E6 - Feelings to Convey Source: Crunchyroll Translator: Editor: Timer: QC: (Please feel free to edit the speaker names if incomplete or inaccurate. Names are handled on a best-effort basis depending on the info on the source file. Dialogue is left as is.) [00:00] (Flashback) Yamato     I was so jealous of the way you     could work so hard for someone else. [00:06] (Flashback) Yamato     The idea of telling them who     I really am terrifies me. [00:08] (Flashback) Yuki     You finally said it. [00:11] (Flashback) Momo     Look, I've got an interesting story. [00:12] (Flashback) Momo     I'll sell it to you cheap. You interested? SIGN    #06 Feelings to Convey [01:53] Momo     You shouldn't have come to my     greenroom! Yuki will find out! [01:56] Ryo     So you haven't been able to     tell your beloved Yuki that [01:59] Ryo     you've agreed to sell information about     your juniors in exchange for his safety? [02:03] Momo     It'd be impossible to convince     Yuki it's the right choice. [02:06] Momo     So, how are you going to     expose the Chiba Salon? [02:09] Momo     If you want a recording, does that mean     you've already got a show working for you? [02:12] Ryo     I'm carefully making that decision right now. [02:15] Ryo     I'll make it work no matter what     materials I'm able to gather. [02:18] Ryo     Though it would be interesting if     Nikaido Yamato made a live appearance. [02:22] Momo     I don't know if I can get him to do that. [02:25] Momo     If you tell me who your     big-name collaborator is, [02:28] Momo     then I may be able convince Yamato to— [02:32] Yuki     What are you talking about? [02:34] Ryo     Hey! We've met a few times, haven't we? [02:36] Ryo     I'm Tsukumo Ryo of Tsukumo Productions. [02:38] Yuki     Momo, what were you talking about? [02:40] Ryo     Oh? [02:40] Momo     Um, we were talking about a game! [02:43] Ryo     He's helping me expose the Chiba Salon     in order to protect your status. [02:49] Ryo     To be precise, I'm going to have Nikaido     Yamato tell the world everything he knows. [02:55] Yuki     Are you serious about this, Momo? [02:56] Momo     Sorry I didn't tell you! [02:58] Momo     But try to understand!     I'm doing this for you, Yuki. [03:00] Momo     If you can't beat 'em, join 'em.     Sometimes it's the right choice. [03:05] Momo     Please don't look at me like that, okay? [03:09] Yuki     Don't touch me! [03:11] Ryo     Wow, incredible! [03:12] Ryo     What a waste that I'm the only one witnessing     Re:vale get into a serious fight! [03:17] Momo     Get out of here. [03:18] Ryo     What? But we're just getting started— [03:20] Momo     Shut up! Get the hell out! [03:31] Yuki     Are you okay? [03:32] Momo     Shh. Wait. [03:33] Yuki     What? [03:37] Momo     I'm sorry! Please forgive me! [03:39] Momo     Yuki, please don't abandon me! [03:44] Yuki     Um... [03:45] Momo     We're good now. It's okay. [03:47] Yuki     You just whispered for me to hit you, right? [03:51] Momo     Since he's a bully, I didn't think [03:53] Momo     he'd leave until he saw things     explode into a bloodbath. [03:56] Momo     Sorry about that. [03:57] Yuki     No, I'm sorry. That must've hurt. [04:01] Yuki     What was that about? [04:02] Yuki     You're not serious about having Yamato-kun     expose the Chiba Salon, are you? [04:06] Momo     I'd never sell out the kids     Ban-san's taking care of. [04:10] Momo     But it's true that someone's     making moves to expose it. [04:13] Momo     I wanna know who's behind it. [04:16] Momo     Once I know all their names, [04:18] Momo     I may be able to beat him to the punch     and convince them not to do it. [04:21] Yuki     Do you have any ideas? [04:22] Momo     A few. One of them is a real big shot. [04:26] Yuki     Who? [04:27] Momo     Asamiya Tomoe-san, Shizuo-san's wife— [04:29] Ryo     That's right! I just remembered something... [04:32] Yuki     I'm going to kill you! [04:33] Momo     I'm sorry! Please forgive me! [04:35] Ryo     I'll know immediately if     Yuki tips off Hoshikage. [04:39] Ryo     I've got a spy in their midst. [04:41] Ryo     Anyway, ding! Round two, fight! [04:49] Yuki     Why didn't you tell me right     away about their plan? [04:52] Momo     You had work. I didn't want     to bother you with it. [04:56] Yuki     I thought you'd actually been poisoned by     him and were going along with his plan. [05:01] Momo     You thought I'd sell out Yamato for you? [05:03] Yuki     I suppose. You tend to worry too much. [05:07] Momo     You wouldn't have doubted     Ban-san, though, right? [05:10] Yuki     I guess not. Ban is so decisive. [05:13] Momo     Yeah, yeah. I know I'm a sentimental guy. [05:14] Yuki     Sorry. I'm sorry. [05:17] Momo     I wish I could be a breath of fresh air [05:18] Momo     like Ban-san who looks amazing     in freshly-laundered clothes. [05:21] Yuki     You don't need to do that. You'd just     freeze on Mt. Everest, anyway. [05:25] Momo     Mt. Everest? [05:27] Yuki     It was you, not Ban,     who I first tried my hardest for. [05:32] Momo     What are you talking about? [05:33] Yuki     Nothing. [05:35] Yuki     I finished the demo.     You'll listen to it, won't you? [05:38] Momo     You finished? Even though     you're busy filming? [05:40] Momo     You really are a genius, Yuki! [05:43] Yuki     I guess I am. [05:44] Momo     You're in a great mood!     You must be confident in it. [05:47] Yuki     I am now. [05:53] Nagi     Hello. [06:01] Yamato     I... I'm back. [06:02] Nagi     Welcome back. I've been     waiting for you to return. [06:07] Yamato     Right... Hey, what happened to the entrance? [06:10] Yamato     It seems to have gotten more     secure while I was gone. [06:13] Nagi     Don't worry about that. [06:15] Nagi     More importantly, will you tell us     what's going on with you tonight? [06:19] Yamato     Yeah, that was my plan. [06:21] Nagi     Okay. [06:26] Nagi     Hello, Mr. President. Yamato will be     holding his first confession tonight. [06:27] Yamato     Uh... Hey, wait... [06:31] Yamato     Um, no, wait— Hey! [06:32] Nagi     If you have the time, please stop by. [06:34] Nagi     Oh, you have plans?     Don't worry about it. Thanks. [06:38] Nagi     Hmm... This will take some time. [06:40] Yamato     Seriously, what are you doing? [06:42] Nagi     And sent! SIGN    Today SIGN    Yamato's first confession will be held tonight! I hope you'll all join us. SIGN    Okay! SIGN    Is he getting married or something? SIGN    We'll be coming over. SIGN    Got it SIGN    Roger! [06:46] Yamato     You're kidding, right?! [06:52] Iori     We're back. [06:54] Mitsuki     Sorry we're late. We heard tonight     Yamato-san's telling us everything about— [06:59] All     Good evening! [07:03] Mitsuki     You really steeled yourself, didn't you? [07:06] Yamato     No, I really didn't. [07:09] Yamato     Why don't the two of us go to     an izakaya with private rooms. [07:11] Yamato     We can quietly make up there, yeah? [07:14] Mitsuki     He's already got tears in his eyes. [07:18] Nagi     Ladies and gentlemen! SIGN    Yamato's First Confession [07:21] Nagi     Thank you very much for coming to     Yamato's first confession today. [07:27] Gaku     We've been waiting for this! [07:27] Momo     Hooray! [07:29] Yamato     Please don't clap! This isn't     that kind of meeting! [07:32] Riku     Yamato-san seems so flustered. [07:34] Iori     He can be surprisingly cute. [07:36] Nagi     Now, let's have him begin his speech. [07:40] Nagi     Yamato, please. [07:43] Yamato     Actually, uh, you know.     It's not that big a deal. [07:49] Nagi     Oh? SIGN    Y-san from Tokyo [07:50] Yuki     While I was at the villa of     a certain industry veteran, [07:54] Yuki     I met a boy wearing a school uniform. [07:57] Yamato     Hey, wait— [07:57] Yuki     When we first met, he shoved an     envelope labeled "New Year's gift" SIGN    Y-san from Tokyo [08:04] Yuki     this thick into my pocket and said, [08:08] Yuki     "Are you new here?     Go blow this playing pachinko." [08:12] Tamaki     Jeez, he was as edgy as a knife! [08:14] Riku     That's what Yamato-san was like? [08:16] Yamato     Please stop! I'm going     to die of embarrassment! [08:19] Gaku     What industry veteran? [08:21] Yamato     S-Someone named Chiba Shizuo. [08:24] Gaku     You know him? That's amazing! [08:28] Yamato     He's my dad. [08:30] All     What? [08:33] Gaku     What? I've never heard about him having a— [08:35] Gaku     Ow! [08:35] Tenn     Don't be insensitive. [08:37] Gaku     No one's more famous for being     a devoted husband than him. [08:39] Yamato     Yeah, I guess that's the reaction I'd expect. [08:44] Yamato     Sorry to disappoint you, but I'm     what you'd call a secret lovechild. [08:51] Yamato     All kinds of industry people came     to my house when I was kid. [08:57] Yamato     Some people called it the "Chiba Salon." [09:01] Yamato     Apparently, that gathering originally     acted like an unofficial union. [09:07] Yamato     At the time, film production     companies had more influence, [09:11] Yamato     so they'd get together     to strengthen their unity [09:14] Yamato     as a kind of cooperative association. [09:17] Yamato     But gradually, that turned into a soup     stewed in industry secrets. [09:25] Yamato     The house of Chiba Shizuo's mistress... [09:27] Yamato     That was the Nikaido family home. [09:30] Gaku     That sordid place was your ho— [09:33] Gaku     Ow! [09:33] Tenn     Don't be insensitive. [09:35] Yamato     Despite all that, I had a pretty      normal upbringing. [09:38] Yamato     Since everyone adored my dad,     they showered him with praise. [09:42] Yamato     They were kind to me, too. [09:44] Yamato     When I was a kid, I loved my dad. [09:48] Yamato     And then, around the end of grade school... [09:51] Yamato     For the first time, I saw my dad     on TV, standing next to his wife. [09:56] Yamato     They seemed to get along great,     and people called them lovebirds. [10:00] Yamato     I couldn't understand why they were lying. [10:04] Yamato     I did my own research and finally understood. [10:09] Yamato     He wasn't my legal father. [10:11] Yamato     I wondered why nobody said anything. [10:15] Yamato     What I saw on TV was real. [10:18] Yamato     And my home was the TV show     a bunch of liars put together. [10:23] Tamaki     That's why you told me it "wasn't so great"      when I was desperate to get on TV. [10:30] Yamato     Yeah. [10:33] Yamato     I stopped speaking to my dad. [10:37] Yamato     I communicated with my attitude     that I knew everything [10:40] Yamato     and waited for him to come talk to me. [10:43] Yamato     He didn't say anything. [10:45] Yamato     He wouldn't say anything,     but he'd closely watch my mood. [10:50] Yamato     It made him seem pitiful, and it annoyed me. [10:52] Yamato     I'd had enough. I tried to     forgive him countless times. [10:56] Yamato     Back then, I thought that was     how people—how families were. [11:01] Yamato     They lie, say nothing when     things become awkward, [11:04] Yamato     pretend nothing's wrong,     and smile as necessary. [11:09] Yamato     That's exactly what I'm doing now. [11:11] Gaku     Why didn't you hit your dad? [11:13] Gaku     Why didn't you give     him a piece of your mind?! [11:15] Yamato     Who knows? [11:17] Yamato     Maybe because he's just an old     guy even though he's my dad. [11:20] Yamato     Maybe the idea of asking him     about it myself frustrated me. [11:23] Riku     Maybe it's because you loved your dad. [11:28] Riku     You were sad and frustrated by his     betrayal because you loved him. [11:33] Riku     But you couldn't hate him.     You wanted to forgive him. [11:36] Riku     I was the same way. [11:38] Riku     When Tenn-nii left home, [11:40] Riku     I dreamed countless times about him     coming home and apologizing. [11:43] Riku     I was angry with him, sure... but really,     I desperately wanted to forgive him. [11:49] Riku     Oh, but I'm not complaining to you, Tenn-nii. [11:51] Riku     I was just trying to say     I understand how it feels. [11:54] Tenn     Yeah. [11:55] Yamato     You're probably right. I think     I wanted to love my dad again. [12:01] Yamato     But there were times when      forgiving him felt inconceivable. [12:06] Yamato     That's exactly how I felt when I was scouted. [12:09] Yamato     So I decided I'd expose everything     once I became an entertainer. [12:13] Yamato     I'd force him to say the things he couldn't      tell me at a press conference. [12:17] Yamato     I'd make him suffer and confess. [12:20] Mitsuki     That's why you auditioned? [12:23] Mitsuki     So that's why you immediately     offered to drop out, then. [12:27] Yamato     I hadn't considered that people earnestly     pursuing their dreams would show up. [12:33] Yamato     My head was full of thoughts about myself. [12:35] Yamato     But then, when Riku sang through the pain... [12:38] Yamato     When I saw Mitsu working so hard... [12:41] Yamato     When I learned So was so     desperate to pursue music [12:44] Yamato     that it caused a rift between him     and his family, it was brutal. [12:48] Yamato     My chest hurt. [12:50] Yamato     I was ashamed of my own impure motives. [12:53] Yamato     I wanted to help these guys achieve     their dreams and protect them. [12:59] Yamato     The more I felt that, the more scared I got. [13:03] Yamato     I was worried my personal history     would get in the way of IDOLiSH7. [13:08] Yamato     If the IDOLiSH7 you guys worked so hard     to create were ruined because of me... [13:18] Yamato     I'm so sorry... [13:22] Sogo     Yamato-san... [13:22] Yamato     I'm so sorry! [13:24] Yamato     I can't ask you to forgive me. [13:26] Yamato     I don't know what to do. [13:29] Yamato     But I've always wanted     to apologize to you all. [13:37] Yamato     I finally said it. [13:39] Mitsuki     You dumbass. [13:41] Mitsuki     Why are you bowing your head to us? [13:44] Mitsuki     Your dad should be apologizing to you first! [13:47] Yamato     Mitsu... [13:49] Mitsuki     I wish I could hit him for putting     his own kid through all this. [13:55] Mitsuki     You're an idiot, too. [13:57] Mitsuki     Even if your motives started out as impure, [13:59] Mitsuki     you've been doing this     with us this whole time! [14:02] Mitsuki     IDOLiSH7 became your dream! [14:05] Mitsuki     It's not their dream.     You don't want to protect them. [14:09] Mitsuki     It's our dream. You want to protect us. [14:12] Mitsuki     Isn't that right, Leader? [14:20] Yamato     I want to keep working with you guys. [14:23] Yamato     I want to stay in this place,     where I can like who I am. [14:28] Yamato     I want to stay here. [14:29] Sogo     Yamato-san... [14:30] Tamaki     You idiot, you're the only     one who tried to leave! [14:34] Iori     We've been waiting to hear     you say that from the start. [14:37] Riku     That's right! I'm so glad you came back. [14:42] Yamato     I'm sorry. [14:43] Nagi     Don't apologize, Yamato. [14:46] Nagi     You're happy right now. [14:48] Nagi     Congratulations. [14:50] Yamato     Nagi... [14:52] Ryu     I'm so glad. [14:53] Momo     Good for you, Yamato. [14:56] Iori     The past is the past. What's important is     how this will affect the current situation. [15:01] Iori     Chiba-san is an important figure in the     industry, and Hoshikage is a huge agency. [15:05] Iori     If there hasn't been a scandal until now, [15:07] Iori     then there shouldn't be     a problem going forward. [15:09] Yuki     Unfortunately, that's not the case. [15:12] Both     What? [15:12] Momo     The truth is... [15:16] Yamato     I think I'm going to throw up. [15:18] Sogo     Are you okay? [15:19] Riku     Momo-san, you declined to help him     expose the Chiba Salon, right? [15:23] Momo     I haven't, actually. [15:25] All     What? [15:26] Momo     I'm not recording right now! [15:27] Momo     You can search me if you want! [15:29] Momo     Should I strip?! [15:30] Yuki     Calm down. [15:32] Yuki     Momo pretended to accept the deal     and has been investigating [15:35] Yuki     the people planning to     expose the Chiba Salon. [15:37] Momo     That's right. I got help     from Gaku's papa, too. [15:40] Gaku     My dad? [15:41] Momo     I've been having him act as an intermediary     for people we didn't have connections with. [15:45] Momo     This matter had me panicking. [15:47] Mitsuki     What are you going to do     after you meet these people? [15:49] Momo     Grovel, wink. Whatever it     takes to convince them. [15:52] Momo     Yuki promised he'd help Yamato. [15:54] Momo     We can protect you guys from a scandal. [15:57] Yamato     Why are you doing all of this for us? [16:00] Yuki     Just killing time. [16:01] Momo     It's a hobby. Don't worry about it. [16:03] Yuki     But some of them are refusing to give in. [16:07] Yuki     People who clashed with Shizuo-san in the past      and are emotional about the situation. [16:12] Yuki     In order to quell their anger, I asked      him to humble himself to them, [16:18] Yuki     but he told me to never show     my face around his home again. [16:20] Ryu     You told Chiba-san to apologize? [16:23] Yuki     Yeah. [16:24] Ryu     Just imagining it terrifies me. [16:26] Yuki     It was scary. [16:29] Yuki     But if you ask, Yamato-kun,     Shizuo-san might listen to you. [16:35] Yuki     Try calling him. [16:37] Yamato     Now? [16:38] Yuki     Yes. [16:40] Yamato     I can't. He won't listen to me. [16:42] Yuki     I'm sure he wishes he could do more     than just send flowers to his son. [16:48] Yamato     But... [16:49] Tenn     Call him. [16:52] Tenn     He'll definitely act for you. [16:55] Yamato     Kujo. [16:56] Tenn     He probably wants to be a family again. [16:59] Tenn     He brought you into this world. [17:02] Tenn     He won't be able to ignore     your predicament. [17:04] Riku     Tenn-nii... [17:05] Tenn     He'll definitely humble     himself to protect you. [17:09] Nagi     That's exactly right. [17:10] Nagi     Since coming to Japan, I have learned     that the name Yamato means Japan. [17:16] Nagi     Japan's most iconic actor, Chiba Shizuo, [17:19] Nagi     named the son he had in     his later years "Yamato." [17:23] Nagi     I believe he loves you and is proud of you. [17:29] Yamato     What do I even say? [17:31] Yuki     It's simple. [17:33] Yuki     Tell him it's his fault. [17:35] Yuki     Hit him with the admiration and     reliance you had for him as a child. [17:39] Yuki     Hit him with all the sadness     you've felt until now. SIGN    Dad, this is all your fault... [17:45] Yamato     Got it. [17:55] Mitsuki     Are you okay? [17:57] Mitsuki     Your hand is shaking. [17:58] Yamato     I'm scared, but I'll do my best. [18:03] Yamato     I won't run. I'll face it head-on. [18:07] Yamato     In order to keep from hating myself, [18:09] Yamato     in order to not be ashamed of myself, [18:12] Yamato     I'll try giving everything I've got. [18:19] Tsumugi     So Chiba-san said he'd do     what you asked him to do? [18:23] Yamato     Yeah. I'm not sure if his wife     will forgive him, though. [18:28] Yamato     It turns out he was just like me. [18:31] Yamato     He wanted to be loved but wasn't     putting in the effort to be loved. [18:34] Yamato     He was waiting for some kind person     to guess how he was feeling. [18:39] Yamato     And because he's lived his life     that way, he has enemies. [18:42] Yamato     But he said he'd do everything he     could to get them to forgive him. [18:47] Tsumugi     I see. [18:49] Yamato     Every time I worried about     this thing with my dad, [18:51] Yamato     I secretly thought you were an uncanny woman. [18:55] Tsumugi     What? [18:56] Yamato     I'm talking about IDOLiSH7. [18:58] Yamato     You named us without ever imagining     that any of us would leave. [19:04] Yamato     If we'd been named something else, I might've     irresponsibly left the group sooner. [19:11] Yamato     It's a name that ties the     seven of us to each other. [19:13] Yamato     Sometimes that trust weighed heavily     on me, but now I'm proud of it. [19:20] Yamato     I won't let IDOLiSH7 end. SIGN    Lovely Night With You! [19:25] Riku     Good evening! [19:26] Riku     This is Lovely Night With     You, and I'm Nanase Riku. [19:29] Riku     Yesterday we all ate together     for the first time in a while. [19:31] Riku     It was so much fun! [19:34] Mitsuki     Do you need to mention that in the opener? [19:36] Yamato     That hijiki rice was incredible.     I hope you'll make it again, Mitsu. [19:40] Mitsuki     Sure, but did you need     to mention that now, too? [19:43] Yamato     I forgot to tell you. I forget     to say things all the time. [19:47] Yamato     I prefer not to do things in moderation. [19:50] Mitsuki     Jeez. I know that, dummy. [19:54] Megumi     IDOLiSH7 has a great vibe tonight! [19:57] Yuka     The power of hijiki is amazing! [20:04] Staff A     Nikaido Yamato-san, you're finished filming. [20:06] All     Thank you for your work! [20:08] Director     That final scene was as good as I'd     hoped it would be—no, even better! [20:13] Director     Nikaido-kun, you're beginning to develop     your own charm different from Shizuo-san's. [20:18] Yamato     Thank you very much! [20:23] MINAMI     Good work. [20:25] Yamato     Sorry for the trouble. [20:27] MINAMI     It's fine. I hope the praise     you'll receive for this movie [20:30] MINAMI     will be enough to overshadow any gossip. [20:33] Yamato     The only thing I wanted to hide     was how I became part of IDOLiSH7 [20:37] Yamato     for reasons that would let down my friends. [20:39] Yamato     I have nothing else to be embarrassed about. [20:43] Yamato     Take me in from head to toe and     say whatever you want about me. [20:48] Yamato     Instead of cussing you out,     I'll just laugh right in your face. [20:55] Yamato     After all, I'm malicious at heart. SIGN    Next Time SIGN    "Contact" [22:22] Ryo     I'm having filets tonight. [22:23] Ryo     You're not going to eat? [22:25] Yuki     Sorry, but I don't eat meat. [22:27] Ryo     Don't be such a picky eater. [22:30] Ryo     By the way, Momo was      the one I invited to dinner. [22:34] Yuki     You're not happy to have me here? [22:35] Ryo     As if! I'm delighted. [22:37] Ryo     I've always wanted to have     a nice long chat with you. [22:40] Ryo     I hear you don't like sharp things. [22:43] Ryo     Shall I help you overcome your trauma? [22:46] Ryo     I'm kidding. Oh, right. [22:49] Ryo     Asamiya backed out of     exposing the Chiba Salon. [22:51] Ryo     Apparently Chiba Shizuo is retiring, too. [22:55] Yuki     Really? [22:56] Ryo     What to do... [22:58] Ryo     People would eat up a tell-all     book about an active actor, [23:00] Ryo     but they'd eschew one put     out after his retirement. [23:03] Ryo     It's like how nobody wants     to speak ill of the dead. [23:05] Ryo     It would seem that he sacrificed     himself for his dear son. [23:10] Ryo     I wouldn't expect less from the     world-class Chiba Shizuo. Bravo! [23:17] Ryo     Did you put him up to it? [23:18] Yuki     That's a secret. [23:20] Ryo     Well, it's not a problem. [23:23] Ryo     After all, the backbone of Hoshikage     that was Chiba Shizuo is retiring. [23:27] Ryo     The fast-acting poison has     turned into a slow-acting one. [23:32] Ryo     But, Yuki, I'm very irritated right now. [23:37] Yuki     I've been irritated for a long time now,     and I've hated you from the start. [23:47] Ryo     Come hang out again sometime. [23:48] Ryo     I've got one hell of a surprise for you. [23:51] Yuki     A surprise? [23:54] Ryo     It's a secret. [23:57] Ryo     Look forward to it.