feeling,
the one that makes you able to blow away
**[26:30] Subaru**
all the anxieties and run forward.
**[26:34] Subaru**
Of course, I'd like to hope that
precious feeling will be for me.
**[26:41] Emilia**
My most... precious feeling...
**[26:46] Emilia**
I wonder if it's among all these
memories I've been getting back.
**[26:52] Emilia**
My most precious feeling...
**[26:55] Subaru**
Yeah, I'm sure it is.
**[26:57] Subaru**
Your reason to keep walking is there.
**[27:08] Emilia**
Yeah.
***SIGN*** A Reason to Believe
**[27:24] Subaru**
Hey. Sorry to keep you waiting.
**[27:26] Garfiel**
Ain't like I was waitin' for you.
**[27:29] ---**
# E41 - Nobody Can Lift a Quain Stone Alone
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/G14U4357Z/nobody-can-lift-a-quain-stone-alone)
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**[00:29] Shima**
Young Gar, stop!
**[00:30] ---**
Stop! Stop!
**[00:51] Shima**
Young Gar...
**[01:02] Subaru**
Otto, you idiot.
**[01:04] Subaru**
You went and did something
crazy, didn't you?
**[01:07] Garfiel**
I never knew he had it in 'im.
**[01:11] Garfiel**
To add insult to injury,
he even won Ram over...
**[01:14] Garfiel**
And now I look like this!
**[01:16] Subaru**
Ram?
**[01:18] Subaru**
What happened to them?
**[01:19] Garfiel**
What you guys are plotting
don't mean shit to me.
**[01:23] Subaru**
You didn't kill them, did you?
**[01:25] Garfiel**
I told ya, it don't mean shit!
**[01:27] Garfiel**
Move. I'm gonna smash up the entrance,
**[01:31] Garfiel**
and put an end to all of this.
**[01:34] Subaru**
If you do that, the Sanctuary
will be closed off forever.
**[01:38] Subaru**
Is that what you want?
**[01:40] Garfiel**
Yes, it is.
**[01:42] Garfiel**
Every other damn thing is the problem!
**[02:01] Garfiel**
What're you tryin' to pull? Huh?!
**[02:04] Emilia**
Garfiel, what are you so afraid of?
**[02:09] Garfiel**
You think... I'm afraid?
**[02:12] Emilia**
You are.
**[02:14] Emilia**
That's why you're shouting and trying
to make yourself look bigger, isn't it?
**[02:18] Garfiel**
What are you...
**[02:19] Garfiel**
What the hell do you think
you know about me?!
**[02:23] Emilia**
I do know.
**[02:24] Emilia**
Because... I've been afraid of
many things throughout my life.
**[02:30] Emilia**
I lived in fear right up until today.
**[02:34] Emilia**
I left all the bad things in
Puck's hands so I could forget them,
**[02:37] Emilia**
but now I've finally remembered.
**[02:38] Garfiel**
Shut up.
**[02:40] Emilia**
I still haven't figured out
what it is I need to do.
**[02:44] Emilia**
I need to find what that is.
**[02:48] ---**
But...
**[02:49] Garfiel**
Shut up! Get out!
**[02:51] Garfiel**
Don't you... Don't you even dare...
**[02:54] Emilia**
But you've already found that something
for yourself, haven't you?
**[02:58] Garfiel**
I told you to shut your damn mouth!
**[03:00] Subaru**
You're just too half-assed, Garfiel.
**[03:03] Subaru**
It's true that Emilia failed the trial once.
**[03:06] Subaru**
I can't deny that she cried her eyes out
**[03:08] ---**
when it showed her a past she
didn't want to see, either.
**[03:12] Subaru**
But Emilia will keep trying, over and over.
**[03:15] Subaru**
Unlike you, the guy who
gave up and ran away.
**[03:18] Subaru**
Garfiel, do you have a grudge
**[03:22] Subaru**
against your mother who abandoned you?
**[03:28] Subaru**
Sorry, man.
**[03:29] Subaru**
We take off our shoes when
visiting someone's home,
**[03:31] Subaru**
but it's the Natsuki family way to trample
all over people's hearts with our shoes on.
**[03:36] Subaru**
Your mother left you and Frederica
behind when she left the Sanctuary.
**[03:41] Subaru**
And then... what did you do?
**[03:48] Subaru**
Frederica left the Sanctuary, too.
**[03:51] Subaru**
She believed you'd eventually liberate it,
**[03:54] Subaru**
so she left to make a place in the outside
world for the people living here.
**[03:58] Subaru**
And what have you been
doing here on the inside?
**[04:01] Subaru**
You want to keep the Sanctuary closed
off because you hate your mother
**[04:06] Subaru**
and the outside world
that made her leave you?
**[04:09] Subaru**
Because you don't want to be hurt here?!
**[04:11] Garfiel**
No, you're... What the hell do you...
**[04:13] Subaru**
I don't! Not unless you tell me!
**[04:15] Subaru**
I won't understand until you speak!
**[04:19] Subaru**
If you hate your mother,
**[04:20] Subaru**
then bust out of here right now to
get revenge on her or whatever!
**[04:23] Subaru**
Don't take it out on the rest of us in here!
**[04:27] Subaru**
You hate your family! If you didn't—
**[04:31] Garfiel**
You're wrong!
**[04:34] Garfiel**
I... I...
**[04:37] Subaru**
Tell me the truth!
**[04:41] Garfiel**
I... wanted...
**[04:46] Garfiel**
my mom to... be happy.
**[04:52] Garfiel**
We were in the way, weren't we?
**[04:54] Garfiel**
My sister and I were in the way
of her happiness, weren't we?!
**[05:00] Garfiel**
It only makes sense!
**[05:01] ---**
She couldn't even stand to look at us!
**[05:03] Garfiel**
If you're carryin' baggage like that,
what's wrong with dumpin' it somewhere?!
**[05:08] Garfiel**
Mom left so she could find happiness!
**[05:12] Garfiel**
So I'm not holdin' anything against her!
**[05:15] Garfiel**
But... I saw it.
**[05:19] Garfiel**
I saw it in the graveyard...
**[05:22] Garfiel**
Right after Mom left here,
there was a landslide.
**[05:28] Garfiel**
And she died!
**[05:31] Garfiel**
Why? Didn't she leave here
so she could find happiness?
**[05:39] Garfiel**
Didn't she leave us behind so
she could find happiness?!
**[05:45] Garfiel**
If she abandoned us only to die
before she could find happiness...
**[05:53] Garfiel**
What are we supposed to do?
**[05:56] Garfiel**
I wanted Mom to be happy.
**[06:00] Garfiel**
I wanted her to make me believe
our sadness and loneliness
**[06:03] Garfiel**
served the purpose of helping
her find happiness!
**[06:09] Garfiel**
I wanted her to make me hate her!
**[06:17] Garfiel**
I'm not lettin' you get
to the outside world.
**[06:22] Garfiel**
Things changing ain't gonna
make everyone happy.
**[06:26] Garfiel**
For a lot of us,
nothing's ever gonna get better!
**[06:31] Garfiel**
I'm gonna protect them.
**[06:33] Garfiel**
I'm gonna protect everything
and everyone within my reach.
**[06:38] Garfiel**
I will become a barrier!
**[06:41] Garfiel**
A real barrier that separates
the inside from the outside!
**[06:46] Subaru**
Garfiel!
**[06:47] Garfiel**
The Sanctuary, the people here,
the old hag... I'll protect them all!
**[06:51] Garfiel**
No one can do it but me!
**[06:54] Garfiel**
No one will know but me!
**[06:56] Garfiel**
And no one else *needs* to know!
**[07:12] Emilia**
Subaru!
**[07:14] Subaru**
It's okay, Emilia.
**[07:19] Subaru**
You're so damn stubborn.
**[07:22] Subaru**
I guess I'll have to force you into
total submission to make you realize...
**[07:25] Subaru**
that you're just a big, sweet idiot!
**[07:31] Subaru**
You'd better survive this, body!
**[07:35] Subaru**
Shamac!
**[07:46] Subaru**
Thanks.
**[07:55] Subaru**
Come on down to my level, Garfiel!
**[08:22] Garfiel**
Wh-What just...
**[08:30] Garfiel**
Is this... my sister's?
**[08:33] Garfiel**
Damn it, why...
**[08:36] Subaru**
Good question.
**[08:37] Subaru**
Maybe there's a really hungry
cat hanging out inside it?
**[08:41] Puck**
That's all the help I can give you.
**[08:44] Subaru**
Apparently, even when you can't talk,
**[08:46] Subaru**
you find a way to be annoying by glowing.
**[08:50] Subaru**
Look at me, Garfiel.
**[08:53] Garfiel**
Huh?
**[08:55] Subaru**
If you want to stop me,
do it with your own hands.
**[08:58] Subaru**
Don't wuss out and hide behind
your blood, you spineless coward!
**[09:02] Subaru**
When are you gonna stop
taking me for a fool?
**[09:06] Subaru**
We're going to the outside world.
**[09:08] Subaru**
Emilia will take on the graveyard.
**[09:10] Subaru**
The Sanctuary will be liberated.
**[09:12] Subaru**
Whether you want it or not.
**[09:15] Garfiel**
Who asked you to do that?!
**[09:17] ---**
Who said you could?!
**[09:19] Garfiel**
This place doesn't need to change!
**[09:21] Subaru**
You know it's not gonna
stay like this forever!
**[09:24] Subaru**
In the same way we've all
been completely cornered,
**[09:27] Subaru**
there's gonna be a time when
you'll be helpless on your own!
**[09:30] Subaru**
It could be tomorrow... or right now!
**[09:34] Subaru**
Just go down, Garfiel.
**[09:36] ---**
Learn what strength in numbers means!
**[09:38] Garfiel**
There had to be...
**[09:41] Garfiel**
a better way for you to say that!
**[10:02] Subaru**
Take a good look, Garfiel.
**[10:05] Subaru**
The wall you're so afraid of doesn't exist.
**[10:09] Garfiel**
It does exist! I am the wall!
**[10:13] Garfiel**
I stopped here, and so did the
old hag and everyone else.
**[10:17] Garfiel**
And that's the end of it!
**[10:19] Garfiel**
That means it's over!
**[10:20] Subaru**
Don't just give up on yourself!
**[10:22] Subaru**
Whenever you think, "I wanna
do it! I wanna change!"
**[10:26] Subaru**
That's where your starting line is!
**[10:29] Subaru**
When you decide to lift
your head and walk again,
**[10:32] Subaru**
who has the right to stop you,
for any reason?!
**[10:36] Subaru**
Isn't that right, Garfiel?!
**[10:40] Subaru**
Isn't that right, Emilia?!
**[10:44] Subaru**
And...
**[10:47] Subaru**
Isn't that right, Rem?!
**[10:51] Garfiel**
Damn you!
**[11:34] Subaru**
Talk about a bad first impression
for a new technique.
**[11:41] Subaru**
Come on, you've gotta be kidding.
**[11:45] Subaru**
Just how tough are you, man?
**[11:49] Garfiel**
Don't you... underestimate me.
**[11:52] Garfiel**
As long as... I don't break...
I can still...
**[11:59] Subaru**
Well, damn.
**[12:01] Subaru**
After all this, I have no choice
but to recognize your strength.
**[12:04] Garfiel**
This is... the end of it!
**[12:08] Garfiel**
No one else will ever—
**[12:30] Subaru**
What do you think, Garfiel?
**[12:32] Subaru**
This is what you call "strength in numbers."
**[12:36] Garfiel**
Again... there had to be...
**[12:40] Garfiel**
a better way... to say that.
**[12:44] Subaru**
Okay, then. All of our
feelings came together,
**[12:47] Subaru**
and our bond won us this battle.
**[12:52] Garfiel**
I guess nobody can lift
a quain stone alone...
**[12:59] Subaru**
You finally said something that
sounds like it came from you...
**[13:11] Subaru**
*That nasty witch was probably behind it.*
**[13:15] Subaru**
* That Sloth Witch Factor*
* that she talked about...*
**[13:19] Garfiel**
Rawr!
**[13:22] Subaru**
*Unseen Hand... Unperceived Impact...*
**[13:26] Subaru**
*No... it's the invisible will of God.*
**[13:30] Subaru**
Invisible Providence.
That's what I'll call it.
**[13:33] Emilia**
Huh? What did you say?
**[13:35] Subaru**
Uh, nothing.
**[13:40] Subaru**
You're letting me use your
lap as a pillow again.
**[13:45] Subaru**
I guess that's my reward for
overcoming my biggest battle yet.
**[13:49] Emilia**
Yes, yes.
**[13:58] Otto**
Oh, Natsuki-san, you're awa—
**[14:04] Otto**
Wh-What did you do that for?!
**[14:06] Subaru**
Shut up, you idiot! You jerk!
**[14:08] Subaru**
This happened because you went
off and did your own thing!
**[14:10] Subaru**
But I guess I might have been
in trouble without your help,
**[14:14] Subaru**
so it's not like I'm not grateful at all.
**[14:16] Otto**
I don't know what you're talking about!
**[14:23] Subaru**
I'm glad you're all right.
**[14:30] Otto**
Same to you, Natsuki-san.
**[14:38] Otto**
Need a translation?
**[14:39] Subaru**
She said, "Don't worry me like that," right?
**[14:42] Otto**
Also, "Don't get too full of yourself.
There won't be a next time."
**[14:47] Otto**
That's where the extra rage is coming from.
**[14:51] Subaru**
Thanks, girl.
**[14:58] Subaru**
So... where's Garfiel?
**[15:01] Emilia**
Over there.
**[15:03] Emilia**
But... I don't think we
should interrupt just yet.
**[15:07] Subaru**
Interrupt?
**[15:09] Emilia**
Yes.
**[15:16] Ram**
Garf, you're awake?
**[15:18] Garfiel**
Yeah... I'm awake.
**[15:21] Ram**
Then get off me already.
**[15:25] Ram**
My feet are going numb.
**[15:30] Garfiel**
Still ain't a shred of
niceness in you, is there?
**[15:34] Ram**
When there's someone worth being
nice to, I can be nice.
**[15:37] Garfiel**
Wha...
**[15:40] Garfiel**
And I'm not worth that, huh?
**[15:43] Ram**
Sorry.
**[15:44] Ram**
If you want to hear a lady's true feelings,
**[15:46] ---**
try a little harder.
**[15:52] Ram**
Garf, you're too stupid.
**[15:55] ---**
It's no use trying to think.
**[15:56] Garfiel**
Huh?
**[15:57] Ram**
From now on, fight with an empty head
and don't think about anything.
**[16:02] Ram**
For myself, and for Emilia-sama, too.
**[16:05] Garfiel**
Buh—
**[16:06] Garfiel**
Don't be dumb!
**[16:07] Garfiel**
I admit that I lost!
**[16:09] Garfiel**
But admitting and surrendering
are two different things!
**[16:13] Garfiel**
I could pick up where I left off right—
**[16:15] Ram**
Stop yammering!
**[16:19] Ram**
You lost, Garf, you purrfect loser.
**[16:22] Ram**
How long must you carry on in front of the
woman you love before you're satisfied?
**[16:27] Garfiel**
S-So you want me to just fall in line
beside the rest of you with a smile?
**[16:32] Garfiel**
I accept that I lost, but I
don't accept that I was wrong!
**[16:36] Garfiel**
That's right! I don't
think I was in the wrong!
**[16:41] Garfiel**
So I can't make some
half-assed attempt to—
**[16:43] Ram**
If you don't want it to stop at half-assed,
**[16:45] Ram**
you just need to prove that
you're not standing still.
**[16:48] Garfiel**
Huh?
**[16:53] Garfiel**
The trial...
**[16:55] Ram**
Can you change,
**[16:56] Ram**
or are you going to be a little cowering
child stuck in one place forever?
**[17:01] Ram**
Find out with your own eyes.
**[17:04] Garfiel**
Don't say it in a way that
makes me wanna deny it!
**[17:10] Subaru**
Don't just give up on yourself!
**[17:17] Ram**
You look as if you've made up your mind.
**[17:21] Ram**
You'll be fine, Garf.
**[17:24] Ram**
If anything frightens you to the
point of tears, I'll comfort you.
**[17:28] Ram**
As a favor to an old friend, you know?
**[17:50] Garfiel**
Damn it all!
**[17:58] Garfiel**
*First, you must confront your own past.*
**[18:28] Garfiel**
Mom...
**[18:32] Ryuzu**
You insist on going?
**[18:35] Mom**
Yes.
**[18:36] Mom**
Although I know it will
impose a burden on you...
**[18:40] Ryuzu**
I am not concerned with that.
**[18:43] Ryuzu**
The greater issue is...
**[18:45] Ryuzu**
how these two little ones feel.
**[18:52] Garfiel**
You piece of shit!
**[18:58] Frederica**
Mother, I-I...
**[19:04] Mom**
I'm sorry, Fred, dear.
**[19:06] Mom**
I know this is causing so
much worry for you, too.
**[19:11] Frederica**
I'm all right... but I feel bad for Garf.
**[19:15] Mom**
I wish we could go together,
but I'm just so clumsy.
**[19:19] Mom**
I know it would be an
awful experience for him.
**[19:23] Mom**
Fred, you're very responsible,
even for a child of mine,
**[19:27] Mom**
so please take care of him.
**[19:30] Garfiel**
No! Don't!
**[19:32] Garfiel**
Mom, don't go outside!
**[19:35] Mom**
Here.
**[19:38] Mom**
For you and Gar.
**[19:46] Mom**
Gar, sweetie,
**[19:48] Mom**
your mommy has to go now.
**[19:52] Garfiel**
Don't!
**[19:57] Mom**
I promise I'll bring your father back.
**[20:01] Mom**
Just wait until then.
**[20:06] Garfiel**
My... father?
**[20:13] Garfiel**
That's a lie... That's wrong.
**[20:15] Garfiel**
You left here to find happiness.
**[20:19] Frederica**
Mother loved both you and me dearly, Garf.
**[20:26] Frederica**
She left the Sanctuary
for her family's sake.
**[20:30] Frederica**
Are you not content with that?
**[20:32] Garfiel**
L-Like hell she did!
If she loved us, then why—
**[20:37] Frederica**
It probably made things easier
believing that she didn't love us.
**[20:41] Frederica**
If you believed that your love was one-sided,
**[20:44] Frederica**
you could justify the pain it caused you.
**[20:46] Garfiel**
No! You're wrong!
**[20:48] Garfiel**
You don't know anything!
**[20:50] ---**
When Mom leaves here, she's gonna—
**[20:52] Frederica**
Of course I know that.
**[20:54] Garfiel**
Huh?
**[20:55] Frederica**
There's no way I wouldn't.
**[20:57] Frederica**
If Mother did meet misfortune
upon leaving here,
**[21:02] Frederica**
do you think Grandmother
would not inform us?
**[21:05] Garfiel**
Then... Then why?!
**[21:08] Frederica**
You must know why you were not
told at such a young age.
**[21:12] Frederica**
Because, Garf, you are
no longer a young child.
**[21:20] Frederica**
In truth, you remembered that
Mother loved you, didn't you?
**[21:26] Frederica**
You have that scar on your forehead
because you wanted to forget her kiss.
**[21:30] Frederica**
You wanted to make it disappear,
so you gave it to yourself.
**[21:38] Frederica**
This is the end of your past.
**[21:44] Garfiel**
Wait...
**[21:45] ---**
Wait a minute!
**[21:47] Garfiel**
What am I supposed to do?
**[21:50] Frederica**
If you must rely on your older sister
even when she's still so young,
**[21:53] Frederica**
you will never find your answer.
**[21:55] Garfiel**
I know it's pathetic!
**[21:57] Garfiel**
But you're the only one I can count on!
**[22:01] Garfiel**
Please...
**[22:02] Frederica**
What do you want to do, Garf?
**[22:08] Frederica**
What do you want to do, Garf?
**[22:14] Garfiel**
I wanna do what I'm expected to do.
**[22:18] Frederica**
What who expects you to do?
**[22:21] Garfiel**
The people... All the people who need me.
**[22:26] Garfiel**
I wanna do what they expect me to.
**[22:28] Frederica**
And what makes you feel that way?
**[22:36] Garfiel**
They made me remember...
**[22:42] Garfiel**
that Mom...
**[22:46] Garfiel**
really loved me.
**[23:00] Emilia**
So... Is Shima-san Ryuzu-san's older
sister, or her younger sister?
**[23:06] Subaru**
Uh, actually... that's kinda confusing,
so we'll save it for later.
**[23:14] Delma**
Young Gar!
**[23:17] Delma**
Y-Young Gar...
**[23:18] Delma**
You see, I... We...
**[23:21] Garfiel**
Don't make that face, old hags.
It don't suit ya.
**[23:27] Garfiel**
Sorry I worried you.
**[23:34] Ram**
Garf, how did it go?
**[23:38] Garfiel**
Well, I can't say I really got any
results you can see out of it.
**[23:42] Garfiel**
But... I do think I got some closure.
**[23:50] Subaru**
Okay, then, let's do the
rest of the trial while—
**[23:52] Garfiel**
Now, that ain't my job.
**[23:55] Emilia**
That's right. It's my job.
**[23:58] Emilia**
Don't just go and take it.
**[24:00] Garfiel**
Yeah, uh...
**[24:01] Garfiel**
I also wanna say...
**[24:04] Garfiel**
I think the reason I finally
accepted the trial
**[24:07] Garfiel**
was probably because of you.
**[24:10] Garfiel**
Thanks.
**[24:13] Subaru**
Did you just say "thanks"?
**[24:15] Garfiel**
I'm not gonna say it again!
**[24:17] Garfiel**
Listen up!
**[24:18] ---**
I realize I lost!
**[24:20] Garfiel**
But if you guys liberate this place and the
old hags suffer for it, I won't go easy on ya!
**[24:25] Subaru**
Y-Yeah, of course...
**[24:27] Garfiel**
Which means I'm gonna be here to
make sure you're not all talk!
**[24:32] Garfiel**
So make sure ya do it right, boss!
**[24:35] Subaru**
Ow!
**[24:38] Emilia**
His face was so red!
**[24:40] Subaru**
Boss?
**[24:41] Subaru**
Between the two of us,
you're above me, though.
**[24:45] Ram**
I bet you feel as if you've
gained a new brother.
**[24:48] Ram**
You're older than he is, so be lenient.
**[24:50] Subaru**
Well, in that case...
**[24:52] Subaru**
Wait a minute!
**[24:54] ---**
Did you just say he's younger than me?!
**[24:58] Ram**
Garf is only turning fourteen this year.
**[25:03] Subaru**
He's an eighth grader!
**[25:13] Subaru**
Are you going?
**[25:15] Emilia**
Yeah. If I stay here too long,
my resolve will waver.
**[25:22] Emilia**
Hey, Subaru...
**[25:25] Emilia**
About what happened in the graveyard...
**[25:31] Subaru**
Emilia?
**[25:33] Emilia**
Y-You know! When we...
**[25:39] Emilia**
Um... it means a lot to me,
**[25:41] Emilia**
so when the trial and everything
else is taken care of,
**[25:44] Emilia**
let's talk it over... okay?
**[25:45] Subaru**
Uh-huh! Uh-huh!
**[25:51] Subaru**
Talking now about what you'll
do when it's over...
**[25:54] Subaru**
You must be pretty confident, Emilia-tan.
**[25:57] Emilia**
I'm not sure.
**[25:59] Emilia**
Maybe I'm just putting up a tough front.
**[26:03] Subaru**
I know it'll work out.
**[26:05] Subaru**
I'll wager a date with you on that!
**[26:11] Emilia**
Yes, of course.
**[26:16] Emilia**
I'll be going now.
**[26:18] Subaru**
Go get 'em!
**[26:19] Subaru**
Watch out for cars and boys!
**[26:23] Emilia**
Don't be silly.
**[26:32] Garfiel**
A giltylaw that came one step short?
**[26:35] Garfiel**
Ya can't be much of a man if ya
keep lookin' all worried, boss.
**[26:39] Subaru**
The way you talk makes sense now that
I know you're an eighth grader.
**[26:43] Subaru**
I rattled off a lot of quotes from famous
people when I was that age, too.
**[26:46] Garfiel**
Hey, listen... There's somethin'
I oughta apologize to you for.
**[26:51] Subaru**
Well, that's admirable of you.
**[26:54] Subaru**
Go on, then. You can talk to
your boss about anything.
**[26:57] Subaru**
Man, I'm embarrassed just saying that.
**[27:00] Garfiel**
I saw you.
**[27:03] Subaru**
Huh?
**[27:04] Garfiel**
When you, uh... you know...
**[27:07] Garfiel**
got a little... desperate?
**[27:13] Subaru**
What? O-Oh, crap! I forgot!
**[27:16] Subaru**
But I mean, I wasn't
expecting you to come in!
**[27:20] Garfiel**
But seeing that made me realize somethin'.
**[27:22] Garfiel**
You may be a complete dumbass,
**[27:25] Garfiel**
but I'm sure glad you're the one I lost to!
**[27:29] Subaru**
Shut up! Just forget about it!
**[27:31] Subaru**
You're not a kid, so
pretend you... didn't...
**[27:33] Subaru**
Wait, you *are* a kid!
**[27:41] Subaru**
Subaru, you dummy.
**[27:49] Subaru**
*"Give it your best. I know you can do it."*
**[27:52] Subaru**
*"Puck and I are both rooting for you."*
**[27:54] Subaru**
*"When this is over, let's go on a date!"*
**[28:01] Emilia**
You really are a dummy.
**[28:05] Emilia**
Dummy... Dummy...
**[28:07] Emilia**
Subaru, you nincompoop.
**[28:09] Emilia**
How could you break your
promise to stay with me?
**[28:13] Emilia**
I swear, I'm never, ever going to
forgive you until you apologize.
**[28:25] Echidna**
Hi there. I certainly have had
a lot of visitors lately.
**[28:31] Echidna**
Awfully bold of you to stroll in here
after that disgraceful display before.
**[28:36] Echidna**
Even I'm surprised.
**[28:39] Echidna**
You loose woman, who kisses up to
**[28:41] Echidna**
the first man to comfort you
when you're sobbing in despair...
**[28:46] Echidna**
You shameless fool, who keeps soiling
the world that is mine alone...
**[28:50] Echidna**
You utterly selfish hedonist,
who loves the you that he's forgiven...
**[28:56] Echidna**
Well, why don't you say something...
**[28:59] Echidna**
witch's daughter?
**[29:06] Emilia**
My name is simply Emilia!
**[29:09] Emilia**
I am the Frozen Witch, born in Elior Forest!
**[29:18] Emilia**
I won't give in to the
malice of a fellow witch.
**[29:21] Emilia**
I'm quite an insufferable woman, after all!
***SIGN*** Nobody Can Lift a Quain Stone Alone
**[29:34] ---**
# E42 - A Journey Through Memories
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/GJWU2MKWP/a-journey-through-memories)
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**[00:10] Puck**
I'm sorry...
**[00:12] ---**
I'm sorry...
**[00:15] Emilia**
Why are you crying?
**[00:19] Puck**
Because I left you alone...
**[00:23] Emilia**
You did?
**[00:26] Puck**
Because I couldn't find
you for all this time...
**[00:33] Emilia**
But... I'm right here.
**[00:39] Emilia**
What's your name?
**[00:44] Puck**
My name is...
**[01:08] Emilia**
I know this is just a dream world,
**[01:11] Emilia**
but I can smell the wind
and even feel the dirt.
**[01:14] Emilia**
It's so strange, isn't it?
**[01:17] Emilia**
Echidna? Are you listening?
**[01:24] Emilia**
I'm sorry! Are you all right?
**[01:26] Emilia**
Was I walking too quickly?
**[01:28] Echidna**
Did you think such transparent sympathy
**[01:30] ---**
would change my attitude in the least?
**[01:33] Echidna**
You're quite foolish, if so.
**[01:36] Emilia**
Oh, please. I was just worried about you.
**[01:38] Echidna**
I need none of your concern whatsoever.
**[01:41] Echidna**
There were a few too many dreams
happening at once, that's all.
**[01:45] Echidna**
It will adjust itself soon.
**[01:47] Echidna**
Just like this.
**[01:49] Echidna**
See?
**[01:50] Echidna**
"Dream world" is merely
a figurative expression.
**[01:54] Echidna**
More accurately, it's a separate
world that replicates the memories
**[01:58] Echidna**
and reflects the consciousness
of those who undergo the trial.
**[02:02] Emilia**
Thank you for explaining it so clearly,
even though you hate me.
**[02:06] Echidna**
Just don't go getting any silly ideas
about me actually being a very nice person.
**[02:11] Echidna**
It's simply my nature to answer
any questions asked of me.
**[02:16] Emilia**
Yes, of course.
**[02:19] Echidna**
Do you remember the pathetic struggle you
endured the last time you attempted the trial?
**[02:24] Emilia**
I was so helpless, I can't even argue
with that mean description of it.
**[02:29] Emilia**
I must have covered up my memories
because I didn't want to see them.
**[02:33] Emilia**
That's why I can't recall them on my own.
**[02:37] Emilia**
And even now,
**[02:39] ---**
I'm still not prepared.
**[02:43] Echidna**
So it would be no surprise
if you failed again?
**[02:46] Echidna**
Creating a line of defense before you
even start is awfully defeatist.
**[02:50] Emilia**
No, it's not that.
**[02:52] Emilia**
I'm going to prepare myself right now.
**[02:59] Echidna**
This is no ordinary tree, is it?
**[03:03] Echidna**
There was something you desperately
wanted to keep locked up inside it.
**[03:06] Emilia**
This is the Princess Room.
**[03:09] Emilia**
I was sent to play here
often when I was little.
**[03:12] Emilia**
Oh, right... I can't touch the door.
**[03:15] Emilia**
Can we just walk through it?
**[03:39] Echidna**
That young one is you, right?
**[03:41] Echidna**
Even considering you knew nothing yet,
**[03:44] Echidna**
you look so irritatingly carefree.
**[03:46] Emilia**
Must you even complain
about my younger self?
**[03:49] Emilia**
Besides, now I...
**[04:01] Emilia**
Mother Fortuna...
**[04:04] Fortuna**
Emilia, I need to go take
care of something important.
**[04:08] Fortuna**
So stay in this room and be good, all right?
**[04:10] Emilia**
"Something important" again?
**[04:15] Fortuna**
You have my brother's silver hair...
**[04:18] Fortuna**
But your kind features
come from your mother.
**[04:22] Fortuna**
Everyone in my family has mean eyes.
**[04:25] Emilia**
I like your eyes, Mother Fortuna!
**[04:28] Emilia**
Mother Fortuna was my
father's younger sister.
**[04:32] Emilia**
My real parents were too
busy to spend time with me,
**[04:36] Emilia**
so I was left in Mother Fortuna's care.
**[04:49] Emilia**
I'm so bored!
**[04:51] Emilia**
And Mother always tells me lying
and keeping secrets are wrong!
**[04:55] Emilia**
Right?!
**[04:58] Emilia**
I wish I could go outside.
**[05:06] Emilia**
A fairy?
**[05:10] Emilia**
Hey, no fair! Wait!
**[05:30] Emilia**
Mother Fortuna and everyone
else keeps secrets from me,
**[05:33] Emilia**
so we're even!
**[05:42] Emilia**
Sneaky, sneak...
**[05:46] Emilia**
Sneak...
**[05:57] Fortuna**
You've all done so much for us.
**[06:01] Geuse**
And we have put you through so much trouble.
**[06:06] Fortuna**
Well, that goes for both of us,
**[06:08] Fortuna**
Geuse.
**[06:11] Geuse**
Also...
**[06:12] Geuse**
I know I ask this every time we meet,
**[06:15] Geuse**
but is the seal intact?
**[06:18] Fortuna**
Don't worry. Nothing has changed.
**[06:20] Fortuna**
If the worst were to happen,
**[06:22] ---**
I could never face my brother and sister.
**[06:26] Geuse**
You mean your brother... and his wife?
**[06:28] Fortuna**
It's all right. I know.
**[06:31] Fortuna**
But I must never forget the weight
of the responsibility I carry.
**[06:36] Fortuna**
I don't want to abandon it or
see it only partway through.
**[06:40] Fortuna**
Isn't the same true for you?
**[06:42] Geuse**
I...
**[06:44] Geuse**
I have nothing else, after all.
**[06:48] Geuse**
I suppose it's a different sense
of responsibility from yours.
**[06:52] Geuse**
Obsession, regret...
**[06:54] Geuse**
I'm only clinging to things that
might as well be delusions.
**[07:01] Fortuna**
Thanks to the spirits,
**[07:03] ---**
the seasons don't change much in the forest,
**[07:06] Fortuna**
but you continue to bring us
things like clothing and books.
**[07:09] Fortuna**
We truly appreciate it.
**[07:12] Fortuna**
Thank you, as always.
**[07:15] Geuse**
In truth, it is wrong to force all of you
**[07:17] ---**
to live in such inconvenience
in a place like this.
**[07:22] Fortuna**
Don't call it "a place like this."
**[07:25] Fortuna**
We love the forest, you know.
**[07:28] Archi**
Fortuna-sama!
**[07:30] Archi**
All of the items have been transferred.
**[07:33] Fortuna**
Thank you, Archi.
**[07:35] Geuse**
You've grown even more dependable
as well, Archi-dono.
**[07:38] Archi**
As part of the next generation
of forest dwellers,
**[07:41] ---**
I cannot be regarded as a novice forever.
**[07:44] Geuse**
I pray your good health will persist.
**[07:46] Geuse**
For the forest and the seal,
**[07:49] Geuse**
for your family, and for yourself, too.
**[07:58] Geuse**
Oh, yes... Just one last thing.
**[08:01] Geuse**
Is Emilia-sama in good health?
**[08:05] Fortuna**
Don't worry.
**[08:07] Fortuna**
Emilia is growing into a very good,
very healthy girl.
**[08:11] Fortuna**
But... I'm sorry.
**[08:13] ---**
I can't let her meet you.
**[08:15] Geuse**
It's all right.
**[08:16] Geuse**
As long as Emilia-sama grows
up healthy, that's enough.
**[08:21] Geuse**
A sinner such as myself could
never dare to ask for more.
**[08:28] Black**
Bishop Romanée-Conti, are you ready?
**[08:31] Geuse**
Yes, I'm finished.
**[08:33] ---**
Let us sinners be on our way.
**[08:36] Geuse**
May we meet again soon, Fortuna-sama.
**[08:40] Fortuna**
Even if no one else will say it,
**[08:42] ---**
we are grateful to you.
**[08:45] Fortuna**
I really mean that.
**[08:47] Geuse**
Your words alone would surely carry me
through a hundred years of turmoil.
**[09:05] Archi**
Fortuna-sama, are you tired?
**[09:08] Fortuna**
Don't treat me like such an old lady.
**[09:11] Fortuna**
I know I'm old compared
to a young boy like you,
**[09:14] Fortuna**
but I'm still in very good shape!
**[09:16] Archi**
Th-That wasn't what I meant at all!
**[09:18] Archi**
I just thought this must be hard, when you
also have the duty of the forest dwellers...
**[09:23] Fortuna**
Then perhaps I'll take advantage
of your kindness...
**[09:26] Fortuna**
And let you handle the rest.
**[09:28] Fortuna**
I need to go and free a little
princess who must be very bored.
**[09:35] Emilia**
What do I do? What do I do?
What do I do? What do I do?
**[09:38] Emilia**
What do I do? What do—
**[09:40] Emilia**
What do I do? What do I do? What—
**[09:42] Emilia**
What do I do? What do I do?
**[09:45] Emilia**
What do I do? What do I do? What do I do?
**[09:54] Emilia**
Wow...
**[09:56] Fortuna**
Emilia, are you awake?
**[09:57] Emilia**
Eep!
**[09:58] Emilia**
I-I'm awake!
**[10:00] Emilia**
B-But...
**[10:02] Fortuna**
What?
**[10:03] Fortuna**
Why are you so flustered?
**[10:08] Emilia**
Um... I-I'm sorry.
**[10:11] Emilia**
I spilled a bunch of my drawing ink.
**[10:14] Fortuna**
Oh, dear...
**[10:16] Emilia**
Mother Fortuna, I...
**[10:19] Fortuna**
Honestly, you worry too much, Emilia.
**[10:22] Fortuna**
You don't need to be so afraid.
I'm not angry.
**[10:26] Fortuna**
But you're not hurt, are you?
**[10:33] Emilia**
Mother?
**[10:34] Fortuna**
Oh, it's nothing.
**[10:37] Fortuna**
I just missed you so, so much.
**[10:44] Fortuna**
Spoiled child...
**[10:47] Fortuna**
Hey, Emilia...
**[10:50] Fortuna**
I love you.
**[10:55] Echidna**
Perhaps the sights you had locked
deep within your heart have begun
**[10:59] Echidna**
to overlap with scenes from your
memories, little by little?
**[11:02] Emilia**
I'm surprised.
**[11:03] Emilia**
I thought you'd have some stinging
comments to make about Mother and me.
**[11:08] Echidna**
Even if that's what you thought,
**[11:10] Echidna**
I wouldn't recommend coming
out and saying so.
**[11:14] Echidna**
My opinion of you is already low enough,
**[11:16] Echidna**
and you're making it plummet further.
**[11:19] Emilia**
Oh, don't worry.
**[11:21] Emilia**
I won't tell anyone else about this.
**[11:25] Echidna**
For better or for worse,
**[11:27] Echidna**
his influence on you has
grown increasingly strong.
**[11:31] Emilia**
Really?
**[11:32] ---**
Thanks!
**[11:36] Echidna**
Anyway, now you've recalled
**[11:37] Echidna**
your mother, some people you knew,
and that so-called fairy...
**[11:42] Echidna**
Are you ready to face your past now?
**[11:44] Emilia**
No, not yet.
**[11:48] Emilia**
There are still important
memories I'm missing.
**[11:52] Echidna**
What more could there be?
**[11:56] Emilia**
The seal.
**[12:00] Emilia**
Come on, little fairy.
We're escaping again today.
**[12:06] Archi**
Emilia, I'm coming in.
**[12:07] Emilia**
Eep!
**[12:11] Archi**
What's the matter?
**[12:12] Emilia**
Wh-What about you, Archi?
What was it you needed?
**[12:15] Archi**
Well, first, I brought some snacks for you.
**[12:19] Archi**
They're nuts.
**[12:20] Archi**
Eat these and be a good girl, all right?
**[12:25] Emilia**
Thank you...
**[12:27] Emilia**
Archi has been a real worrywart lately.
**[12:30] ---**
I need to be careful.
**[12:33] Emilia**
Sneaky, sneak...
**[12:34] Emilia**
Geuse's group is here again today.
**[12:37] Emilia**
I thought whatever they were
hiding would be more fun.
**[12:40] Emilia**
Mother and the rest are so weird.
**[12:43] Fortuna**
Emilia has been so full of energy lately.
**[12:46] Fortuna**
She always comes home with
her clothes all muddy.
**[12:49] Geuse**
That she is so healthy can
only be a good thing.
**[12:52] Geuse**
I'll bring as many new
clothes for her as I can.
**[12:55] Fortuna**
I'm sorry if I seem to be demanding more
**[12:57] ---**
when you've already done so much.
**[12:59] Fortuna**
Do you have adult clothes, too?
**[13:01] Geuse**
Yes, of course.
**[13:03] Geuse**
I'm sure we have something
that will look lovely on you.
**[13:09] Fortuna**
Hey, I know we've known
each other a long time,
**[13:11] Fortuna**
but when did you start
making jokes like that?
**[13:15] Geuse**
I only told what I feel to be the truth...
**[13:17] Geuse**
Was there something strange
about what I said?
**[13:28] Fortuna**
Geuse, what is this?
**[13:30] Geuse**
Oh, I just remembered another time
**[13:33] ---**
when you seemed unhappy while talking to me,
**[13:36] Geuse**
and it was because you had a fever.
**[13:38] Geuse**
You don't feel warm right now...
**[13:41] Fortuna**
Come on, that was decades ago!
**[13:44] Fortuna**
Don't treat me like a child!
**[13:46] Fortuna**
Honestly...
**[13:50] Emilia**
Stupid Geuse!
**[13:51] Emilia**
And stupid Archi, too!
**[13:56] Geuse**
So... is the seal still in place?
**[14:00] Fortuna**
As always, yes.
**[14:03] Fortuna**
It's very conscientious of you
to check on it every time.
**[14:06] Geuse**
That is my duty, after all.
**[14:09] Geuse**
The state of affairs outside the
forest is dubious at the moment.
**[14:12] Geuse**
Perhaps my concern is baseless,
**[14:14] ---**
but I wanted you to be aware.
**[14:16] Fortuna**
I understand.
**[14:18] Geuse**
Please remain diligent.
**[14:20] Geuse**
For Emilia-sama, and for
the two of them, too.
**[14:24] Emilia**
Seal?
**[14:31] Emilia**
Yes, please!
**[14:53] Echidna**
A door?
**[14:55] Echidna**
What a strange sight.
**[15:01] Emilia**
This is... the seal.
**[15:08] Emilia**
This seal's existence... is why...
**[15:15] Echidna**
You found the answer?
**[15:27] Emilia**
This is the seal?
**[15:34] Subaru**
Some other guy saw my love letter
to the girl I like before she did.
**[15:40] Subaru**
My life is over.
**[15:42] Garfiel**
You're way too damn depressed about this!
**[15:45] Garfiel**
C'mon, get it together, man!
**[15:47] Subaru**
I never imagined Garfiel would be there,
waiting to settle the score...
**[15:51] Otto**
You're always hitting on her
in front of people, anyway.
**[15:55] Otto**
Why get so embarrassed just because
you put it in writing this time?
**[15:58] Subaru**
I'm prepared for her to just
brush it off any other time!
**[16:01] Subaru**
And that's exactly what always
happens, so it's fine then!
**[16:04] Subaru**
But I was being serious this time!
**[16:06] Subaru**
And it was literally a
late-night love letter.
**[16:10] Subaru**
The most embarrassing kind!
**[16:11] Garfiel**
Don't worry, boss.
**[16:14] Garfiel**
If anything, it made me wish
I could sponge off of your luck.
**[16:17] Garfiel**
"In matters of love, follow the
lingdorn's example," as they say.
**[16:20] Subaru**
When *you* say that,
**[16:22] ---**
it sounds like you're instigating,
even if you're not!
**[16:27] Subaru**
It took Garfiel about an
hour when he went in,
**[16:30] Subaru**
so I guess it'll take her about that long.
**[16:32] Otto**
If she's successful, yes.
**[16:35] Otto**
Ow!
**[16:37] Ram**
Try to take a hint for a change.
**[16:39] Otto**
Ouch!
**[16:40] Ram**
You're that oblivious to the mood,
**[16:42] ---**
and you call yourself a merchant?
**[16:43] Otto**
That hurt even more than the forehead flick!
**[16:46] Ram**
Anyway...
**[16:47] Ram**
Shima-sama wants to talk to you, Barusu.
**[16:50] Ram**
She wants to continue
last night's discussion.
**[16:53] Garfiel**
What did you and Gran—
the old hag talk about?
**[16:57] Subaru**
There's no point in saying it over.
**[16:58] ---**
We all know you're a Granny's boy.
**[17:01] Subaru**
Mostly, she told me what happened
when you went into the graveyard.
**[17:05] Garfiel**
Oh, really?
**[17:06] Subaru**
I had my hands full yesterday figuring
out how to deal with Garfiel.
**[17:10] Subaru**
We ended up putting off
the important part.
**[17:13] Ram**
Just what did you put off?
**[17:16] Subaru**
Well...
**[17:17] Shima**
A subject that is unavoidable if you
wish to liberate the Sanctuary.
**[17:31] Emilia**
Hngh... Hngh... Hngh...
**[17:35] Emilia**
Why won't it just fall over?
**[17:38] Emilia**
It's a little too weird
for me to understand.
**[17:40] Emilia**
But thanks to all of you,
I managed to find it!
**[17:43] Emilia**
Clap, clap, clap!
**[17:47] Emilia**
Hmph. It's all Mother Fortuna's fault.
**[17:50] Emilia**
And Geuse's fault.
**[17:53] Emilia**
Nyah!
**[17:57] Emilia**
All right, time to go home.
**[18:00] Emilia**
Today, the painter feels like coloring
the sky red and the forest white!
**[18:09] Emilia**
What's wrong?
**[18:15] Emilia**
Could it be... something's about to happen?
**[18:24] Geuse**
This is quite a problem.
**[18:27] Geuse**
I might not make it by the appointed time.
**[18:32] Geuse**
Oh? And whose cute little
behind might that be?
**[18:39] Emilia**
I implore you to grant me temperate mercy...
**[18:42] Geuse**
Well, well! What an adorable young lady—
**[18:49] Geuse**
A-Are you...
**[18:52] Geuse**
No, you couldn't be...
**[18:57] Emilia**
Geuse?
**[18:59] Emilia**
Are you all right?
**[19:10] Geuse**
I am... fine...
**[19:13] Geuse**
Yes... Yes! Of course I'm all right!
**[19:16] Geuse**
Nothing is wrong in the slightest!
**[19:19] Geuse**
Because I...
**[19:21] Geuse**
I... I have just...
**[19:26] Geuse**
been granted salvation like never before!
**[19:33] Emilia**
Really?
**[19:35] Emilia**
You got saved, but you're crying?
**[19:38] Geuse**
I'm not crying because I'm sad.
**[19:42] Geuse**
I'm so happy... I'm so overjoyed.
**[19:46] Geuse**
I'm so truly blessed...
**[19:48] Geuse**
And such happiness can bring
warm tears sometimes.
**[20:01] Emilia**
You cry... even when you're happy?
**[20:06] Emilia**
It's all right, Geuse.
**[20:09] ---**
It's all right.
**[20:12] Emilia**
It's all right.
**[20:18] Emilia**
I know there are so many things
like this that I'd forgotten...
**[20:22] Emilia**
But not too long ago, I wouldn't
have been able to accept this.
**[20:27] Emilia**
Still, right now...
**[20:30] Emilia**
I'm scared, but I won't cower in fear.
**[20:34] Echidna**
You're giving up on the decision to
depend on a man or father figure,
**[20:37] Echidna**
even though it's so typical
of a filthy woman like you?
**[20:41] Emilia**
I'm sure Subaru would
forgive me if I did that,
**[20:45] Emilia**
but I'd still be weak,
**[20:47] ---**
and I don't want to just shrug off that fact.
**[20:49] Emilia**
Besides...
**[20:50] Emilia**
I don't want all those things Subaru
wrote for me to end up being wrong.
**[20:56] Emilia**
Subaru believes in me,
**[20:58] Emilia**
and that's why I don't want to
be embarrassed by his feelings.
**[21:02] Echidna**
Do as you wish.
**[21:04] Echidna**
I will simply find satisfaction
in your suffering.
**[21:11] Emilia**
So everything is ready now?
**[21:14] Echidna**
Yes. The warm-up round is over.
**[21:17] Echidna**
The trial that broke you
once now begins for real.
**[21:22] Geuse**
Please wait, Emilia-sama!
**[21:24] Geuse**
It's dangerous to run around like that!
**[21:26] Emilia**
Nope! Nope!
**[21:28] Emilia**
Come on! Just try to catch me!
**[21:32] Fortuna**
Her mischief is too much
for us to handle, too.
**[21:37] Geuse**
To have so much energy is a good thing.
**[21:39] Geuse**
I just... wish she would avoid
doing anything dangerous.
**[21:44] Geuse**
If she could just jump around in her home,
**[21:46] Geuse**
healthy and bathed in sunlight,
**[21:48] ---**
with no concerns about breaking anything...
**[21:50] Fortuna**
Geuse...
**[21:52] Fortuna**
That would be very difficult.
**[21:56] Geuse**
W-Would it?
**[21:58] Geuse**
But for Emilia-sama's sake, I just...
**[22:01] Geuse**
I just...
**[22:04] Emilia**
Hey!
**[22:06] Emilia**
Mother and Geuse! Why aren't
either of you chasing me?
**[22:09] Emilia**
Aren't we playing chase right now?!
**[22:12] Geuse**
Ah, please forgive me!
**[22:15] Geuse**
Never have I made such a terrible mistake!
**[22:18] Fortuna**
Don't spoil her like that.
**[22:20] Fortuna**
Emilia, come here.
**[22:23] Emilia**
What is it, Mother?
**[22:25] Emilia**
Honestly, you're so spoiled.
**[22:28] Emilia**
Eep!
**[22:29] Fortuna**
Too bad!
**[22:30] ---**
You've been captured by Mother Fortuna!
**[22:34] Emilia**
No fair! That's cheating, Mother!
**[22:36] Emilia**
That's wrong! That's dirty! Say you're sorry!
**[22:38] Fortuna**
Goodness, just listen to this girl!
**[22:41] Fortuna**
Are you thinking about
what I said to you, then?
**[22:45] Fortuna**
Why do you think Geuse
and I were chasing you?
**[22:50] Emilia**
N-No, Mother!
**[22:52] Emilia**
The fairies said we should
go outside and play, so I...
**[22:57] Fortuna**
I don't like children who blame things
on other people—rather, fairies.
**[23:04] Emilia**
I'm sorry.
**[23:05] Emilia**
Since I made friends with Geuse,
**[23:08] ---**
I wanted to tell you about it.
**[23:11] Emilia**
And since Geuse is a crybaby,
**[23:13] ---**
I felt like I had to help him.
**[23:15] Fortuna**
That feeling is very precious.
**[23:17] Fortuna**
But we made a promise that you'd
never go to that place, didn't we?
**[23:23] Emilia**
Y-Yes... we did.
**[23:25] Fortuna**
That was a very bad thing to do.
**[23:31] Fortuna**
A promise is the embodiment of trust,
**[23:35] Fortuna**
and to break it is to betray that trust,
so you mustn't do it.
**[23:41] Fortuna**
Promise me, Emilia,
**[23:44] ---**
that you'll keep your promises from now on.
**[23:48] Emilia**
Yes... I will.
**[23:51] Emilia**
I'm sorry, Mother...
**[23:55] Fortuna**
All right.
**[23:57] Fortuna**
That's good enough.
**[24:04] Fortuna**
And... what about you,
Geuse? Are you all right?
**[24:07] Geuse**
I-It was just such a dazzling sight...
**[24:12] Geuse**
I couldn't... I couldn't
hold back my tears...
**[24:17] Fortuna**
Anyway, Emilia...
**[24:19] Fortuna**
You mentioned fairies?
**[24:22] Emilia**
Oh, yeah! Fairies!
**[24:24] Emilia**
They've been coming to
help me for a long time!
**[24:28] Emilia**
Come on.
**[24:32] Fortuna**
Are these... lesser spirits?!
**[24:34] Fortuna**
And so many of them!
**[24:41] Geuse**
It would seem that Emilia-sama possesses
the natural talent to be a spirit user.
**[24:46] Emilia**
Lesser spirits? Natural talent
to be... a spirit user?
**[24:50] Geuse**
The things you call "fairies" are
beings called lesser spirits.
**[24:55] Geuse**
Those who communicate with them,
form contracts with them,
**[24:58] Geuse**
and borrow their powers are
known as spirit users.
**[25:01] Emilia**
And I can be one of those?
**[25:03] Fortuna**
Hey, don't give her any weird ideas.
**[25:07] Geuse**
Emilia-sama will not
remain so young forever.
**[25:10] Geuse**
When no one is by her side,
in particular, they will be her strength.
**[25:15] Fortuna**
But that could be dangerous,
and I can't let my sweet Emilia...
**[25:21] Emilia**
I'm on Geuse's side today!
**[25:23] Emilia**
I'm gonna be a spirit user! So there!
**[25:27] Fortuna**
See? She's taken you seriously.
**[25:29] Fortuna**
How will you take responsibility for this?
**[25:31] Geuse**
Well... I don't know what to...
**[25:34] Geuse**
Um...
**[25:36] Geuse**
What a dilemma.
**[25:40] Emilia**
You know, Mother Fortuna and Geuse,
**[25:43] ---**
you're acting like a mommy and daddy.
**[25:45] Fortuna**
Wha—
**[25:47] Fortuna**
D-Don't say silly things like that!
**[25:49] Fortuna**
Geuse and I have known each other
for a long time! That's why—
**[25:51] Geuse**
That's right, Emilia-sama!
**[25:53] Geuse**
To one with a lifespan as long as mine,
**[25:55] Geuse**
even Fortuna-sama is basically a child.
**[25:58] Fortuna**
Now, calling me child
is going a bit too far!
**[26:00] Fortuna**
Do you even know how old I am?!
**[26:03] Geuse**
N-No, I didn't phrase that properly!
**[26:06] Geuse**
Of course, I'm quite aware
of your precise age,
**[26:09] Geuse**
and you are certainly too beautiful
and mature to be a child.
**[26:15] Fortuna**
Indeed, indeed.
**[26:17] Fortuna**
Very well, then. I'll forgive you.
**[26:21] Fortuna**
But you'd better be very, very sorry.
**[26:24] Geuse**
Right...
**[26:26] Geuse**
At any rate, I've known Fortuna-sama
for a long, long time.
**[26:31] Geuse**
In fact, since the days when your
mother and father were well—
**[26:36] Fortuna**
Geuse!
**[26:38] Geuse**
F-Forgive me.
**[26:40] Emilia**
My mother and father?
**[26:47] Fortuna**
I'm sorry, Emilia.
**[26:50] Fortuna**
We'll talk about that another time.
**[26:53] Fortuna**
Go on back to your room.
**[26:55] Emilia**
Another time?
**[26:58] Emilia**
You'll really tell me, then?
**[27:03] Fortuna**
Be a good girl. I know you can do that.
**[27:06] Fortuna**
I'll let you see Geuse again soon, too.
**[27:10] Emilia**
You really, really mean it?
**[27:11] Emilia**
You promise? And you won't break it?
**[27:22] Fortuna**
Yes. I promise.
**[27:26] Fortuna**
It'll be a very, very important
promise between you and me.
**[27:33] Emilia**
All right, then.
**[27:35] Emilia**
I'll go back to my room now.
**[27:43] Emilia**
See you soon, Geuse.
**[27:45] Emilia**
Try not to cry too much.
**[27:47] Emilia**
That's a promise until we meet again.
**[27:51] Geuse**
Of course. We will meet again soon.
**[28:05] Echidna**
Someone's coming.
**[28:19] Fortuna**
Who are you?
**[28:28] Regulus**
When you want to know someone's name,
**[28:31] Regulus**
isn't it common courtesy
to give your own first?
**[28:35] Regulus**
This is the first time we've
ever seen each other.
**[28:38] Regulus**
We should be on equal footing as far
as building a relationship goes,
**[28:43] Regulus**
so why do you get to demand my name
like you're so much better than me?
**[28:47] Fortuna**
For a man, you sure seem
to like talking a lot.
**[28:50] Regulus**
"For a man"?
**[28:52] Regulus**
Thanks for showing me that you don't
even know any men to compare me to.
**[28:56] Regulus**
I can't just let that
attitude slide, you know.
**[29:00] Regulus**
You're disrespecting my individuality,
my authority—
**[29:03] Fortuna**
That's enough!
**[29:04] Fortuna**
Stop talking as if you're drunk on yourself!
**[29:07] Fortuna**
Who are you?!
**[29:20] Regulus**
Archbishop of the Witch's Cult,
representing Greed...
**[29:24] Regulus**
Regulus Corneas.
***SIGN*** A Journey Through Memories
**[29:36] ---**
# E43 - The Day Betelgeuse Laughed
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/GN7UDZ0M5/the-day-betelgeuse-laughed)
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**[00:01] Subaru**
Shima-san, are you okay?
**[00:06] Ryuzu**
I believe I told you, Young Su,
**[00:09] Ryuzu**
that our bodies constantly deplete,
like a spirit's.
**[00:14] Subaru**
I know there are three of
you Ryuzus that alternate,
**[00:17] Subaru**
but since you were removed from
the rotation, there's no replacement.
**[00:23] Shima**
I cannot say for certain that I will
last until Emilia-sama returns.
**[00:28] Shima**
So I will say what must be said.
**[00:31] Garfiel**
You don't hafta push yourself like that!
**[00:33] Garfiel**
The healthy old hag right
here can take your—
**[00:35] Subaru**
That's too confusing!
Call them Old Shi and Old Ryu!
**[00:39] Subaru**
Besides, that won't work.
**[00:41] Subaru**
Only Shima-san can tell us this.
**[00:46] Shima**
Yes, only I, one who has entered the graveyard
and attempted the trial, can speak of it.
**[00:55] Shima**
It is about the memories of Ryuzu Meyer,
**[00:58] Shima**
the progenitor we copies are derived from.
**[01:06] Shima**
It happened before this place
became known as the Sanctuary.
**[01:23] Shima**
The beginning of this unknown memory
**[01:26] Shima**
was a young girl with a lovely face,
**[01:30] Shima**
skin as white as snow, and pale blue eyes.
**[01:38] Beatrice**
What is it, I suppose?
**[01:41] Beatrice**
Look at me that way all you want,
**[01:42] ---**
but I won't give you anything.
**[01:50] Beatrice**
Hmph. Silent again.
**[01:53] Beatrice**
What a boring, cowardly girl you are, I suppose.
**[01:57] Echidna**
Beatrice, why the attitude?
**[02:01] Ryuzu**
Echidna-sama...
**[02:04] Echidna**
Did I teach you to behave that way?
**[02:08] Beatrice**
Uh... Y-You're mistaken, Mother!
**[02:10] Beatrice**
I didn't do anything!
**[02:12] Beatrice**
It's just...
**[02:13] Beatrice**
This girl was...
**[02:16] Echidna**
I see.
**[02:18] Echidna**
Then why don't we hear what she has to say?
**[02:21] Ryuzu**
Wha... um... well...
**[02:25] Ryuzu**
Yes. I'm very sorry.
**[02:29] Ryuzu**
I saw her standing there,
looking so wistful,
**[02:31] Ryuzu**
and I was captivated.
**[02:34] Echidna**
Captivated, eh?
**[02:38] Echidna**
Beatrice, you heard Ryuzu.
**[02:43] Beatrice**
Mew...
**[02:45] Echidna**
It would be inaccurate to call you childish,
since you *are* a child,
**[02:50] Echidna**
but your attitude lacks tolerance.
**[02:53] Echidna**
It's true that you are special,
**[02:55] Echidna**
but not so that you can look down on others.
**[03:00] Echidna**
I'm sorry to startle you.
**[03:01] ---**
This is Beatrice.
**[03:03] Echidna**
She is like a daughter to me.
**[03:05] Beatrice**
I'm not "like" your daughter!
**[03:07] ---**
I *am* your daughter, I suppose!
**[03:10] Echidna**
Yes, well, there you have it.
**[03:13] Echidna**
I believe she'll be accompanying
me here often from now on.
**[03:18] Echidna**
Please do be kind to her.
**[03:20] Ryuzu**
Y-Yes, you can count on me, Echidna-sama.
**[03:24] Beatrice**
I don't need her.
**[03:25] ---**
I'm just fine on my own.
**[03:29] Shima**
That was how the two girls met.
**[03:34] Shima**
After that, the witch and her daughter
visited the settlement occasionally.
**[03:44] Beatrice**
Why are you just standing there, I suppose?
**[03:47] Beatrice**
I see you're as dull as ever.
**[03:50] Ryuzu**
Beatrice-sama...
**[03:51] Beatrice**
Mother is having a discussion inside.
**[03:54] Beatrice**
She'll be back when she finishes,
**[03:56] Beatrice**
so hurry up and put that irritating
laundry in the basket, I suppose.
**[03:59] Ryuzu**
O-Of course.
**[04:03] Ryuzu**
Excuse me.
**[04:18] Ryuzu**
Um, Beatrice-sama?
**[04:20] Beatrice**
It's nothing. Just killing time, I suppose.
**[04:33] Ryuzu**
Beatrice-sama...
**[04:35] Ryuzu**
U-Um, if you don't mind,
**[04:39] Ryuzu**
would you help me fold the laundry?
**[04:44] Beatrice**
What?!
**[04:49] Beatrice**
If it's too much for you to handle alone,
**[04:51] Beatrice**
I suppose I have no choice but to help you.
**[04:55] Ryuzu**
Huh?
**[04:56] Beatrice**
I won't say it again, I suppose!
**[04:58] Beatrice**
Well, get going, then! Let's go, I suppose!
**[05:07] Ryuzu**
U-Um, if you don't mind, would
you carry a little bit of it?
**[05:12] Beatrice**
Listen...
**[05:13] Beatrice**
Don't go pushing your luck.
**[05:18] Beatrice**
Just this much, I suppose.
**[05:20] Shima**
So when the witch had
business to attend to,
**[05:24] Shima**
the young girl would spend
her time with Ryuzu Meyer.
**[05:33] Roswaal**
You, there. Pardon me.
**[05:35] Roswaal**
I believe Echidna-sama is here.
**[05:38] Roswaal**
Have you seen her?
**[05:39] Ryuzu**
What?
**[05:42] Ryuzu**
M-Mathers-sama!
**[05:44] Roswaal**
I'm not fond of being addressed
by my family name.
**[05:49] Roswaal**
Would you just call me Roswaal?
**[05:52] Subaru**
Hang on a minute!
**[05:53] Subaru**
Beatrice was in the Sanctuary?
And Roswaal, too?
**[05:57] Ram**
More accurately, that was the Roswaal-sama
of several generations ago.
**[06:01] Ram**
But it sounds as if Beatrice-sama
hasn't changed.
**[06:04] Garfiel**
I'm more interested in the witch.
**[06:07] Garfiel**
I know this is the Witch of
Greed's experimental facility,
**[06:11] Garfiel**
but I've never actually heard her story.
**[06:14] Subaru**
Really? You never met the
witch in the trials?
**[06:18] Garfiel**
I only went in to settle a score.
**[06:21] Garfiel**
I didn't meet the witch.
**[06:23] Garfiel**
But when you say that, it sounds like you...
**[06:26] Ram**
Have you met the Witch of Greed, Barusu?
**[06:30] Subaru**
Yeah.
**[06:32] Ram**
I see.
**[06:34] Shima**
To one who was not alive during that time,
**[06:37] Shima**
the witch may indeed seem
quite out of reach.
**[06:41] Shima**
Of course, even my memories
are those of another.
**[06:44] Shima**
I do not know her personally.
**[06:47] Ryuzu**
Seeing one who looks identical
to me saying that
**[06:49] Ryuzu**
makes me feel as if I've
gone mad. How frightening.
**[06:52] Subaru**
I feel like I'm listening to clones
telling dark jokes.
**[06:55] Shima**
Beatrice-sama is an exceedingly common
presence in Ryuzu Meyer's memories.
**[07:01] Shima**
They had quite the heartwarming friendship.
**[07:06] Subaru**
Go ahead and finish the story.
**[07:08] Subaru**
The Sanctuary seemed so
peaceful on the surface,
**[07:10] Subaru**
so what happened?
**[07:15] Shima**
It collapsed.
**[07:18] Shima**
Then the true reason for the
Sanctuary's existence came along.
**[07:23] Subaru**
The true reason... for its existence?
**[07:38] Regulus**
Sin Archbishop of the Witch's Cult,
representing Greed...
**[07:42] Regulus**
Regulus Corneas.
**[07:45] Emilia**
A Sin Archbishop of the Witch's Cult?
**[07:47] Geuse**
What are you doing here?
**[07:49] Geuse**
I was assured that no one could get
involved with this forest except me!
**[07:55] Regulus**
Assured?
**[07:57] Regulus**
I think you just made up that
rule and assured yourself.
**[08:00] Regulus**
And now you're trying to force
other people to go along with it?
**[08:04] Regulus**
Pretty cocky for some worthless spirit.
**[08:07] Geuse**
If you dislike the rule,
**[08:09] Geuse**
then talk it over with the church!
**[08:12] Geuse**
Why have you come here?!
**[08:14] Pandora**
Because...
**[08:16] Pandora**
I ordered him to.
**[08:31] Pandora**
What's the matter, Bishop Romanée-Conti?
**[08:35] Geuse**
Why...
**[08:37] Geuse**
Why are you here?!
**[08:39] Geuse**
Regulus Corneas! Why is she here?!
**[08:42] Regulus**
Hah! She came here of her own will.
**[08:46] Regulus**
Why are you blaming everything on me?
**[08:48] ---**
You got something against me?
**[08:50] Pandora**
Bishop Corneas, he is simply confused.
**[08:55] Pandora**
Try not to criticize him so much.
**[09:00] Pandora**
Now, bring the key and seal here,
**[09:04] Pandora**
so that the Witch's Cult can fulfill
its long-cherished desire.
**[09:07] Fortuna**
Pandora!
**[09:12] Pandora**
Oh?
**[09:13] Fortuna**
Enjoy being skewered!
**[09:15] Fortuna**
And apologize to my brother and his wife!
**[09:19] Fortuna**
Now begone forever!
**[09:29] Regulus**
Hey, come on.
**[09:31] Regulus**
You weren't even aiming anywhere near me,
**[09:35] Regulus**
but you used an attack that
you knew would hit me, too?
**[09:38] Regulus**
That's the same as trampling on my life,
**[09:40] Regulus**
on my existence, on my authority,
on my humanity itself, isn't it?
**[09:59] Geuse**
Fortuna-sama!
**[10:01] Geuse**
Please take Emilia-sama and leave here.
**[10:04] Emilia**
Mother...
**[10:06] Fortuna**
Emilia...
**[10:08] Geuse**
Worry not.
**[10:10] Geuse**
I would not remain here without a plan.
**[10:18] Fortuna**
I swear I'll come back to help you!
**[10:20] Fortuna**
I swear it!
**[10:21] Emilia**
Geuse!
**[10:22] Echidna**
Keeping the trial in mind,
you should be following yourself, no?
**[10:27] Echidna**
What will you do?
**[10:28] Regulus**
Hey, that was pretty admirable.
**[10:31] Regulus**
But who gave you permission
to let them get away?
**[10:35] Regulus**
That's a violation of my actions
and authority, isn't it?
**[10:40] Geuse**
Say what you will.
**[10:41] Geuse**
If it means risking my very existence,
**[10:44] Geuse**
I cannot allow the two of
you to get past this point!
**[10:51] Regulus**
Wait, you're not gonna...
**[10:53] Geuse**
I do not have the knowledge
to adapt to this.
**[10:57] Geuse**
For that reason, I have done nothing but
hold it since I was entrusted with it.
**[11:01] Geuse**
But it was meant for a moment such as this!
**[11:06] Pandora**
Bishop Petelgeuse Romanée-Conti...
**[11:11] Pandora**
Have a good journey.
**[11:22] Geuse**
Please... forgive me...
**[11:26] Geuse**
Flugel-sama!
**[11:40] Regulus**
What an idiot.
**[11:46] Pandora**
Magnificent...
**[11:51] Pandora**
Bishop Regulus Corneas.
**[11:55] Regulus**
Yes?
**[11:57] Pandora**
Here it comes.
**[12:13] Geuse**
I told you...
**[12:15] Geuse**
What you see here is hope.
**[12:19] Geuse**
A great, unforgettable debt to the
people who made me what I am.
**[12:25] Geuse**
So now...
**[12:27] Geuse**
If I am worthy of spitting up blood...
**[12:31] Pandora**
What do you see with those crimson eyes,
**[12:36] Pandora**
Bishop Romanée-Conti?
**[12:39] Geuse**
Love.
**[12:41] Geuse**
I will not let you pursue those two.
**[12:44] Geuse**
I will not allow you to get past me!
**[12:54] Emilia**
Geuse, what... What did you do?!
**[12:57] Pandora**
A splendid show of your resolve,
**[12:59] Pandora**
Bishop Petelgeuse Romanée-Conti.
**[13:02] Pandora**
In the name of the Witch of Vanity,
**[13:05] Pandora**
for your resolve and steadfast will,
**[13:08] ---**
I grant you the title of Sloth.
**[13:10] Geuse**
Do you think I desire such a title?
**[13:14] Geuse**
There is only one thing I desire right now:
**[13:17] Geuse**
peace for that mother and her child!
**[13:21] Pandora**
Love...
**[13:23] Pandora**
How wonderful.
**[13:25] Geuse**
This lie you utter...
**[13:28] Geuse**
is a warmth that can never come to pass!
**[13:38] Regulus**
Hey, listen...
**[13:42] Regulus**
I showed up here, I'm standing here,
**[13:44] Regulus**
and you're just gonna ignore me?
**[13:47] ---**
What are you thinking?
**[13:49] Emilia**
No...
**[13:50] Geuse**
Regulus Corneas!
**[13:52] Regulus**
It pisses me off!
**[13:55] Regulus**
There's no way you should be
chosen by the Witch Factor,
**[13:58] Regulus**
but you're holding on to it with no
regard for the payment it requires?
**[14:01] Geuse**
I don't care what you say! I will—
**[14:16] Echidna**
A repetition draw.
**[14:18] Echidna**
While they're locked in a stalemate,
**[14:20] Echidna**
something should be happening
with the other two.
**[14:23] Emilia**
You're saying we should leave here?
**[14:25] Emilia**
But look at what Geuse is
putting himself through!
**[14:28] Echidna**
It's debatable whether or not the strength
of one's will could have affected the outcome.
**[14:32] Emilia**
Then can't we just stand here and watch?
**[14:35] Emilia**
I want to—
**[14:43] Echidna**
It looks like even your insufficient brain
has realized which is the wiser choice.
**[14:54] Echidna**
Change of location.
**[14:56] Echidna**
We're moving to where you
and your mother fled.
**[15:00] Emilia**
No! No, Mother!
**[15:02] Fortuna**
Please, Emilia. I'll be
right back, so just...
**[15:04] Emilia**
No! You can't!
**[15:07] Emilia**
You have the same look on
your face that Geuse did!
**[15:10] Emilia**
Don't leave me! Don't leave me behind!
**[15:13] Emilia**
I won't lie or break my promises anymore!
**[15:16] Emilia**
I'll be good! I'll be a good girl!
**[15:21] Fortuna**
Emilia...
**[15:23] Fortuna**
Emilia... Emilia...
**[15:26] Fortuna**
Emilia...
**[15:34] Emilia**
Mother Fortuna...
**[15:41] Emilia**
Mother Fortuna... was my real mother.
**[15:50] Emilia**
Mother Fortuna...
**[15:52] ---**
I love you.
**[15:55] Archi**
Fortuna-sama!
**[16:01] Fortuna**
Archi, are the villagers safe?
**[16:06] Archi**
The news is not good.
**[16:08] Archi**
The men are fighting the people
who arrived with the bishop.
**[16:12] Archi**
If we stay in the forest,
we'll be found eventually.
**[16:15] Archi**
They're after...
**[16:17] Fortuna**
The seal, right?
**[16:19] Fortuna**
How did they find out about it?
**[16:24] Fortuna**
Even that woman...
**[16:27] Fortuna**
Fine. I'll be right there.
**[16:29] Archi**
No, we will fight.
**[16:31] Archi**
You must take Emilia
and leave the forest!
**[16:33] Fortuna**
And what happens if I run away now?!
**[16:36] Fortuna**
If they get their hands on the seal,
**[16:38] ---**
the world *will* end this time!
**[16:42] Fortuna**
I'm sorry you had to go through
all this to protect us.
**[16:46] Archi**
Please don't say that!
**[16:48] Archi**
Who would show such disdain
for a family member?!
**[16:51] Fortuna**
I'm sorry.
**[16:54] Fortuna**
Emilia...
**[16:56] Fortuna**
I have to go and fulfill a very
important duty to protect everyone.
**[17:02] Fortuna**
So I have to leave for a
little while, all right?
**[17:04] Emilia**
No, Mother! I... I...
**[17:07] Fortuna**
Please do as I say.
**[17:10] Fortuna**
I want you to leave this forest with Archi.
**[17:18] Archi**
Fortuna-sama... I—
**[17:21] Fortuna**
Archi...
**[17:23] Fortuna**
It's a bit early,
**[17:25] ---**
but I'm entrusting you with the
mission of the forest dwellers.
**[17:28] Fortuna**
Please take Emilia away from here.
**[17:31] Fortuna**
This world isn't easy to live in,
**[17:33] Fortuna**
but I know there's hope.
**[17:35] Fortuna**
I'm sure of it.
**[17:37] Archi**
I can't! I must stay with everyone until—
**[17:39] Fortuna**
Take Emilia.
**[17:41] Fortuna**
Please.
**[17:42] ---**
She's the beloved daughter of
my brother, his wife, and myself.
**[17:50] Archi**
It's not fair.
**[17:52] Archi**
You know I can't refuse
when you tell me that.
**[17:58] Fortuna**
I'm sorry.
**[18:00] Fortuna**
We're unfair, but please forgive us.
**[18:03] Fortuna**
Emilia...
**[18:04] Emilia**
No! I'm staying! I want to stay with you!
**[18:08] Emilia**
Please! Please! I don't...
I don't want to be alone!
**[18:14] Fortuna**
You will never be alone.
**[18:19] Fortuna**
I will always be right there with you.
**[18:23] Fortuna**
In the memories that come forth
when you close your eyes...
**[18:28] Fortuna**
In dreams, where you hug
yourself and feel warm...
**[18:32] Fortuna**
In the echoes you hear when
you shout into the sky...
**[18:37] Fortuna**
I will always be with you.
**[18:40] Fortuna**
I'm with you forever and ever.
**[18:43] Emilia**
You're lying... You're lying!
**[18:45] Emilia**
You're a liar, Mother!
**[18:49] Fortuna**
Emilia, I promise.
**[19:04] Fortuna**
You and I will always be together.
**[19:08] Fortuna**
I'll promise you that right now.
**[19:12] Emilia**
Really? You'll stay with me?
**[19:16] Fortuna**
Yes, really.
**[19:19] Fortuna**
More than anyone, Emilia...
**[19:21] Fortuna**
Lia... I love you more than
anyone else in this world.
**[19:36] Emilia**
Mother Fortuna...
**[19:38] Emilia**
I love you too, Mother.
**[19:42] Emilia**
I love you!
**[19:44] Emilia**
I love you... I love you, Mother Fortuna.
**[19:49] Emilia**
I love you so much... so much... so much!
**[19:55] Fortuna**
Lia, I love you.
**[20:02] Fortuna**
I love you, Emilia.
**[20:06] Emilia**
Why? Why did this happen?
**[20:10] Emilia**
Because I broke my promise and left my room?
**[20:12] Archi**
No! It's not your fault at all!
**[20:15] Archi**
It's no one's fault!
**[20:16] Emilia**
They why? Why do we have to leave?
**[20:20] Emilia**
Should I have stayed locked
up in my room forever?
**[20:23] Emilia**
Then no one would leave,
and everyone could stay together?
**[20:26] Archi**
You're wrong, Emilia!
**[20:28] Emilia**
Was I bad?
**[20:30] ---**
Is that why everyone hates me,
and I end up alone?
**[20:33] Archi**
No! That's not true, Emilia!
**[20:36] Archi**
No one hates you!
**[20:38] Archi**
Everything in this world
exists to bless you!
**[20:54] Archi**
Th-The Black Serpent?
**[20:55] Archi**
The crucible of disease...
The plague-bearing mabeast?
**[21:00] Archi**
Fula!
**[21:02] Archi**
Huma!
**[21:04] Emilia**
Archi?
**[21:05] Archi**
It's nothing. I'm fine.
**[21:08] Archi**
Everything is... fine.
**[21:19] Archi**
Emilia... See the white flowers
between those two trees?
**[21:25] Emilia**
Uh-huh.
**[21:26] Archi**
Can you run toward those flowers?
**[21:29] Archi**
Run through them, and keep running straight.
**[21:33] Emilia**
I can... I can run.
**[21:37] Emilia**
But...
**[21:38] Archi**
Don't worry, Emilia. You won't be alone.
**[21:43] Emilia**
Archi...
**[21:45] Archi**
Now, run!
**[21:47] Archi**
Don't look back, no matter what you hear!
**[21:52] Archi**
Yes, that's right.
**[21:55] Archi**
Just keep running.
**[21:57] Archi**
Just like the way you always
give us the run-around.
**[22:04] Archi**
You think I'm going to let you go?
**[22:10] Archi**
Fortuna-sama...
**[22:12] Archi**
I know your daughter will be just fine.
**[22:25] Geuse**
Even after... all this...
**[22:28] Regulus**
Look, why don't you just
admit that it's hopeless?
**[22:36] Regulus**
In the end, that's all there was to
your resolve, your determination, and all that.
**[22:42] Regulus**
It's not like I'm doing
this because I'm a sadist.
**[22:46] Regulus**
It just looks like I'm tormenting
you because you're weak.
**[22:50] Pandora**
Do not criticize him too harshly,
Bishop Corneas.
**[22:55] Pandora**
You are more special and perfect than anyone,
and that makes you wonderful...
**[22:59] Pandora**
And they are also wonderful
in their imperfection.
**[23:05] Regulus**
You just keep giving me more work
to do, you incompetent fool.
**[23:09] Fortuna**
Al Fula!
**[23:13] Fortuna**
Hang on, Geuse!
**[23:15] Geuse**
Fortuna-sama... Is Emilia-sama—
**[23:18] Fortuna**
I sent her out of the forest with Archi,
**[23:21] Fortuna**
thanks to you.
**[23:23] Geuse**
That is... good to hear...
**[23:27] Regulus**
There's nothing good about it!
**[23:30] Regulus**
Who the hell do you think
you are, coming back here?
**[23:34] Regulus**
I was about to crush his head under my foot!
**[23:38] Regulus**
Me!
**[23:39] Regulus**
What gives you the right,
who gave you permission,
**[23:42] Regulus**
to interfere with me, me, me, me, me?!
**[23:46] Pandora**
Wait, Bishop Corneas.
**[23:49] Regulus**
Huh? What was that, Pandora-sama?
**[23:52] Pandora**
Calm your anger.
**[23:54] Pandora**
I will not allow you to kill them here.
**[23:58] Pandora**
Do you feel nothing when
you see the two of them?
**[24:07] Regulus**
Did you just order me to calm my anger?
**[24:12] Regulus**
Don't get cocky with that
unassuming attitude, woman!
**[24:21] Fortuna**
No...
**[24:24] Regulus**
That's what happens when
you mouth off to me.
**[24:28] Regulus**
Don't interfere with me!
**[24:30] Regulus**
Don't interrupt when I'm talking!
**[24:34] Geuse**
Fortuna-sama, please run—
**[24:36] Fortuna**
Don't be a fool.
**[24:38] ---**
I left Emilia to come back here.
**[24:40] Geuse**
But why would you...
**[24:42] Fortuna**
To keep you from dying.
**[24:46] Fortuna**
And so that if you did die,
**[24:48] Fortuna**
I'd be by your side.
**[24:53] Fortuna**
If you were no longer in this world,
**[24:56] Forutna**
if you stopped coming to this forest,
**[24:58] Fortuna**
what would I have to wait for?
**[25:01] Fortuna**
I couldn't endure such a long
time without you. I'm too weak.
**[25:06] Geuse**
You... are not weak.
**[25:09] Fortuna**
I am!
**[25:12] Fortuna**
I was only acting tough in
front of you and Emilia.
**[25:21] Regulus**
Tch!
**[25:22] Regulus**
You wanna ignore me that long and
then have fun on your own? Fine!
**[25:28] Regulus**
I'll crush you both into
nothing but a pool of blood!
**[25:30] Pandora**
I told you to wait, Bishop Corneas.
**[25:39] Pandora**
I will forgive all of your violent
actions and rash outbursts.
**[25:45] Pandora**
My goal in bringing you here
has already been fulfilled.
**[25:49] Pandora**
You are free to leave now.
**[25:52] Pandora**
You brought me here, but now you're
satisfied, so you're telling me to leave?!
**[25:56] Regulus**
What kind of fool do you think I—
**[25:57] Pandora**
I see. Then I will take it upon myself.
**[26:01] Pandora**
Bishop Corneas should not be here.
**[26:05] Pandora**
He is in his own mansion,
surrounded by his wives.
**[26:09] Regulus**
Wai—
**[26:13] Pandora**
I've sent the noisy young man away.
**[26:17] Pandora**
Now we can talk at leisure.
**[26:22] Pandora**
Can I ask one thing first?
**[26:24] Pandora**
Didn't you get blown to
pieces and die earlier?
**[26:28] Pandora**
I'm sorry?
**[26:29] Pandora**
Perhaps your eyes deceived you?
**[26:33] Pandora**
Now that Bishop Corneas is gone,
**[26:35] Pandora**
naturally, the results of
his actions are gone, too.
**[26:39] Geuse**
Th-This is...
**[26:41] Pandora**
But I will not rewrite your being
overtaken by the Sloth Witch Factor.
**[26:46] Pandora**
I wish to commend you on your behavior,
**[26:49] Pandora**
and the behavior of this
woman who came back for you.
**[27:00] Geuse**
Fortuna-sama!
**[27:01] Geuse**
Let us defeat her together!
**[27:05] Geuse**
Right now, we must do what
we can for Emilia-sama!
**[27:13] Fortuna**
Freeze the fluctuation
of time itself to white,
**[27:15] Fortuna**
Demon Ice of antiquity that brings
eternal sleep to the soul!
**[27:22] Geuse**
My life, my mission, all of my deep love...
**[27:27] Geuse**
Here and now, for this very moment!
**[27:30] Pandora**
Now, come.
**[27:33] Pandora**
Hold me to you and let me feel
the extent of your resolve.
***SIGN*** The Day Betelgeuse Laughed
**[27:44] Emilia**
Mother Fortuna...
**[27:46] Emilia**
Geuse... Archi...
**[27:48] Emilia**
I have to... I have to do something, too.
**[27:52] Pandora**
Bring the key and seal here.
**[27:58] Emilia**
Seal?
**[28:02] Emilia**
If that's that you want,
**[28:05] Emilia**
I'll just give it to you.
**[28:08] Emilia**
It's where that thing is...
**[28:10] Emilia**
But...
**[28:31] Emilia**
The fairies?
**[28:34] Emilia**
Are you showing me?
**[28:37] Emilia**
The seal... is that way?
**[28:40] Emilia**
I can save Mother and everyone else?
**[29:05] Emilia**
I want to be with you all again!
**[29:07] Emilia**
I'll be a good girl!
**[29:20] Pandora**
Welcome.
**[29:26] Pandora**
I've been waiting for you.
**[29:28] ---**
# E44 - The Permafrost of Elior Forest
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/GK9U3ZWEZ/the-permafrost-of-elior-forest)
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**[00:02] Pandora**
I'm so glad you found it for me.
**[00:06] Pandora**
I did find the seal,
**[00:09] Pandora**
but I didn't know where the key was.
**[00:13] Emilia**
But... why...
**[00:15] Emilia**
are you... here?
**[00:20] Pandora**
You seem surprised.
**[00:22] Pandora**
You see, this seal is what we were after,
**[00:26] Pandora**
so my being here is really
a matter of course.
**[02:02] Emilia**
Why... are you... here?
**[02:06] Pandora**
Oh, I'm sorry.
**[02:08] Pandora**
I suppose it is Bishop Romanée-Conti and
your mother that you wanted to know about.
**[02:14] Pandora**
You need not worry.
**[02:16] Pandora**
The two you are so worried about,
Bishop Romanée-Conti and your mother, are safe.
**[02:22] Emilia**
R-Really?
**[02:24] Pandora**
Yes, really.
**[02:26] Pandora**
Neither the worshipers nor
I wish to cause harm to anyone.
**[02:31] Pandora**
What we seek is this seal.
**[02:35] Emilia**
So when you're done with the seal,
will you leave the forest?
**[02:39] Emilia**
You'll go without doing anything
mean to the people here?
**[02:42] Pandora**
Yes, of course.
**[02:44] Pandora**
We do not wish to make any
unnecessary sacrifices.
**[02:48] Pandora**
So, please give me the key now.
**[02:52] Emilia**
The... key?
**[02:54] Pandora**
Yes, the key.
**[02:56] Pandora**
Given that this seal is shaped like a door,
**[03:00] Pandora**
it will not open without the key.
**[03:03] Pandora**
And I believe the key is in your possession.
**[03:06] Emilia**
I don't know anything about that!
**[03:08] Pandora**
Hiding it would not be very wise.
**[03:11] Emilia**
I-I'm not! I really, really don't know!
**[03:15] Emilia**
I don't have any key!
**[03:17] ---**
Nobody gave me one!
**[03:19] Pandora**
I see.
**[03:21] Pandora**
Then I will have to turn this entire
forest over until I find it.
**[03:27] Emilia**
I-I'll open it! I'll open the seal!
**[03:30] Pandora**
Oh, you will? That's wonderful.
**[03:34] Pandora**
So you really do have the key, then.
**[03:38] Pandora**
After all, it is obvious...
**[03:42] Pandora**
that you are the witch's daughter.
**[03:45] Emilia**
Witch?
**[03:46] Pandora**
Now, the seal, please.
**[03:50] Pandora**
As soon as the door is open, we will leave.
**[04:09] Pandora**
Consider yourself to be the key.
**[04:16] Emilia**
I'm... the key.
**[04:31] Pandora**
Can you see it now?
**[04:33] Emilia**
You can't see it?
**[04:36] Pandora**
No, I cannot.
**[04:39] Pandora**
That key is only given to the
one qualified to possess it.
**[04:45] Pandora**
Go on, open it.
**[04:48] Pandora**
Then your wish will be granted.
**[04:55] Fortuna**
*Promise me, Emilia...*
**[04:59] Emilia**
I... I can't open it.
**[05:01] ---**
Why?
**[05:02] Emilia**
I made... I made a promise.
**[05:05] Pandora**
I see. Well, promises are very important.
**[05:10] Pandora**
A promise with your mother, I'm sure.
**[05:13] Pandora**
But there are times when
a decision must be made,
**[05:17] ---**
even if it means breaking a promise.
**[05:21] Pandora**
Which hope do you seek?
**[05:24] Emilia**
Which... hope?
**[05:27] Pandora**
One is the hope that you
will keep your promise,
**[05:29] Pandora**
get us to leave, and overcome this hardship.
**[05:34] Pandora**
The other is the hope that you will
resolve all this harmoniously
**[05:39] Pandora**
by breaking your promise
and opening the seal.
**[05:43] Pandora**
Which fate will you choose?
**[05:46] Pandora**
I will entrust fate to you.
**[05:54] Emilia**
I promised Mother.
**[05:58] Emilia**
I'm going to keep my promise.
**[06:01] Emilia**
I will. So...
**[06:04] Emilia**
Mother...
**[06:07] Pandora**
You trust your mother,
your guiding light, to the very end.
**[06:12] Pandora**
That answer is the decision
your soul has led you to.
**[06:17] Pandora**
I shall respect that.
**[06:22] Pandora**
So you must also respect my
decision to open this seal
**[06:28] Pandora**
by any means necessary.
**[06:30] Fortuna**
Pandora!
**[06:33] Pandora**
It's dangerous to attack without
observing your surround—
**[06:36] Fortuna**
Take this!
**[06:42] Fortuna**
Emilia?!
**[06:44] Fortuna**
But why? You should be out of the forest!
**[06:48] Pandora**
Do you not find it cruel to ask her why?
**[06:52] Pandora**
She came here out of concern for you,
because she wished to help you.
**[06:59] Pandora**
When you both wear the same expression,
**[07:01] Pandora**
the resemblance between you is even clearer.
**[07:04] Pandora**
Truly mother and daughter.
**[07:05] Fortuna**
I'm not Emilia's mother!
**[07:08] Fortuna**
She gets her cute face
from my sister-in-law!
**[07:11] Pandora**
Ah, her? Please forgive me, then.
**[07:15] Pandora**
Her real parents must be so pleased.
**[07:21] Fortuna**
Don't you dare speak of my
brother or sister-in-law!
**[07:26] Pandora**
Simply rampaging and refusing
to talk will only tire you out.
**[07:31] Pandora**
You should calm down...
**[07:35] Pandora**
so that we have a chance to discuss—
**[07:36] Fortuna**
I'm telling you to give it a rest!
**[07:39] Fortuna**
Emilia! Wait, no! I didn't mean to—
**[07:43] Pandora**
Can you not direct even a tiny bit of
that emotion to the one you despise?
**[07:52] Pandora**
I will not tell you to love all
people as you love your daughter.
**[07:56] Pandora**
But there are things that can change
with just a bit of sympathy.
**[08:00] Fortuna**
Don't be ridiculous!
**[08:01] Fortuna**
Who would... Who would listen to you?!
**[08:04] Pandora**
Then why not try this?
**[08:06] Pandora**
Convince your daughter with your own words.
**[08:11] Pandora**
I have verified that she possesses the key,
**[08:14] Pandora**
but she shows no desire to
open the door for me...
**[08:18] Pandora**
Because she wishes to
keep her promise to you.
**[08:25] Pandora**
I promise you that if the seal is opened,
**[08:27] Pandora**
we will leave this forest
and do nothing further.
**[08:33] Pandora**
"Promise" is such a nice word, isn't it?
**[08:40] Fortuna**
I'm sorry you had to go
through this, Emilia.
**[08:46] Fortuna**
Are you the only one here?
**[08:48] ---**
Where's Archi?
**[08:50] Emilia**
Archi told me to run toward
the white flowers...
**[08:56] Emilia**
So I just ran.
**[09:05] Fortuna**
Emilia...
**[09:08] Fortuna**
Emilia...
**[09:09] Fortuna**
Thank you for keeping your promise.
**[09:13] Fortuna**
What a good girl.
**[09:15] ---**
What a good girl.
**[09:16] Emilia**
Mother...
**[09:18] Emilia**
Mother...
**[09:20] Emilia**
I... I...
**[09:23] Fortuna**
Emilia...
**[09:26] Fortuna**
I'm so proud of you.
**[09:28] Fortuna**
You are my treasure.
**[09:32] Pandora**
What beautiful motherly love.
I'm deeply moved.
**[09:36] Pandora**
Truly, how wonderful it is to see such love.
**[09:42] Fortuna**
I won't open the seal,
and I won't let you have her.
**[09:46] Fortuna**
And you...
**[09:47] Fortuna**
will turn into an ice statue and die!
**[09:53] Geuse**
I finally caught up to you!
**[09:55] Fortuna**
Geuse!
**[09:56] Geuse**
Fortuna-sama!
**[10:00] Fortuna**
Al Huma!
**[10:02] Geuse**
Unseen Hand!
**[10:13] Emilia**
Mother?
**[10:36] Geuse**
And now, it is... over!
**[10:42] Geuse**
That should be more than enough this time!
**[10:45] Geuse**
Fortuna-sama, be careful!
Keep your guard up!
**[10:49] Geuse**
I will make sure that...
**[10:54] Emilia**
Geuse?
**[10:57] Geuse**
Emilia-sama?
**[11:01] Geuse**
No... It can't be!
**[11:07] Pandora**
It was not your fault.
You mistook what you saw.
**[11:11] Pandora**
That is all.
**[11:22] Geuse**
This can't be!
**[11:24] Geuse**
This can't be! This can't be!
This can't be! This can't be!
**[11:28] Geuse**
What... What am I... What am I doing?!
**[11:33] Geuse**
What have I...
**[11:34] Geuse**
Why?! Why?! Why?! Why?!
Why?! Why?! Why?! Why?!
**[11:38] Geuse**
Why did I do this?!
**[11:41] Pandora**
It was all for love.
**[11:44] Pandora**
You offered up your very soul
to save the one you love.
**[11:50] Pandora**
All that you have done was out of love.
**[11:53] Pandora**
A beautiful, wonderful symbol of love...
**[11:56] Geuse**
Love... Love... Love... Love... Love...
**[11:59] Pandora**
Yes, there is nothing to fear,
nothing to regret.
**[12:01] ---**
Love... Love...
**[12:05] Pandora**
This is the inevitability that the
path you have walked was leading to.
**[12:10] Pandora**
Your love is not wrong.
**[12:13] Geuse**
For... love...
**[12:21] Fortuna**
Emilia...
**[12:23] Emilia**
Mother?
**[12:25] Fortuna**
Brother...
**[12:27] ---**
I'm sorry...
**[12:29] Emilia**
Mother...
**[12:30] Fortuna**
I couldn't do... any of the
things... you told me to do.
**[12:37] Fortuna**
Your wife...
**[12:39] ---**
will be so angry.
**[12:41] Fortuna**
She'll never... forgive me.
**[12:59] Emilia**
I'll forgive you, Mother.
**[13:03] Emilia**
You are my mother.
**[13:07] Emilia**
You've always taken care of me.
**[13:09] Emilia**
You loved me just as much
as my mom and dad did.
**[13:17] Emilia**
So there's nothing you need
to apologize for. Nothing.
**[13:22] Emilia**
Emilia will always... always love you,
Mother Fortuna.
**[13:31] Emilia**
I love you...
**[13:33] Emilia**
I love you... I love you.
**[13:35] Emilia**
I love you!
**[13:42] Fortuna**
Lia...
**[13:45] Emilia**
Mother?
**[13:53] Fortuna**
My little crybaby...
**[14:00] Fortuna**
I love you... so, so much.
**[14:09] Pandora**
Now, are you ready to choose the
hope that you will break the seal?
**[14:15] Emilia**
Open... the seal?
**[14:17] Pandora**
The mother you made your promise to,
sadly, has passed away.
**[14:23] Pandora**
You are no longer shackled by any promises.
**[14:29] Pandora**
What do you say?
**[14:50] Emilia**
Die.
**[14:55] Pandora**
What a dangerous thing
to do. What brought—
**[14:56] Emilia**
Die.
**[15:00] Pandora**
Please calm down.
**[15:02] ---**
We can talk it over until you under—
**[15:04] Emilia**
Die.
**[15:06] Pandora**
You are a kind-hearted child.
**[15:09] Pandora**
Your mother would be sad if you—
**[15:10] Emilia**
Die.
**[15:11] Pandora**
What a problem. It seems to be
having the opposite effect.
**[15:16] Emilia**
Die! Die! Die! Die!
**[15:21] Emilia**
Die! Die! Die! Die!
**[15:25] Pandora**
It is a shame when my long-desired
wish is so close,
**[15:25] Emilia**
Die! Die! Die! Die!
**[15:28] Pandora**
but it's time to end this for today.
**[15:28] Emilia**
Die! Die! Die! Die! Die! Die!
**[15:31] Pandora**
To continue further might force
you into the impossible.
**[15:34] Emilia**
Die! Die!
**[15:40] Emilia**
Die! Die! Die! Die!
**[15:44] Pandora**
At the rate you're going, you will
likely fall into a deep sleep soon.
**[15:44] ---**
Die! Die! Die! Die!
**[15:49] ---**
Die! Die! Die!
**[15:50] Pandora**
Your power will envelop this forest
with frozen soil that will never thaw.
**[15:51] ---**
Die! Die...
**[15:53] ---**
Die...
**[15:54] ---**
Die...
**[15:56] Pandora**
Either your mana will eventually run dry...
**[16:00] Pandora**
Or it will be offset by someone
with power comparable to yours.
**[16:07] Pandora**
Until then...
**[16:08] Emilia**
Die! Die! Die! Die!
**[16:10] Pandora**
Unfortunately for you, I will not die.
**[16:12] Emilia**
Die! Die! Die! Die! Die! Die!
**[16:13] Pandora**
As surely as the snow melts
and the glacial period ends,
**[16:18] Pandora**
you and I will meet again.
**[16:20] ---**
Die! Die! Die!
**[16:21] Pandora**
But it would make me sad if
you still hated me then.
**[16:25] ---**
Die! Die! Die!
**[16:28] Pandora**
So your memories thus far will end with today,
as you forget my existence.
**[16:29] ---**
Die! Die! Die...
**[16:35] Pandora**
Fill the emptiness however you please.
**[16:39] Pandora**
Yes, you did your very best
to keep your promise.
**[16:44] Pandora**
I would be most pleased if you would
engrave that fact in your heart,
**[16:47] ---**
and forever stay as you are now.
**[16:57] Pandora**
I look forward to the day we meet again.
**[17:34] Emilia**
Mother...
**[17:45] Echidna**
If you blame yourself for the
falsification of your memories,
**[17:49] Echidna**
you are barking up the wrong tree.
**[17:52] Echidna**
The one you saw then was
the Witch of Vanity.
**[17:56] Echidna**
There's no doubt that her Authority of
Vanity padded out your distorted memories.
**[18:01] Emilia**
If I ask you about Pandora,
will you tell me?
**[18:05] Echidna**
I seek out conversations with others,
**[18:08] Echidna**
but in your case, I have no
interest in digressions.
**[18:12] Emilia**
I see. Thank you.
**[18:16] Emilia**
I was the one who turned them all into ice,
**[18:19] Emilia**
and it was when they were
trying to save me.
**[18:24] Echidna**
By recalling the past,
you saw the end of your regret.
**[18:28] Echidna**
All that remains is to give your answer.
**[18:31] Emilia**
My answer to the trial?
**[18:34] Echidna**
The first trial is completed by
parting with your greatest regret.
**[18:40] Echidna**
It comes when you either accept
or reject your past self.
**[18:47] Echidna**
The fact remains that your own sin caused
**[18:50] ---**
your mother, your friends, and your
family to turn into ice statues.
**[18:56] Echidna**
Your determination to save them
can't even be called idealistic.
**[19:00] Echidna**
It was no more than a dream.
**[19:06] Echidna**
So what is left for you?
**[19:15] Emilia**
I've already been told that.
**[19:21] Emilia**
Mother loved me.
**[19:24] Emilia**
I wanted to save my mother...
Mother Fortuna.
**[19:30] Emilia**
I wanted to sleep in her arms again,
together in the same bed.
**[19:34] Emilia**
I wanted to tell her over
and over that I loved her.
**[19:38] Echidna**
Are you saying you regret that?
**[19:41] Emilia**
No, I don't regret it.
**[19:44] Emilia**
I don't regret keeping my promise
and refusing to yield back then.
**[19:49] Emilia**
If I regret anything,
it's that I wasn't strong enough,
**[19:55] Emilia**
that I wasn't smart enough to do better.
**[19:58] Emilia**
But I'll never regret not breaking my
promise with Mother to do as Pandora said.
**[20:06] Emilia**
Because...
**[20:08] Emilia**
Mother told me in the very end
**[20:12] Emilia**
that she was proud of me
for keeping my promise.
**[20:16] Emilia**
That I was her treasure.
**[20:18] Echidna**
Since you can't save her, doesn't that
mean you've lost your reason to fight?
**[20:24] Emilia**
Not at all.
**[20:25] Emilia**
I couldn't save Mother,
**[20:27] Emilia**
but I can't say that for certain
about everyone else yet.
**[20:31] Emilia**
They're still sleeping within
the ice, waiting for me.
**[20:35] Emilia**
Only I can save them.
**[20:38] Echidna**
The forest has been contaminated
by the Black Serpent.
**[20:41] Echidna**
What if their bodies are corroded by disease,
even if the frozen soil thaws?
**[20:46] Echidna**
What if none of the land your people
owned for generations remains?
**[20:50] Emilia**
That's just imagining the worst.
**[20:52] Emilia**
They're all waiting to be saved.
**[20:54] Emilia**
I need to wake them up soon
and let them yell at me.
**[20:57] Emilia**
Then they'll smile and tell me
they're glad I'm still alive.
**[21:01] Echidna**
What a foolish delusion.
**[21:03] Emilia**
No, it's the prediction of a happy future!
**[21:06] Emilia**
Mother said that, one day,
**[21:10] Emilia**
we would all leave the forest
and live normal lives.
**[21:12] Emilia**
Just like how we were friends
with Geuse and his people,
**[21:15] Emilia**
and just like how Subaru said he loved me,
**[21:19] Emilia**
the world where Mother and Geuse should
have walked side by side will come!
**[21:24] Echidna**
And the villagers who turned
into ice statues are there?
**[21:29] Echidna**
The ones that *you* froze?
**[21:31] Emilia**
I'll apologize like crazy.
**[21:33] Emilia**
I'll apologize over and over
until they forgive me.
**[21:37] Emilia**
Then, once they forgive me,
I'll show them the world.
**[21:42] Emilia**
I'll tell them we don't need
to live in hiding anymore.
**[21:45] Emilia**
I'll tell them this is the world
Mother Fortuna told us about!
**[21:52] Emilia**
I'll sing my dreams until my throat goes dry,
**[21:55] Emilia**
so Mother up in the skies above can hear me!
**[21:59] Emilia**
I'll tell her that I'm going to live
happily in the world she loved!
**[22:06] Echidna**
I see.
**[22:07] Echidna**
I understand now.
**[22:09] Echidna**
I thought I did before,
but this exceeds my expectations.
**[22:13] Echidna**
You are just that pushy, insolent,
egotistical, and selfish.
**[22:18] Echidna**
The pinnacle of hypocrisy.
**[22:20] Emilia**
True. Is that bad?
**[22:23] Echidna**
Your trial is now over.
**[22:25] Echidna**
However egotistical its ending may be,
**[22:28] Echidna**
it has most definitely settled your past.
**[22:30] Echidna**
Keep using your mother's sacrifice
as an excuse for your resolve
**[22:34] Echidna**
to see your selfish wish
through to the very end.
**[22:37] Emilia**
Say whatever you want.
**[22:39] Emilia**
I'm used to your insults by now.
**[22:44] Echidna**
Two trials remain.
**[22:46] Echidna**
I'd like to say I look forward to
how pathetically you struggle...
**[22:50] Emilia**
Huh? Wait, there are still more trials?
**[22:53] Emilia**
Two more? So three in all?
**[22:56] Echidna**
The remaining trials...
**[22:57] Emilia**
I doubt they will pose a challenge to you.
**[23:00] Emilia**
Really?
**[23:01] Echidna**
Now that you're fighting back,
they'll be a very poor fit.
**[23:05] Echidna**
In a sense, you've abandoned all thought.
**[23:08] Emilia**
That's super mean.
**[23:13] Echidna**
Well, I hate you.
**[23:17] Emilia**
But I don't hate you nearly as much.
**[23:42] Emilia**
Thank you... so much.
**[23:50] Emilia**
I'm sorry, Mother.
**[24:01] Emilia**
Mother...
**[24:04] Emilia**
Mother...
***SIGN*** The Permafrost of Elior Forest
**[24:14] Subaru**
Sorry to push you like that,
**[24:16] Subaru**
but you told me far more than I expected.
**[24:18] Subaru**
Thanks.
**[24:20] Shima**
I always feared that removing
the barrier would
**[24:23] ---**
trample upon the wishes of
Ryuzu Meyer, our progenitor.
**[24:29] Subaru**
I get how you feel.
**[24:31] Subaru**
But when Emilia pulls it off
and everything works out,
**[24:35] Subaru**
we'll be able to call the
whole world a Sanctuary.
**[24:40] Shima**
I leave it to you, Young Su.
**[24:44] Subaru**
Your wish of four hundred
years is on me now.
**[24:49] Subaru**
Anyway, I'd like to let Shima-san rest.
**[24:52] Subaru**
Ram, can you take care of things now?
**[24:54] Garfiel**
Oh, Old Hag Shi's hideout would be better
than Old Hag Ryu's place for that.
**[24:59] Garfiel**
I'll go with—
**[25:00] Otto**
Whoa, wait a second!
**[25:02] ---**
You shouldn't push yourself yet, either.
**[25:04] Otto**
We should let Ram-san and
Ryuzu-san handle it.
**[25:07] Garfiel**
Huh?
**[25:08] Ram**
Garfiel, a boor like you
charging at Shima-sama
**[25:10] ---**
and interrupting her rest
would defeat the purpose.
**[25:14] Ryuzu**
Then I suppose I should go, too.
**[25:17] Ram**
I would appreciate that very much.
**[25:19] Ram**
I would feel guilty leaving Ryuzu-sama in
the care of two men who lack any empathy.
**[25:24] Otto**
That's right.
**[25:26] Otto**
Wait, were you counting
me as one of those m—
**[25:30] Otto**
I guess Ram-san must have sensed it, huh?
**[25:34] Subaru**
Well, the fact that she overlooked...
**[25:37] Subaru**
No, the fact that she was willing to
help us at all meant there was hope.
**[25:42] Garfiel**
Hey, don't go understanding
each other like that!
**[25:44] Garfiel**
Don't ignore me like one
guy among ten morgrelo!
**[25:49] Subaru**
We'd be stuck if you left,
**[25:51] Subaru**
and since Ram is an unknown variable,
I wanted her out of the group.
**[25:54] Garfiel**
Ram? Hang on!
**[25:57] Garfiel**
I don't understand a damn
thing you're sayin' anymo—
**[25:59] Otto**
We're on our way to visit Margrave Mathers.
**[26:03] Garfiel**
Huh?
**[26:03] Otto**
You have two arms, plus both
of us dragging you down.
**[26:07] Otto**
That should be enough to get there, right?
**[26:10] Subaru**
We need to make it back before Emilia
comes out of there all proud.
**[26:18] Roswaal**
Never did I expect you to pay
me a visit at a time like this.
**[26:23] Roswaal**
And what brings you here?
**[26:27] Subaru**
Look at you, greeting us in full makeup.
**[26:30] Subaru**
It's embarrassing when you're
that eager to see us.
**[26:32] Roswaal**
Was it not you who said to me
**[26:36] Roswaal**
that the next time we met,
I should be in full makeup?
**[26:40] Subaru**
Yeah, I guess I did say that.
**[26:43] Roswaal**
Besides, this makeup is my way of
preparing for a battle I cannot lose.
**[26:49] Subaru**
I see. So it's literally your war paint.
**[26:53] Roswaal**
Well, Subaru-kun? What brings you here?
**[26:57] Subaru**
I think you know by now
**[26:59] Subaru**
that the game board you've
set up is falling apart.
**[27:03] Roswaal**
Yes, indeed.
**[27:05] Roswaal**
Seeing who you've brought with you
tells me the situation has changed.
**[27:09] Roswaal**
They certainly have tamed you,
haven't they, Garfiel?
**[27:14] Garfiel**
What?
**[27:15] Roswaal**
But the one that concerns me the most is...
**[27:20] Otto**
You mean... me?
**[27:23] Roswaal**
From the moment you entered, I wondered,
**[27:26] Roswaal**
"Just who is he, anyway?"
**[27:29] Subaru**
Damn, Otto!
**[27:31] Subaru**
You actually got left out of the
prophecy foretelling the future!
**[27:34] Otto**
That doesn't make me happy at all,
**[27:36] Otto**
and I can't hide my shock at how
little sense this all makes!
**[27:38] Roswaal**
And someone like this is here as a witness
to the battle between Subaru-kun and me.
**[27:44] Roswaal**
I see. That must mean he...
**[27:47] Subaru**
Yeah, that's right.
**[27:49] Subaru**
The first gear's been
thrown out of alignment.
**[27:51] Otto**
Huh?
**[27:51] Subaru**
The game board you've been
setting up so carefully
**[27:55] Subaru**
has been invaded by an unknown piece.
**[27:57] Subaru**
That's changed the flow of things...
**[27:59] Subaru**
thanks to my insignificant friend here,
who isn't even in the prophecy.
**[28:06] Roswaal**
Why don't you tell me your name again?
**[28:14] Otto**
My name is Otto Suwen.
**[28:17] Otto**
I'm honored to have this
opportunity to meet you.
**[28:22] Otto**
I'm only a humble merchant, but I thank you.
**[28:26] Roswaal**
I shall remember that, Otto-kun.
**[28:29] Roswaal**
The next time we meet,
I will not overlook you.
**[28:33] Subaru**
Good for you, Otto!
**[28:34] Subaru**
You left a bigger impression on Roswaal
than ever, just like you wanted!
**[28:38] Otto**
This wasn't how I wanted him
to remember me, though!
**[28:42] Roswaal**
So, thanks to Otto-kun,
you made it back on your feet
**[28:46] Roswaal**
and found the backbone you
needed for this last battle.
**[28:49] Subaru**
That's right.
**[28:51] Subaru**
Doesn't it seem kinda weird, though?
**[28:54] Subaru**
It should be the main heroine
that gets me back on my feet.
**[28:58] Subaru**
Why would a male character play
that role? How dense can you be?
**[29:00] Otto**
Don't look at me like it's my fault!
I don't know, either!
**[29:03] Subaru**
I'm just kidding, man.
**[29:07] Roswaal**
I will ask once more.
What have you come here for?
**[29:17] Subaru**
To advise you to surrender.
**[29:20] Subaru**
Shima-san told me the real reason
**[29:23] Subaru**
why this Sanctuary was created.
**[29:28] ---**
# E45 - The Beginning of the Sanctuary and the Beginning of the End
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/GMKUXZ015/the-beginning-of-the-sanctuary-and-the-beginning-of-the-end)
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**[00:14] Echidna**
I see. That is a grave illness.
**[00:17] Echidna**
It's remarkable that you've
endured this long without dying.
**[00:20] Roswaal**
Wh-Who are you?!
**[00:34] Echidna**
You don't even know how to
vent your accumulated mana?
**[00:38] Echidna**
Your lack of understanding
is truly lamentable.
**[01:08] Echidna**
How's that? Do you feel a bit better?
**[01:12] Roswaal**
Wh-What have you done?
**[01:15] ---**
How could a young lady...
**[01:17] Echidna**
I only sucked out your mana directly.
**[01:21] Roswaal**
Mana?
**[01:22] Echidna**
What you have is not a disease.
**[01:25] Echidna**
It's called the Magic Release Period.
**[01:27] Roswaal**
Magic... Release Period?
**[01:29] Echidna**
It is extremely rare.
**[01:32] Echidna**
I'm sure no one has ever
understood you because of it.
**[01:37] Echidna**
But I understand your suffering...
**[01:40] Echidna**
as one who has experienced
the same feelings.
**[01:58] Roswaal**
But who are you?
**[02:00] Echidna**
I am a witch.
**[02:03] Echidna**
An evil witch who occasionally
does nice things.
**[02:08] Echidna**
And you?
**[02:15] Roswaal**
Well, Betty? What do you think of the
romance between our teacher and myself?
**[02:18] Beatrice**
There's nothing to think.
**[02:20] Beatrice**
I didn't hear a single,
solitary thing about it, I suppose.
**[02:23] Beatrice**
Also, "romance"? You're being
far too familiar toward Mother.
**[02:27] Roswaal**
You're right. It was just
an excuse to say it.
**[02:29] Roswaal**
But I still remember every
word she said that day.
**[02:33] Beatrice**
That would cause nothing but
trouble for Mother, I suppose.
**[02:36] Beatrice**
And for me, too, of course.
**[02:39] Ryuzu**
Beatrice-sama, you shouldn't
say things like that.
**[02:42] Ryuzu**
Also, I can understand
how Roswaal-sama feels,
**[02:46] Ryuzu**
as someone else who was
saved by Echidna-sama.
**[02:52] Roswaal**
You must be grateful to
her as well, Ryuzu-kun.
**[02:55] Ryuzu**
Yes.
**[02:56] Roswaal**
If I hadn't met her that day,
**[03:00] Roswaal**
I would still be suffering alone now.
**[03:03] Roswaal**
Either that or, in my despair,
I might have done something rash.
**[03:08] Roswaal**
Instead, I bested my parents and siblings
to overtake the Mathers family,
**[03:14] Roswaal**
all thanks to her.
**[03:16] Beatrice**
Hah! What a shameless
man you are, I suppose!
**[03:19] Beatrice**
It's cowardly to coerce
someone into being grateful!
**[03:22] Ryuzu**
But you often say things like,
"You'd better be grateful."
**[03:27] Beatrice**
Hey! Are you on my side
or Roswaal's, I suppose?!
**[03:33] Beatrice**
You know, I don't like that
lukewarm look in your eyes.
**[03:38] Beatrice**
If there's something you want
to say, then say it, I suppose.
**[03:40] Roswaal**
Well, I love you.
**[03:42] Beatrice**
Don't say disgusting things like that!
**[03:46] Roswaal**
Teacher!
**[03:48] Echidna**
All three of you are here?
**[03:50] Echidna**
Good. Have you been getting
along and not fighting?
**[03:53] Roswaal**
Of course!
**[03:54] Beatrice**
Naturally, I suppose.
**[03:58] Echidna**
Goodness.
**[04:00] Echidna**
Looks like you're all still quite a handful.
**[04:07] Roswaal**
Oh? So you heard that story?
**[04:10] Subaru**
Yeah. They're the memories of Ryuzu Meyer
that Shima-san saw in the graveyard.
**[04:15] Roswaal**
I see.
**[04:17] ---**
That would mean you now know what
happened that day, too...
**[04:22] Roswaal**
The day this Sanctuary was born.
**[04:28] Beatrice**
Really, that Roswaal is
so irritating, I suppose!
**[04:31] Beatrice**
He's utterly intolerable!
**[04:33] Ryuzu**
I think Roswaal-sama was only avenging
me because you were being mean to me.
**[04:41] Beatrice**
D-Don't say I was being mean, I suppose!
**[04:44] Beatrice**
It was much more refined than that!
**[04:46] Ryuzu**
No matter how many doors I opened,
they led to the same room.
**[04:49] Ryuzu**
It was a very frightening experience for me.
**[04:53] Beatrice**
It was just a bit of yin magic, I suppose.
**[04:56] Beatrice**
There's nothing to get so
bent out of shape about.
**[04:59] Roswaal**
I see.
**[05:00] Roswaal**
So even though I did the exact same
thing to you with yang magic,
**[05:05] Roswaal**
you won't get bent out of shape.
**[05:07] Roswaal**
Ngh!
**[05:09] Roswaal**
What a great expression, Beatrice.
**[05:11] Roswaal**
Your face is my second favorite
behind our teacher's, you know.
**[05:15] Beatrice**
What do you think you're saying?!
**[05:18] Beatrice**
You're just some lucky guy who was
blessed with talent and a good family,
**[05:20] Beatrice**
who just happened to find the best
teacher in the world, I suppose!
**[05:23] Beatrice**
Don't let it go to your head!
**[05:25] Ryuzu**
Beatrice-sama, I think you're
just complimenting him.
**[05:29] Roswaal**
Ryuzu-kun, if Beatrice ever bothers
you again, just come to me.
**[05:33] Roswaal**
I'll spank her bottom to teach her a lesson.
**[05:36] Beatrice**
Hah! This girl will never
rely on you, I suppose!
**[05:41] Beatrice**
Go on, tell him!
**[05:43] Ryuzu**
Thank you.
**[05:45] Ryuzu**
If anything happens, I will
certainly let you know.
**[05:48] Beatrice**
How dare you, I suppose?!
**[05:50] Beatrice**
Hmph!
**[05:52] Roswaal**
Sorry I interrupted your reading.
**[05:54] Roswaal**
I apologize on behalf of Beatrice.
**[05:57] Ryuzu**
Please, don't concern yourself with that.
**[05:59] Ryuzu**
I can't exactly call this
"reading" yet, anyway.
**[06:04] Beatrice**
Hmm... Reading books is
a good thing, I suppose.
**[06:07] Beatrice**
Reading makes your life richer.
**[06:10] Roswaal**
So said Beatrice as she echoed the
very same words her teacher used.
**[06:14] Beatrice**
Grr!
**[06:16] Roswaal**
Oh, I know.
**[06:17] Roswaal**
Beatrice, why don't you
become Ryuzu-kun's teacher?
**[06:22] Beatrice**
Me? Teach her?
**[06:24] Ryuzu**
I-I couldn't trouble Beatrice-sama
with that when she's so busy.
**[06:29] Beatrice**
N-Now, I didn't say I wasn't
willing, I suppose.
**[06:33] Beatrice**
It would be a simple task.
**[06:37] Beatrice**
What, I suppose? If you don't
want to, you don't have to.
**[06:41] Beatrice**
It's not as if I'm all that enthus—
**[06:42] Ryuzu**
Oh, no!
**[06:43] Ryuzu**
It would make me very happy
to have you teach me.
**[06:49] Beatrice**
W-Well, if you insist,
then I have no choice, I suppose.
**[06:52] Beatrice**
You really are one lucky girl.
**[06:59] Ryuzu**
Beatrice-sama?
**[07:01] Beatrice**
Mother is calling, I suppose.
**[07:06] Beatrice**
Roswaal! Mother is calling for you, too!
**[07:10] Beatrice**
It's urgent, I suppose!
**[07:11] Roswaal**
I know!
**[07:13] Roswaal**
It seems... he is here.
**[07:24] Roswaal**
I have confirmation.
**[07:26] Roswaal**
It is definitely him.
**[07:29] Echidna**
I see.
**[07:30] Roswaal**
We should flee from here immediately!
**[07:32] Roswaal**
If he comes here, our plan will fail,
**[07:35] Roswaal**
and it will be impossible to start over!
**[07:38] Roswaal**
Teacher! There is no time for hesitation!
**[07:41] Roswaal**
I cannot be of any use to you yet.
**[07:44] Roswaal**
If you ask me to be your shield,
I will gladly do so!
**[07:47] Roswaal**
But if we fail to take countermeasures...
**[07:51] Echidna**
It's not as if there's nothing we can do.
**[07:53] Echidna**
The plans for the Sanctuary
are in place, to an extent.
**[07:58] Echidna**
Construction of the theory is complete.
**[08:00] Roswaal**
Th-Then...
**[08:01] Echidna**
But we still lack the core
necessary for generating the barrier.
**[08:06] Echidna**
Without it, the barrier won't function.
**[08:09] Roswaal**
All the work we've done...
**[08:12] Roswaal**
The Sanctuary was just one
step away from completion!
**[08:20] Ryuzu**
Um... For this core that
you don't have yet...
**[08:26] Ryuzu**
Could I be of any use?
**[08:30] Roswaal**
Ryuzu-kun...
**[08:31] Ryuzu**
I've heard about it already.
**[08:34] Ryuzu**
The one who meets the requirements to be
the core for Echidna-sama's barrier is me.
**[08:40] EChidna**
Did Beatrice tell you that?
**[08:43] Ryuzu**
Yes.
**[08:45] Echidna**
It's true that there's a good chance you
would function as the barrier's core,
**[08:50] Echidna**
but only after your mana and
the land adapt to one another.
**[08:54] Ryuzu**
So I can't do it right now?
**[08:57] Roswaal**
This is no ordinary barrier.
**[08:59] Roswaal**
We spent years gathering people with
mixed human and demihuman blood here
**[09:03] Roswaal**
on a scale large enough
to activate the barrier.
**[09:05] Roswaal**
You are the last push needed to complete it.
**[09:09] Roswaal**
But...
**[09:15] Ryuzu**
I'm sure the two of you have
a way to make it work, yes?
**[09:21] Ryuzu**
Echidna-sama and Roswaal-sama,
the two of you saved me.
**[09:26] Ryuzu**
I've been so happy to live without
being ostracized or looked down upon.
**[09:32] Ryuzu**
If I can repay you for the time
I've had to live this way,
**[09:35] Ryuzu**
I believe that would give my life meaning.
**[09:43] Roswaal**
Teacher...
**[09:45] Echidna**
We will use your od as the catalyst
to make the Sanctuary's core.
**[09:50] Echidna**
That should shorten the process and
allow the barrier to function.
**[09:55] Ryuzu**
And then the Sanctuary will be saved?
**[09:58] Echidna**
It will make it possible to
drive away the current threat.
**[10:02] Ryuzu**
When would you get started?
**[10:04] Echidna**
Right away.
**[10:06] Echidna**
I'm having Beatrice prepare the location
where the core will be placed.
**[10:10] Echidna**
All I would need is enough
time to construct the spell.
**[10:14] Roswaal**
And that is my job, correct?
**[10:17] Roswaal**
I will do everything in
my power to buy time.
**[10:21] Roswaal**
Ryuzu-kun, I'm sorry.
**[10:23] Roswaal**
My strength alone is insufficient
to protect our teacher.
**[10:27] Ryuzu**
No, you have also given
me so much, Roswaal-sama.
**[10:32] Ryuzu**
If anything, I am truly grateful.
**[10:34] Ryuzu**
I have no reason to resent you.
**[10:39] Roswaal**
I will go at once.
**[10:41] Roswaal**
Teacher, please prepare the barrier
and call Beatrice back here.
**[10:46] Echidna**
Perhaps we shouldn't let
Beatrice know about this?
**[10:49] Roswaal**
If we don't call Beatrice back right now,
**[10:51] Roswaal**
she will despise both you and me forever.
**[10:55] Roswaal**
Of course, she might do that
even if we do call her...
**[10:59] Echidna**
Very well. I'll take your advice.
**[11:15] Ryuzu**
Beatrice-sama...
**[11:31] Hector**
You still want to keep going?
**[11:35] Hector**
Shut up.
**[11:36] Hector**
You're too noisy.
**[11:37] ---**
You're annoying me.
**[11:39] ---**
You're a pain in the ass.
**[11:40] Hector**
I'm losing interest.
**[11:41] ---**
I'm losing heart.
**[11:43] Roswaal**
I... I have to stop you... here.
**[11:49] Hector**
I really hate this.
**[11:51] ---**
It's bringing me down so much.
**[11:53] Hector**
I'm so sad... so distraught...
**[11:55] Hector**
This is the worst of the
worst of the worst.
**[11:59] ---**
So depressing.
**[12:07] Hector**
Is someone there?
**[12:12] Hector**
So depressing.
**[12:16] Roswaal**
Al Goa!
**[12:22] Hector**
Getting sweaty annoys me so much.
**[12:26] Roswaal**
Damn you, Devil of Melancholy!
**[12:29] Hector**
I hate that name.
**[12:31] ---**
It crushes my spirit.
**[12:33] Hector**
Do you think I ended up like
this because I wanted to?
**[12:37] Roswaal**
No matter how you try to
twist the way you live,
**[12:41] Roswaal**
you're the one who chose the life you
have now from among limited choices!
**[12:45] Roswaal**
Don't you dare play the victim...
**[12:48] Roswaal**
Devil of Melancholy, Hector!
**[12:52] Hector**
Your correct statement makes me
feel hurt and uncomfortable.
**[12:55] Hector**
I really just can't stand you at all.
**[13:04] Hector**
Your bones are crushed,
your organs are splattered,
**[13:07] ---**
your heart is splintered.
**[13:09] Hector**
With that out of the way, how about now?
**[13:14] Echidna**
I suppose it would be a stretch
to say I made it in time.
**[13:19] Hector**
No, you are right on time.
**[13:22] Hector**
Your pupil fought bravely to
keep me here and buy you time.
**[13:29] Echidna**
This hurts more than I expected.
**[13:32] Hector**
If you want to cry,
shall we set aside time for it?
**[13:35] Echidna**
You haven't changed a bit, have you?
**[13:38] Echidna**
You're exactly how you
were when we parted ways.
**[13:40] Hector**
And just like then, you still
don't know how to talk to me.
**[13:44] Hector**
You were so adorable back then, though.
**[13:53] Beatrice**
How long are you going to lie there
looking pathetic, I suppose?
**[13:57] Ryuzu**
Huh? Beatrice-sama?
**[13:59] Beatrice**
Stop spacing out. We need to move
while Mother is buying us time.
**[14:04] Ryuzu**
B-But...
**[14:06] Beatrice**
The preparations are complete.
**[14:08] Beatrice**
That's what Mother said, I suppose.
**[14:13] Ryuzu**
All right.
**[14:15] Ryuzu**
Let's go, Beatrice-sama.
**[14:31] Beatrice**
If you don't want to become
a part of this crystal,
**[14:34] Beatrice**
don't just stand there
staring mindlessly at it.
**[14:36] Ryuzu**
I'm sorry... I know this isn't the time.
**[14:39] Beatrice**
So what now, I suppose?
**[14:41] Beatrice**
Mother told me to bring you here,
but nothing beyond that.
**[14:47] Ryuzu**
Yet you can still do as
Echidna-sama tells you.
**[14:52] Beatrice**
Of course, I suppose.
**[14:54] Beatrice**
To me, Mother is absolute.
**[14:57] Beatrice**
You and the people living
here are truly blessed.
**[15:01] Beatrice**
Once this is all taken care of,
**[15:03] Beatrice**
you can repay that by working
your hardest, I suppose.
**[15:11] Beatrice**
You're smiling, but that's not
an agreeable look on your face.
**[15:21] Ryuzu**
I-I'm sorry! Something got into my eye.
**[15:27] Beatrice**
Actually, you just stay here and
don't do anything, I suppose.
**[15:31] Beatrice**
I'm going to help Mother.
**[15:33] Beatrice**
I also need to save Roswaal before
he ends up dead, I suppose.
**[15:38] Beatrice**
So from tomorrow on...
**[15:43] Ryuzu**
Beatrice-sama, thank you for everything
you've done over all this time.
**[15:48] Beatrice**
Huh?
**[15:49] Ryuzu**
It's time to say goodbye.
**[15:52] Beatrice**
What do you mean by "goodbye"?
**[15:55] Ryuzu**
This facility has been prepared to
place a barrier over the forest.
**[15:59] Ryuzu**
I was to spend time activating
the barrier as its core...
**[16:03] Ryuzu**
But the time I have is no longer enough.
**[16:07] Beatrice**
Time... for the barrier?
**[16:09] Beatrice**
I-If that man is interfering, I'll—
**[16:12] Ryuzu**
You can't win just by fighting him.
**[16:14] Ryuzu**
That's what the Sanctuary is for.
**[16:16] Ryuzu**
That's why Roswaal-sama
has sacrificed so much.
**[16:19] Ryuzu**
Because he knows he can't
save Echidna-sama otherwise.
**[16:24] Ryuzu**
If we can just complete the barrier,
we can protect this place.
**[16:27] Ryuzu**
I will offer myself up for that purpose.
**[16:31] Beatrice**
Don't say such ridiculous things!
**[16:33] Beatrice**
You'll offer yourself up?
**[16:35] ---**
You don't even know magic!
What can you do, I suppose?!
**[16:39] Beatrice**
You can't—
**[16:44] Beatrice**
This magic crystal will be the catalyst
**[16:47] Beatrice**
to form the barrier using
your od as the core?
**[16:50] Ryuzu**
Yes. That was Echidna-sama's idea.
**[16:55] Beatrice**
Wait! You're wrong!
**[16:57] Beatrice**
I'll go talk to Mother about it
myself right now, I suppose!
**[17:01] Beatrice**
Mother dotes on me! I know she'll lis—
**[17:03] Ryuzu**
We don't have that much time.
**[17:05] Ryuzu**
The decision has to be made right now.
**[17:08] Beatrice**
Then my decision is that I'm
going to go help Mother!
**[17:12] Beatrice**
Together, Mother and I can
beat him easily, I suppose!
**[17:19] Beatrice**
Everyone can just run away from
here through my Door Crossing.
**[17:25] Beatrice**
Right? I'll do that, I suppose!
**[17:27] Beatrice**
It will be hard on me with so many people,
**[17:30] Beatrice**
but I can pull it off!
**[17:32] Beatrice**
And I'll find an opening to grab Roswaal
and get Mother away, I suppose!
**[17:36] Beatrice**
See? That will—
**[17:41] Ryuzu**
Do you want to live your life running away,
afraid of being chased again?
**[17:46] Ryuzu**
We finally have a place
where we can enjoy peace,
**[17:49] Ryuzu**
thanks to Echidna-sama and Roswaal-sama.
**[17:52] Ryuzu**
If we abandon it, how long will
it take to build a new Sanctuary?
**[17:58] Ryuzu**
I've been granted more than enough
time to enjoy warmth and kindness.
**[18:04] Ryuzu**
I love this place.
**[18:06] Ryuzu**
I'm truly happy that I was able to live here.
**[18:10] Ryuzu**
I love the smiles of
everyone who lives here.
**[18:14] Ryuzu**
I don't want to lose them.
**[18:18] Beatrice**
No matter what you think about this place,
**[18:21] Beatrice**
it doesn't exist for people like you!
**[18:24] Ryuzu**
Yes, I know.
**[18:28] Beatrice**
Then... If you know that, then why?!
**[18:34] Ryuzu**
It's all right.
**[18:35] Ryuzu**
That may have been true in the beginning.
**[18:38] Ryuzu**
But...
**[18:40] Ryuzu**
There's no way all of the time we spent here
**[18:44] Ryuzu**
can stay as it was in the beginning.
**[18:47] Ryuzu**
The choice to live here,
**[18:49] Ryuzu**
and the choice to talk with you,
**[18:52] Ryuzu**
were all choices I made on my own.
**[18:57] Ryuzu**
I haven't lost anything.
**[19:01] Ryuzu**
I still have everything I've been given.
**[19:05] Ryuzu**
Living here made me happy.
**[19:08] Ryuzu**
So to protect all of those times... I must go.
**[19:13] Ryuzu**
I offer my affection and gratitude to you,
Beatrice-sama, over and over again.
**[19:29] Ryuzu**
Beatrice-sama...
**[19:33] Ryuzu**
Be careful not to eat too many sweets.
**[19:49] Beatrice**
Th-The books...
**[19:52] Beatrice**
I promised to teach you
how to read and write.
**[20:08] Ryuzu**
Thank you.
**[20:23] Ryuzu**
Goodbye,
**[20:25] Ryuzu**
Betty.
**[20:32] Subaru**
And that's everything I was told.
**[20:37] Roswaal**
And?
**[20:38] Roswaal**
Assuming that story is true, what of it?
**[20:43] Subaru**
I'll say it again! Surrender!
**[20:46] Subaru**
The course of events has changed.
**[20:48] Subaru**
Stop the people you sent to the mansion.
**[20:50] Subaru**
Then all of this can be reconciled!
**[20:54] Roswaal**
I refuse, Subaru-kun.
**[20:57] Roswaal**
I didn't come through these 400 years
only to bend to a change of this degree.
**[21:02] Roswaal**
If you think bringing in a
pawn from outside the board
**[21:04] Roswaal**
and removing Garfiel gives you an advantage,
you are very mistaken.
**[21:09] Garfiel**
What?!
**[21:10] Roswaal**
Am I wrong?
**[21:12] Roswaal**
You snapped so vigorously
at outsiders before,
**[21:15] Roswaal**
and now you're one of Subaru-kun's
merry band of friends.
**[21:20] Roswaal**
I am quite surprised at how
quickly you changed your tune.
**[21:23] Garfiel**
Heh! Nothin' you say carries
any weight, Roswaal!
**[21:28] Roswaal**
Carries no weight...
**[21:30] Roswaal**
After clinging to one desire every
day for the past ten years,
**[21:34] Roswaal**
then letting it go with such ease,
you say *I* carry no weight?
**[21:37] Roswaal**
What a pathetic joke.
**[21:40] Roswaal**
A wish does not simply go away.
**[21:43] Roswaal**
If you truly loved your mother and family,
**[21:46] Roswaal**
if you loved them that much,
**[21:48] Roswaal**
would you really change so readily?
**[21:51] Roswaal**
Or did you not love your
mother and family at all?
**[21:56] Roswaal**
Is a wish that folded the moment
your fangs were broken off
**[22:00] Roswaal**
what you spent your last ten years on?
**[22:02] Garfiel**
Don't get the wrong idea.
**[22:05] Roswaal**
The wrong idea?
**[22:07] Garfiel**
I didn't just decide to follow my
boss 'cause he beat me in a fight.
**[22:12] Garfiel**
I spent ten years clingin' to the past.
**[22:16] Garfiel**
I just faced that past for
the first time in ten years.
**[22:20] Roswaal**
You confronted your past? You?
**[22:23] Garfiel**
I ain't interested in tellin' you what I saw
there or why I started followin' my boss.
**[22:29] Garfiel**
But I will tell you the one big reason
I decided to follow him instead of you.
**[22:38] Garfiel**
'Cause rather than the one who
told me to stay weak forever,
**[22:42] Garfiel**
why wouldn't I follow the one who says,
"I need you because you're strong"?
**[22:49] Garfiel**
Huh? What?!
**[22:51] Subaru**
Oh, nothing. I'm counting on you, man.
**[22:57] Subaru**
Garfiel saw the past.
**[23:00] Subaru**
Even if he's standing here as a result,
**[23:02] Subaru**
that doesn't mean the love he had for
his family for ten years is any weaker.
**[23:07] Subaru**
The strength of his feelings hasn't changed.
**[23:10] Subaru**
He changed without ever changing.
**[23:14] Subaru**
The same goes for you.
**[23:16] Subaru**
If your methods... If you were just
facing the same direction as us,
**[23:20] Subaru**
we could get along.
**[23:21] Subaru**
It's not too late to turn back!
**[23:26] Roswaal**
I still have the advantage.
**[23:29] Subaru**
What?
**[23:30] Roswaal**
Per the terms of our wager,
your greatest weapon was bound,
**[23:34] Roswaal**
making you an ordinary person.
**[23:36] Roswaal**
And what can an ordinary person like you do?
**[23:39] Roswaal**
You cannot do anything!
**[23:41] Roswaal**
Nothing at all!
**[23:43] Roswaal**
You are less than ordinary!
What can you do?!
**[23:45] Roswaal**
In the Sanctuary, no one can violate
the feelings carved into you by time!
**[23:49] Roswaal**
No one! That will never change!
**[23:51] Roswaal**
My 400 years will never be overturned
by an ordinary person like you!
**[23:58] Subaru**
Because feelings don't change?
**[24:00] Roswaal**
Yes!
**[24:01] Subaru**
Because it's what you've
believed for so long?
**[24:05] Roswaal**
Yes, that's right!
**[24:06] Subaru**
Why don't you ever look at anything
but the weakness of feelings?!
**[24:11] Subaru**
You know that caring about someone
for a long time is a strong feeling!
**[24:15] Subaru**
Why do you only try to
see the weakness in it?!
**[24:18] Roswaal**
Because that is what I believe!
**[24:22] Roswaal**
In the same way that you find hope
by believing in another's strength,
**[24:26] Roswaal**
I believe that everyone always remains weak!
**[24:30] Roswaal**
So weak and fragile that, other than
clinging to just one precious thing,
**[24:33] Roswaal**
they aren't even capable of
fulfilling their own desires!
**[24:37] Roswaal**
That's what I believe!
**[24:39] Roswaal**
For 400 years, I have loved only one woman.
**[24:43] Roswaal**
That is far longer than the
time we spent together.
**[24:46] Roswaal**
And even after being
without her for so long,
**[24:48] Roswaal**
her image is forever burned into me.
**[24:51] Roswaal**
It never stops burning my very soul!
**[24:56] Roswaal**
My heart is still in pieces,
as it has been since the day we parted.
**[25:00] Roswaal**
Nothing has changed for me!
**[25:04] Roswaal**
I'll say it one more time.
**[25:06] Roswaal**
I still have the advantage.
**[25:09] Roswaal**
And if parts of our stories
don't match, what then?
**[25:13] Roswaal**
For both you and me, so long as
that one crucial person remains,
**[25:18] Roswaal**
the battle will never end.
**[25:20] Subaru**
Don't underestimate Emilia.
**[25:22] Subaru**
She won't go along with your ideas anymore.
**[25:25] Subaru**
She'll overcome it all!
**[25:27] Roswaal**
You really think that's possible?
**[25:29] Roswaal**
She'll be stranded with nowhere to go,
her own regrets will crush her,
**[25:33] Roswaal**
she'll be sorry she ever aspired to change,
**[25:36] Roswaal**
and she'll cling to you in tears.
**[25:38] Roswaal**
That's what suits—
**[25:39] Subaru**
Crying doesn't suit any woman!
**[25:42] Subaru**
I've never seen a girl who
sucked that bad at crying!
**[25:47] Roswaal**
She will be hurt and held in contempt.
**[25:49] ---**
That is the fate of the half-elf.
**[25:52] Roswaal**
Born with the curse of sharing the
same lineage as the Witch of Envy,
**[25:56] Roswaal**
it's inevitable that she
will be scorned as a witch!
**[26:00] Subaru**
Screw you!
**[26:02] Subaru**
How the hell is she a witch?!
**[26:04] Subaru**
You're the ones ganging up
on her to make her one!
**[26:07] Subaru**
Has anyone ever even told her
**[26:11] Subaru**
that it's okay to cry if she's hurt or sad?!
**[26:14] Subaru**
If she can't wipe her own tears away,
someone outside will dry them for her!
**[26:18] Subaru**
Has anyone ever told her that there's
someone out there who'll do that for her?!
**[26:24] Subaru**
If no one else will do it, I will!
**[26:27] Subaru**
Feelings...
**[26:29] ---**
Curses...
**[26:30] Subaru**
If you believe they're things
that can never change,
**[26:33] Subaru**
we'll just pound the truth into you!
**[26:36] Subaru**
My name is Natsuki Subaru!
**[26:39] Subaru**
I am the silver-haired
half-elf Emilia's knight!
**[26:46] Subaru**
Emilia's coming, Roswaal.
**[26:49] Subaru**
That girl you're so convinced is weak
**[26:53] Subaru**
is gonna come to sever that
last desire of yours!
**[26:57] Roswaal**
So my suspicions were correct, Natsuki Subaru.
**[27:01] Subaru**
What?
**[27:02] Roswaal**
You and I are alike...
**[27:06] Roswaal**
in the sense that we both force our
ideals upon the women we love.
**[27:10] Subaru**
You believe in weakness,
and I believe in strength.
**[27:15] Subaru**
I will agree on the point
that you and I are alike.
**[27:22] Subaru**
Let's go.
***SIGN*** The Beginning of the Sanctuary
and the Beginning of the End
**[27:28] Subaru**
Stupid idiot!
**[27:42] Emilia**
Right. I'm fine now.
**[27:55] Ram**
Welcome back, Emilia-sama.
**[27:57] ---**
# E46 - Reunion of Roars
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/GVWU0V1MZ/reunion-of-roars)
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**[00:06] Subaru**
Damn it... I wanted to stop
the raid on the mansion,
**[00:09] Subaru**
but I think I just made it inevitable.
**[00:12] Garfiel**
Hah! Well, hearin' all that
sure made me feel good.
**[00:15] Otto**
If that hadn't been a negotiation
to resolve things peacefully,
**[00:19] Otto**
I might have agreed with you.
**[00:21] Subaru**
I have to get to the mansion
as fast as possible!
**[00:25] Subaru**
Yet here I am...
**[00:26] Otto**
To say we're short-handed right
now is an understatement.
**[00:30] Garfiel**
Well, I'll go with ya, then.
**[00:32] Both**
Huh?
**[00:33] Garfiel**
What?
**[00:35] Otto**
Are you sure you understand?
**[00:36] Otto**
Going to the mansion means
leaving the Sanctuary.
**[00:40] Otto**
Wouldn't the barrier stop you?
**[00:42] Garfiel**
Barrier?
**[00:44] Garfiel**
That ain't a problem.
**[00:45] Both**
Huh?!
**[00:46] Garfiel**
Like my sister, I have a
mixed-blood dad and a human mom.
**[00:52] Garfiel**
My mixed blood's too thin for it to stop me.
**[00:55] Subaru**
But I heard you and Frederica
had different fathers!
**[00:59] Garfiel**
Huh? Well, y'know...
**[01:02] Garfiel**
My mom had shit for luck and
shit for taste in men.
**[01:07] Garfiel**
You figure it out!
**[01:10] Subaru**
You should've told me that sooner!
**[01:17] Garfiel**
I'm already the strongest
there is, but with these,
**[01:21] Garfiel**
I'll be even stronger!
**[01:23] Subaru**
Give us a good show of
just how strong you are!
**[01:28] Garfiel**
You can count on it.
**[01:29] Garfiel**
No one can run from Reinhard, as they say.
**[01:33] Subaru**
He's still alive, and he
already has his own idiom?
**[01:36] Subaru**
Seriously?
**[01:38] Otto**
Everything's ready here, too.
**[01:40] Subaru**
Now we just have to hope Elsa
and her partner aren't early.
**[01:44] Subaru**
I'm counting on you guys and on our enemy!
**[01:47] Subaru**
That's the art of war, Natsuki Subaru style!
**[01:49] Subaru**
My *Reverse Fuurinkazan*!
**[01:52] Garfiel**
Th-That's so cool!
**[01:54] Subaru**
Thanks for all the help, you two morons!
**[01:57] Otto**
Can't you just thank people
normally, you one moron?!
**[02:00] Subaru**
So anyway, Ram...
**[02:02] Subaru**
The rest is up to you.
**[02:03] Ram**
Fine. Do as you like.
**[02:05] Ram**
I'm going to do as I like from this point on.
**[02:16] Subaru**
Ram...
**[02:19] Subaru**
Don't do anything crazy.
**[02:22] Ram**
Is that for you to say, Barusu?
**[02:23] Ram**
Don't make me laugh.
**[02:27] Subaru**
Okay, people!
**[02:28] Subaru**
Sorry this has all been so irregular, but...
**[02:31] Head**
Subaru-sama,
**[02:32] Head**
you need not worry about us.
**[02:35] Head**
Our internal officer has
already told us everything.
**[02:42] Guy**
Go on, get moving!
**[02:43] Guy**
But you should probably wipe
your nose off when it bleeds.
**[02:46] Guy**
You don't want Petra to be disappointed!
**[02:49] Subaru**
Thanks, you guys!
**[02:50] Subaru**
But...
**[02:51] Guy**
Subaru-sama, just give
up and let us help you!
**[02:55] Otto**
Um, who's your internal offic—
**[02:57] Subaru**
Off we go!
**[04:29] Ram**
So the three idiots hitched the carriage
to their very clever ground dragon
**[04:33] Ram**
and set off for the mansion.
**[04:36] Emilia**
All right, I understand.
**[04:38] Emilia**
Honestly, what am I going to do with him?
**[04:41] Ram**
Is that all?
**[04:42] Emilia**
I guess I am still a little angry.
**[04:45] Emilia**
Did Subaru really mean it
when he said he loved me?
**[04:49] Ram**
Barusu cares about you more than anyone else.
**[04:53] Emilia**
Right. Thank you.
**[04:55] Ram**
Emilia-sama, does your return mean that...
**[04:59] Emilia**
The trial?
**[05:00] Emilia**
Yes. I was able to confront my past,
**[05:04] Emilia**
but it seems there are two more trials to go.
**[05:07] Emilia**
So I'll have to go into
the graveyard again later.
**[05:15] Ram**
You truly have grown stronger.
**[05:20] Ram**
Emilia-sama, I am truly sorry.
**[05:23] Emilia**
What brought this on?
**[05:25] Ram**
This is the first time I've ever
lowered my head and meant it.
**[05:31] Ram**
Before now, I didn't believe that
you would get back on your feet.
**[05:36] Ram**
But here you are now,
standing in front of me,
**[05:40] Ram**
with your chest high and
your eyes facing forward.
**[05:42] Ram**
You only lose a few points for the
tear marks remaining on your cheeks.
**[05:46] Emilia**
Huh? Oh, darn it!
**[05:49] Emilia**
So did you help Subaru and Otto-kun
because you thought I was just a crybaby?
**[05:55] Ram**
Don't be silly. It was you I helped,
**[05:58] Ram**
and you who determined that
helping would be worth my while.
**[06:01] Emilia**
It... was? But why?
**[06:05] Emilia**
What made you decide to help me?
**[06:09] Ram**
When asking for something,
one must show one's sincerity.
**[06:19] Ram**
I beg of you, Emilia-sama.
**[06:21] Ram**
Please save my master, Roswaal-sama.
**[06:25] Emilia**
Roswaal?
**[06:27] Ram**
He has become possessed by delusions.
**[06:31] Ram**
Delusions that have bound his soul
like a curse for a long, long time.
**[06:36] Ram**
I might not have have minded that.
**[06:39] Ram**
Even if he wouldn't look at me,
**[06:41] Ram**
even if he only thought of me as a tool...
**[06:45] Emilia**
Ram...
**[06:47] Ram**
But his delusions have already strayed
from the path toward a clean conclusion.
**[06:51] Ram**
His wish has lost its direction,
**[06:53] Ram**
and he clings to words written
purely for aesthetics.
**[06:57] Ram**
Please break through that.
**[07:01] Emilia**
What should I do?
**[07:04] Ram**
Assume the royal throne.
**[07:09] Ram**
Once you assume the throne of Lugunica,
**[07:12] Ram**
Roswaal-sama's wish will be fulfilled.
**[07:15] Ram**
Even if he's walked astray
from his path for so long,
**[07:17] Ram**
the day his wish comes to fruition will come.
**[07:20] Ram**
Please tell Roswaal-sama that.
**[07:24] Ram**
Give him a reason to live through
both present and the future.
**[07:30] Ram**
Please, Emilia-sama.
**[07:35] Ram**
Please save him.
**[07:49] Emilia**
I don't quite understand what my becoming
the ruler has to do with saving Roswaal.
**[07:56] Emilia**
I don't think I can truly understand
your wishes just yet, either.
**[08:02] Emilia**
But...
**[08:03] Emilia**
This is the first time you've
ever asked anything of me.
**[08:09] Emilia**
All right, Ram.
**[08:11] Emilia**
You believed in me, and I want to repay that.
**[08:15] Emilia**
I'm sure that's something I
have to start on by myself now.
**[08:32] Roswaal**
Would you mind...
**[08:34] Roswaal**
if I offered my congratulations to you, too?
**[08:45] Emilia**
That's close enough.
**[08:47] Roswaal**
Well, well...
**[08:50] Roswaal**
What a fine welcome this is, Emilia-sama.
**[08:53] Roswaal**
Despite how I may appear,
my concern for you is genuine.
**[08:57] Roswaal**
You could even say I pity you.
**[09:00] Emilia**
Pity... me?
**[09:02] Roswaal**
Yes, I pity you from the bottom of my heart.
**[09:06] Roswaal**
You have no idea how to be loved other
than to do what people expect of you,
**[09:10] Roswaal**
yet you are forced to confront
a past that you never wanted.
**[09:16] Roswaal**
Allow me to congratulate you,
**[09:19] Roswaal**
with all of the pity and
compassion I can offer.
**[09:23] Roswaal**
Well done overcoming the trial!
**[09:25] Roswaal**
I was convinced that you
were incapable of it.
**[09:29] Emilia**
It's hard to thank you when
you congratulate me that way.
**[09:33] Emilia**
You said you didn't think I could do it.
**[09:36] Emilia**
Are you reconsidering that?
**[09:39] Emilia**
You're right. I know I've
worried you a great deal.
**[09:43] Emilia**
All I've been able to do is lose my nerve.
**[09:46] Emilia**
I've caused so much trouble for
Puck, for Subaru... for everyone.
**[09:50] Emilia**
But they all saved me.
**[09:53] Emilia**
I was utterly useless,
**[09:55] Emilia**
and they lent me a helping hand.
**[09:57] Emilia**
It made me realize that I can't
just go on being discouraged.
**[10:04] Roswaal**
You say the same things Subaru-kun did.
**[10:07] Roswaal**
Are you simply repeating his words?
**[10:09] Ram**
Roswaal-sama!
**[10:11] Roswaal**
Your borrowed words, the place
that has been prepared for you,
**[10:14] Roswaal**
and even your attempts at the trial were
decisions made only after the stage was set.
**[10:19] Roswaal**
Yet even knowing that, Subaru-kun
urges you to do terrible things.
**[10:22] Emilia**
That's not true! Subaru wants—
**[10:25] Roswaal**
We both know him.
**[10:26] Roswaal**
He was not speaking with logic or reason,
**[10:28] Roswaal**
but only gave you an exceptionally
loud pep talk. Am I wrong?
**[10:32] Roswaal**
He imposed his self-satisfaction on you,
**[10:34] Roswaal**
forcing you to fit his ideal with the
emotional assertion that you could do it.
**[10:38] Roswaal**
I understand. I truly do.
**[10:40] Roswaal**
After all, he and I...
**[10:43] Roswaal**
are two of a kind.
**[10:46] Emilia**
You and Subaru are two of a kind?
**[10:49] Emilia**
What does that mean?
**[10:50] Roswaal**
That we both force our ideals
upon the women we love.
**[10:56] Roswaal**
I'm sure he has spoiled you
**[10:58] Roswaal**
and treated you with
utmost kindness and care.
**[11:01] Roswaal**
He never even considered that you
are not a normal girl, did he?
**[11:05] Roswaal**
The you he loves is the ideal you
that lives within his own mind.
**[11:11] Roswaal**
Am I wrong?
**[11:19] Emilia**
Is that all?
**[11:21] Emilia**
That's the only thing that makes
you think you're like him?
**[11:27] Emilia**
If that's all you want to say...
**[11:30] Emilia**
You and Subaru aren't the same at all.
**[11:34] Emilia**
Subaru told me that I was a pain in the ass.
**[11:39] Roswaal**
What?
**[11:40] Emilia**
He asked who I thought I was,
causing trouble for him when he's done so much.
**[11:46] Emilia**
He told me not to keep brooding
over what's in the past.
**[11:50] Emilia**
He said I was all talk,
and he couldn't put up with it.
**[11:55] Emilia**
And everything he said was right.
**[11:57] Emilia**
I was weak, all talk,
and insufficient in every way.
**[12:03] Emilia**
Subaru truly sees me for who I am.
**[12:06] Emilia**
So I know you and Subaru are nothing alike.
**[12:13] Emilia**
When I want to do something,
**[12:15] Emilia**
when I wish I could change,
**[12:17] Emilia**
he takes my hand and helps me.
**[12:20] Emilia**
He taught me that there are people
who would say that for me.
**[12:23] Roswaal**
You do not think he was simply deceiving you?
**[12:25] Roswaal**
All to tactfully get you back on your feet?
**[12:28] Emilia**
No. He wasn't lying.
**[12:30] Emilia**
What Subaru felt when he said he
believed in me won't turn into a lie.
**[12:35] Emilia**
I won't let it.
**[12:36] Emilia**
I'll turn the lies into wishes.
**[12:38] Emilia**
That's what I need to do right now,
and what I want to do.
**[12:50] Roswaal**
You just continue to change.
**[12:54] Roswaal**
This is exceedingly difficult
for me to accept.
**[13:02] Emilia**
Roswaal?
**[13:04] Roswaal**
Your decision is priceless,
**[13:06] Roswaal**
and your will to walk forward is noble.
**[13:08] Roswaal**
This is precisely why I pity you.
**[13:12] Roswaal**
The decision you've made that
justifies you getting hurt
**[13:16] Roswaal**
is already meaningless in this
world that will soon end.
**[13:19] Emilia**
The world... will end?
**[13:21] Roswaal**
More precisely, it is moving toward its end.
**[13:24] Roswaal**
This world has strayed from the correct path
**[13:27] Roswaal**
and now proceeds toward
the wrong destination.
**[13:30] Roswaal**
The Sanctuary and the royal selection
have already lost all meaning.
**[13:34] Emilia**
Roswaal?
**[13:35] Emilia**
Why do you sound like you're giving up?
**[13:38] Emilia**
Weren't you... Weren't you and
I the ones who started this?
**[13:41] Emilia**
And you'd give up before it's over?
I won't allow that!
**[13:45] Roswaal**
Then what is it you wish to do?
**[13:48] Emilia**
I don't know!
**[13:50] Emilia**
But what's wrong is wrong!
**[13:52] Emilia**
Don't give up!
**[13:53] Emilia**
That's just too selfish!
**[13:56] Roswaal**
You really do sound just like Subaru-kun.
**[14:01] Roswaal**
How much of your boastful speech
can ever be realized, I wonder?
**[14:07] Emilia**
That's what I'm about to show you.
**[14:11] Emilia**
In the graveyard... no,
outside the Sanctuary, too.
**[14:16] Ram**
Emilia-sama...
**[14:18] Emilia**
I'm going now, Ram.
**[14:20] Emilia**
I promise I'll take care of
the favor you asked of me.
**[14:33] Roswaal**
It was my teacher and I who started it.
**[14:36] Roswaal**
That is the one thing you
got wrong, Emilia-sama.
**[14:51] Roswaal**
It seems her resolve is far
stronger than I realized.
**[14:56] Ram**
Roswaal-sama, how much of our
conversation did you hear?
**[15:00] Roswaal**
I saw you kneel before her.
**[15:04] Roswaal**
You are quite the actress.
**[15:06] Roswaal**
I have heard that you
assisted them with Garfiel.
**[15:11] Roswaal**
Of course, I know you believed
it was the right thing to do.
**[15:15] Ram**
What do you intend to do now?
**[15:20] Roswaal**
What I desire has not changed,
**[15:23] Roswaal**
though I am now forced to
work a bit harder for it.
**[15:26] Ram**
What shall I...
**[15:27] Roswaal**
Remain here and await Emilia-sama's return.
**[15:30] Roswaal**
If no one were here to
welcome her brave soul back,
**[15:34] Roswaal**
even my own heart would ache for her.
**[15:48] Ram**
* The reason I took that bet was because it*
* seemed like my best chance at getting my wish.*
**[15:55] Otto**
Hello, Ram-san.
**[15:57] Otto**
It's a lovely evening, isn't it?
The breeze feels so cool.
**[16:01] Ram**
You're the boy who was with Barusu.
**[16:03] Otto**
Natsuki-san just can't seem
to see you as an enemy.
**[16:07] Otto**
If he's right,
**[16:09] Otto**
I believe we can assist you in
getting what you *really* want.
**[16:15] Ram**
So annoying.
**[16:17] Otto**
Huh?
**[16:17] Ram**
I said you're annoying.
**[16:21] Ram**
Give me more details.
**[16:24] Otto**
That's my idea.
**[16:26] ---**
What do you think?
**[16:31] Ram**
If you want my help, I have three conditions.
**[16:34] Ram**
First, I'm strongly in favor
of taking Garfiel down a notch.
**[16:38] Ram**
But after you do that,
you must leave him to me.
**[16:43] Otto**
Got it.
**[16:44] Ram**
Then there's Emilia-sama.
**[16:46] Ram**
Make Barusu do something about her.
**[16:48] Otto**
I think that will be up to
Natsuki-san and Emilia-sama.
**[16:52] Otto**
So... I feel as if the third
one is going to be a doozy.
**[16:56] Ram**
Fool.
**[16:57] Ram**
Just don't tell Barusu why I took this bet.
**[17:02] Ram**
I don't want to give up my last endgame.
**[17:18] Roswaal**
I suppose it would be easy to get
here if one used clairvoyance.
**[17:24] Roswaal**
Did I not order you to wait for Emilia-sama?
**[17:29] Ram**
Yes, you did.
**[17:31] Roswaal**
Then tell me.
**[17:32] Roswaal**
For what reason did you come here?
**[17:37] Ram**
It's simple.
**[17:39] Ram**
I've come to take you away...
**[17:42] Ram**
from the witch's delusions.
**[17:46] Roswaal**
Delusions, eh?
**[17:49] Roswaal**
It has been some years since
you pointed your wand at me,
**[17:52] Roswaal**
but it's a shame you did so here,
and that you called them "delusions."
**[17:56] Ram**
I've always considered them such.
I just never said it out loud.
**[17:59] Ram**
Is it not obvious?
**[18:01] Roswaal**
Obvious...
**[18:02] Roswaal**
Well, from your perspective, your humiliating
days spent yielding to me have been long.
**[18:09] Roswaal**
I considered your behavior to be your
way of expressing your devotion.
**[18:14] Ram**
Beating up Garf served two
purposes: to fulfill my goal,
**[18:18] Ram**
and to attempt to rectify his idiocy.
**[18:21] Ram**
I have no idea what they planned
to do if I hadn't been there.
**[18:25] Roswaal**
I cannot deny that it all
worked out well in the end.
**[18:30] Roswaal**
Subaru-kun will naturally choose to walk
a fine line in the final confrontation.
**[18:35] Ram**
But the one thing Barusu has
going for him is his timing.
**[18:39] Ram**
Betting on that one good quality
he has wasn't a mistake.
**[18:45] Ram**
You have the book, yes?
**[18:50] Ram**
In the place designated
for the final showdown,
**[18:52] Ram**
at the stage when you take action yourself,
**[18:56] Ram**
there's no way you don't have the Tome of
Wisdom that you rely on above all else.
**[19:03] Roswaal**
I have never once forgotten
**[19:05] Roswaal**
the one and only vow that
you and I exchanged.
**[19:10] Ram**
Those who wield the sword
should die by the sword,
**[19:12] Ram**
those who rely on magic should die by magic,
**[19:14] Ram**
and those who give themselves
to fire should die by fire.
**[19:17] Roswaal**
And those who ask favors of a
demon should die by that demon.
**[19:21] Roswaal**
Whatever one relies upon should be the
thing that brings about their death.
**[19:26] Roswaal**
And now the time has come.
**[19:28] Roswaal**
Now that I have lost that which
I desired, I offer myself to you.
**[19:34] Roswaal**
If you don't mind that
I am but an empty husk,
**[19:36] Roswaal**
you may do as you please
with me. That was our vow.
**[19:40] Ram**
Whether I let you live
or kill you is up to me.
**[19:42] Roswaal**
You can finally achieve your retribution.
**[19:48] Roswaal**
After all...
**[19:50] Roswaal**
You had no choice but to swear
loyalty against your will
**[19:53] Roswaal**
to one of the men who destroyed
your homeland, and live with him.
**[19:57] Roswaal**
Although you had to do it after losing your
horn and your ability to maintain your form,
**[20:02] Roswaal**
suffering of this degree is uncommonly rare.
**[20:06] Roswaal**
There is no pawn more useful than you.
**[20:09] Roswaal**
Which is why it is such a shame...
**[20:11] Roswaal**
Your decision was just the slightest bit...
**[20:13] Roswaal**
premature.
**[20:15] Roswaal**
It is impressive that you created a situation in
which I had to carry the Tome of Wisdom.
**[20:20] Roswaal**
You should have overlooked this last step
toward the action I was planning to take.
**[20:25] Roswaal**
That alone is the true shame!
**[20:31] Roswaal**
This is the precious young
girl who offered her own life
**[20:33] Roswaal**
to save her friend by becoming
the Sanctuary's core.
**[20:37] Roswaal**
But my objective does not involve her.
**[20:41] Ram**
You intend to use this magic
crystal to cast great magic?
**[20:46] Roswaal**
Great enough to change the weather.
**[20:48] Roswaal**
In accordance with the Tome, I will
make snow fall in the Sanctuary.
**[20:52] Roswaal**
In order to use that magic,
**[20:55] Roswaal**
I require tremendous focus and
a highly delicate use of mana.
**[21:00] Roswaal**
If I had been engaged in that,
you most definitely
**[21:03] Roswaal**
could have shot me.
**[21:06] Ram**
There would have been no meaning in that.
**[21:09] Roswaal**
And there is meaning in forcing me into
capitulation when I am in my best condition?
**[21:13] Roswaal**
Or did you simply want to destroy
me as quickly as possible?
**[21:17] Ram**
No. You truly don't
understand anything at all.
**[21:25] Ram**
I won't allow your wish to come true.
**[21:28] Ram**
Being offered a husk of you after your
wish was realized would mean nothing.
**[21:33] Ram**
Receiving you in a broken
state would not satisfy me.
**[21:37] Roswaal**
Well, how very greedy of you.
**[21:40] Roswaal**
But do you believe you can defeat me now?
**[21:43] Ram**
No, I'm sure I can't.
**[21:45] Ram**
My understanding of your power
is second only to your teacher's.
**[21:49] Roswaal**
Then how, exactly, do you
intend to achieve your goal?
**[21:57] Ram**
I cannot win alone.
**[21:58] Ram**
That much is clear. So...
**[22:04] Puck**
If it's two against one,
I guess we have the advantage?
**[22:09] Roswaal**
So this is the main reason you
agreed to Subaru-kun's plan?!
**[22:13] Ram**
I told you, Roswaal-sama.
**[22:16] Ram**
I'm going to take you away
from the witch's delusions.
**[22:23] Puck**
And I'm just a passing stray spirit.
**[22:27] Puck**
Well, time to pick up
where we left off before!
**[22:34] Roswaal**
Come!
**[22:37] Puck**
As you wish!
**[22:49] Petra**
I have to run... I have to run!
**[22:55] Petra**
Rem-san?
**[22:57] Petra**
But... But, but... That can't...
**[23:00] Petra**
But... Rem-san is...
**[23:07] Petra**
But... I know this is what Subaru would do!
**[23:11] Petra**
So...
**[23:18] Petra**
Rem-san...
**[23:24] Elsa**
My, what an adorable little girl.
**[23:33] Elsa**
You must be the smaller maid, then?
**[23:37] Elsa**
Are you shaking?
**[23:39] Elsa**
Don't worry.
**[23:41] Elsa**
I'm sure your bowels are
absolutely beautiful.
**[23:47] Elsa**
Good girl.
**[23:49] Elsa**
I'll send you to meet the angels.
**[23:51] Frederica**
Petra!
**[23:53] Petra**
Frederica-neesama!
**[23:55] Frederica**
You are a bad girl, Petra!
**[23:57] Frederica**
I told you to run away.
**[23:59] Petra**
You will be punished later!
**[24:01] Petra**
Right... Right!
**[24:04] Elsa**
How lovely.
**[24:05] Elsa**
You must be the bigger maid, then.
**[24:08] Elsa**
I'm so glad you're both together,
and such good friends at that.
**[24:13] Elsa**
I'll lay out your bowels side by side
**[24:15] Elsa**
and find out if their insides
go well together, too.
**[24:18] Frederica**
From start to finish, not a word
you've just said makes any sense.
**[24:22] Frederica**
I cannot call it a tasteful way of thinking.
**[24:24] Elsa**
Demihuman blood, I see.
**[24:26] Elsa**
But after an experience in the royal capital
that nearly killed me, my skills have improved.
**[24:31] Elsa**
You can't handle me.
**[24:33] Frederica**
I do wish I could lay blame on the
person who failed to finish you then.
**[24:40] Frederica**
Petra, get outside the mansion now.
**[24:44] Petra**
B-But... Nee-sama...
**[24:49] Frederica**
I do not know who sent you,
**[24:51] Frederica**
but Petra and I appear to be your targets.
**[24:54] Elsa**
Yes.
**[24:56] Elsa**
Two maids and a little spirit girl.
**[24:59] Elsa**
I've never cut open a spirit,
so I'm quite excited.
**[24:59] Frederica**
Go!
**[25:00] Petra**
Right!
**[25:05] Frederica**
Your personality is worse than your taste.
**[25:08] Elsa**
She's a good girl.
**[25:09] Frederica**
I am most proud of her!
**[25:19] Petra**
Nee-sama...
**[25:22] Petra**
Maybe Beatrice-sama can do something!
**[25:25] Petra**
In here!
**[25:27] Petra**
No...
**[25:27] Petra**
Here?! No...
**[25:29] Petra**
Not here, either!
**[25:30] Petra**
Not here...
**[25:33] Petra**
She's not here, either.
**[25:37] Petra**
Nee-sama is...
**[25:40] Petra**
Rem-san is...
**[25:55] Petra**
Subaru...
**[25:58] Petra**
Help me!
**[26:04] Subaru**
All right. You got it, Petra.
**[26:08] Petra**
Huh?
**[26:10] Subaru**
Sorry I'm late, but I'm here to help.
**[26:15] Subaru**
I'm glad you're okay, Petra.
**[26:19] Petra**
It's you, Subaru? You came for us?
**[26:23] Subaru**
It's me, and I did.
**[26:25] Petra**
Subaru, Frederica-neesama is—
**[26:27] Subaru**
Just leave it all to me!
**[26:29] Subaru**
...is what I'd like to say, but if I rush
in there, I'll be dead in a heartbeat.
**[26:34] Subaru**
So I sent some super-strong
reinforcements instead.
**[26:38] Subaru**
For a night of reunion,
**[26:40] ---**
the people in the way are
a little *too* in the way.
**[26:45] Frederica**
Why do you insist on aiming
just below my chest every time?
**[26:49] Elsa**
I suppose you could call it my hobby.
**[26:51] Elsa**
I am the Bowel Hunter, after all.
**[26:53] Elsa**
My hobby is cutting open bellies!
**[26:54] Garfiel**
The boss likes to say...
**[26:58] Garfiel**
that the best defense is a good offense.
**[27:02] Garfiel**
So if I use a shield meant for
defense to attack instead...
**[27:08] Garfiel**
The best defense and the
best offense come together,
**[27:11] Garfiel**
making me the strongest one here, right?!
**[27:15] Garfiel**
Don't ya think so, Big Sis?
**[27:18] Garfiel**
Whoa, you're huge!
**[27:21] Garfiel**
Wait, are you my sister?!
**[27:23] Garfiel**
I feel like I should call
you "Big Bro" instead.
**[27:26] Frederica**
Don't be so rude the moment
we see each other again!
**[27:34] Frederica**
Garf, you have grown quite big.
**[27:37] Garfiel**
That just sounds like sarcasm!
**[27:40] Garfiel**
You're the one who's way too damn huge!
**[27:43] Elsa**
So...
**[27:45] Elsa**
Can I interrupt your happy reunion now?
**[27:48] Garfiel**
How nice of ya to wait for us.
**[27:51] Garfiel**
Yo, Sis—
**[27:53] Garfiel**
Big Sis, do you know a chick named Rem?
**[27:57] Frederica**
Yes, she's in the mansion.
**[27:59] Frederica**
Subaru-sama said she was Ram's sister.
**[28:02] Garfiel**
Get Rem outta here as soon
as you get an opening.
**[28:05] Garfiel**
I'm gonna have my hands full with this bitch.
**[28:08] Frederica**
What are you saying?
**[28:10] Garfiel**
Sorry, Big Sis.
**[28:12] Garfiel**
She ain't the type I can take on
while worryin' about who's behind me.
**[28:17] Frederica**
Garf...
**[28:18] Garfiel**
You see my arm, don't ya?
**[28:21] Garfiel**
This is the shield you and I
played with when we were kids.
**[28:26] Garfiel**
It was runnin' with you that
made me the strongest one there is.
**[28:38] Garfiel**
Bring it on, bitch in black!
**[28:41] Garfiel**
We'll celebrate me gettin'
out of the Sanctuary!
**[28:43] Garfiel**
The first thing I'm gonna do is
bash up the first wall in my way!
***SIGN*** Reunion of Roars
**[29:03] Beatrice**
Why are you here? I never called for you.
**[29:07] Subaru**
Sorry, but I'm a guy who shows
up whether he's been called or not.
**[29:11] Beatrice**
You are as self-serving as ever, I suppose.
**[29:13] Beatrice**
That's right. I'm selfish.
**[29:16] Subaru**
I'm getting you out of here, Beatrice.
**[29:19] Subaru**
This time, you're gonna let me
drag you out into the sunlight,
**[29:24] Subaru**
and then we're gonna play until your
dress is black with mud!
**[29:28] ---**
# E47 - Happiness Reflected on the Water's Surface
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/G31UXP8NQ/happiness-reflected-on-the-waters-surface)
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**[00:06] Elsa**
Wonderful. You are wonderful.
**[00:08] Garfiel**
Hearin' that from anyone but
Ram don't make me happy!
**[00:23] Elsa**
Just the best.
**[00:26] Garfiel**
I told ya, I don't wanna hear it!
**[00:31] Garfiel**
Yo, Big Sis! Yer still standin'
there like a damn statue?
**[00:36] Frederica**
No, I...
**[00:38] Garfiel**
Y'know, the boss is countin' on
you to do your part, too.
**[00:42] Garfiel**
So do it!
**[00:49] Frederica**
I believe in you!
**[00:51] Garfiel**
Damn straight!
**[01:18] Garfiel**
Looks like Big Sis took off.
**[01:31] Elsa**
I am the Bowel Hunter...
**[01:36] Elsa**
Elsa Granhiert.
**[01:40] Garfiel**
The strongest damn shield in the Sanctuary...
**[01:43] Garfiel**
Garfiel Tinzel!
**[01:47] Garfiel**
It's my first battle, Boss, and
I'm makin' a helluva show of it!
**[01:51] Garfiel**
So you'd damn well better do your part, too!
**[02:00] Beatrice**
Why are you here?
**[02:02] Subaru**
I'm getting you out of here, Beatrice.
**[02:05] Subaru**
This time, you're gonna let me
drag you out into the sunlight,
**[02:10] Subaru**
and then we're gonna play until your
dress is black with mud!
**[02:15] Beatrice**
You're taking me out of here?
**[02:19] Beatrice**
Mind your own business, I suppose.
**[02:21] Beatrice**
No one asked you to do such a thing.
**[02:24] Subaru**
We don't have time to argue about this.
**[02:26] Subaru**
Do you have any idea
what's happening outside?
**[02:29] Beatrice**
I'm aware of the intruder
in the mansion, I suppose.
**[02:33] Beatrice**
But this is a great spirit's
forbidden library.
**[02:36] Beatrice**
No matter what threat exists outside—
**[02:38] Subaru**
No, Door Crossing only works on closed doors.
**[02:42] Subaru**
She knows that.
**[02:43] Beatrice**
And how does the enemy know
that weakness, I suppose?
**[02:50] Beatrice**
Roswaal told her.
**[02:54] Beatrice**
That's how it is.
**[02:57] Beatrice**
It means my death was written in
Roswaal's Tome of Wisdom, I suppose.
**[03:05] Subaru**
Why... Are you... Why is that look on your face?
**[03:09] Beatrice**
My fate is already set in stone.
**[03:12] Subaru**
Does that book of yours say you
have to let that psycho kill you?!
**[03:17] Beatrice**
It doesn't say anything, I suppose.
**[03:20] Beatrice**
My fate is blank, as it has always been.
**[03:23] Subaru**
Then what reason is there for you
to end up the way Roswaal wants?!
**[03:29] Subaru**
Just decide what to do for yourself,
like you've always done!
**[03:34] Beatrice**
Decide for myself?
**[03:38] Beatrice**
What have I ever decided
for myself before now?
**[03:43] Beatrice**
I have continued to obey Mother's
orders here in this mansion,
**[03:47] Beatrice**
all alone.
**[03:49] Beatrice**
What part of this did I get to choose?
**[03:52] Beatrice**
What has this Beatrice done?
**[03:54] Beatrice**
Who is she?
**[03:56] Subaru**
Beatrice...
**[03:58] Beatrice**
My life is pure white, I suppose.
**[04:01] Beatrice**
It's completely blank, well and truly.
**[04:04] Beatrice**
This one book was really all I needed.
**[04:09] Beatrice**
I do have a soul, after all.
**[04:12] Beatrice**
As time passes, I think about many things.
**[04:15] Beatrice**
I worry and cease to believe, I suppose.
**[04:19] Beatrice**
There were so many nights when
I couldn't remember Mother's smile,
**[04:22] Beatrice**
so I scraped all my memories together
and tried to cling to them.
**[04:27] Beatrice**
There were even times when
**[04:29] Beatrice**
I was afraid to be alone and
wanted to be with someone!
**[04:32] Beatrice**
But everyone leaves me behind!
**[04:35] Beatrice**
Mother and Roswaal... and Ryuzu, too!
**[04:41] Beatrice**
The spirit Beatrice is fated to be alone,
**[04:45] Beatrice**
to be left behind by everyone else forever.
**[04:49] Beatrice**
But...
**[04:52] Beatrice**
I feel a tiny bit relieved now, I suppose.
**[04:56] Beatrice**
If I was mentioned in the Tome of Wisdom,
**[05:00] Beatrice**
that means Mother didn't
forget about me after all.
**[05:08] Subaru**
Give me a break!
**[05:11] Subaru**
You're an idiot! You're just a big idiot!
**[05:14] Subaru**
You're so pathetic to watch, it's killing me!
**[05:17] Subaru**
You've had 400 whole years!
**[05:19] Subaru**
Why is something that extreme the
only answer you could come up with?!
**[05:22] Subaru**
Isn't it possible your mother gave
you the wrong book by mistake?!
**[05:27] Beatrice**
You dare insult Mother, I suppose?!
**[05:29] Beatrice**
She would never make such a stupid mistake!
**[05:32] Subaru**
Can you say that for sure?!
**[05:34] Subaru**
So you really believe that your
mother gave you a blank book?!
**[05:40] Beatrice**
That's... Must you put it that way?
**[05:44] Beatrice**
What is it you want me to say, I suppose?
**[05:47] Subaru**
Okay, I'll come right out and say it,
**[05:49] Subaru**
so your dumb mother can hear!
**[05:53] Subaru**
Don't let a blank book and a 400-year-old
verbal promise rule you forever!
**[05:58] Subaru**
Choose what you want to
do for yourself, Beatrice!
**[06:03] Subaru**
It's been 400 years!
**[06:05] Subaru**
That's more than enough time for
you to have one rebellious phase!
**[06:09] Beatrice**
No matter what you say, I'm under a contract.
**[06:13] Beatrice**
The contract is absolute... which means...
**[06:16] Subaru**
That's rich, coming from
the one who tried to find
**[06:18] Subaru**
a back door in that contract, then
wanted to die when it was unbreakable!
**[06:22] Subaru**
If keeping a promise means you die,
**[06:24] Subaru**
I'd rather break that
promise and keep you alive!
**[06:27] Subaru**
Is it so weird that I
would make that choice?!
**[06:31] Beatrice**
Th-That's a very defiant, selfish
way to think, I suppose.
**[06:34] Subaru**
I know it's defiant, and I know it's selfish!
**[06:38] Subaru**
But...
**[06:40] Subaru**
I refuse to compromise on something
that's important to me!
**[06:45] Beatrice**
If... you are... "that person"...
**[06:53] Beatrice**
Would you be...
**[06:57] Beatrice**
"that person" for me?
**[07:01] Subaru**
Are you dumb?
**[07:03] Subaru**
There's no way I could be whoever
"that person" is to you.
**[07:11] Subaru**
Unbelievable!
**[07:14] Subaru**
That idiot!
**[07:17] Subaru**
Damn that loli and her
jumping to conclusions!
**[07:21] Otto**
Natsuki-san?
**[07:22] Subaru**
Why are you... You guys
should've run away ages ago!
**[07:25] Otto**
Mabeasts! They're already everywhere!
**[07:28] Subaru**
Maylie... But we already accounted for that!
**[07:31] Petra**
But there's a mabeast that
this didn't work on at all!
**[07:37] Subaru**
Are you serious? But why...
**[07:49] Subaru**
Petra!
**[07:51] Frederica**
Stay exactly as you are!
**[07:58] Subaru**
Wh-What was...
**[08:00] Frederica**
I do apologize, even if it was an emergency.
**[08:03] Frederica**
You aren't hurt, are you?
**[08:10] Petra**
Nee-sama!
**[08:13] Otto**
Ow!
**[08:15] Otto**
You saved my life only
to treat me like that?!
**[08:18] Frederica**
I-I sincerely apologize, Otto-sama.
**[08:21] Frederica**
The order of priority suddenly
became very clear to me.
**[08:24] Subaru**
Women and children,
the elderly, men, and then Otto?
**[08:28] Otto**
You didn't even put me in the "men" category!
**[08:33] Frederica**
Subaru-sama, I have brought
her here as requested.
**[08:38] Subaru**
So you did.
**[08:44] Subaru**
Thank you for getting her out safe.
**[08:47] Subaru**
Thank you... so much.
**[08:51] Frederica**
I only did what needed to be done.
**[08:53] Frederica**
Our more pressing issue now is...
**[09:06] Maylie**
Wow, I'm amazed!
**[09:09] Maylie**
I couldn't believe it when none of
you died in the midst of all that.
**[09:13] Subaru**
Maylie!
**[09:15] Maylie**
Oh? You don't seem very surprised.
**[09:18] Maylie**
How disappointing.
**[09:21] Maylie**
Still, I'll be taking those maids now.
**[09:25] Maylie**
I'll be especially gentle with Petra-chan.
**[09:28] Maylie**
She's my friend, after all.
**[09:30] Petra**
Y-Yay! I'm so glad!
**[09:32] Petra**
If we're really my friend,
you could even let me go, you know!
**[09:35] Maylie**
We are friends... so you'll play
with me until the very end, right?
**[09:40] Petra**
Uh...
**[09:41] Petra**
Sorry, Subaru! I don't think it worked!
**[09:49] Frederica**
Allow me to handle this girl...
no, this assassin.
**[09:54] Frederica**
The rest of you can run while I do.
**[09:56] Petra**
Y-You can't, Frederica-neesama!
**[09:59] Petra**
I mean, before...
**[10:01] Petra**
And I finally got to see you again...
**[10:05] Frederica**
No, it will be different this time.
**[10:08] Frederica**
After all, I was prepared to die last time.
**[10:12] Frederica**
But this time, I am not.
**[10:15] Frederica**
I reunited with Garf, my little brother,
after ten years apart,
**[10:19] Frederica**
and I have such an adorable subordinate now.
**[10:22] Frederica**
There is no greater happiness.
**[10:25] Frederica**
So I will not lose.
**[10:30] Petra**
Okay.
**[10:32] Subaru**
Frederica!
**[10:33] Subaru**
We'll head to Roswaal's room!
**[10:36] Frederica**
Yes, as you wish.
**[10:41] Maylie**
Hey, wait! Don't just decide that yourself!
**[10:44] Maylie**
Petra-chan!
**[10:45] Petra**
Nyah!
**[10:53] Frederica**
Honored guest...
**[10:54] Frederica**
Please enjoy the finest hospitality
the Mathers house has to offer.
**[10:59] Maylie**
I won't let you get away with this!
**[11:03] Maylie**
Get them, Rock Piggie!
**[11:09] Frederica**
Please, do come to me.
**[11:11] Frederica**
I am feeling quite harsh at the moment.
**[11:15] Frederica**
Prepare yourself!
**[11:21] Otto**
What are we gonna do?!
**[11:22] Subaru**
There's an escape route in Roswaal's office!
**[11:25] Subaru**
We'll use that to...
**[11:38] Petra**
It's here!
**[11:39] Otto**
Natsuki-san, that's it! The guiltylowe!
**[11:43] Otto**
The mabeast ward doesn't work on that one!
**[11:45] Otto**
It's our natural enemy!
**[11:53] Roswaal**
It was my teacher and I who started it.
**[11:57] Roswaal**
That is the one thing you got wrong,
**[11:59] Roswaal**
Emilia-sama.
**[12:06] Emilia**
I've seen the past.
**[12:07] Emilia**
So, up next should be...
**[12:15] Emilia**
*Behold an unthinkable present.*
**[12:27] Fortuna**
Now, Lia, don't shake your
head around like that.
**[12:30] Fortuna**
Just hold still.
**[12:32] Fortuna**
Honestly, what am I going to do with you?
**[12:37] Emilia**
Mother Fortuna?
**[12:40] Fortuna**
What's wrong? Were you falling asleep?
**[12:49] Emilia**
You're all dressed up today.
**[12:52] Emilia**
You look so pretty!
**[12:54] Fortuna**
I wondered what you were about to say.
**[12:57] Fortuna**
Don't tease grown-ups like that.
**[13:10] Fortuna**
There. You're beautiful now.
**[13:12] Emilia**
Thank you, Mother.
**[13:15] Emilia**
And the mirror...
**[13:25] Fortuna**
Emilia?
**[13:30] Emilia**
A visitor!
**[13:33] Geuse**
Good morning, Emilia-sama.
**[13:37] Geuse**
I'm so happy to be greeted by you.
**[13:41] Emilia**
Geuse...
**[13:43] Emilia**
Good morning.
**[13:46] Fortuna**
Right on time.
**[13:48] Fortuna**
Well, shall we go?
**[13:57] Fortuna**
What?
**[13:57] Geuse**
Well... I do hope this doesn't offend you...
**[14:01] Fortuna**
How long have we known each other?
**[14:03] Fortuna**
Nothing you say to me is going to offend me.
**[14:07] Geuse**
Then, Fortuna-sama...
**[14:10] Geuse**
Your outfit today looks lovely on you.
**[14:13] Geuse**
I found myself a bit captivated by it.
**[14:23] Geuse**
Did I say something rude?
**[14:25] Emilia**
No, not at all.
**[14:28] Emilia**
She's just embarrassed.
**[14:30] Emilia**
Mother is so cute!
**[14:32] Fortuna**
Don't just blurt out whatever you want!
**[14:34] Fortuna**
How mean-spirited can you be?
**[14:36] Tanse**
Ah, Fortuna-sama.
**[14:39] Wife**
And Emilia and Geuse-san are with you.
**[14:43] Wife**
You're such a close-knit family.
**[14:44] Fortuna**
We're not—
**[14:46] Geuse**
You are loved by so many.
**[14:50] Fortuna**
I... I suppose so.
**[15:05] Geuse**
Isn't it nice?
**[15:12] Fortuna**
Oh, come, now. Is your height the
only part of you that's grown up?
**[15:18] Geuse**
You two are just as close as ever, I see.
**[15:21] Geuse**
Watching you warms my heart.
**[15:24] Emilia**
Why don't you join us?
**[15:26] Emilia**
You could come live with us.
**[15:29] Fortuna**
Emilia...
**[15:31] Geuse**
Are you all right?
**[15:34] Geuse**
Your offer makes me very happy, Emilia-sama.
**[15:38] Geuse**
I wish from the bottom of
my heart that I could do so.
**[15:41] Emilia**
If you could? Why don't you just do it?
**[15:44] Emilia**
Or would I be in the way?
**[15:46] Fortuna**
Not at all.
**[15:46] Geuse**
You most certainly would not.
**[15:49] Emilia**
See? You two get along so well!
**[15:52] Geuse**
Fortuna-sama is tasked with
a very important duty.
**[15:56] Geuse**
If one such as myself were to stay
with her and it led to rumors,
**[15:59] ---**
it would be problematic for her.
**[16:02] Emilia**
I think it's too late for that, though.
**[16:05] Emilia**
Remember what Aunt Tanse and
the others said earlier?
**[16:08] Emilia**
That we're a close-knit family!
**[16:12] Geuse**
I-I thought she was talking
about the two of you!
**[16:15] Emilia**
You understood, didn't you, Mother?
**[16:19] Emilia**
I think it's a great idea! I really do!
**[16:23] Emilia**
The people of the forest
won't think it's weird.
**[16:26] Emilia**
I'll never let anyone say it's a bad thing!
**[16:33] Emilia**
I've said what I wanted to say.
**[16:36] Emilia**
I'll leave the rest to you two young folks!
**[16:41] Fortuna**
Emilia... Honestly, where
do you learn these things?
**[16:51] Fortuna**
I swear, you are just too cute!
**[16:53] Geuse**
So I see. Emilia-sama has
grown up healthy and happy.
**[16:57] Geuse**
This truly brings me joy.
**[16:58] Fortuna**
Of course she has! She's a
daughter I can be proud of!
**[17:02] Geuse**
Of course. How could I not see it?
**[17:10] Emilia**
Oh... I think there's something in my eye.
**[17:15] Emilia**
I'm going to go wash it out.
**[17:16] Fortuna**
Are you all right?
**[17:18] Fortuna**
Be careful you don't lose
that eye in the process.
**[17:20] Fortuna**
You got those lovely purple eyes
from my brother, after all.
**[17:24] Emilia**
And they're the same pretty color as yours.
**[17:31] Emilia**
Stay that close and wait for me, all right?
**[17:33] Emilia**
P-Please stay super-duper
close forever and ever.
**[17:37] Fortuna**
Yes, of course. You're such a worrywart.
**[17:40] Geuse**
We will wait as long as
it takes, Emilia-sama.
**[17:52] Emilia**
I love you both.
**[18:04] Archi**
Emilia?
**[18:05] Archi**
It's dangerous for you to be up here alone.
**[18:08] Emilia**
Archi...
**[18:10] Archi**
The bishop is in the forest today, isn't he?
**[18:14] Archi**
You're not with... oh.
**[18:16] Archi**
He's over there, I see.
**[18:18] Archi**
Were you leaving the two of them alone?
**[18:20] Emilia**
Yes, I was.
**[18:23] Emilia**
What do you think of the two of them, Archi?
**[18:26] Archi**
I think they're a nice fit.
**[18:28] Archi**
Fortuna-sama is very harsh on herself.
**[18:31] Archi**
I wish she would give more
thought to her own happiness.
**[18:35] Archi**
It may be difficult right now,
but with time, they could...
**[18:39] Emilia**
But...
**[18:40] Emilia**
That world doesn't exist anywhere, does it?
**[18:46] Archi**
Emilia...
**[18:51] Archi**
Having beheld an unthinkable present,
**[18:54] Archi**
did you not wish to live here?
**[18:59] Archi**
I'm sure you wanted the
two of them to be happy.
**[19:03] Archi**
This is your ideal present,
**[19:05] Archi**
the future you wished for.
**[19:07] Emilia**
Yes, it is.
**[19:09] Archi**
Fortuna-sama has already passed,
**[19:12] Archi**
it's unknown whether the bishop lives,
**[19:14] Archi**
and the people of the forest
have turned into ice statues.
**[19:17] Emilia**
Yes.
**[19:18] Archi**
Your homeland is frozen,
**[19:20] Archi**
you are persecuted by
people from the outside,
**[19:22] Archi**
and you had to say goodbye to the
spirit who was like family to you.
**[19:26] Emilia**
Yes.
**[19:27] Archi**
Here, you could live in happiness.
**[19:30] Archi**
Seeing you wish for such a world pains me.
**[19:35] Emilia**
I'm sorry, Archi.
**[19:37] Archi**
Why do you wish for that future?
**[19:41] Emilia**
I want to be an admirable person.
**[19:43] Archi**
Emilia...
**[19:45] Emilia**
Like Mother Fortuna, my role model.
**[19:48] Emilia**
Like Geuse, who's so kind and strong.
**[19:51] Emilia**
Like Archi, who kept smiling until
the very end so I wouldn't be scared.
**[19:59] Emilia**
Like Puck, who always protected
me and never left me alone.
**[20:03] Emilia**
Like Ram, who wished to do
**[20:05] ---**
the one thing that would be most helpful
to the one most precious to her.
**[20:10] Emilia**
Like Otto-kun, who does his
very best for his friends.
**[20:14] Emilia**
Like Garfiel, who never once
uttered a word of complaint.
**[20:19] Emilia**
Like Subaru, who says he loves me
**[20:20] ---**
and does reckless things even when
he's all wounded and hurting.
**[20:26] Emilia**
I want to look admirable to all of them.
**[20:29] Emilia**
From now on, I want to be the one
reaching out to help someone.
**[20:34] Emilia**
So I'll be fine.
**[20:36] Emilia**
I'm not afraid of the outside
world, or of the future.
**[20:41] Emilia**
Thank you for worrying about me.
**[20:44] Emilia**
I'm just fine, Archi-oniichan.
**[20:53] Archi**
You're such a stubborn girl.
**[20:55] Archi**
You have no idea how crazy that made
things for Fortuna-sama and me.
**[21:00] Emilia**
S-So sorry about that...
**[21:03] Archi**
It's all right. After all...
**[21:06] Archi**
A big brother should always
spoil his little sister.
**[21:10] Emilia**
Thanks, Onii-chan!
**[21:20] Emilia**
Thank you for showing this
world to me, Echidna.
**[21:27] Emilia**
I never thought I'd get
to see the two of them,
**[21:30] Emilia**
Mother and Geuse... Father...
laughing together like that.
**[21:37] Emilia**
So...
**[21:38] Emilia**
Thank you.
**[21:41] Echidna**
You...
**[21:44] Emilia**
Echidna?
**[21:47] Echidna**
You disgust me.
**[21:50] Echidna**
I just... hate you so much.
**[22:20] Girl**
Don't come near us, witch! Go away!
**[22:23] Bordeaux**
Filthy woman!
**[22:39] Emilia**
Just how much have I been protected
by others all this time?
**[22:59] Emilia**
*Well, look at that.*
**[23:04] Emilia**
*I look less like Mother Fortuna that I thought.*
**[23:08] Emilia**
*Too bad.*
**[23:20] Emilia**
Huh?
**[23:21] Guy**
There she is!
**[23:21] Lady**
I'm so glad you're safe!
**[23:23] Lady**
You aren't hurt, are you?
**[23:24] Guy**
The margrave was on the verge of death...
**[23:30] Emilia**
Thank you for worrying about me.
**[23:32] Emilia**
I'm perfectly all right.
**[23:35] Emilia**
I'm not hurt at all.
**[23:37] Emilia**
But... I'm sorry.
**[23:39] Emilia**
All the trials still aren't over yet.
**[23:44] Emilia**
But Subaru and the others probably
told you the news, right?
**[23:47] Emilia**
There's no reason to keep all of
you in this Sanctuary anymore.
**[23:52] Emilia**
I'm going to get rid of the barrier,
**[23:55] Emilia**
but you can go back to where your families...
**[23:56] Guy**
Subaru-sama and the others?
**[23:58] Guy**
Wait, did they tell us anything?
**[24:00] Guy**
Uh, I can't really remember...
**[24:03] Emilia**
Huh?
**[24:05] Head**
So you see, Emilia-sama,
**[24:08] Head**
we will be waiting here, as promised.
**[24:16] Head**
And we are not the only ones who
have high hopes for your success.
**[24:26] Emilia**
Huh?
**[24:28] Emilia**
Ryuzu-san and the people
from the Sanctuary...
**[24:31] Ryuzu**
It appears safe to assume you've
overcome the second trial.
**[24:37] Ryuzu**
I must first offer my gratitude for that.
**[24:41] Ryuzu**
And after hearing from Young Gar
and the villagers,
**[24:44] Ryuzu**
the voices of both the
inside and the outside,
**[24:48] Ryuzu**
we were finally able to get
up and move on our own.
**[24:54] Tokaku**
To be honest, we're struggling
to make up our minds
**[24:58] Tokaku**
about whether or not we can trust you.
**[25:02] Tokaku**
But we all heard Garfiel,
that young boy, shouting in anger.
**[25:07] Tokaku**
When I realized how he must have felt,
the hard worker that he is...
**[25:12] Tokaku**
It makes me feel so pathetic.
**[25:15] Tokaku**
He's still a child of fourteen,
yet he was so...
**[25:20] Tokaku**
That boy deserves our praise.
**[25:23] Tokaku**
And Emilia-sama, the same goes for you.
**[25:27] Tokaku**
So... please let us bear witness.
**[25:36] Emilia**
Very well.
**[25:37] Emilia**
I'll come through this trial in one piece,
**[25:39] Emilia**
and then we can talk things over.
**[25:43] Tokaku**
Yes. That's a promise.
**[25:45] Tokaku**
Whatever may—
**[25:47] Ryuzu**
Too long, too serious.
**[25:49] Ryuzu**
And your tone bounced
between polite and crude.
**[25:52] ---**
You should be ashamed.
**[25:53] Tokaku**
I-I'm sorry, Elder.
**[25:57] Ryuzu**
Regardless, you have now heard our opinions.
**[26:01] Ryuzu**
This is... hm? What is it?
**[26:05] Emilia**
Um... When I heard him call you "Elder"...
**[26:11] Emilia**
It just surprised me.
**[26:18] Emilia**
I still don't quite feel
satisfied with this, but...
**[26:22] Emilia**
Right. Thank you.
**[26:25] Emilia**
I feel like I can do my very best.
**[26:27] Ryuzu**
If we've been of help,
we could ask for nothing better.
**[26:31] Ryuzu**
I understand the next trial will be the last.
**[26:34] Emilia**
Yeah. I'm going to start very soon.
**[26:36] Emilia**
But... Ryuzu-san, do you know where Ram is?
**[26:41] Ryuzu**
Ram had to do a job that
could not be put aside.
**[26:44] Emilia**
A job?
**[26:47] Ryuzu**
"Emilia-sama has her job, and I have mine.
**[26:51] Ryuzu**
We will both see it through," she said.
**[27:04] Emilia**
Well, I'm going in now.
**[27:09] All**
Take care!
**[27:11] All**
Good luck!
**[27:20] Emilia**
*Face the disaster that is yet to come.*
***SIGN*** Happiness Reflected on the Water's Surface
***SIGN*** Happiness Reflected on the Water's Surface
***SIGN*** Happiness Reflected on the Water's Surface
***SIGN*** Happiness Reflected on the Water's Surface
***SIGN*** Happiness Reflected on the Water's Surface
***SIGN*** Happiness Reflected on the Water's Surface
**[29:09] ---**
# E48 - Love Me Down to My Blood and Guts
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/GPWUKQM91/love-me-down-to-my-blood-and-guts)
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**[00:04] Elsa**
Wonderful!
**[00:05] Elsa**
Wonderful! Wonderful!
**[00:08] Elsa**
That one's already—
**[00:16] Elsa**
Ah... That hurt.
**[00:19] Elsa**
This is pain.
**[00:21] Elsa**
It makes me feel so alive.
**[00:25] Garfiel**
Damn it...
**[00:26] Garfiel**
This ain't funny.
**[00:27] Garfiel**
Boss did say this bitch wouldn't
die easy, but still...
**[00:31] Elsa**
Do you dislike women such as me?
**[00:34] Elsa**
My wounds heal instantly,
meaning I can fight forever.
**[00:38] Elsa**
Do you feel there's any point
in fighting a woman like me?
**[00:42] Garfiel**
Don't be dumb!
**[00:44] Garfiel**
I'll just keep kickin' your ass,
no matter how many times you heal!
**[00:49] Elsa**
How truly wonderful...
**[00:51] Elsa**
And that's exactly why it's so sad.
**[00:53] Garfiel**
Huh?
**[00:54] Elsa**
You sense the presence
of mabeasts, don't you?
**[00:57] Elsa**
And it appears someone else
is here besides your sister.
**[01:01] Elsa**
Isn't your concern dulling
the force of your attacks?
**[01:05] Garfiel**
Hah! Like hell it is!
Not for Boss and his buddy!
**[01:09] Garfiel**
No matter how many mabeasts show up,
**[01:11] Garfiel**
he's just gonna laugh as
he sends 'em all flyin'!
**[01:15] Subaru**
Nope! Nope! Nope! Nope! Can't! No way!
**[01:27] Subaru**
Did letting Garfiel work
by himself backfire on us?
**[01:31] Otto**
Don't sound so disheartened.
**[01:34] Otto**
He might be out there right now,
screaming that we're all just fine!
**[01:39] Petra**
Subaru, are you all right?
**[01:48] Subaru**
I guess it's time...
**[01:50] Subaru**
to make use of my unparalleled
knowledge of the modern world!
**[02:18] Subaru**
Bring it, you giant dog!
**[02:32] Subaru**
Taste the very spirit of science!
**[02:34] Subaru**
Dust explosion!
**[02:44] Subaru**
Er... huh?
**[02:48] Subaru**
Wait!
**[02:49] Otto**
What did I tell you?!
**[02:51] Otto**
Instead of doing weird stuff like that...
**[02:52] Petra**
It's faster to do this!
**[02:56] Otto**
I spent all my money on this!
It's the best oil out there!
**[02:59] Otto**
Help yourself!
**[03:11] Subaru**
Spocha?!
**[03:25] Subaru**
Did that... kill it?
**[03:28] Subaru**
Damn, why didn't that work?
**[03:30] Subaru**
Not enough dust? Not enough firepower?
**[03:38] Subaru**
Oh, come on!
**[03:44] Subaru**
You used too much oil!
**[03:46] Otto**
Well, I couldn't very well be stingy with it!
**[03:48] Petra**
We can't put that out! We gotta run!
**[03:54] Subaru**
Otto!
**[03:57] Subaru**
The escape route in the office
should still be intact.
**[04:01] Subaru**
Get Rem out.
**[04:05] Otto**
Right. I'll take good care of her.
**[04:08] Petra**
Subaru?
**[04:11] Subaru**
Sorry, but I can't escape with you guys.
**[04:14] Subaru**
We have to split up.
**[04:16] Petra**
But why?!
**[04:18] Subaru**
Sorry, Petra...
**[04:20] Subaru**
but there's one more left to save.
**[04:23] Petra**
Beatrice-sama?
**[04:25] Subaru**
Once I bring her back, be her friend, okay?
**[04:29] Subaru**
I know you'll like her.
**[04:30] Subaru**
She's really fun to tease.
**[04:37] Subaru**
I'm counting on you guys!
If I burn to a crisp,
**[04:39] Subaru**
write on my gravestone that the
cause of death was Otto's oil.
**[04:42] Otto**
I have no interest in walking
on that bed of nails.
**[04:45] Otto**
Just come back alive, or I'll throttle you.
**[04:50] Petra**
Subaru! Be careful!
**[04:58] Emilia**
*Face the disaster that is yet to come.*
**[05:33] Emilia**
I hate you. I hate you.
**[05:35] Emilia**
I hate you so much.
**[05:37] Emilia**
Since the day I met you,
I've hated you so much,
**[05:42] Emilia**
I can't bear it.
**[05:50] Emilia**
The disaster that is yet to come?
**[05:53] Emilia**
Does that mean this is the future?
**[06:02] Subaru**
*You're a hero.*
**[06:04] Subaru**
*A hero is all you can be.*
**[06:07] Reinhard**
*I...*
**[06:07] Subaru**
*Thanks for the help!*
**[06:08] Wilhelm**
*...you cannot even wield the
sword without it, thief?!*
**[06:11] Petra**
* Subaru, I know you and*
* Emilia-neesama are both tired.*
**[06:14] Petra**
*I'm sorry.*
**[06:16] Petra**
* And yet I ended up just*
* weighing you down further...*
**[06:17] Rom**
*My precious granddaughter has grown
into such a fine young lady, no?*
**[06:19] Al**
*I'm sorry.*
**[06:21] Otto**
* If that's the case, I should've just been*
* wrapped up in that cave and left for dead!*
**[06:22] Al**
*I'm sorry I couldn't kill you.*
**[06:24] Crusch**
*Under no circumstances shall I be killed
by something as nonsensical as a curse!*
**[06:27] Priscilla**
*There, you see? I win again.*
**[06:30] Ram**
* To think someone I wanted to kill so*
* badly turned out to be a kind person.*
**[06:33] Julius**
*If I bend my knee and lose my
sword, what is left for me?*
**[06:34] Rem**
*What a nightmare.*
**[06:38] Anastasia**
* What's so hard about sayin'*
* "I don't want to be alone"?*
**[06:42] Garfiel**
*I'm gonna kill you just like
I promised, Natsuki Subaru!*
**[06:45] Roswaal**
*I made the realization*
**[06:47] Roswaal**
* that I have not walked alone*
* all this time, that is all.*
**[06:51] Frederica**
*I suppose we must shed every last drop
of blood in our bodies to atone.*
**[06:54] Felt**
*You can just stand there running in place!*
**[06:56] Felt**
* Magic, dragons, whatever stands*
* in my way, I'll destroy it!*
**[06:58] Felis**
*Why won't the soul take hold?!*
**[07:07] Rem**
* I believe praying to ask*
* for a favor is arrogant.*
**[07:12] Rem**
*Prayer should be for seeking forgiveness.*
**[07:44] Emilia**
Is this...
**[07:48] Emilia**
Echidna?
**[07:54] Minerva**
You will regret reaching out so readily
**[07:57] Minerva**
for a feast offered by a witch.
**[08:05] Minerva**
Good girl. Not turning
around is the right choice.
**[08:08] Emilia**
Wh-Who are you?
**[08:11] Minerva**
I'm, um... you know...
**[08:12] Minerva**
a witch so terrifying,
it'll make your hair stand on end!
**[08:20] Emilia**
Where's Echidna?
**[08:23] Minerva**
Well, she said she doesn't want to see you.
**[08:27] Minerva**
She must have had a terrible
time in the trial.
**[08:30] Emilia**
I guess so.
**[08:32] Emilia**
I hurt her really badly at the end of it.
**[08:38] Minerva**
How did the third trial look to you?
**[08:42] Emilia**
I saw lots of very sad worlds.
**[08:46] Emilia**
Was that really the future?
**[08:49] Minerva**
It was a possible one.
**[08:51] Minerva**
Of course, showing you
only unpleasant futures
**[08:55] Minvera**
was undoubtedly her way of bullying you.
**[08:59] Emilia**
Yeah. Echidna is definitely a mean girl.
**[09:04] Minerva**
You're content with just calling that "mean"?
**[09:08] Minerva**
How can you look so relaxed?
**[09:11] Emilia**
Huh?
**[09:12] Minerva**
Well, it's just weird.
**[09:13] Minerva**
You saw all those terrible futures, and yet...
**[09:17] Emilia**
But it's not guaranteed, right?
**[09:20] Emilia**
A future like that is possible,
**[09:22] Emilia**
but there's a chance it won't be like that.
**[09:26] Emilia**
As long as I know that, it's fine.
**[09:28] Emilia**
I can always fight it.
**[09:33] Minerva**
You don't think you'll break right away?
**[09:36] Emilia**
If I was alone, maybe.
**[09:38] Emilia**
But they won't let me be alone.
**[09:42] Minerva**
You're pretty strong.
**[09:44] Minerva**
That part of you is nothing like your mother.
**[09:47] Emilia**
Huh?! Are you saying you know my—
**[09:51] Minerva**
Yes, I know her well,
but I can't tell you more.
**[09:54] Minerva**
I promised I wouldn't.
**[09:59] Emilia**
I understand.
**[10:01] Emilia**
I won't ask you anything, then.
**[10:05] Minerva**
You're sure?
**[10:06] Emilia**
I know what it's like when
you can't say something,
**[10:08] ---**
rather than just not wanting to.
**[10:10] Emilia**
Besides...
**[10:13] Emilia**
My mother is Mother Fortuna.
**[10:20] Minerva**
I see.
**[10:24] Minerva**
I guess her evil plots
do good things sometimes.
**[10:29] Emilia**
Are you... crying?
**[10:31] Minerva**
I'm not crying!
**[10:33] Minerva**
I don't cry. I don't have
the right to cry now.
**[10:37] Emilia**
Nobody needs to have the right to—
**[10:44] Minerva**
What did I tell you? Not turning
around was the right choice.
**[10:50] Minerva**
You're a bad girl.
**[10:58] Minerva**
Go straight ahead,
and the trial will be over.
**[11:02] Minerva**
The barrier will be opened.
**[11:11] Emilia**
Hey, witch...
**[11:12] Emilia**
If you see Echidna, could you
tell her something for me?
**[11:16] Minerva**
What?
**[11:18] Emilia**
Next time we meet, let's have a tea party.
**[11:22] Emilia**
With you and the other witches, if possible.
**[11:28] Minerva**
Sure, I'll tell her.
**[11:31] Minerva**
If she doesn't want to come, I'll drag
her there by the scruff of her neck!
**[11:54] Emilia**
It's open...
**[12:23] Emilia**
Who is this?
**[12:25] Emilia**
This should be Echidna's grave...
**[12:35] Emilia**
Wow... This is the spell
generating the barrier?
**[12:39] Emilia**
It's so incredible, I have
no idea what it's doing.
**[12:50] Emilia**
I think... right here.
**[13:23] Emilia**
Yeah. It just ended.
**[13:32] Emilia**
I need to tell all the people
who are waiting for me.
**[13:40] Emilia**
Huh?!
**[13:56] Garfiel**
What did I tell ya?
**[13:58] Garfiel**
Mabeasts are a piece o' cake for the boss!
**[14:02] Elsa**
Don't you think you might
be overestimating him?
**[14:13] Maylie**
Come on, Rock Piggie! Get up already!
**[14:16] Elsa**
Maylie, I was hoping
you'd stay out of my way.
**[14:19] Maylie**
Elsa?!
**[14:20] Maylie**
Ugh! I had to go through so much
work because you rushed things!
**[14:24] Maylie**
Show a little remorse, would you?!
**[14:26] Frederica**
Garf!
**[14:27] Frederica**
This is where you were?
**[14:29] Garfiel**
Big Sis?! Why the hell are you still here?!
**[14:31] Garfiel**
Where's Boss and the kid?!
**[14:32] Frederica**
I have completed the mission entrusted to me.
**[14:35] Frederica**
You know why I remain here, do you not?
**[14:42] Garfiel**
You sisters sure are givin' us hell!
**[14:46] Elsa**
Sisters?
**[14:49] Elsa**
Yes, we are sisters.
**[14:51] Elsa**
So it seems that, oddly enough,
both of our sibling duos are complete.
**[15:00] Elsa**
Can I assume this is a good
time for a fresh start?
**[15:13] Frederica**
Garf, do not worry about my—
**[15:15] Garfiel**
Hah!
**[15:16] Garfiel**
They say the Master Swordsman Reid laughed
as he drew his sword against a dragon!
**[15:20] Elsa**
That's an idiom used to
describe someone who's crazy.
**[15:23] Garfiel**
Yep, I know!
**[15:34] Garfiel**
That's my divine protection of earth spirits.
**[15:36] Garfiel**
So long as my feet are on the ground,
**[15:39] Garfiel**
everything I can see is
within my strike range!
**[15:42] Elsa**
Maylie, don't take a single step forward.
**[15:46] Garfiel**
Big Sis, stay behind me and watch.
**[16:16] Frederica**
Garf! I will handle this one!
**[16:27] Maylie**
Rock Piggie!
**[16:32] Maylie**
Get crushed flat!
**[17:07] Maylie**
N-No...
**[17:09] Maylie**
No!
**[17:11] Maylie**
Elsa!
**[17:12] Elsa**
Do something!
**[17:14] Elsa**
What a slave-driver you are.
**[17:24] Elsa**
While your body becomes injured all over,
**[17:27] Elsa**
my wounds continue to heal themselves.
**[17:30] Elsa**
Are you starting to find it unfair?
**[17:32] Garfiel**
Huh?
**[17:34] Garfiel**
I ain't broken yet.
**[17:36] Garfiel**
If I just keep killin' ya
until you die, you'll die.
**[17:39] Garfiel**
Right, vampire?!
**[17:42] Elsa**
You know?
**[17:44] Garfiel**
I always liked readin' books.
**[17:47] Garfiel**
One of the witches was a
vampire a long time ago.
**[17:50] Garfiel**
That witch is dead, so I can kill you, too.
**[17:55] Garfiel**
If you swear you'll never do bad shit again,
**[17:58] Garfiel**
I might just let ya off the hook.
**[18:00] Elsa**
You really are absolutely precious.
**[18:06] Elsa**
Gusteco, the land to the
north where I was born,
**[18:09] Elsa**
was a very, very cold place.
**[18:12] Elsa**
I was abandoned as a child.
**[18:14] Elsa**
I hurt people and stole
from them day after day.
**[18:17] Elsa**
I had no time to think about things
like living or being happy.
**[18:22] Elsa**
One day, during a blizzard,
I was stealing from a shop,
**[18:25] Elsa**
and its owner captured me.
**[18:27] Garfiel**
Shut up! No one asked!
**[18:29] Elsa**
Since I was a girl, he took off both
my clothes and my underclothes...
**[18:33] Elsa**
But I just happened to find a shard of glass.
**[18:37] Elsa**
I didn't give it any thought.
**[18:39] Elsa**
I just drove it into his belly.
**[18:44] Elsa**
At that moment, even as I felt like
I might freeze in that blizzard,
**[18:48] Elsa**
I had a thought...
**[18:52] Elsa**
Blood and innards are so very warm.
**[18:59] Elsa**
If there is happiness in this world,
**[19:02] Elsa**
it is the warmth that
makes one forget the cold.
**[19:06] Elsa**
It was the first happiness I ever found.
**[19:08] Elsa**
You can't understand that, can you?
**[19:10] Garfiel**
If ya know that, why the hell
did ya blather on about it?
**[19:14] Elsa**
Why, indeed...
**[19:16] Elsa**
It must be because you're so very endearing.
**[19:20] Garfiel**
Sorry, but there's already a girl I like.
**[19:22] Garfiel**
I ain't got time for some psycho bitch!
**[19:26] Elsa**
How cold.
**[19:28] Elsa**
But that's all right.
**[19:29] Elsa**
It's only your insides
that I have business with.
**[19:34] Garfiel**
I will kill you, Elsa Granhiert.
**[19:37] Elsa**
My love for you will begin after
I kill you, Garfiel Tinzel.
**[20:10] Maylie**
Elsa!
**[21:25] Elsa**
What a thrill.
***SIGN*** Love Me Down to My Blood and Guts
**[21:39] Puck**
You all right?
**[21:41] Puck**
Being too reckless is bad for you, y'know.
**[21:43] Ram**
No need for concern.
**[21:45] Ram**
Thanks to you, Great Spirit,
at least I'm able to fight.
**[21:49] Roswaal**
I was correct to bring you outside.
**[21:52] Roswaal**
I can't have that place—specifically,
that magic crystal—destroyed.
**[22:00] Roswaal**
Of course, you should still
be able to achieve your goal.
**[22:04] Roswaal**
Will you not attempt to do so?
**[22:06] Ram**
You mean I should ask the
great spirit to stall you,
**[22:09] Ram**
and use that opening?
**[22:13] Ram**
You jest.
**[22:14] Ram**
Even if I do that, my wish
will never be fulfilled.
**[22:21] Roswaal**
That said, things will only
get worse if we continue.
**[22:25] Roswaal**
You did strike terror in me,
but even a great spirit is not perfect.
**[22:29] Puck**
I have to commend your meticulousness.
**[22:32] Puck**
When did you put the spell on Lia?
**[22:36] Roswaal**
Before heading for the Sanctuary.
**[22:39] Roswaal**
Doctoring the contract
between you and Emilia-sama
**[22:42] ---**
while she was depressed after a
fight with Subaru-kun was simple.
**[22:46] Puck**
You wanted Lia to stay discouraged?
**[22:49] Roswaal**
Yes.
**[22:51] Roswaal**
Restricting Subaru-kun's actions
took more effort than anything else.
**[22:56] Roswaal**
He is the last key to the
unlocking of my dearest wish.
**[23:00] Roswaal**
Unlike you, I am not merely testing him to
see if he is worthy of my dear daughter.
**[23:06] Puck**
Don't get cocky, witch's disciple.
**[23:10] Roswaal**
Am I correct in guessing that you now
remember what happened before your contract?
**[23:16] Puck**
There are plenty of guesses you could make.
**[23:18] Puck**
But...
**[23:19] Puck**
I was remembering a man
who spoke a lot like you.
**[23:24] Puck**
Is it so I'd remember that wound,
or perhaps a warning?
**[23:28] Puck**
Either way, it's just backward-facing.
**[23:31] Roswaal**
Backward-facing, indeed...
**[23:34] Roswaal**
Yes, of course. I am forever
looking back upon the past.
**[23:39] Roswaal**
For me, all the wonderful things
that ever happened were in the past.
**[23:44] Roswaal**
All that exists now is a phony
standing atop a pile of corpses.
**[23:50] Puck**
I'm not going to find
fault with what you are.
**[23:53] Puck**
But...
**[23:55] Roswaal**
What?
**[23:56] Puck**
You're going to make Betty sad, Roswaal.
**[24:00] Roswaal**
Ul Goa!
**[24:03] Puck**
What a childish way to react
just because I hit the bull's-eye!
**[24:09] Ram**
El Fu—
**[24:10] Roswaal**
Too late.
**[24:11] Puck**
Get back!
**[24:15] Puck**
If you don't get up now, the next
one'll hit you, and you'll lose.
**[24:19] Ram**
You make it sound so simple...
**[24:21] Roswaal**
I could not be more disappointed, Ram.
**[24:28] Roswaal**
I wanted your wish to come true.
**[24:31] Roswaal**
I wanted you to exact justice for
your brethren and find happiness.
**[24:40] Roswaal**
Ram?
**[24:42] Ram**
After repeating it so many times,
**[24:44] Ram**
after touching upon it so many times,
**[24:46] Ram**
you still haven't realized
my true intentions.
**[24:50] Ram**
I only wish I was just a demon
**[24:53] Ram**
burning with hatred in her
wish to avenge her brethren.
**[24:58] Ram**
If I were only out for revenge,
**[25:01] Ram**
my heart would not hurt so.
**[25:05] Ram**
But...
**[25:09] Ram**
Roswaal-sama,
**[25:11] Ram**
I...
**[25:16] Ram**
love you.
**[25:22] Ram**
Is something wrong?
**[25:24] Roswaal**
Wrong?
**[25:26] Roswaal**
Are you making fun of me? After all this?
**[25:29] Ram**
I only said what I truly feel.
**[25:31] Roswaal**
I know that can't be true!
**[25:34] Roswaal**
You love me? How dare you say that?!
**[25:37] Roswaal**
I am the one you hate!
**[25:38] Roswaal**
I am the man who caused the
destruction of your homeland!
**[25:41] Roswaal**
I know you hated me so much
that you wanted to kill me!
**[25:45] Ram**
That was true at first, but not now.
**[25:49] Ram**
What's true now is...
**[25:52] Ram**
I love you.
**[25:54] Roswaal**
Who would believe in such a cheap emotion?!
**[25:58] Roswaal**
What of your revenge?
**[26:00] Roswaal**
Did you not swear on the souls
of your brethren to achieve it?!
**[26:03] Ram**
I do feel as if I've wronged my brethren.
**[26:06] Ram**
But I cannot help that I love you.
**[26:09] Ram**
I will prioritize my own feelings
over those of the dead.
**[26:13] Ram**
Great Spirit!
**[26:14] Puck**
You got it!
**[26:16] Puck**
Next to my beloved daughter, it's girls
in love that I'll always side with!
**[26:31] Roswaal**
Petty tricks!
**[26:38] Puck**
Where are you looking?
**[26:43] Roswaal**
It can't be...
**[26:53] Puck**
Surprise! I just got bigger, that's all!
**[27:27] Roswaal**
Wh-What...
**[27:38] Roswaal**
That's—
**[27:40] Ram**
As far as I'm concerned,
**[27:42] Ram**
this is the root of all evil.
**[28:18] ---**
Now, at last...
# E49 - Choose Me
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/G2XU0297W/choose-me)
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**[00:04] Emilia**
Why is it snowing?
**[00:05] Tokaku**
Emilia-sama!
**[00:11] Emilia**
Everyone! What happened?
**[00:13] Emilia**
Why is it snowing?
**[00:14] Milde**
It only started falling moments ago,
**[00:17] Milde**
and it's already accumulated this much.
**[00:20] Milde**
And of course, we can't evacuate.
**[00:22] Milde**
We've escaped it thanks to this, but...
**[00:25] Emilia**
Who made this for you?
**[00:30] Milde**
It wasn't you, Emilia-sama?
**[00:33] Emilia**
What? Me?
**[00:35] ---**
No...
**[00:36] Milde**
But that spirit said if we
wanted to thank someone,
**[00:40] Milde**
We should thank Emilia-sama...
rather, "Lia."
**[00:44] Emilia**
Puck...
**[01:02] Puck**
*You still have a job to do, don't you, Lia?*
**[01:08] Emilia**
Everyone, I've finished the trial.
**[01:11] Emilia**
But I think it'll be too
dangerous to move now.
**[01:14] Emilia**
So take refuge in the graveyard.
**[01:17] Emilia**
You...
**[01:19] Emilia**
Can I count on you to handle this?
**[01:22] Tokaku**
Yes!
**[01:23] Milde**
What will you do, Emilia-sama?
**[01:26] Emilia**
It seems like I have to go over there.
**[01:30] Emilia**
Can you stay safe and wait for me?
**[01:35] Milde**
We will keep the promise we made
before you started the trial.
**[01:38] Milde**
Please stay safe yourself, Emilia-sama.
**[01:58] Roswaal**
Ram...
**[02:00] Puck**
You lost your temper when
she burned the book.
**[02:03] Puck**
That's not like you...
**[02:05] Puck**
But she was prepared for what would happen.
**[02:07] Puck**
She is strong.
**[02:11] Roswaal**
Ram... Why did you...
**[02:15] Ram**
Roswaal-sama, I love you.
**[02:20] Puck**
You've lost, Roswaal.
**[02:23] Puck**
She achieved her goal.
**[02:26] Puck**
She crossed that fine line.
**[02:29] Puck**
Soon, Lia will complete her trial.
**[02:32] Puck**
And the book you relied on is gone.
**[02:34] Puck**
Your attachment to it was impressive, but...
**[02:41] Puck**
Snow?
**[02:42] Puck**
It can't be!
**[02:46] Puck**
You got me. You inscribed the spell that calls
the snow clouds before the battle began?
**[02:53] Puck**
The snow will fall.
**[02:55] Puck**
It'll turn out just as Subaru feared.
**[02:58] Puck**
I'm going to go try to delay that.
**[03:03] Puck**
Roswaal, you amaze me.
**[03:06] Puck**
You're quite the magician.
**[03:08] Puck**
As far as I know, there's no
human alive as skilled as you.
**[03:14] Puck**
But no matter how far you go,
you're still a human.
**[03:18] Puck**
You'll never be like that devil.
**[03:43] Roswaal**
I made snow fall, as the
Tome of Wisdom dictated.
**[03:50] Roswaal**
What do I do now?
**[04:05] Roswaal**
Ram...
**[04:08] Roswaal**
Yes, that's it, Ram...
**[04:19] Roswaal**
Teacher, what shall I...
**[04:23] Roswaal**
What shall I... What am I
supposed to do, Teacher?!
**[04:32] Roswaal**
I don't... I still don't know anything.
**[04:36] Roswaal**
So give me your guidance again, Teacher...
**[04:47] Emilia**
Mana is swirling here.
**[04:50] Emilia**
Is this what's making the snow fall?
**[05:00] Emilia**
Puck is waiting. I have to go.
**[05:09] Emilia**
Ryuzu-san?
**[05:11] Ryuzu**
Emilia-sama? Why are you here?
**[05:16] Emilia**
This many of you?
**[05:19] Emilia**
That must've been really
rough on your mother.
**[05:23] Ryuzu**
Explanations about us clones can wait.
**[05:26] Ryuzu**
Please, for now, just stop me!
**[05:28] Emilia**
Stop... you?
**[05:35] Emilia**
You're Shima-san, right?
**[05:37] Shima**
The fact that you are here, Emilia-sama,
**[05:41] Shima**
must mean that you have overcome the trial.
**[05:44] Shima**
Young Gar's wager was correct.
**[05:47] Emilia**
Is that Ryuzu-san inside the magic crystal?
**[05:50] Emilia**
Are you here to get her out?
**[05:52] Emilia**
Should we all take her to
the graveyard together?
**[05:55] Echidna**
*Unbelievable.*
**[05:57] Echidna**
* You see this, and that's the*
* first thing you think of?*
**[06:01] Emilia**
Yes, it'll be fine.
**[06:03] Emilia**
If we make a sled and put her on it,
**[06:05] Emilia**
I think we can all pull her there.
**[06:08] Shima**
We do appreciate it,
**[06:11] Shima**
but the reason I came here
is to fulfill my role,
**[06:15] ---**
along with my progenitor,
who sleeps within this crystal.
**[06:18] Emilia**
Fulfill your role?
**[06:20] Shima**
This crystal is the core of the
barrier surrounding the Sanctuary.
**[06:25] Shima**
You undid its spell, Emilia-sama.
**[06:27] Shima**
Now, once the core is gone,
**[06:30] Shima**
the Sanctuary's role will be completed,
and it will be liberated.
**[06:34] Shima**
*If* it is gone, that is.
**[06:37] Emilia**
Um... Does that have to happen right now?
**[06:41] Emilia**
It's snowing really hard outside...
**[06:43] Shima**
In the event that this facility is destroyed
and the one who runs it is lost,
**[06:48] Shima**
the resulting damage will be irreparable.
**[06:50] Shima**
We are the key to preventing that.
**[07:00] Shima**
Emilia-sama, take this.
**[07:06] Emilia**
Wait! Is this Puck?
**[07:08] Shima**
The great spirit visited here in advance
**[07:11] Shima**
and delayed the spell's activation.
**[07:14] Shima**
He exhausted all of his
strength to save everyone.
**[07:19] Emilia**
He made that wall of ice to
protect everyone from the snow,
**[07:24] Emilia**
and pushed himself this
far to let me know.
**[07:28] Emilia**
How many other impossible tasks did you do?
**[07:32] Shima**
He lent us aid in many forms.
**[07:34] Shima**
Now that we have been
given this opportunity,
**[07:39] Shima**
it is my responsibility
to fulfill our role.
**[07:43] Ryuzu**
I understand your role, but—
**[07:45] Shima**
Our beloved grandson has
been with me for ten years.
**[07:50] Shima**
Garf, our grandson, is giving his
all to make it to the outside.
**[07:55] Shima**
I will give him a push.
**[07:59] Shima**
Please watch and see where it takes him,
**[08:02] Shima**
my sisters made from half of me.
**[08:16] Emilia**
I'll take care of the rest.
**[08:21] Shima**
You have grown a shocking
amount in only half a day.
**[08:25] Shima**
This is the one thing old folks
such as me take pleasure in.
**[08:56] Emilia**
Let's go, Ryuzu-san.
**[08:58] Emilia**
There's something we need to do.
**[09:02] Ryuzu**
Emilia-sama...
**[09:04] Emilia**
A desire has been entrusted to me,
**[09:06] Emilia**
and I have a wish I want to fulfill.
**[09:09] Emilia**
So crying and all that can wait.
**[09:12] Emilia**
That's what the people I love
told me, always with a smile.
**[09:19] Emilia**
Please, tell me where Ram and Roswaal are.
**[09:38] Emilia**
Ram! Roswaal!
**[09:44] Emilia**
Come on, Roswaal! You can't stay here!
**[09:48] Emilia**
You can't freeze solid!
**[09:55] Emilia**
Ram?
**[09:57] Emilia**
Ram? Ram!
**[10:03] Emilia**
She's alive!
**[10:04] Emilia**
It's all right. There's still time! Roswaal!
**[10:09] Emilia**
You're helping Ram, right?
**[10:12] Emilia**
Roswaal, just bring Ram and come with me.
**[10:15] Emilia**
I'll do what I can, so don't give u—
**[10:17] Roswaal**
It doesn't matter.
**[10:19] Emilia**
Huh?
**[10:20] Roswaal**
It doesn't matter anymore.
**[10:25] Emilia**
Don't say things like that!
**[10:27] Emilia**
What do you mean, it doesn't matter anymore?
**[10:30] Emilia**
Of course it still matters!
**[10:32] Emilia**
Don't just give up and
accept that it's over!
**[10:35] Emilia**
For me, for Ram, and for you...
**[10:37] Emilia**
There's not a single thing
that doesn't matter anymore!
**[10:41] Emilia**
I completed the trial!
**[10:43] Emilia**
The past that I was afraid to face,
**[10:45] Emilia**
the happy present that could have happened,
**[10:47] Emilia**
the tragic future that might come one day...
**[10:50] Emilia**
I saw it all!
**[10:51] Emilia**
I saw it and still made up
my mind to walk this path!
**[10:55] Emilia**
And now I finally get to start walking!
**[11:02] Emilia**
When you're talking with someone,
**[11:04] Emilia**
you need to look them in the face!
**[11:09] Emilia**
I won't let anyone say it
doesn't matter anymore.
**[11:12] Emilia**
As long as you're alive, there's nothing
that doesn't matter anymore.
**[11:16] Emilia**
So I'm never going to
give up on anyone again!
**[11:28] Emilia**
They're following me.
**[11:30] Emilia**
Right... because I'm a witch.
**[11:33] Emilia**
Or is it because Puck is with me?
**[11:44] Emilia**
Take Roswaal and Ram.
**[11:50] Emilia**
When we get back to the graveyard,
**[11:51] Emilia**
I will protect all of you!
**[12:03] Beatrice**
*I first began waiting for "that person"*
**[12:06] Beatrice**
*right after I lost Ryuzu,*
**[12:07] Beatrice**
* and the Sanctuary was*
* established in her place.*
**[12:18] Echidna**
Beatrice, I'm leaving you in charge of
the library filled with my knowledge.
**[12:25] Echidna**
I want you to continue protecting
this library until the time comes.
**[12:31] Beatrice**
What?
**[12:33] Echidna**
I know. We'll call it the forbidden library.
**[12:36] Echidna**
I will write down all of the knowledge
I possess and store it there.
**[12:42] Beatrice**
W-Wait...
**[12:43] Echidna**
Build the library in Roswaal's mansion.
**[12:46] Echidna**
I'm sure he will help you.
**[12:49] Beatrice**
Wait, I suppose!
**[12:51] Beatrice**
Wh-What forbidden library? I don't
know what you're talking about!
**[12:54] Beatrice**
I want to stay with you!
**[12:56] Echidna**
I'm sorry, but you'll be of no help
against an enemy Roswaal can't handle.
**[13:01] Echidna**
If both you and I die,
**[13:03] ---**
what becomes of that
accumulation of knowledge?
**[13:05] Echidna**
I am obligated to pass it down.
**[13:09] Beatrice**
You mean... my power exists...
for this moment?
**[13:15] Beatrice**
You knew it all from the start?
**[13:22] Beatrice**
What is this?
**[13:23] Echidna**
It is incomplete, but it's a replica of the
Tome of Wisdom, the Authority granted to me.
**[13:30] Echidna**
It should serve as a simple guide
to its owner's future, at least.
**[13:35] Echidna**
There are two copies of this book.
**[13:37] Echidna**
This one is for you, and I
gave the other to Roswaal.
**[13:41] Echidna**
I'm sorry, but please understand.
**[13:45] Echidna**
Let's discuss the time frame.
**[13:47] Echidna**
If, for some reason, I don't return,
**[13:50] Echidna**
someone suitable for inheriting
my knowledge will come for you.
**[13:55] Beatrice**
Come... for me?
**[13:57] Echidna**
For now, let's just call them "that person."
**[13:59] Echidna**
Wait for that person.
This is my last request.
**[14:07] Echidna**
Betty...
**[14:09] Echidna**
I want you to grow up healthy, at least.
**[14:18] Beatrice**
* As Mother instructed, I relocated*
* to Roswaal's mansion,*
**[14:23] Beatrice**
* built the forbidden library,*
* and became its librarian.*
**[14:27] Beatrice**
* At some point, Roswaal started visiting*
* the forbidden library frequently.*
**[14:33] Roswaal**
Hello. I'm back for another visit today.
**[14:38] Roswaal**
Replicating a soul...
**[14:41] Beatrice**
*What he sought was within the books.*
**[14:41] Roswaal**
Saving it in a vessel...
**[14:44] Beatrice**
*We rarely spoke to each other at all.*
**[14:49] Roswaal2**
Pleased to meet you, Beatrice-sama.
**[14:52] Roswaal2**
I have heard about you from my predecessor.
**[14:57] Roswaal2**
Do not worry.
**[14:59] Roswaal2**
As the current Roswaal, Roswaal B. Mathers,
**[15:02] Roswaal2**
I will inherit your role and
your debt to your mother.
**[15:07] Beatrice**
* Control over the mansion was handed*
* down throughout the Mathers clan*
**[15:11] ---**
*from one Roswaal to the next.*
**[15:14] Beatrice**
* Nothing worth speaking of happened*
* for 400 years after that.*
**[15:22] Beatrice**
* A few people found their way*
* to the forbidden library*
**[15:25] Beatrice**
*and tried to take me out of it,*
**[15:28] Beatrice**
*but it never happened.*
**[15:31] Beatrice**
* When I was unexpectedly reunited with*
* the one I admired as a big brother,*
**[15:34] Beatrice**
*my heart sang for the first time in ages.*
**[15:36] Beatrice**
*But I quickly realized that*
**[15:39] Beatrice**
*my brother and I weren't the same.*
**[15:41] Beatrice**
*Driven by envy and jealousy,*
**[15:44] Beatrice**
* I killed my emotions and stopped talking*
* so I wouldn't hurt the half-devil girl*
**[15:48] Beatrice**
*who was always with him.*
**[15:51] Beatrice**
*And then...*
**[15:52] Subaru**
NPC #1 found!
**[15:54] Beatrice**
* Suddenly, with no hesitation, an outsider*
* walked in with his dirty shoes on.*
**[15:59] Subaru**
Yo!
**[15:59] Beatrice**
* For whatever reason,*
* he stayed in the mansion.*
**[16:00] Subaru**
Beako!
**[16:01] Subaru**
Beako!
**[16:02] Beatrice**
* He was somehow different from the others*
* who had come to the forbidden library.*
**[16:06] Beatrice**
* At times, I even thought he might be*
* "that person," as Mother had talked about.*
**[16:13] Beatrice**
* Afraid that the faint hope*
* I had would end up betrayed,*
**[16:17] Beatrice**
* I sent him to the Sanctuary*
* according to Roswaal's plans.*
**[16:22] Beatrice**
*Then Roswaal departed for the Sanctuary,*
**[16:25] Beatrice**
*saying he was off to see the Witch of Greed,*
**[16:28] Beatrice**
* and I realized he intended*
* to settle the score.*
**[16:32] Beatrice**
*What about me, then?*
**[16:34] Beatrice**
* A blank book, a promised savior*
* who never came for me...*
**[16:39] Beatrice**
*I finally realized*
**[16:40] Beatrice**
* "that person" was*
* never going to show up.*
**[16:45] Beatrice**
*I've known that for a long time.*
**[16:47] Beatrice**
*And yet...*
**[16:48] Subaru**
I'm getting you out of here, Beatrice.
**[16:51] Subaru**
This time, you're gonna let me
drag you out into the sunlight...
**[16:54] Beatrice**
Would you be... "that person" for me?
**[16:59] Subaru**
Are you dumb?
**[17:01] Subaru**
There's no way I could be whoever
"that person" is—
**[17:06] Beatrice**
*I'm so tired.*
**[17:17] Subaru**
Damn it! Where are you, Beako?!
**[17:37] Beatrice**
I might as well just...
**[17:39] Subaru**
I finally made it back!
**[17:42] Subaru**
Hey, you idiot! You've got some nerve—
**[17:43] Subaru**
Belote!
**[17:46] Beatrice**
You're the one who ended our conversation.
**[17:49] Beatrice**
And now you... How impudent
you are, I suppose.
**[17:52] Subaru**
Cut that out already!
**[17:54] Subaru**
You have the temper of a child!
**[17:56] Subaru**
If you jump straight to
violence, we'll never—
**[17:56] Beatrice**
*You* need to cut it out!
**[18:04] Subaru**
I endured that one!
**[18:06] Beatrice**
You don't know when to give up!
**[18:08] Subaru**
Until you actually shut me out for real,
**[18:11] Subaru**
I'll just come back over and over!
**[18:13] Beatrice**
I am shutting you out for—
**[18:14] Subaru**
No, you're not! If you were serious,
**[18:17] Subaru**
would I be able to come
back here so many times?!
**[18:20] Subaru**
You're just putting on a front!
**[18:27] Beatrice**
You... You're not... "that person"!
**[18:32] Beatrice**
You said yourself that you're not!
**[18:35] Beatrice**
You said it! You did, I suppose!
**[18:39] Beatrice**
If you were "that person"...
**[18:41] Beatrice**
If you'd said you were,
even if it was a lie,
**[18:43] Beatrice**
I know I would've believed you.
**[18:46] Beatrice**
Even knowing it was a lie,
I would've had to believe you!
**[18:51] Subaru**
Beatrice...
**[18:53] Beatrice**
But you said you weren't, I suppose!
**[18:57] Beatrice**
You said you weren't, and I was dumb!
That's what you said!
**[19:00] Beatrice**
Because I'm a fool... a huge fool who
can't forget a 400-year-old promise...
**[19:07] Beatrice**
So no matter what you say,
it's over, I suppose!
**[19:18] Subaru**
I'm...
**[19:23] Subaru**
I'm not whoever "that person" is.
**[19:27] Subaru**
I'll say it all you want!
**[19:30] Subaru**
But...
**[19:34] Subaru**
I want to stay with you, Beatrice.
**[19:40] Subaru**
I want to be near you so you won't be sad,
**[19:43] Subaru**
because you're a nice girl!
**[20:01] Subaru**
What the...
**[20:12] Subaru**
Beatrice!
**[20:18] Subaru**
No!
**[20:28] Subaru**
The entrance to the mansion...
**[20:30] Subaru**
Is she telling me to just leave for good?
**[20:35] Subaru**
If all the doors in the mansion burn down,
**[20:38] Subaru**
her forbidden library will...
**[20:40] Beatrice**
Farewell.
**[20:42] Subaru**
"Farewell," my ass!
**[20:44] Subaru**
You think I'm just gonna
let you end it like that?!
**[20:55] Subaru**
There are no doors left...
**[21:00] Subaru**
Yes, there are!
**[21:23] Subaru**
Beatrice, if you can hear me, listen.
**[21:29] Subaru**
There aren't any other doors left.
**[21:31] Subaru**
This is the last one.
**[21:34] Subaru**
If I open it, I'll probably die.
**[21:46] Subaru**
Beatrice...
**[21:48] Subaru**
I have faith in you!
**[22:03] Beatrice**
You are a fool.
**[22:05] Subaru**
That's the first thing you say?
**[22:09] Beatrice**
Well, it's true, I suppose.
**[22:11] Beatrice**
It's a stalemate now.
**[22:15] Beatrice**
There is little more I could ask for now.
**[22:17] Beatrice**
My promise with Mother has been
fully realized, I suppose.
**[22:22] Subaru**
Then...
**[22:25] Subaru**
hear me out until the end.
**[22:32] Subaru**
Beatrice...
**[22:34] Subaru**
Please save me.
**[22:36] Beatrice**
H-Huh?
**[22:38] Subaru**
I thought about all kinds
of cool things to say,
**[22:41] Subaru**
like how I was gonna save
you from loneliness,
**[22:45] Subaru**
but they all just sounded like stopgaps
thought up in the heat of the moment.
**[22:49] Subaru**
You don't need me to save you.
You don't need my help at all.
**[22:55] Subaru**
You're strong, smart, and cute.
**[22:59] Subaru**
You're plenty well-equipped
to survive on your own.
**[23:03] Subaru**
So saying I'd save you or
help you out wasn't enough.
**[23:09] Subaru**
But even as strong, smart,
and cute as you are,
**[23:13] Subaru**
you were afraid to live on alone.
**[23:15] Subaru**
You were hurting... and sad, weren't you?
**[23:19] Subaru**
So no one could blame you for clinging
to the idea of "that person."
**[23:25] Beatrice**
Y-You think...
**[23:27] Beatrice**
you can just reject how I feel?
**[23:31] Beatrice**
What do you know about me?!
**[23:37] Subaru**
I do know you.
**[23:39] Subaru**
I know you're a kind girl.
**[23:42] Subaru**
A girl who'd hold someone's hand and calm
them when they're wracked by nightmares.
**[23:47] Subaru**
Don't talk as if you know me.
**[23:49] Subaru**
I don't have any strength,
so I can't be of help to you.
**[23:54] Subaru**
But if there's anything I can do because
I don't want to leave you alone,
**[23:58] Subaru**
it's to just hang on and keep begging.
**[24:09] Subaru**
Beatrice, please help me.
**[24:13] Subaru**
Without you, I'd be too sad to go on living.
**[24:16] Subaru**
So please help me.
**[24:19] Beatrice**
Not fair...
**[24:22] Beatrice**
It's not fair... to ask me like that.
**[24:27] Beatrice**
You said... that you're not "that person."
**[24:31] Beatrice**
You rejected me.
**[24:37] Beatrice**
And yet...
**[24:39] Beatrice**
I've been alone for 400 years.
**[24:43] Beatrice**
Even if I take your hand here and now,
**[24:46] Beatrice**
you'll just die soon anyway.
**[24:49] Beatrice**
Compared to mine, a human's life
is over in the blink of an eye.
**[24:55] Beatrice**
Clinging to that now wouldn't...
**[24:57] Subaru**
But I'll still be able to
hold your hand tomorrow.
**[25:02] Subaru**
Tomorrow, and the next day,
and the day after!
**[25:06] Subaru**
I can't make it 400 years,
**[25:08] Subaru**
but I can spend the days I have with you.
**[25:12] Subaru**
Even if I can't be with you forever,
**[25:15] Subaru**
I can treasure you tomorrow and right now!
**[25:20] Subaru**
So Beatrice...
**[25:25] Subaru**
Choose me.
**[25:28] Beatrice**
But... you're not "that person"...
**[25:31] Subaru**
No, I'm not.
**[25:32] Subaru**
I'm me. I'm Natsuki Subaru.
**[25:35] Subaru**
Just forget this crush on some stranger
you wouldn't even recognize.
**[25:41] Subaru**
Instead of fearing a goodbye
that might or might not happen,
**[25:44] Subaru**
live with me through a guaranteed
lifetime of tomorrows!
**[25:49] Subaru**
I'm weak, but I want a lot.
**[25:53] Subaru**
Since you're so caring,
you'll be so busy looking after me,
**[25:57] Subaru**
you wouldn't have time to think
about being bored or lonely.
**[26:02] Subaru**
Choose me, Beatrice.
**[26:05] Beatrice**
But you'll... go away.
**[26:08] Subaru**
There is no "forever."
**[26:09] Subaru**
The future you're so afraid
of will come sooner or later.
**[26:13] Subaru**
But still...
**[26:14] Beatrice**
You'll leave me.
**[26:16] Subaru**
But still, let's be together!
**[26:18] Subaru**
Let's live together! Let's do things together!
**[26:22] Subaru**
Let's make so many memories
together that you'll be able
**[26:24] Subaru**
to proudly say you've had fun!
**[26:27] Subaru**
Take back those lonely 400 years
you've had, with interest!
**[26:33] Beatrice**
Even if... I do... you'll
leave me alone eventually!
**[26:40] Subaru**
For someone like you who'll live forever,
**[26:42] Subaru**
your time with me might
feel like just a moment.
**[26:46] Subaru**
So...
**[26:48] Subaru**
I'll engrave it all into your soul!
**[26:51] Subaru**
The moment you spend with me,
**[26:55] Subaru**
and the fact that Natsuki Subaru
was a guy so memorable
**[26:59] Subaru**
that even after an eternity,
he'll never fade to sepia!
**[27:06] Subaru**
Choose me, Beatrice!
**[27:10] Subaru**
You want someone to get you out of here!
**[27:13] Subaru**
Isn't that why you always sat
right in front of this door?!
**[27:37] Petra**
Otto-san, look!
**[27:54] Beatrice**
Subaru...
**[27:55] Subaru**
Yeah, that's right.
**[27:57] Beatrice**
Subaru... Subaru...
**[27:59] Subaru**
That's right. That's my name.
**[28:02] Beatrice**
Subaru! Subaru! Subaru! Subaru!
**[28:07] Subaru**
You finally called me by my name.
**[28:19] Emilia**
I absolutely will not let
anything or anyone be lost!
**[28:27] Emilia**
Mother and Geuse, everyone from today,
**[28:31] Emilia**
and the words he wrote...
So long as I remember all of them,
**[28:36] Emilia**
I won't give up!
**[28:42] Subaru**
You don't have to push yourself
that hard, Emilia-tan.
**[28:54] Subaru**
You can step back and
leave the rest to me now.
**[28:57] Subaru**
I need to make a revision
to my first battle.
**[29:01] Emilia**
Sorry... I'm not sure what
you're talking about.
**[29:13] Beatrice**
Don't blame me for whatever may happen next.
**[29:16] Subaru**
Sure.
**[29:18] Subaru**
We'll make it work out!
**[29:21] Subaru**
You and me together!
***SIGN*** Choose Me
# E50 - Offbeat Steps Under the Moonlight
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/G8WUND5JX/offbeat-steps-under-the-moonlight)
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**[00:02] Subaru**
Since everyone's sheltering
in the graveyard,
**[00:05] Subaru**
I guess that means you finished the trial.
**[00:08] Subaru**
Great job, Emilia-tan.
**[00:14] Subaru**
Ram...
**[00:16] Beatrice**
Subaru! Focus your attention
over here for now, I suppose!
**[00:20] Beatrice**
What kind of weird reaction was that?
**[00:22] Subaru**
Oh, just... Hearing you call
me just "Subaru" is new.
**[00:26] Subaru**
I was just savoring the joy of it.
**[00:28] Beatrice**
Save that for later, I suppose... S-Subaru.
**[00:31] Subaru**
Damn, you're so cute!
**[00:34] Subaru**
So, we're up against the Great Rabbit.
Are you ready for this?
**[00:38] Beatrice**
The contract was only just signed,
**[00:40] Beatrice**
and it's one of the Three Great Mabeasts.
**[00:43] Beatrice**
The contractor is a novice,
**[00:44] Beatrice**
and it's been 400 years since
I was involved in a battle.
**[00:48] Subaru**
And?
**[00:51] Beatrice**
I'd call it the perfect handicap.
**[00:58] Beatrice**
Are you scared?
**[01:00] Subaru**
No, I'm not scared.
**[01:05] Subaru**
I've got Emilia behind me and you beside me.
**[01:09] Subaru**
I'm feeling stronger than ever!
**[01:12] Beatrice**
That's right.
**[01:18] Beatrice**
El Minya!
**[01:29] Subaru**
Holy crap!
**[01:30] Subaru**
So what should I do?!
**[01:32] Beatrice**
Just keep holding my hand and
don't leave me alone, I suppose.
**[01:36] Beatrice**
And imagine yourself
**[01:38] Beatrice**
weaving mana, shaping your power
into arrows, and crushing the enemy
**[01:43] Beatrice**
in a single, supreme attack.
**[01:45] Subaru**
Done!
**[01:46] Beatrice**
Then all that's left is
to say it, I suppose!
**[01:48] Both**
El Minya!
**[01:54] Beatrice**
Cross over!
**[01:55] Subaru**
Right!
**[01:58] Beatrice**
Take the left, I suppose!
**[02:00] Subaru**
Then the right's all yours!
**[02:03] Subaru**
Minya!
**[02:05] Subaru**
Minya! Minya!
**[02:07] Subaru**
That's hard to say! Minya!
**[02:11] Subaru**
There's no end to them!
Beako, what's the plan?
**[02:13] Beatrice**
What we need to do is gather
all of the Great Rabbits here.
**[02:18] Beatrice**
They may be infinite, but that doesn't
mean there's no upper limit, I suppose.
**[02:22] Beatrice**
They can only multiply
up to a certain number.
**[02:25] Beatrice**
Which means...
**[02:26] Subaru**
If we can stop all of them when they
hit that max, we can destroy them!
**[02:30] Beatrice**
The question is how to do it.
**[02:32] Subaru**
It's not like the two of us
have to solve this alone.
**[02:38] Beatrice**
Honestly...
**[02:41] Beatrice**
Act as a decoy while I'm
getting ready, I suppose.
**[02:44] Subaru**
Don't you worry.
**[02:46] Subaru**
There's no one in all of
Lugunica better than me
**[02:48] Subaru**
when it comes to being bait
for insanely strong enemies!
**[02:58] Subaru**
Hey, Great Rabbit!
**[03:00] Subaru**
It's me you want! Follow me!
**[03:03] Subaru**
You're too slow!
**[03:07] Subaru**
Emilia-tan!
**[03:09] Subaru**
Beatrice and I are gonna knock
all of these bastards out!
**[03:12] Subaru**
I'd appreciate it if you
could help us a little!
**[03:15] Emilia**
Subaru?!
**[03:16] Subaru**
I know I'm asking too much!
**[03:18] Subaru**
If you can't do it, I'll just
have to think a little harder,
**[03:21] Subaru**
but if you think you can, I want you to try!
**[03:24] Subaru**
Let's all win this together!
**[03:28] Emilia**
All right! You can count on me!
**[03:30] Emilia**
So I'll count on you!
**[03:32] Subaru**
Hell yeah! I'm on it!
**[03:40] Subaru**
Now, Emilia! Trace the line!
**[03:43] Emilia**
You're doing so well!
**[03:45] Emilia**
You always do!
**[03:51] Emilia**
I'm not letting any of you escape!
**[03:56] Subaru**
Wow...
**[03:59] Subaru**
And now you guys are the guiltylowe
that came up one step short!
**[04:05] Subaru**
Okay, your turn to be the star,
**[04:08] Beatrice**
Great Spirit Beatrice!
**[04:13] Beatrice**
Al Shamac!
**[04:40] Subaru**
We did it...
**[04:41] Emilia**
That was... so amazing.
**[04:44] Beatrice**
I sent them to an isolated space,
much like the forbidden library.
**[04:48] Beatrice**
They'll never be able to
come back out, I suppose.
**[05:15] Emilia**
Subaru, look.
**[05:21] Beatrice**
Have you nothing to say to the
one who just performed such a—
**[05:24] Subaru**
You did it!
**[05:26] Subaru**
I knew you could! I love you, Beako!
**[05:27] Beatrice**
Wha... Wait! No! Let me go, I suppose!
**[05:29] Subaru**
That's my girl! You're so cute!
**[05:32] Subaru**
Beako's amazing!
Beako's the best! Beako for life!
**[05:33] Beatrice**
Su... Suba... Suba... Subaru!
**[05:52] Beatrice**
I'm sorry, Mother.
**[05:55] Beatrice**
I couldn't keep my promise.
**[05:58] Roswaal**
Yet you look as if a weight was
lifted from your shoulders.
**[06:03] Beatrice**
You don't seem like yourself either, I suppose.
**[06:06] Beatrice**
I thought an encounter with Mother
was your clan's dearest wish.
**[06:13] Roswaal**
May I ask something?
**[06:15] Beatrice**
Huh?
**[06:16] Roswaal**
Did Subaru-kun turn out to
be "that person" for you?
**[06:21] Beatrice**
Hmph!
**[06:22] Beatrice**
Subaru is not at all suited
for that, I suppose.
**[06:25] Beatrice**
But that's just fine.
**[06:28] Beatrice**
I chose Subaru, who is not
"that person," I suppose.
**[06:32] Roswaal**
Why?
**[06:33] Beatrice**
Because when I asked him to be
"that person" for me, he laughed.
**[06:38] Beatrice**
He insisted that he could
make me happier than
**[06:40] ---**
some stranger I wouldn't even
recognize could, I suppose.
**[06:44] Roswaal**
That is quite an arrogant answer.
**[06:48] Beatrice**
But I don't dislike how pushy he is.
**[06:51] Roswaal**
Are you sure about this?
**[06:52] Roswaal**
You will never be number one to Subaru-kun.
**[06:55] Beatrice**
You seem to be mistaken, I suppose.
**[06:59] Beatrice**
I didn't leave the forbidden library
because I became his number one.
**[07:03] Beatrice**
I left because I want to
make Subaru my number one.
**[07:09] Subaru**
Choose me.
**[07:15] Roswaal**
No matter how old you get, you never change.
**[07:18] Roswaal**
You're just like back then.
**[07:20] Beatrice**
Huh?
**[07:21] Roswaal**
You and I really haven't
spoken enough, have we?
**[07:25] Roswaal**
Not in all the time since
we were with Teacher.
**[07:29] Beatrice**
Teacher?
**[07:32] Beatrice**
You're... Roswaal?
**[07:35] Roswaal**
I have always been Roswaal.
**[07:38] Beatrice**
No! That's not what I meant!
**[07:40] Roswaal**
I was joking.
**[07:42] Roswaal**
I am...
**[07:44] Roswaal**
I'm Roswaal, Beatrice.
**[07:47] Beatrice**
You can't mean... Soul transcription?
**[07:50] Beatrice**
From Mother's pursuit of immortality?
**[07:53] Beatrice**
But that failed!
**[07:55] Roswaal**
The soul of another will not
take hold in an empty vessel.
**[07:58] Roswaal**
So rather than use someone else,
**[08:00] Roswaal**
you need only prepare a vessel that
has high affinity with the soul.
**[08:08] Roswaal**
Would you curse me as an inhuman monster?
**[08:16] Beatrice**
Kneel down there, I suppose.
**[08:19] Roswaal**
Right here?
**[08:23] Beatrice**
Brace yourself.
**[08:29] Roswaal**
Was that supposed to be
a show of your contempt?
**[08:34] Beatrice**
No. I neither know nor care why
you want to be reprimanded.
**[08:38] Beatrice**
That was obviously payback for burning
down the forbidden library, I suppose!
**[08:46] Beatrice**
That would cause nothing but
trouble for Mother, I suppose.
**[08:49] Beatrice**
What do you think you're saying?!
**[08:49] Echidna**
All three of you are here?
**[08:50] Ryuzu**
It would make me very happy.
**[08:51] Beatrice**
Naturally, I suppose.
**[08:52] Roswaal**
So said Beatrice as she echoed the
very same words her teacher used.
**[08:52] Echidna**
Have you been getting
along and not fighting?
**[08:54] Roswaal**
Well, I love you.
**[08:57] Beatrice**
Roswaal...
**[08:59] Roswaal**
Yes?
**[09:01] Beatrice**
Welcome back.
**[09:04] Roswaal**
Yes... That's right.
**[09:07] Roswaal**
I'm back, Beatrice.
**[09:12] Roswaal**
And welcome home.
**[09:43] Emilia**
They still haven't come out.
**[09:45] Subaru**
Yeah, but I'm sure they're fine.
**[09:48] Emilia**
You trust Beatrice so well now.
**[09:51] Emilia**
I guess you two were always
good friends, huh?
**[09:54] Subaru**
Both now and back then, I'd have my
reservations about calling us friends.
**[09:59] Subaru**
Is that Puck?
**[10:02] Subaru**
I'd like to thank him for his help,
but that won't work, will it?
**[10:05] Emilia**
You're right.
**[10:07] Emilia**
I guess he overdid it a bit,
**[10:09] Emilia**
and even having this stone to occupy
isn't enough to wake him up.
**[10:12] Subaru**
You'll definitely call him
back someday, though.
**[10:15] Subaru**
Right?
**[10:18] Emilia**
Yes.
**[10:22] Subaru**
You've changed, Emilia-tan.
**[10:25] Subaru**
You're stronger now.
**[10:27] Emilia**
If I have, it's thanks to
you and everyone else.
**[10:31] Emilia**
All I ever do is take, after all.
**[10:33] Emilia**
I need to get to a point where I
can give back to everyone soon.
**[10:37] Subaru**
I feel like all I ever do is take, too.
**[10:44] Emilia**
By the way, Subaru... You know...
**[10:47] Subaru**
Huh? Your face just turned red super fast.
**[10:51] Subaru**
You okie?
**[10:51] Emilia**
I'm o-okie. Totally fine.
**[10:54] Emilia**
Anyway, there's something
important I wanted to discuss.
**[10:58] Subaru**
Y-You're being weirdly formal now.
**[11:01] Emilia**
So... you said that you...
l-loved me, right?
**[11:07] Subaru**
Huh? uh, yes, I did!
I love you! A whole lot!
**[11:11] Emilia**
And that, um... makes me
really, really happy...
**[11:16] Emilia**
But I wanted to have a proper talk.
**[11:23] Emilia**
About... well...
**[11:25] Emilia**
the baby I'm carrying in my belly!
**[11:33] Subaru**
Pardon?
**[11:35] Emilia**
I-I don't know if it's a boy or a girl,
**[11:38] Emilia**
but I know I have to take good care of it.
**[11:40] Emilia**
But I don't know anything
about this kind of thing.
**[11:43] Emilia**
So I knew I had to talk to the father...
**[11:45] Subaru**
E-Emilia-tan! Wait, wait!
Seriously, wait a hot minute!
**[11:49] Subaru**
You just said... a baby, right?
**[11:51] Emilia**
Y-Yes!
**[11:53] Emilia**
It won't be easy with the
royal selection going on.
**[11:56] Emilia**
But that's not the baby's fault!
**[11:58] ---**
I just want to make them happy!
**[12:02] Subaru**
Emilia-tan, babies don't get
carried to you by storks
**[12:06] ---**
or grow in cabbage fields.
**[12:08] Emilia**
But when a boy and a girl kiss,
it makes a baby, right?
**[12:13] Subaru**
Huh?!
**[12:18] Subaru**
I hate you, Puck!
**[12:29] Garfiel**
I got ya!
**[12:33] Otto**
Then...
**[12:37] Subaru**
Okay, now that we've gotten
all of our scores settled,
**[12:41] Subaru**
I'd like to talk about
where we go from here.
**[12:45] Subaru**
I was sure you'd be pissed, though.
**[12:48] Ram**
Don't be silly.
**[12:49] ---**
Even I don't think Roswaal-sama
has nothing to apologize for.
**[12:53] Ram**
But it's my own choice to treat him with
kindness and respect after he's paid for—
**[12:58] Beatrice**
You have such bizarre tastes.
**[13:00] Beatrice**
With a wound that grave, what would have
happened if I wasn't here, I suppose?
**[13:04] Ram**
I am deeply grateful.
**[13:05] Ram**
But I would rather not be
told whom I should love.
**[13:08] Garfiel**
Ram ain't gonna change her mind.
**[13:11] Garfiel**
But Boss, are you seriously sayin'
this bastard's one of us now?
**[13:16] Garfiel**
If not for you and these guys, it would've
been a disaster for the village and the mansion!
**[13:20] Garfiel**
And he's the one who planned all that!
**[13:22] Subaru**
Still, we need Roswaal's strength.
**[13:26] Garfiel**
Boss...
**[13:27] Subaru**
Emilia can't compete in the royal
selection without his support.
**[13:32] Subaru**
It's natural that you'd
want to get even with him,
**[13:35] Subaru**
but we can't just say
goodbye and send him off.
**[13:37] Garfiel**
I don't agree with this.
**[13:40] Frederica**
I am willing to forgive the master.
**[13:43] Garfiel**
What the hell you sayin'?!
**[13:44] Garfiel**
This bastard put you and the mansion in—
**[13:47] Frederica**
Regardless, I am still alive...
**[13:50] Frederica**
because you saved me.
**[13:53] Garfiel**
That's just hindsight!
**[13:55] Frederica**
I have been in the master's
care for more than ten years.
**[14:00] Frederica**
I accepted his aid in
achieving my own goals,
**[14:06] Frederica**
and I am here today because
I learned so much from him.
**[14:10] Garfiel**
You think your debt and your
life are the same thing?!
**[14:13] Garfiel**
He used you and Ram to—
**[14:14] Otto**
Sorry to interrupt this heated debate.
**[14:17] Otto**
It's natural that Garfiel would be angry.
**[14:20] Otto**
I did technically take part in
the "purification ritual," too.
**[14:23] Subaru**
You say "technically," but you were throwing
some pretty hardcore punches, too.
**[14:27] Otto**
Anyway, how much does the
margrave intend to yield to us?
**[14:32] Roswaal**
I believe your concern
**[14:34] Roswaal**
is when and where I might
become your enemy again,
**[14:39] Roswaal**
but you needn't worry about that.
**[14:40] Garfiel**
You think I'm gonna trust
a damn word you say?
**[14:44] Roswaal**
I suppose not.
**[14:46] Roswaal**
So... I will prove it to you
in a form that you can see.
**[14:58] Beatrice**
That is an oath sealed with a curse.
**[15:01] Subaru**
An oath... sealed with a curse?
**[15:03] Beatrice**
An agreement can take the form of
a contract, an oath, or a covenant.
**[15:09] Beatrice**
A covenant applies to all blood relatives,
**[15:11] Beatrice**
and an oath binds an individual.
**[15:15] Roswaal**
I lost my battle.
**[15:17] Roswaal**
Therefore, per my oath,
I cannot harm any of you.
**[15:22] Roswaal**
If I break this promise,
my soul will be tainted,
**[15:25] Roswaal**
and my body will burn away
in the flames of hell.
**[15:29] Roswaal**
Then, I will descend into nothingness.
**[15:32] Roswaal**
That is what this promise means.
**[15:34] Subaru**
Wh-Why would you make a
crazy promise like that?
**[15:36] Roswaal**
That's quite a thing to say.
**[15:39] Roswaal**
Were you not the one who
proposed such a contest to me?
**[15:43] Roswaal**
That is what this mark is for.
**[15:45] Subaru**
And if I had screwed it up...
**[15:47] Roswaal**
This mark would have been engraved on you,
**[15:49] Roswaal**
and if you broke the promise,
you would burn to ashes.
**[15:52] Subaru**
That's scary!
**[15:53] Subaru**
But still,
**[15:54] Subaru**
this means Roswaal can't betray us.
**[15:57] Subaru**
Garfiel, what do you say?
**[16:00] Ryuzu**
Young Gar.
**[16:03] Ryuzu**
What happened to Shima was her own choice.
**[16:06] Ryuzu**
Regardless of what happened to Young Ros,
**[16:08] Ryuzu**
it was necessary for one of us to
act as the key to undo the barrier.
**[16:15] Ryuzu**
Shima said that she was not
lonely these past ten years...
**[16:20] Ryuzu**
Because she had you.
**[16:23] Garfiel**
I know.
**[16:25] Garfiel**
Quit lookin' like you're
about to cry, Grandma.
**[16:32] Garfiel**
Swear it, Roswaal.
**[16:34] Garfiel**
Swear you'll never do the
shit you've done again.
**[16:39] Garfiel**
Swear it.
**[16:42] Roswaal**
Never again shall I attempt
to sacrifice anyone here
**[16:46] Roswaal**
in order to achieve something else.
**[16:52] Roswaal**
I swear upon the soul of my beloved teacher.
**[16:57] Petra**
Not me. I can't forgive you.
**[17:00] Petra**
You tried to do something awful
to the people of the village!
**[17:04] Petra**
They all trusted you, and then you...
**[17:07] Petra**
I thought you were a good person, too!
**[17:10] Roswaal**
Your words cause me pain.
**[17:13] Petra**
But... But I don't want to be stubborn
and make things harder for everyone.
**[17:20] Petra**
So... I'm never going to forgive you!
**[17:24] Petra**
Not ever... But that's all.
**[17:30] Frederica**
Very good.
**[17:34] Garfiel**
I'm only agreeing for my sister,
the old hag, and this little girl.
**[17:38] Garfiel**
Don't forget that!
**[17:40] Roswaal**
Of course.
**[17:42] Subaru**
Anyone else got anything to say?
**[17:45] Emilia**
I do.
**[17:46] Subaru**
Okay, Emilia-tan.
**[17:48] Subaru**
You've got the chance to
say anything you want.
**[17:50] Emilia**
Then I'll take you up on that and say this.
**[17:54] Emilia**
You're all being very weird.
**[17:56] Emilia**
Roswaal hasn't even done the
most important thing yet.
**[18:00] Emilia**
We can't end this discussion
before he's done that.
**[18:05] Subaru**
The most important thing?
**[18:07] Emilia**
When you do something bad, you
have to say, "I'm sorry."
**[18:13] Emilia**
You've all been telling him to do this
and say that to prove he regrets it.
**[18:19] Emilia**
And Roswaal, you said you'd
swear on your teacher's soul,
**[18:22] Emilia**
but isn't there something
you should say before that?
**[18:25] Emilia**
Roswaal, did you say that
to them, even once?
**[18:28] ---**
I didn't hear it.
**[18:31] Subaru**
Apologize, Roswaal.
**[18:33] Subaru**
If you're gonna work with us from now on,
**[18:35] Subaru**
that's the right thing
to do as a human being.
**[18:41] Roswaal**
I am sorry.
**[18:44] Emilia**
Good.
**[18:46] Emilia**
That's enough.
**[19:05] Subaru**
Conferment of knighthood?
**[19:07] Subaru**
They're really going all-out here.
**[19:09] Roswaal**
I thought this was what you
had awaited for a long time.
**[19:14] Subaru**
Yeah, but isn't it kinda shameless
to do it in a rented space?
**[19:19] Roswaal**
The Miload family is a branch
of the Mathers family,
**[19:22] Roswaal**
and their leader, Annerose, is
head over heels for Emilia-sama.
**[19:28] Subaru**
And? You wanted to say something to me?
**[19:31] Roswaal**
My goal is to reunite with my teacher.
**[19:35] Subaru**
That's the woman who was
in that coffin, right?
**[19:38] Subaru**
So haven't you already—
**[19:39] Roswaal**
Do not misunderstand.
**[19:42] Roswaal**
I wish to reunite with a teacher whose
blood flows, who breathes and houses a soul.
**[19:48] Roswaal**
That is my desire and my dearest wish.
**[19:50] Subaru**
And is there a way to do that?
**[19:53] Roswaal**
I have lost the Tome of Wisdom,
and I am bound by the mark of the oath.
**[19:57] Roswaal**
But I have no intention of
giving up on my teacher.
**[20:00] Subaru**
What good is that gonna do?
**[20:02] Roswaal**
It's simple.
**[20:04] Roswaal**
I will continue to keep my eye on you.
**[20:10] Roswaal**
You decided that you would lose
nothing and pick up all the pieces.
**[20:16] Roswaal**
You will surely continue
to be hurt from now on.
**[20:20] Roswaal**
You will lose things over and over,
and each time you get them back,
**[20:24] Roswaal**
you will carry on with new,
invisible wounds.
**[20:28] Roswaal**
If I lost anyone, I would not hesitate
to reduce everything to ashes.
**[20:33] Roswaal**
I will not compromise.
**[20:35] Roswaal**
Nothing can lead me back to my teacher but you,
Subaru-kun, and the path you walk.
**[20:50] Annerose**
We will now begin the ceremony
of the conferment of knighthood.
**[20:54] Annerose**
Natsuki Subaru, come forward.
**[20:58] Roswaal**
Congratulations, Subaru-kun.
**[21:00] Roswaal**
You've earned the praise
of the witch's disciple.
**[21:04] Roswaal**
You win... for today.
**[21:28] Emilia**
The sun that looks down
upon a brilliant world,
**[21:31] Emilia**
the stars that keep watch over
the world when it sleeps,
**[21:34] Emilia**
the wind, to the water, to
the earth, to the light,
**[21:38] Emilia**
the spirits that dwell in all things...
**[21:41] Emilia**
The world that will accept
you and nurture you,
**[21:44] Emilia**
the vast world into which
you will be sent forth...
**[21:47] Emilia**
The pride that has supported you,
protected you, and created you...
**[21:53] Emilia**
May you find a way to
live that will not shame
**[21:56] Emilia**
all that watch over you,
**[21:58] Emilia**
the world that nurtures you,
**[22:01] Emilia**
and the pride that supports you.
**[22:03] Emilia**
May you live as your heart dictates,
**[22:07] Emilia**
never fearing, never cowering,
never hesitating.
**[22:10] Emilia**
Have you the will to do all this,
**[22:12] Emilia**
as all things surrounding you have done,
**[22:15] Emilia**
to swear that you will henceforth
protect the one standing before you?
**[22:21] Subaru**
On the sun, the stars, the
spirits, the world, my pride...
**[22:30] Subaru**
And on my father and mother, I swear it.
**[22:38] Subaru**
I will protect you.
**[22:40] Subaru**
I will grant your every wish.
**[22:43] Subaru**
My name is Natsuki Subaru...
**[22:47] Subaru**
your knight, Emilia, and yours alone.
**[22:54] Emilia**
Right.
**[23:08] Subaru**
This is nothing new, but you look
so sexy and cute in that outfit.
**[23:14] Emilia**
Idiot.
**[23:25] Emilia**
Subaru? So this is where you were.
**[23:30] Subaru**
Oh, it's you, Emilia-tan.
**[23:32] Subaru**
I thought some angel or
fairy had come to get me.
**[23:34] Emilia**
You're being weird again.
**[23:36] Emilia**
Are you drunk or something?
**[23:39] Subaru**
I told you before, I don't drink.
**[23:42] Subaru**
I'm only drunk on myself and
the atmosphere right now.
**[23:45] Emilia**
See? You *are* drunk.
**[23:48] Emilia**
Are you getting along with Roswaal?
**[23:51] Emilia**
What were you talking about
before the ceremony?
**[23:53] Emilia**
Ah, I knew he was messing with you.
**[23:56] Subaru**
You're so perceptive, Emilia-tan.
**[23:59] Subaru**
I get the feeling things are gonna
be even tougher than before.
**[24:02] Emilia**
I think Roswaal is just afraid of
forgetting everything he's done.
**[24:07] Emilia**
That's why he acts like that
to get everyone's attention.
**[24:11] Emilia**
Honestly, he's such a child.
**[24:14] Subaru**
You're amazing, Emilia-tan.
**[24:17] Emilia**
You think so?
**[24:19] Emilia**
Thanks.
**[24:21] Emilia**
But I think that about you, too. I really do.
**[24:28] Emilia**
You know, Subaru...
**[24:30] Emilia**
There's something I want
to say to my knight later.
**[24:35] Subaru**
What a coincidence. There's a
lot I want to say to you, too.
**[24:42] Emilia**
Then it's a promise.
**[24:49] Emilia**
When the ceremony's over,
we'll have an important talk.
**[24:53] Emilia**
Would you come to my room?
**[24:55] Subaru**
I'm a repeat offender when it
comes to breaking promises,
**[24:58] Subaru**
but when you invite me
to your room at night,
**[25:00] Subaru**
is breaking that promise even
an option? No, it's not!
**[25:04] Emilia**
Sorry... I'm not really sure
what you're talking about.
**[25:10] Subaru**
I can't wait to find out
what we'll talk about.
**[25:14] Emilia**
One evening might not be enough.
**[25:17] Subaru**
If it's that important, I'll give
you as many evenings as it takes.
**[25:21] Subaru**
I'm your number one knight! Okay?
**[25:25] Emilia**
O-Okay.
**[25:32] Subaru**
Don't worry, Emilia-tan.
**[25:35] Subaru**
No matter what you say, I'll never
become disenchanted with you.
**[25:39] Emilia**
Subaru...
**[25:41] Subaru**
What's important isn't the
beginning or the middle.
**[25:44] Subaru**
It's the end.
**[25:46] Subaru**
Besides, no matter what started it,
**[25:48] Subaru**
it's not like it's still
the same now, right?
**[25:51] Emilia**
How... do you know?
**[26:01] Subaru**
You were looking out over the hall
with those sweet eyes before.
**[26:05] Subaru**
Seeing that made it obvious.
**[26:07] Subaru**
If making that circle around you bigger
**[26:10] Subaru**
is one of your reasons for
wanting to work so hard,
**[26:14] Subaru**
then let your number one help you.
**[26:18] Emilia**
You really don't mind if I rely on you?
**[26:22] Subaru**
What do you think I promised
you a minute ago?
**[26:26] Subaru**
I want you to rely on me before anyone else.
**[26:29] Subaru**
If there's anything I can
help you with, I will,
**[26:32] Subaru**
and if there's anything you don't understand,
I'll think about it with you.
**[26:42] Emilia**
Right.
**[26:45] Subaru**
All right, my doubts are gone now!
**[26:51] Emilia**
Subaru, your face looks so sweet right now.
**[26:54] Subaru**
I wonder why.
**[26:55] Subaru**
Maybe I'm just happy to see what
you're seeing, and I think it's nice.
**[27:00] Emilia**
Oh, I can understand that.
**[27:02] Emilia**
It makes me happy if you
feel the same way about it.
**[27:05] Subaru**
I'm not so sure...
That might not be quite right.
**[27:09] Subaru**
I do think it's okay if
we think differently.
**[27:14] Subaru**
It's such a nice atmosphere,
isn't it, Emilia-tan?
**[27:18] Emilia**
Yes.
**[27:22] Emilia**
I think this scene just might be my ideal.
**[27:27] Emilia**
I'll never forget it.
**[27:39] ---**
***SIGN*** Offbeat Steps Under the Moonlight