# E11 - Boogiepop at Dawn 2
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**[00:09] Makiko**
I'll kill you... I'll kill you...
I'll kill you... I'll kill you...
**[00:14] Makiko**
I'll kill you... I'll kill you...
I'll kill you... I'll kill you...
***SIGN*** Boogiepop and Others
**[01:54] Makiko**
I see.
***SIGN*** Dengeki Bunko
**[01:55] Makiko**
So you can't shake the feeling that everyone
is saying horrible things about you.
**[02:00] Makiko**
Do you feel like someone's following you?
**[02:03] Guy**
Do you think I'm lying?
**[02:06] Makiko**
No, I haven't determined anything yet.
**[02:10] Guy**
Doctor, will you hear me out?
**[02:12] Makiko**
Of course.
**[02:14] Guy**
I've come to realize that there is
a terrifying evil living in our world.
**[02:20] Guy**
Because they know that
I'm aware of their existence,
**[02:24] Guy**
they've been spreading horrible things
to those around me so I look like a liar.
**[02:30] Guy**
It's a terrible thing.
**[02:33] Makiko**
And how did you come to this realization?
**[02:36] Guy**
Well, I mean, he tells me
that he's going to harass me
**[02:39] Guy**
all the time through the TV and radio.
**[02:43] Makiko**
I see.
**[02:44] Makiko**
That must be quite the ordeal.
**[02:46] Guy**
It really is.
**[02:54] Makiko**
Long time no see.
**[02:56] Nagi**
Oh, Dr. Kisugi.
**[03:02] Makiko**
You seem like you're doing better.
**[03:04] Nagi**
And you haven't changed, Doctor.
**[03:06] Makiko**
Thank you.
**[03:09] Makiko**
But, truly...
**[03:10] Makiko**
I'm going to be frank. I still have
no idea how you were cured.
**[03:17] Nagi**
You still think it was all in my head, right?
**[03:21] Makiko**
I do, if I'm being perfectly honest.
**[03:24] Nagi**
I'm actually starting to think the same now.
**[03:29] Makiko**
Do you have any idea what may have cured it?
**[03:30] Nagi**
Oh, well, I met someone.
**[03:34] Nagi**
After that, I felt like a weight
had been lifted off my shoulders.
**[03:38] Nagi**
I'm wondering if that's
what actually cured me.
**[03:45] Makiko**
I-I see. So what are they like?
**[03:48] Makiko**
Is it a guy?
**[03:49] Nagi**
He was weird. I never saw
him again after that, though.
**[03:54] Nagi**
I've been looking for him, but I don't
think I'm going to find him.
**[03:58] Nagi**
It's just a hunch, but...
**[04:00] Makiko**
Maybe it was love.
**[04:03] Makiko**
Am I wrong?
**[04:05] Nagi**
Who knows? I'm not really sure myself.
**[04:08] Nagi**
I wonder what my dad would say about this.
**[04:11] Makiko**
He'd probably tell you that
first love bears no fruit.
**[04:13] Makiko**
You should forget about him.
**[04:16] Nagi**
Yeah... You're probably right, but...
**[04:21] Nagi**
Hey, Dr. Kisugi... Why did you
decide to become a psychiatrist?
**[04:25] Makiko**
Huh?
**[04:27] Nagi**
I have no idea what I want
to do with my future.
**[04:31] Nagi**
Why'd you choose this career?
**[04:34] Makiko**
Well... Maybe it's because I'm a coward.
**[04:39] Nagi**
What do you mean by that?
**[04:41] Makiko**
Analysis of the mind involves
deconstructing indescribable fear.
**[04:49] Makiko**
I've been a huge coward
ever since I was a child,
**[04:53] Makiko**
so I always wondered why I felt
like that. Why does fear exist?
**[04:59] Makiko**
After pursuing that for years,
I eventually ended up here.
**[05:05] Nagi**
Then, if—
**[05:07] Announcer**
*Kirima Nagi-san, please come to window three.*
**[05:12] Announcer**
*Kirima Nagi-san, please come to window three.*
**[05:12] Nagi**
Damn, they're calling me.
**[05:14] Nagi**
Well, see ya, Doc.
**[05:16] Makiko**
Right. See you later, Nagi-chan.
**[05:22] Makiko**
*As I figured, she hasn't realized a thing.*
**[05:37] Makiko**
*Everything began at that moment.*
**[05:41] Makiko**
* Right after that, Kirima Nagi,*
* who had an incurable illness,*
**[05:44] Makiko**
*made a miraculous recovery.*
**[05:49] Makiko**
*Since then, in my experiments,*
**[05:51] Makiko**
* the rats gained regenerative abilities*
* that basically made them invincible.*
**(Flashback) [06:02] Makiko**
I knew it. This can only be called evolution.
**(Flashback) [06:07] Makiko**
I wonder what would happen if I injected
this into one of my patients...
**(Flashback) [06:13] Makiko**
Yeah, right. That'd never be possible.
**[06:18] Makiko**
*But on the other hand...*
**[06:43] Guy**
* We have breaking news regarding*
* the current string of murders.*
***SIGN*** High school girl (16) found dead under suspicious
circumstances at Hinoki Secondary Park
***SIGN*** A man jogging through the park discovered the body of a high school girl (16) from the city
**[06:45] Guy**
*The body of a teenage girl, who is believed*
**[06:48] Guy**
* to be another victim,*
* was discovered last night.*
**[06:51] Guy**
* Due to the excessive damage to the body,*
* such as the mandible being pried open,*
**[06:55] Guy**
* the police are investigating this as a part*
* of the same serial murders where corpses*
**[06:59] Guy**
* have been left in random*
* locations since three months ago.*
***SIGN*** Breaking News: A new victim in the string of grisly murders
Another high school girl has fallen victim
**[07:02] MC**
*This is now the fifth victim.*
**[07:05] MC**
* Just like the previous victims,*
* her mandible was pried open,*
**[07:08] MC**
*and her brain was sucked out.*
**[07:11] Guy A**
* Yes, the killer may hold some*
* extreme superstitions*
**[07:14] Guy A**
*when it comes to the brain.*
**[07:16] MC**
*Could you explain further?*
**[07:17] Guy A**
* They're taking apart the*
* skull with extreme care.*
**[07:21] Guy A**
* It could be that they're attempting*
* some ritual, or even a curse.*
**[07:27] Intern**
What is it?
**[07:28] Makiko**
Oh, nothing. I just thought
he looked good on TV.
**[07:33] Intern**
I bet they love him for TV spots
because he's attractive.
**[07:36] Intern**
What do you think about
this case, Dr. Kisugi?
**[07:41] Makiko**
Specialists shouldn't involve
themselves in such extreme cases.
**[07:46] Makiko**
That's what the director would say.
***SIGN*** Breaking News: A new victim in the string of grisly murders
Another high school girl has fallen victim
**[07:50] Intern**
Superstitions involving the human brain...
**[07:54] Intern**
But if they're able to take apart a skull,
they must be extremely knowledgeable.
**[07:59] Intern**
Maybe it is some maniac.
**[08:02] Intern**
Maybe it's the autopsy itself they're after...
**[08:04] Intern**
Like, they get pleasure from
just taking apart the skull.
**[08:08] Intern**
What do you think?
**[08:10] Makiko**
No idea.
**[08:11] Intern**
But if the killer turns out to
be someone in the medical field,
**[08:14] Intern**
it'll cause a huge problem.
**[08:18] Makiko**
It'll be like jumping into a snake's nest.
**[08:21] Intern**
Wh-What?
**[08:25] Intern**
You mean "a hornet nest," don't you?
**[08:28] Makiko**
Was that how that saying went?
**[08:29] Intern**
Y-Yes. I'm pretty sure it is.
**[08:32] Makiko**
You must not like snakes.
**[08:34] Intern**
N-No, that's not it.
**[08:38] Makiko**
Do you have some trauma involving snakes?
**[08:39] Intern**
N-No. It's just that they're creepy...
**[08:44] Makiko**
According to some theories, snakes
are a metaphor for male genitalia.
**[08:49] Makiko**
Was that Freud?
**[08:50] Intern**
A-Again, that's not it! It's not like I...
**[08:55] Makiko**
Are you all right? You look a bit pale.
**[08:58] Intern**
I-I'm fine.
**[09:01] Intern**
I think I might be a little tired...
**[09:10] Makiko**
*This sweetness isn't worth it.*
**[09:13] Makiko**
* It just won't taste right,*
* no matter how much I scare him.*
**[09:16] Makiko**
*I guess men just lack depth.*
**(Flashback) [09:20] Girl A**
Someone... Someone, please save me!
**(Flashback) [09:22] Girl B**
Save me!
**(Flashback) [09:23] Girl C**
This must be a dream! It has to be!
**[09:26] Makiko**
Well, I can't blame you for being tired.
**[09:29] Makiko**
A lot's been happening recently... like that
veteran nurse suddenly getting fired.
**[09:34] Intern**
You mean the stuff with the director?
**[09:36] Intern**
Yeah, he seems to be a bit crazy lately.
Things have been really chaotic.
**[09:40] Makiko**
Maybe someone has something on him...
**[09:45] Makiko**
*This isn't enough.*
**[09:47] Makiko**
Not enough, not enough,
not enough, not enough,
**[09:51] Makiko**
not enough, not enough, not enough,
not enough, not enough...
**[10:01] Makiko**
Shinokita-san, how are you feeling tonight?
**[10:06] Makiko**
Did someone come to visit you?
**[10:09] Makiko**
Oh, just as I thought...
**[10:11] Makiko**
No one's come to see you at all.
**[10:14] Makiko**
Apparently that kind nurse who
was taking care of you quit.
**[10:24] Makiko**
Are you lonely, Shinokita-san?
**[10:27] Makiko**
You worked yourself to
the bone for your family,
**[10:30] Makiko**
but your wife divorced you,
and your company demoted you.
**[10:33] Makiko**
On top of that, all those years of drinking
wrecked your internal organs.
**[10:37] Makiko**
Your company approved your sick leave for
now, but I wonder how long that'll last.
**[10:43] Makiko**
How are you going to pay your hospital
bills once your disability runs out?
**[10:50] Makiko**
You might've been cured
if I'd given you that drug...
**[10:55] Makiko**
Look at me!
**[10:56] Makiko**
I've taken it a bit too far lately,
**[10:59] Makiko**
so for now, I have to settle
for messing with you.
**[11:02] Makiko**
Yes, more! Fear me more,
from the bottom of your heart!
**[11:11] Makiko**
Well? Amazing, isn't it?
**[11:13] Makiko**
I can even do this!
**[11:16] Makiko**
It's all thanks to that drug.
**[11:21] Makiko**
I'm just kidding. It's a magic trick.
**[11:23] Makiko**
A simple little magic trick.
**[11:39] Makiko**
Oh, dear... Again?
**[11:42] Makiko**
Watch yourself, Shinokita-san.
**[11:45] Makiko**
If you go crazy, you'll end up in my ward.
**[11:49] Makiko**
When that happens, I'm going to
have even more fun with you.
**[11:58] Makiko**
Not enough. This isn't enough.
**[12:01] Makiko**
I need more, more, more, more, more, more,
more, more, more, more, more, more, more!
**[12:02] Girl**
*Help me...*
**[12:03] Girl**
*Help me... Please...*
**[12:06] Girl**
*Please...*
**[12:10] Makiko**
* Something much more powerfully destructive.*
* I need that kind of absolute fear!*
**[12:20] Makiko**
* As I thought, women's fear*
* tastes better than men's.*
**[12:23] Makiko**
*And the stronger-willed they are, the better.*
**[12:26] Girl**
But...
**[12:27] Suema**
But you're both partially
to blame, aren't you?
**[12:31] Girl**
He's a college student, though...
**[12:33] Suema**
That doesn't matter.
**[12:35] Suema**
Let's go talk to him in person.
**[12:37] Makiko**
* And, yes... The younger they are,*
* the more fearless they are.*
**[12:46] Makiko**
*If I could have her...*
**[12:47] Suema**
It'll be fine.
***SIGN*** A new victim in the serial murders where corpses are left in random places
**[12:55] Caster**
*Next, we have breaking news
regarding the recent serial murders.*
**[12:58] Mom**
My, how scary. I can't believe
they're just targeting girls...
**[12:59] Caster**
*The DNA from the victim's body that was
found the other day at Hinoki Secondary Park*
**[13:01] Mom**
You need to be careful, too, Makiko-san.
**[13:04] Caster**
*has matched that of a teenager
girl who had gone missing nearby.*
**[13:05] Makiko**
I know.
**[13:07] Makiko**
*But it would seem...*
***SIGN*** High School Girl's Body Found in Park
***SIGN*** Very Rare and Macabre Incidents
**[13:09] Makiko**
*I left a very elaborate clue.*
**[13:12] Makiko**
* At this rate, they're*
* definitely going to catch me.*
**[13:16] Makiko**
* I need to find someone to frame*
* before killing that other girl.*
**[13:22] Makiko**
* Otherwise, I'll eventually catch the*
* eye of whoever produced this drug.*
**[13:27] Makiko**
* But the fact that they were able to*
* hide their creation of something*
**[13:31] Makiko**
* like this means that they're*
* a huge organization.*
**[13:34] Makiko**
* Right now, I could probably*
* take advantage of them...*
**[13:38] Makiko**
*As long as I can find their weakness.*
**[13:43] Makiko**
Oh? Are you frightened of me?
**[13:47] Makiko**
*Yes... Individuals gather together.*
**[13:50] Makiko**
* They become a single community, which*
* will eventually end up with a weakness.*
**[13:55] Makiko**
* And that still applies even at*
* the level of a whole country.*
**[14:02] Makiko**
I wonder what a whole nation
writhing in fear would taste like...
**[14:10] Makiko**
Well? Have there been any changes?
**[14:13] Guy**
You've been kind to me, so I just
wanted to let you know...
**[14:17] Guy**
The world is going to end soon.
**[14:20] Makiko**
Oh, dear. That's awful.
**[14:22] Guy**
Yes, it really is awful.
**[14:25] Guy**
Remember that terrifying
evil I mentioned before?
**[14:28] Guy**
They're finally putting
their plan into action.
**[14:31] Makiko**
I see. That is a problem.
**[14:34] Makiko**
Can't we ask them to stop?
**[14:36] Guy**
We cannot.
**[14:38] Makiko**
Then what should we do?
**[14:39] Guy**
There's nothing we can do.
**[14:41] Guy**
All we can do is give up and be wiped out,
**[14:45] Guy**
while writhing in fear.
**[14:48] Makiko**
Are you frightened?
**[14:53] Guy**
It should be very scary.
**[14:56] Makiko**
That sounds rough.
**[14:58] Guy**
It really is.
**[15:01] Makiko**
Next, please.
***SIGN*** Miyashita Touka
***SIGN*** Chart | Input Calendar | Memo | Test Results
**[15:04] Makiko**
Split personalities?
**[15:06] Mom**
Yes. There's a very strange man's
personality in my daughter's mind.
**[15:11] Makiko**
But Miyashita-san, dissociative identity
disorder can't be diagnosed so easily—
**[15:16] Mom**
But it's true!
**[15:18] Mom**
I was almost killed by the strange
man dwelling inside her!
**[15:23] Touka**
Mom...
**[15:24] Mom**
You be quiet!
**[15:26] Makiko**
I'm not sure what happened, but may
I talk to your daughter in private?
**[15:34] Touka**
She's been like that for a while.
**[15:37] Makiko**
Is that because you have DID?
**[15:40] Touka**
Apparently...
**[15:42] Touka**
I don't really understand it, though...
**[15:45] Makiko**
So you aren't aware of this yourself.
**[15:47] Touka**
Right...
**[15:48] Makiko**
By the way, do you get along
well with your mom and dad?
**[15:52] Touka**
N-No... I...
**[15:55] Makiko**
I don't think that's the only reason,
**[15:58] Makiko**
but problems like that can
lead to behavior like this.
**[16:04] Makiko**
Well, I guess there isn't much I can say.
**[16:08] Makiko**
Why don't we test this out?
**[16:11] Touka**
What do you mean?
**[16:12] Makiko**
Try acting out this supposed
other personality.
**[16:18] Touka**
What?
**[16:19] Makiko**
Your mother said it was a strange man.
**[16:22] Makiko**
Try imagining yourself as someone like that.
**[16:25] Touka**
I-I'm not sure how...
**[16:28] Makiko**
It's a form of hypnotherapy.
**[16:31] Makiko**
If you truly have DID,
**[16:34] Makiko**
the other personality may
emerge while you're acting.
**[16:37] Touka**
I-Is that how it works?
**[16:39] Makiko**
Go on, talk like a man.
**[16:43] Touka**
O-Okay... I mean... Y-You got it.
**[16:47] Makiko**
Yes, exactly like that.
Relax and keep trying.
**[16:51] Touka**
Okay...
**[16:52] Makiko**
So, what kind of man are you?
**[16:56] Touka**
Um...
**[16:58] Makiko**
She said you were strange,
so you must be quite the oddball.
**[17:03] Touka**
A man or a woman... You can think
of me as whichever you prefer.
**[17:07] Makiko**
Oh, so your gender is
ambiguous? That's different.
**[17:12] Makiko**
So, why exactly are you inside Touka-chan?
**[17:16] Boogiepop**
I'm actually not sure yet.
**[17:19] Makiko**
You're not?
**[17:21] Boogiepop**
I feel bad for burdening the Miyashita family,
**[17:25] Boogiepop**
but there isn't much I can do about that.
**[17:29] Boogiepop**
But I do know my mission.
**[17:33] Makiko**
Oh? So you have something you have to do?
**[17:35] Boogiepop**
I have to avert the threats to this world.
**[17:40] Makiko**
Threats to this world?
**[17:42] Boogiepop**
An enemy to this world has appeared near me.
**[17:45] Boogiepop**
If nothing is done,
the world will be destroyed.
**[17:48] Makiko**
That's quite the scale you're working on.
**[17:51] Boogiepop**
I wouldn't say that.
**[17:53] Boogiepop**
Threats to the world can be found anywhere.
**[17:58] Makiko**
Really? Then I guess they aren't that scary.
**[18:02] Boogiepop**
Of course they aren't... to you.
**[18:07] Makiko**
What do you mean by that?
**[18:10] Boogiepop**
Because you are an enemy to the world.
**[18:19] Makiko**
*Her weakness... is gone?*
**[18:23] Makiko**
An enemy, you say?
**[18:26] Boogiepop**
Yes, an enemy.
**[18:30] Boogiepop**
But it's not just you.
**[18:33] Boogiepop**
Every human has the potential to
become an enemy of this world.
**[18:41] Boogiepop**
Humans are like fuses. They can
go off at the slightest provocation.
**[18:48] Boogiepop**
They can shake the world's foundation without
a second thought for the consequences.
**[18:54] Boogiepop**
I suppose I could be described as a
natural predator to someone like that.
**[19:00] Makiko**
You said all humans, but I believe
most people are normal.
**[19:04] Boogiepop**
It's *because* they're normal
that they turn out like that.
**[19:08] Makiko**
What do you mean?
**[19:10] Boogiepop**
Say you were to encounter
something truly unique.
**[19:14] Boogiepop**
If you have a strong sense of self,
you can deal with it calmly.
**[19:19] Boogiepop**
But if you're too normal, you'll be
swallowed up by the waves and swept away.
**[19:26] Boogiepop**
It's that kind of rampage
that's the most dangerous.
**[19:30] Makiko**
Is that a form of normalcy bias?
**[19:34] Boogiepop**
Who knows?
**[19:35] Boogiepop**
It's just that those who are content
with being normal have no resistance.
**[19:41] Boogiepop**
And the world isn't as stable
as they'd like to think it is.
**[19:49] Boogiepop**
Disaster could strike at any time.
**[19:51] Boogiepop**
Yes, people who wish to knock down those
walls have no shortage of chances.
**[20:01] Boogiepop**
This is a lovely song. It's very beautiful.
**[20:04] Makiko**
Yes. There's nothing wasted.
**[20:08] Makiko**
And it contains no trace of fear.
**[20:11] Boogiepop**
What do you mean?
**[20:13] Makiko**
There's too much fear in this world.
**[20:16] Makiko**
Enough to frustrate me.
**[20:18] Makiko**
How wonderful it would be if all the fear
were to disappear from this world.
**[20:22] Boogiepop**
I see... So that's your tendency.
**[20:26] Makiko**
Does that still make me
an enemy to this world?
**[20:30] Boogiepop**
Everything has multiple sides.
**[20:33] Boogiepop**
And of course, they all have
different interpretations.
**[20:38] Boogiepop**
For example, if everything died,
then there would be no more fear.
**[20:44] Makiko**
I see.
**[20:46] Makiko**
Then what would you do if you
ever came across this enemy?
**[20:51] Boogiepop**
I would kill them.
**[20:53] Makiko**
That's a terrifying thing to say.
**[20:55] Boogiepop**
What choice do I have?
Apparently, that's what I am.
**[20:59] Makiko**
So you would show no mercy?
**[21:02] Boogiepop**
Correct. And those who become my
enemies wouldn't want that from me.
**[21:09] Makiko**
Like a proper duel, then?
**[21:13] Boogiepop**
Don't you agree?
**[21:16] Makiko**
* What if... I happened to*
* kill this girl here and now?*
**[21:22] Makiko**
* If I just killed everyone in*
* the hospital as I desired...*
**[21:27] Mom**
H-How'd it go?
**[21:29] Makiko**
It's hard to say right now.
**[21:32] Makiko**
I'll need to reevaluate the situation
once things have calmed down.
**[21:36] Mom**
I see...
**[21:38] Makiko**
*Yes. Now is not the time.*
**[21:41] Makiko**
Touka-chan.
**[21:43] Makiko**
You shouldn't dwell on this too much, either.
**[21:47] Touka**
Yes, ma'am.
**[21:49] Makiko**
See you later.
**[21:50] Touka**
Okay.
**[21:51] Touka**
Thank you very much.
**[22:00] Makiko**
When I die, I'd like to be sent
off with a song like this.
**[22:05] Makiko**
Nothing depressing like a requiem.