# E4 - The Voice Within
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/G4VUQMMJ1/the-voice-within)
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**[00:00] (Flashback) Mitsuki**
What's the Chiba Salon?
**[00:01] (Flashback) Yamato**
That's how relationships
between group members are.
**[00:04] (Flashback) Mitsuki**
I'm sorry for hitting you,
but I won't apologize for the rest.
**[00:07] (Flashback) Nagi**
You won't have to see Mitsuki
anymore, just like you wanted.
**[00:12] (Flashback) Nagi**
Are you happy?
**[00:15] Iori**
Nii-san!
**[00:19] Iori**
Where are you going?
**[00:20] Iori**
If you're going to our parents' house,
the trains have stopped running.
**[00:36] Mitsuki**
Hey, Iori.
**[00:38] Mitsuki**
Remember the advice you gave me back
when I was failing all those auditions?
**[00:44] Mitsuki**
You told me to use my small
size or push a cute image.
**[00:47] Iori**
Yes.
**[00:49] Mitsuki**
But I yelled at you.
**[00:54] Mitsuki**
I said I didn't want to pass
by using some strategy.
**[00:57] Mitsuki**
I told you not to tell me what to do,
**[00:59] Mitsuki**
and that I'd make my own decisions.
**[01:02] Mitsuki**
I'm sorry about that.
**[01:06] Mitsuki**
That just suddenly popped into my head.
**[01:08] Iori**
Nii-san...
**[01:10] Mitsuki**
I told you not to worry about me and focus
on yourself, since you can do anything.
**[01:15] Mitsuki**
I acted like Yamato-san did just now.
**[01:18] Mitsuki**
I said you couldn't understand how I felt.
**[01:23] Mitsuki**
But that's not true.
**[01:28] Mitsuki**
That's not how it works, is it?
**[01:32] Mitsuki**
You were just worried about me.
**[01:42] Iori**
Please don't cry. Don't worry about me.
**[01:45] Iori**
I'm over it.
**[01:47] Mitsuki**
I'm sorry, Iori.
**[01:49] Mitsuki**
Refusing to listen to what
other people say to you
**[01:51] Mitsuki**
and failing to communicate
how you feel is pathetic.
**[01:56] Mitsuki**
I was genuinely worried about him.
**[01:59] Mitsuki**
Why couldn't I express myself better?
**[02:05] Momo**
Idols shouldn't be out so late at night.
**[02:10] Iori**
Momo-san?
**[02:11] Momo**
Iori, you're still a student, right?
**[02:15] Momo**
C'mon.
**[02:18] Momo**
I'll give you a ride.
***SIGN*** #04 The Voice Within
**[04:01] (Flashback) Yamato**
He called you over to wash his car?
**[04:05] (Flashback) Yamato**
Are you that desperate to
get into his good graces?
**[04:08] (Flashback) Yuki**
He pays me.
**[04:11] (Flashback) Yuki**
This way, I can afford the good meat to feed
my partner, who I cause so much trouble for.
**[04:16] (Flashback) Yuki**
Since we just debuted, we're broke.
**[04:18] (Flashback) Yuki**
Does a bored rich kid like you not
have anyone he wants to take care of
**[04:23] (Flashback) Yuki**
until he's sweaty and covered in filth?
**[04:26] (Flashback) Yamato**
I don't need anyone like that.
**[04:32] (Flashback) Yuki**
I hope you meet someone like that someday.
**[04:47] Makeup artist**
I'm sorry.
**[04:47] Yamato**
No, I'm sorry.
**[04:50] Yamato**
Can you hide this?
**[04:52] Makeup artist**
It'll be fine.
**[04:53] Staff**
Excuse me. About the hairspray...
**[04:56] Makeup artist**
Coming! Excuse me for a minute.
**[04:59] Yamato**
It's fine.
**[05:04] Yuki**
Look at you, handsome. You're
scowling even more than usual.
**[05:10] Yamato**
Good morning.
**[05:12] Yuki**
I heard you ran away from home.
**[05:15] Yamato**
Word spreads too quickly.
Did Banri-san tell you?
**[05:19] Yuki**
Who knows? I can't reveal my sources.
**[05:23] Yuki**
Where are you staying? At a business hotel?
**[05:25] Yuki**
Want to stay at my place?
**[05:27] Yamato**
Your concern is unwarranted—
**[05:29] Yuki**
It's *your behavior* that's unwarranted here.
**[05:32] Yuki**
Things were already crazy enough,
**[05:34] Yuki**
and you've boldly stepped up to
make things even more difficult.
**[05:38] Yuki**
Shizuo-san has done a lot for me.
**[05:40] Yuki**
He'd be sad if anything happened to you.
**[05:44] Yuki**
So would Ban and your manager.
**[05:47] Yuki**
This is the last time I'm volunteering
to help a troublesome rich kid.
**[05:52] Yuki**
Just do as I say.
**[05:56] Yamato**
Fine.
**[05:59] Banri**
Yamato-kun and the brothers
moved out of the dorm?
**[06:01] Tsumugi**
Yes.
**[06:02] Tsumugi**
I got in touch with them.
**[06:04] Tsumugi**
Yamato-san said he's not coming
back until he's finished filming.
**[06:08] Tsumugi**
Mitsuki-san said it would be
harder for Yamato-san to return
**[06:11] Tsumugi**
if he moved back before him.
**[06:14] Banri**
Got it. I'll keep a close eye on things at
work so the situation doesn't get worse.
**[06:20] Tsumugi**
Thank you.
**[06:21] Banri**
But if it hadn't been a fight
that started this,
**[06:25] Banri**
living outside the dorm
might've been good for them.
**[06:28] Tsumugi**
What?
**[06:28] Banri**
They're all boys. Living together so
closely must've been suffocating for them.
**[06:36] Tsumugi**
You're right.
**[06:38] Tsumugi**
I like seeing them get along so well,
**[06:42] Tsumugi**
but they each have their
own human relationships.
**[06:46] Banri**
Everyone has their own perspective.
**[06:48] Banri**
It's probably best for the underage
kids to live at the dorm.
**[06:51] Banri**
So, where is everyone staying now?
**[06:54] Tsumugi**
I was told that Mitsuki-san and
Iori-san are staying with Momo-san.
**[06:59] Banri**
There's nothing to worry about, then.
**[07:01] Banri**
We'll be inconveniencing
Momo-kun, but he's a sweet boy.
**[07:06] Banri**
What about Yamato-kun?
**[07:07] Tsumugi**
Yuki-san reached out to him after
he heard about the situation.
**[07:10] Banri**
What? Yuki did?
**[07:13] Banri**
Will they be okay?
**[07:15] Banri**
He tries to take care of people,
**[07:18] Banri**
but he doesn't understand the subtleties
of emotion and can be pretty harsh.
**[07:22] Tsumugi**
Really?
**[07:23] Banri**
He's the type to swing a hammer at you
when he's trying to cheer you up.
**[07:27] Banri**
He was awful when my girlfriend dumped me.
**[07:30] Tsumugi**
What did he say?
**[07:32] Banri**
"You're still depressed because you enjoy
thinking about the woman who said
**[07:38] Banri**
she didn't need you, right?"
**[07:39] Tsumugi**
What?!
**[07:40] Banri**
I ignored him for a month.
**[07:47] Nagi**
Tamaki, what is this?
**[07:49] Tamaki**
The ramen Yama-san always makes.
**[07:54] Nagi**
An alien has hijacked this bowl.
**[07:58] Tamaki**
The noodles just got really soggy, okay?
**[08:00] Riku**
What's that? It looks like a brain.
**[08:02] Tamaki**
It's ramen!
**[08:04] Riku**
Here, they're the donuts
Mitsuki always makes.
**[08:10] Nagi**
They're like black holes
formed by the Big Bang.
**[08:13] Riku**
No universes are going to be born here.
**[08:15] Riku**
You can just scrape off the burnt parts.
**[08:18] Tamaki**
I can't eat these. They smell like charcoal.
**[08:21] Nagi**
I can't take it anymore.
**[08:23] Nagi**
I'm going to go get him!
**[08:25] Both**
Who?!
**[08:26] Nagi**
What?
**[08:27] Tamaki**
You'll make things worse if it's two-on-one.
**[08:30] Riku**
It's like picking Yamato-san's
side or Mitsuki's side.
**[08:32] Nagi**
Oh, like cat people versus dog people.
**[08:36] Sogo**
I'm home.
**[08:37] Riku**
Welcome back.
**[08:38] Sogo**
I saw some construction
workers downstairs.
**[08:41] Nagi**
I invited them. I'm remodeling the dormitory.
**[08:46] Nagi**
I got the president's permission.
**[08:48] Sogo**
Remodeling?
**[08:49] Nagi**
Yes. We're idols, after all.
**[08:52] Nagi**
We should improve our security
to protect our privacy.
**[08:57] Riku**
Why all of a sudden?
**[08:58] Nagi**
It's nothing major.
**[09:01] Nagi**
I'm just strengthening
the entrance's security.
**[09:04] Tamaki**
This is too sudden to make any sense.
**[09:06] Tamaki**
Nagicchi, are you hiding something, too?
**[09:13] Nagi**
I actually have a stalker.
**[09:18] All**
A stalker?!
**[09:19] Sogo**
Th-That's terrible! Have you talked
to the agency or the police?
**[09:23] Nagi**
No need to worry.
That's why we're remodeling.
**[09:27] Tamaki**
Who's stalking you?
**[09:29] Nagi**
Well...
**[09:31] Nagi**
Simply put, they are an inconsistent person.
**[09:37] Nagi**
Sometimes they need me,
and sometimes I get in their way.
**[09:49] Nagi**
Oh, sorry.
**[09:50] Tamaki**
I'm hungry, too.
**[09:53] Sogo**
Did you guys fail to make dinner?
**[09:55] Sogo**
Give me a minute. I'll boil some pasta.
**[10:05] Riku**
What should we do?
**[10:08] Tamaki**
He's going to make it spicy again.
**[10:09] Nagi**
First we had aliens, then we had black holes,
**[10:12] Nagi**
and now the final boss is a pool of blood.
**[10:15] Riku**
I know. Why don't we stop Sogo-san
before he finishes seasoning the dish?
**[10:19] Nagi**
Oh, nice idea.
**[10:21] Tamaki**
So-chan hums when he dumps
Tabasco sauce on his food.
**[10:29] Tamaki**
That's "Fragments of Love."
**[10:31] Tamaki**
Let's stop him when he gets
to "Overflowing Loving."
**[10:34] Riku**
We should stop him sooner,
like around "I always felt."
**[10:45] Nagi**
Oh, my God! He's making peperoncino pasta!
**[10:48] Nagi**
He's seasoning the dish first.
**[10:51] Tamaki**
There's so many! So many
red flakes are going in there!
**[10:55] Riku**
How much does Sogo-san think
"a pinch" of seasoning is?
**[10:58] Riku**
Mitsuki and Yamato-san, help us stop—
**[11:09] Riku**
Has the dorm always been this big?
**[11:25] Sogo**
We're all hanging out together
until late tonight, huh?
**[11:30] Riku**
Yeah, I guess.
**[11:34] Nagi**
I can't even enjoy watching *Cocona*.
**[11:37] Nagi**
I feel like I'll have sad
dreams if I close my eyes.
**[11:40] Tamaki**
What about you, So-chan?
**[11:42] Sogo**
What? I've got a lot on my mind, too.
**[11:46] Tamaki**
It's better if you don't worry.
**[11:49] Sogo**
What?
**[11:50] Tamaki**
You were worried the other day because you
didn't want me to quit MEZZO", remember?
**[11:55] Sogo**
Yeah.
**[11:56] Tamaki**
But ultimately, it made me
want to quit, right?
**[12:00] Sogo**
I... I guess it did.
**[12:02] Tamaki**
So it's better if you don't worry.
**[12:04] Tamaki**
Then you won't break any doors.
**[12:07] Sogo**
You don't have to put it that way.
**[12:09] Sogo**
I meant to tell you.
**[12:12] Tamaki**
You mean you meant to tell me about Aya?
**[12:18] Sogo**
Yeah...
**[12:20] Tamaki**
Now?! You should've told me then, before
breaking down doors and barging into studios!
**[12:26] Sogo**
It was right after you told
me you wanted to quit!
**[12:27] Sogo**
Anything I said would've
sounded like an excuse!
**[12:29] Tamaki**
Shut up! I'm saying you
should've made an excuse!
**[12:32] Tamaki**
I've had the wrong idea
about you this whole time!
**[12:42] Nagi**
I'm jealous MEZZO" seems to be getting along.
**[12:45] Both**
No one's ever said that about us before.
**[12:47] Riku**
I'm jealous, too. I spent
a lot of nights with Iori.
**[12:52] Riku**
When we came to the living room,
Yamato-san and Mitsuki would be chatting.
**[12:57] Riku**
It became natural for everyone
to be here together,
**[13:00] Riku**
when in reality, it wouldn't be weird
for us to live in separate houses.
**[13:05] Tamaki**
Don't say that, Rikkun!
**[13:06] Tamaki**
I'm not moving out!
**[13:08] Nagi**
That's right! I'm not leaving, either!
**[13:11] Riku**
Neither will I!
**[13:12] Sogo**
I see. Financially speaking,
we could live independently.
**[13:16] Tamaki**
Why can't you say, "I won't move
out either," like the rest of us?!
**[13:21] Nagi**
Sogo, read the room!
**[13:23] Riku**
Sogo-san, please don't move out...
**[13:26] Sogo**
I won't move out, either!
That's not what I meant!
**[13:29] Sogo**
It's just...
**[13:30] Sogo**
I feel like Yamato-san will end up
moving out of the dorm over this.
**[13:39] Riku**
I'm going to call Iori.
**[13:46] Iori**
*Hello?*
**[13:46] Riku**
It's Nanase. It's Riku.
**[13:48] Iori**
I know.
**[13:49] Iori**
How are things over there?
**[13:51] Riku**
We're all missing you guys.
**[13:53] Riku**
How's Mitsuki? Is he still mad?
**[13:55] Iori**
*He's not mad.*
**[13:57] Iori**
*It's Nikaido-san who behaved unreasonably.*
**[14:01] Riku**
Well, Mitsuki hit him.
**[14:02] Riku**
* Don't make it sound like*
* it's all Yamato-san's fault.*
**[14:05] Iori**
Nii-san already apologized
to Nikaido-san for that.
**[14:09] Iori**
There's nothing else to blame him for.
**[14:10] Riku**
*Iori, you always take Mitsuki's side.*
**[14:13] Riku**
* Yamato-san won't come back if*
* you keep talking like that.*
**[14:16] Riku**
When Mitsuki left, you went with him
instead of trying to stop him.
**[14:20] Iori**
Of course I did. We're brothers.
**[14:23] Riku**
*I didn't go with Tenn-nii!*
**[14:25] Riku**
* Are you saying I was wrong*
* for not going with him?*
**[14:28] Iori**
That's not the issue at hand.
**[14:29] Riku**
You wouldn't miss everyone if we lived apart?
**[14:32] Iori**
Your arguments are becoming
increasingly emotional.
**[14:35] Iori**
In pursuit of a cause, you're
raising new issues—
**[14:37] Riku**
*So you don't miss us.*
**[14:38] Riku**
* I bet you're happy because*
* you get to live with Mitsuki.*
**[14:40] Riku**
* I called you to talk about*
* how we could reconcile,*
**[14:44] Riku**
* but all you're doing is defending*
* Mitsuki and getting mad at me!*
**[14:46] Iori**
It's only natural that I'd defend my brother!
**[14:48] Riku**
* It's like you're insulting me*
* for getting mad at Tenn-nii!*
**[14:51] Riku**
*You're brother-obsessed!*
**[14:52] Iori**
Like you're one to talk!
**[14:54] Iori**
You're the last person I want
to hear that from—
**[14:58] Tamaki**
Rikkun?
**[15:02] Riku**
We got into a fight.
**[15:04] Nagi**
Oh, my...
**[15:05] Iori**
What is *wrong* with him?!
**[15:07] Mitsuki**
Riku?
**[15:08] Iori**
He said what he wanted to say,
and then hung up on me.
**[15:10] Mitsuki**
We're making them worry
unnecessarily, aren't we?
**[15:13] Iori**
Nii-san...
**[15:17] Momo**
I'm home!
**[15:28] Iori**
Welcome back. Dinner is ready.
**[15:32] Mitsuki**
We folded the laundry.
**[15:34] Mitsuki**
Let us know where we
should put it away later.
**[15:37] Momo**
The Izumi brothers can do everything...
**[15:40] Momo**
I wish I could marry you both!
**[15:44] Mitsuki**
Actually, Momo-san...
**[15:47] Mitsuki**
Could you not hide away one-year-old
meat in your freezer?
**[15:51] Momo**
I'm going to eat it. And it's
frozen, so it'll be fine.
**[15:54] Mitsuki**
What?
**[15:57] Mitsuki**
What about this fish?
**[15:59] Momo**
Uh, I went fishing last spring, and—
**[16:01] Mitsuki**
Dumpster shot!
**[16:04] Momo**
My meat and fish!
**[16:06] Iori**
You put too much faith in
the powers of freezing.
**[16:08] Momo**
Hold on, why aren't you guys
wearing these monster pajamas?
**[16:13] Iori**
I'm not wearing such childish pajamas.
**[16:15] Momo**
Aw, c'mon. Put 'em on!
**[16:17] Momo**
I'll upload a photo of you guys
wearing them to Rabbitter!
**[16:20] Both**
Rawr!
**[16:20] Both**
R-Rawr...
**[16:23] Iori**
Please don't.
**[16:26] Iori**
Did you see a flash just now?
**[16:30] Momo**
Hey, it's been a while.
**[16:33] Momo**
Mitsuki.
**[16:37] Mitsuki**
Huh? What?
**[16:40] Momo**
I'm not letting you leave tonight.
**[16:42] Iori**
M-M-M-M-Momo-san, what are you doing?!
**[16:47] Iori**
Another flash?
**[16:50] Momo**
That's enough, Mitsuki.
Look outside and wave.
**[17:00] Iori**
Gossip columnists.
**[17:02] Mitsuki**
They were taking pictures of us?
**[17:04] Momo**
That's right. Yuki spent a whole
month with his curtains closed.
**[17:08] Momo**
He ended up throwing away
all his curtains after that.
**[17:11] Mitsuki**
He still doesn't have curtains?
**[17:13] Momo**
Nah, Okarin put new ones
up as soon as he could.
**[17:17] Momo**
I think they chilled out after
we sent a written complaint.
**[17:20] Momo**
It's tough, isn't it? Before you're successful,
you wish people would look your way.
**[17:25] Momo**
But once this starts, you can't be genuinely
grateful for the attention anymore.
**[17:31] Iori**
Re:vale gets a lot of
articles written about them.
**[17:34] Iori**
Plus rumors about you two butting heads.
**[17:36] Momo**
Our agency is small.
**[17:38] Momo**
I've been told by reporters that they
can always count on Re:vale when there
**[17:42] Momo**
isn't anything else to write about.
**[17:45] Momo**
Hey, wait. What do you think you're doing?
**[17:47] Momo**
I wouldn't want them to
say weird stuff about you.
**[17:50] Momo**
I'm sure their piece will either
be rejected or be a humorous article.
**[17:56] Iori**
Tabloids, huh?
**[17:59] Iori**
They say it's the price for being famous,
**[18:01] Iori**
but Nikaido-san seemed
awfully interested in them.
**[18:03] Mitsuki**
Yamato-san did?
**[18:05] Iori**
Yes. He asked me what I'd do if he had
a story that could rock IDOLiSH7's image.
**[18:11] Mitsuki**
Is Yamato-san worried about that?
**[18:14] Mitsuki**
How is that a reason to hide it?
**[18:28] Momo**
Hello?
**[18:30] Momo**
I said I'd call you.
I told you not to call me.
**[18:34] Momo**
I know. It's going smoothly.
I'll make my move soon.
**[18:39] Momo**
You'd better keep your
promise and protect Yuki.
**[18:49] Yuki**
Here you are.
**[18:51] Yamato**
Thanks for making dinner, too.
**[18:56] Yamato**
Actually...
**[18:57] Yamato**
This is starting to feel like a girls' night in.
***SIGN*** Kabocha squash and king trumpet mushroom steaks
***SIGN*** Green pea potage
***SIGN*** Cauliflower and tomato salad
***SIGN*** Avocado and tomato caprese salad
***SIGN*** Unbattered deep-fried vegetables
***SIGN*** Sweet potato rice
***SIGN*** Paprika marinade
**[19:00] Yuki**
You like girls, don't you?
**[19:02] Yuki**
Anyway, I'll be in my studio.
**[19:04] Yuki**
Make yourself at home.
**[19:06] Yamato**
Um, I—
**[19:09] Yuki**
What is it?
**[19:14] Yuki**
If you're looking for life
advice, I'll wait ten seconds.
**[19:18] Yuki**
Ten, nine, eight, seven, six,
five, four, three, two, one, zero.
**[19:21] Yamato**
Normally he's nice, so why is he
doing his best to get on my nerves?
**[19:29] Yuki**
Time's up.
**[19:33] Yamato**
When you—
**[19:36] Yamato**
When you were washing his car
in the middle of that summer...
**[19:40] Yuki**
What?
**[19:50] Yamato**
You were right.
**[19:52] Yamato**
For the first time in my life, I want to
be recognized for my achievements.
**[19:56] Yamato**
In the near future, IDOLiSH7's image
will be damaged because of me.
**[20:01] Yamato**
Before that happens, I want to make
this high-profile movie a success.
**[20:06] Yamato**
I want to contribute something to the group.
**[20:08] Yuki**
A boy who wants to contribute
doesn't get into fights
**[20:11] Yuki**
with his groupmates and leave home.
**[20:13] Yuki**
You're focusing on the wrong thing.
**[20:15] Yuki**
Nobody asked you to achieve anything.
**[20:18] Yuki**
They just wanted to hear what you had to say.
**[20:21] Yuki**
Sir, our store is currently sold
out of life story discussions.
**[20:26] Yuki**
May I interest you in
a success story instead?
**[20:29] Yuki**
Order now, and we'll throw
in some french fries.
**[20:32] Yuki**
Just kidding.
**[20:33] Yuki**
Shizuo-san built his slipshod family
**[20:35] Yuki**
while desperately trying to humor
you with his boasting and toys.
**[20:39] Yuki**
You're just like him.
**[20:41] Yamato**
Shut up!
**[20:48] Yuki**
Are you going to get into
a fistfight with me next?
**[20:50] Yuki**
You really are a pain in the ass.
**[20:52] Yamato**
Don't you *dare* compare me to *him!*
**[20:54] Yamato**
I didn't ask to be part of his family!
**[20:57] Yamato**
He's an absolute scumbag.
**[21:01] Yuki**
Then admit it, little rich boy.
You want to be loved.
**[21:06] Yuki**
But you don't want to put
in the effort to be loved,
**[21:08] Yuki**
and you're ashamed of that.
**[21:11] Yuki**
And so, you're seeking
love through your work.
**[21:14] Yuki**
Your work is the product of your
acting and singing, but it's not *you.*
**[21:19] Yuki**
Even if people love your work,
it doesn't mean they love *you.*
**[21:23] Yamato**
Shut up.
**[21:24] Yuki**
Even if your work is rejected, it doesn't
mean *you've* been rejected.
**[21:29] Yamato**
Shut up.
**[21:32] Yuki**
What are you unhappy about?
**[21:34] Yuki**
Even if you're so rotten on the inside that
**[21:36] Yuki**
people would pinch their noses at the stench,
**[21:39] Yuki**
you can still produce work
that sways people's hearts.
**[21:43] Yuki**
What more could you possibly need?
**[21:53] Yuki**
Yamato-ku—
**[21:58] Yamato**
I should've done this from the start.
**[22:01] Yamato**
I like you when you don't speak,
but as long as you're alive,
**[22:04] Yamato**
you'll keep saying things you shouldn't.
**[22:07] Yamato**
If you'd just stop talking,
I could sleep peacefully.
**[22:11] Yamato**
I could keep on liking you in peace.
**[22:18] Yuki**
Ya...
**[22:20] Yamato**
Please stop...
**[22:23] Yamato**
saying such cruel things to me.
**[22:30] Yamato**
Even if I'm wrong,
**[22:35] Yamato**
please be kind to me.
***SIGN*** Next Time
***SIGN*** "Where We Belong"