# 19 - Uncontrollable Feeling
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I know this cold voice
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Taking my friend
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Maybe a little afraid you'll run away
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But right now...
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For this moment in time, I want to hold you tight
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By your side, I'm dreaming of the days
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When I finally look up at the promised sky
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I'll take off and break all the way
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For this moment in time, I just wanna be with you
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By your side, I'm dreaming of the days
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When I finally look up at the promised sky
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I know I can change all the way
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For the moment...
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I just wanna hold you...
**[01:31] ---**
How was your audience with Her Highness Najayra?
**[01:35] ---**
That voice!
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I'm afraid I've been neglecting you.
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Quinza...
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Why didn't you come before?
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I beg your pardon, but...
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some privacy?
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Where do you get off, telling us--
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Toranosuke...
**[01:52] ---**
do as he says...
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Let's go, Toranosuke.
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"Uncontrollable Feeling"
**[02:04] ---**
I've never seen you dressed like that before.
**[02:07] ---**
I barely recognized you.
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Only those tied to the Royal Palace are permitted traditional dress.
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I don't like this, but it's too conspicuous otherwise.
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Quinza...
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I thought you would always put Rumaty first.
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Of course I do.
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Then why? Why are you serving Somand?
**[02:29] ---**
It's the "royal family" that I serve.
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Just because His Highness Rumaty is not here...
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it doesn't mean I get to stop following orders.
**[02:38] ---**
However...
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with regard to His Highness' recent kidnapping...
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I blame myself. I missed it.
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You're telling me you're Somand's chamberlain...
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and they didn't let you know about it?
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It was entirely the work of the Head Chamberlain and his faction.
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And it isn't in His Highness to defy them.
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From now on, though...
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I won't let anyone make a fool of me!
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Quinza...
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Miss Kajika...
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Is it really true that His Highness escaped without injury?
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What...
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what is that look in your eyes, Quinza?
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I don't know all the details, either.
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If Rumaty had been hurt, though...
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whatever the obstacles in his path, Lee-Leng would let me know.
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Of course.
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Quinza...
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what are you planning to do?
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You value Rumaty above all else...
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maybe more than the "royal family..."
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No... as far as you're concerned...
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he *is* the royal family, isn't he?
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I'm afraid I'm out of time.
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I must be going.
**[03:52] ---**
Quinza, wait...
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Aren't you going to go with us to America?
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You're supposed to be by Rumaty's side.
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I appreciate the offer...
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but that is impossible.
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I have no intention of leaving the country.
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My duty is to this land.
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Please give my regards to His Highness Rumaty.
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Someday I will bring him back to the Royal Palace.
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The new dawn is not that far away...
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If you'll excuse me, then.
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Quinza...
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It's true.
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I'm protecting the nation.
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For my country's sake...
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I'll betray my friends, deceive my family and shed the blood of my countrymen...
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A revolution requires a sacrifice.
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When the tide of history is changing...
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the times demand blood.
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Only then...
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will the time come for my Prince to ascend to the throne!
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For the birth...
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of our true King!
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Welcome home, Master Carl.
**[05:13] ---**
Nice to see you, Ervick.
**[05:17] ---**
The master has been waiting for you.
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I'll just go and inform him of your arrival.
**[05:25] ---**
Well, lookee here!
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If it isn't Carl!
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It's been *such* a long time.
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I thought you were never coming home to Texas!
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And they appear...
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Hell's Three Sisters.
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You don't call, you don't write...
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It's almost like you're avoiding us!
**[05:43] ---**
Now look, big sisters...
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you all know how busy I am.
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The only thing you're good at is making excuses.
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Like mother, like son, I guess.
**[05:52] ---**
That's going too far, Lisabelle...
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Oh, my! So I shouldn't say that a nightclub woman must know how to pay lip service?
**[05:59] ---**
Stop that, now...
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just because Carl's mother was a "hostess" ...
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That's right...
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he may only be half-, but he is our brother, right?
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Isabelle...
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did things go south...
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with that so-called "singer?"
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and Lisabelle...
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looks like those bills are really starting to pile up...
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Marie-Belle...
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how go the divorce proceedings?
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Well!
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If it's too much for you to handle, sisters...
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before Dad finds out...
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I'll do something about it.
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So by all means, don't hold back.
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If you'll excuse me, then.
**[06:52] ---**
How could we ever...
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have assembled a group of stupider, more good-for-nothing women?
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My mother is who she is.
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Blinded by greed...
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she agreed to marry a man 30 years her senior.
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If they were going to divorce after just a year...
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they should never have had me!
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The way my "sisters" tormented me after that...!
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Even my becoming claustrophobic...
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Oh, no...
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I feel an attack coming on...
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Not here...
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I can't let them see my weakness...
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That's okay...
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Let your body do what it wants.
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It's okay... Look...
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Master Carl!
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Another attack?
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Ervick...
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It's okay. I'm better.
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My word!
**[07:56] ---**
You've recovered completely...
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The warning signs came...
**[08:01] ---**
but no attack.
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I've never had the pleasure of seeing that happen!
**[08:05] ---**
Indeed...
**[08:08] ---**
When I remembered Kajika...
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I suddenly felt better.
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It's like the words became a hypnotic suggestion.
**[08:16] ---**
What is the matter?
**[08:18] ---**
I was surprised to be called back so suddenly.
**[08:21] ---**
I've been getting some disturbing reports...
**[08:25] ---**
How do things stand with Izmal?
**[08:27] ---**
Right.
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He's perfectly willing...
**[08:31] ---**
to serve as our backup plan.
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What's happening with Najayra?
**[08:36] ---**
That situation...
**[08:38] ---**
is proceeding nicely for us.
**[08:40] ---**
Currently, her attention is focused...
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on Kajika Burnsworth.
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Najayra is openly hostile towards Kajika.
**[08:49] ---**
If she does hate Kajika,
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there's no telling what she might do...
**[08:53] ---**
Hm...
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like keep Rumaty's rights from being restored... for example?
**[08:58] ---**
Yes.
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It's entirely possible.
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Use her wisely.
**[09:03] ---**
So far...
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with the the failure of our man Husak...
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and the assassins turning on each other...
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everyone we've dealt with has been completely useless.
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As for Somand, I hear he's stopped showing up even for official business.
**[09:17] ---**
Do everything in your power to prepare the way for the crowning of Izmal.
**[09:21] ---**
Yes, sir.
**[09:23] ---**
You must stay focused to the bitter end.
**[09:25] ---**
Even if Izmal is crowned, there could be a major plot twist coming.
**[09:30] ---**
A plot twist?
**[09:34] ---**
Regarding the birth of Harry Burnsworth.
**[09:38] ---**
His birth!?
**[09:40] ---**
For the last fifteen years...
**[09:42] ---**
I've pursued this investigation at great expense.
**[09:46] ---**
Depending on the result...
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I may have to alter the strategy for my Rosenthal Foundation, as well.
**[09:52] ---**
You're saying Chairman Burnsworth's birth...
**[09:54] ---**
is somehow connected to the Kingdom of Raginei?
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Incidentally...
**[09:59] ---**
I hear you and Kajika Burnsworth have become quite close.
**[10:03] ---**
What? "Close?"
**[10:06] ---**
We've only met twice!
**[10:10] ---**
Well enough...
**[10:12] ---**
if it cures you of your aversion to women.
**[10:16] ---**
It's not like my idiot daughters...
**[10:17] ---**
are going to provide me with a worthy heir.
**[10:28] ---**
Master Lee-Leng...
**[10:29] ---**
are you awake?
**[10:32] ---**
What's the matter? You seem flustered...
**[10:35] ---**
Master Tonsen, from Singapore, he's...
**[10:37] ---**
Uncle Tonsen?
**[10:40] ---**
Step aside.
**[10:43] ---**
Lee-Leng.
**[10:45] ---**
Why, hello, Uncle.
**[10:47] ---**
If you had let me know you were arriving...
**[10:50] ---**
I could have picked you up from the airport.
**[10:53] ---**
In your condition?
**[10:54] ---**
If my very own uncle is coming...
**[10:57] ---**
what does a little boo-boo matter?
**[10:59] ---**
I wouldn't call it "little" ...
**[11:01] ---**
I'd say that the leader of the Huang...
**[11:03] ---**
had been shot.
**[11:05] ---**
You're well-informed.
**[11:08] ---**
Do you know what they're saying in the streets?
**[11:11] ---**
"When did the Huang become Burnsworth's errand boys?"
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Uncle...
**[11:17] ---**
While it's true that I am serving as Kajika's chaperone...
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it's a private matter.
**[11:23] ---**
There are advantages for the Huang, though.
**[11:26] ---**
Right now, Burnsworth has all the power of a rising dragon.
**[11:32] ---**
The Huang business will absorb that energy...
**[11:35] ---**
and be enhanced by it in the process.
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Let the gossips say what they like...
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we should be proud to provoke so much jealousy.
**[11:49] ---**
You sound...
**[11:50] ---**
exactly like your father.
**[11:53] ---**
Your father, Cho-i Huang, had just the same way of looking down on people.
**[11:57] ---**
He ignored our protests...
**[11:59] ---**
and gave you a Western-style education.
**[12:04] ---**
And what did we get back? A detestable...
**[12:07] ---**
imitation Anglo-Saxon!
**[12:09] ---**
You don't even know to respect your elders!
**[12:15] ---**
I intend...
**[12:16] ---**
to behave in the way that best serves our family all around the globe.
**[12:22] ---**
At times that behavior may not satisfy the older generation.
**[12:27] ---**
You are uneasy about my youth and inexperience, and I appreciate your concern, Uncle.
**[12:34] ---**
But while I may be your nephew, I am also the leader of the Huang.
**[12:39] ---**
If I at times sound impertinent...
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you will have to pardon me.
**[12:45] ---**
Hm.
**[12:46] ---**
Karma will get you for those words, Lee-Leng.
**[12:48] ---**
Better take good care of that injury...
**[12:51] ---**
if you can't bend over in your condition...
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it'll be hard to lick Burnsworth's feet.
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Zao!
**[13:01] ---**
Excuse me, Uncle...
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Please wait a moment.
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There's one more thing.
**[13:08] ---**
Please cut ties with Rosenthal.
**[13:10] ---**
What!?
**[13:12] ---**
As long as the man at the top is motivated by personal feelings...
**[13:15] ---**
Rosenthal has no future.
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I'm asking this as head of the Huang.
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Don't make me...
**[13:21] ---**
have to start interfering in your business.
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Is that... an order?
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It is the family's will.
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How dare you...!
**[13:36] ---**
To my face...!
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You'll regret this, Lee-Leng.
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That's too much! What a way to act!
**[13:47] ---**
He may be an elder, but even rudeness has limits!
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Control yourself, Zao.
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I can't say I don't understand how my uncle feels.
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Master Lee-Leng.
**[14:02] ---**
Hey! Open up!
**[14:04] ---**
Your Highness?
**[14:08] ---**
How long have you been out there?
**[14:09] ---**
About ten minutes.
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I'll be going, then, Lee-Leng.
**[14:16] ---**
Man, but you can put up with a lot.
**[14:19] ---**
That guy had me about to kick the door down.
**[14:22] ---**
Huh...
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If I had, though...
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I thought you'd be in an even worse position...
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so I stopped.
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I'm very glad to hear it.
**[14:31] ---**
Will it be okay?
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Elders have a lot of authority, don't they?
**[14:36] ---**
He came here to trip you up.
**[14:39] ---**
Your Highness...
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My uncle publicly opposes me.
**[14:43] ---**
Charming traits like that are why...
**[14:46] ---**
I find his personality so lovable.
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A true enemy...
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pretends to be on your side.
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Enemies like that, I won't go easy on.
**[14:58] ---**
Those like my uncle...
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can even come in handy, to flush the other kind out of hiding.
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So you have him in the palm of your hand...
**[15:05] ---**
A relative, thirty years older than you...
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You...
**[15:09] ---**
you really are a scary guy.
**[15:11] ---**
Sorry.
**[15:13] ---**
Still, Your Highness...
**[15:15] ---**
Knowing how to tell your friends from your enemies...
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will be indispensable in the political world you're about to find yourself in.
**[15:23] ---**
First-class politicians...
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can see through to someone's true nature intuitively.
**[15:30] ---**
Beyond that are the even more elite...
**[15:34] ---**
What kind of people are they?
**[15:36] ---**
People who are capable of turning their enemies into their friends.
**[15:48] ---**
You said before...
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that Raginei stands at a crossroads...
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and that what it needs is a strong leader.
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In other words...
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are you telling me to become a hyper-elite politician?
**[16:01] ---**
You don't want to lose your country, do you?
**[16:04] ---**
Do I have what it takes?
**[16:06] ---**
Before the Kingdom of Raginei is destroyed...
**[16:09] ---**
can I become that kind of politician...?
**[16:11] ---**
can I become... King?
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Don't ask, "Can it happen?" ...Your Highness.
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Ask yourself, "How can I make it happen?"
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Big brother...
**[16:24] ---**
somewhere inside of you...
**[16:26] ---**
you're already living as if you're supposed to be removed.
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I won't tell Your Highness what to think.
**[16:32] ---**
That's something you must answer for yourself.
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Mm-hmm.
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Some part of me still believes...
**[16:49] ---**
that my brother loves me...
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even though I already know it's a fantasy.
**[16:58] ---**
What Lee-Leng says is true...
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but I can't quite grasp it yet.
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Whatever this feeling is...
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I know if Kajika were here she'd make sense of it for me.
**[17:10] ---**
Kajika... I want to see you...
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I want to go home to Raginei...
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Miss Kajika!
**[17:25] ---**
Permission came through for the private plane to take off!
**[17:28] ---**
Really?
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But Najayra was blocking us...
**[17:34] ---**
Maybe it was Quinza...
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Quinza...
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doesn't know you want to go home, does he?
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Someone with more power than Najayra...?
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What did you say?!
**[17:47] ---**
Kajika left for America?
**[17:49] ---**
By what means?
**[17:51] ---**
My deepest apologies...
**[17:53] ---**
It seems a government official applied pressure on their behalf...
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Government? Who was it?
**[17:59] ---**
Who was the brainless fool?
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It's okay...
**[18:05] ---**
whoever it was, they'll pay for it.
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They'll learn that those who defy me...
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will not be suffered to live on the land of Ragi!
**[18:14] ---**
Najayra.
**[18:15] ---**
Father...
**[18:19] ---**
Extinguish your anger.
**[18:22] ---**
You are the heir to the Chadli family line of mediums.
**[18:25] ---**
In such a state you cannot hear the voice of God clearly.
**[18:28] ---**
And if I did distort the voice of God, what then?
**[18:31] ---**
Has an oracle that passed through me ever once failed to come true?
**[18:35] ---**
Everyone here recognizes your talent.
**[18:39] ---**
But when it comes to Miss Kajika...
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don't you feel your tranquility suffers slightly?
**[18:44] ---**
I hate her! Don't try to reason with me.
**[18:47] ---**
I've told you before, someday you may have no choice but to...
**[18:50] ---**
clasp hands with her in friendship.
**[18:53] ---**
Clasp hands?
**[18:55] ---**
Don't be ridiculous!
**[18:57] ---**
Najayra...
**[18:58] ---**
I'm the one who authorized take-off.
**[19:03] ---**
Knowing you were the one interfering...
**[19:05] ---**
Prime Minister Kayate came to ask me for a favor.
**[19:08] ---**
If it were only his own request, I wouldn't have budged.
**[19:11] ---**
What do you mean?
**[19:14] ---**
Although he was defying royalty, Kayate didn't hesitate.
**[19:19] ---**
Which means, in other words...
**[19:20] ---**
The order must have come from someone who outranks you entirely.
**[19:26] ---**
Father...
**[19:28] ---**
you can't mean... but that...
**[19:31] ---**
His Majesty Machaty's Throne of God.
**[19:34] ---**
Why... would my grandfather...?
**[19:55] ---**
Lee-Leng!
**[19:56] ---**
I was worried!
**[19:58] ---**
We couldn't get in touch with you...
**[20:00] ---**
That's what I was going to say!
**[20:02] ---**
How is your shoulder?
**[20:04] ---**
It's nothing, really. I'm fine.
**[20:08] ---**
Oh, let me see.
**[20:10] ---**
H--hey!
**[20:12] ---**
Kajika!
**[20:13] ---**
--Hurry up!
--H--hey!
**[20:14] ---**
Stop it!
**[20:19] ---**
I said hurry and take it off!
**[20:20] ---**
S--stop it Kajika!
**[20:31] ---**
What did you do that for?
**[20:34] ---**
This will make my position on the estate...
**[20:36] ---**
extremely delicate.
**[20:39] ---**
When they hear how I knocked you off your feet?
**[20:43] ---**
Hilarious!
**[20:45] ---**
Not funny, Kajika. Not funny.
**[20:48] ---**
So you were shot while trying to save Rumaty?
**[20:51] ---**
That boy... he can be pretty rash...
**[20:54] ---**
Well, we'll be paying attention this time.
**[20:56] ---**
Since it happened, though, Rumaty has actually become much more sensible.
**[21:00] ---**
It's a case of good coming from bad.
**[21:05] ---**
Kajika!
**[21:06] ---**
Rumaty!
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I'm so glad you're safe!
**[21:10] ---**
You, too.
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Let me get a good look at your face.
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I'm glad...
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Your eyes are calm.
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I thought they might be even more stormy...
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I also heard you've been bonding with Lee-Leng.
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Well, how about it?
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How would you say it's going, Your Highness?
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All he does is treat me like a plaything.
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Because he's a playful, cruel fox.
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That's pretty severe...
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You definitely bonded.
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There's a world of difference from the other day.
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It's just because I owe him my life.
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I can't help it.
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You still...
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have that "can't help it" attitude?
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What are you trying to say?
**[22:10] ---**
Ah... hey, wait, Rumaty!
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--Don't bug me.
--Hey, c'mon, wait!
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You haven't fixed the short temper, then.
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You really enjoy making fun of people.
**[22:25] ---**
You and Lee-Leng becoming friends...
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made me really happy to hear.
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But, um...
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the truth is...
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Something happened that I wasn't sure I should tell you about.
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What?
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I thought I could tell you if it was the "new you."
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So I'll tell you.
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I saw Quinza.
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I can't stand feeling this distance,
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So I'm starting to search for your heart.
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Because you were always at my side, protecting me.
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And I'm afraid of being alone.
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Though it's been a long time, everyone's just the same.
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Whether sleeping now, or crying, I want to see your smiling face.
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Because I will love you, with heart overflowing.
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Don't turn away, look at me. I believe in you.
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So, no one else knows our secret thoughts
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The blue sea of a strong and beautiful time.
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In those arms, in that embrace, I'm alive.