E45 - Open Up Your Heart

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    Stepping out on
    an ordinary Sunday
[00:08] ---
    Stepping out!
    A miracle's gonna happen
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    It's my day!
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    Maybe I'll throw off my pajamas
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    and head out to see her right now
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    I always turned my eyes away,
    thinking she'd hate me
[00:43] ---
    Now I'm saying goodbye
    to that negative attitude
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    My favorite shoes
    will always take me
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    To a place where I'll be happy
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    It's not someone else
    I want to embrace
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    But a version of
    myself that's not fake
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    I just want to walk
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    Not on tip-toe
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    Not downcast, either
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    Just I'm stepping out
    on an ordinary Sunday
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    Stepping out!
    Making a little try, try, try
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    It's my day!
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    It's great about you and Domyoji.
[02:35] ---
    Tsukushi, you really think so?
[02:39] ---
    Of course.
[02:42] ---
    I thought I'd put Domyoji behind me.
[02:48] ---
    But when I saw that...
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    It felt like something shattered
    inside of me.
[03:07] ---
    Falling to pieces...
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    And no one could put the pieces
    of my heart back together.
[03:17] ---
    "Open Up Your Heart"
[03:25] ---
    I'm home...
[03:29] ---
    Welcome back...
[03:47] ---
    What are you doing?
[03:49] ---
    Well... you see...
[03:53] ---
    What's going on here?!
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    Wait...
[03:59] ---
    You got another loan?
[04:02] ---
    You're running away
    from debt collectors?!
[04:03] ---
    No, we're not, Tsukushi.
[04:05] ---
    We didn't tell you to keep you
    from worrying.
[04:11] ---
    We're at the end of our rope.
[04:14] ---
    I know. I live with you.
[04:18] ---
    Your dad can't find any job
    here in Tokyo.
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    I have a friend who's a fisherman
    in the countryside.
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    He offered us a live-in job.
[04:31] ---
    So we're moving
    to a fishing village?
[04:37] ---
    Dad is going to be a fisherman?!
[04:51] ---
    Are you okay with this, Dad?
[04:55] ---
    Tsukushi, you must have faith in me.
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    A fisherman's life is wild and romantic.
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    It's a treacherous life ruled
    by the sea and weather.
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    Dad...
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    Besides, I always watch
    "Let's Go Fishing" on TV,
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    so I know exactly
    what to expect.
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    I'm not convinced at all.
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    When I told him about it a week ago,
    he was so eager to do it.
[05:25] ---
    We decided to take
    the offer yesterday.
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    I've never seen your dad so excited.
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    He's not so much eager, as deluded.
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    Life's not so easy...
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    Besides...
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    Since we're living with them,
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    we should be able to send you
    your tuition.
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    Then, all you'll need to cover
    is rent and living expenses.
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    That should make things
    easier for you.
[06:01] ---
    That's right.
    We really were a burden on you.
[06:07] ---
    I'll do my very best.
[06:27] ---
    It's so unfair!
    I want to stay in Tokyo, too.
[06:30] ---
    You're still in junior high.
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    You'll go to school out there
    until you graduate!
[06:35] ---
    What?!
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    You mean
    only I'm staying behind?
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    Of course!
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    You managed to get into
    such an expensive school.
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    If you leave now,
    you'll never get back in again!
[06:50] ---
    We'll be back after I've earned
    a small fortune.
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    You won't be alone for long.
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    That's right. Hang in there!
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    "Hang in there"?
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    What's with them deciding all this for me?
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    Now, let's get to work.
[07:07] ---
    Okay.
[07:10] ---
    Since your shoes are on,
    go buy us some tape, Tsukushi.
[07:13] ---
    One that's on sale!
[07:16] ---
    Everything's gone haywire
    since last night.
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    What's happening to my life?
[07:33] ---
    Tsukushi... I'm a little worried
    about leaving you all alone.
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    You'd better! That's how parents
    are supposed to feel!
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    You didn't tell me anything.
    Everything's all too sudden!
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    If we didn't do something...
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    we thought you wouldn't be able
    to have Domyoji here.
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    You think I want to?!
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    I feel like Urashima Taro when he returned
    from the undersea palace...
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    After all that's happened
    since last night...
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    nothing would surprise me.
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    I suppose, if I think about it,
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    life should be easier since I don't
    have to support my family.
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    Yes. I'll be free of my no-privacy life
    in that little apartment.
[08:33] ---
    This may actually be good for me.
[08:38] ---
    That's right!
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    Breakfast will be caf・au lait
    and croissants,
[08:45] ---
    instead of miso soup
    and fermented soy beans.
[08:46] ---
    I'll use a gingham place mat...
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    And I'll have potted ivy
    on the windowsill.
[09:06] ---
    You feel bad because it was Tsukasa.
[09:10] ---
    No, that's not it!
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    I feel light as a wafer right now.
[09:28] ---
    Why do you two have to
    butt into my thoughts?!
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    Quit hanging around in my head...
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    Mom... That girl...
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    Shh... Don't look at her.
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    This is my private world!
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    They're stuck like glue to my head.
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    Stop it! Don't come in!
    Please leave me alone!
[10:06] ---
    If I looked it square in the face...
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    I know I'd learn something important.
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    But I'm stubborn, and I want 
    to pretend I don't notice it.
[10:45] ---
    You're living alone?!
[10:47] ---
    Yeah. My life's a rollercoaster.
[10:50] ---
    Things got that rough
    for your folks?
[10:53] ---
    You could say that.
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    If we kept on like we were,
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    my brother wouldn't be able
    to go to high school.
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    If I quit Eitoku,
    we would've been able to manage.
[11:05] ---
    "Not even if you died,"
    was their only answer.
[11:10] ---
    Will you be okay
    living alone, Tsukushi?
[11:14] ---
    I'd be lying
    if I said I wasn't scared...
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    but I think I've come to accept it.
[12:08] ---
    So much has happened
    since I entered high school.
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    I guess I've gotten used to
    all my "accidents."
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    Tsukushi...
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    I might not be of much help...
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    but you can lean on me when you feel
    like you can't take it.
[12:27] ---
    Thanks, I'll do that.
[12:36] ---
    But I really do feel lonely.
[12:43] ---
    With things with Domyoji
    still unresolved,
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    being left all alone
    makes me so anxious.
[13:11] ---
    But I can't keep saying that.
[13:15] ---
    Goodbye. We'll come and check up
    on you from time to time.
[13:18] ---
    Be sure you lock up okay?
[13:20] ---
    I will. Good luck, Dad.
[13:23] ---
    Leave it to me!
    I'll send you 500,000 yen a month.
[13:27] ---
    500 THOUSAND...?
[13:29] ---
    I'll look forward to it.
[13:32] ---
    See you, Sis. I swear I'll be back
    to enter high school.
[13:37] ---
    Okay! Time for a fresh start!
[14:06] ---
    If I believe in it enough,
    I'll be fine.
[14:11] ---
    I'm strong in the face of adversity!
[14:23] ---
    Still...
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    Tsukushi!
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    Kazuya!
[14:29] ---
    Is it true your folks have moved
    to the country?
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    Yeah...
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    I'll be living alone
    without a care.
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    But I worry...
    A girl living alone...
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    It's Domyoji's bunch.
[14:50] ---
    Yikes!
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    Tsukushi!
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    Hey, Makino...
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    What are you doing there?
[15:03] ---
    Oh, no...
[15:05] ---
    Oh, uh... well...
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    I hear you went with Rui and Tsukasa
    to that monkey's villa.
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    H-h-how did you...?
[15:23] ---
    Is it true, Tsukushi?
[15:26] ---
    And you practically drowned in the bath
    and were saved by Rui.
[15:30] ---
    In the bath?!
[15:32] ---
    T-that was an emergency...
    It couldn't be helped.
[15:41] ---
    Blabbermouth!
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    You didn't have to tell them that!
[15:44] ---
    I didn't tell them anything.
[15:46] ---
    Oh?
[15:48] ---
    Rui told us.
[15:52] ---
    Rui Hanazawa!
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    So how did it go?
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    With the monkey girl?
[16:00] ---
    There's nothing to talk about.
[16:10] ---
    You don't have to be shy.
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    Butt out!
    Just say whatever you want.
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    H-hey, Tsukasa!
[16:26] ---
    Tsukushi!
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    How could you, when you have me!
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    I don't think I'll be able to escape
    this pain any time soon.
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    The only place I can run to...
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    ...is there.
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    Oh... It's you.
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    Why'd you go and tell
    Nishikado and Mimasaka?
[17:29] ---
    I was so embarrassed.
[17:32] ---
    Why not? It was the truth.
[17:35] ---
    It may be the truth,
    but some things shouldn't be told.
[17:46] ---
    You like to stuff everything
    inside of you like that, huh?
[17:54] ---
    Why don't you just be honest, for once?
[18:09] ---
    How long are you going to pretend
    you don't feel what you do?
[18:14] ---
    You and Tsukasa...
[18:15] ---
    Shut up!
[18:19] ---
    What about you?
[18:23] ---
    You came running back from Paris...
    from Shizuka.
[18:37] ---
    I'm sorry, I...
[18:40] ---
    Something precious is standing
    right before you.
[18:45] ---
    You can just reach out
    and grasp it...
[18:48] ---
    But you don't even try. How can you
    possibly understand how I feel?
[19:16] ---
    If I reach out...
[19:26] ---
    But it's too late.
[19:42] ---
    So Tsukasa went
    to the Okawaharas' villa?
[19:47] ---
    What worries me is that
    Tsukushi Makino was with them.
[19:57] ---
    It seems we'll have to
    put a stop to that girl.
[20:11] ---
    Tsukasa...
[20:17] ---
    You don't have to do
    Mother's bidding too, you know.
[20:30] ---
    I don't want you to have to
    go through what I did.
[20:36] ---
    I know...
[20:48] ---
    Sis... Thanks.
[20:54] ---
    Tsukasa?!
[21:17] ---
    Why don't you just be honest, for once?
[21:23] ---
    If I could do that,
    I'd probably feel better.
[21:30] ---
    But I still don't know how...
[21:36] ---
    How can I be honest with myself?
[21:58] ---
    Will I ever make it that far?
[22:04] ---
    Yeah, I'm almost there.
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    Some day, the whole world
[22:19] ---
    will have its eyes on me.
[22:24] ---
    Yeah, after our graduation ceremony
[22:32] ---
    we all wrote our dreams on the wall.
[22:38] ---
    A lot of time has passed since then
[22:44] ---
    but I'm just the same as I was on that day!
[22:51] ---
    Keep trying your best!
    Wishes can come true!
[22:58] ---
    Let's keep running down
    the road we believe in!
[23:08] ---
    Will I ever make it that far?
[23:14] ---
    Yeah, I'm almost there.
[23:21] ---
    Will I ever make it that far?
[23:28] ---
    Yeah, I'm almost there.
[23:31] ---
    I already made it this far, after all.
[23:46] ---
    I'm living all alone now.
[23:48] ---
    Since he returned
    from Shigeru's villa...
[23:50] ---
    ...Domyoji's been acting weird.
[23:52] ---
    I hear Rui Hanazawa's
    violin again after so long.
[23:56] ---
    And...
[23:58] ---
    What? I can't believe it!
[24:01] ---
    Hana Yori Dango:
    "Hurricane Approaching!!"
[24:05] ---
    This is a dream. It has to be!