# 88 - Lavi
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*Sharpening my eyes*
**[00:28] ---**
*Worn-out phrases or pretending
to be someone else won't satisfy me*
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*Spark, be gone*
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*You're going to talk big using
borrowed authority again, aren't you?*
**[00:43] ---**
*The best play in the house
in the murky final moments*
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*I don't think I can lose at all
at the forefront of the stage*
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*Twenty-four seven, come on, fight it out*
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*Having lost the sun, I look for the moon*
**[01:00] ---**
*We even lose sight of what
we used to be able to see*
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*and start drowning in a sea of memories*
**[01:09] ---**
*And yet, why are you ignoring
even what we vowed to each other*
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*and getting your next passport?*
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*Rebel one! When will the eternal voice
reach your heart again?*
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*Rebel one! Let me hear
the eternal voice again*
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*Rebel one! When will the eternal voice
reach your heart again?*
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*Rebel one! Turning point*
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Don't move, okay, Allen?
**[01:41] ---**
Your left eye would remember how much
pain my candles can cause, right?
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If you don't want that human
and your precious Lenalee
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turned into shapes too
horrible to even look at,
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just stay put and wait until I break Lavi.
**[02:07] ---**
Lavi... Lavi... Lavi... Lavi...
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Lavi
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Stop it!
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Don't look at them!
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Lavi...
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If I do...
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Why...?
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...it'll only upset my mind.
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Lavi... Lavi... Lavi... Lavi...
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Lavi...
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Why...?
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This is an illusion.
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What do you think you're doing, Lavi?!
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Dammit!
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Why, Lavi...?
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Why are you abandoning...
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...your comrades?
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Don't listen! Ignore them.
They're illusions.
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It's an illusion... They're illusions!
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I need to get out of this
place as soon as possible.
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I accept you as the Bookman's successor.
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The secret history is the collection
of historical facts that are excluded
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from the history of mankind
that is passed down.
**[03:48] ---**
From here on, you'll record
those things. Got that?
**[03:53] ---**
Yes.
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I'll be able to learn
what no one else knows.
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That's why I'll become a Bookman.
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Stop it!
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Someone's peeking into my memory!
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No matter where we went,
**[04:37] ---**
war... after war...
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I've seen... 48 wars.
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To think that they repeat something like
that forever... Humans really are stupid.
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I've come to realize that.
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But this war will be different
from the previous ones.
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We'll disguise ourselves as soldiers
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and record things from
the viewpoint of that position.
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You've never experienced this before,
but don't forget this.
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No matter what position we're in,
the role of Bookman is...
**[05:19] ---**
To record history. We must
not interfere with others.
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Right? I know.
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I'll laugh frivolously like usual
and get along with them.
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Don't cause any trouble, "Dick."
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"Dick" was my 48th name.
**[05:42] ---**
My current name is "Lavi."
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Good.
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Thank you for waiting.
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Our chief will see you now.
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Welcome to the Black Order.
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I'm Komui Lee, the chief
of the Science Section.
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I don't have a name.
Please call me Bookman.
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Coffins...
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That young man over there is my successor, Lavi.
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They must be holding a funeral.
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Looks like they're
fighting a losing battle.
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Stop it...
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Lavi...
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Lavi...
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Stop it!
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You wanna measure my body size?
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You can just guess.
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No, no, no!
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A coat that fits your body well
can raise your defense.
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Besides, it makes it easier to move!
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Where are your manners, Johnny?
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Hey, section leader!
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A long coat like Kanda's
won't look good on Lavi, right?
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Right?
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What do you think?
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Aren't his eyes sparkling?
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Whatever! Just don't sit on the table!
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They all want to protect you
since you're now one of us.
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Let's measure.
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I wonder... if they'll be excluded
from history someday...
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Thus... you spent a year...
two years at the Order.
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And while you did...
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...you started considering those
you came to know there...
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...your comrades, didn't you?
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Shut up!
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Have you noticed...?
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Isn't it the case that...
**[07:51] ---**
...you don't even know if your smile
is genuine or fake anymore?
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Stop it! Don't peek into my memory!
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This is something I lost...
**[08:16] ---**
So you kept it with you all this time...
without even telling Bookman...
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Allen...
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Fire Stamp.
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Allen!
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Why are you reacting like that? You look
like you're feeling a pain in your chest!
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A Bookman doesn't need comrades.
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Don't get deeply involved with others...
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That's one of the Bookmen's rules, right?
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If you feel a pain
because of your "comrades,"
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you should just eliminate them.
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Am I wrong, Lavi?
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Hm? There are more?
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Now, Lavi... Hold the knife ready to fight.
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Why are you hesitating?
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Hurry up and eliminate them already.
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La... vi...
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Lavi...
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You aren't qualified
to be a Bookman, Lavi.
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It's not that hard at all to eliminate
"comrades," you know.
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Don't worry.
**[10:06] ---**
Even if you die,
the Bookman lineage won't die.
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I will be the Bookman's successor.
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So disappear, Lavi.
**[10:24] ---**
Lavi's mind has just been broken.
**[10:30] ---**
The truth is, in the world of dreams,
illusions cannot hurt Lavi.
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Lavi didn't get stabbed by illusions.
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But Lavi lost his mind due to the shock
of being stabbed by his comrades.
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Though his body didn't die, his mind did.
**[10:51] ---**
And what remained is...
**[10:58] ---**
Now...
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Come out.
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You're now... free.
**[11:24] ---**
L... Lavi?
**[11:28] ---**
Now... if you want to save Lenalee and
that human, you need to kill "that thing."
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Lavi...!
**[12:01] ---**
This can't be happening!
He's attacking me seriously!
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I can't help but think that
something is possessing him!
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If evil is possessing him, this sword
should be able to exorcise it.
**[12:31] ---**
Please! Be the case!
**[12:38] ---**
The sword of exorcism won't work on him
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since he's not possessed by evil.
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You have to attack using
Edge on your left arm!
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Tear him to pieces with Edge.
**[12:51] ---**
Or you won't be able to defeat him!
**[12:56] ---**
There's no way that he can do that!
**[13:04] ---**
Allen, if you don't hurry up and
turn it into Edge, I'll kill them.
**[13:08] ---**
That's unfair, Road!
**[13:11] ---**
She's doing this... knowing that
Allen-*kun* can't choose to do it.
**[13:20] ---**
Now, change weapons! Or do you
wanna hear Lenalee scream?
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Lavi...
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Can't you... hear... my voice?
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We're the only ones who can
protect Lenalee and Chaozii here.
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Krory said so, remember?
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I bet... Kanda would, too...
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Stop it...
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Lenalee...
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...thinks that we... her comrades,
are more important than even the world.
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If you keep this up, she'll cry!
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I'm not your comrade.
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Stop it!
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Now you realize it, right?
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Those are his true feelings!
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I've never thought that
you guys were my comrades.
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I'm Bookman's successor...
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...nothing else.
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Devouring Flame...
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Fire Stamp!
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Crown Clown!
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It split into two!
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Fire Stamp is his Innocence's power.
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This sword's ability is exorcism.
It's helpless against it.
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To receive his attack, I need to
change it to Crown Clown's Edge.
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No!
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Edge will hurt Lavi, too!
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I can't do that!
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Lavi...! Lavi!
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Heaven Stamp.
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Lavi! Please stop it now!
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Wake up!
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Pfft. I told you, you're wasting
your time, Lenalee.
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Lavi's mind is dead.
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That boy is a Bookman right now.
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That mindset is indeed his true feeling.
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He doesn't consider you his comrades.
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Devouring... Flame...
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La... vi...
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If Road's ability is causing this...
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I'm rolling the dice!
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Road!
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Ahhh! Road-*sama*!
**[16:46] ---**
Lero?
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Sorry...
**[16:51] ---**
It wasn't a bad idea, though, to attack me
using Lavi to create a blind spot.
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Have you forgotten that your attacks
didn't work on me in the rewinding town?
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Even if it's a sword of exorcism,
you're piercing something different.
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I'm me... but at the
same time, I'm not me.
**[17:15] ---**
If you don't know who
I truly am, you can't kill me!
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Oh, no...
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Why aren't you doing
what I tell you to do?
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You're a good Exorcist, but even you
can't change people's feelings.
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Fire... Stamp!
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Just give up!
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Allen-*kun*! Allen-*kun*!
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Lavi! Stop it!
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Stop the flame!
**[17:52] ---**
I've been swallowed by Fire Stamp,
but it doesn't feel hot...
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Lavi! Please, Lavi!
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The hot air from Fire Stamp
is melting them...
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This flame isn't burning me.
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Is it possible...?
**[18:18] ---**
What's... going on?
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My body is...
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My body is...
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...moving on its own...
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No way...
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Yes way, you bastard.
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How dare you go out of control, you idiot.
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Ah... this feels terrible...
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Are you... in your right mind?
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Right mind?
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Look who's talking.
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That was close.
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If your mind dies, that means
you go insane, right?
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At that moment...
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...if I didn't do this, I couldn't
keep my sanity, so...
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It was due to my inexperience!
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I'll make sure that you pay for this.
**[19:18] ---**
What?
**[19:19] ---**
I won't hold back in my attack!
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Fire Stamp!
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Nooooo!
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Lavi!
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Lavi!
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Ahhhhh! Road-*sama* was swallowed, lero!
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What a crazy guy... To think that he,
as a Bookman, would burn himself...
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But an attack like this won't work on--
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Then how about... an attack from
your world... from the dream?
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I guess I shouldn't
underestimate you, huh...?
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I'm impressed that you figured out
that I was disguising myself like this.
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It appears that you like Allen, so...
**[20:12] ---**
Are you gonna get yourself killed?
**[20:14] ---**
You won't be able to
become the next Bookman.
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Says the one who cornered me this far.
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This was the best choice
I could make for now.
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Sorry...
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This is goodbye.
**[20:52] ---**
*The scenery outside
the window has changed*
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*Even seasons leave me behind*
**[21:03] ---**
*I was closer to you than anyone else*
**[21:09] ---**
*And yet, why didn't I notice back then
what was causing my worry?*
**[21:14] ---**
*As you walked off into the distance*
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*I couldn’t say those
two simple words “Don’t go”*
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*There’s no way I can say that
all that matters is if you’re happy*
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*I hate this twisted heart of mine
so much that I don’t know what to do*
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Preview
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Lavi shoots Fire Stamp at himself
and is getting swallowed in the hell fire.
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Lenalee and I shout Lavi's name.
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Will our voices reach Lavi?
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On the next episode of *D.Gray-man*!
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"Voice of Darkness."
**[22:27] ---**
Voice of Darkness
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Bring salvation to this poor Akuma's soul!
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*D.Gray* Bonus Theater
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Hm?
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Hm?
**[22:35] ---**
Lavi, what'd you just hide?
**[22:38] ---**
Hm? Well...
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Hm?
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Ahhhhh!
**[22:42] ---**
You ate my *mitarashi-dango*!
**[22:45] ---**
Wh-What's the big deal? It's only *dango*.
**[22:50] ---**
Hey!
**[22:52] ---**
What're you two doing?!
**[22:54] ---**
Well...
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