# E1 - Atonement
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**[00:30] Aoi**
Hey!
**[00:34] Aoi**
Bark bark!
**[00:37] Aoi**
You dropped this!
**[00:42] Child**
Thanks, Miss Fox!
**[00:44] Aoi**
That's a very cute handkerchief.
**[00:46] Child**
Thanks! Bye-bye!
**[00:54] Aoi**
What's this? It looks delicious!
**[00:59] Aoi**
I want to eat that! But
it looks really expensive.
**[01:05] Aoi**
Okay, I'll buy it! I'll splurge on it!
**[01:08] Aoi**
Excuse me!
**[01:15] Aoi**
W-What's going on?
**[01:18] Intercom**
* Attention everyone, this is*
* Yanagida, your captain, speaking.*
**[01:22] Intercom**
* This airplane has taken damage*
* and can no longer sustain flight.*
**[01:27] Intercom**
* We will begin descent in preparation*
* for an emergency landing.*
**[01:39] Intercom**
We are descending at high speed.
**[01:41] CA**
Everyone, please put on your emergency masks...
**[01:42] Intercom**
* Pull hard on the mask above your*
* heads, tighten your seat belt,*
**[01:45] Intercom**
*and please position yourselves to brace for impact.*
**[01:57] Passengers**
We're falling!
**[01:58] Passengers**
I don't want to die!
**[02:00] Child**
I'm scared!
**[02:01] Mom**
It's okay!
**[02:02] Passengers**
Somebody help me!
**[02:03] Passengers**
Hilfe!
**[02:05] Aoi**
*Am I...*
**[02:07] Aoi**
*going to die here, of all places?*
**[02:14] Aoi**
* This time... I wanted to be sure*
* I lived a life with no regrets...*
**[02:22] Aoi**
*No... more than anything...*
**[02:25] Aoi**
*I planned to save so many more...*
**[04:02] Tanaka**
It's a ruptured spleen.
**[04:03] Tanaka**
Blood pressure has fallen!
**[04:05] Tanaka**
What about a blood transfusion?
**[04:06] Assistant**
We're already doing that.
**[04:07] Assistant**
But the bleed is too heavy.
Blood pressure isn't returning to normal!
**[04:19] Tanaka**
Doctor Takamoto!
**[04:21] Aoi**
What's the patient's condition?
**[04:23] Nurse**
Blood pressure has dropped below 60!
**[04:25] Tanaka**
D-Doctor Takamoto...
**[04:28] Aoi**
Tanaka-san, what should we be doing here?
**[04:38] Tanaka**
Make an abdominal incision,
**[04:39] Tanaka**
find the blood vessel in the spleen
that's bleeding, and stop it.
**[04:43] Tanaka**
Then, depending on the damage to the spleen,
**[04:46] Tanaka**
we'll decide whether it needs
to be removed or not.
**[04:49] Aoi**
Correct.
**[04:51] Aoi**
We are going to save this patient's life.
**[04:56] Tanaka**
Yes, ma'am.
**[05:10] Aoi**
Let's begin.
**[05:17] Shouko**
Aoi!
**[05:19] Aoi**
Hmm?
**[05:20] Shouko**
Don't "hmm" me!
**[05:23] Shouko**
I heard you completed another
perfect surgery today.
**[05:25] Aoi**
S-Stop it!
**[05:28] Shouko**
That Tanaka...
**[05:30] Shouko**
He said, "I have seen the work of a master
surgeon!" He was so excited!
**[05:33] Shouko**
Hey, great surgeon!
**[05:35] Aoi**
Just stop it!
**[05:37] Shouko**
The Surgeon Queen!
**[05:40] Aoi**
What's "the Surgeon Queen" supposed to mean?
**[05:42] Aoi**
That doesn't make any sense.
**[05:44] Shouko**
And I see this is the same as ever, too.
**[05:49] Shouko**
Your handwriting in the surgeon's log earlier
was so bad nobody could make that out either.
**[05:54] Aoi**
I-I'm sorry...
**[05:56] Shouko**
Don't worry. I'll decipher it and
rewrite it, like I always do.
**[06:00] Aoi**
Thanks, I appreciate it!
**[06:02] Shouko**
But in exchange...
**[06:04] Shouko**
Come have dinner with me tonight.
**[06:07] Aoi**
Of course!
**[06:09] Shouko**
Do you mind if one of the younger docs comes?
**[06:11] Shouko**
This one seems to really look up to you,
and keeps begging for an introduction.
**[06:16] Aoi**
You think I'd say no?
**[06:18] Shouko**
I don't!
**[06:24] Shouko**
You're really amazing, Aoi.
**[06:26] Shouko**
You always know the latest trends
in medical technology.
***SIGN*** Reception
**[06:29] Shouko**
You've never had a single failed surgery!
**[06:31] Shouko**
You're a true MonDoc!
**[06:33] Aoi**
"MonDoc"?
**[06:35] Shouko**
Short for "Monster Doctor."
**[06:37] Aoi**
What?
**[06:38] Shouko**
That's the nickname I came up with for you!
**[06:42] Aoi**
You mean that "Surgeon Queen" earlier was also...
**[06:45] Shouko**
You want to go to a place that has
that thing you love, right?
**[06:50] Aoi**
Yeah!
**[06:57] Kokona**
It... It's...
**[07:01] Aoi**
It's?
**[07:02] Kokona**
The real Surgeon Queen!
**[07:05] Aoi**
Surgeon Queen...
**[07:07] Shouko**
How does it feel to see
Takamoto Aoi up close?
**[07:10] Kokona**
She's the coolest!
**[07:12] Kokona**
These hands...
**[07:15] Kokona**
They've completed so many miraculous surgeries!
**[07:18] Aoi**
Why are you taking photos of them?
**[07:19] Kokona**
To make them my phone wallpaper!
**[07:21] Shouko**
Like a power spot thing?
**[07:23] Shouko**
Like, just having the photos will
improve all your doctorly skills?
**[07:26] Kokona**
Yes!
**[07:29] Shouko**
This could be a business, don't you think?
**[07:31] Aoi**
Stop it.
**[07:33] Kokona**
I wish I could get a punch from
Doctor Takamoto's godly hands, too!
**[07:38] Aoi**
I think it's time to calm down...
**[07:40] Kokona**
I can't calm down!
**[07:42] Kokona**
Doctor Takamoto, you're Toutei University
Hospital's genius surgeon! Our greatest pride!
**[07:48] Kokona**
You're the person every surgeon at Toutei
should aim to become!
**[07:52] Aoi**
I don't know about that...
**[07:54] Shouko**
I can't say I don't understand how you feel.
**[08:00] Shouko**
I admire her, too.
**[08:04] Aoi**
Shouko.
**[08:07] Shouko**
Okay, what do we order next?
**[08:10] Aoi**
This one looks so good.
**[08:12] Aoi**
But the chocolate cake looks good, too.
**[08:16] Kokona**
You really like sweets,
don't you, Doctor Takamoto?
**[08:19] Shouko**
She doesn't smoke or drink, so it's the
one thing Aoi looks forward to.
**[08:23] Kokona**
Does your body not break
down alcohol or something?
**[08:27] Aoi**
No, it's not that.
**[08:29] Aoi**
It's to retain my self-control, I guess.
**[08:33] Kokona**
What, really? You only get one chance at life.
**[08:37] Kokona**
It's a waste not to enjoy it to the fullest.
**[08:41] Aoi**
Yeah, you're right.
**[08:44] Aoi**
But...
**[08:45] Aoi**
that's exactly why...
**[08:47] Aoi**
It's because you only get one chance at life...
**[08:49] Aoi**
This time, I want to live earnestly,
to face everything with sincerity.
**[08:55] Kokona**
"This time"?
**[08:59] Aoi**
Never mind! It's nothing.
**[09:09] Aoi**
I got careless back there.
**[09:13] Staff**
Um...
**[09:15] Staff**
Are you Doctor Takamoto?
**[09:19] Aoi**
Huh? Yes.
**[09:22] Staff**
I knew it!
**[09:23] Staff**
I can't believe I'm
meeting you in a place like this!
**[09:27] Staff**
Um... Thank you for everything you
did during my mother's surgery.
**[09:31] Aoi**
Your mother's...?
**[09:33] Staff**
Yes, you performed surgery for
her pancreatic cancer.
**[09:37] Staff**
All the hospitals said
it was impossible.
**[09:41] Staff**
But you... Doctor Takamoto,
you were the only one...
**[09:45] Aoi**
I will save you.
**[09:48] Aoi**
Whatever it takes!
**[09:54] Staff**
And just like you said, the
surgery was a success!
**[10:08] Staff**
Thanks to you, my mom's so much better now.
**[10:11] Staff**
She's saying things every day that
she never would've said before.
**[10:19] Staff**
She tells me and dad that she loves us.
**[10:25] Staff**
I'm sorry to spring this conversation on you!
**[10:28] Staff**
Truly, thank you so very much.
**[10:36] Aoi**
"I love you," huh?
**[10:38] Aoi**
I've never said those words
or had anyone say them to me.
**[10:44] Aoi**
*Because in my last life...*
**[10:48] Aoi**
*the one I loved didn't love me back.*
**[10:55] Aoi**
*Even worse than that...*
**[10:57] (Flashback) Spectators**
Kill her, now!
**[10:59] (Flashback) Spectators**
You evil woman!
**[11:04] (Flashback) Linden**
Elise de Clorence!
**[11:07] (Flashback) Linden**
Any last words?
**[11:14] (Flashback) Linden**
The Marquis... Your father
and older brother are dead!
**[11:20] (Flashback) Linden**
All of this is due to
your mistakes and yours alone.
**[11:28] (Flashback) Executioner**
We will now hold the execution of the
former Empress of Britia, Elise de Clorence.
**[11:55] Aoi**
*But...*
**[11:57] Aoi**
* now I'm Takamoto Aoi, and*
* I'm leading my second life.*
**[12:03] Aoi**
*And that's why...*
**[12:04] Shouko**
Aoi, your strawberry cake's here!
**[12:09] Aoi**
Okay! I'm coming!
**[12:13] Shouko**
Sorry, we ended up staying out pretty late.
**[12:16] Shouko**
You have an early morning tomorrow, right?
**[12:17] Aoi**
No, it's fine.
**[12:19] Kokona**
D'you have something you're
doing t'morrow, Doctor Takamoto?
**[12:22] Shouko**
We told you already.
She's going to Germany.
**[12:25] Shouko**
They called her in as the surgeon
for a heart bypass surgery.
**[12:28] Kokona**
Oh, right!
**[12:30] Kokona**
Do your best out there!
**[12:32] Shouko**
Knowing Aoi, everything
will be a complete success.
**[12:35] Shouko**
Right?
**[12:36] Aoi**
Yeah. I'll do my best.
**[12:48] Aoi**
This book and I go way back.
**[12:55] (Flashback) Kids**
Hey, wait up!
**[12:57] (Flashback) Kids**
Ugh. It's Takamoto.
**[12:59] (Flashback) Kids**
Hey, did you know?
**[13:00] (Flashback) Kids**
They say Takamoto doesn't have
a mom and dad.
**[13:03] (Flashback) Kids**
I did know!
**[13:04] (Flashback) Kids**
That's why mama said not to play with her!
**[13:08] Kids**
Let's go!
**[13:08] (Flashback) Woman**
See? That girl...
**[13:10] (Flashback) Woman**
Poor thing.
**[13:15] Aoi**
* I was orphaned as soon as I was born,*
* and was always an object of curiosity.*
**[13:19] Aoi**
* I lived my life without all the things that*
* other kids my age took for granted.*
**[13:23] Aoi**
*Not even the love of a parent.*
**[13:27] Aoi**
*But...*
**[13:30] Aoi**
*I didn't want to let the loneliness win.*
***SIGN*** Children's Home
**[13:38] Aoi**
* I brought misery to everyone*
* around me in my first life.*
**[13:43] Aoi**
* To make up for the mistakes*
* that Elise de Clorence made...*
**[13:48] Aoi**
*To atone for all the wrongdoings I'd committed...*
**[13:55] Aoi**
*I became a doctor.*
**[13:59] Aoi**
*To save as many lives as I could,*
**[14:02] Aoi**
* and to bring happiness to as*
* many people as I could...*
**[14:08] Aoi**
*Yes.*
**[14:09] Aoi**
*I believe that this is what I must do with my life.*
**[14:16] Aoi**
All right. Goodbye.
**[14:18] Aoi**
Thank you.
**[14:20] German Doctor**
*Take care on your way here, Doctor Takamoto.*
**[14:24] German Doctor**
*This patient is relying on you. You are their hope.*
**[14:31] Aoi**
*I'm their hope.*
**[14:35] Aoi**
*That makes me happy.*
**[14:38] Aoi**
* I wanted to be a doctor*
* to atone for my crimes,*
**[14:43] Aoi**
*but I'm proud I chose this path.*
**[14:51] Aoi**
*If everyone was here...*
**[14:53] Aoi**
*would they be happy to see me like this?*
**[15:02] Aoi**
* Despite the kind of person I was,*
* my family was always kind...*
**[15:07] Aoi**
*Father, Mother...*
**[15:11] Aoi**
*my older brother Ren...*
**[15:13] Aoi**
*and my older brother Chris...*
**[15:17] Aoi**
*I miss you all so much.*
**[15:21] Aoi**
*No, no! This isn't the right mindset!*
**[15:31] Aoi**
*Just wait for me.*
**[15:33] Aoi**
*I'll make sure your surgery is a success!*
**[15:55] Passengers**
I don't want to die!
**[15:56] Child**
I'm scared!
**[15:57] Passengers**
Somebody help me!
**[15:58] Passengers**
Hilfe!
**[15:59] Aoi**
*Am I going to die here of all places?*
**[16:06] Aoi**
* This time... I wanted to be sure*
* I lived a life with no regrets...*
**[16:15] Aoi**
*No... more than anything...*
**[16:17] Aoi**
*I planned to save so many more...*
**[16:24] Aoi**
*I wanted to save people's lives!*
**[16:45] Aoi**
I'm alive...
**[17:20] Aoi**
*I don't want to have any more regrets...*
**[17:23] Aoi**
*I won't have any more regrets!*
**[17:28] Aoi**
Found it!
**[17:31] Child**
Mommy! Mommy!
**[17:34] Aoi**
What's wrong?
**[17:36] Child**
My mom...
**[17:39] Aoi**
I'll save her.
**[17:42] Child**
Okay!
**[17:53] Aoi**
That should do it...
**[18:07] Aoi**
That's...
**[18:12] Aoi**
I need to look at his abdominal organs
and make sure they're not damaged...
**[18:23] Aoi**
I will save you...
**[18:29] Aoi**
I promise I'll save you!
**[18:42] Aoi**
It's okay.
**[18:44] Aoi**
It won't be long now.
**[18:54] Aoi**
Everyone will survive.
**[18:57] Aoi**
I'm so glad.
**[19:19] Aoi**
It's no good. I can't...
**[19:43] Aoi**
*I wish I could have seen them once more.*
**[19:50] Aoi**
*If I could...*
**[19:55] Aoi**
*I'm sure I would...*
**[20:11] Elise**
Oh, Pallas! You escaped from
your cage again, didn't you?
**[20:22] Elise**
Pallas? But how...?
**[20:31] Elise**
This place...
**[20:41] Mary**
Mistress, are you awake?
**[20:45] Mary**
Um, as of today, you're no
longer confined to your room...
**[20:49] Mary**
Mistress Elise?
**[20:52] Elise**
*Elise...?*
**[20:56] Elise**
*I'm back inside Elise's body?*
**[21:02] Mary**
Also, there's a banquet later.
If you don't begin your preparations soon...
**[21:08] Elise**
Mary!
**[21:09] Mary**
Y-Yes, Mistress?!
**[21:09] Elise**
If there's a banquet, will everyone be there?
**[21:11] Elise**
Father? And Mother? And my brothers?
**[21:15] Mary**
Y-Yes, of course.
**[21:20] Elise**
*I don't know why this has happened.*
**[21:26] Elise**
*But...*
**[21:38] Elise**
Father... Mother...
**[21:42] Elise**
My older brothers, Chris and Ren...
**[21:54] Elise**
I've missed you!
**[21:58] Elise**
I love all of you so much!
**[22:02] Elise**
I love you!
***SIGN*** Atonement