# E3 - Reflection and Revision
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***SIGN*** Thursday, June 11th
**[00:17] (Flashback) Maaya**
Oh! And here's your big brother!
**[00:23] (Flashback) Saki**
Sorry. Maaya said she wanted
to come see my new home.
**[00:28] (Flashback) Saki**
I didn't have your cell number,
so I tried calling the home phone.
**[00:33] (Flashback) Yuta**
Ah, I was probably in the shower.
**[00:36] (Flashback) Saki**
Also, I told Maaya that
you and I are siblings now.
**[00:41] (Flashback) Yuta**
I don't really min—
**[00:42] (Flashback) Saki**
It sounds like she was watching when you
came over to talk to me during tennis.
**[00:49] (Flashback) Saki**
And when you gave me the umbrella.
**[00:56] (Flashback) Yuta**
Sorry. I should've been more careful.
**[01:02] (Flashback) Saki**
So...
**[01:05] (Flashback) Saki**
can we exchange numbers?
**[01:13] Saki**
Oh?
**[01:15] Akiko**
Good morning!
**[01:16] Saki**
Good morning.
**[01:18] Saki**
Why aren't you in bed?
**[01:19] Akiko**
I had trouble falling asleep.
**[01:21] Akiko**
Also, hey, Taichi-san said
he'd be leaving late today,
**[01:25] Akiko**
so I thought maybe we could all eat together.
**[01:28] Saki**
I'll help.
**[01:31] Akiko**
Thank you.
**[01:33] Akiko**
It's been a while since we've
had breakfast together, huh?
**[01:37] Saki**
Yeah.
**[01:42] Taichi**
Man, this is paradise.
***SIGN*** Episode 3 "Reflection and Revision"
**[01:45] Akiko**
Don't be so dramatic!
**[01:47] Yuta**
Yum.
**[01:48] Taichi**
Hmm?
**[01:51] Taichi**
You're right! Yum!
**[01:53] Yuta**
Is this a rolled omelet?
**[01:55] Saki**
A rolled omelet with broth.
**[01:57] Yuta**
With broth?
**[01:59] Saki**
You add dashi broth when you make it.
**[02:02] Yuta**
Like the soup for noodles?
**[02:03] Saki**
Well, we actually use white dashi.
**[02:06] Akiko**
Saki knows the recipe. Why don't
you make it for him next time?
**[02:11] Saki**
I can't get mine this fluffy, though.
**[02:16] Yuta**
Oh, I like regular fried eggs, too.
**[02:20] Saki**
Really?
**[02:22] Saki**
Well, maybe I'll try if I'm in the mood.
**[02:28] Akiko**
Thank you for helping, Yuta-kun.
**[02:31] Yuta**
No trouble at all.
**[02:33] Yuta**
Oh, is it all right if I throw your
clothes in with this week's laundry?
**[02:38] Saki**
That's kind of...
**[02:40] Akiko**
Actually, if you don't mind, Yuta-kun,
I'd be happy to do all the laundry myself.
**[02:47] Yuta**
What? No, I can't make you do that.
**[02:51] Saki**
A lot of the fabrics are super delicate.
Do you know how to use a laundry bag?
**[02:56] Yuta**
Laundry bag?
**[02:57] Akiko**
It's made of mesh netting to
protect the clothes from damage.
**[03:02] Yuta**
Damage? Huh?
**[03:04] Saki**
It's hard to explain, so we'll do it ourselves.
**[03:07] Yuta**
Oh, okay.
**[03:09] Akiko**
I'll wash Taichi-san's underwear.
Should I wash yours, too, Yuta-kun?
**[03:15] Yuta**
Huh?
**[03:24] Saki**
Wait.
**[03:27] Saki**
I'll go with you.
**[03:31] Saki**
I apologize.
**[03:33] Yuta**
Huh?
**[03:34] Saki**
I realize there's a possibility that
you prefer women's underwear.
**[03:40] Saki**
It's not out of the question.
**[03:42] Yuta**
Huh?
**[03:43] Saki**
Even though I've always
rejected rigid gender roles,
**[03:48] Saki**
I just assumed you didn't know
how to do the laundry.
**[03:50] Yuta**
Ayase-san?
**[03:51] Saki**
I've never seen you with
lipstick or foundation on,
**[03:54] Saki**
but you might be the type who
only likes to doll up in private.
**[03:58] Yuta**
Hold on. Calm down for a second, Ayase-san.
**[04:01] Saki**
Huh?
**[04:12] Saki**
I've calmed down.
**[04:14] Yuta**
Okay.
**[04:15] Saki**
Even if you're interested in cross-dressing,
**[04:17] Saki**
it doesn't have to mean you actually do it.
**[04:22] Yuta**
I don't cross-dress, and I don't put
makeup on when no one's looking.
**[04:26] Saki**
But your eyebrows are shaped really nicely.
**[04:30] Yuta**
Huh?
**[04:31] Saki**
You must get them done, right?
Do you go to a salon?
**[04:34] Yuta**
A barber shop.
**[04:35] Saki**
Huh? You mean your eyebrows
are totally natural?
**[04:39] Yuta**
Well, yeah.
**[04:41] Saki**
I'm kind of jealous.
**[04:47] Saki**
Don't you think it's hard to force all
sexual difference into just two categories?
**[04:51] Yuta**
Huh... Yeah, I guess so.
**[04:54] Saki**
But earlier, in the moment,
that thought didn't even cross my mind.
**[05:02] Yuta**
I'm really not worried about it.
**[05:05] Saki**
Thanks. I appreciate it.
**[05:08] Saki**
But I can't forgive myself.
**[05:11] Saki**
That's why I wanted to apologize.
**[05:18] Yuta**
Sometimes we do things reflexively.
**[05:20] Saki**
Reflectively? Like light?
**[05:22] Yuta**
No, not that. I'm talking
about conditioned reflexes.
**[05:26] Saki**
Oh...
**[05:28] Yuta**
I think sometimes you say or do things
on instinct and can't really help it.
**[05:35] Yuta**
I'm sure the ability to react reflexively
like that is useful in certain situations.
**[05:40] Saki**
But still, prejudice leads to discrimination.
**[05:47] Yuta**
That's why we need to reexamine things.
**[06:00] Yuta**
Ayase-san, you've already reexamined
and reflected on what you did earlier.
**[06:05] Yuta**
Once you've done that, I don't think
you need to keep worrying about it.
**[06:12] Yuta**
Personally...
**[06:14] Yuta**
I don't think you're the type who can't
reflect on and learn from what you've done.
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**[06:29] Yuta**
Ayase-san?
**[06:34] Saki**
Asamura-kun, you really...
***SIGN*** understand me too well.
**[07:01] student**
All right, let's go!
**[07:23] Saki**
You're already back.
**[07:26] Saki**
What?
**[07:28] Yuta**
No, it's nothing. Don't worry about it.
**[07:30] Saki**
Really?
**[07:31] Yuta**
Uh, I've got work today.
***SIGN*** You were looking, weren't you?
**[07:46] Saki**
So your eyes were drawn to
the hanging undergarments,
**[07:50] Saki**
which is why, when I startled you,
you up and ran.
**[07:55] Saki**
Did you think I might've thought you
were about to go in and steal them?
**[07:59] Yuta**
Well... I guess.
**[08:02] Saki**
Even though they're your little sister's?
**[08:04] Yuta**
Well, yeah. I'm aware of that.
**[08:09] Saki**
Sorry. That was a little unfair.
**[08:12] Yuta**
Huh?
**[08:13] Saki**
Here. Have some cocoa.
**[08:16] Saki**
Don't want it? I can take it back.
**[08:18] Yuta**
No, that's okay. I'll take it.
**[08:24] Saki**
I guess this makes us even now.
**[08:27] Yuta**
Huh?
**[08:28] Saki**
Your eyes being drawn to my underwear
is another kind of reflexive reaction.
**[08:34] Saki**
But I don't think you're the type who can't
reflect on and learn from what you've done.
**[08:43] Yuta**
Well, that's a relief.
**[08:46] Saki**
So does this mean my underwear was
tempting enough to you to catch your eye?
**[08:52] Yuta**
I didn't say that.
**[08:54] Saki**
So it wasn't tempting at all? Huh.
**[08:58] Yuta**
Are you teasing me right now?
**[09:01] Saki**
Oh, I wonder.
**[09:03] Saki**
But you can't say the thought of stealing
my underwear didn't cross your mind, right?
**[09:08] Yuta**
I'd be lying if I said I didn't
feel any urge to take it,
**[09:12] Yuta**
but that doesn't mean I'd act on it.
**[09:15] Saki**
Hmm. So you did feel an urge.
**[09:19] Yuta**
Having an urge to do something and acting
on that urge are two different things.
**[09:26] Saki**
You're right.
**[09:28] Saki**
Sorry. Let's drop it.
**[09:31] Saki**
I've already eaten dinner and had my bath.
**[09:35] Yuta**
Huh? Oh, okay.
**[09:38] Saki**
Goodnight.
**[09:40] Yuta**
Goodnight.
***SIGN*** Friday, June 12th
**[09:55] Maaya**
Hi, Big Brother.
**[09:58] Yuta**
Hey, not at school!
**[10:00] Maaya**
Did something happen to Saki?
**[10:01] Yuta**
Huh?
**[10:02] Maaya**
She's been like that since this morning.
***SIGN*** You seem down. Did something happen?
**[10:17] student**
Here it comes!
***SIGN*** No.
**[10:28] Yuta**
Dad's catching the last train home.
**[10:31] Saki**
Okay.
**[11:14] Yuta**
Sorry. I still haven't found a good,
high-paying job for you.
**[11:18] Saki**
I never expected you to find one immediately.
**[11:20] Yuta**
But at this rate, you're going to be
making me dinner for nothing.
**[11:27] Yuta**
If you want me to help out more,
just say the word.
**[11:31] Saki**
Sure.
**[13:35] Saki**
Asamura-kun...
***SIGN*** Are you willing to buy...
***SIGN*** Are you willing to buy...
***SIGN*** Are you willing to buy...
***SIGN*** my body?
***SIGN*** Asamura Ayase
***SIGN*** Sunday, June 7th
**[14:37] Saki**
*Sunday, June 7th.*
**[14:44] Saki**
*I'm relieved, to be honest.*
**[14:48] Saki**
* I could tell when we were introduced*
* that he wasn't a bad person.*
**[14:54] Saki**
*And also that he's considerate.*
**[14:58] Saki**
* He's the kind of guy who'll even draw*
* a fresh bath for me when he's done.*
**[15:05] Saki**
* And I never expected*
* that he attended Suisei, too.*
***SIGN*** Monday, June 8th
**[15:14] Saki**
*Monday, June 8th.*
**[15:18] Saki**
*Asamura-kun came and talked to me at school.*
**[15:22] Saki**
*He's a lot more level-headed than I thought.*
**[15:27] Saki**
* I'm a little annoyed that he believed*
* the rumors about me,*
**[15:32] Saki**
*but I can't really blame him.*
**[15:36] Saki**
*I know how people see me.*
**[15:40] Saki**
* But he got mad, and recognized*
* that I was mad about it, too.*
**[15:46] Saki**
* This might be the first time anyone has*
* understood my feelings so effortlessly.*
***SIGN*** Tuesday, June 9th
**[15:55] Saki**
*Tuesday, June 9th.*
**[15:58] Saki**
* Memo: Asamura-kun likes*
* his fried eggs with soy sauce.*
**[16:04] Saki**
*Today, I start cooking.*
**[16:05] Saki**
* Asamura-kun is trying to find*
* a high-paying job for me,*
**[16:10] Saki**
*so I feel like it's the least I can do.*
**[16:15] Saki**
* He seemed apologetic when he told*
* me he hadn't found anything yet,*
**[16:21] Saki**
* but I really didn't think it*
* would be that easy, you know?*
**[16:29] Saki**
*The right way to depend on people, huh?*
**[16:34] Saki**
*If I could do that, sure.*
***SIGN*** Wednesday, June 10th
**[16:53] Saki**
*Wednesday, June 10th.*
***SIGN*** I was listening to music.
**[16:59] Saki**
*I'm so embarrassed.*
***SIGN*** I'm sorry I wasn't paying attention
**[17:01] Saki**
*I never thought he'd ask me...*
***SIGN*** English lessons?
**[17:05] Saki**
*I don't want him to see*
***SIGN*** What difference does it make?
**[17:07] Saki**
*how hard I actually work. I know it's not cool.*
**[17:15] Saki**
*Maaya came to hang out at my new place.*
**[17:18] Saki**
* The three of us played*
* games and laughed a lot.*
**[17:22] Saki**
*I hadn't laughed so much in a long time.*
**[17:27] Saki**
*We exchanged contact info.*
**[17:30] Saki**
* Asamura-kun uses a landscape*
* photo as his profile picture.*
***SIGN*** Asamura Yuta
**[17:34] Saki**
*I'm not surprised.*
***SIGN*** Thursday, June 11th
**[17:36] Saki**
*Thursday, June 11th.*
**[17:40] Saki**
*He said he wouldn't actually do it.*
**[17:43] Saki**
* He said that having an urge and*
* acting on it are two different things.*
**[17:51] Saki**
*I feel the exact same way.*
**[17:54] Saki**
* I'm starting to realize that each and every*
* time Asamura-kun shares his thoughts,*
**[17:58] Saki**
* it's always something that*
* I can relate to completely.*
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**[18:04] Saki**
*That's probably why this feels so right.*
**[18:20] Saki**
*Asamura-kun is dangerous.*
**[18:23] Saki**
*He understands me far too well.*
**[18:31] Yuta**
Ayase-san, right now...
**[18:34] Yuta**
you're acting exactly like
the kind of girl I hate.
**[18:41] Yuta**
Using your looks as a weapon to get ahead...
**[18:44] Yuta**
I thought you didn't want to be seen that way.
**[18:47] Yuta**
If you can't prove people wrong in a way
that's not contingent on being a woman,
**[18:52] Yuta**
then what's the point?
**[18:55] Saki**
But...
**[18:57] Saki**
I felt like since you understand that much—
**[19:00] Yuta**
This isn't about me.
**[19:04] Yuta**
It's...
**[19:07] Yuta**
about you, Ayase-san.
**[19:19] Saki**
I'm sorry.
***SIGN*** Asamura Ayase
**[19:27] Saki**
I think my father used to be a really nice guy.
**[19:32] Saki**
But after his company failed,
he stopped trusting people.
**[19:37] Saki**
My mom started working
twice as hard to provide for me,
**[19:43] Saki**
but he didn't seem to like that, either.
**[19:50] Saki**
He'd say to her,
"You're nothing but a sex worker."
**[19:56] Saki**
"You use your body to get customers."
Really degrading stuff.
**[20:01] Saki**
I understand he was going through a lot,
**[20:05] Saki**
but that didn't make it okay
to take it out on my mom.
**[20:14] Yuta**
I completely agree.
**[20:15] Saki**
Huh?
**[20:17] Yuta**
Uh, well... that's kind of like
what happened to us, too.
**[20:22] Yuta**
After my mom cheated on my dad,
**[20:25] Yuta**
he became kind of paranoid
of women for a while.
**[20:28] Saki**
Your dad did?
**[20:37] Saki**
And maybe you did, too?
**[20:45] Saki**
You and I have a lot in common.
**[20:50] Saki**
Even the broken parts.
**[20:54] Yuta**
You might have a point.
**[20:58] Yuta**
But even with those parts, I have a feeling
we'll be able to get along all right.
**[21:08] Yuta**
As brother and sister.
**[21:17] Yuta**
Oh, hey. I don't mind if you want
to start calling me "big brother."
**[21:34] Saki**
Thanks.
**[21:38] Yuta**
Ayase-san?
**[21:44] Saki**
Let's make this work together, Asamura-kun.
***SIGN*** Saturday, June 13th
**[21:51] Saki**
*Saturday, June 13th.*
**[21:55] Saki**
* Asamura-kun and I ate dinner together.*
* Just the two of us.*
**[21:59] Saki**
* We were able to convince our parents*
* to go out to eat for once.*
**[22:06] Saki**
*It was actually Asamura-kun's idea.*
**[22:09] Saki**
*He really is considerate of others.*
**[22:24] Saki**
* That's exactly why I shouldn't*
* call him "big brother."*
**[22:31] Saki**
*The moment I start calling him that,*
**[22:33] Saki**
* I'll probably start depending*
* on him for everything.*
**[22:38] Saki**
*I absolutely can't let myself do that.*
***SIGN*** I know it's strange to have toast with your rolled omelet with broth.
**[22:42] Saki**
*I'm sorry, Asamura-kun.*
***SIGN*** It isn't strange at all, Ayase-san.
***SIGN*** I'm so glad.
**[22:47] Saki**
*But every time I call him "Asamura-kun,"*
***SIGN*** That looks great, Yuta.
***SIGN*** Mind sharing with your old man?
**[22:51] Saki**
*I get this indescribable feeling in my chest.*
**[22:53] Saki**
* One very different from the way*
* I'd feel calling him my brother.*
**[23:00] Saki**
*I've never felt this way before.*
**[23:03] Saki**
*I don't even know what to call it.*
**[23:07] Saki**
* Before I knew it, I started to*
* have feelings for Asamura-kun.*
**[23:11] Saki**
*My mind is in a haze.*
**[23:13] Saki**
* Recently, even when I'm in bed,*
* I have trouble falling asleep.*
**[23:17] Saki**
* And here I want live independently.*
* I'm getting so sick of myself.*
**[23:24] Saki**
*What's happening to me?*
**[23:31] Saki**
*Seriously...*
***SIGN*** Episode 4 "Tendencies and Strategies