# E12 - MY NAME
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**[00:01] Chateau**
Everything about me is hazy, for some reason.
**[00:06] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
If you're so wary of me,
why haven't you rejected me?
**[00:10] Sign**
This program is a work of fiction. The characters, organizations, locations, cases, etc. being portrayed are unrelated to actual events.
**[00:11] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
What are you *really* looking to get out of me?
**[00:15] Chateau**
And yet, even though I shouldn't
know the first thing about you,
**[00:20] Chateau**
you're so seared into my mind
that it makes me sick.
**[00:24] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
This is clearly some kind of
fate, so... How about it?
**[00:30] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
Tell me your name.
**[00:31] Chateau**
I still couldn't reject you.
**[02:14] (Flashback) Boris**
That was close...
**[02:16] (Flashback) Boris**
I nearly finished you off by accident.
**[02:19] (Flashback) Boris**
You're marketable goods.
**[02:22] (Flashback) Boris**
I need to sell you off and get paid.
**[02:25] (Flashback) Boris**
Oh, yeah.
**[02:26] (Flashback) Boris**
I just remembered there's something
else I need to take care of.
**[02:29] (Flashback) Boris**
He's around here, isn't he?
**[02:31] (Flashback) Boris**
Your little friend.
**[02:34] (Flashback) Boris**
I'll let you see him soon enough.
**[02:36] (Flashback) Boris**
Good thing you'll have some company
on your way to hell, huh?
**[02:42] Old Ryang-Ha**
*What...*
**[02:44] Old Ryang-Ha**
*What just happened?*
**[02:49] Old Ryang-Ha**
*What happened to me?*
**[02:54] Old Ryang-Ha**
* I'm losing sensation*
* throughout my whole body.*
**[02:59] Old Ryang-Ha**
*Am I dying?*
**[03:01] (Flashback) Chateau**
Sorry...
**[03:03] (Flashback) Chateau**
I'm sorry.
**[03:05] (Flashback) Chateau**
I'm sorry.
**[03:08] (Flashback) Chateau**
I'm sorry.
**[03:09] (Flashback) Chateau**
I'm sorry.
**[03:11] (Flashback) Chateau**
I'm sorry.
**[03:13] (Flashback) Chateau**
I'm sorry.
**[03:16] (Flashback) Chateau**
I'm sorry.
**[03:18] (Flashback) Chateau**
I'm sorry.
**[03:20] Old Ryang-Ha**
*This is bad.*
**[03:22] Old Ryang-Ha**
*This girl can't be here...*
**[03:27] (Flashback) Chateau**
I'm sorry.
**[03:49] (Flashback) Chateau**
I'm sorry.
**[03:51] (Flashback) Chateau**
I'm sorry.
**[03:55] Chateau**
I'm sorry.
**[03:57] Chateau**
I'm sorry.
**[03:59] Chateau**
I'm sorry.
**[04:02] Chateau**
I'm sorry.
**[04:24] (Flashback) Boris**
Listen...
**[04:25] (Flashback) Boris**
You did good, kid.
**[04:28] (Flashback) Boris**
All you need to do now is die.
**[04:30] (Flashback) Boris**
Just stay put.
**[04:38] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
Shut up.
**[04:45] (Flashback) Boris**
You brat!
**[04:46] (Flashback) Boris**
You piece of shit!
**[04:48] (Flashback) Boris**
I'll kill you!
**[04:49] (Flashback) Boris**
I'll kill you right now!
**[04:55] (Flashback) Boris**
Hey! Somebody! Help me!
**[05:26] (Flashback) Passerby**
Hey, are you all right?
**[05:33] (Flashback) Passerby**
Wait... Let's get you to the hospital...
**[05:36] (Flashback) Passerby**
Hey, wait!
**[05:45] Ryang-Ha**
*The car's gone...*
**[05:48] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
I guess they already left, huh?
**[05:51] Ryang-Ha**
*Come on, what was I even expecting?*
**[05:56] Ryang-Ha**
*I just needed somewhere to rest,*
**[05:58] Ryang-Ha**
* and this happened to be the*
* first place to come to mind.*
**[06:03] Ryang-Ha**
*I need treatment.*
**[06:05] Ryang-Ha**
*Maybe I can find a first aid kit.*
**[06:13] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
Hey, are you here, Ryang-Ha?
**[06:16] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
Ryang-Ha?
**[06:31] (Flashback) Old Ryang-Ha**
Sorry.
**[06:33] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
Huh?
**[06:34] (Flashback) Old Ryang-Ha**
I mean, I kind of tried to
force you to tell me your name.
**[06:40] (Flashback) Old Ryang-Ha**
Are you angry?
**[06:43] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
Not really.
**[06:45] Ryang-Ha**
*I was Yu-Jun until a couple months ago.*
**[06:48] Ryang-Ha**
*Horo before that.*
**[06:50] Ryang-Ha**
*Before that, Li-Yeoung, Lin, Oliver, and Yu-Yen.*
**[06:56] Ryang-Ha**
*With every move, I took on a different name.*
**[06:59] Ryang-Ha**
*Over and over.*
**[07:01] Ryang-Ha**
*In the end, none of those names really stuck.*
**[07:05] (Flashback) Old Ryang-Ha**
But you know, I'd hate to just
keep calling you "hey, you."
**[07:09] (Flashback) Old Ryang-Ha**
Tell me if you change your mind.
**[07:11] (Flashback) Old Ryang-Ha**
Okay?
**[07:13] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
Sure.
**[07:15] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
Fine.
**[07:21] Ryang-Ha**
*My memory's blank for a while after that.*
**[07:25] Ryang-Ha**
*A nosy passerby reported me,*
**[07:30] Ryang-Ha**
* and I was apparently out cold*
* in the hospital for about a week.*
**[07:35] (Flashback) Dankworth**
Hello.
**[07:37] (Flashback) Dankworth**
No need to be alarmed.
**[07:38] (Flashback) Dankworth**
I'm with the police.
**[07:40] (Flashback) Dankworth**
Not that this is my jurisdiction.
**[07:44] (Flashback) Dankworth**
I just happened to hear about you.
**[07:46] (Flashback) Dankworth**
I came here so we could talk in person.
**[07:53] (Flashback) Dankworth**
Do you know this man?
**[08:02] (Flashback) Dankworth**
Don't even try it.
**[08:03] (Flashback) Dankworth**
You'll open your wounds.
**[08:04] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
Where is he?
**[08:05] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
Where is he right now?!
**[08:07] (Flashback) Dankworth**
He's dead.
**[08:09] (Flashback) Dankworth**
He bled out from a
gunshot wound to the neck.
**[08:13] (Flashback) Dankworth**
He was shot in the empty house
where you were lying unconscious.
**[08:16] (Flashback) Dankworth**
He was found dead in a town
a few hundred kilometers away.
**[08:21] (Flashback) Dankworth**
He apparently managed to drive for
a whole day mortally wounded.
**[08:26] (Flashback) Dankworth**
He must've been well past his limit.
**[08:30] (Flashback) Dankworth**
Oh, don't get the wrong idea.
**[08:33] (Flashback) Dankworth**
I don't suspect you of anything.
**[08:35] (Flashback) Dankworth**
I just came to give you a warning.
**[08:38] (Flashback) Dankworth**
Forget about Ryang-Ha Song.
**[08:43] (Flashback) Dankworth**
Everything that transpired
between the two of you.
**[08:47] (Flashback) Dankworth**
None of it ever happened.
**[08:48] (Flashback) Dankworth**
Pretend there was never anyone
named Ryang-Ha Song to begin with.
**[08:54] (Flashback) Dankworth**
That's the best way to keep yourself safe.
**[08:58] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
The girl...
**[09:02] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
There must have been a child with him.
**[09:04] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
What happened to her?
**[09:07] (Flashback) Dankworth**
Dunno. What are you talking about?
**[09:11] (Flashback) Dankworth**
Judging from the scene of the crime,
**[09:14] (Flashback) Dankworth**
it seems he left the place
dragging someone by the hand.
**[09:21] (Flashback) Dankworth**
He must have wanted to
take her somewhere safe.
**[09:25] (Flashback) Dankworth**
I'm just talking out my ass, though.
**[09:28] (Flashback) Dankworth**
Forget I said that, too.
**[09:30] (Flashback) Dankworth**
Take care.
**[09:36] (Flashback) Bloom**
Come on, let's call it for the day.
He's not coming.
**[09:41] (Flashback) Amy**
He's not the kind of guy to bail
without saying anything.
**[09:45] (Flashback) Amy**
We're going to make him practice with us!
**[09:59] (Flashback) Amy**
Wh-Who are you?
**[10:01] (Flashback) Amy**
What're you doing here?
**[10:06] (Flashback) Amy**
Hey!
**[10:09] (Flashback) Bloom**
Our friend lived here. Do you
know anything about him?
**[10:13] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
No, I don't.
**[10:15] (Flashback) Bloom**
Wait.
**[10:17] (Flashback) Bloom**
I'm Bloom.
**[10:18] (Flashback) Bloom**
This is Amy.
**[10:20] (Flashback) Bloom**
Were you friends with him?
**[10:23] (Flashback) Bloom**
What's your name?
**[10:28] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
Hey...
**[10:30] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
Is it really that important to have a name?
**[10:33] (Flashback) Bloom**
Well, yeah, isn't it?
**[10:35] (Flashback) Bloom**
You must have one, too, don't you?
**[10:40] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
Ryang-Ha.
**[10:46] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
I'm Ryang-Ha Song.
**[10:49] (Flashback) Amy**
What the hell?
**[10:51] (Flashback) Amy**
What's the matter with you?!
**[10:53] (Flashback) Amy**
You lying piece of shit!
**[10:55] (Flashback) Amy**
Never come back!
**[11:02] Ryang-Ha**
*"None of it ever happened," huh?*
**[11:13] (Flashback) Ryang-Ha**
But that would be so sad,
wouldn't it, Ryang-Ha?
**[11:28] Old Ryang-Ha**
*I'm getting pretty tired.*
**[11:31] Old Ryang-Ha**
*I wonder how he's doing.*
**[11:34] Old Ryang-Ha**
*I hope he made it to town safely.*
**[11:43] Old Ryang-Ha**
*Chateau...*
**[11:46] Old Ryang-Ha**
* I hope that when you wake*
* up in the morning,*
**[11:53] Old Ryang-Ha**
*you won't remember this horrible nightmare.*
**[12:32] Ryang-Ha**
You're awake...
**[12:33] Ryang-Ha**
Thank goodness.
**[12:37] Ryang-Ha**
You passed out in bed the moment we got here.
**[12:41] Ryang-Ha**
You were asleep for a whole day and a half.
**[12:44] Ryang-Ha**
I was so worried.
**[12:48] Ryang-Ha**
It's dusty in here, huh?
**[12:49] Ryang-Ha**
Sorry.
**[12:51] Ryang-Ha**
It's old and stuffy, not to mention noisy
because there are a ton of apartments nearby.
**[12:56] Ryang-Ha**
Although that's kind of comforting to me.
**[13:00] Ryang-Ha**
But I guess it's not a place
to invite a girl over to.
**[13:04] Ryang-Ha**
Even though it's my favorite hideout.
**[13:06] Ryang-Ha**
Oh, want something to drink?
**[13:08] Ryang-Ha**
You must be parched.
**[13:10] Ryang-Ha**
Here you go.
**[13:13] Ryang-Ha**
Are you suspicious of me?
**[13:16] Ryang-Ha**
Oh, come on.
**[13:18] Ryang-Ha**
I'll take a sip first, then.
**[13:25] Ryang-Ha**
What?
**[13:26] Ryang-Ha**
What's wrong?
**[13:31] Ryang-Ha**
H-Hey...
**[13:33] Ryang-Ha**
Whaf?
**[13:34] Ryang-Ha**
Ow!
**[13:35] Ryang-Ha**
You're gonna tear it!
**[13:36] Ryang-Ha**
You're gonna rip it off!
**[13:42] Ryang-Ha**
Are you mad about something?
**[13:45] Chateau**
No.
**[13:46] Chateau**
I just thought...
**[13:50] Chateau**
that you might be a ghost.
**[13:55] Ryang-Ha**
That's so horrible. Don't go
killing me off like that.
**[13:58] Chateau**
But I did!
**[14:01] Chateau**
I killed a man named
Ryang-Ha Song a long time ago.
**[14:06] Chateau**
I shot him dead.
**[14:10] Ryang-Ha**
Huh.
**[14:11] Ryang-Ha**
What a coincidence.
**[14:13] Ryang-Ha**
He has the same name as me.
**[14:16] Chateau**
Why would you lie like that?
**[14:19] Chateau**
You knew everything, didn't you?
**[14:21] Chateau**
Why did you approach me?
**[14:24] Chateau**
Why are you using that name?
**[14:30] Chateau**
Is it because...
**[14:32] Chateau**
the man I shot was someone close to you?
**[14:46] Ryang-Ha**
The walls here are really thin.
**[14:50] Ryang-Ha**
Try to talk so only I can hear.
**[14:53] Ryang-Ha**
Okay?
**[14:59] Chateau**
He was trying to help me...
**[15:02] Chateau**
But I shot him.
**[15:04] Chateau**
He wouldn't stop bleeding.
**[15:07] Chateau**
And yet he took my hand,
took me to the car...
**[15:12] Chateau**
And yet...
**[15:14] Chateau**
I forgot all about him
and went about my life.
**[15:21] Ryang-Ha**
That's not true.
**[15:23] Ryang-Ha**
I finally understand why
you couldn't push me away.
**[15:33] Ryang-Ha**
All this time, you never forgot this name.
**[15:41] Ryang-Ha**
I'm so glad...
**[15:44] Ryang-Ha**
It wasn't as though
none of it ever happened.
**[16:15] Donny**
I understand, Your Highness...
**[16:19] Donny**
I mean, Mr. Noble.
**[16:38] Ryang-Ha**
Um...
**[16:39] Ryang-Ha**
I'm not really following.
**[16:41] Ryang-Ha**
Could you say that one more time?
**[16:45] Chateau**
Again...
**[16:47] Chateau**
How much does one need to pay to hire you?
**[16:52] Chateau**
That's what I'm asking.
**[16:56] Chateau**
I've been thinking...
**[16:58] Chateau**
How could I have a fairer
relationship with you?
**[17:04] Chateau**
So much has happened, and, well...
**[17:08] Chateau**
I've had so many embarrassing
moments in front of you.
**[17:12] Chateau**
But I'd like us to start from scratch!
I want to hire you and—
**[17:16] Ryang-Ha**
Nope.
**[17:18] Ryang-Ha**
What do you even mean
by "start from scratch"?
**[17:21] Ryang-Ha**
You sound like you're trying to
sweep something under the rug.
**[17:27] Ryang-Ha**
You're so awful.
**[17:28] Ryang-Ha**
I thought we'd gotten closer than that.
**[17:31] Ryang-Ha**
Like yesterday when you
were clinging to me in tears!
**[17:34] Chateau**
I never clung to you!
**[17:36] Ryang-Ha**
Anyway, that aside, the real question
is why you want to hire me.
**[17:42] Ryang-Ha**
Is it to get rid of Donny and his ilk,
and secure the safety of those close to you?
**[17:47] Ryang-Ha**
I asked you to accept that
I can't do that, remember?
**[17:51] Ryang-Ha**
For example, maybe you want to check
on your mother to make sure she's safe.
**[17:55] Ryang-Ha**
But that's just what
they're hoping you'll do.
**[17:57] Ryang-Ha**
They'll be sure to take advantage
of you in order to catch me.
**[18:02] Ryang-Ha**
The best thing to do in this situation
is to stay put and not react to anything.
**[18:08] Ryang-Ha**
Let them know we aren't falling
for their threats or bluffs.
**[18:11] Ryang-Ha**
Why don't you trust your friends
instead of worrying so much?
**[18:15] Ryang-Ha**
You asked them to take care of
your mother, too, didn't you?
**[18:18] Ryang-Ha**
Or, if you refuse to listen to me...
**[18:23] Chateau**
"I could have my way by force."
**[18:26] Chateau**
Was that what you said?
**[18:28] Chateau**
Could you really, though?
**[18:32] Chateau**
I would resist, of course.
**[18:34] Chateau**
I won't let my guard down
the way I did on the ship.
**[18:37] Chateau**
I'd raise hell. I'd even scream.
**[18:40] Chateau**
You wouldn't be able to stay here either way.
**[18:43] Ryang-Ha**
Is that supposed to be a threat?
**[18:46] Chateau**
Yes, of course.
**[18:51] Chateau**
But...
**[18:52] Chateau**
If that happened, you would hide me
and go on fighting by yourself again.
**[19:01] Chateau**
I won't have that again.
**[19:03] Chateau**
On the other hand, I can't continue
putting my friends and family in danger.
**[19:11] Chateau**
I'm sorry for being so demanding.
**[19:14] Chateau**
But you're the only one I have.
**[19:21] Ryang-Ha**
See...
**[19:23] Ryang-Ha**
First of all, I'd never
take you on as a client.
**[19:27] Ryang-Ha**
An assassin can't be his own agent.
**[19:31] Ryang-Ha**
You can sell his services
to a client you can threaten,
**[19:33] Ryang-Ha**
and demand information and
exorbitant compensation.
**[19:38] Ryang-Ha**
I suspect that's far more
lucrative than you can imagine.
**[19:44] Ryang-Ha**
So if you want to do business with me
as a peer, you'd best be prepared.
**[19:52] Ryang-Ha**
Well?
**[20:00] Ryang-Ha**
The transaction's complete, then.
**[20:06] Chateau**
Um...
**[20:08] Chateau**
Roughly how much are we talking?
**[20:12] Chateau**
M-May I ask for a quote?
**[20:18] Ryang-Ha**
Not money.
**[20:20] Ryang-Ha**
Well, like,
**[20:22] Ryang-Ha**
I get the feeling you'd try to pay
with your own insurance or something.
**[20:26] Ryang-Ha**
Aha, nailed it.
**[20:28] Chateau**
Well, then, what *will* you ask for?
**[20:30] Ryang-Ha**
Just think about it.
**[20:33] Ryang-Ha**
What compensation do I want?
**[20:37] Ryang-Ha**
Figure it out for yourself.
**[20:44] Chateau**
*I don't know, though.*
**[20:46] Chateau**
* What "compensation" would*
* he want that isn't money?*
**[20:51] Chateau**
*Will he turn me down if he's not satisfied?*
**[20:58] Chateau**
*I don't even know the first thing about him.*
**[22:34] Ryang-Ha**
Whatcha doing?
**[22:39] Ryang-Ha**
Jeez.
**[22:40] Ryang-Ha**
I was looking everywhere for you.
**[22:42] Ryang-Ha**
Getting some sunlight?
**[22:44] Chateau**
I-I'm not doing anything!
**[22:49] Ryang-Ha**
You don't want anyone to see us.
**[22:52] Ryang-Ha**
We should head inside.
**[23:13] Chateau**
* If this terminal of tears*
* is made of your love,*
**[23:20] Chateau**
*our path forward is covered
in blooming flowers of death.*
**[23:27] Chateau**
*And yet, we would go forth.*