# E21 - Live in the Now, Now, Now!
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/G31UX0XJ8/live-in-the-now-now-now)
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**[00:04] ---**
What the heck is going on?
**[00:08] ---**
If you think you can just go and see Teruto,
you're more optimistic than I thought.
**[00:12] ---**
You demon.
**[00:14] ---**
Me?
**[00:16] ---**
Where did the giant go?
**[00:19] ---**
Call.
**[00:21] ---**
Lionel.
**[00:23] ---**
Lionel?
**[00:25] ---**
Call. Margreia.
**[00:30] ---**
Margreia.
**[00:33] ---**
Call. Iris.
**[00:37] ---**
Call. Lepardas.
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Demons must be buried.
**[00:48] ---**
Build...
**[00:49] ---**
...Divide.
**[02:20] ---**
#21 Live in the Now, Now, Now!
**[02:30] ---**
Such a long way to go.
**[02:34] ---**
Kikka... Naomitsu...
**[02:38] ---**
They let me go on ahead,
so I have to keep moving forward.
**[02:42] ---**
Baongulo. Attack the player.
**[02:49] ---**
Using Bugena to attack the player.
**[02:53] ---**
Damn it. Calm down.
**[02:56] ---**
I can't let myself get deceived
by those illusions.
**[03:00] ---**
Draw.
**[03:02] ---**
What's wrong? It's your turn.
**[03:05] ---**
Attack us like you did
the day you threw us into that fire.
**[03:10] ---**
I don't want to fight you guys.
**[03:12] ---**
Even if you are just illusions.
**[03:14] ---**
Even if you hesitate, you can't erase
the past when you burned us.
**[03:19] ---**
Stop it.
**[03:21] ---**
Accept. Baog.
**[03:23] ---**
Attack Baongulo.
**[03:29] ---**
Come on, stop it.
**[03:31] ---**
You burned us. Erased us.
**[03:33] ---**
Until only you remained.
**[03:34] ---**
And you alone went on living...
**[03:36] ---**
After you buried us all.
**[03:48] ---**
Why did you burn us?
**[03:52] ---**
Was it because we were in your way?
**[03:54] ---**
I did that to mourn you guys.
**[03:58] ---**
Didn't you want to make him pay, too?
**[04:01] ---**
I came here to get revenge on him.
**[04:03] ---**
You're making excuses.
**[04:05] ---**
Revenge. That's nothing but an excuse.
**[04:09] ---**
So you can go on living.
**[04:12] ---**
There’s no reason for you to live.
**[04:15] ---**
You were created by him.
**[04:17] ---**
You're not human.
**[04:23] ---**
Accept. Lionel, Invincible Beast.
**[04:27] ---**
Territory. Build Arise.
**[04:30] ---**
Bottomless Canyon.
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Lionel, attack Baog.
**[04:39] ---**
Lionel, use your ability to stand.
**[04:42] ---**
Attack him.
**[04:56] ---**
You don't need to say a word.
Those tears are speaking eloquently for you.
**[05:03] ---**
Your hatred for Higuma.
Yeah, that's your excuse.
**[05:09] ---**
Even if you get your revenge,
you guys can never come back.
**[05:13] ---**
Neither will my existence
ever be justified.
**[05:19] ---**
I was created by that man.
**[05:22] ---**
Completely worthless.
**[05:24] ---**
A pile of junk.
**[05:26] ---**
Stop!
**[05:27] ---**
Oh, no, I'll say it again and again.
**[05:30] ---**
I won't let you get near Teruto.
**[05:32] ---**
You need to face up to your sins.
**[05:36] ---**
No. I'm going. I'm going to save Teruto,
no matter what!
**[05:41] ---**
What are you talking about?
**[05:42] ---**
Don't you have something
to take care of first?
**[05:50] ---**
Where am I?
**[05:52] ---**
No. Stop it.
**[05:55] ---**
Brings back memories, huh?
**[05:57] ---**
This is where your crime is engraved.
**[06:00] ---**
That's right.
Confess to every one of your sins.
**[06:03] ---**
Then we'll talk.
**[06:05] ---**
No. You have to stop.
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I don't want to hear any more.
**[06:12] ---**
What am I?
**[06:18] ---**
What the hell am I?
**[06:19] ---**
I want you to tell me.
**[06:29] ---**
A dud. A defect. An inferior product
unable to accomplish a single thing.
**[06:36] ---**
If at least you'd succeeded,
our sacrifices wouldn't have been for naught.
**[06:42] ---**
Instead, you charged ahead to get revenge,
which none of us had asked for.
**[06:49] ---**
Just so you could justify
your reason for surviving.
**[06:53] ---**
Revenge was just to fool yourself.
**[06:56] ---**
You're a worthless being
who has no purpose or reason to be alive.
**[07:00] ---**
The fact is, you're a human-shaped nobody.
Just a hunk of flesh.
**[07:17] ---**
How pathetic.
**[07:19] ---**
This is nothing.
**[07:22] ---**
Summon and awaken that mysterious power.
**[07:24] ---**
And venture beyond
all human understanding.
**[07:27] ---**
Accept. Iris, Nine Dragons, Future Wings.
**[07:35] ---**
Territory. Build Arise.
**[07:39] ---**
Yinglong, Bractuator.
**[07:42] ---**
Activating Iris's ability.
**[07:44] ---**
Inflicting 3,000 damage to Parvinir.
**[07:46] ---**
All right.
**[07:47] ---**
You use those cards so proudly,
but Sakura got those from Teruto, right?
**[07:55] ---**
Teruto.
**[07:58] ---**
Teruto, play with me.
Come on, play with me.
**[08:03] ---**
Teruto!
**[08:06] ---**
You'd already started committing
your crime at that moment.
**[08:10] ---**
Obsessed with Teruto, making him suffer.
What a sinful woman you are.
**[08:17] ---**
The best thing for you would be
to collapse under the weight of your crime,
**[08:20] ---**
and just rot away.
**[08:22] ---**
No. I'm not giving up until I see Teruto.
**[08:26] ---**
Using Crocus to attack Grona.
**[08:37] ---**
Using Iris to attack the player.
**[08:41] ---**
All right.
**[08:42] ---**
It's not over yet.
**[08:47] ---**
As if I could ever get beaten by you.
**[08:50] ---**
I know exactly how you're going to fight.
**[08:54] ---**
Because I'm you, remember?
**[08:59] ---**
You're wrong. You're not me.
**[09:02] ---**
Oh, no. I'm Kikka Kurabe, all right.
**[09:05] ---**
The one who loves me...
**[09:07] ---**
...and who detests me.
**[09:09] ---**
I'm the Kikka who just can’t stand Sakura
because Teruto liked her more.
**[09:16] ---**
I never said that I hated Sakura.
**[09:20] ---**
There she is. Kikka the Goody-goody.
**[09:23] ---**
You even ripped off Sakura's hairstyle.
How absurd is that?
**[09:26] ---**
The arrogant, mean-spirited, merciless
King Kikka Kurabe. That's who you really are.
**[09:33] ---**
You know what your greatest crime is?
**[09:35] ---**
The fact that you keep looking away
from your own crimes.
**[09:40] ---**
It was the throne that messed me up.
What a convenient take.
**[09:45] ---**
The person you were back then.
That was the real Kikka.
**[09:49] ---**
N-No, you're wrong.
**[09:50] ---**
That sure was fun, wasn't it?
**[09:52] ---**
All hail Exclusionism!
Widening the gap further and further.
**[09:56] ---**
Not because I wanted to.
**[09:58] ---**
It always existed? They made you do it?
**[10:01] ---**
If you really felt sorry for everyone,
you could've done away with it, right?
**[10:05] ---**
But you didn't.
You wanted to flaunt your own power.
**[10:09] ---**
You're wrong.
**[10:11] ---**
I'm not wrong.
**[10:13] ---**
Accept. Margreia.
**[10:16] ---**
Territory. Build Arise.
**[10:19] ---**
Shrine of Justice.
**[10:22] ---**
It was your selfishness that caused
everyone in the city so much suffering.
**[10:27] ---**
Ruling over them with the power of your cards,
giving them all that anguish.
**[10:31] ---**
It felt so good, you just couldn't
get enough of it, could you?
**[10:35] ---**
Making everyone suffer
is your source of joy.
**[10:39] ---**
Saying you love me is just another lie.
**[10:42] ---**
All you want is to drive me to the edge,
and make me suffer.
**[10:44] ---**
Because you want to see me suffer.
**[10:47] ---**
Because you want to control me,
and make sure that I only look at you.
**[10:52] ---**
I feel sorry for Teruto.
It's no wonder he chose me over you.
**[10:57] ---**
I bet that right now,
he's relieved to be free from you.
**[11:01] ---**
You can't think of anyone but yourself.
**[11:04] ---**
Stop.
**[11:05] ---**
Because you're a complacent,
selfish, horrible king.
**[11:09] ---**
Stop!
**[11:14] ---**
I want you to tell me.
Who in the world am I?
**[11:19] ---**
Is there any reason
that I should be allowed to live?
**[11:22] ---**
I've looked into everything
that could link back to Higuma.
**[11:25] ---**
But try as I might,
I could never find out who I really was.
**[11:32] ---**
Why did he create us?
**[11:35] ---**
Why do I have an ego?
**[11:38] ---**
I never would've had to feel anything
if it wasn't for that.
**[11:44] ---**
It's all because I have an ego.
**[11:46] ---**
If you didn't have an ego,
**[11:48] ---**
could you have continued living
without feeling a thing?
**[11:51] ---**
Sure. I wouldn't have felt
any grief or pain,
**[11:54] ---**
and I could've spent all of eternity
in quiet repose.
**[12:00] ---**
Together with all of you.
**[12:03] ---**
I was seeking revenge for myself.
For my own self-satisfaction.
**[12:07] ---**
But even if you'd been satisfied,
you couldn't have accepted it.
**[12:11] ---**
Even if you did get revenge,
your path would've been cut off right there.
**[12:16] ---**
No matter how far you go, you'll never
accept yourself as a fake who’s a nobody.
**[12:23] ---**
I'm in pain, I'm suffering,
I'm bitter, I want to know.
**[12:27] ---**
Where the hell am I supposed to go?
**[12:31] ---**
Does this mean that
I should've burned up along with you?
**[12:35] ---**
If that’s the choice you want to make...
**[12:41] ---**
There it is.
**[12:56] ---**
That’s...
**[13:01] ---**
To die, or to live.
**[13:02] ---**
That's the fate
given to every living thing.
**[13:07] ---**
Well, that doesn't sound fair.
**[13:09] ---**
It's not like we asked to be born.
**[13:12] ---**
You're right, it isn't fair.
**[13:14] ---**
Everyone receives life passively,
**[13:17] ---**
and by the time they're old enough to understand,
they must actively make the most of that life.
**[13:23] ---**
Too bad it isn't all fun and games.
**[13:26] ---**
But the truth is,
it's nothing but pain and suffering.
**[13:31] ---**
Seeking revenge is the only thing I have.
**[13:35] ---**
No.
**[13:36] ---**
Actually, I was clinging to my revenge
so I can cover up being a questionable existence.
**[13:42] ---**
My name and my past.
I created them both myself, for myself.
**[13:47] ---**
Because I answered to a number
and I had no name.
**[13:51] ---**
You were a nobody?
**[13:54] ---**
Yeah. A nobody.
**[13:57] ---**
Then what was that?
**[14:23] ---**
What you saw that day...
That straightforward sunlight.
**[14:28] ---**
You gazed at it all night.
**[14:31] ---**
It wasn't the flame of hatred or mourning.
**[14:34] ---**
You were seeing the flame bestowing life
on the earth for the first time.
**[14:43] ---**
It looked like the light of hope.
**[14:48] ---**
NAOMITSU
**[14:53] ---**
Long ago...
**[14:55] ---**
Someone said that life
was like a card game.
**[14:59] ---**
I think so, too.
**[15:01] ---**
When we were born, the only thing
we had on us was an empty deck case.
**[15:07] ---**
But then, through various experiences,
little by little, we gain more cards.
**[15:13] ---**
It was the same for me, too.
**[15:15] ---**
With each card that I gained,
I would take one more step forward,
**[15:19] ---**
and eventually found what it was
that I wanted to do.
**[15:22] ---**
You must have several cards by now, right?
**[15:27] ---**
What was your first card?
**[15:41] ---**
You know exactly who you are.
**[15:45] ---**
You just haven't realized that yet.
**[15:49] ---**
Move forward a step at a time,
and build a deck that will become you.
**[15:53] ---**
Along with that deck, someday,
you'll find your reason to live.
**[15:59] ---**
Just like how you chose that
straightforward sunlight for your own name...
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You have a will of your own.
**[16:07] ---**
My own will.
**[16:09] ---**
You...
**[16:11] ---**
Number 9?
**[16:13] ---**
No. I don't see a number.
**[16:17] ---**
Who are you?
**[16:22] ---**
You're finished.
**[16:24] ---**
And now I'm going to become
the real Kikka Kurabe.
**[16:28] ---**
Don't worry. I'm going to have a way better time
playing with Teruto than you ever did.
**[16:36] ---**
You totally belong on that lonely throne.
**[16:38] ---**
You can just rot away there, all alone.
**[16:41] ---**
Nobody needs you.
You're always going to be alone.
**[16:46] ---**
Alone.
**[16:55] ---**
*These are my sins.*
**[16:58] ---**
*This is my punishment.*
**[17:00] ---**
*I'll never see the light again.*
**[17:03] ---**
*Kikka?*
**[17:05] ---**
*I need you.*
**[17:06] ---**
*We'll be living together here
for a while, okay?*
**[17:07] ---**
*Why don't you use this?
I’m sure she’d be okay with it.*
**[17:08] ---**
*Welcome back, Lady Kikka.*
**[17:09] ---**
*Can I call you Kikka from now on?*
**[17:10] ---**
*Look at me!*
**[17:11] ---**
*Sorry for wanting to be friends with Kikka.*
**[17:12] ---**
*Is it all right if I like Kikka?*
**[17:15] ---**
*I won’t let you go.*
**[17:16] ---**
*Let’s fight! Together!*
**[17:16] ---**
*See? Your cold hands are warming up.*
**[17:19] ---**
*I think you're fine just the way you are, Kikka.*
**[17:23] ---**
*Hiyoko.*
**[17:24] ---**
Kikka. Let's go see Master. Together.
**[17:31] ---**
*I'm not alone.*
**[17:35] ---**
*The person I was as a child...*
**[17:37] ---**
*The person who chased after Teruto...*
**[17:40] ---**
*The person who made
everyone suffer as king...*
**[17:43] ---**
*They were all me, without question. But...*
**[17:47] ---**
I've changed now. Because I met Hiyoko.
**[17:51] ---**
I found more people I could talk to.
**[17:53] ---**
We all ate our meals together.
**[17:55] ---**
I got to bake bread
for people other than Teruto.
**[17:58] ---**
And they all said it was delicious.
**[18:01] ---**
I found people who would accept me.
**[18:04] ---**
Until then,
I could only see Teruto,
**[18:07] ---**
but then my world expanded.
**[18:09] ---**
I can change into who I want to be.
**[18:13] ---**
If you wish for it,
it will definitely come true.
**[18:16] ---**
Sakura.
**[18:24] ---**
Using Matsurika to launch
a Two-Hit Attack against the player.
**[18:29] ---**
Wh-What is this?
**[18:31] ---**
How can you do that when you're me?
**[18:33] ---**
I won’t lose anymore.
**[18:35] ---**
Not to the past me.
**[18:37] ---**
If there's a future that I can hope for,
**[18:40] ---**
I'll seize it with my own hands.
**[18:42] ---**
Clad in a bloody wind, head into battle.
**[18:44] ---**
Mad beast, storming into this death match.
**[18:46] ---**
Accept.
**[18:48] ---**
Lepardas, Black Panther of Fortitude.
**[18:52] ---**
Territory. Build Arise.
**[18:54] ---**
Arena of Rivals.
**[18:56] ---**
Margreia, get her!
**[18:59] ---**
Command. Delayed Tactics.
Target is Margreia.
**[19:08] ---**
How dare you be so insolent.
**[19:10] ---**
The person who I was before
no longer exists.
**[19:13] ---**
What are you talking about?
**[19:15] ---**
Using Ermine to launch a Two-Hit Attack.
**[19:20] ---**
The past me is the real me, too.
**[19:23] ---**
She was the me who I needed
so I can become the person I am now.
**[19:26] ---**
But I'm never turning back.
**[19:28] ---**
I'm going to move forward.
**[19:30] ---**
To build a deck that only I can create...
**[19:33] ---**
Goodbye, past me.
**[19:41] ---**
I'll never forget you guys.
**[19:46] ---**
I'm going to move forward!
**[20:04] ---**
Naomitsu.
**[20:05] ---**
So you won, little lady?
**[20:07] ---**
Because I promised Hiyoko.
**[20:11] ---**
All right, let's catch up
with the little brat, then.
**[20:14] ---**
Right.
**[20:16] ---**
Let's go.
**[20:30] ---**
Master.
**[20:32] ---**
I finally found you.
**[20:36] ---**
Hiyoko, is that you?
**[20:40] ---**
Master. I'll get you out of there now.
**[20:43] ---**
Hiyoko, you must've gotten really strong.
**[20:47] ---**
Enough to make it all the way here.
**[20:49] ---**
Sorry I took so long, and for leaving you
on your own all this time.
**[20:56] ---**
Hiyoko.
**[20:59] ---**
That power of yours...
**[21:02] ---**
Will you give it to me?
**[21:06] ---**
See what's become of me?
**[21:09] ---**
I want power.
**[21:12] ---**
Call. Bloom.
**[21:21] ---**
Bloom?
**[21:25] ---**
This is just like when Kikka was here.
**[21:28] ---**
I can't save Master
unless I get him away from there.
**[21:32] ---**
Come on, Hiyoko.
**[21:37] ---**
Here I go, Master.
**[21:40] ---**
Call. Palhadora.
**[21:45] ---**
I hope you're ready for this.
**[21:47] ---**
Master or not, I will not be gentle.
**[21:54] ---**
Build-Divide!
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TO BE CONTINUED
**[23:30] ---**
This time, I'm going to save you, Master.
**[23:32] ---**
What's wrong with calling
an impossible dream meaningless?
**[23:36] ---**
Decide for yourself
what it is that you enjoy the most.
**[23:36] ---**
#22 choice