# 12 - Hidden True Feelings
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**[00:01] ---**
What? I thought I heard you'd met him.
**[00:05] ---**
You know, that super pale,
delicate-looking person.
**[00:11] ---**
I'm talking about the King of Light, Mr. Lucifer.
**[00:19] ---**
What are you talking about?
**[00:21] ---**
Come on now!
**[00:22] ---**
I have a message from Mr. Lucifer himself.
**[00:25] ---**
It seems like he wants me to remind you.
**[00:28] ---**
That "If you want to be saved,
my door is always open."
**[02:07] ---**
Dammit! Mephisto! That stupid clown!
**[02:12] ---**
If you're so bent on defeating Lucifer,
then you fight him yourself!
**[02:15] ---**
Honestly, this is all way over my head. I give up.
**[02:15] ---**
EPISODE 12:
HIDDEN TRUE FEELINGS
**[02:20] ---**
Why don't we all head home and cool off?
**[02:22] ---**
You're right. I need to think this over, too.
**[02:25] ---**
For once, I agree with you.
**[02:29] ---**
B-But Shima...
**[02:32] ---**
He's c-coming back to school
and the cram school, right?
**[02:36] ---**
Do you think we can all go back
to the way it was and be friends again, then?
**[02:42] ---**
Ms. Moriyama...
**[02:44] ---**
You dummy!
Don't you worry about a thing!
**[02:46] ---**
Remember what we all said just now?
**[02:48] ---**
That we trust Shima?
**[02:52] ---**
Huh?
**[02:53] ---**
Like how could we ever trust that guy?
**[02:55] ---**
What?
**[02:56] ---**
The only reason I said that then
was to save his neck!
**[02:59] ---**
Huh?
**[03:00] ---**
Bon...
**[03:01] ---**
Konekomaru...
**[03:03] ---**
Do you really still trust him?
**[03:06] ---**
I...
**[03:07] ---**
I...
**[03:11] ---**
I don't have a clue anymore!
**[03:13] ---**
Bon! Hey, wait up!
**[03:15] ---**
Hah!
**[03:16] ---**
Thanks to that scumbag!
**[03:19] ---**
I really don't like this.
**[03:23] ---**
For once, I agree with you, too.
**[03:32] ---**
Mr. Okumura, are you all right?
**[03:34] ---**
You're looking really scary right now!
**[03:41] ---**
*How can I escape from here?*
**[03:44] ---**
*Rin could probably escape
by burning through this wall.*
**[03:47] ---**
*If only I had Rin's flames!*
**[03:50] ---**
*S-So...*
**[03:51] ---**
*couldn't we have saved them
by exorcising those demonic parasites?*
**[03:55] ---**
*This is no time to stand there brooding!
Why are you always doing that?*
**[04:08] ---**
*No way!*
**[04:18] ---**
*"Pleased to meet you"...*
**[04:20] ---**
*is the appropriate thing
to say, I suppose...*
**[04:22] ---**
*Yukio Okumura.*
**[04:25] ---**
*How? Why?*
**[04:28] ---**
*I am the King of Light, Lucifer.*
**[04:33] ---**
*I've heard a lot
about you from Todo.*
**[04:39] ---**
*Don't worry.*
**[04:41] ---**
*I have no intention of harming you.*
**[04:42] ---**
*S-Stay away from me!*
**[04:55] ---**
*So I see.*
**[04:57] ---**
*Todo was absolutely right.*
**[05:00] ---**
*You're very intriguing.*
**[05:03] ---**
*I want you.*
**[05:04] ---**
*I welcome you into the Illuminati.*
**[05:07] ---**
*Y-You're out of your mind!*
**[05:09] ---**
*Why would I—*
**[05:11] ---**
*But as things stand, you're in danger.*
**[05:15] ---**
*You're not protected.*
**[05:18] ---**
*If the Knights of the True Cross
ever find out about your eyes,*
**[05:21] ---**
*they'll either lock you up for research...*
**[05:25] ---**
*or in the worst case, they'd execute you.*
**[05:28] ---**
*You are weak.*
**[05:30] ---**
*Rin... Are you going to keep brooding
like that forever?*
**[05:34] ---**
*I don't have time to brood anymore!*
**[05:37] ---**
*So, just give me that power of yours!*
**[05:42] ---**
*It's not hot! Is that Rin?*
**[05:46] ---**
*I'll be on my way now.*
**[05:48] ---**
*I don't want to force you.*
**[05:51] ---**
*But I want you to remember one thing.*
**[05:54] ---**
*I can give you power.*
**[05:58] ---**
*Most likely, I can unlock
your dormant powers and potential.*
**[06:05] ---**
*Don't you want to learn about the mystery
of those eyes and the secrets behind your birth?*
**[06:11] ---**
*Those are the truths
that will give you power.*
**[06:15] ---**
*I want to save you.*
**[06:20] ---**
*There's no need for that!*
**[06:21] ---**
*Of course.*
**[06:23] ---**
*But I'm sure we'll meet again.*
**[06:30] ---**
*Your soul isn't that strong, either.*
**[06:35] ---**
Mr. Okumura? Mr. Okumura?
**[06:39] ---**
Hey, I do feel bad about this!
**[06:42] ---**
But as an Illuminati spy,
I have a job to do.
**[06:46] ---**
"There's no need."
**[06:48] ---**
Please tell him that.
**[06:49] ---**
Huh?
**[06:51] ---**
Roger that.
**[06:53] ---**
But don't make too much of it, all right?
**[06:55] ---**
See you!
**[06:57] ---**
Shima!
**[06:58] ---**
Yeah?
**[07:00] ---**
You're really on the side
of the Knights of the True Cross, right?
**[07:04] ---**
Hey, of course I am!
**[07:08] ---**
And it's because I'm on your side
that I'm warning you.
**[07:11] ---**
Shouldn't you be consulting someone
about this yourself, Mr. Okumura?
**[07:18] ---**
I mean, at the end of the day, I'm neutral,
so warning you is about all that I can do.
**[07:30] ---**
*D-Dammit!*
**[07:51] ---**
Who would've thought
I'd see you this early in the day?
**[07:54] ---**
Well, to make it as a spy,
I'm going to have to make sure I'm fit.
**[07:59] ---**
How about you, Bon?
Isn't it way too early?
**[08:02] ---**
I run almost every morning.
**[08:08] ---**
Bon! Thank you very much!
**[08:11] ---**
For trusting me!
**[08:16] ---**
What do I care?
**[08:17] ---**
If you have time to thank me,
then you should thank the others!
**[08:21] ---**
Just do whatever you want!
I'm not talking to you anymore!
**[08:24] ---**
Bon!
**[08:25] ---**
I've found what it is I want to do!
**[08:28] ---**
I've found a world where there are
no hassles and nothing to bind me!
**[08:31] ---**
Where I can live the way I want to!
**[08:34] ---**
Huh?
**[08:35] ---**
Not that I think you'll understand,
but that's all there is to it, really!
**[08:39] ---**
Please believe me!
**[08:40] ---**
- Are you talking about being a spy?
- Yes!
**[08:43] ---**
That's totally insane!
**[08:44] ---**
Seriously, I'm so sorry!
**[08:47] ---**
But I really think I'm cut out to be a spy!
**[08:56] ---**
So, you've made up your mind
on your own, right?
**[08:58] ---**
Yes!
**[08:59] ---**
Is it fun for you?
**[09:01] ---**
Yes, it's unbelievably fun for me!
**[09:05] ---**
I see.
**[09:07] ---**
So, you've found it, huh?
**[09:09] ---**
What?
**[09:10] ---**
Nah, I get it now!
**[09:12] ---**
I have zero trust in you, but good luck.
**[09:17] ---**
Thank you so much.
**[09:25] ---**
Will you be able to fit in?
**[09:27] ---**
Yeah, somehow or other.
**[09:29] ---**
Have you told him?
**[09:30] ---**
Yeah. He was pretty rattled.
**[09:33] ---**
Did it seem he'd be talking to someone?
**[09:36] ---**
No, probably not, I'd say.
**[09:39] ---**
Then, it's all good.
**[09:40] ---**
Keep putting pressure on him.
**[09:42] ---**
Roger that.
**[09:52] ---**
*Right!*
**[09:54] ---**
*Sorry, everybody...*
**[09:55] ---**
*but right now...*
**[09:57] ---**
*I'm having the time of my life!*
**[10:03] ---**
*And it's because I'm on your side
that I'm warning you.*
**[10:06] ---**
*Shouldn't you be consulting someone
about this yourself, Mr. Okumura?*
**[10:12] ---**
*Should I...*
**[10:13] ---**
*consult someone?*
**[10:16] ---**
*You are weak.*
**[10:19] ---**
ULTRA TROPICAL SPA RESORT
INVITATION TICKET
**[10:20] ---**
Oh, crap!
**[10:22] ---**
Hey! Someone left a foot warmer
that still works in the oversized trash pile.
**[10:27] ---**
It should be okay to bring
something like that home without asking, right?
**[10:30] ---**
What?
**[10:31] ---**
It's getting pretty cold lately, you know.
**[10:34] ---**
Remember how this room was like hell
during the summer?
**[10:36] ---**
Let's make it cozy
in the winter at least—
**[10:38] ---**
Do whatever you want.
**[10:39] ---**
I'm heading out now.
**[10:40] ---**
I'll be late getting home,
so I won't be needing dinner.
**[10:47] ---**
What's he being so touchy about?
**[10:50] ---**
*Yukio's always tired out.*
**[10:53] ---**
TRUE CROSS GENERAL HOSPITAL
**[10:56] ---**
What? You're being discharged tomorrow?
**[10:58] ---**
As long as nothing bad
shows up on my tests today.
**[11:01] ---**
Well, congratulations, then!
**[11:04] ---**
Thank you!
**[11:05] ---**
Being the only exorcist on that last mission
must've been tough for you, too.
**[11:09] ---**
I'm glad you made it back in one piece.
**[11:11] ---**
Well, yes.
**[11:13] ---**
Still, who would've guessed
that Takara and Shima were Mephisto's spies?
**[11:17] ---**
The Knights of the True Cross higher-ups
are going to let Shima work as a double agent.
**[11:24] ---**
Well, he is our valuable source of information
on the Illuminati, right?
**[11:28] ---**
But we can't even trust
Lord Pheles or Shima.
**[11:32] ---**
Don't you think it's risky?
**[11:33] ---**
No one's ever trusted Mephisto anyway.
**[11:36] ---**
And there's no question that you can't let
your guard down around Shima.
**[11:41] ---**
Hmm...
**[11:42] ---**
If it were me, I'd talk
to Suguro and Miwa again.
**[11:47] ---**
Those three have been together
ever since they were born, right?
**[11:50] ---**
It would be hard to fully deceive someone
who's practically family.
**[11:56] ---**
Do you really think so?
**[11:59] ---**
What's wrong? You're looking pale.
**[12:03] ---**
Am I?
**[12:04] ---**
I'm totally fine.
**[12:05] ---**
Oh, right. To thank us for our work...
**[12:07] ---**
Lord Pheles sent us these tickets...
**[12:08] ---**
ULTRA TROPICAL SPA RESORT
INVITATION TICKET
**[12:10] ---**
to the Ultra Tropical Spa Resort in Southern Cross.
**[12:13] ---**
Oh?
**[12:16] ---**
*Let's enjoy the tropical resort!*
**[12:18] ---**
Sounds good! I bet it'll be fun!
**[12:20] ---**
I'm glad to hear it.
**[12:22] ---**
So, Ms. Shura, please take the others with you.
Since I'm going to pass on this.
**[12:26] ---**
You little moron!
**[12:28] ---**
No one needs it more than you! Right?
**[12:31] ---**
ULTRA TROPICAL
SPA RESORT
**[12:33] ---**
I like it!
**[12:35] ---**
We've got this whole resort
to ourselves for the day! Awesome!
**[12:38] ---**
What a blast from the past!
I used to come here as a kid!
**[12:41] ---**
This place is super fun!
**[12:43] ---**
Oh, it is, huh?
**[12:46] ---**
Ow!
**[12:48] ---**
Hey, spy!
**[12:49] ---**
Hey! Don't call me "spy"!
**[12:51] ---**
When I really am a spy!
**[12:53] ---**
You've talked to Konekomaru, too, right?
**[12:56] ---**
Um...
**[12:58] ---**
Uh...
**[13:00] ---**
*So, you've spoken with Bon.*
**[13:02] ---**
*I'm glad to hear it.*
**[13:04] ---**
*You're not mad, Koneko?*
**[13:08] ---**
*I got to sweep you away with a broom, Shima.
That's enough for me.*
**[13:12] ---**
So, that's what he said,
and it was like always.
**[13:16] ---**
So, I figured there really wasn't
any need to talk.
**[13:21] ---**
Sorry.
**[13:22] ---**
I'd like to be alone right now.
**[13:24] ---**
Could you give me some space for a while?
**[13:26] ---**
Huh?
**[13:32] ---**
Um...
**[13:34] ---**
I-It's okay for me to go in with you, right?
**[13:37] ---**
Huh?
**[13:40] ---**
*Well, I don't want you
to see me naked, all right?*
**[13:45] ---**
O-Of course it's all right!
**[13:47] ---**
J-Just forget about what I said before!
**[13:49] ---**
Oh, yay!
**[13:50] ---**
All right, I'm going on ahead!
**[13:52] ---**
Yahoo! I haven't gone swimming in ages!
**[13:56] ---**
Wow!
**[13:59] ---**
Look, Izumo!
**[14:00] ---**
It's really, really huge!
**[14:02] ---**
Let's go swimming now!
**[14:03] ---**
Jeez, I guess I have no choice.
**[14:05] ---**
Yahoo!
**[14:14] ---**
Izumo, aren't you going to swim?
**[14:16] ---**
I'm going to pass.
**[14:18] ---**
Too bad Nori couldn't come with us.
**[14:21] ---**
Well, it couldn't be helped.
**[14:23] ---**
Since this is a reward for that battle.
**[14:26] ---**
And besides, we can come again anytime.
**[14:30] ---**
I mean, it's close by.
Next time, the three of us will come.
**[14:35] ---**
Okay! Let's come again!
**[14:39] ---**
Woo-hoo!
**[14:47] ---**
Hey! Guys, you gotta give this a try!
**[14:50] ---**
It's such a blast!
**[14:51] ---**
No thanks for me.
**[14:53] ---**
It might shave years off my life expectancy.
**[14:56] ---**
Rin, you're not in elementary school, okay?
**[14:58] ---**
Damn, you guys are so lame.
**[15:01] ---**
Huh?
**[15:03] ---**
Hey, Takara-senpai!
**[15:05] ---**
Are you soaking your doll in the water?
**[15:09] ---**
*If it were me, I'd talk
to Suguro and Miwa again.*
**[15:15] ---**
Uh, Miwa?
**[15:17] ---**
Yes?
**[15:18] ---**
Do you really trust Shima?
**[15:23] ---**
Sorry for putting you on the spot like this.
**[15:26] ---**
N-No.
**[15:28] ---**
Yes, I do trust him.
**[15:31] ---**
Based on what?
**[15:32] ---**
B-Based on... Um...
**[15:37] ---**
When we were battling the Impure King...
**[15:39] ---**
Shima deserted us and ran off at one point.
**[15:43] ---**
What?
**[15:44] ---**
Saying he didn't want to die.
**[15:46] ---**
Ever since he was a kid,
Shima's been lazy and hedonistic.
**[15:51] ---**
I always thought that one day,
Shima would run off somewhere far away.
**[15:58] ---**
That day, I thought,
"Oh, so he's finally gone and done it."
**[16:04] ---**
But then...
**[16:05] ---**
he came back.
**[16:08] ---**
That's all that I'm basing it on, really.
**[16:11] ---**
I see.
**[16:13] ---**
Bon!
**[16:14] ---**
Now that you mention it,
where's that spy now?
**[16:18] ---**
Come to think of it...
**[16:20] ---**
Huh?
**[16:21] ---**
There he is! Shima!
**[16:27] ---**
What are you doing, Shima?
**[16:29] ---**
I'm concentrating!
**[16:31] ---**
Don't talk to me!
**[16:32] ---**
What's gotten into you?
**[16:34] ---**
You're acting weird!
**[16:36] ---**
Me?
**[16:37] ---**
Acting weird?
**[16:39] ---**
You guys are the ones
who are acting weird!
**[16:41] ---**
All of you, acting all tight and chummy,
having a ball at the pool...
**[16:44] ---**
What's up with that? It's so creepy!
**[16:46] ---**
Huh? What's going on?
**[16:47] ---**
This is all so fake!
**[16:50] ---**
I'm just honest, that's all!
**[16:52] ---**
What the...
**[16:53] ---**
Shima!
**[16:54] ---**
So, you're still holding some kind of grudge?
**[16:57] ---**
Then just let it out!
**[16:59] ---**
All right, I'm gonna say it!
**[17:01] ---**
See, at this pool...
**[17:04] ---**
there's this water slide...
**[17:06] ---**
that couples can go down in rafts!
**[17:09] ---**
So, with Izumo in her swimsuit...
**[17:11] ---**
or Shiemi...
**[17:13] ---**
or Ms. Kirigakure...
down in the same raft!
**[17:16] ---**
Any man would want to ride with them
no matter what it takes!
**[17:20] ---**
Right now, those three women
are climbing the stairs to that slide!
**[17:24] ---**
Even if two of them get on a raft together,
that will leave one for sure!
**[17:28] ---**
And I'm the one
who's going to ride behind her!
**[17:31] ---**
Me, too! I want to ride behind Shiemi!
**[17:35] ---**
Rin...
**[17:36] ---**
My friend!
**[17:37] ---**
Wrong! I'm not the same as you!
**[17:40] ---**
Unlike you, it can't be just anyone for me!
**[17:43] ---**
It can only be Shiemi!
**[17:44] ---**
What's the matter with Rin?
**[17:46] ---**
All the cringeworthy desires
in his mind are leaking out!
**[17:49] ---**
Along with Shima, something's not right.
**[17:52] ---**
Could a demon be behind this?
**[17:54] ---**
Huh?
**[17:56] ---**
Mr. Okumura! Over there!
**[17:58] ---**
It's the Three Wise Monkeys!
**[18:00] ---**
The Three Wise Monkeys teach you
not to dwell on evil thoughts, right?
**[18:04] ---**
"See no evil." "Speak no evil." "Hear no evil."
**[18:07] ---**
But these demons can cause any nearby human
to want to see, speak and hear their true thoughts!
**[18:13] ---**
Shiemi belongs to me!
**[18:20] ---**
Oh, crap!
**[18:21] ---**
They've already reached the top of the stairs!
**[18:23] ---**
I gotta hurry!
**[18:25] ---**
Oh no, you don't!
**[18:26] ---**
Satan Kick!
**[18:30] ---**
What are you doing?
**[18:32] ---**
What the hell?
**[18:34] ---**
Don't get in my way!
**[18:36] ---**
They're going to destroy it at this rate!
**[18:38] ---**
I'll go get some weapons!
**[18:39] ---**
Mr. Okumura!
**[18:40] ---**
*I can't get possessed now
and expose all my true thoughts!*
**[18:44] ---**
*No matter what!*
**[18:46] ---**
Do not see, do not hear, do not say
what is not courteous.
**[18:51] ---**
To master oneself
and regain courtesy is benevolence!
**[19:03] ---**
Huh?
**[19:04] ---**
I'm... what?
**[19:06] ---**
Huh? What am I...
**[19:10] ---**
It's nothing more than a charm...
**[19:13] ---**
but good thing I remembered it
all of a sudden.
**[19:15] ---**
Bon! That was impressive!
**[19:17] ---**
You saved the day, Suguro!
**[19:31] ---**
Devour the Eight Princesses.
**[19:40] ---**
ADDRESS: KNIGHTS OF THE TRUE CROSS
NAME: YUKIO OKUMURA
**[19:41] ---**
We're so sorry.
**[19:43] ---**
Please send the bill for repairs
to the Knights of the True Cross.
**[19:46] ---**
I want to disappear.
I wish I could turn into cotton candy.
**[19:49] ---**
What do we care if we hear
your true thoughts now?
**[19:54] ---**
Besides, I'm a little relieved
that his lust is still as strong as ever.
**[20:01] ---**
Bon... I...
**[20:03] ---**
In spite of myself, I have a feeling
there's no deceit in what Shima says.
**[20:11] ---**
Is that right?
**[20:23] ---**
Here you go!
**[20:24] ---**
SOUTHERN CROSS
**[20:25] ---**
Brings back memories, huh?
**[20:26] ---**
Southern Cross.
**[20:31] ---**
Hey, sorry that I got possessed by a demon.
**[20:34] ---**
Even though I'm a demon myself.
**[20:36] ---**
Because I'm only half?
**[20:41] ---**
You've had something on your mind
for a while, huh?
**[20:45] ---**
*It would be hard to fully deceive someone
who's practically family.*
**[20:50] ---**
I have no idea what's going on,
but why don't you talk to your big bro?
**[20:54] ---**
I'll help you out!
**[20:56] ---**
*Do I...*
**[20:58] ---**
*Do I really look that weak?*
**[21:03] ---**
I've just been...
**[21:05] ---**
a little tired.
**[21:07] ---**
I'm fine now.
**[21:08] ---**
Really?
**[21:10] ---**
Yeah.
**[21:12] ---**
Thanks for the popsicle!
**[21:25] ---**
And to think that I thought coming here
would give him some release...
**[21:35] ---**
Now then...
**[23:11] ---**
*Yukio...*
**[23:12] ---**
*Instead of living in fear of the darkness...*
**[23:15] ---**
*you should become stronger
and help people and your brother.*
**[23:24] ---**
*I wanna become stronger!*
**[23:27] ---**
*Stronger than Rin!*