E3 - Reflection and Revision Source: Crunchyroll Translator: Editor: Timer: QC: (Please feel free to edit the speaker names if incomplete or inaccurate. Names are handled on a best-effort basis depending on the info on the source file. Dialogue is left as is.) SIGN    Thursday, June 11th [00:17] (Flashback) Maaya     Oh! And here's your big brother! [00:23] (Flashback) Saki     Sorry. Maaya said she wanted     to come see my new home. [00:28] (Flashback) Saki     I didn't have your cell number,     so I tried calling the home phone. [00:33] (Flashback) Yuta     Ah, I was probably in the shower. [00:36] (Flashback) Saki     Also, I told Maaya that     you and I are siblings now. [00:41] (Flashback) Yuta     I don't really min— [00:42] (Flashback) Saki     It sounds like she was watching when you     came over to talk to me during tennis. [00:49] (Flashback) Saki     And when you gave me the umbrella. [00:56] (Flashback) Yuta     Sorry. I should've been more careful. [01:02] (Flashback) Saki     So... [01:05] (Flashback) Saki     can we exchange numbers? [01:13] Saki     Oh? [01:15] Akiko     Good morning! [01:16] Saki     Good morning. [01:18] Saki     Why aren't you in bed? [01:19] Akiko     I had trouble falling asleep. [01:21] Akiko     Also, hey, Taichi-san said     he'd be leaving late today, [01:25] Akiko     so I thought maybe we could all eat together. [01:28] Saki     I'll help. [01:31] Akiko     Thank you. [01:33] Akiko     It's been a while since we've     had breakfast together, huh? [01:37] Saki     Yeah. [01:42] Taichi     Man, this is paradise. SIGN    Episode 3 "Reflection and Revision" [01:45] Akiko     Don't be so dramatic! [01:47] Yuta     Yum. [01:48] Taichi     Hmm? [01:51] Taichi     You're right! Yum! [01:53] Yuta     Is this a rolled omelet? [01:55] Saki     A rolled omelet with broth. [01:57] Yuta     With broth? [01:59] Saki     You add dashi broth when you make it. [02:02] Yuta     Like the soup for noodles? [02:03] Saki     Well, we actually use white dashi. [02:06] Akiko     Saki knows the recipe. Why don't     you make it for him next time? [02:11] Saki     I can't get mine this fluffy, though. [02:16] Yuta     Oh, I like regular fried eggs, too. [02:20] Saki     Really? [02:22] Saki     Well, maybe I'll try if I'm in the mood. [02:28] Akiko     Thank you for helping, Yuta-kun. [02:31] Yuta     No trouble at all. [02:33] Yuta     Oh, is it all right if I throw your     clothes in with this week's laundry? [02:38] Saki     That's kind of... [02:40] Akiko     Actually, if you don't mind, Yuta-kun,     I'd be happy to do all the laundry myself. [02:47] Yuta     What? No, I can't make you do that. [02:51] Saki     A lot of the fabrics are super delicate.     Do you know how to use a laundry bag? [02:56] Yuta     Laundry bag? [02:57] Akiko     It's made of mesh netting to     protect the clothes from damage. [03:02] Yuta     Damage? Huh? [03:04] Saki     It's hard to explain, so we'll do it ourselves. [03:07] Yuta     Oh, okay. [03:09] Akiko     I'll wash Taichi-san's underwear.     Should I wash yours, too, Yuta-kun? [03:15] Yuta     Huh? [03:24] Saki     Wait. [03:27] Saki     I'll go with you. [03:31] Saki     I apologize. [03:33] Yuta     Huh? [03:34] Saki     I realize there's a possibility that     you prefer women's underwear. [03:40] Saki     It's not out of the question. [03:42] Yuta     Huh? [03:43] Saki     Even though I've always     rejected rigid gender roles, [03:48] Saki     I just assumed you didn't know     how to do the laundry. [03:50] Yuta     Ayase-san? [03:51] Saki     I've never seen you with     lipstick or foundation on, [03:54] Saki     but you might be the type who     only likes to doll up in private. [03:58] Yuta     Hold on. Calm down for a second, Ayase-san. [04:01] Saki     Huh? [04:12] Saki     I've calmed down. [04:14] Yuta     Okay. [04:15] Saki     Even if you're interested in cross-dressing, [04:17] Saki     it doesn't have to mean you actually do it. [04:22] Yuta     I don't cross-dress, and I don't put     makeup on when no one's looking. [04:26] Saki     But your eyebrows are shaped really nicely. [04:30] Yuta     Huh? [04:31] Saki     You must get them done, right?     Do you go to a salon? [04:34] Yuta     A barber shop. [04:35] Saki     Huh? You mean your eyebrows     are totally natural? [04:39] Yuta     Well, yeah. [04:41] Saki     I'm kind of jealous. [04:47] Saki     Don't you think it's hard to force all     sexual difference into just two categories? [04:51] Yuta     Huh... Yeah, I guess so. [04:54] Saki     But earlier, in the moment,     that thought didn't even cross my mind. [05:02] Yuta     I'm really not worried about it. [05:05] Saki     Thanks. I appreciate it. [05:08] Saki     But I can't forgive myself. [05:11] Saki     That's why I wanted to apologize. [05:18] Yuta     Sometimes we do things reflexively. [05:20] Saki     Reflectively? Like light? [05:22] Yuta     No, not that. I'm talking      about conditioned reflexes. [05:26] Saki     Oh... [05:28] Yuta     I think sometimes you say or do things     on instinct and can't really help it. [05:35] Yuta     I'm sure the ability to react reflexively     like that is useful in certain situations. [05:40] Saki     But still, prejudice leads to discrimination. [05:47] Yuta     That's why we need to reexamine things. [06:00] Yuta     Ayase-san, you've already reexamined     and reflected on what you did earlier. [06:05] Yuta     Once you've done that, I don't think     you need to keep worrying about it. [06:12] Yuta     Personally... [06:14] Yuta     I don't think you're the type who can't     reflect on and learn from what you've done. SIGN    B     I     C     Y     C     L     E     S          M     U     S     T [06:29] Yuta     Ayase-san? [06:34] Saki     Asamura-kun, you really... SIGN    understand me too well. [07:01] student     All right, let's go! [07:23] Saki     You're already back. [07:26] Saki     What? [07:28] Yuta     No, it's nothing. Don't worry about it. [07:30] Saki     Really? [07:31] Yuta     Uh, I've got work today. SIGN    You were looking, weren't you? [07:46] Saki     So your eyes were drawn to     the hanging undergarments, [07:50] Saki     which is why, when I startled you,     you up and ran. [07:55] Saki     Did you think I might've thought you     were about to go in and steal them? [07:59] Yuta     Well... I guess. [08:02] Saki     Even though they're your little sister's? [08:04] Yuta     Well, yeah. I'm aware of that. [08:09] Saki     Sorry. That was a little unfair. [08:12] Yuta     Huh? [08:13] Saki     Here. Have some cocoa. [08:16] Saki     Don't want it? I can take it back. [08:18] Yuta     No, that's okay. I'll take it. [08:24] Saki     I guess this makes us even now. [08:27] Yuta     Huh? [08:28] Saki     Your eyes being drawn to my underwear     is another kind of reflexive reaction. [08:34] Saki     But I don't think you're the type who can't      reflect on and learn from what you've done. [08:43] Yuta     Well, that's a relief. [08:46] Saki     So does this mean my underwear was      tempting enough to you to catch your eye? [08:52] Yuta     I didn't say that. [08:54] Saki     So it wasn't tempting at all? Huh. [08:58] Yuta     Are you teasing me right now? [09:01] Saki     Oh, I wonder. [09:03] Saki     But you can't say the thought of stealing     my underwear didn't cross your mind, right? [09:08] Yuta     I'd be lying if I said I didn't     feel any urge to take it, [09:12] Yuta     but that doesn't mean I'd act on it. [09:15] Saki     Hmm. So you did feel an urge. [09:19] Yuta     Having an urge to do something and acting     on that urge are two different things. [09:26] Saki     You're right. [09:28] Saki     Sorry. Let's drop it. [09:31] Saki     I've already eaten dinner and had my bath. [09:35] Yuta     Huh? Oh, okay. [09:38] Saki     Goodnight. [09:40] Yuta     Goodnight. SIGN    Friday, June 12th [09:55] Maaya     Hi, Big Brother. [09:58] Yuta     Hey, not at school! [10:00] Maaya     Did something happen to Saki? [10:01] Yuta     Huh? [10:02] Maaya     She's been like that since this morning. SIGN    You seem down. Did something happen? [10:17] student     Here it comes! SIGN    No. [10:28] Yuta     Dad's catching the last train home. [10:31] Saki     Okay. [11:14] Yuta     Sorry. I still haven't found a good,     high-paying job for you. [11:18] Saki     I never expected you to find one immediately. [11:20] Yuta     But at this rate, you're going to be     making me dinner for nothing. [11:27] Yuta     If you want me to help out more,     just say the word. [11:31] Saki     Sure. [13:35] Saki     Asamura-kun... SIGN    Are you willing to buy... SIGN    Are you willing to buy... SIGN    Are you willing to buy... SIGN    my body? SIGN    Asamura Ayase SIGN    Sunday, June 7th [14:37] Saki     Sunday, June 7th. [14:44] Saki     I'm relieved, to be honest. [14:48] Saki     I could tell when we were introduced     that he wasn't a bad person. [14:54] Saki     And also that he's considerate. [14:58] Saki     He's the kind of guy who'll even draw     a fresh bath for me when he's done. [15:05] Saki     And I never expected     that he attended Suisei, too. SIGN    Monday, June 8th [15:14] Saki     Monday, June 8th. [15:18] Saki     Asamura-kun came and talked to me at school. [15:22] Saki     He's a lot more level-headed than I thought. [15:27] Saki     I'm a little annoyed that he believed     the rumors about me, [15:32] Saki     but I can't really blame him. [15:36] Saki     I know how people see me. [15:40] Saki     But he got mad, and recognized     that I was mad about it, too. [15:46] Saki     This might be the first time anyone has     understood my feelings so effortlessly. SIGN    Tuesday, June 9th [15:55] Saki     Tuesday, June 9th. [15:58] Saki     Memo: Asamura-kun likes     his fried eggs with soy sauce. [16:04] Saki     Today, I start cooking. [16:05] Saki     Asamura-kun is trying to find     a high-paying job for me, [16:10] Saki     so I feel like it's the least I can do. [16:15] Saki     He seemed apologetic when he told     me he hadn't found anything yet, [16:21] Saki     but I really didn't think it     would be that easy, you know? [16:29] Saki     The right way to depend on people, huh? [16:34] Saki     If I could do that, sure. SIGN    Wednesday, June 10th [16:53] Saki     Wednesday, June 10th. SIGN    I was listening to music. [16:59] Saki     I'm so embarrassed. SIGN    I'm sorry I wasn't paying attention [17:01] Saki     I never thought he'd ask me... SIGN    English lessons? [17:05] Saki     I don't want him to see SIGN    What difference does it make? [17:07] Saki     how hard I actually work. I know it's not cool. [17:15] Saki     Maaya came to hang out at my new place. [17:18] Saki     The three of us played     games and laughed a lot. [17:22] Saki     I hadn't laughed so much in a long time. [17:27] Saki     We exchanged contact info. [17:30] Saki     Asamura-kun uses a landscape     photo as his profile picture. SIGN    Asamura Yuta [17:34] Saki     I'm not surprised. SIGN    Thursday, June 11th [17:36] Saki     Thursday, June 11th. [17:40] Saki     He said he wouldn't actually do it. [17:43] Saki     He said that having an urge and     acting on it are two different things. [17:51] Saki     I feel the exact same way. [17:54] Saki     I'm starting to realize that each and every     time Asamura-kun shares his thoughts, [17:58] Saki     it's always something that     I can relate to completely. SIGN    B     I     C     Y     C     L     E     S          M     U     S     T [18:04] Saki     That's probably why this feels so right. [18:20] Saki     Asamura-kun is dangerous. [18:23] Saki     He understands me far too well. [18:31] Yuta     Ayase-san, right now... [18:34] Yuta     you're acting exactly like     the kind of girl I hate. [18:41] Yuta     Using your looks as a weapon to get ahead... [18:44] Yuta     I thought you didn't want to be seen that way. [18:47] Yuta     If you can't prove people wrong in a way     that's not contingent on being a woman, [18:52] Yuta     then what's the point? [18:55] Saki     But... [18:57] Saki     I felt like since you understand that much— [19:00] Yuta     This isn't about me. [19:04] Yuta     It's... [19:07] Yuta     about you, Ayase-san. [19:19] Saki     I'm sorry. SIGN    Asamura Ayase [19:27] Saki     I think my father used to be a really nice guy. [19:32] Saki     But after his company failed,     he stopped trusting people. [19:37] Saki     My mom started working     twice as hard to provide for me, [19:43] Saki     but he didn't seem to like that, either. [19:50] Saki     He'd say to her,     "You're nothing but a sex worker." [19:56] Saki     "You use your body to get customers."     Really degrading stuff. [20:01] Saki     I understand he was going through a lot, [20:05] Saki     but that didn't make it okay     to take it out on my mom. [20:14] Yuta     I completely agree. [20:15] Saki     Huh? [20:17] Yuta     Uh, well... that's kind of like     what happened to us, too. [20:22] Yuta     After my mom cheated on my dad, [20:25] Yuta     he became kind of paranoid     of women for a while. [20:28] Saki     Your dad did? [20:37] Saki     And maybe you did, too? [20:45] Saki     You and I have a lot in common. [20:50] Saki     Even the broken parts. [20:54] Yuta     You might have a point. [20:58] Yuta     But even with those parts, I have a feeling     we'll be able to get along all right. [21:08] Yuta     As brother and sister. [21:17] Yuta     Oh, hey. I don't mind if you want     to start calling me "big brother." [21:34] Saki     Thanks. [21:38] Yuta     Ayase-san? [21:44] Saki     Let's make this work together, Asamura-kun. SIGN    Saturday, June 13th [21:51] Saki     Saturday, June 13th. [21:55] Saki     Asamura-kun and I ate dinner together.     Just the two of us. [21:59] Saki     We were able to convince our parents     to go out to eat for once. [22:06] Saki     It was actually Asamura-kun's idea. [22:09] Saki     He really is considerate of others. [22:24] Saki     That's exactly why I shouldn't     call him "big brother." [22:31] Saki     The moment I start calling him that, [22:33] Saki     I'll probably start depending     on him for everything. [22:38] Saki     I absolutely can't let myself do that. SIGN    I know it's strange to have toast with your rolled omelet with broth. [22:42] Saki     I'm sorry, Asamura-kun. SIGN    It isn't strange at all, Ayase-san. SIGN    I'm so glad. [22:47] Saki     But every time I call him "Asamura-kun," SIGN    That looks great, Yuta. SIGN    Mind sharing with your old man? [22:51] Saki     I get this indescribable feeling in my chest. [22:53] Saki     One very different from the way     I'd feel calling him my brother. [23:00] Saki     I've never felt this way before. [23:03] Saki     I don't even know what to call it. [23:07] Saki     Before I knew it, I started to     have feelings for Asamura-kun. [23:11] Saki     My mind is in a haze. [23:13] Saki     Recently, even when I'm in bed,     I have trouble falling asleep. [23:17] Saki     And here I want live independently.     I'm getting so sick of myself. [23:24] Saki     What's happening to me? [23:31] Saki     Seriously... SIGN    Episode 4 "Tendencies and Strategies