# E4 - Rascal
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/G14U4XEZD/rascal)
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**[00:02] ---**
Stop it! Mom!
**[00:04] ---**
Let me go, Aruto!
**[00:06] ---**
I can't take this anymore!
**[00:08] ---**
You can't do this!
**[01:42] ---**
Conveyor Belt Sushi
**[01:42] ---**
Conveyor Belt Sushi
**[01:42] ---**
Dogen
**[01:42] ---**
Dogen
**[01:43] ---**
First comes rock...
**[01:43] ---**
Dogen Sushi
**[01:45] ---**
Rock, paper, scissors!
**[01:47] ---**
Another tie?
**[01:50] ---**
First comes rock...
**[01:52] ---**
Rock, paper... Hey!
**[01:55] ---**
Your fault for not just eating it.
**[01:59] ---**
I'm getting the next one!
**[02:01] ---**
They're such dorks.
**[02:04] ---**
Anyway, did you find out
any more about Somnium?
**[02:06] ---**
It's Somnium *Drop*. Drop.
**[02:09] ---**
Ah, hush up. Did you find out anything or not?
**[02:12] ---**
Unfortunately not.
**[02:14] ---**
I tried a bunch of other accounts,
**[02:16] ---**
but Dream Man never showed up.
**[02:18] ---**
I saw some weirdo hanging around Shibuya,
but he was just a bottom-rung flunky.
**[02:23] ---**
The one thing we do know is that the
distributors don't make it themselves.
**[02:26] ---**
Yeah. One of my friends took one.
**[02:29] ---**
She said she got it in a club,
but that's all she could remember.
**[02:33] ---**
I was possessed by a Weird in the Traumerei
after taking just one. Maybe she was, too?
**[02:38] ---**
Tomomi said some kids go to
the Traumerei lots of times.
**[02:42] ---**
So it's different for everyone, huh?
**[02:44] ---**
Hey, that's disgusting! He licked it!
**[02:48] ---**
Winner! It's my pudding now!
**[02:51] ---**
You piece of...
**[02:51] ---**
The boys are lucky. They're morons.
**[02:57] ---**
Ha! You can't eat it now.
**[02:59] ---**
Don't underestimate the
appetite of a teenage boy!
**[03:02] ---**
Ew, he actually ate it.
**[03:09] ---**
Bye!
**[03:11] ---**
See ya.
**[03:23] ---**
I'm home.
**[03:25] ---**
Welcome back. The bath's ready.
**[03:27] ---**
Thanks, as always.
**[03:30] ---**
You've been at work since the crack of
dawn, right? Jump in that bath already.
**[03:33] ---**
I'm sorry... I mean it.
**[03:36] ---**
Where's Mom?
**[03:39] ---**
She says everything tastes like nothing.
**[03:41] ---**
I see.
**[04:03] ---**
I want to die
**[04:06] ---**
My life is meaningless!
**[04:07] ---**
I just want it to be over
**[04:08] ---**
I want to disappear
quietly...
**[04:10] ---**
My life means
absolutely nothing
**[04:11] ---**
I wish I'd been born prettier...
**[04:13] ---**
Do you want to fall asleep
**[04:13] ---**
like you're having a dream?
**[04:15] ---**
Dreaming
Beauty
**[04:23] ---**
Fire Extinguisher
**[04:54] ---**
Yeah, that's the mark.
**[04:56] ---**
Are there others?
**[04:57] ---**
This is all I found.
**[04:59] ---**
I took a look around,
and this is the only one.
**[05:02] ---**
I see. Good work.
**[05:04] ---**
It wasn't work.
**[05:05] ---**
And don't act like you're my boss.
**[05:07] ---**
Hey, can we get a PS?
**[05:10] ---**
I wanna play *Elephant's Forest*.
Everyone's playing it.
**[05:13] ---**
I already promised that
I'd get you one for Christmas.
**[05:18] ---**
But I won't be able to talk
about it with my friends.
**[05:21] ---**
I need it so I can talk about it
with all the other kids at school.
**[05:26] ---**
I guess when I was your age, everyone *did*
spend all day talking about video games...
**[05:30] ---**
Right? Right? So can we?
**[05:33] ---**
Okay, okay, we'll ask your father.
**[05:35] ---**
Aw, Dad?
**[05:35] ---**
What's this? You want a PS, too?
**[05:38] ---**
I've got one.
**[05:40] ---**
If you want one that bad,
get your mom to buy one for you.
**[05:45] ---**
Ow!
**[05:47] ---**
Aruto!
**[05:51] ---**
Seriously? Bragging
about your game console?
**[05:53] ---**
You're so immature.
**[05:55] ---**
That wasn't the reason.
**[05:59] ---**
I can tell... somehow.
**[06:03] ---**
No idea.
**[06:05] ---**
No clue.
**[06:06] ---**
How would I know?
**[06:08] ---**
He's part of your team, isn't he?
**[06:10] ---**
Yet, you don't know what his home life is like?
**[06:12] ---**
Does his home life have
anything to do with how we fight?
**[06:17] ---**
No.
**[06:18] ---**
Then, I don't need to know about it.
**[06:22] ---**
Don't look at me like that.
**[06:24] ---**
I don't choose Knocker-ups based
on what their home life is like.
**[06:28] ---**
For example, I know nothing
about your circumstances.
**[06:31] ---**
Why do you care about his home life, anyway?
**[06:35] ---**
That look...
**[06:38] ---**
That was the look of someone
who's jealous of a happy family.
**[06:42] ---**
How can you tell?
**[06:45] ---**
He's the type of person who
doesn't like to show weakness.
**[06:59] ---**
What do *you* want?
**[07:01] ---**
You always do the cooking, huh?
**[07:03] ---**
What's it to you? It doesn't affect my work.
**[07:07] ---**
Oh, nothing. I'm just being nosy.
**[07:10] ---**
I see. Bye, then.
**[07:16] ---**
Hold it.
**[07:17] ---**
When you see a family that's all smiles,
it bugs you sometimes, doesn't it?
**[07:22] ---**
I was the same.
**[07:25] ---**
When my brother died,
my family was torn apart.
**[07:28] ---**
My parents didn't know what to do.
They just spent their days crying.
**[07:33] ---**
I was so sad I couldn't even cry.
**[07:36] ---**
So you're sympathizing?
**[07:37] ---**
No, that's not it!
**[07:39] ---**
I just mean... You can ask people for help—
**[07:41] ---**
Shut up! Leave me alone!
**[07:54] ---**
Even if I go to them for help...
**[07:57] ---**
Even if I go to them for help...
**[07:59] ---**
Nobody will help me!
**[08:03] ---**
Alarm
**[08:10] ---**
*Do not rush when boarding the train.*
**[08:13] ---**
*Door closing.*
**[08:33] ---**
I'm sorry! It was my mistake!
**[08:38] ---**
I'm so sorry, sir!
**[08:48] ---**
I'm sorry! I'm sorry!
**[08:52] ---**
Right now? Yes... Yes.
**[08:57] ---**
Understood.
**[09:21] ---**
I'm tired.
**[09:24] ---**
I want to die...
**[10:03] ---**
This tastes... like paper.
**[10:08] ---**
Dreaming
Beauty
**[10:17] ---**
Mom, I'm home.
**[10:21] ---**
Mom?
**[10:25] ---**
Mom?
**[10:27] ---**
Please don't look for me
**[10:29] ---**
Please don't look for me
**[10:55] ---**
Mom...
**[11:02] ---**
Mom!
**[11:06] ---**
Mom!
**[11:40] ---**
Mom...
**[11:41] ---**
Aruto...
**[11:47] ---**
Mom!
**[11:53] ---**
I'm... tired...
**[11:57] ---**
This keeps happening...
**[12:00] ---**
Just... stop...
**[12:11] ---**
I'm sorry... I'm a failure as a mother.
**[12:14] ---**
I don't belong anywhere...
not at work, nor at home...
**[12:18] ---**
I should just disappear!
**[12:28] ---**
That's not true.
**[12:30] ---**
I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry...
**[12:35] ---**
I'm sorry... I'm sorry...
**[12:40] ---**
Mom...
**[12:42] ---**
You didn't do anything wrong.
**[12:55] ---**
I'm home.
**[12:59] ---**
Welcome back.
**[13:01] ---**
The bath's ready.
**[13:03] ---**
I got your message.
**[13:06] ---**
She's taken her meds, and she's fine now.
**[13:08] ---**
I'm sorry for making you do all this.
**[13:10] ---**
I'm sure you'd rather be out
playing with friends.
**[13:12] ---**
Friends are annoying.
Everyone at school's a little kid.
**[13:16] ---**
Come on. Get in that bath already.
**[13:18] ---**
I can't have mine until
after you've had yours, Dad.
**[13:24] ---**
Shibuya Center Street
**[13:33] ---**
Dreaming Beauty
**[13:33] ---**
Look at the base of the lamppost
**[13:50] ---**
*If I take this...*
**[13:59] ---**
Come with me.
**[14:00] ---**
Come to sympathize some more?
**[14:03] ---**
This isn't about sympathy.
**[14:04] ---**
This is what you need right now.
**[14:11] ---**
Come in.
**[14:12] ---**
You sure it's okay? There's nobody here.
**[14:14] ---**
It's fine. The owner's a buddy of mine.
**[14:22] ---**
Here.
**[14:24] ---**
Time to let your body do some yelling.
**[14:28] ---**
One, two. One, two.
**[14:31] ---**
One, two. One, two. One, two.
**[14:36] ---**
This feels great.
**[14:38] ---**
Just what I want to hear.
**[14:43] ---**
All right, come at me!
**[14:51] ---**
Too quick for you?
**[14:52] ---**
You're kidding, right?
**[14:54] ---**
Okay, next I'll do a right,
a left, then a right knee.
**[14:57] ---**
Bring it!
**[15:04] ---**
T-Timeout!
**[15:05] ---**
Go easy on me, will ya?
**[15:07] ---**
Sorry. Did that hurt?
**[15:08] ---**
"Hurt" is an understatement.
**[15:21] ---**
Feels good, right?
**[15:24] ---**
That's how much your body wanted to yell out.
**[15:37] ---**
I ain't giving you sympathy.
**[15:40] ---**
After all, I don't know
what you're going through.
**[15:44] ---**
But if you ever wanna do some
yelling, come let it all out here.
**[15:48] ---**
You can yell as loud as you like here.
**[15:59] ---**
Knocker-up!
**[16:23] ---**
You're late.
**[16:24] ---**
Where's the Dreamer?
**[16:26] ---**
Behind these guys.
**[16:32] ---**
Hey, buddy!
**[16:39] ---**
I... just want to disappear.
**[16:45] ---**
I offer up my wish...
**[16:55] ---**
What? Is this a Desaria, too?
**[16:57] ---**
What do we do?
**[16:58] ---**
Shoot it down.
**[17:04] ---**
Hey, watch it, Jessica!
**[17:06] ---**
Watch where you're aiming that thing!
**[17:08] ---**
Who are you to tell me what to do?
**[17:11] ---**
But there's no point wasting ammo.
**[17:17] ---**
Where *is* the Weird, anyway?
**[17:19] ---**
That's probably it.
**[17:25] ---**
That thing's a Weird, too?
**[17:27] ---**
Probably.
**[17:28] ---**
There's nowhere to stand,
and our enemy's just a dot.
**[17:32] ---**
We have no way of attacking it.
**[17:34] ---**
Damn it!
**[17:35] ---**
Damn it! Damn it!
**[17:37] ---**
Ryuhei, listen to me!
**[17:39] ---**
Before he became a Weird,
he said he wanted to disappear, right?
**[17:43] ---**
Yeah. Though if he wanted to kill himself,
he didn't need to get Shibuya involved.
**[17:48] ---**
I don't think he meant suicide.
**[17:51] ---**
He honestly wants to disappear.
**[17:53] ---**
You understand that feeling, too, right?
**[17:57] ---**
When my brother died
and my family was a mess,
**[18:01] ---**
I wanted to disappear.
**[18:03] ---**
But suicide seems like
such hard work, doesn't it?
**[18:06] ---**
I didn't have the energy for it.
**[18:09] ---**
So...
**[18:10] ---**
I just wanted to quietly disappear.
**[18:13] ---**
But what you actually
wanted to do was yell, right?
**[18:19] ---**
I have an idea, but I can't do it alone.
**[18:22] ---**
All right, you can rely on me!
**[18:25] ---**
Okay. Thanks.
**[18:31] ---**
That's not how you rely on someone!
**[18:33] ---**
Hey, you listenin'?!
**[18:37] ---**
* Even if you erase the whole world,*
* you won't disappear.*
**[18:41] ---**
*Nor will your pain.*
**[18:43] ---**
That Aruto...
**[18:45] ---**
Ryuhei, behind you!
**[18:49] ---**
Wait! Wait!
**[18:54] ---**
*Someone else needs you.*
**[18:58] ---**
* But no matter how much I tell*
* you that, you won't understand.*
**[19:08] ---**
This is all I can tell you.
**[19:16] ---**
So warm...
**[19:18] ---**
That's right.
**[19:20] ---**
What I wanted was...
**[19:23] ---**
someone's warmth.
**[19:43] ---**
Why, you!
**[19:44] ---**
Calm down. It's over.
**[19:47] ---**
You got rid of a Weird without erasing it.
**[19:49] ---**
Well done, Aruto.
**[19:58] ---**
So he'll never wake up again?
**[20:00] ---**
Nope.
**[20:01] ---**
But he's been freed from his pain, right?
**[20:05] ---**
I don't like it!
**[20:07] ---**
I refuse to accept that someone can
be freed from their pain this way!
**[20:11] ---**
Me neither.
**[20:14] ---**
So...
**[20:16] ---**
So...
**[20:18] ---**
Will you all come with me?
**[20:20] ---**
Fushibe
**[20:21] ---**
Hey, idiot.
**[20:23] ---**
Don't use toothpicks in your
cabbage rolls. Use dried spaghetti.
**[20:27] ---**
Why are you showing off
your housewife skills?
**[20:30] ---**
I'm surprised.
**[20:31] ---**
About what?
**[20:31] ---**
You don't look like you'd be good at cooking.
**[20:34] ---**
Cooking's easy!
**[20:36] ---**
Sorry about the noise.
**[20:38] ---**
It's fine.
**[20:45] ---**
Can I stay like this for a while?
**[20:51] ---**
I'm sorry...
**[20:53] ---**
I'm sorry, Mom...
**[20:56] ---**
I thought I had to do my best all
the time... but I was at my limit.
**[21:01] ---**
But now, I have friends I can rely on.
**[21:10] ---**
Aruto...
**[21:12] ---**
You're so warm...
**[21:14] ---**
So are you, Mom...
**[21:28] ---**
It tastes good.
**[21:29] ---**
Yay!
**[21:30] ---**
See? Aren't I great?
**[23:25] ---**
Next Time
**[23:25] ---**
We all judge others, but the
judgments we make may not be correct.
**[23:30] ---**
And the judged may not always repent.
**[23:33] ---**
The dark hands of temptation reach out
towards the heart of a suffering victim.
**[23:37] ---**
My Own Decision
**[23:37] ---**
Next Time: My Own Decision.