# E14 - That's a Secret
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/G69VEKV8Y/thats-a-secret)
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**[00:03] ---**
I don't think there are any memories
that are okay to forget.
**[00:16] ---**
Not one.
**[00:21] ---**
Shigure-san, may I go out
the afternoon of May 1st?
**[00:28] ---**
That's perfectly fine. I'll be out
on an errand that day as well.
**[00:32] ---**
What for? Are you hanging out
with Saki-chan and Arisa-chan?
**[00:34] ---**
Yes, it's the anniversary of Mom's passing.
**[00:37] ---**
We will go visit her grave.
**[00:39] ---**
I see. It will be the first anniversary, huh?
**[00:43] ---**
Yes. We won't be doing
anything special, though.
**[00:46] ---**
Sorry I won't be able to go.
**[00:48] ---**
Oh! No, I don't expect you to...
**[00:50] ---**
Can I join you?
**[00:52] ---**
Oh, but...
**[00:54] ---**
I want to pay my respects to your mother.
**[00:58] ---**
Thank you very much.
Mom will be very happy.
**[01:02] ---**
Kyo-kun, go along if you don't
have any other plans that day.
**[01:15] ---**
"Fruits Basket"
**[02:41] ---**
I see, so the prince is coming, too?
What about Kyon?
**[02:45] ---**
Oh, I'm not sure. He didn't give an answer.
**[02:48] ---**
Oh, man, Kyoko-san would
adore someone like Kyon.
**[02:52] ---**
I bet she'd have a blast tormenting him.
**[02:55] ---**
"Like this?"
**[02:55] ---**
Come here, Carrots, I'm gonna eat you up!
**[02:58] ---**
Then when Kyo Soma is ready
to blow his lid in frustration,
**[03:02] ---**
she would pull him in a bear hug
strong enough to crack ribs.
**[03:07] ---**
That would be terrible,
in more ways than one!
**[03:11] ---**
So it really has been a year
since your mother passed away...
**[03:16] ---**
That said, it seems like she
could still pop out of nowhere,
**[03:21] ---**
grinning and saying,
"Whoops, sorry about that."
**[03:28] ---**
Sorry for being a downer.
**[03:32] ---**
That's just how great Kyoko-san was.
**[03:36] ---**
The legend of the "Crimson Butterfly
of Route 7" will never be forgotten.
**[03:39] ---**
"Crimson"
**[03:42] ---**
--Tohru!
--Huh? Whoa!
**[03:44] ---**
Hide me! Please?
**[03:46] ---**
Momiji-kun?
**[03:47] ---**
I'm playing cops and robbers
right now! I'm the robber!
**[03:51] ---**
Momiji! It's no use hiding!
**[03:54] ---**
Tohru, you have work today, right?
I'll see you then!
**[03:57] ---**
Stop, thief!
**[03:59] ---**
Everybody, I've found Momiji!
**[04:02] ---**
Momiji-kun! L-Look where you're running!
**[04:06] ---**
Oh, yeah, I wonder which
of his parents is German.
**[04:11] ---**
Now that I think about it, I rarely hear
any of the Somas speak about their parents.
**[04:18] ---**
I've never even laughed
like this in front of my parents.
**[04:23] ---**
Oof!
**[04:24] ---**
Sorry, Tohru!
**[04:26] ---**
--Wait, Momiji!
--Momiji-kun!
**[04:28] ---**
P-Please look where you're running!
**[04:32] ---**
Tohru-kun has worked so hard,
don't you think?
**[04:35] ---**
For her to become as cheerful as she is now,
**[04:38] ---**
she must have had to berate herself
constantly for moments of discouragement.
**[04:44] ---**
If Tohru-kun were to die,
**[04:48] ---**
I'm not sure I could smile
that way a year out.
**[04:52] ---**
I might wish that I could forget we ever met.
**[05:00] ---**
Tohru-kun's worked so hard.
**[05:08] ---**
Are you done after taking these out?
**[05:10] ---**
This and the trash from
the break room over there.
**[05:13] ---**
I'll get those!
**[05:14] ---**
Oh, but...
**[05:16] ---**
It's okay. This is fun!
**[05:19] ---**
Here.
**[05:22] ---**
Thank you so much for helping me.
**[05:25] ---**
I told you, it's okay! Anyway,
is Yuki walking you back again today?
**[05:28] ---**
Yes.
**[05:29] ---**
Kyo should come get you
once in a while.
**[05:33] ---**
He's so stubborn.
**[05:35] ---**
Say, Momiji-kun...
**[05:37] ---**
Was?
**[05:38] ---**
Which one of your parents is German?
**[05:42] ---**
Mutti!
**[05:43] ---**
Um... Mutti is...
**[05:46] ---**
It means, "mama."
**[05:48] ---**
So your mother is!
**[05:50] ---**
Here's a picture.
**[05:52] ---**
Ta-dah!
**[05:54] ---**
Sh-She's so beautiful!
**[05:58] ---**
Momiji-kun resembles his mother, then.
**[06:02] ---**
She met Papa...
Oh, Papa is from the Soma family.
**[06:05] ---**
She met Papa when they were
in college, and they got married.
**[06:09] ---**
I don't know how Papa managed
to attract such a pretty person.
**[06:12] ---**
I-I see...
**[06:14] ---**
And guess what!
I have a little sister!
**[06:17] ---**
Her name's Momo. She looks just like Mama!
**[06:20] ---**
Oh! I wasn't aware that
you have a sibling as well!
**[06:23] ---**
Ja!
**[06:24] ---**
She's in second grade.
**[06:26] ---**
Oh, but Momo isn't possessed
by a zodiac spirit.
**[06:29] ---**
But yeah, she's so spoiled.
**[06:32] ---**
She follows behind Mama like a baby chick.
**[06:36] ---**
--And she's not very good at speaking Japanese,
--He sounds so happy.
**[06:39] ---**
but the way she talks is a little clumsy,
and it's super cute!
**[06:43] ---**
Mama and Momo usually come pick Papa up.
**[06:47] ---**
Oh, it should be about time now.
**[06:49] ---**
So you could go home together.
**[06:51] ---**
Yep! It'd be wonderful if I could.
**[06:54] ---**
But Mama doesn't know about me...
**[06:57] ---**
Huh?
**[06:59] ---**
Momiji-chan?
**[07:02] ---**
Is that you, Momiji-chan?
**[07:05] ---**
What are you doing here
of all places? It's so late.
**[07:09] ---**
Speak of the devil, it's her!
**[07:13] ---**
My friend works here,
so I came to play with her.
**[07:17] ---**
I see. This isn't a playground, you know.
**[07:21] ---**
You're right, I'm sorry.
**[07:24] ---**
Then this must be Momo-san.
**[07:28] ---**
Still, Momiji-kun bears
more resemblance to his mother--
**[07:31] ---**
Won't your mother be worried
if you get back so late?
**[07:35] ---**
It's okay! I'm going home now.
**[07:38] ---**
That's good. Don't take any detours.
**[07:40] ---**
Okay!
**[07:42] ---**
Let's get going, Momo.
I don't want to keep Papa waiting.
**[07:46] ---**
Thank you for keeping this place clean.
**[07:48] ---**
O-Oh, yes...
**[07:52] ---**
Come, Momo.
**[07:56] ---**
Ungluck!
**[07:59] ---**
Today's not my day. She saw me.
**[08:04] ---**
I'll have to go apologize to Papa later.
**[08:07] ---**
Momiji-kun...
**[08:10] ---**
Yep, Mama doesn't know me. She forgot.
**[08:15] ---**
Her memories were wiped.
**[08:20] ---**
Mama thinks I'm a kid
from another Soma family.
**[08:26] ---**
Children possessed by a zodiac spirit
are born two months before full term.
**[08:33] ---**
You find someone you love, get married,
**[08:38] ---**
and have a child together.
**[08:43] ---**
But then your child becomes a strange
baby animal when you embrace them...
**[08:49] ---**
I wonder how devastating
that must be for a mother.
**[08:58] ---**
Most mothers of children
possessed by zodiac spirits
**[09:01] ---**
are either excessively overprotective
or reject their children.
**[09:08] ---**
Mama rejected me.
**[09:13] ---**
Her whole body rejected me.
She tried not to look at me...
**[09:19] ---**
But even so, she was always on edge
and screaming things hysterically.
**[09:27] ---**
Thinking about it now,
I realize she was broken, like Kana.
**[09:35] ---**
Momiji... Mama might not make it.
**[09:40] ---**
But... They say she might get better
if she forgets about you.
**[09:47] ---**
It'll probably be extremely painful for you,
**[09:50] ---**
but I will love you that much more
to make up for it.
**[09:55] ---**
If you love Mama like I do,
can we do this to save Mama?
**[10:05] ---**
Are you sure...
**[10:07] ---**
Are you positive you want to forget?
**[10:11] ---**
And that you won't regret it?
**[10:16] ---**
My biggest regret in life...
**[10:20] ---**
...was giving birth to that creature.
**[10:29] ---**
And so, I was erased from Mama's memories.
**[10:36] ---**
Mama quickly got better.
**[10:39] ---**
She was able to smile again after two months.
**[10:46] ---**
I wonder...
**[10:49] ---**
I wonder, was I able to save Mama?
**[10:55] ---**
He's been watching over her this whole time.
**[11:00] ---**
Secretly and from afar,
so that he wouldn't be seen.
**[11:05] ---**
I bet that time when I first met him,
**[11:09] ---**
he had come to see his mother.
**[11:16] ---**
But for me, I've decided...
**[11:20] ---**
I've decided to live my life
bearing all my memories.
**[11:26] ---**
Even if they're sad memories,
**[11:30] ---**
memories that only ever hurt me...
**[11:35] ---**
...memories that I sometimes
wish I could forget...
**[11:41] ---**
If I can bear and face those memories...
**[11:46] ---**
...and work hard to accept them,
then, one day...
**[11:49] ---**
One day, I believe I can become someone
who isn't defeated by those memories.
**[11:56] ---**
I want to believe I can.
**[12:01] ---**
I want to believe that there isn't
a single memory that's okay to forget.
**[12:08] ---**
So the truth is... I didn't want
Mama to forget about me.
**[12:14] ---**
I wanted her to try her best for me.
**[12:18] ---**
But that's my own selfish wish.
**[12:25] ---**
So that's a secret.
**[12:38] ---**
Yes, me, too...
**[12:41] ---**
I believe that, too.
**[12:45] ---**
I want to embrace all of my memories
and keep believing that.
**[12:53] ---**
Oi.
**[12:55] ---**
I'll be going, too. To visit the grave.
**[13:05] ---**
So that I won't be defeated...
**[13:08] ---**
So that someday, I'll go even further
and consider those memories precious.
**[13:23] ---**
I'm glad the weather cleared up.
**[13:26] ---**
I was worried, since it's
been a little drizzly.
**[13:29] ---**
It might be because Mom is happy.
**[13:32] ---**
That's because everybody
has come to visit her.
**[13:39] ---**
Tohru!
**[13:40] ---**
Oh, Uo-chan and Hana-chan!
**[13:43] ---**
Hey. Perfect weather to visit a grave, huh?
**[13:46] ---**
It is!
**[13:47] ---**
Wait, why the heck are
you dressed like that?!
**[13:49] ---**
What's wrong with it?
**[13:50] ---**
I thought it might be too plain.
**[13:52] ---**
That's not what I meant!
**[13:54] ---**
Uotani-san, is that a biker gang coat?
**[13:58] ---**
Oh? Sounds like someone knows his stuff.
**[14:00] ---**
This belonged to Kyoko-san
before she passed it to me.
**[14:03] ---**
"Crimson"
**[14:03] ---**
It's the esteemed coat
of the Crimson Butterfly.
**[14:06] ---**
C-Crimson... Butterfly?
**[14:09] ---**
That was Mom's name
when she was still active.
**[14:12] ---**
"Active"?
**[14:14] ---**
The crew's all here, so let's get a move on.
**[14:18] ---**
They stand out...
**[14:19] ---**
Like sore thumbs.
**[14:24] ---**
What's this? It's pretty clean.
**[14:27] ---**
Someone must have come by already.
**[14:28] ---**
"Honda Family"
**[14:30] ---**
Oh, it must have been Grandfather.
**[14:32] ---**
Grandfather knows Mom's favorite food.
**[14:36] ---**
--Oh, the one we met?
--Yes.
**[14:39] ---**
Is he related to your mom or dad?
**[14:41] ---**
He's my father's father.
**[14:44] ---**
Right, Kyoko-san was
estranged from her parents.
**[14:47] ---**
What happened to your father?
**[14:50] ---**
They tell me he caught a cold
and developed fatal complications.
**[14:54] ---**
I was still very young,
so I don't remember it very well.
**[15:02] ---**
No wonder she was so worried then...
**[15:05] ---**
Mom, we're here.
**[15:07] ---**
We've arrived.
**[15:09] ---**
There's not much to do
since your grandpa cleaned up already.
**[15:15] ---**
Her father died, then her mother.
**[15:20] ---**
How...
**[15:22] ---**
How is it that she can still smile and
be cheerful instead of radiating despair?
**[15:29] ---**
I remember the day of the incident.
**[15:33] ---**
Our teacher summoned her.
**[15:37] ---**
After they spoke, she ran from the classroom.
**[15:42] ---**
Her two friends went after her,
and the classroom was in an uproar for a time.
**[15:48] ---**
At the time, I remember
vaguely thinking that maybe
**[15:54] ---**
one of her relatives got into an accident.
**[15:58] ---**
I was only vaguely aware
of this person called Tohru Honda.
**[16:06] ---**
But now, we live in the same house,
and she's always close by.
**[16:12] ---**
Yuki-kun.
**[16:14] ---**
Look at these wonderful flowers!
**[16:18] ---**
And it's odd that I can smile along with her.
**[16:25] ---**
O-Oh, my. I can't arrange them properly.
**[16:29] ---**
Give them here. Prince, hold that side.
**[16:31] ---**
Okay.
**[16:35] ---**
Hanajima.
**[16:38] ---**
Can you... uh... see ghosts and stuff?
**[16:45] ---**
Of course I cannot.
**[16:47] ---**
I have no spiritual power.
**[16:49] ---**
What?
**[16:50] ---**
But you sense waves--
**[16:51] ---**
Waves and spiritual power are
completely different. Don't get them confused.
**[16:55] ---**
Waves are essentially a human's thoughts.
**[16:59] ---**
They present like words that come directly
**[17:02] ---**
--to the brain rather than to the ears.
--I don't need the explanation!
**[17:05] ---**
Why the sudden inquiry?
**[17:09] ---**
No reason, just wondering.
**[17:13] ---**
Ultimately, living humans are the strongest.
That goes for waves, as well.
**[17:19] ---**
The waves of the dead
are most likely very weak,
**[17:23] ---**
so those waves are drowned out by the stronger
thoughts of living humans around them.
**[17:30] ---**
As they are now.
**[17:34] ---**
Right now, your waves are screaming.
**[17:39] ---**
Why do you feel such
regret in this graveyard?
**[17:50] ---**
It's chaos.
**[17:54] ---**
Kyo-kun, Hana-chan.
**[17:56] ---**
Is something the matter?
**[17:58] ---**
It's nothing.
**[18:00] ---**
Indeed.
**[18:01] ---**
Is that so? Then please, come over here.
**[18:07] ---**
What?! Don't picnic in the cemetery!
**[18:11] ---**
What? No worries.
Kyoko-san is happier if we're rowdy.
**[18:16] ---**
What will we do if the priest sees us?
**[18:18] ---**
We'll just apologize.
**[18:20] ---**
Still, most people wouldn't do this.
**[18:22] ---**
Just have a seat, Kyon.
I can't relax with you standing.
**[18:27] ---**
Sheesh, fine.
**[18:29] ---**
Kyo-kun, what would you like?
**[18:32] ---**
Anything.
**[18:33] ---**
Okay!
**[18:34] ---**
--Uotani-san and Hanajima-san,
were you two close with Honda-san's mother?
**[18:36] ---**
--Here you are.
--Uotani-san and Hanajima-san,
were you two close with Honda-san's mother?
**[18:37] ---**
--Uotani-san and Hanajima-san,
were you two close with Honda-san's mother?
**[18:38] ---**
She was good to us.
**[18:40] ---**
She was a legend, so I looked up to her
even before I met her in person.
**[18:44] ---**
A legend?
**[18:44] ---**
"Honda Family"
**[18:45] ---**
I told you earlier, she was
the legendary Crimson Butterfly.
**[18:48] ---**
They say whenever she rode her motorcycle,
**[18:50] ---**
the red tail lights resembled
a fluttering butterfly.
**[19:02] ---**
You know what?
**[19:04] ---**
Lately, those three seem
better and better together.
**[19:09] ---**
The prince is more willing to speak his mind.
**[19:13] ---**
And Kyon seems to care about Tohru,
whatever he says.
**[19:17] ---**
Maybe someday, he'll
confess his love for her!
**[19:21] ---**
Oh, my, that wouldn't do. I won't allow
a relationship with Tohru-kun so easily.
**[19:26] ---**
What are you, the mother-in-law?
**[19:29] ---**
Well, I'm half-joking.
**[19:32] ---**
You're half-serious, then?
**[19:34] ---**
As ever, Yuki Soma and Kyo Soma
exude confusion... Chaos.
**[19:40] ---**
The exact reason is unclear,
**[19:43] ---**
but their minds are ruled
by dark, troubled thoughts.
**[19:48] ---**
All humans have these thoughts,
but those two are especially plagued by them.
**[19:55] ---**
As long as this is so, they probably don't
have the capacity for a romantic relationship.
**[20:01] ---**
And I do want to add that those two
seem especially dense about love.
**[20:07] ---**
That goes for Tohru, too.
**[20:10] ---**
Who knows?
**[20:11] ---**
Sometimes feelings bloom
for no clear reason before you know it.
**[20:17] ---**
That wouldn't do.
**[20:18] ---**
Thinking about Tohru-kun getting married...
**[20:21] ---**
It brings tears to my eyes.
**[20:24] ---**
It's way too early to be thinking about that.
**[20:29] ---**
Tea after a long day is so refreshing.
**[20:34] ---**
Today's visit to the grave was fun.
**[20:38] ---**
I'm glad I could introduce
Yuki-kun and Kyo-kun to Mom.
**[20:43] ---**
Mom, those two are always helping me out.
**[20:50] ---**
I hope you can meet
Shigure-san someday, as well.
**[20:54] ---**
Mom, I'm enjoying every day
with the people in this house.
**[21:02] ---**
So you can watch over me without worrying...
**[21:04] ---**
"Honda Family"
**[21:09] ---**
...Mom.
**[21:20] ---**
Why the heck is she sleeping out here?
**[21:24] ---**
Oi, you're gonna catch a cold.
**[21:26] ---**
Come on, get up.
**[21:31] ---**
She sleeps like a kid.
**[21:39] ---**
Oi.
**[21:51] ---**
The breeze must have blown these down.
**[21:55] ---**
A hat?
**[22:12] ---**
I'm sorry.
**[23:44] ---**
"I Wouldn't Say That"
**[23:46] ---**
I wouldn't say that.
**[23:49] ---**
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