0 - given The Movie: Hiiragi Mix Source: Crunchyroll Translator: Editor: Timer: QC: (Please feel free to edit the speaker names if incomplete or inaccurate. Names are handled on a best-effort basis depending on the info on the source file. Dialogue is left as is.) [01:13] Ritsuka     I was checking out what's     gonna be on our finals. [01:40] Ritsuka     Do you have a lot of shifts     lined up during spring break? [01:45] Mafuyu     No, not yet. [01:47] Ritsuka     Ah... [01:54] Mafuyu     What about you? [01:55] Ritsuka     Same. [01:57] Ritsuka     We definitely want...     some studio time, right? [02:00] Mafuyu     Yeah. [02:02] Ritsuka     We can go look at more effects pedals again. [02:06] Mafuyu     Yeah. [02:27] (Flashback) Teacher     Make sure you all take just     one sheet of origami paper. [02:30] (Flashback) Kid A     This one's mine! [02:31] (Flashback) Kid B     No, it's mine! [02:33] (Flashback) Teacher     This isn't first come, first served. [02:35] (Flashback) Teacher     If there's a color you want,     ask politely to switch. [02:38] (Flashback) Yuki     I want silver! [02:40] (Flashback) Kid C     No fair! You always get it! [02:42] (Flashback) Yuki     What? It's totally fair! [02:44] (Flashback) Kid C     I want the silver one, too! [02:45] (Flashback) Teacher     Oh? [02:46] (Flashback) Teacher     Shizusumi-kun, you picked     the same color again. [02:50] (Flashback) Teacher     Don't you want gold like all the other kids? [02:54] (Flashback) Shizusumi     I just need one. [02:56] (Flashback) Shizusumi     I don't need any more. [02:58] (Flashback) Hiiragi     What?! You've never gotten the gold one?! [03:51] Hiiragi     Mafuyu. [03:54] Hiiragi     Hey, is he around? [03:57] Mafuyu     Hiiragi... [04:00] Mafuyu     And Shizu-chan. [04:06] Hiiragi     What I'm telling you is [04:07] Hiiragi     Mafuyu's more like a little brother     than a childhood friend. [04:12] Ritsuka     Okay, and? [04:13] Hiiragi     And, I'm saying that I know Mafuyu     a hundred times better than you! [04:18] Ritsuka     Oh, yeah? Does how long     you've known him really matter? [04:22] Ritsuka     Actually, Mafuyu was saying you     were like a little sister to him. [04:26] Hiiragi     I'mma kill his ass! [04:27] Ritsuka     Also, how is that related to     you playing the wrong note? [04:31] Hiiragi     I'm saying there's something     fundamentally wrong with you [04:34] Hiiragi     if you can't just play along with me! [04:38] Hiiragi     And you thought I sounded     better, right, Shizu?! [04:43] Shizusumi     Yeah. [04:43] Hiiragi     Can you at least pretend     you give a crap about me?! [04:45] Ritsuka     Shut up! Back the hell off! [04:49] Ritsuka     And Mafuyu's got nothing to do with this! [04:51] Hiiragi     It's pissing me off that you're     acting all smug as his boyfriend [04:53] Hiiragi     when you're not willing      to work with others at all! [04:57] Ritsuka     Fine, then you need to work with me first! [04:59] Hiiragi     You need to be able to figure me out! [05:01] Ritsuka     Why, though?! [05:02] Mafuyu     Uenoyama-kun, it's almost time. [05:05] Mafuyu     And stop fighting, you two. [05:08] Ritsuka     We're not. [05:10] Mafuyu     We have studio time with given next. [05:15] Ritsuka     Okay, see you the day after tomorrow.     Have a pleasant day! [05:18] Hiiragi     Right back at you! [05:20] Shizusumi     Bye. [05:25] Hiiragi     God, we're viscerally incompatible! [05:29] Hiiragi     Why does he act like he's     God's gift to the world?! [05:33] Shizusumi     I guess like repels like. [05:35] Ritsuka     We clearly can't get along. [05:38] Ritsuka     I absolutely despise guys     who only think of themselves. [05:43] Mafuyu     I guess like repels like. [05:45] Mafuyu     You really can't figure out      how to play together? [05:47] Ritsuka     No... Actually, when our sound's     together, it's really together... [05:51] Mafuyu     So they can, then. [05:54] Mafuyu     Then can I ask... [05:55] Mafuyu     why you agreed to help Hiiragi out? [06:02] Ritsuka     Why? Because... [06:05] Ritsuka     They sounded way more badass     than I could've imagined. [06:11] Ritsuka     I've always hated sellouts. [06:18] Ritsuka     At least, that's what I thought. [06:21] Ritsuka     It's not just the fact that they're good. [06:24] Ritsuka     Even the pauses between     the sound were thrilling. [06:29] Ritsuka     Once in a while, it'd go against     everything I know and just felt good. [06:32] Ritsuka     It was just good. [06:35] Ritsuka     In fall of our second year in high school,     Hiiragi's band won at CAC [06:37] (Flashback) Hiiragi     Honestly, I knew we were gonna win! [06:39] Ritsuka     and they were gonna debut     because of that. [06:40] (Flashback) Crowd     Whatever, man! [06:42] Ritsuka     But then their session guitarist left. [06:42] (Flashback) Crowd     Congrats! [06:44] (Flashback) Crowd     You guys were awesome! [06:48] (Flashback) Hiiragi     That said, we definitely felt some pressure     since we're in the amateur rankings. [06:49] Ritsuka     When they were trying to fill that position,     the one who got the call was... [06:55] (Flashback) Ritsuka     Me?! [06:56] (Flashback) Hiiragi     We just need you until     we find our next guitarist. [07:00] (Flashback) Hiiragi     You'll just fill in for now. [07:01] (Flashback) Hiiragi     For, like, two shows, maybe. [07:04] (Flashback) Ritsuka     If your other guitarist quit,     you don't need to do shows right now. [07:07] (Flashback) Hiiragi     Of course we do. Gotta strike     while the iron's hot. [07:10] (Flashback) Ritsuka     Okay, but why me? [07:12] (Flashback) Hiiragi     Because I saw you play at CAC, [07:15] (Flashback) Hiiragi     and it made me want to play with you. [07:20] (Flashback) Hiiragi     More importantly, why are     you even here today? [07:22] (Flashback) Hiiragi     What? Were you bored? [07:24] (Flashback) Hiiragi     Did the little high schooler come     to see his first little concert? [07:28] (Flashback) Hiiragi     I mean, I'm inviting you to play with us. [07:31] (Flashback) Hiiragi     And... [07:33] (Flashback) Hiiragi     There's something I want     to try doing with you. [07:40] Ritsuka     In the end, the reason I agreed     to be their session guitarist is... [07:45] [SONG] Song     No need for ambiguous sensations [07:47] Ritsuka     because it seemed like it'd     be a hell of a lot of fun. [07:50] [SONG] Song     Beyond the media [07:52] Ritsuka     Yeah. What it comes down to is... [07:56] [SONG] Song     Deconstructed and reconstructed [07:58] Ritsuka     Hiiragi's got what it takes. [08:01] [SONG] Song     Thoughts are mostly the same [08:05] [SONG] Song     Let this voice carry through now [08:08] [SONG] Song     Remember the memories back in the day [08:11] [SONG] Song     On a blank piece of paper [08:13] [SONG] Song     You could draw anything [08:16] [SONG] Song     Let it boom so that the color won't fade [08:19] [SONG] Song     Imitation of hope will come to an end [08:21] [SONG] Song     And I'll be singing until it reaches you SIGN    given     the Movie     Hiiragi Mix [08:38] Fan A     Um, this is for you. [08:39] Hiiragi     Hey, a gift? Thanks! [08:43] Hiiragi     Wait, can I really have this? [08:45] Fan A     Yes! Please use it if you want to. [08:47] Fan B     Can I get a picture with you? [08:49] Hiiragi     A picture? Sure. [08:53] Hiiragi     Hey, Uenoyama! [08:58] Ritsuka     Haruki-san?! And Sis?! [09:00] Haruki     Heya. [09:02] Ritsuka     What're— Wait, it's just the two of you? [09:05] Haruki     We met at the door. We're guests today. [09:09] Haruki     Because we helped shoot     their music video the other day. [09:13] Ritsuka     Ah... Wait, then where's Take-san? [09:16] Yayoi     Working overtime. [09:17] Yayoi     What about you? Where's that boy     who looks like a Pomeranian? [09:21] Ritsuka     Huh? Oh, Mafuyu? [09:24] Ritsuka     He's got work today. [09:26] Yayoi     Huh... [09:28] Yayoi     Well, I'm gonna go say bye     to everyone and head home. [09:36] Haruki     Well, anyway... [09:37] Haruki     Great job tonight. You were awesome. [09:41] Ritsuka     Thanks. [09:42] Ritsuka     Kaji-san's not with you today? [09:46] Haruki     I guess he's been busy with the violin lately. [09:52] Ritsuka     We're all split up lately. [09:54] Hiiragi     Could we group him in next time? [09:57] Fan B/C     Sure, of course! [09:58] Hiiragi     Thanks! [09:59] Haruki     Anyway, shouldn't you be over there? [10:01] Ritsuka     Nah. I can't keep up     with Hiiragi's social circles. [10:07] Hiiragi     Oh! Matsumura-san! You came! [10:10] Ritsuka     I mean, Hiiragi's definitely     got charm and he's a fun guy... [10:10] Hiiragi     Thanks so much!     I'll come by to say hi later. [10:14] Ritsuka     But I want my own band to get recognized. [10:18] Haruki     Huh? [10:19] Ritsuka     I'm jealous of him. [10:21] Ritsuka     Sometimes it really pisses me off. [10:25] Haruki     Uh, yeah... Actually, about that... [10:30] Haruki     We actually got an offer     to debut... as given. [10:35] Haruki     By someone from a record label. [10:38] Ritsuka     Huh? [10:39] Haruki     Ah... I... got contacted today... [10:44] Ritsuka     What?! [10:46] Ritsuka     To debut?! [10:47] Haruki     Er, uh, wait! [10:49] Haruki     It's not guaranteed that     we'll be able to debut. [10:53] Haruki     They just asked if we were     interested in debuting. [10:56] Haruki     They gave me a business card at CAC [10:59] Haruki     and said to reach out if we're interested. [11:02] Haruki     I don't know if anything would      happen immediately, but... [11:07] Ritsuka     Huh? Wait, did you reply? [11:09] Haruki     No. I've only told you so far. [11:14] Hiiragi     They're huge. Sounds good to me. [11:17] Ritsuka     Hey! Were you listening— [11:19] Hiiragi     You're the one who was just     shouting something about a debut. [11:22] Hiiragi     You should be more aware     of your surroundings. [11:24] Ritsuka     Wha— [11:25] Haruki     I'm gonna talk to Akihiko about it.     You should ask Mafuyu. [11:30] Haruki     Ask about his future plans, [11:31] Haruki     and just how far he wants to go with music. [11:36] Haruki     Anyway, I'll forward you the email later. [11:39] Haruki     See ya! [11:44] Ritsuka     The future? [11:45] Hiiragi     Huh? Why the hell do you look like     you've never thought about it before? [11:50] Ritsuka     I have. [11:52] Ritsuka     I mean, I have thought about it, but... [11:54] Shizusumi     Hey. [11:55] Shizusumi     It's almost time. [11:56] Hiiragi     Sure. [12:01] Ritsuka     Hiiragi! Did you... [12:05] Ritsuka     Did you ever feel conflicted?     About how you want to live right now? [12:12] Hiiragi     Not really. [12:13] Hiiragi     But now you've got an opportunity, right? [12:16] Hiiragi     You should be happier, dude. [12:19] Ritsuka     Be happier? [12:21] Ritsuka     Yeah, this is causing my stomach to turn. [12:25] Ritsuka     We didn't win at CAC. [12:27] Ritsuka     I was envious of Hiiragi, since he got to debut. [12:31] Ritsuka     But now, I'm so excited I'm about to burst. [12:36] Ritsuka     Seriously? [12:38] Ritsuka     Isn't this actually cool as hell? [12:45] First-year Girl A     Oh, hey. I know him. That's Mafuyu-senpai. [12:49] First-year girl B     Oh, he's in a band, right? [12:51] First-year Girl C     Is he famous? [12:53] First-year girl B     I think his band was in some festival. [12:55] First-year girl C     Whoa, awesome. [12:56] First-year girl A     I want a picture with him! [12:57] First-year girl B     Right? [13:00] Itaya     Hey! [13:01] Itaya     Mafuyu! [13:04] Itaya     Uenoyama's looking for you. [13:10] Mafuyu     De...but? SIGN    Sato [13:12] Ritsuka     Haruki-san asked if we'd planned on it. [13:17] Ritsuka     And, like, if we want to keep     doing music in the future. [13:21] Ritsuka     And what we want to actually     do in the future, and stuff. [13:25] Ritsuka     I'm genuinely super happy about this. [13:29] Ritsuka     Hey, will you give it a shot? [13:31] Mafuyu     Huh? [13:44] Mafuyu     I'll think about it later. [13:47] Ritsuka     What do you mean, "later"? [13:49] Mafuyu     Sorry. I'll talk to you later. [13:54] Ritsuka     Mafuyu! Hey! [14:02] Ritsuka     What? Why?! [14:04] Ritsuka     What?! [14:06] Ueki     We're in a different classroom next. [14:11] Classmate A     Hey, Hiiragi! [14:13] Classmate A     You're going home already? [14:15] Classmate B     Work again? [14:16] Hiiragi     Ayup. [14:18] Hiiragi     By the way, have you seen Shizu? [14:20] Classmate B     Shizusumi? He said he was     gonna skip in the nurse's office. [14:30] Hiiragi     Shizu. [14:33] Hiiragi     Hey, let's go home. [14:38] Hiiragi     Hey. [14:40] Shizusumi     Shut up. You're so loud. [14:45] Hiiragi     This is boring. [14:48] Hiiragi     Let's head to the studio. [14:51] Shizusumi     What are we supposed to do     in the studio every day? [14:55] Hiiragi     We'll make a new demo. [14:58] (Flashback) Ritsuka     Hiiragi! Did you... [15:00] (Flashback) Ritsuka     Did you ever feel conflicted? [15:03] Hiiragi     God, he must be really dumb. [15:07] Hiiragi     After Yuki died, I decided that     I was gonna be in a band again. [15:15] Hiiragi     And this way I can keep Shizusumi     tied to my life a little bit longer. [15:24] Hiiragi     Shizusumi always looks like he wants     absolutely nothing to do with me... [15:29] Hiiragi     But in the end, he'll always follow me. [15:34] Hiiragi     Even though he looks like he's     not listening to a word I say... [15:38] Hiiragi     He says exactly what     I want to hear sometimes. [15:44] Hiiragi     When I asked him to form a band with me, [15:46] Hiiragi     despite any reservations     he may have had, he agreed. [15:50] Hiiragi     When I couldn't get a     hold of Mafuyu anymore... [15:59] (Flashback) Shizusumi     Will you go back to your place already? [16:03] (Flashback) Hiiragi     I don't wanna. There's no one     home even if I go back. [16:16] (Flashback) Shizusumi     It's cold. Hurry up and get in. [16:24] Hiiragi     Shizusumi can be nice sometimes. [16:31] Hiiragi     Until recently, that was more than enough. [16:35] Hiiragi     Maybe, just maybe... [16:40] Hiiragi     Maybe, my ass! I'm pretty sure     that I really like Shizusumi! [16:45] Shizusumi     Dude, it's hot. [16:48] Hiiragi     It's all because Mafuyu said I should     hurry up and get together with Shizu! [16:52] Hiiragi     God, he's so antisocial,     but I love him so much! [16:56] Shizusumi     Uenoyama said he made it to the station. [16:58] Hiiragi     I love you, I love you, I love you,     I love you, I love you, I love you. [17:02] Hiiragi     First off, look at this handsome face! [17:03] Shizusumi     Are you listening?     What the heck is that look for? [17:06] Hiiragi     And he's so built. He used     to be scrawnier than me! [17:10] Shizusumi     Hiiragi. [17:11] Hiiragi     On top of everything, even his voice is hot! [17:13] Hiiragi     What am I gonna do?! I love you! [17:15] Hiiragi     Huh? What do you want? [17:21] Hiiragi     Uh... What? [17:24] Ritsuka     Mafuyu... [17:29] Hiiragi     Man, Mafuyu is hilarious! [17:32] Ritsuka     This isn't funny at all. [17:35] Hiiragi     That's the best thing I've heard all day! [17:37] Ritsuka     Shut up! Quit enjoying this! [17:40] Hiiragi     I mean... You worked up all that courage... [17:44] Hiiragi     and asked him to consider     going pro with you... [17:47] Hiiragi     then got told, "Talk to you later!" [17:49] Ritsuka     And we're done here. [17:50] Shizusumi     Hold up. [17:53] Ritsuka     First off! [17:54] Ritsuka     Why does he suddenly back off     whenever I say we should do something?! [17:57] Hiiragi     You're probably hella annoying about it. [18:00] Ritsuka     I'll kill you! [18:01] Hiiragi     But yeah. He always did take     forever to make up his mind. [18:06] Shizusumi     Once he's made up his mind,     he won't back down, [18:08] Shizusumi     but he'll go quiet until he decides      so he doesn't make a mistake. [18:13] Hiiragi     And once he's done thinking, he'll answer,     so it'll usually be out of the blue. [18:19] Ritsuka     I'm leaving. [18:20] Hiiragi     Okay, okay. Sorry! [18:24] Ritsuka     Anyway, why aren't we in the studio today? [18:28] Hiiragi     Well, we just wanted to     discuss something today. [18:30] Ritsuka     Discuss something? [18:32] Hiiragi     I just sent you some audio. [18:35] Ritsuka     What? You want to do     a new song or something? [18:38] Shizusumi     It's not a new song, but one     that's been around for a while. [18:42] Ritsuka     I thought I got audio     of all your songs already. [18:44] Shizusumi     No, we had one we didn't give to you yet. [18:48] Hiiragi     It's a song from when Yuki was our singer. [18:52] Ritsuka     Yuki? [18:55] Hiiragi     He's Mafuyu's... childhood friend who died. [18:59] Hiiragi     Have you heard about him before? [19:01] Ritsuka     Er, I mean... just barely... [19:08] Hiiragi     We originally started this band     with Yuki, Shizu, and me. [19:13] Hiiragi     The three of us wrote songs together,     and a lot of them were basically complete. SIGN    Damn it!! I said not to be late today!!!! SIGN    Got it. SIGN    I'm at the station. SIGN    Got it. [19:18] Hiiragi     That's one of those songs. [19:20] Ritsuka     Huh? Then what're all your other songs? [19:23] Hiiragi     What you've been playing up     until now are all songs I wrote. [19:27] Hiiragi     We haven't played the songs from when     Yuki was our vocalist ever since he passed. [19:32] Ritsuka     Er, wait. Why haven't you played them since? [19:38] Hiiragi     Because I didn't think I could fill     Yuki's shoes and sing his songs. [19:43] Hiiragi     Not entirely because it hurts, but put     simply, I'm not good enough to do it. [19:48] Ritsuka     I don't get what you mean.     Was this dude amazing or something? [19:52] Ritsuka     Sorry, but I can't imagine this     Yuki guy being better than you. [19:57] Hiiragi     You don't understand a damn thing. [20:00] Hiiragi     Yuki was stupidly charming. [20:03] Hiiragi     My songs are basically junk food,     but Yuki's were different. [20:10] Hiiragi     This demo's still unfinished.     Both the lyrics and the music. [20:16] Hiiragi     I think we'll probably lose     our opportunity to play this [20:19] Hiiragi     once we get an official guitarist. [20:21] Hiiragi     I want to complete it before that happens. [20:24] Ritsuka     Er, wait. [20:25] Ritsuka     I seriously don't want to do this. [20:28] Hiiragi     Well, I guess I can't blame you. [20:30] Hiiragi     It's really hard to finish someone     else's song from the middle. [20:33] Hiiragi     And you've probably never     written lyrics before. [20:37] Hiiragi     It's fine if you can't do it. [20:40] Ritsuka     Shut up! I can do that much, dumbass! [20:43] Hiiragi     Anyway, just give that demo a listen. [20:57] Ritsuka     I only decided to help them out because     I acknowledged Hiiragi's talent. [21:02] Ritsuka     I really don't like this. [21:08] Ritsuka     Honestly, I can't get into it. [21:11] Ritsuka     I mean, it's Mafuyu's ex-boyfriend. [21:15] Ritsuka     Tch. Oh, fine! [21:40] Hiiragi     You know, with Yuki... [21:42] Hiiragi     Even on that night... He probably     just thought he'd give it a shot, [21:47] Hiiragi     and just tapped over that white line     normal people wouldn't be able to cross. [21:54] Hiiragi     I still don't fully understand Yuki. SIGN    Shizu-chan SIGN    Can you meet me right now? [22:02] Hiiragi     I wonder if Uenoyama'll agree to it. [22:07] Hiiragi     Hey, Shizu, are you listening? [22:11] Shizusumi     Sorry, something came up. [22:13] Hiiragi     Huh? [22:14] Shizusumi     I'm gonna go home this way. [22:15] Hiiragi     Huh?! [22:23] Shizusumi     See you tomorrow. [22:26] Hiiragi     Hey, wait! Who are you meeting up with?! [22:28] Hiiragi     Damn it! You almost tricked me! [22:30] Shizusumi     Bye. [22:31] Hiiragi     Who are you meeting with at this hour?! [22:33] Hiiragi     Hey! [22:35] Hiiragi     Damn it, he's fast! [22:45] Shizusumi     Mafuyu. [22:46] Shizusumi     Hey. [22:49] Mafuyu     Shizu-chan. [22:52] Shizusumi     Is this about your debut? [22:54] Mafuyu     You heard? [22:55] Shizusumi     From Uenoyama, yeah. [23:00] Shizusumi     So you can't make up your mind? [23:02] Mafuyu     It's not... that I can't make up my mind. [23:05] Mafuyu     I just don't know. [23:13] Mafuyu     I never even thought about it. [23:16] Mafuyu     When did you start thinking about     that kind of stuff, Shizu-chan? [23:19] Shizusumi     When Hiiragi told me. [23:21] (Flashback) Hiiragi     I'm gonna go pro! [23:22] Hiiragi     He said he was going pro,     so I was like, "Oh, okay." [23:27] Hiiragi     Honestly, what do you     even have to think about? [23:35] Mafuyu     I don't know. [23:37] Shizusumi     I'm okay with going along with     anything Hiiragi says he wants to do. [23:42] Mafuyu     Because you like Hiiragi? [23:49] Shizusumi     You're scared, aren't you? [23:55] Shizusumi     I'm not like you or Yuki. [24:04] Shizusumi     I'm sure you wouldn't understand [24:05] Shizusumi     since the two of you basically     fell into each other's laps, but... [24:09] Shizusumi     I don't have any options. [24:11] Shizusumi     I don't have time to be unsure     when it comes to what I want. [24:15] Shizusumi     I don't mind giving up my life for it. [24:22] Shizusumi     Must be nice being you. [24:28] Mafuyu     If you like Hiiragi that much,     why don't you do anything about it? [24:37] Shizusumi     You know... [24:39] Shizusumi     He probably liked Yuki just a little bit. [24:42] Mafuyu     Huh? [24:44] Shizusumi     I don't know what kind of "like" it was... [24:46] Mafuyu     Wha... [24:48] Shizusumi     But he definitely idolized him. [24:52] (Flashback) Hiiragi     There's something I want     to try doing with you. [24:56] Shizusumi     And he still does. [25:00] Shizusumi     It's the same as when      we started playing music. [25:03] Shizusumi     Why do you think Hiiragi's     still keeping up with a band? [25:08] Shizusumi     It's always been like that. [25:10] Shizusumi     You may have been too close to notice, [25:14] Shizusumi     but the four of us always     had Yuki at our center. [25:19] Mafuyu     You think... so? [25:20] Shizusumi     Yeah. Honestly, you all adore     Yuki so much it pisses me off. [25:26] Shizusumi     That's why I don't care if     I'm in it for the long haul. [25:31] Shizusumi     We went off-topic. [25:33] Shizusumi     Anyway, the only thing I can tell you is... [25:37] Shizusumi     When it comes to your band—     or at least, Uenoyama... [25:42] Shizusumi     If you don't have the resolve or     attachment to live your life with him... [25:46] Shizusumi     I say this for your own good: [25:49] Shizusumi     just give up. [25:56] Shizusumi     Hiiragi ended up blooming in Yuki's light. [26:00] Shizusumi     He's talented, honest, fragile... [26:04] Shizusumi     and dazzling. [26:09] Shizusumi     I want to taint him. [26:12] Shizusumi     I was a foster kid, so the only     world I knew was filthy until then. [26:17] Shizusumi     Compared to my cynicism     and lack of emotions, [26:20] Shizusumi     Hiiragi shines so brilliantly. [26:30] Shizusumi     I carefully... carefully     cherished him for so long. [26:38] Shizusumi     Like wrapping my hands around a     shining rock I found in the sandbox. [26:45] Shizusumi     Damn it. [26:47] Shizusumi     I'm seriously... [26:49] Shizusumi     such a piece of shit. [26:57] Haruki     What... What even is this place? [26:59] Haruki     This is where you live, Akihiko?!     Is that even possible?! [27:03] Akihiko     It's even noisier during the day     because there's a print shop. [27:07] Haruki     Say what, now?! [27:10] Haruki     I'm gonna put some beer in. [27:12] Haruki     A-Are all of these thrown out     convenience store bentos? [27:16] Haruki     You've even got some frozen... [27:18] Akihiko     Doing my part to stop food waste. [27:20] Haruki     You didn't even freeze them properly.     Doesn't the rice get hard? [27:24] Akihiko     Ah... the rice that gets      hard after freezing it... [27:30] Akihiko     usually tastes fine when     you put it in ochazuke. [27:34] Haruki     You're a genius. [27:37] Haruki     This place is definitely cursed, [27:39] Haruki     but if the rent's cheap and you can     play your drums, it can't be that bad. [27:42] Akihiko     Right? The ghost of an old guy pops up, though. [27:46] Haruki     Huh?! [27:46] Akihiko     But this place is pretty freakin' awesome. [27:48] Haruki     Have you seen him?     Have you actually seen him?! [27:52] Akihiko     They shoot fireworks     around here in the summer. [27:55] Haruki     Huh? [27:56] Akihiko     There's a river just past the station, [27:58] Akihiko     and they said we'd probably be     able to see them from up here. [28:01] Haruki     Huh... [28:32] Haruki     Aki. [28:34] Haruki     Uh, w-wait just a sec. [28:36] Akihiko     Huh? [28:36] Haruki     Before that, there's something     I want to discuss with you. [28:39] Akihiko     Later. [28:40] Haruki     Hey! I... Oh, jeez! [28:46] Ritsuka     It's not what I imagined at all. [28:49] Ritsuka     It's not like Hiiragi's music,     or Mafuyu's, either. [28:54] Ritsuka     Are we gonna play this? [29:00] Ritsuka     Damn it. [29:04] Ritsuka     I really don't wanna. But... [29:09] Ritsuka     God damn it. [29:14] Yayoi     Ritsuka, food's ready— [29:18] Yayoi     Oh, man. He's at it again. SIGN    Akihiko Kaji      Haruki told me about the debut offer...      Tap to read more SIGN    Push the home button to unlock SIGN    Akihiko Kaji      Haruki told me about the debut offer...      Tap to read more SIGN    Push the home button to unlock [29:35] Hiiragi     Huh?! [29:36] Ritsuka     I made a demo. Listen to it. [29:38] Hiiragi     What?! [29:40] Hiiragi     Dude, that was way too fast! [29:42] Ritsuka     Just hurry up and listen, damn it. [29:44] Hiiragi     You do realize you're at     a different school, right? [29:47] Hiiragi     Okay, okay, I got it. Jeez. [29:51] Hiiragi     For crying out loud.     Couldn't you wait until the studio... [30:01] (Flashback) Yuki     Hiiragi. [30:05] Ritsuka     Hurry up and say something. [30:08] Hiiragi     Why... [30:11] Hiiragi     This song actually... isn't your sound. [30:16] Ritsuka     That's how I wrote it. [30:23] Yayoi     Huh... So it's his ex's song? [30:27] Yayoi     That's why you're in such a bad mood. [30:29] Ritsuka     Yeah... but also, no. [30:32] Yayoi     Eh? Then what's with that expression? [30:35] Ritsuka     Look, it's someone else's song. [30:39] Ritsuka     It's kind of like... [30:41] Ritsuka     For example, like you were gonna finish     someone else's incomplete painting. [30:46] Yayoi     Okay... [30:47] Ritsuka     You can pretty much paint     over it however you want. [30:51] Ritsuka     But there's no point if you just     completely paint over the old painting. [30:54] Yayoi     Ah, I see. [30:57] Yayoi     So that's why it's bugging you. [31:00] Yayoi     That sounds a little like     restoring paintings. [31:05] Ritsuka     What's that? [31:06] Yayoi     It's where you fix paintings that are old,     damaged, or have paint peeling off. [31:11] Yayoi     Not only do you need the proper technique,     you need to know the artist [31:15] Yayoi     and what they were trying to express. [31:19] Yayoi     You have to understand this Yuki     person better than anyone else. [31:23] Yayoi     That's basically what you're     trying to do now, right? [31:28] Yayoi     But man, you're too much     of a softy, you know that? [31:36] Ritsuka     Okay, then what if... [31:38] Ritsuka     you were asked to take care of a     painting by Yatake-san's ex-girlfriend? [31:41] Yayoi     I'd rip it to shreds. [31:47] Yayoi     I mean, that's basically like a     love letter written by his ex, isn't it? [31:55] Yayoi     It'd be hellish. [32:11] Ritsuka     Yuki Yoshida. [32:13] Ritsuka     The impression I get from the demo     is that he's self-righteous, [32:16] Ritsuka     pleasure-seeking, and cool-headed. [32:18] Ritsuka     And yet, there's a hint of loneliness. [32:21] Ritsuka     To be honest, I'd imagined someone     delicate... Someone more like Mafuyu. [32:28] Ritsuka     Actually, if I'm being really honest,     I was trying not to think about him at all. [32:32] (Flashback) Mafuyu     You see, I... [32:34] (Flashback) Mafuyu     had someone I really, truly loved. [32:38] Mafuyu     Uenoyama-kun! [32:42] Ritsuka     Uh... Mafuyu? [32:44] Mafuyu     I kept calling for you. [32:46] Ritsuka     Er, right. [32:48] Ritsuka     He scared me... [32:50] Mafuyu     I sent you a message asking when     you wanted to have the band meeting, [32:52] Mafuyu     but you never responded. [32:54] Ritsuka     Oh, so you came to ask me directly. [32:58] Ritsuka     He's pouting... [32:59] Ritsuka     It's sorta adorable. [33:02] Ritsuka     I thought he was actually avoiding me. [33:04] Mafuyu     Kaji-san asked if the weekend would work. [33:07] Ritsuka     Oh, sorry. I'm gonna have to pass. [33:10] Ritsuka     I already promised Hiiragi     I'd go into the studio with him. [33:15] Mafuyu     Have the three of you been     together all the time lately? [33:18] Ritsuka     All the time... [33:19] Ritsuka     Actually, aside from when     I'm working, yeah, maybe. [33:23] Ritsuka     Sorry. I'll contact Kaji-san later. [33:47] Ritsuka     Hiiragi's already got it. [33:51] Ritsuka     I only gave him the demo a day     or two ago, but he's already got it. [33:57] Ritsuka     To be honest, this band's freakin' awesome. [34:00] Ritsuka     It's just like when I think     a band is gonna make it big, [34:04] Ritsuka     and in a few months, they're     doing a song for a commercial. [34:10] Ritsuka     First off, Hiiragi doesn't have any flaws. [34:13] Ritsuka     And then there's Shizusumi...     How the hell is he so good at the drums? [34:19] Ritsuka     Maybe it's because he played sports,     but he's great at using his wrists. [34:22] Ritsuka     He's got great rhythm, and     most of all, he's so open-minded. [34:26] Ritsuka     Damn... I want to try to finish this song. [34:32] Hiiragi     Hey. [34:33] Hiiragi     We're gonna finish this song by the     time of our record release show. [34:41] Ritsuka     He's got some brass balls on him, for sure. [34:47] Hiiragi     Damn it, I'm starving.     Let's get something to eat. [34:51] Shizusumi     Agreed. [34:52] Hiiragi     Oh, we're gonna be shooting a music video,     so we'll be rehearsing that next time. [34:56] Ritsuka     A music video? Didn't you shoot one before? [34:59] Hiiragi     They shot that for us as a     supplementary prize for CAC. [35:02] Hiiragi     This one's gonna be for our debut song. [35:05] Hiiragi     You're gonna be in it, too, y'know. [35:07] Ritsuka     What?! But I'm just a fill-in! [35:10] Hiiragi     It's fine. You probably won't     be in it much, anyway. [35:14] Ritsuka     What do you mean, it's fine?! [35:17] Hiiragi     Mafuyu! [35:21] Hiiragi     Hey! What's up? Heading home from work? [35:24] Mafuyu     Yeah. [35:25] Mafuyu     You guys were in the studio again today? [35:27] Hiiragi     Yup! [35:28] Hiiragi     We've got a show coming up.     And we're shooting a music video soon. [35:32] Ritsuka     We're about to grab some food.     You should come with us. [35:35] Hiiragi     Come with us! [35:38] Mafuyu     I'm not going. [35:41] Hiiragi     Huh? What? C'mon... [35:44] Mafuyu     No. [35:45] Hiiragi     Huh? [35:48] Mafuyu     See you later. [35:51] Shizusumi     Okay, be careful. [35:55] Shizusumi     Let's go get ramen. [36:03] Mafuyu     I can't speak very well. [36:06] Mafuyu     The band, Uenoyama-kun... [36:10] Mafuyu     A bunch of things are     suddenly falling on me... [36:14] Mafuyu     And I can't hear the music properly. [36:18] Mafuyu     It's just like before... [36:21] Mafuyu     I feel like I'm being     left behind by everyone. [36:33] Mafuyu     I hate it. I'm scared. [36:45] Akihiko     Okay, okay, okay. [36:46] Akihiko     I'll be right there! Jeez. [36:50] Akihiko     Huh? [36:52] Akihiko     Eh? Uh... What? [36:59] Akihiko     Dude, you seriously always     show up outta nowhere. [37:05] Akihiko     How'd you find out where I live? [37:07] Mafuyu     Haruki-san told me. [37:10] Mafuyu     I was already warned, but it really is bad. [37:13] Akihiko     Yeah, it's noisy. [37:15] Mafuyu     No, I mean other things, too. [37:18] Akihiko     Ah... [37:20] Akihiko     I guess it's been a while, huh? [37:22] Akihiko     Sorry I haven't been to the studio in a while. [37:25] Akihiko     College exams and preparing for     my competition's been pretty rough. [37:31] Akihiko     Oh, that reminds me! [37:32] Akihiko     The thing about our possible debut!     Isn't that crazy? [37:35] Akihiko     That's how much influence CAC has? [37:37] Akihiko     Also, we're friggin' hot. [37:41] Mafuyu     You want to debut, Kaji-san? [37:44] Akihiko     Huh? [37:45] Akihiko     Wait, what? [37:47] Mafuyu     Do you want to? [37:49] Akihiko     Hm? U-Uh... Okay, one sec. Uh... [37:54] Akihiko     We're starting from there? [37:58] Akihiko     Okay... listen. [38:01] Akihiko     It's not about "want." I'm gonna do it. [38:04] Akihiko     I don't care how many years it takes,     or what it looks like. [38:07] Akihiko     I'm gonna do it. [38:09] Akihiko     I can be in a band. I can be a violinist. [38:12] Akihiko     I really want to make a living with music. [38:15] Akihiko     I feel like I can do anything if I'm     with you, Uenoyama, and Haruki. [38:19] Akihiko     So I'm gonna take every     opportunity that comes my way. [38:23] Akihiko     Also, I haven't been looking for a job     since I've been playing violin so much. [38:30] Akihiko     How do you feel about it? [38:34] Akihiko     Don't worry. I'll keep it a secret     from the other guys. Just tell me. [38:39] Mafuyu     Uh... Um... [38:44] Mafuyu     Uh... [38:45] Akihiko     Uh-huh. [38:47] Mafuyu     Um... [38:49] Mafuyu     I'm scared... I think. [38:53] Mafuyu     I don't know. I can't imagine it. [38:57] Mafuyu     I was just playing music because it was fun. [39:00] Mafuyu     But I saw Uenoyama-kun with guys     from another band today, [39:06] Mafuyu     and I remembered how everything     fell apart because of music. [39:12] Mafuyu     If I go pro, I won't be able to     run away from music anymore, [39:15] Mafuyu     and I may lose something again. [39:20] Mafuyu     And even if that happens...     No matter what happens, [39:23] Mafuyu     I keep wondering if I'm still going     to have to give my all to music. [39:29] Akihiko     Yeah, I get that. [39:33] Mafuyu     Aren't Hiiragi or Uenoyama-kun scared at all? [39:38] Akihiko     Yeah, I don't know about that. [39:40] Akihiko     Those guys are definitely light-types. [39:43] Akihiko     Rather than worry about all the     negative stuff that may come, [39:46] Akihiko     they probably only pay attention to all     the sparkly stuff that's in the light. [39:50] Imaginary Hiiragi     This is my shot! [39:52] Akihiko     They have a record release show     coming up, don't they? [39:55] Akihiko     Why don't you go check that out? [39:58] Akihiko     I get that you might not want to see     Ue supporting some other guy, but... [40:04] Mafuyu     I don't wanna go. [40:06] Akihiko     Yeah, I definitely get that. [40:11] Mafuyu     Thanks for having me over. [40:12] Akihiko     Sure. Be careful getting home. [40:43] Ritsuka     No, really. [40:44] Ritsuka     Mafuyu was acting all weird, right?! [40:46] Hiiragi     You're saying that now?! [40:47] Shizusumi     It finally hit you? [40:48] Hiiragi     He's probably pissed that a guy from     his band got poached by another one. [40:52] Ritsuka     People actually feel that way? [40:54] Hiiragi     Seriously, what is Mafuyu to you? [40:57] Hiiragi     Or he might be thinking     his guy's been stolen again. [41:01] Ritsuka     Huh? But no one's stolen me. [41:04] Hiiragi     That's not what I mean! [41:07] Hiiragi     Listen to me, damn it! [41:09] Hiiragi     With everything that happened with Yuki, [41:11] Hiiragi     I can't have him hating me again over music! [41:14] Ritsuka     What are you talking about? [41:16] Hiiragi     He hasn't told you?! [41:18] Ritsuka     Why else would I ask?! [41:20] Hiiragi     I'm saying that Yuki... [41:22] Hiiragi     Back then, when Yuki... [41:26] Hiiragi     Right before it happened,     those two had a huge fight. [41:29] Hiiragi     I mean, I don't know the details, either... [41:34] Hiiragi     But I'm pretty sure the reason was music. [41:40] Hiiragi     Back then, Yuki was completely     obsessed with music. [41:43] Hiiragi     But Mafuyu never said he wanted to play, too. [41:48] Hiiragi     Mafuyu might've thought that he     ended up alone because of music. [41:54] Hiiragi     So he probably hated music... [41:57] Hiiragi     and I never thought he'd     come over to this side. [42:01] Hiiragi     That's why I was pretty shocked      when he was suddenly in a band... [42:07] Ritsuka     O-Oh, shit... [42:08] Hiiragi     Huh? [42:09] Hiiragi     Wait, what?! [42:11] Ritsuka     My head's been so full with that song lately, [42:14] Ritsuka     I think I might've been doing the same thing... [42:20] Ritsuka     Th-This is... really bad... [42:23] Shizusumi     Could I get more noodles, please? [42:25] Employee     You got it! [42:26] Ritsuka     I totally assumed Mafuyu     would come to our show... [42:31] Ritsuka     I need to actually talk to him. [42:34] Shizusumi     You know, it sure took you guys long enough. [42:41] Hiiragi     O-Oh, shit! [42:44] Hiiragi     M-Mafu... Mafuyu's gonna hate me... [42:48] Hiiragi     I just... Nothing ever goes well for me! [42:52] Shizusumi     That so? [42:53] Hiiragi     Yes! [42:55] Hiiragi     We started this for Mafuyu and     ended leaving him all alone again! [42:59] Shizusumi     Yeah, pretty much. [43:00] Hiiragi     I can't! [43:04] Hiiragi     It's not like I was trying to keep secrets! [43:07] Hiiragi     But still... [43:11] Hiiragi     Shizu? [43:13] Hiiragi     Are you mad? [43:17] Shizusumi     Honestly... I really do understand     Mafuyu's feeling left out. [43:23] Hiiragi     Huh? [43:30] Shizusumi     The one who's truly being left out here... [43:38] Shizusumi     is me. [43:39] Hiiragi     Huh? [43:43] Shizusumi     I mean... [43:46] Shizusumi     You liked Yuki, too, didn't you? [43:49] Hiiragi     Wha— [43:50] Hiiragi     Wait, what? [43:51] Hiiragi     What exactly are we talking about right now? [43:54] Shizusumi     You always looked like you were having fun     after Yuki invited you to be in the band. [44:00] Hiiragi     B-But you were also...     You were having fun, too... [44:04] Shizusumi     Me? [44:05] Hiiragi     What?! [44:06] Hiiragi     What? Why is Shizu mad? What? [44:10] Hiiragi     Me? Like Yuki? [44:12] Hiiragi     Wait... Wait, wait, wait, that's not right! [44:15] Hiiragi     You! I like you*! You've got     the wrong idea, dumbass! [44:17] Hiiragi     It's you! You! I like you! [44:20] Hiiragi     I-I... [44:22] Shizusumi     Not to mention... [44:23] Shizusumi     Why do you want to play Yuki's song now? [44:27] Shizusumi     For Mafuyu? Is that really the case? [44:30] Shizusumi     It's because you're still sad about it. [44:34] Hiiragi     No, really. What the hell?     This all came outta nowhere. [44:37] Hiiragi     You're acting like you have*     any idea how I feel! [44:41] Hiiragi     First of all, I— [44:43] Hiiragi     I... [44:44] Hiiragi     I like you, damn it! [44:50] Shizusumi     I see. [44:51] Hiiragi     Huh?! [44:54] Shizusumi     Then what do you want to do? [44:56] Hiiragi     Wait... what? [44:58] Hiiragi     What do I want to do? With Shizu? Huh? [45:02] Hiiragi     Did you hear what I just said? [45:03] Hiiragi     I like you! So say something back! [45:07] Shizusumi     See? It's not like you actually     want to do something with me. [45:13] Hiiragi     Huh? I never said that. [45:15] Hiiragi     You know, I want to take it step by step... [45:18] Hiiragi     L-Like holding hands at first... [45:20] Hiiragi     Huh? [45:37] Hiiragi     I-It's touching— [45:40] Shizusumi     When you say you like someone,     it usually involves getting this put in. [45:45] Shizusumi     You wouldn't be able to do     that stuff with me, would you? [45:49] Shizusumi     If you're going to actually     respect our boundaries, so will I. [45:57] Shizusumi     So, what do you want to do? [46:00] Shizusumi     You can decide. [46:16] Hiiragi     Wha... [46:18] Hiiragi     What a piece of shit! [46:26] Hiiragi's Mom     Hiiragi? Are you home? [46:30] Hiiragi     What's his problem? Why's he mad? [46:33] Hiiragi     Also, was Shizusumi always like that? [46:37] Hiiragi's mom     Hiiragi? [46:38] Hiiragi     Actually... [46:40] Hiiragi     When I think about it rationally,     Shizusumi might be right. [46:46] Hiiragi     Saying that I want to finish the song,     or have Mafuyu listen to it... [46:51] Hiiragi     They're all just excuses. [46:53] Hiiragi     Maybe I really have just been     sad because Yuki's gone... [46:59] Hiiragi     And this whole time... [47:02] Hiiragi     I might've just been relying on Shizusumi     and wanting attention from him. [47:10] Hiiragi     I idolized Yuki. [47:13] Hiiragi     He was someone special to me, but it's     not like I wanted to end up with him. [47:19] Hiiragi     I mean... [47:21] Hiiragi     Yuki took Mafuyu by the hand, and     they completed their own little world. [47:28] Hiiragi     And from the looks of it, their world     had nothing to do with me. [47:33] Hiiragi     They were... [47:34] Hiiragi     Yuki was a sanctuary for me. [47:39] Hiiragi     Just basking in Yuki's special light... [47:41] Hiiragi     Just listening to Yuki's special music... [47:44] Hiiragi     All I needed was to be able     to watch from the audience. [47:51] Hiiragi     Right next to Shizusumi. [48:02] Hiiragi     Of course Shizu would     think that I liked Yuki. SIGN    Though the degree varies from     person to person, nicotine causes     dependence on smoking. [48:24] Haruki     Hey, don't hit my teeth with your piercing. [48:27] Akihiko     What? I thought you liked— [48:31] Akihiko     Huh?! [48:33] Haruki     Hey. [48:34] Haruki     Aki, come on. Hurry up and answer the door. [48:38] Akihiko     Let's ignore it. [48:39] Haruki     No, really! Get the door! [48:40] Haruki     Your lights are on! It's obvious you're home! [48:43] Akihiko     Nah, whoever it is will eventually leave. [48:50] Akihiko     God damn it! Hey, Mafuyu! [48:53] Akihiko     I keep telling you to stop     showing up unannoun— [48:57] Akihiko     Wait... Huh? It's the other one? [49:01] Haruki     Akihiko! [49:05] Ritsuka     U-Um... [49:06] Haruki     Who was it? [49:09] Ritsuka     Could you fix your clothes? [49:13] Ritsuka     Um... [49:15] Ritsuka     Sorry for showing up at a bad time... [49:17] Haruki and Akihiko     No, no, it's fine. [49:20] Haruki     So... It's been a while since the three     of us have gotten together, huh? [49:23] Ritsuka     Yes. [49:25] Haruki     What brings you here so late? [49:27] Ritsuka     Oh, right. The reason I'm here. [49:30] Ritsuka     It was on my way home. [49:33] Ritsuka     Here. [49:36] Ritsuka     I came to give you these tickets. [49:38] Ritsuka     Hiiragi's band's first major show. [49:41] Akihiko     Yikes. [49:42] Akihiko     Aw, man. You get to do all     the cool things. No fair. [49:46] Ritsuka     Wha— I mean... [49:48] Ritsuka     We can just debut, too, then! [49:50] Akihiko     Yeah, I'd love to. Wouldn't you? [49:54] Ritsuka     I just said I would! [49:55] Akihiko     Then quit wasting time and convince     Mafuyu so you don't have to be so uptight. [50:02] Akihiko     But you're holding back on him. [50:05] Akihiko     Hurry up and convince     our vocalist. Am I right? [50:09] Haruki     Hm... [50:12] Haruki     So, about our debut... [50:14] Haruki     The deal's still on, so let's     set a few things straight. [50:17] Haruki     Did you know that we're     all graduating this year? [50:21] Ritsuka     Huh? [50:22] Haruki     Me from graduate school,     Akihiko as an undergrad, [50:25] Haruki     and you two are graduating high school. [50:27] Haruki     So, yeah. No matter what we do,     there's a lot changing for us up ahead. [50:32] Akihiko     You're pretty awesome, you know that? [50:35] Akihiko     After all's said and done,     you're always closest to the stage. [50:38] Ritsuka     I... [50:40] Akihiko     Since you're gonna be on stage,     why not pull Mafuyu up from there? [50:45] Akihiko     As usual, you're just gonna     have to reel him in with music. [50:52] Ritsuka     I was trying to be nice, [50:55] Ritsuka     and you just keep blathering on... [50:59] Ritsuka     I'm freaking out here because     music's clearly not working! [51:02] Ritsuka     Not to mention I'm dealing with     the guy who's made of mysteries! [51:06] Ritsuka     Damn it! Reel him in with music?! [51:08] Ritsuka     Just wait until the day of the show! [51:10] Ritsuka     I'm gonna beat the shit     outta you two with my music! [51:14] Ritsuka     You're not supposed to laugh! [51:18] Haruki     You know, I totally get Mafuyu's     anxiety and Uecchi's hesitation. [51:24] Akihiko     Where'd that come from? [51:26] Haruki     Just think about it. Isn't this a bit     much for high school kids? [51:32] Haruki     Along with the band, their current     relationship's being added to the pile. [51:42] Haruki     It's pretty insane, having to think about     what you're gonna do if you break up. [51:48] Haruki     Wait! [51:49] Haruki     Wait a sec, sorry. This is     probably hitting close to home... [51:53] Akihiko     Huh? Not really. [51:55] Akihiko     Honestly, I'm pretty confident,     even with stuff like that. [51:59] Akihiko     But I guess this might be pretty     heavy for seventeen-year-olds. [52:03] Akihiko     I mean... [52:04] Akihiko     It's basically like committing double     suicide with your current partner, right? [52:10] Hiiragi     Yeah. I'm not going today. [52:13] Hiiragi     I'll be okay. See you later. [52:20] Hiiragi     I couldn't sleep at all. I cried so hard     that my face feels all dry. [52:35] Hiiragi     I feel sick. [52:43] Hiiragi     I was exhausted from crying     and kept having short dreams. [52:48] Hiiragi     They were all about the past and Shizusumi. [52:53] (Flashback) Shizusumi     What do you want to do? SIGN    Uenoyama, Shizu SIGN    About the demo I sent yesterday,     I'm gonna revise it a bit. SIGN    Got it. SIGN    Sending the revised demo [53:03] Ritsuka     "After hearing you guys in     the studio the other day, [53:06] Ritsuka     I wanted to change up the song a bit. [53:08] Ritsuka     Give it a listen." [53:12] Hiiragi     I'm exhausted. [53:14] Hiiragi     Damn it. What am I supposed to do? [53:20] (Flashback) Young Hiiragi     This is so freaky! Come up here, Shizu! [53:25] (Flashback) Young Shizusumi     Is there actually anything fun about that? [53:31] Hiiragi     Oh, yeah. That guardrail... [53:38] Hiiragi     When Shizu and I were little, we walked     on top of it and got yelled at big-time. [53:44] Hiiragi     Another dream about Shizu? [53:48] Hiiragi     That guardrail... [53:50] Hiiragi     I tried walking on top of it twice. [53:56] Hiiragi     That winter when I entered high school... [54:01] Hiiragi     I just felt like doing something     bad, like when I was a kid. [54:07] Hiiragi     But once I was up there, the flaming     sunset was just so terrifying [54:13] Hiiragi     that I couldn't even take a single step. [54:17] (Flashback) Shizusumi     Hiiragi. [54:38] Hiiragi     He's right. He did change it just a little. [54:46] Hiiragi     Huh? [54:49] Hiiragi     Wait... [54:53] Hiiragi     Wait, I just figured something out. [54:56] Hiiragi     I think I just figured something out. [54:59] Hiiragi     I think I figured out the     continuation of this song [55:03] Hiiragi     that Yuki wanted to write. [55:05] Hiiragi     The way Uenoyama and Yuki     would look at Mafuyu... [55:10] Hiiragi     Just like me... they just... [55:13] Hiiragi     liked Mafuyu, plain and simple... [55:38] Hiiragi     Why didn't I realize it sooner? [55:44] Hiiragi     I liked Shizusumi in that same special way. [56:23] Shizusumi     Hey. [56:25] Hiiragi     Hey. [56:27] Shizusumi     Do you really understand     what your actions imply? [56:32] Hiiragi     Isn't it obvious? [56:34] Hiiragi     What?! You've never gotten the gold one? [56:40] (Flashback) Hiiragi     Oh, fine... [56:43] (Flashback) Hiiragi     I'll trade you for my gold one. [56:46] (Flashback) Hiiragi     Here. [56:50] Hiiragi     That day in class when     I gave him the gold paper [56:52] Hiiragi     that only one kid could get... [56:53] Hiiragi     I think I saw Shizu smile for the first time. [56:58] Hiiragi     I'm not sure why Shizu, who     rarely smiled, actually smiled. [57:02] Hiiragi     I could also be correcting my memories. [57:05] Hiiragi     But after that... [57:08] Hiiragi     Before Shizu would just come with us, [57:11] Hiiragi     I ended up taking his hand     and leading him around. [57:14] Hiiragi     And even after that... [57:16] Hiiragi     I wanted his eyes to see only me. [57:20] Hiiragi     I was so happy that Shizu got closer to me     despite all the holes in his life. [57:24] Hiiragi     From the start, I was always the one who... [57:27] Hiiragi     I like you, Shizu! [57:34] Shizusumi     What? [57:45] Shizusumi     Hey. [57:46] Hiiragi     From the very beginning, [57:48] Hiiragi     when you made me a god over that     single sheet of gold origami paper... [57:55] Hiiragi     This superiority complex     from feeling needed... [57:58] Hiiragi     I want to fill those holes. [58:01] Hiiragi     I love him so much. [58:04] Hiiragi     I want to belong to him. [58:08] Hiiragi     Tell me you want me. [58:10] Hiiragi     I'll give myself to you. [58:14] Shizusumi     Do you really get what you're doing? [58:15] Hiiragi     You're the one who doesn't get it! [58:17] Hiiragi     Stop holding back on what     you want by acting cool! [58:21] Hiiragi     Stop saying things to push me away from you! [58:25] Shizusumi     No. You definitely don't get it. [58:27] Shizusumi     Do you really understand what it means     to tell someone walking through the desert, [58:31] Shizusumi     "Sure, you can lick up a bit of my water"? [58:39] Hiiragi     Well... [58:41] Hiiragi     You can have a lick. [58:43] Hiiragi     You can have all of me. [58:49] Shizusumi     Do you really understand     what I'm going to do to you? [58:52] Shizusumi     You're going to be crying and whimpering. [58:54] Hiiragi     I won't cry! [58:56] Hiiragi     Huh? [58:57] Hiiragi     Wait, down there— [59:00] Shizusumi     Yeah, my hand is going there. [59:02] Hiiragi     No way... [59:03] Shizusumi     You're gonna be fine, right? [59:05] Hiiragi     Shut up! I know what's going to happen! [59:12] Shizusumi     Do you want to stop? [59:13] Hiiragi     Shut up! No! [59:15] Hiiragi     Stop asking me over and over, stupid! [59:19] Hiiragi     Huh? Why... [59:22] Hiiragi     Why are you smiling like that? [59:25] Hiiragi     Wait, what?! [59:26] Hiiragi     No, no, no! I'm scared! Wait! [59:31] Hiiragi     No way! It's going in— [59:33] Hiiragi     What is this? What is this? [59:38] Hiiragi     I'm already crying my eyes out... [59:42] Hiiragi     And he's got the biggest grin     on his face. Really? [59:46] Hiiragi     What the hell's going on with his emotions? [59:50] Hiiragi     But... [59:52] Hiiragi     He's showing his teeth as he smiles. [59:56] Hiiragi     He's smiling the same way     he did last time... [59:59] Hiiragi     Wait. [1:00:01] Hiiragi     I guess he might've been     showing his teeth back then, too. [1:00:22] Shizusumi     Yesterday... he let me do everything... [1:00:26] Shizusumi     Even the things I felt a little bad about... [1:00:30] Shizusumi     He let me do all of them. [1:00:35] Shizusumi     He let me do them. [1:00:39] Shizusumi     This is the best. [1:00:42] Hiiragi     What time is... [1:00:48] Shizusumi     Hiiragi. [1:00:51] Shizusumi     I love you. [1:00:53] Shizusumi     Let me stay by your side... [1:00:56] Shizusumi     until I die. [1:00:58] Hiiragi     Until... you die? [1:01:00] Hiiragi     Wh-What?! [1:01:03] Hiiragi     You're so freakin' dramatic, Shizu. [1:01:05] Shizusumi     Am I? [1:01:07] Hiiragi     That's how you're going to ask me out? [1:01:09] Hiiragi     Why can't you ask normally? [1:01:11] Shizusumi     That was the most casual way I had. [1:01:14] Hiiragi     God, you're dramatic. [1:01:19] Staff A     All right. We will now begin our shoot     for the music video for syh's "Parade." [1:01:24] Staff A     It's a pleasure to work you all today! [1:01:26] All     Thank you. [1:01:35] Makeup Artist     You're all set. [1:01:36] Hiiragi     Thanks! [1:01:39] Ritsuka     You need this many people     to shoot a music video? [1:01:42] Staff C     I can take your water for you. [1:01:44] Ritsuka     Uh... Thank you. [1:01:46] Staff B     Cameras are ready! [1:01:48] Staff A     Thanks for waiting! [1:01:50] Director     Here we go! [1:02:03] [SONG] Song     Within internal arguments [1:02:06] [SONG] Song     opinions come and go [1:02:08] [SONG] Song     Delight, anger, sorrow, and pleasure [1:02:11] [SONG] Song     Are covered by a mask [1:02:14] [SONG] Song     My own thoughts [1:02:16] [SONG] Song     I don't have confidence [1:02:19] [SONG] Song     Again, towards a sloppy direction [1:02:22] [SONG] Song     the screen invites me [1:02:26] [SONG] Song     Can you hear [1:02:29] [SONG] Song     the restless mood? [1:02:30] [SONG] Song     Get ready for it [1:02:33] [SONG] Song     and I'll be waiting for you [1:02:35] [SONG] Song     Now, come with me [1:02:37] [SONG] Song     to our dream parade [1:02:41] [SONG] Song     Don't be afraid, it's not scary [1:02:45] [SONG] Song     Hey, holding up the rotten justice [1:02:49] [SONG] Song     the masquerade sneers hope;     let's escape from it [1:02:54] [SONG] Song     and parade in the way you are [1:03:09] Ritsuka     Damn it! He always pisses me off! [1:03:16] (Flashback) Ritsuka     Hey, Hiiragi. [1:03:18] (Flashback) Ritsuka     Did something happen with you? [1:03:19] (Flashback) Hiiragi     Huh? [1:03:20] (Flashback) Ritsuka     Your sound sorta changed... and     I think the way you sing has, too. [1:03:25] (Flashback) Ritsuka     Did you two— [1:03:27] (Flashback) Hiiragi     N-Nothing happened! [1:03:29] (Flashback) Ritsuka     I guess I hit the nail on the— [1:03:30] (Flashback) Hiiragi     You didn't hit shit! Just shut up     and go buy our food already! [1:03:34] (Flashback) Hiiragi     I want the cheeseburger meal! [1:03:36] (Flashback) Hiiragi     Thanks! 'Preciate it! [1:03:40] Ritsuka     He's always provoking me! [1:03:43] Ritsuka     And yet, he's always an     emotional roller coaster! [1:03:45] Ritsuka     Being in a band with him for too long is     gonna send my emotions off the rails, too! [1:03:49] Shizusumi     I see. [1:03:50] Ritsuka     Your music is awesome, at least... [1:03:53] Shizusumi     I see. [1:03:56] Ritsuka     "I see. I see." [1:03:58] Ritsuka     I've thought so for a while, but you      seriously lack any presence. [1:04:01] Ritsuka     How'd you end up in a band with Hiiragi? [1:04:06] Shizusumi     Because I love him. [1:04:11] Shizusumi     It's green. [1:04:13] Ritsuka     W-Wait a sec! [1:04:16] Ritsuka     Wait. Are you two actually going out, then? [1:04:19] Shizusumi     Yeah. [1:04:20] Ritsuka     Huh?! [1:04:22] Ritsuka     Hooking up when you're      the only two in the band... [1:04:24] Ritsuka     That seems worse than our band. [1:04:25] Shizusumi     Does it? [1:04:27] Ritsuka     I mean... you guys are pros!     That's different from us. [1:04:32] Ritsuka     Not to mention... [1:04:33] Ritsuka     Don't you think about how your sound     might change if things get in the way? [1:04:42] Shizusumi     I like music. I'm pretty sure     I'm taking it rather seriously. [1:04:47] Shizusumi     More than you, even. [1:04:49] Shizusumi     I'm doing music so I can     stay by Hiiragi's side. [1:04:54] Shizusumi     There's nothing else. [1:04:56] Shizusumi     So there'll be no change     or hesitation in my music. [1:04:59] Shizusumi     I can sacrifice myself for Hiiragi's music. [1:05:03] Shizusumi     I can't be like you or Mafuyu... [1:05:07] Shizusumi     But I've never felt suffering like you     guys have... and that's my strength. [1:05:14] Ritsuka     This dude's messed up. [1:05:17] Ritsuka     He's actually insane. [1:05:20] Ritsuka     I thought he had no sense of self and     was just doing what was asked of him, [1:05:24] Ritsuka     but it's the total opposite. [1:05:26] Ritsuka     I didn't know guys like him existed. [1:05:30] Ritsuka     He's a bit extreme, [1:05:32] Ritsuka     but I'm actually sorta jealous     of the way he doesn't hesitate. [1:05:46] Yuki     Mafuyu. Mafuyu. [1:05:57] Mafuyu     Oh... [1:05:58] Mafuyu     I'm dreaming about Yuki. [1:06:01] Mafuyu     Are you going off somewhere again? [1:06:04] Mafuyu     Oh, right. He formed a band with the others. [1:06:07] Mafuyu     Wait. [1:06:09] Mafuyu     I'm really lonely, so don't leave me behind. [1:06:12] Mafuyu     Wai— [1:06:16] Mafuyu     My voice won't come out. [1:06:20] [SONG] Song     Let's escape from it [1:06:22] [SONG] Song     and parade in the way you are SIGN    "Parade" [1:06:38] Mafuyu     A dream... [1:06:41] Mafuyu     Lately, I can't hear music. [1:06:45] Mafuyu     From the moment I met Uenoyama-kun... [1:06:48] Mafuyu     No matter what we did, [1:06:50] Mafuyu     it never stopped playing, but now... [1:06:54] Mafuyu     Huh? [1:06:58] Mafuyu     How long have I not been singing? [1:07:02] Mafuyu     How did I even sing? [1:07:07] [SONG] Song     My heart pounds every time you smile [1:07:12] [SONG] Song     Now I know that this flickering is love [1:07:17] [SONG] Song     It's driving me crazy [1:07:21] [SONG] Song     My feelings cannot be described     with beautiful words [1:07:27] [SONG] Song     ”It will only cause trouble." [1:07:30] [SONG] Song     "They will never get along." [1:07:32] [SONG] Song     Even if the rest of the world     is trying to get in our way [1:07:40] [SONG] Song     I don't care about it anymore [1:07:41] [SONG] Song     I truly love you from the bottom of my heart [1:07:45] [SONG] Song     That's all I'm living for [1:07:48] [SONG] Song     We don't need scientific evidence [1:07:51] [SONG] Song     I don't care about it anymore [1:07:52] [SONG] Song     I can give up everything for you [1:07:55] [SONG] Song     With this Super Ultra I LOVE YOU in my heart [1:07:59] [SONG] Song     I sing this song for you [1:08:13] [SONG] Song     Benefit or justice cannot measure love [1:08:18] [SONG] Song     We fall in love again     without learning a lesson [1:08:24] [SONG] Song     If they don’t understand us, that's okay [1:08:28] [SONG] Song     Ah, I'm holding the regrets in my arms [1:08:34] [SONG] Song     A container labeled "Human Being" [1:08:37] [SONG] Song     We're all squeezed inside it [1:08:39] [SONG] Song     At least for this invisible feeling of love [1:08:42] [SONG] Song     I wish it will stay free [1:08:46] [SONG] Song     I don't care about it anymore [1:08:58] [SONG] Song     Even without words, we seek each other [1:09:03] [SONG] Song     Trying to communicate with     what we have just learned [1:09:09] [SONG] Song     With those heavily used,     old-fashioned phrases [1:09:14] [SONG] Song     This feeling cannot be fully described [1:09:22] [SONG] Song     I don't care about it anymore [1:09:24] [SONG] Song     I truly love you from the bottom of my heart [1:09:28] [SONG] Song     That's all I'm living for [1:09:30] [SONG] Song     We don't need scientific evidence [1:09:33] [SONG] Song     I don't care about it anymore [1:09:34] [SONG] Song     I can give up everything for you [1:09:38] [SONG] Song     With this Super Ultra I LOVE YOU in my heart [1:09:42] [SONG] Song     I sing this song for you [1:10:07] [SONG] Song     My heart pounds every time you smile [1:10:12] [SONG] Song     Now I know that this flickering is love