# E45 - Open Up Your Heart
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/GR0X5N24Y/open-up-your-heart)
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Stepping out on
an ordinary Sunday
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Stepping out!
A miracle's gonna happen
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It's my day!
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Maybe I'll throw off my pajamas
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and head out to see her right now
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I always turned my eyes away,
thinking she'd hate me
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Now I'm saying goodbye
to that negative attitude
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My favorite shoes
will always take me
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To a place where I'll be happy
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It's not someone else
I want to embrace
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But a version of
myself that's not fake
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I just want to walk
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Not on tip-toe
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Not downcast, either
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Just I'm stepping out
on an ordinary Sunday
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Stepping out!
Making a little try, try, try
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It's my day!
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*It's great about you and Domyoji.*
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*Tsukushi, you really think so?*
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*Of course.*
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*I thought I'd put Domyoji behind me.*
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*But when I saw that...*
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*It felt like something shattered
inside of me.*
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*Falling to pieces...*
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*And no one could put the pieces
of my heart back together.*
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"Open Up Your Heart"
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I'm home...
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Welcome back...
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What are you doing?
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Well... you see...
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What's going on here?!
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Wait...
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You got another loan?
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You're running away
from debt collectors?!
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No, we're not, Tsukushi.
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We didn't tell you to keep you
from worrying.
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We're at the end of our rope.
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I know. I live with you.
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Your dad can't find any job
here in Tokyo.
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I have a friend who's a fisherman
in the countryside.
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He offered us a live-in job.
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So we're moving
to a fishing village?
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Dad is going to be a *fisherman?!*
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Are you okay with this, Dad?
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Tsukushi, you must have faith in me.
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A fisherman's life is wild and romantic.
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It's a treacherous life ruled
by the sea and weather.
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Dad...
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Besides, I always watch
"Let's Go Fishing" on TV,
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so I know exactly
what to expect.
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*I'm not convinced at all.*
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When I told him about it a week ago,
he was so eager to do it.
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We decided to take
the offer yesterday.
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I've never seen your dad so excited.
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*He's not so much eager, as deluded.*
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*Life's not so easy...*
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Besides...
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Since we're living with them,
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we should be able to send you
your tuition.
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Then, all you'll need to cover
is rent and living expenses.
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That should make things
easier for you.
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That's right.
We really were a burden on you.
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I'll do my very best.
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It's so unfair!
I want to stay in Tokyo, too.
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You're still in junior high.
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You'll go to school out there
until you graduate!
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What?!
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You mean
only I'm staying behind?
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Of course!
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You managed to get into
such an expensive school.
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If you leave now,
you'll never get back in again!
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We'll be back after I've earned
a small fortune.
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You won't be alone for long.
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That's right. Hang in there!
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*"Hang in there"?*
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*What's with them deciding all this for me?*
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Now, let's get to work.
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Okay.
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Since your shoes are on,
go buy us some tape, Tsukushi.
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One that's on sale!
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*Everything's gone haywire
since last night.*
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*What's happening to my life?*
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Tsukushi... I'm a little worried
about leaving you all alone.
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You'd better! That's how parents
are supposed to feel!
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You didn't tell me anything.
Everything's all too sudden!
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If we didn't do something...
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we thought you wouldn't be able
to have Domyoji here.
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You think I want to?!
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*I feel like Urashima Taro when he returned
from the undersea palace...*
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*After all that's happened
since last night...*
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*nothing would surprise me.*
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*I suppose, if I think about it,*
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*life should be easier since I don't
have to support my family.*
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*Yes. I'll be free of my no-privacy life
in that little apartment.*
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*This may actually be good for me.*
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*That's right!*
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*Breakfast will be cafă»au lait
and croissants,*
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*instead of miso soup
and fermented soy beans.*
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*I'll use a gingham place mat...*
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*And I'll have potted ivy
on the windowsill.*
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*You feel bad because it was Tsukasa.*
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*No, that's not it!*
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*I feel light as a wafer right now.*
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Why do you two have to
butt into my thoughts?!
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Quit hanging around in my head...
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Mom... That girl...
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Shh... Don't look at her.
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This is my private world!
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They're stuck like glue to my head.
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*Stop it! Don't come in!
Please leave me alone!*
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*If I looked it square in the face...*
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*I know I'd learn something important.*
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*But I'm stubborn, and I want
to pretend I don't notice it.*
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You're living alone?!
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Yeah. My life's a rollercoaster.
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Things got that rough
for your folks?
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You could say that.
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If we kept on like we were,
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my brother wouldn't be able
to go to high school.
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If I quit Eitoku,
we would've been able to manage.
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"Not even if you died,"
was their only answer.
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Will you be okay
living alone, Tsukushi?
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I'd be lying
if I said I wasn't scared...
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but I think I've come to accept it.
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So much has happened
since I entered high school.
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I guess I've gotten used to
all my "accidents."
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Tsukushi...
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I might not be of much help...
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but you can lean on me when you feel
like you can't take it.
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Thanks, I'll do that.
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*But I really do feel lonely.*
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*With things with Domyoji
still unresolved,*
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*being left all alone
makes me so anxious.*
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*But I can't keep saying that.*
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Goodbye. We'll come and check up
on you from time to time.
**[13:18] ---**
Be sure you lock up okay?
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I will. Good luck, Dad.
**[13:23] ---**
Leave it to me!
I'll send you 500,000 yen a month.
**[13:27] ---**
*500 THOUSAND...?*
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I'll look forward to it.
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See you, Sis. I swear I'll be back
to enter high school.
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Okay! Time for a fresh start!
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*If I believe in it enough,
I'll be fine.*
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*I'm strong in the face of adversity!*
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*Still...*
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Tsukushi!
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Kazuya!
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Is it true your folks have moved
to the country?
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Yeah...
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I'll be living alone
without a care.
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But I worry...
A girl living alone...
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It's Domyoji's bunch.
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Yikes!
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Tsukushi!
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Hey, Makino...
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What are you doing there?
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*Oh, no...*
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Oh, uh... well...
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I hear you went with Rui and Tsukasa
to that monkey's villa.
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H-h-how did you...?
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Is it true, Tsukushi?
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And you practically drowned in the bath
and were saved by Rui.
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In the bath?!
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T-that was an emergency...
It couldn't be helped.
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Blabbermouth!
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You didn't have to tell them that!
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I didn't tell them anything.
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Oh?
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Rui told us.
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*Rui Hanazawa!*
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So how did it go?
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With the monkey girl?
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There's nothing to talk about.
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You don't have to be shy.
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Butt out!
Just say whatever you want.
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H-hey, Tsukasa!
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Tsukushi!
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How could you, when you have me!
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*I don't think I'll be able to escape
this pain any time soon.*
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*The only place I can run to...*
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*...is there.*
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Oh... It's you.
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Why'd you go and tell
Nishikado and Mimasaka?
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I was so embarrassed.
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Why not? It was the truth.
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It may be the truth,
but some things shouldn't be told.
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You like to stuff everything
inside of you like that, huh?
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Why don't you just be honest, for once?
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How long are you going to pretend
you don't feel what you do?
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You and Tsukasa...
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Shut up!
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What about you?
**[18:23] ---**
You came running back from Paris...
from Shizuka.
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I'm sorry, I...
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Something precious is standing
right before you.
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You can just reach out
and grasp it...
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But you don't even try. How can you
possibly understand how I feel?
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*If I reach out...*
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*But it's too late.*
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So Tsukasa went
to the Okawaharas' villa?
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What worries me is that
Tsukushi Makino was with them.
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It seems we'll have to
put a stop to that girl.
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Tsukasa...
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You don't have to do
Mother's bidding too, you know.
**[20:30] ---**
I don't want you to have to
go through what I did.
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I know...
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Sis... Thanks.
**[20:54] ---**
*Tsukasa?!*
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*Why don't you just be honest, for once?*
**[21:23] ---**
*If I could do that,
I'd probably feel better.*
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*But I still don't know how...*
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*How can I be honest with myself?*
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Will I ever make it that far?
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Yeah, I'm almost there.
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Some day, the whole world
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will have its eyes on me.
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Yeah, after our graduation ceremony
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we all wrote our dreams on the wall.
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A lot of time has passed since then
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but I'm just the same as I was on that day!
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Keep trying your best!
Wishes can come true!
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Let's keep running down
the road we believe in!
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Will I ever make it that far?
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Yeah, I'm almost there.
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Will I ever make it that far?
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Yeah, I'm almost there.
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I already made it this far, after all.
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I'm living all alone now.
**[23:48] ---**
Since he returned
from Shigeru's villa...
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...Domyoji's been acting weird.
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I hear Rui Hanazawa's
violin again after so long.
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And...
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What? I can't believe it!
**[24:01] ---**
Hana Yori Dango:
"Hurricane Approaching!!"
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This is a dream. It has to be!