# E7 - Sense of Loss and Proof of Despair
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I hadn't realized...
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that humans could die so easily.
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But as long as I have a vessel,
you can be with me again.
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You can smile at me again.
***SIGN*** July 24th
Shinjuku Ward Kagurazaka
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There's a nasty demon that
goes around collecting women.
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That's what Huehuecóyotl said, right?
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Yes.
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An Another shrouded in black sand.
***SIGN*** #7 "Sense of Loss and Proof of Despair"
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That's probably who took Arata's childhood
friend and the girls in Toyama Park,
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as well as Kyoichi's sister.
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And you tried to use Arata
to get information on it?
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Yeah.
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Even if that meant negotiating with
Huehuecóyotl and the Another.
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Theo-san, he said he didn't mean negotiating!
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That's an obvious lie!
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The fact that he got you involved proves
he was willing to do whatever it took.
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If it meant giving up an arm or
whatever, I would have given it.
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Wha—
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You didn't tell me because
you knew I'd try to stop this.
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I've been searching for her for 17 years,
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and now I finally have a clue.
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I couldn't let it go, no matter the cost.
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Then...!
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Then you should've gotten me
involved from the start.
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I would've helped in another way,
*without* manipulating Arata,
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you damn moron!
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I feel the same... It makes me sick,
hearing the truth like this.
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That said, please don't apologize.
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If you do, since you've done so much for me,
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I know I'll forgive you.
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So instead, you owe me one.
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Got it.
***SIGN*** Storage #1
***SIGN*** July 24th Nocturnal Community Relations Division
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Now then, let's find the entrance to Hell.
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We're starting with zero clues, though.
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What are you talking about?
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You've already got clues, right?
***SIGN*** Unsolved Missing Teenage Girl Cases in Tokyo
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These are all the cases involving
missing teenage girls up until now.
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And to narrow it down...
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What do we do?
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That sand affects the gravity
of the space around it.
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So if we put in data on gravity fluctuations,
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we'll understand the range
in which it operates.
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When did you get that data?
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Just recently.
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I was curious about the black sand, too.
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I've been spending a ton of time on it.
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Theo...
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Okay, there we go.
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So, this is the path traveled
by the black sand Another?
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There's one part where
it's concentrated, right?
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Yeah.
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That's probably where its hideout is.
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But there're so many...
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Start deleting the oldest incidents.
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Roger.
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Um, we're looking for a demon, right?
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Is there anything demons don't like?
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Don't like?
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Like how cats don't like baths.
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My cat is still like that, even
though it's an Another.
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Something to use against it, huh?
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If it's really a demon, we can
remove areas near churches.
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And areas with lots of angels.
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Let's try it.
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Add in this data and that...
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And how about this?
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First, areas around churches.
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Second, areas where angels live.
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We narrowed it down to four spots!
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Can you magnify this?
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Sure.
***SIGN*** Higashi Inada Girls High
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A girls high school?
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No way...
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Is this...
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All these areas are near
all-girls high schools!
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But when you think about it,
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they're the perfect spots, right?
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Yeah, it's the perfect place to find prey.
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Sakaki-san, Kohaku said it would be
over tomorrow morning.
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Then there's no time. Let's visit them all.
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If there are only four, we can make it.
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Okay, let's go!
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Right!
***SIGN*** July 24th Higashi Inada Girls High
***SIGN*** July 24th Shinjuku Acet Girls Academy
***SIGN*** July 25th
Shinjuku Aizenin Girls High
***SIGN*** July 25th Shinjuku Shurin Girls High
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This is the area with the highest
gravitational numbers, huh?
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Dawn will be here in an hour and a half.
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Let's split up to find the entrance.
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Got any Ibn Ghazi spray?
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Roger.
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What's wrong, Miyako?
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That's not going to work.
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Even if you use that to find
the entrance, you can't go in.
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And I told you to stay out of this
if you don't want to die.
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Or do you want to die after all?
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I'm amazed you found this place, either way.
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Kohaku, take us to Izumi!
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If I do, you'll die.
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You don't know that!
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Don't just say that!
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I never even thought about that...
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Where does that self-confidence come from?
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Don't make fun of me!
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I'm not. I'm actually interested now.
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It would be interesting to see you
escape from that obnoxious guard dog.
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Then...
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I'll take you there.
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Make your escape and entertain me.
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Time to go to Hell.
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What is this place?
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It's all doors.
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Is this Hell?
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Hell is up ahead.
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Every one of these is connected
to a different place in the world.
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Of course, one leads to Hell.
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Come on, let's hurry.
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Hey, Kohaku.
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What, are you tired?
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No.
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We've walked a long time. Are we there yet?
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Almost there.
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Azazel is just up ahead.
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Azazel? Is that the demon's name?
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Azazel?!
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You know him?
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He's one of the biggest names there is!
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He was originally an angel who broke a taboo
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by falling in love with a human
girl, and then became a devil.
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That's right.
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He swore eternal love to her,
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but she died, and now he's
trying to bring her back.
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He's been trying for years.
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Where am I?
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Is there someone here?
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Be quiet.
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My left hand won't move...
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It's done...
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All her limbs are ready.
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Now...
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Don't worry. It won't fail this time.
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Don't worry. Don't worry. Don't worry.
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So the one girl's leg and
the other's voice were...
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Yes. They're like the parts
needed to bring her back.
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But they keep getting rejected,
so it doesn't work...
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And that's why he...
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So that's why he's been going around
kidnapping girls all this time?
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But he didn't care about
the girls who didn't work,
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or the ones he'd already taken parts from,
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so he just gave them to Kohaku.
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So that's what was up with
the girls in Toyama Park?
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Huh? Flowers?
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Flowers? Flowers in a place like this?
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Is that... wolfsbane?
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Wait a second! Is the "guard dog" Cerberus?
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No way!
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What's wrong, Theo?
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Wolfbane blooms from Cerberus's drool!
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If there's so much here,
that means Cerberus is around!
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What will you do?
Go home before you're found?
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Or keep going?
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This smell... It's been so
long since I've had meat.
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Where is it? Meat! Meat!
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Where is the meat?
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And then there's the usual smell
of Coyote and sweet candy!
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Is that Cerberus?
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That's right. Have fun running!
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Kohaku, you...
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Is that you, Coyote?
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It's coming!
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Found it!
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This is his favorite. Sweets.
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We can use it to distract him!
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Run!
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That actually worked!
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But...
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You'll need more than that!
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We won't last a second
if that thing catches up!
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I know that!
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Now it's all here.
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The arms, the legs,
the hair, the body... all of it.
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I have all the parts.
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She'll be as she was. As she was.
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Hey!
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All that's left are the eyes.
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The eyes are hers.
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I'm taking them back.
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Amazing! All three of you are still alive!
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Kohaku!
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Sakaki-san, over there!
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The exit!
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Theo!
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Did that work?
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No!
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Theo-san!
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I'll eat you all!
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Miyako!
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You can't have him.
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He's mine.
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Go.
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You win again, huh?
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I'm saved...
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Sheesh...
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I told you it would kill you.
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Next time, do as I say.
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Kohaku.
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What?
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I never thought the day would
come when I'd thank you.
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But thank you.
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I don't care about the other two,
but I can't have you dying.
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You okay?
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Sorry for screwing up at the last moment, guys.
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Come on, let's hurry.
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Yeah.
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Izumi!
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Izumi! Are you okay?
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She's fine. Just unconscious.
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She's in no danger.
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Good...
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Nee-san!
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You bastard!
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Don't interfere.
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*I can't move.*
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Stay put, and I will release you.
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I promise.
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Miyako.
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He's saying not to interfere.
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I missed you...
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Again... You woke me up again!
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This body isn't mine!
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It feels disgusting! It feels disgusting!
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She's extremely upset.
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She says the body isn't right.
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Are those sounds words?
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Then is she an Another?
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Look at the way he tried to bring her back.
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Of course she'd stop being human.
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What's wrong?
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Look. It's me, Azazel.
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You can smile at me like you did
the first time we met, right?
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You keep putting me inside these
things over and over and over again!
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It's disgusting! Disgusting!
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Disgusting!
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Let me sleep!
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Release me!
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Who are you?
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I failed! Failed! Failed! Failed! Failed!
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I have to do it again!
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What went wrong this time?
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This is wonderful!
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He's always so unemotional,
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and now his face is filled
with wonderful despair!
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Why? Why?
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As promised.
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We can move again.
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Nee-san!
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Begone. There is nothing for you here now.
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You piece of shit!
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Wait!
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Our goal is to get everyone out of here.
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Not to defeat that devil!
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Did you forget that?!
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You've already gotten Arata involved in this.
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Fine.
***SIGN*** July 25th
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Onee-chan...
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Whose voice is that?
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I can't see right now...
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Is that you, Kyo-chan?
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How did you know?
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You just called me "Onee-chan," right?
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That's what you always used to call me...
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But your voice sounds like Dad's...
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It is you, Kyo-chan!
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Did I worry you? Were you lonely?
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I'm sorry.
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I wish I could see your face...
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This is...
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You've grown up so much, Kyo-chan!
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And you look so handsome now!
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Onee-chan...
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I'm your big sister, but now
I'm younger than you.
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You're safe...
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And that's all that matters!
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Well, this matters to me!
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I can move my hand, too.
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I'm so glad...
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I don't get what's going on here.
Explain it to me, Arata.
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Okay.
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That must've hurt.
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Just look at him.
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Not yet...
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That's right. It's not over yet.
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Next time... Next time... Next time...
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At this rate, he'll go forever.
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It's fine.
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As long as he repeats it forever,
and despairs forever...
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That despair proves my conclusion
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that a happy marriage to
a human girl is impossible.
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Don't you agree, Azazel?
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I found you.
***SIGN*** #8 "Old Coyote and the Garden of Falling Stars"