# 11 - Gig of Despair
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/series/GRX02EZ06/deadman-wonderland)
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*Of course I'm pathetic!*
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*I haven't been able to do anything!*
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But Ganta is weak!
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*It's just like Shiro said!*
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*And, I ended up
misunderstanding and doubting her...*
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*Then, once I got scared I wanted
her to come save me again...*
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*The one I really have to punch is...!*
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Please, Mr. Senji!
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Teach me... Teach me how to fight!
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Teach a brat who was crying
and pissing his pants?
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I have no choice, but to become stronger...
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If I become stronger, I can save Mr. Nagi.
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If I become stronger,
I won't have to worry Shiro anymore!
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If I become stronger...
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I'll be able to defeat the Red Man!
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If I become stronger,
I won't have to be this miserable!
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I...
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I want to be strong enough
to beat down my weak self!
**[01:37] ---**
You got the right answer...
**[01:39] ---**
But, you're letting out too much fluid.
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S-Sorry...
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I forgot the one thing you
never do is give up, Ganta Igarashi.
**[01:50] ---**
Are you prepared?
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Always being "correct" is the muddy
road that lies closest to hell.
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Yes!
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"#11 'Gig of Despair'"
**[03:45] ---**
Give me another chocolate!
**[03:46] ---**
Hey, Wretched Egg...
**[03:48] ---**
All you've been doing
since yesterday is eating!
**[03:51] ---**
Wretch dog?
**[03:52] ---**
No, Wretched--
**[03:54] ---**
Shiro! I told you I'm Shiro!
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Was it that much of a shock, Shiro?
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That you were hit by your friend.
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My cheek still hurts!
**[04:03] ---**
Hurts? You...?
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Shiro is... Aceman.
**[04:09] ---**
After becoming Aceman, no matter
what I did, nothing hurt anymore.
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So why...
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Even though Shiro is Aceman, why...?
**[04:20] ---**
Why does Ganta hate me?
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Why don't the cookies taste good?
**[04:25] ---**
Even though I eat lots,
why don't I fill up right here?
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Even though he's just Ganta!
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Even though he's weak!
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Why does it hurt so much?!
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There's no need for you to feel pain.
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Just like you haven't until now.
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Even though you saved him, he betrayed you!
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Poor thing! Weak humans
are sly and irresponsible.
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They blame and hurt others
instead of themselves.
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Is someone that weak so
important to you, Shiro?
**[04:59] ---**
He's not important!
**[05:01] ---**
I hate Ganta!
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That's right! It's Ganta's fault!
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I'm going to go punch Ganta!
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Huh? Wait!
**[05:18] ---**
Shoot, these are liquor filled!
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It completely became a snacking event...
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I shall... No, I will eat some snacks, too.
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A lot of sweet "branches of sin"!
**[05:36] ---**
We'll give up on rescuing Nagi.
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Since we don't have enough forces,
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we'll have to use guerilla tactics
to get out, each using different routes.
**[05:43] ---**
But the routes Rokuro
coughed up might not be safe, right?
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Either way, there's no such
thing as a safe route.
**[05:49] ---**
You're absolutely right.
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If we meet an Undertaker, then, well...
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We'll deal with it as it happens...
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Right.
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What about Ganta?
**[05:59] ---**
Now that you mention it,
he hasn't come back.
**[06:01] ---**
We'll do it with the members we have here.
**[06:04] ---**
You lied to him about the time?
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I thought it would be better that way.
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Won't he hate you for it?
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Because I misjudged him,
I put him through a terrible experience.
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He already hates me.
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That's right. He's still young.
**[06:19] ---**
We each have our own scars and our
own freedoms, and with them we'll fight!
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In order to free
ourselves from these chains!
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Are you okay with this?
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Oh? You still alive?
**[06:38] ---**
Their chances of safety... are at most 32%...
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That is if they don't meet an Undertaker.
**[06:46] ---**
We will definitely succeed.
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Hey, it can't be that you're
thinking of sneaking in alone
**[06:50] ---**
and stopping them, right?
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Isn't that impossible?
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I'll be sure to do it.
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Even if it results in you dying?
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What terrible calculations.
**[07:07] ---**
I received it from my wife.
**[07:11] ---**
I wanted to carry around
a picture of my child.
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Is it a boy? A girl?
**[07:15] ---**
A girl.
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Can I see?
**[07:18] ---**
Of course.
**[07:22] ---**
Because of her, I still have hope
even in this absurd basement
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of Deadman Wonderland.
**[07:29] ---**
Someday the rain will stop,
the blue sky will open up,
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and I will see a rainbow.
That's what I imagine.
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Isn't she cute?
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Maybe I'm just a doting parent!
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Yeah! She looks a lot like you.
**[08:01] ---**
Now you've died 12 times.
**[08:03] ---**
You take too long to charge!
Your shot is too weak!
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The path is too easy to read.
And, most importantly, it's slow...
**[08:10] ---**
You're not shooting faster
than the speed of sound.
**[08:13] ---**
Speed of sound...
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Remember how to control
your blood with your body!
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Think of your blood like
your own arms and legs!
**[08:20] ---**
Yes! But, I don't know what to do...
**[08:23] ---**
Ganta, do you have
candy with you right now?
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Huh? Yeah... I always keep them all with me.
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Wait! What are you doing, Mr. Senji?!
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Don't move!
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Huh?!
**[08:39] ---**
Shoot down this candy from there.
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Do it by breaking through my defense.
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If your Ganta Gun is
slower than my Invisible Black,
**[08:49] ---**
then congratulations. You'll be executed.
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You have no choice,
but to increase your speed.
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Come on and shoot! Ganta Igarashi!
**[09:18] ---**
Not even close!
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Okay, next!
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Charge up faster!
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You're...
**[09:27] ---**
Do you know where Shiro is?
**[09:29] ---**
Hm?
**[09:30] ---**
...Mockingbird!
**[09:31] ---**
She ran out saying she was
going to punch Ganta Igarashi.
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Are you Shiro's... friend?
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Long time no see, Crow. How have you been?
**[09:43] ---**
You suddenly disappeared.
What have you been doing until now?
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Sorry!
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I was just dead for a little bit!
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Huh?!
**[09:59] ---**
I don't want to fight.
**[10:01] ---**
Although I'm happy
that you love me so much.
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Did you have this
kind of personality before?
**[10:10] ---**
Bastard... Just now...!
**[10:11] ---**
Wha...?! What is with this person?!
**[10:14] ---**
Mockingbird.
**[10:16] ---**
He's a crazed combatant everyone
calls the strongest deadman!
**[10:21] ---**
A lot of things happened to me...
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Right now I'm the weakest deadman.
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At least give this to me for free.
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Can I lick yours too?
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Huh?!
**[10:36] ---**
Hey, Woodpecker...
**[10:43] ---**
This guy is in the middle of training.
**[10:45] ---**
He can't waste a single drop of blood.
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Oh, I see.
**[10:50] ---**
It seems like the woman you're
looking for won't come to him.
**[10:54] ---**
Look somewhere else.
**[10:57] ---**
Hmm. I see. Then...
**[11:00] ---**
I'm Mockingbird, Toto Sakigami.
You can call me Toto.
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My name is Ganta.
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Nice to meet you, Woodpecker.
**[11:11] ---**
Oh, um... Is Shiro...?
**[11:26] ---**
It looks like the flies that survived
are still crawling around, Mr. Genkaku.
**[11:31] ---**
They'll be perfect to pass the time with.
**[11:35] ---**
Doubling as the promoter and
the new director is quite hectic.
**[11:39] ---**
I have to start making new toys.
**[11:43] ---**
Please hurry and finish up your games.
**[11:47] ---**
I got it, New Director.
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Besides, I got what I wanted.
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Why me?!
**[12:07] ---**
Hm? What's that sound?
**[12:09] ---**
Nothing.
**[12:11] ---**
Just the sound of a red flower blooming...
**[12:27] ---**
I wonder what Leader Genkaku is doing?
**[12:29] ---**
He's locked himself in this whole time.
**[12:32] ---**
Now that you mention it,
Satou hasn't come out either...
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*Calm down!*
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*From here on out I'll have to play it by ear!*
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*Just wait, Nagi!*
**[12:50] ---**
Y-You're...!
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Is it Scar Chain?!
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Who the hell are you?!
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Where am I?
**[13:00] ---**
Did I get it wrong?
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What are you doing?!
You can't come to a place like this!
**[13:05] ---**
So noisy. What's wrong?
**[13:09] ---**
It's that white woman who broke my guitar.
**[13:12] ---**
Um... It looks like she wandered in.
I'll send her back right away.
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And...
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A single fly? Don't you know
I'll find you out if you speak?
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Game Fowl...
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Isn't it almost time?
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I still have another hour!
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Just a bit more...
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No.
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If you pass out here, it's the end!
That's what's bound to happen.
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Mr. Senji!
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Even if you join in on their plan,
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you'll just be in the way
and be the first person to die.
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Either way, you'll die
pointlessly. Give it up.
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No way...!
**[14:04] ---**
Hm?
**[14:09] ---**
Shit!
**[14:13] ---**
*No use, the shot is too small!*
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*I don't have enough blood!*
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Hey! The shot just now!
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Anemia...
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Ah. Ah. Hello? Hello?
**[14:43] ---**
Hey fucking Scar Chain.
**[14:46] ---**
Monk!
**[14:48] ---**
Looks like you haven't
learned your lesson yet.
**[14:51] ---**
Don't you know
resignation is enlightenment?
**[14:53] ---**
Well, forget the preaching.
**[14:57] ---**
I hate both tag and hide-and-seek.
**[15:01] ---**
I'm going to start playing
with these two and kill them.
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I'll let you decide how your
lives as death row prisoners end--
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whether you come to save them
and die or fail escaping and die.
**[15:13] ---**
Everyone! Don't come!
**[15:15] ---**
Be sure to get outside and
keep our hope and Nagi's alive!
**[15:19] ---**
Shiro!
**[15:25] ---**
It was that last shot, Ganta Igarashi.
**[15:29] ---**
Your special Ganta Gun!
Make sure to shoot it dead center!
**[15:38] ---**
Hmph.
**[15:43] ---**
Karako, she went alone...
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That girl is so stupid!
**[15:52] ---**
Ms. Karako...
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What we have to do is...
**[16:03] ---**
Get outside!
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For sure...
**[16:14] ---**
*Shit! Which way?! Shit!*
**[16:17] ---**
*Ms. Karako and the others left me behind...*
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*They must have thought I wouldn't be of use!*
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*Everyone is...*
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Let me go!
**[16:33] ---**
Okay, it's over. Give it up.
**[16:47] ---**
Isn't this what it means?
To surpass the speed of light?
**[16:52] ---**
Minatsuki!
**[16:54] ---**
The Undertaker base is over there.
**[16:58] ---**
Jeez, you run off without
even knowing where your enemy is.
**[17:04] ---**
I've returned the favor for the penalty game.
**[17:06] ---**
Minatsuki, come with me.
**[17:09] ---**
I'm not interested in Owl's jail break game.
**[17:12] ---**
I have a stupid brother who isn't even
a deadman that keeps getting injured, too.
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And, unlike you, I'm not falsely charged.
**[17:21] ---**
I see. But I'll be sure to
make it so you can get out.
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Thank you for saving me.
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Stupid.
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*Everyone, I'm depending on you!*
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You!
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Ms. Karako! Shiro! I'll save you now!
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Ganta...
**[18:09] ---**
Hmph! I don't need saving from Ganta!
**[18:14] ---**
You bastards!
**[18:16] ---**
Quit it! These guys...
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Stupid! Like the branch
of sin would work on us!
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Make the amount of blood small and fast!
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All right!
**[18:38] ---**
Ganta!
**[18:39] ---**
Ganta!
**[18:40] ---**
Shi... ro... are you okay?
**[18:44] ---**
Ganta.
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Ganta!
**[19:05] ---**
To neglect your goal and come here...
You must still be a child!
**[19:14] ---**
The goal... Everyone else is...!
**[19:17] ---**
That's why, I...
**[19:19] ---**
Shiro!
**[19:24] ---**
Just one brat... It's a little disappointing.
**[19:28] ---**
It means that they were all pretty serious.
**[19:33] ---**
Looks like you’re just
a couple of wayward women.
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Then, let's start the gig of despair!
**[20:01] ---**
What is that?
**[20:03] ---**
Nagi!
**[20:04] ---**
Don't come near me! Please...
**[20:09] ---**
I've just come to my senses.
**[20:19] ---**
What are you saying?!
**[20:21] ---**
Let's all get out!
**[20:22] ---**
Your child is waiting for you!
**[20:25] ---**
Child?
**[20:33] ---**
Nagi?
**[20:38] ---**
There's nothing there.
**[20:42] ---**
My wife's belly was cut open by Genkaku
**[20:44] ---**
and she died while still carrying my child.
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There's no way that child would be alive!
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That's why I hated!
**[20:58] ---**
My child...
**[21:03] ---**
I did do something terrible to you.
**[21:07] ---**
I'm sad as well.
**[21:09] ---**
The valuable child between two deadmans...
**[21:15] ---**
To end up like this...
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I've come back to my senses.
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That's why I hate all living
humans so much I can't stand it!
**[21:41] ---**
Why did my wife...
Why did our child have to die?!
**[21:44] ---**
Why am I... Why is everyone still alive?!
**[21:48] ---**
Even though I knew despair!
**[21:59] ---**
Nagi?
**[22:04] ---**
I am this... weak...
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Mr. Nagi!
**[22:40] ---**
Become my ideal Asura, Owl!
**[22:44] ---**
Kill everyone! Save everyone!
**[23:10] ---**
*Meteors, black & night,
and the never-ending tears.*
**[23:16] ---**
*I hated this world of absurdity.*
**[23:25] ---**
*Wanting to run away from
this labyrinth with no exit,*
**[23:33] ---**
*I searched for freedom.*
**[23:39] ---**
*I did a handstand and saw the sky.*
**[23:47] ---**
*I saw a different person
from who I was yesterday.*
**[23:55] ---**
*Shiny shiny, the infinite stars shined.*
**[24:02] ---**
*This world is so beautiful.*
**[24:10] ---**
*Shiny shiny, the gleaming
moonlight is full of hope.*
**[24:17] ---**
*This world is so amazing.*
**[24:25] ---**
*Isn’t that right?*
**[24:33] ---**
*In front of true despair,*
**[24:35] ---**
*it is impossible even to feel powerlessness.*
**[24:38] ---**
*The true abyss does not even
allow you time to struggle.*
**[24:41] ---**
"#12 'Grateful Dead'"
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*If you think that is salvation, you
can just continue to lie there.*
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