# 11 - Self-Destruction Factor
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/series/GRE50WD16/dies-irae)
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**[00:04] Gi**
What's this?
**[00:09] Gu**
Marry me.
**[00:12] Gu**
I love you.
**[00:18] Gi**
Okay.
**[00:42] Gi**
Wait! Wait!
**[00:44] Gi**
Butterfly!
**[00:45] Gi**
Are you serious?
**[00:46] Gu**
Yeah.
**[00:48] Gu**
A friend of mine died.
**[00:51] Gu**
I want to adopt his child...
**[00:54] Gu**
I'm sure it will be difficult for you,
**[00:56] Gu**
but please.
**[00:59] Gi**
Daddy! Mommy!
**[01:02] Gi**
Look! Look!
**[01:08] Gi**
All right.
**[01:11] Gi**
Let's take him in.
**[01:15] Gi**
Kasumi will be happy to have a brother.
**[01:21] Gi**
What's his name?
**[01:24] Gi**
Ren?
**[01:25] Gu**
That's right.
***SIGN*** Ayase
**[01:27] Gu**
He'll be a part of our family.
**[01:30] Gu**
Be nice to him.
**[01:34] Gi**
Come on, Kasumi.
**[01:35] Gi**
Say hello.
**[01:40] Gi**
I'm Ayase Kasumi.
**[01:52] Gi**
Hey!
**[01:53] Gi**
That hurt!
**[01:54] Gi**
What was that for?!
**[01:55] Gu**
Come on, now...
**[01:56] Gu**
Stop it, you two.
**[01:58] Gi**
Apologize!
**[02:01] Gu**
Indeed.
**[02:02] Gu**
For you, this was how the story began.
**[02:07] Gu**
Our beloved self-destruction factor.
**[02:11] Gu**
I will tell you the requisite
conditions to be the star...
**[02:17] Gu**
The toy of God.
***SIGN*** Self-Destruction Factor
**[04:03] F**
Everyone has his own fate.
**[04:07] F**
For example, to always have their
favorite prey stolen from them...
**[04:14] F**
To be unable to escape from the depths...
**[04:20] F**
And thus,
**[04:21] F**
to grab the legs of others,
to pull them to their deaths.
**[04:26] F**
To think that that is the truth.
**[04:33] F**
Even if we limit ourselves to the
two who interacted with you,
**[04:37] F**
it is quite entertaining, isn't it?
**[04:40] F**
A human's fate can be thought
of as an actor's role.
**[04:46] F**
In other words—
**[04:47] Gu**
Shut up.
**[04:48] Gu**
Who are you?
**[04:50] Gu**
You keep talking about crap
I haven't asked about.
**[04:53] Gu**
That isn't what I want to know—
**[04:56] Gu**
Is your question, perhaps, why you are alive?
**[05:01] Gu**
That is a foolish question.
**[05:04] Gu**
You already know the answer.
**[05:07] Gu**
As long as you still feel
déjà vu, you cannot die.
**[05:12] Gu**
That's right.
**[05:13] Gu**
You cannot die. Ever.
**[05:17] Gu**
Because I will not let you die.
**[05:20] Gu**
What?
**[05:22] Gu**
I suppose I should start at the beginning.
**[05:25] Gu**
When you were young, a minor
change occurred in your life.
**[05:31] Gu**
You had a new neighbor, named Fujii Ren.
**[05:35] Gu**
What did you think of him?
**[05:38] Gu**
Nothing.
**[05:39] Gu**
I just thought he was gloomy.
**[05:41] Gu**
Yes, indeed.
**[05:43] Gu**
Was that all you thought of him?
**[05:46] Gu**
Then, why did you two build a
friendship that has lasted to this day?
**[06:29] Gu**
You remember, right?
**[06:31] Gu**
What you felt on that day, at that moment.
**[06:35] Gu**
Right, you had...
**[06:39] Gu**
I'd experienced that before.
**[06:41] Gu**
Yes, that was the moment
that your déjà vu began.
**[06:55] Gu**
The father in question did not
have a normal background.
**[07:01] Gu**
His role was to culture and
incubate a certain thing
**[07:05] Gu**
that I had envisioned during the war.
**[07:09] Gu**
He tried to incorporate another
special bloodline, as well.
**[07:14] Gu**
"Eugenics," they call it.
**[07:17] Gu**
In other words, neither of
your two childhood friends
**[07:21] Gu**
was born in a normal way.
**[07:23] Gu**
Ironic, is it not?
**[07:26] Gu**
You, the greatest rule-breaker of all,
were actually the most normal.
**[07:30] Gu**
Your bad luck, huh?
**[07:32] Gu**
If you had never been involved with them,
**[07:35] Gu**
you would have died as a human.
**[07:39] Gu**
What are you getting at?
**[07:41] Gu**
Are you saying that killing that
old man wasn't my decision?
**[07:45] Gu**
That's right.
**[07:47] Gu**
Didn't I tell you?
**[07:48] Gu**
You were never supposed to be part of this.
**[07:51] Gu**
So why did you become the murderer,
a central character?
**[07:56] Gu**
No, let us put it a different way.
**[07:59] Gu**
Who gained the most from
the death of the father?
**[08:05] Gu**
If he'd said what he was doing,
**[08:08] Gu**
Kasumi Ayase would have been saddened.
**[08:11] Gu**
Thus, when he decided to suffer in silence,
**[08:13] Gu**
his feelings were true, but...
**[08:15] Gu**
But all things have both
front and back sides.
**[08:18] Gu**
His desire to destroy his false,
everyday life was also true.
**[08:23] Gu**
You took its place.
**[08:26] Gu**
To save it and to destroy it.
**[08:29] Gu**
Just as my friend is to me...
**[08:32] Gu**
You, a manifestation of a wish for destruction,
**[08:35] Gu**
the self-destruction factor.
**[08:37] Gu**
That is what you are.
**[08:40] Gu**
Hence, you will not be allowed to die.
**[08:42] Gu**
As long as you are useful to me,
**[08:44] Gu**
as long as you do not
surpass this déjà vu.
**[08:46] Gu**
Show me the unknown conclusion.
**[08:49] Gu**
That is why I have given you this
incredible power and luck.
**[08:58] Gu**
Are you trying to tell me you're God?
**[09:02] Gu**
That blond guy and I are God's toys?
**[09:05] Gu**
Shut up!
**[09:07] Gu**
Shut your damn mouth!
**[09:08] Gu**
Maybe you, but he...
**[09:10] Gu**
Ren is...
**[09:12] Gu**
Naturally, his friendship is true.
**[09:16] Gu**
The feelings I have for my friend,
**[09:18] Gu**
are the same as the feelings
my son has for you.
**[09:23] Gu**
When one is high up,
**[09:25] Gu**
just as one imagines falling, or harming
oneself when one holds a blade,
**[09:29] Gu**
we always build a destructive friendship.
**[09:33] Gu**
Just as you
**[09:35] Gu**
destroyed his normal life on that day.
**[09:46] Gu**
Thus, I am hoping you disrupt things again.
**[09:50] Gu**
I'm counting on it.
**[10:15] Gi**
Riza?
**[10:17] Gi**
That was...
**[10:18] Gi**
From the hospital's direction, maybe?
**[10:24] Gi**
Well, don't push yourself too hard.
**[10:26] Gi**
I know it's pretty rough.
**[10:29] Gi**
Each time a swastika opens,
your stomach hurts, right?
**[10:33] Gi**
As if you're pregnant.
**[10:37] Gi**
"What will I give birth to?"
**[10:40] Gi**
"I've never had sex."
**[10:42] Gi**
"I'm scared! Help me!"
**[10:45] Gi**
Is that about it?
**[10:49] Gi**
Riza is dead.
**[10:52] Gi**
How do you feel?
**[10:55] Gi**
I heard that she was your great-grandmother.
**[10:59] Gi**
Did you know?
**[11:03] Gi**
What? You didn't?
**[11:05] Gi**
But you know...
**[11:06] Gi**
There's nothing to worry about.
**[11:09] Gi**
She was a really evil woman.
**[11:12] Gi**
All the pain you're suffering
now is her fault.
**[11:16] Gi**
So laugh... Go ahead.
**[11:20] Gi**
Be quiet...
**[11:21] Gi**
Shut up.
**[11:22] Gi**
Your voice is really unpleasant!
**[11:26] Gi**
Oh, dear!
**[11:28] Gi**
Just because you're going to
die soon, don't get so upset!
**[11:34] Gi**
Sadly, I won't die.
**[11:37] Gi**
I'll sacrifice you, Riza, thousands,
tens of thousands more,
**[11:41] Gi**
and I'll live forever.
**[11:44] Gi**
So...
**[11:48] Gi**
Don't look at me like that!
**[11:55] Gi**
Hey, it looks...
**[11:57] Gi**
like your... stomach hurts, too.
**[12:02] Gi**
Did you eat something bad?
**[12:10] Gu**
Yo! I'm stopping in.
**[12:15] Gu**
Hey, Malleus...
**[12:17] Gu**
Do you believe in fate?
**[12:21] Gu**
Whenever I aim for something, it escapes.
**[12:25] Gu**
It dies. Or someone else takes it.
**[12:29] Gu**
A hell of a thing, huh?
**[12:32] Gi**
Stop.
**[12:33] Gi**
Do you want to fight me?
**[12:36] Gi**
Because I killed him?
**[12:39] Gi**
Answer me! Bey!
**[12:42] Gu**
You?
**[12:44] Gu**
Killed him?
**[12:46] Gu**
The kid's dead?
**[12:48] Gi**
Of course.
**[12:49] Gi**
Because I—
**[12:51] Gu**
No, that isn't true...
**[12:53] Gu**
That's impossible.
**[12:55] Gu**
I couldn't kill him.
**[12:58] Gu**
So, he's right there,
**[13:01] Gu**
isn't he?
**[13:03] Gi**
I don't understand.
**[13:05] Gi**
Are you crazy, you idiot?!
**[13:07] Gi**
Fine, I'll just kill you—
**[13:19] Gi**
No... It's impossible.
**[13:21] Gi**
This is impossible—
**[13:28] Gu**
That's right!
**[13:29] Gu**
Don't betray my hopes!
**[13:32] Gu**
Come on out, kid!
**[13:47] Gu**
Good stuff.
**[13:49] Gu**
You stole that from Malleus, huh?
**[13:52] Gu**
That's what I was hoping for.
**[13:53] Gu**
I believed this would happen.
**[13:57] Gu**
You talked lots about déjà vu.
**[14:00] Gu**
But don't you dare tell me
you've seen this before!
**[14:05] Gu**
Rot, my lover.
**[14:07] Gu**
I alone know you,
who my love will cause to rot...
**[14:22] Gu**
*Rosenkavalier Schwarzwald!*
**[14:41] Gu**
Here, I go!
**[14:49] Gu**
I don't want to die... I don't want to die.
**[14:52] Gu**
I don't want to die! I don't want
to die! I don't want to die!
**[15:03] Gu**
I see... I'm going to die.
**[15:07] Gu**
Then...
**[15:09] Gu**
Then, I'll just...
**[15:20] Gu**
Impossible!
**[15:46] Gu**
Hey, Anna...
**[15:48] Gu**
It's been a while.
**[15:50] Gu**
Just like old times.
**[15:52] Gu**
Sch-Schreiber...
**[15:54] Gu**
You're...
**[15:57] Gu**
H-Help me!
**[15:58] Gu**
Please... I think I'm going to die!
**[16:06] Gu**
Wait... Wait!
**[16:09] Gu**
I love you, Schreiber!
**[16:13] Gu**
Love me?
**[16:15] Gu**
You love me?
**[16:17] Gu**
Yes...
**[16:18] Gu**
So please... help me.
**[16:22] Gu**
I don't want to die.
**[16:24] Gu**
I want to live with you. Because I love you.
**[16:33] Gu**
I see.
**[16:34] Gu**
I didn't know.
**[16:38] Gu**
I love you, too.
**[16:41] Gu**
I'm so happy.
**[16:43] Gu**
Then, protect me.
**[16:56] Gu**
This is great!
**[16:58] Gu**
I love this feeling!
**[17:01] Gu**
I'll kill the one who did this to my beloved.
**[17:05] Gu**
How sad... How wonderful!
**[17:10] Gu**
I've never killed someone for this reason!
**[17:14] Gu**
I will avenge you. I swear!
**[17:53] Gu**
What are you doing
**[17:55] Gu**
to my Wilhelm?
**[18:02] Gu**
I haven't introduced her, have I?
**[18:08] Gu**
This is Helga...
**[18:10] Gu**
My sister and mother.
**[18:23] Gi**
Wil... Wil?
**[18:25] Gi**
My beloved Wilhelm!
**[18:28] Gi**
I won't let anyone be mean to you.
**[18:31] Gi**
Kill... Kill... Kill. Kill!
**[18:35] Gu**
Yeah, she's a little overprotective.
**[18:38] Gu**
Whenever I get excited, she comes out.
**[18:41] Gu**
Pretty crazy, motherfucker.
**[18:45] Gu**
Don't insult my son!
**[19:25] Gu**
I like it...
**[19:25] Gu**
I love it!
**[19:27] Gu**
More. More!
**[19:29] Gu**
More's to come than this.
**[19:31] Gu**
Isn't that right?
**[19:33] Gu**
Yeah.
**[19:34] Gu**
I'll kill you!
**[19:45] Gu**
You... Schreiber!
**[19:48] Gi**
Shut up... You're in the way, Bey.
**[19:50] Gi**
Get lost.
**[19:53] Gi**
I'm here for him.
**[20:07] Gi**
I... I...
**[20:27] Gi**
Not bad, kid.
**[20:29] Gi**
I can't believe Bey lost.
**[20:31] Gi**
I'd never have imagined it.
**[20:34] Gu**
You killed him.
**[20:36] Gu**
By the way,
**[20:37] Gu**
you did this, right?
**[20:41] Gu**
I guess we're in love.
**[20:44] Gu**
And I have to get revenge.
**[20:46] Gu**
So I'm going to kill you, okay?
**[20:49] Gi**
Help me... Help me...
**[20:52] Gi**
Please...
**[20:54] Gi**
Schreiber... I don't want to die.
**[20:59] Gi**
No... No—
**[21:02] Gi**
Once she's dead, my revenge will begin.
**[21:04] Gi**
Run, while you can.
**[21:07] Gi**
Wherever you hide,
I'll find you and rip you apart.
**[21:17] Gi**
Don't forget...
**[21:19] Gi**
I'm Wolfgang Schreiber.
**[21:22] Gi**
Einherjar of Lord Heydrich.
**[21:25] Gi**
A hero, brought to golden Valhalla!
***SIGN*** Illustration: Piyoko Hidori